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How many hotwives out there have found that after a while just having sex with other men is not enough and they want to have deeper, more emotional relationships with other men than hubby? In other words, for how many want more than just the sex?
You mean, more emotional relationships with other men than ALONE hubby. I guess.
I can't imagine that a more emotional relationship is impossible.
Or in other words, it can happen like in vanilla live. If a relationship between a couple is strong enough, it will not harm the bond they have. At least, that is my vision.
When I moved to another town to study at an university, I wanted to cut the relationship with my girlfriend, my future wife to be. My wife to become could imagine that I wanted to be free and answered "that this was a bad reason to finish our relationship.” So we didn't.
It was hard for her because I told her always about my "playgirls". And I think this was the real reason that we got so much trust in each other.
In the beginning of our marriage, she told me to have cut with a doctor to become: a co-assistant at the hospital.
I asked her why?
"Because I feel much more secure with you" she answered.
I never asked her more about this relationship. Never, because I thought it was her life.
In our HW-relationship I told my wife more times that it wouldn’t bother me if she would get emotional feelings, a common, natural and human thing. As long as our marriage wouldn't suffer under it, I always added. If she would feel that an another relationship would become dangerous for our marriage, than she would break with that lover.
Of course I was very well aware that this condition wasn't a guarantee at all for our marriage but I had much confidence in her.
In the period of our HW-lifestyle, she had two steady lovers with whom she did it unprotected. So, I thought she had developed other feelings.
About one, a colored man, she always said she didn't love him but liked to have sensual sex with him.
However, with her steady white lover, it is quite a different story.
It happened in what became "our" club.
After putting his huge and always unprotected cock into her pussy, which I wasn’t aware of, she beckoned me to come near.
She told me she loved him and that was why she put his cock into her pussy. I had to know.
She asked me to kiss her as proof I hadn't any objection to it. Of course I didn’t have so I kissed her. While kissing her she embraced me and at the same time started to ride his cock. When her orgasm announced itself, she asked me to hold her tight. “I want to cum while being in your arms. Show me how much you love me.”
In vain she tried to kiss me. She was jumping too hard but could fix her eyes to mine after I took her head in my hands. Not for long. Her orgasm was too heavy.
When he had to leave, she crawled up to me.
(Shortened version)
"You have to know I developed these other feelings to him. I really love him.”
Pause.
“You always told me not to hide my deeper feelings to another person. So I'm very pleased that you kissed me therefor. Cumming with my head in your hands, was very emotional.”
A pause.
“Having sex with him is exceptional. A better lover is almost unthinkable, I have to confess. Kiss me again if you can accept him in our, so far, wonderful life. It will become even more beautiful. I promise. I will do everything to show you what it means to be really your and his HW.“
Tongue kissing her for some five minutes followed. I wanted to let her know how happy I was for her.
From then on she felt completely liberated. Fully enjoying to be a HW for him. Enjoying every second of it.
And our marriage? That became even stronger because I became her “confessor”. She told me everything, her inner thoughts also. F.e., when I asked her what she would do if he would take her anally, she answered:
“I dreamed about it, how it would feel to have his huge dick in my ass. However, his dick is so huge. So exercises must precede it. It will take a while to get there. And you will be my trainer.”
Dinoo