Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Posted: Fri Apr 19, 2024 7:28 am
So it’s update time.
First of all, again I am sorry for my delay!
It’s still all about the effort to write at times, and I find myself too busy most of the day!
Thanks to all who shared those comments, I really enjoy reading everyone’s comments.
The trainer, or should I say trainee!
Thats how I feel when we are together!
It’s been a real struggle for both of us!
I wish I had some good stuff to share with you all but I don’t!
Last workout I asked him to walk me to my vehicle.
Since spring is here it’s not completely dark outside and he’s terrible nervous about being caught in the parking lot!
There are no restrictions about dating clients I’ve learned btw!
I kissed him last time!
I made the move!
I asked him to come closer to me and as he approached I put my arms over his shoulders and pulled him close to me and kissed him. He’s such a great kisser!
But he pulled away after a few seconds, like maybe 3?
I asked him what is wrong and
he said it just doesn’t feel right!
I was very annoyed! Honestly!
I’m putting myself out there and he pulls away??
I left and didn’t go back to workouts until yesterday.
We had no conversations since that last moment!
Awkward yesterday? Yes for both of us.
While assisting me, he told me many times how sexy I look and that he’s sorry many times bc he freaked out!
I told him it’s ok and don’t overthink things.
I also told him that I won’t expect anything from him and I’m sorry if I was too pushy!
I told him to focus on workouts with me.
I left as another appointment was waiting for him- yes a cute younger girl. Even though I honestly look amazing, I still felt a little frustrated when she came in the room for her session.
Guess what happened?
He texted me last night and informed me he wants another chance- meet for drinks again!
I’m leaving for vacation tomorrow am for 5 days w hubby.
So he’ll have to wait I guess!
Like I said, nothing exciting to write about!
First of all, again I am sorry for my delay!
It’s still all about the effort to write at times, and I find myself too busy most of the day!
Thanks to all who shared those comments, I really enjoy reading everyone’s comments.
The trainer, or should I say trainee!
Thats how I feel when we are together!
It’s been a real struggle for both of us!
I wish I had some good stuff to share with you all but I don’t!
Last workout I asked him to walk me to my vehicle.
Since spring is here it’s not completely dark outside and he’s terrible nervous about being caught in the parking lot!
There are no restrictions about dating clients I’ve learned btw!
I kissed him last time!
I made the move!
I asked him to come closer to me and as he approached I put my arms over his shoulders and pulled him close to me and kissed him. He’s such a great kisser!
But he pulled away after a few seconds, like maybe 3?
I asked him what is wrong and
he said it just doesn’t feel right!
I was very annoyed! Honestly!
I’m putting myself out there and he pulls away??
I left and didn’t go back to workouts until yesterday.
We had no conversations since that last moment!
Awkward yesterday? Yes for both of us.
While assisting me, he told me many times how sexy I look and that he’s sorry many times bc he freaked out!
I told him it’s ok and don’t overthink things.
I also told him that I won’t expect anything from him and I’m sorry if I was too pushy!
I told him to focus on workouts with me.
I left as another appointment was waiting for him- yes a cute younger girl. Even though I honestly look amazing, I still felt a little frustrated when she came in the room for her session.
Guess what happened?
He texted me last night and informed me he wants another chance- meet for drinks again!
I’m leaving for vacation tomorrow am for 5 days w hubby.
So he’ll have to wait I guess!
Like I said, nothing exciting to write about!