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by willingtoo » Sun Nov 04, 2018 3:08 am
Good Morning,
Very upset this morning.
Aaron called last night and pretty much demanded that he have me today. He told Mike that he wanted me to come to his condo. Mike told him that we have plans and he said, "Cancel them!" Mike asked what was the urgency. He said, " I just want her. Let me talk to Carrie."
Mike put on the speaker phone. I said, I'm here Aaron." He said, "Carrie I'm upset that you plan to be with Anthony before me again and seem to prefer him over me. I called Anthony and told him it wasn't happening so don't bother contacting him until I see you."
It was a complete change in tone and it shocked me let alone Mike. He said, "If I you don't see me tomorrow it's over, not just me and my contacts, but Anthony as well. Think about it and let me know tomorrow morning."
"I want to deal with just Carrie on decisions from now on and you deal with her wishes." With that he hung up. Mike's immediate reaction was, "Fuck him that Bastard." Not sure I've ever seen Mike so upset and never heard him curse so much!
I was in shock and felt the pressure. What the hell was up? I thought we had this under control, and in fact we still do, but it could mean the end of our journey at least for now. We will give up opportunities that we'll never find again. All I need to say is no but I guess stupidly so, I don't want to. The situation is perfect. Anthony wanted me and is about to meet me on his own, plus there was the potential for the other men who desire my submissiveness and feet. Apparently without pleasing Aaron, the entire thing is over and we are back to square one and back to finding more Frank and Tom types. I'd rather quit than go back to men like them without the true desire for my submissiveness or my feet.
After Mike calmed down a little, I told him what I was thinking. He insisted at first that it was over for him. I told him I wasn't sure I wanted it to be. What would be the harm in going along at least for today and see what his expectations were? Is this just a one time demand or would it be like this from now on?
Mike, still angry said, "I just knew that Mother Fucker would pull something like this to pressure you. It was too good to be true."
Aaron knows that we are excited about the possibilities. He saw that in me the other night when he talked about setting them up with me. He knows it really intrigues Nike and I both. He has his other girls in Vermont and NC and could probably find another like me easily. Maybe not as perfect, but I'm sure he has more up his sleeve than we are aware.
After more discussion, I told Mike that if he could see his way to allow me to go, I at least could find out what his overall plan was and we could then stop or continue. He thought about it a long while as I tried to convince him to go along at least this one last time. He finally said, "If you want to go then do it, but I'm really concerned. I'm ready to quit if and when you are. I'll leave it up to you. we're in this together and the most important opinion and decision is yours. It's you and your body that is at risk not mine."
I've decide to go and I called him back and asked what time I should be ready. Mike wanted nothing to do with talking to him he was so conflicted and pissed off.
He is having the limo pick me up at 1:00 this afternoon. I am wearing one of my sexy dresses and a very sexy pair of shoes. The dress is well above my knees, the kind I feel I am too old to wear, but I want to look as sexy as I can. I want him to see that I am special.
Mike is still angry and very concerned for me and what I may be walking into not turned on as he usually is. I'm trying to console him and convince him that this may be the only way to maybe save the situation. It would be impossible to duplicate.
The poor guy is putting lotion on my feet so they are as soft as possible. My tan hasn't faded at all, in fact Mike thinks it looks even sexier with a few days of fading. These tans don't fade fast and in fact look good for 10 days or more. I tried on the dress and shoes for Mike and he said I looked as sexy as I ever have. The shoes and dress make a difference.
So, I am very nervous and not in the regular way. I won't tell Mike, but I am nervous and a bit scared but still in some sick way wanting to be taken against my will. Aaron is not a nice man and obviously will do anything to get what he wants. He feels he owns me. I guess he does in a way for now.
Not sure if Mike will post. He is more upset than he has been since this began. He feels like he has lost all control and he doesn't like the feeling.
We'll be getting ready mentally the rest of the morning.
Carrie
If you reread my outline with that in mind, you might see what I was really suggesting. If I was off base and offended you two in any way, I apologize and withdraw my bad, naughty, evil suggestion! 
Maybe I turned the dial up to far. I tend too to do just that, but I always remember what the the great Hunter S. Thompson said "Better to be shot out of a cannon than squeezed out of a tube." 
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