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Unread post by sadie » Tue Oct 02, 2018 4:39 pm

Spoken like guys with no actual experience with addicts / addiction, or at least very different experience than mine. "Sexual addiction" isn't an accepted diagnosis and "hypersexuality" is only considered a problem if the behavior creates a problem for the individual (guilt, obsessive behaviors etc). From "Psychology today"
A diagnosis of "sex addiction" has also not been added to the DSM because clinicians and researchers agree there is not enough empirical evidence to support this diagnosis.
Sexual obsession is in any case far more a trait of the male of our species. However this doesn't make it comparable to opiate addiction in either biochemistry or sociological impact.

To address your concerns that Carrie is pinning [all] her sexual future to an unscrupulous player, I think she's been clear that she and Aaron view this relationship as flavor du jour, and has been clear that she expects him to move on sooner rather than later.

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Unread post by stillcanhang57 » Tue Oct 02, 2018 5:17 pm

sadie wrote:Spoken like guys with no actual experience with addicts / addiction, or at least very different experience than mine. "Sexual addiction" isn't an accepted diagnosis and "hypersexuality" is only considered a problem if the behavior creates a problem for the individual (guilt, obsessive behaviors etc). From "Psychology today"
A diagnosis of "sex addiction" has also not been added to the DSM because clinicians and researchers agree there is not enough empirical evidence to support this diagnosis.
Sexual obsession is in any case far more a trait of the male of our species. However this doesn't make it comparable to opiate addiction in either biochemistry or sociological impact.

To address your concerns that Carrie is pinning [all] her sexual future to an unscrupulous player, I think she's been clear that she and Aaron view this relationship as flavor du jour, and has been clear that she expects him to move on sooner rather than later.
Sadie, I can only speak for myself but I am well aware of , through life experiences, what addiction looks like and the origin of the phrase" Chasing the dragon". Maybe you would be more comfortable with NRE blindness or fog.
We tend to butt heads on a lot of things here but I believe we can agree that this story and all of the plot twist has masterfully created some great discussions.
The writer may have jumped the shark a little to quickly with the Aaron, paid escort, BBC storyline but it has generated some great conversations.
I apologize if my chasing the dragon comment came off as flippant. I do agree that the "sex addict" defense is questionable.

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Unread post by Suchen Zucker » Tue Oct 02, 2018 7:58 pm

sadie wrote:Spoken like guys with no actual experience with addicts / addiction, or at least very different experience than mine. "Sexual addiction" isn't an accepted diagnosis and "hypersexuality" is only considered a problem if the behavior creates a problem for the individual (guilt, obsessive behaviors etc). From "Psychology today"
A diagnosis of "sex addiction" has also not been added to the DSM because clinicians and researchers agree there is not enough empirical evidence to support this diagnosis.
Sexual obsession is in any case far more a trait of the male of our species. However this doesn't make it comparable to opiate addiction in either biochemistry or sociological impact.

To address your concerns that Carrie is pinning [all] her sexual future to an unscrupulous player, I think she's been clear that she and Aaron view this relationship as flavor du jour, and has been clear that she expects him to move on sooner rather than later.
I'm actually all too familiar with addiction in both my early personal as well as later professional life. But, unlike a few of my young friends, my life wasn't ruined and I am still alive. However, addiction has nothing to do with my post.

I'm at a loss as to how you came to your conclusions regarding what I wrote. I never mentioned anything about sexual addiction. If you gathered that from me asking Carrie if she ever heard the term Chasing The Dragon, you missed my point. My point was to warn her about "getting off" on taking risks. It doesn't have to be about sex - it can be anything that involves danger. The problem is you have to take ever increasing risks to reach the desired pleasure point until one day you go too far. For example, If indeed she went bareback with two men she really doesn't know much about, with no clear test reports, that's taking an unnecessary risk. It could be life changing for her and Mike. Odds are she's fine, but still. I have seen the consequences of trusting the wrong person and it can be damned ugly what an unscrupulous person can do if you let them.

Jeez, Louise, I know Carrie is not ACTUALLY pinning all her sexual hopes and dreams on Aaron. That was me scoffing at her overlooking Aaron's huge character flaws while she proclaimed him to be Mr. McDreamy and exactly what she and Mike were looking for.

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Unread post by willingtoo » Wed Oct 03, 2018 2:04 am

Good Morning,

I have been following the debate going on and I'm not going to get involved but instead try to explain some things that may contribute.

The first experiences with Frank, Tom and Brad were very exciting at the time, but looking back they would not excite us as much as my recent experiences with Aaron and Anthony.

My submissive fantasies have always been about being taken by "Bad Guys" They were either faceless or not attractive and mean looking. Always tall and physically over powering and definitely not nice guys. In my fantasy world, I don't seek unattractive men, it's that mean guys are not handsome or attractive in my imagination.

True that Frank, Tom and Aaron are not attractive to me, but they were not selected because of that reason. They were/are guys that just happened to be in the right place with the right attitude and personality They really weren't selected from among a group of candidates. I like handsome men. Mike is very good looking and so is Brad. In real life I prefer men that are attractive to me. Brad was dropped (for the time being) because he didn't fit the "Mean Guy" criteria. He was just sexy. I have Mike for that kind of romantic sex.

Aaron fits my fantasy man criteria. I wasn't looking for men with traits like Brad but had sex with him anyway because he was the Alpha guy in the room at the time and his looks turned me on for sure. If Aaron was good looking it would be fine but ust happens he isn't and it doesn't matter in my fantasy sexual encounters.

It's true that the danger factor seems to be escalating and I'm glad your debate has brought that to the forefront for us to consider. I think the end game is when common sense tells me it's enough and things are getting too risky.

We didn't select Frank, Tom or Arron. They were just the right guys at the right time.

This is not my last post this morning, but wanted to explain a few things. I'll be back.

Carrie

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Unread post by sadie » Wed Oct 03, 2018 2:49 am

Carrie, I think you're describing the "Ron Jeremy effect", coined for our understanding that probably the ugliest actor in porn is without doubt the most famous and prolific.

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Unread post by stillcanhang57 » Wed Oct 03, 2018 3:37 am

sadie wrote:Carrie, I think you're describing the "Ron Jeremy effect", coined for our understanding that probably the ugliest actor in porn is without doubt the most famous and prolific.
Wpw, I thought some of my shit was boner killing but now I can't help picturing the hedgehog naked. Thanks Sadie.

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Unread post by sadie » Wed Oct 03, 2018 3:47 am

YW.

Pro tip friend, thats how I feel about men generally. I'm here for the empowered and sexually expressive women, for my part y'all are simply the window dressing that some of my GFs like to couple with ;-).

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Unread post by willingtoo » Wed Oct 03, 2018 5:06 am

Good morning again,

Nothing on the Mike/Aaron negotiations. Mike and I have had great sex since Saturday. Re-living Saturday, especially Anthony. I didn't adequately describe the full extent how exciting and erotic my first experience with a black guy.

It was beyond scary and exciting. I was freightened of his physical stature and his enormous cock and was scared to death when he just grabbed my wrist and took me downstairs. To me it was like a rape. He was giving me the choice, but he knew I wanted it to happen and he was right. So I did not "say" yes, but everything about me said yes. I felt like it was a rape but the victim was willing.

His powerful hips driving deep inside me, the feeling of being so small and helpless under him was incredible. My orgasms ( especially the first two) were beyond anything I've ever experienced. Giving him oral and his deep moans as he told me how incredible my feet are and how hard he was going to fuck me had me dripping wet. He was all about my feet and that definitely turns me on now. Its' one of the criteria I have now added to my list of desirable traits in the men that "Take" me. It can't be faked. Frank and Tom tried, but true love of female feet is someting you either have, or you don't.

His cock hurt at first, but I was so wet it wasn't too long before he was fully inside me. When he came inside me I was almost delerious with erotic fear. His aroma was so different and in a good way. His cologne and body cent was so exotic. I've never felt so "Taken" in my life or even in my fantasies.

I have to go but there are many things I want to express to my journal and you guys.

Carrie

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Unread post by solstice » Wed Oct 03, 2018 5:37 am

The bad guys comments posting by Carrie has lead me to make this observation:
I must confess to being embarrassing vanilla, so why you may ask am I an ardent follower of Carrie's and Mike's thread? Well Mike and Carrie are in my judgement a lovely couple honest and intelligent, the sort of people I would choose as friends. and of course their thread is red hot sexy!
My vanilla side shows up when I read a thread when either of the couples treat their partner with disrespect, sometimes when the husband is offended by a lover attitude to him and the wife comes down strongly on her lovers side against her husband. I know games are played, but if continued would leads me to abandon the thread. There are however many couples with a lovely attitude to their spouse as is the case in this thread,

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Unread post by stillcanhang57 » Wed Oct 03, 2018 8:11 am

Well, it was exciting, the most powerful, the strongest, the biggest, the most intense, experience ever! Lots of adjectives.

Carrie, in one of your chapters, just a couple of months ago, you wrote that Mike had decided to take on a more dominant character some nights and put on his mask and make you his submissive partner, all while still worshiping your feet. You both wrote how much you were enjoying this new Mike play. Now , in your most recent chapters, there's no mention of Mike and the mask. Is this still a part of play between the two of you? Have time constraints limited the ability? Is it because with Mike you lose the, what you call the danger and unknown high? Or does Mike simply feel unable to compete now with Aaron and what's his name? I know that we never want to see this as a competition.

So in just a few short months you have experienced... Sex with another man with Mike's endorsement, lite S/M with another man. Sex with two other men at the same time, with limited participation from Mike. An amazing foot fetish event with some sexual interactions. Then the whole Aaron, rich guy, foot worshiping, heavy bondage, giving up anal, and paid escort/ prostitute fantasy. Now you've completed soft abduction, BBC and some sort of rape fantasy. Obviously you aware of all of these rapid interactions. My question is now what's left on the Carrie fantasy story?

Also wondering if Mike would possibly start his own thread.

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Unread post by BarryCuda » Wed Oct 03, 2018 3:25 pm

I have enjoyed reading your postings as well as the other posters comments. There are just a couple of questions that have just exploded into my mind.

Question #1

In your first posting, you are naked (naked sounds more sexual than nude). Pictures were taken and shared with Mike. You notice boats are approaching and you asked if you could put your suit on. Aaron agrees. What would you have said or done, if Aaron would have said "NO, you are going to be naked so that everyone can see your beautiful body!"

I am surprised that he agreed for you to put the suit on. When I hear that question, I think that you are uncomfortable and isn't one part of the relationship with Aaron to push pass your existing inhibitions.

Question #2

In your second posting, you hint that perhaps Aaron and Anthony had most likely set up a rendezvous place and maybe time. So a conversation had taken place with you being the prize. What if it wasn't a conversation but a negotiation between these two. Aaron might have said to Anthony, you pay me a $1000 and I will try and arrange it so that you can fuck this sexy sexy woman! Anthony might have said to Aaron, I will give forgive your $1000 debt if you will arrange for me to fuck this sexy sexy woman. Aaron technically becomes your pimp. If there was a negotiation between Aaron and Anthony, does that change your perception of Saturday's adventure? What does Mike think?

Will Mike approach this with Aaron? If this is not part of Mike's conversation with Aaron, then next time it could be a 5 black men each paying $1000 to fuck this sexy sexy woman! Then what happens?

I hope everything works out for the best and you can continue to share this amazing adventure with all of us!!!

BarryCuda

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Unread post by sadie » Wed Oct 03, 2018 3:44 pm

Barry, to your first question I imagine Aaron is educated enough about the ins and outs of public sex to know that public nudity is a felony (including going on the registry) and probably didn't want his date risking that.

To your second, I don't know this guy however I know a lot of people like him. Multi millionaire entrepreneurs don't have a financial need to pimp out their toys and if he enjoys sharing her I'm sure his motives are more about who he shares her with. Guys like Aaron thrive on control as a form of power (even the ones that aren't super rich).

From your prior post:
I hope that I am wrong about Aaron. But if he is like my father, I advise you to run fast! Run very fast!
How Freudian. So you're saying you're here because you have daddy issues. ... Guess what, were mostly here for Daddy issues, join the club and drop the paranoia?

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Unread post by BarryCuda » Wed Oct 03, 2018 10:28 pm

Thank you Sadie for your comments. They were constructive. You are right! I do have daddy issues.
It is amazing that a man who has been dead more than half of my life can have a negative impact.
My late wife would say that I needed to seek counseling and the idea of doing a role play exercise with
my dead father never appealed to me. So I basically avoided counseling and she would say, "then don't
drink!" When I drink the hatred for my father comes forefront. Last weekend, it would be accurate to
say that I drank "copious amount of beer".

Enough about my father.

Your comments about my questions was informative. I'm looking at this from a more cerebral focus.
I probably worded my questions very badly. My purpose was to invoke the emotional manipulation between
all the principle participants in the adventure not the physical action that took place. It is not
important whether Carrie would remain nude to satisfy Aaron, compromise and put on the bottoms, or
resist and put on both top and bottoms. I guess I looking for the yin and yang between Carrie and
Aaron.

I'm new at this! So hopeful I'll get better at asking questions and making comments!

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Unread post by solstice » Wed Oct 03, 2018 10:31 pm

Was it afternoon by the time you picked Anthony up from Miami, did the boat then head for back to Lauderdale? Can you relate how the conversation went before Anthony took you to below deck? were you included in the talk, what were you wearing? did Aaron suggest that you should be taken down? and was there a period In the whole encounter where you were given gentle loving? and how long roughly did the sex last? what time did the boat get back to Fort Lauderdale.
Sorry I do love detail.

sadie

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Unread post by sadie » Wed Oct 03, 2018 11:35 pm

solstice wrote:The bad guys comments posting by Carrie has lead me to make this observation:
I must confess to being embarrassing vanilla, so why you may ask am I an ardent follower of Carrie's and Mike's thread? Well Mike and Carrie are in my judgement a lovely couple honest and intelligent, the sort of people I would choose as friends. and of course their thread is red hot sexy!
My vanilla side shows up when I read a thread when either of the couples treat their partner with disrespect, sometimes when the husband is offended by a lover attitude to him and the wife comes down strongly on her lovers side against her husband. I know games are played, but if continued would leads me to abandon the thread. There are however many couples with a lovely attitude to their spouse as is the case in this thread,
Ahh Mr solstice, you and I are reciprocal, the yin and yang of kink ;-).

I'd have to say I'm anything but embarrassingly vanilla. To be sure, vanilla sex is still hot, however in my world its what two tops or two bottoms do when they hookup ;-).

Note the section of your post I bolded .. to be sure, respect is a sin qua non of relationship, however when either partner says it's ok to play and then sets up arbitrary limits on what that play should be like, I rapidly lose interest. The moreso when a couple is knowingly stepping into the terra incognita of BDSM or vanilla polyamorous play and some third party weighs in on whether that's okay .. you may have noticed I'm not shy about expressing my fundamental views on free will in sexual relationship.

As a queer woman I frankly find a lot of heteronormative sex unappealing, what I love about the edgy threads on ohw is that more often than not, there's a woman getting to explore her sexuality. I'm always in favor of that ;-).

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Unread post by sadie » Wed Oct 03, 2018 11:42 pm

Solstice I can weigh in on one bit, Mike posted that Carrie had called him from the limo at 8:06pm EDT so it's fair to think they docked at Lauderdale shortly before 8pm.

Yes you do seem attached to the details :-)

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Unread post by Mr1SexyGILF » Thu Oct 04, 2018 1:00 am

solstice wrote:Was it afternoon by the time you picked Anthony up from Miami, did the boat then head for back to Lauderdale? Can you relate how the conversation went before Anthony took you to below deck? were you included in the talk, what were you wearing? did Aaron suggest that you should be taken down? and was there a period In the whole encounter where you were given gentle loving? and how long roughly did the sex last? what time did the boat get back to Fort Lauderdale.
Sorry I do love detail.
If you address this, I'm also curious about a couple of details. It seems there is a pretty sizable void in the details, from the time the sex ended with Anthony, until you got home. When I asked if there was any more sex, your response was "That was pretty much the end of the sex."

I know you were trying to keep the details from getting too long, but I am extremely curious how the time was spent the rest of the day. Why were you late? How hard did they try to persuade you to spend the night? Were you tempted? Sorry to be so persistent. It just seems like you might be avoiding sharing something with us, about that several hour time span.

Respectfully, Mr GILF
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Unread post by willingtoo » Thu Oct 04, 2018 1:02 am

Good Morning,

We have decided to pull back from any more adventures with Aaron for the time being. They talked last night and Mike said we were going to take a break and process everything. Aaron agreed and said that I had experienced a lot of new and can see the reasons for a pause.

He is now leaving for Vermont on Thursday (today) to catch peak color. He is also an accomplished photographer (Free Lance) and sells pictures to various publishers. (Obviously not for the money). Mike said he wants a face to face when Aaron returns to set limits etc. Mike said Aaron seemed relieved that it wasn't over.

He said Anthony would love to have me again and if we wanted, could contact him and set something up. Mike didn't really respond to that suggestion.

Aaron will be back in Fla. at the end of Oct. for a couple weeks and then to his place in N.C. for Thanksgiving.

For reasons I've already stated, Aaron is unique for many reasons and we want to keep that option open with him and possible contacts with other men like him. None of you have given suggestion as to how find another Aaron with his love of my feet, submissiveness, size, younger age etc. and we don't think there is a realistic way to find another with contacts as well. I now want men into my feet as well as Mike. Doubt a non-foot man would be as sexy to me now but not critical as it is to Mike.

I will be posting but probably not every day. I have so much going on that I need a lot of time for a regular life. Mike and I are having awesome sex fantasizing about everything that has happened and things that might happen. Mike has done some things that Anthony did to me. No doubt Mike is extremely turned on by me being Taken by Anthony.

The convention in Philadelphia is coming up and we are looking forward to that Business/pleasure trip. There has been no further contact with Brad.

I need the rest of my time this morning to journal about many things, some of which I may share with you. We will stay in touch and respond to any questions you have.

Thanks again to all who have contributed to our journey thus far.


Carrie

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Unread post by trdd » Thu Oct 04, 2018 3:59 am

willingtoo wrote:
solstice wrote:, beach wrap, sun lotions, sun block and my only Lifeline...... my phone.

What no condoms? :) People speak of the bag that they carry as their survival kit!
It is good, as far as the dates are concerned that Aaron does not have it all his own way, I think his not being completely truthful has worked to your advantage, indicated by Mikes wanting clear understandings.

One of the things that impress me about you both is your truthfulness and open nature. Obviously there will be things that you choose to remain private, but you paint such a vivid picture in your writing.
I know your time is precious and you are mindful of the importance of your dad, so if I post to much, please tell me and I will be content just reading your posts with the occasional comments
No condoms exactly. I've allowed Aaron and now Anthony cum inside me and probably time to get tested again.

Your posts are great. Please continue.
Carrie,

Thanks for your posts. Obviously they are fascinating to many here. I have to say I am a bit jealous of your recent experience... it sounds like it was erotically awesome for you. And for Mike.

My security and safety minded side... which is significant... likes that Mike is seeking a bit more control in these situations. I see it as a strict chalking of the field you will play on. It can be a big field with some degree of unknown but with very clear boundaries. I mentioned the ID photos earlier, I would suggest that std testing would be another criteria you should insist on. Maybe you trust Aaron. But new entrants (sorry for the pun) like Anthony? It is taking an unnecessary risk by letting them come in you with no precaution. A conservative approach would also include Aaron because you never know who else people are sleeping with.

Remember, these guys get the privilege of being with you. If that privilege is going to include not having to use a condom then the least they can do is be tested regularly and show you proof. That can be something Mike ensures happens and you don't have to know the details. But I would recommend that you should never look upon this as " well I want this badly so I don't want to have to ask them to do too much or to burden them". Obviously Aaron has a lot of resources but despite that, finding a willing woman like you that matches some of his fantasies does not happen every day. And I am sure it is the same for Anthony. So you actually have a lot of Leverage in this relationship. A submissive often times doesn't want to use that Leverage by your very nature but it is essential when thinking about your Safety and Security.

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Unread post by solstice » Thu Oct 04, 2018 5:34 am

A post I came across on another site


I haven’t been bound for almost ten (this is a rough estimate as I think the last time may have been 2009) years. No ropes have rubbed against my naked skin, enticingly making shivers run up and down my spine with an ache I can only describe as lusty greed. I haven’t had my wrists burn from hours of placement ‘just so’ against my body or pulled away from it. I haven’t felt the tingle of my toes as they fall asleep from being stationary for so long. I haven’t been allowed to lay all of myself upon another in so long, it feels almost like it may never happen for me again.

When I am bound, there is complete surrender. My thoughts, my body, my entire being belongs in the hands of someone else. This, I think, is why I haven’t been bound in such a very long time: I have no one to trust with this much relinquished power. I have had half-hearted offers from people to bind me to their beds and they will pull out sports cuffs and the like... but really? That’s not what I want. What I need. I need rope. I need tight knots against my skin. I need to know that for even just a couple minutes, I can rest my power onto the one wrapping the cord

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Unread post by hotwifelover31 » Thu Oct 04, 2018 9:40 am

Carrie and Mike, I commend your decision to dial your adventures back even if my prurient desires crave more. Balance and moderation are essential to contentment. Considering how quickly you jumped into the deep end of the hotwife, foot fetish and submissiveness pool, taking a respite is prudent and healthy.

Despite his pushing beyond and “violating” your boundaries, clearly you found an ideal match with Aaron. His response to your decision bodes well, IMHO.

As you and Mike heard ad nauseum from many when moving from fantasy to reality, this so called lifestyle and its multitudinous variations can only work with honest, open and frequent communication. You have both mastered that axiom.

While my own kinky infatuation with all things falling under the shared wife banner casts me as the eternal OHW cheer bunny, at the crux of my encouragement is I have had the good fortune of being privy to the marital enhancement that can be derived from exploring, indulging and transforming a hubby’s beloved bride into the sexual goddess he craves her to be, courtesy of another man’s or (more than one) cock. But that only happens when both are perfectly aligned in pursuing their kinky and taboo fantasies as I perceived, and you and Mike have proven, to be.

Having retired from active engagement in hotwifery, cuck exploitation, Dom/sub play and tutelage and swinging, I vicariously and voyeuristically devour the erotic journeys of those who are willing to share their adventures, trials and tribulations and awakenings. Many pique my interest and spark cock-hardening arousal. Than there are those rare OHW contributors who pull me in hook, line and sinker as you and Mike have perhaps more than any other. I could provide an infinitesimal litany of unique factors and your personality and relationship traits that pulled me in and captivated more than my lustful interest. But the most compelling lure has been your transparency, authenticity and acceptance of the input of this pretty amazing and supportive community.

Bravo, thank you and hopefully you have received in return for your genuine generosity the gratuity and support you deserve!

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Unread post by willingtoo » Fri Oct 05, 2018 5:53 am

Good morning,

Working at home today. I have appts with decorators/painters etc.

Quick post. We read all your posts word for word and appreciate every one of them.

Mike and I are kind of relieved that we are taking a break. We are enjoying each other and having wonderful fantasy/reality sex. Mike really gets excited when I describe sex with Anthony. I told him how much it turned me on seeing my feet in his enormous dark hands. I felt so small and helpless and thus extremely turned on. His cock is enormous and he fucked me so hard and deep. He came as deep as he could inside me. Unbelieveable orgasms. He asks tons of questions about my experiencewith Anthony.

I am not sure but Mike may contact Anthony for a Date with him present. He says he can't resist seeing me under him pointing my toes submissively. I am up in the air about it. If it does occur, it won't be soon and it won't be a lenghty event. It was as sexy and exciting as I thought it would be.

Aaron truly is a perfect match for us evil as he is. The unpredictability and potential crossing of boundaries so far has been harmless but very much a turn on. His evil side is also very scary and sexy. His adoration of my feet would be hard to find if even possible and that turns us both on now, not just Mike. It's like my feet are symbolic of my submissiveness and surrender. Hards for you to understand probably.

I think I am as unreplaceable to him as he is to us at this point in time. Lots of time to condsider all this before he rerturns.

Anyway, we have plans with friends this weekend and are deep into the decorating projects.

Carrie

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Unread post by solstice » Fri Oct 05, 2018 8:15 am

You have packed a great deal into your life since starting this thread towards the end of March, it makes sense that you pause and evaluate where you are now: With a demanding job together with the new home to express both your tastes and Ideas and making sure the decorator are fulfilling Mike and your wishes, how do you fit it all in?
Glad that sex with Mike is so good , with you recounting those "every day" :lol: encounters and some of those answers to Mikes questions will be recounted to stimulate the faithful.
Making Anthony wait for another meeting should drive him to distraction, and Aaron may realize that he is not going to get everything served up to him, he may be a perfect match but he has met his Match in Mike!
Have a nice time with your friends.
Alex.

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Re: I need to write and hopefully get people to respond. Long Sorry.

Unread post by willingtoo » Fri Oct 05, 2018 8:56 am

solstice wrote:You have packed a great deal into your life since starting this thread towards the end of March, it makes sense that you pause and evaluate where you are now: With a demanding job together with the new home to express both your tastes and Ideas and making sure the decorator are fulfilling Mike and your wishes, how do you fit it all in?
Glad that sex with Mike is so good , with you recounting those "every day" :lol: encounters and some of those answers to Mikes questions will be recounted to stimulate the faithful.
Making Anthony wait for another meeting should drive him to distraction, and Aaron may realize that he is not going to get everything served up to him, he may be a perfect match but he has met his Match in Mike!
Have a nice time with your friends.
Alex.
Thanks Alex, you are a sweet man.

Carrie

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Re: I need to write and hopefully get people to respond. Long Sorry.

Unread post by willingtoo » Fri Oct 05, 2018 9:01 am

Hey Guys it's Happy Carrie !

Just ordered the Vergara Gallia White Leather 5 Pc Power Plus Reclining Sectional. The decorator just left and said it would fit perfect with our decorating plans that are coming together.

Mike said, "Why don't you let the guys on OHW suggest a nickname for the sectional!" Since we all know who made it happen. So nominations are OPEN!

Have fun with it, you won't offend!

Carrie

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