I need to write and hopefully get people to respond. Long Sorry.

[willingtoo]

Mike said I should post something about Anthony because there is great interest in that aspect. Here are the basics.

For me it was everything a fantasy about first encounter with a black man would be like. In my fantasies anyway. He is huge. 6'4 and very muscular. Educated, well spoken and just assertive enough to be scary. He wasn't necessarily rough, but very forceful. His cock was amazing. I'm guessing 9 inches and very thick. It hurt at first but then felt better inside me than any cock before. The actual sex acts were nothing I have not experiences to some degree. No anal and only a little pain inflicted. There was no anal with eith man. I was totally manipulated into letting him have me. It was just so erotic and every thing that I fantasized about many times.

I had three really trong, full body orgasms with him and one less intense. 4 orgasms. I was shaking uncontrollably and in total extasy.

[willingtoo]

Mike and I watched the entire video on Porn Hub: " Young slut gives up her pussy to random middle age dude" because it's exactly what I gave him this morning along with the details. I gave exactly the same to Anthony. If you watch the entire video, it's exactly how I give oral and the penetration is exact. Mike insisted I verify. I give slow oral with a lot of tongue and that's how I show my feet. I make the same eye contact. Mike says it's exactly what he sees. No need to describe this specific act. Mike say's it' my signature sexual act. Carrie's Special he says.

The girl is prettier and sexier than me.

[willingtoo]

Whoever gave us the idea of photographing Anthony's Drivers License was great. I photographed both sides of his driver's license. That also revealed a lie Aaron told. Anthony lives in Miami and didn't just show up at the right time. I have his phone # as well.

Lie or not, I still had the choice of meeting him and giving myself to him. Although I was stoned and Aaron denied me an orgasm, but he had two. He is an expert on how to delay a girl's orgasm. my first orgasm was with Anthony.

[stillcanhang57]

Well good to know you made it home safely. Now that you've read all of Mike's comments from your long day excursion and have begun the reconnect and reassuring steps, what are your thoughts about some of the percieved angsts and choices that Aaron and you made? T

Do you intend on seeing Aaron or the other guy again in the very near future? Or do you think maybe it would be considered a good idea to take a short break and reasses where you guys are at presently.
Once again, I apologize to all the guys out there looking for spank material but these are things and aspects some like to know.

We can always pm so the conversation doesn't become mundane or boner killing.

[willingtoo]

Well good to know you made it home safely. Now that you've read all of Mike's comments from your long day excursion and have begun the reconnect and reassuring steps, what are your thoughts about some of the percieved angsts and choices that Aaron and you made? T

Do you intend on seeing Aaron or the other guy again in the very near future? Or do you think maybe it would be considered a good idea to take a short break and reasses where you guys are at presently.
Once again, I apologize to all the guys out there looking for spank material but these are things and aspects some like to know.

We can always pm so the conversation doesn't become mundane or boner killing.

No date has been set. Mike will talk to Aaron and set up new guide lines before we continue. Mike and I are still talking and deciding what we need in order to proceed with either of the men.

As I said, it was by far the most erotic experience of my life and neither of us wants to give up on future experiences like yesterday. We have the Anthony option, but we'd rather proceed through Aaron to Anthony or any other men like them.

I want to be with men like Aaron, who like women like me. Nothing terrible of any consequence happened yesterday. I was lied to and manipulated, but I loved it looking back. In the end it was exactly what I and Mike were looking for. Not the physical limits but the psychological and emotional limits. Being taken advantage of in every way.

Carrie

[superb101]

Can you give us an overview of your day now?

[sadie]

Good for you Carrie, I'm glad you caught his gambit and while I'll say yet again, that sort of dissimulation isn't my style, if Aaron works for you (and connected you to a more giving lover like Andrew), I have to think you've hit your own special pay dirt.

I love the idea of you pinioned on the large cock of a gentleman of color. Also you read to me as fundamentally sapiosexual, like myself and most of the people I'm intimate with you're attracted to intelligence first.

Hope you are enjoying your Sunday of reconnecting.

[whenwillshe]

Seems tome that you have a good handle on things including stepping back and reconsidering appropriate modifications.
The concern is the deceit but you seem to have that reconciled
Pleas continue to share your incredible journey

[willingtoo]

I'm checking in for the last time today. I am so sorry, but I just don't have the energy, mental or physical to write today unless there were questions. Mike is nursing me from yesterday, I am nursing him because the Dolphins were destroyed today in NE.


Thanks to you all, Carrie

[sadie]

You two have a good, healing evening.

p.s. I did Alice well this morning and she did nicely by me ;-)

[couple_uk]

I'm checking in for the last time today. I am so sorry, but I just don't have the energy, mental or physical to write today unless there were questions. Mike is nursing me from yesterday, I am nursing him because the Dolphins were destroyed today in NE.


Thanks to you all, Carrie

Time to just love each other. Kiss you goodnight.

[solstice]

I think it is important that the analytical conversation of hotwiving that is going between you and Mike, so that you both are in control overall in the relationship with others, and then allow you the freedom to play it by ear on the date. The Miami deception gives a clue of how the truth can be changed to suit Aaron's purpose. possibly not all that big a deal, but it makes you aware that all he says is not at all times true.
I am grateful you give links to things like the complex where Aaron lives and the clothes you wear on the dates:
The link you gave on Pornhub would not open for me, it maybe because it is unobtainable outside the US, could you re-post it?
Have a restful night.

[mundyman]

But it's a good tired; right? The emotional build up all week, the actual event, and then the after care.
Thanks for sharing what you have up until now.
Given your penchant for journaling, I'm sure by the end of this week you will have shared most if not all of what happened.
Have a great night and wonderful beginning to your week.

Were you spit roasted at all? DP'd? Anthony and Aaron at the same time?

Tell Mike to be ready, the Bears are in town in two weeks!!

[trdd]

Whoever gave us the idea of photographing Anthony's Drivers License was great. I photographed both sides of his driver's license. That also revealed a lie Aaron told. Anthony lives in Miami and didn't just show up at the right time. I have his phone # as well.

Lie or not, I still had the choice of meeting him and giving myself to him. Although I was stoned and Aaron denied me an orgasm, but he had two. He is an expert on how to delay a girl's orgasm. my first orgasm was with Anthony.

I am glad you two took my suggestion for the ID photos.

Anyone ever contemplating playing as sub in the bdsm space with a partner who isnt their long term lover should employ the "silent alarm". The photo ID is one component of it ... I can explain more if anyone wants to know the process. You can pm me.

[BarryCuda]

For reasons to time consuming to elaborate on, I have become fascinated by reading your adventures. Yes, it all reads to be an exciting and thrilling adventure(s). I am sure every reader wishes you "the best".

Now for my concerns. I see where you want to gain more control in this relationship without greatly affecting the excitement. I wish you luck. I guess I may be wrong, but I thought Mike and Aaron had already discussed some of these issues. If so, has Aaron chose to ignore them and if so, why would be adhere to any of the new concerns.

When I read about your adventures with Aaron, I hear "warning" bells. So proceed "slowly and cautiously". If he can't abide by your terms. Then tell him "to go to hell".

Whenever you mention Aaron, I see my father, which maybe what causes the “warning bells”. My father is the ultimate alpha male. Just so you know, I hate my father. In his kingdom, he was the alpha male. What was his kingdom? Where ever he was. He tried to exert dominance over other males. I even believe that he probably claimed sexual rights to all females, married or unmarried. Probably a stretch.

When I think of Aaron and my father, I see individuals who are highly socially intelligent and have a strong desire to shape their environment rather than be shaped by it. This often means being direct about their desires, intentions, and needs with the opposite sex. Just the opposite of the passive beta male. It is this work ethic and attitude that has driven them to succeed, to produce, to earn, and to excel (monetarily and socially). There is nothing wrong with achieving whatever! There is nothing inherently bad about this attitude. What is bad is "what are they willing to do" and "how far will they go" to get their way. My father had goals. He was the ultimate "goal" man. He had financial goals (the biggest house, the fastest cars, boats, horses etc.) and social goals (primarily how many ladies could he "fuck"). I guarantee you that Aaron has a goal for you. You don't know what it is and as of now, Aaron may not really know, but he is quickly formulating it. The question is "how far will he go and what will he do" to achieve that goal. Aaron views himself as the "king of the mountain" as did my father. Aaron wants to win, as did my father. Not to just win but to beat the hell out of you Mike (figurately) and make sure that you know he won!

Think! Alpha Males Get The Girl! While beta males are oogling and making excuses about why girls aren’t going to talk to them. An Alpha male steps up and gets the girl. And if they don’t get the girl, they’ll try again. The next time with a better more devious plan.

To be honest, most of the comments relate more about my father than Aaron. But aren't all Alpha Males the same! They live in their own world and have their own ideas of right and wrong. They do what makes them happy, not what makes other people happy. Happiness comes from within, not from others.

I hope that I am wrong about Aaron. But if he is like my father, I advise you to run fast! Run very fast!

[jacobs_ladder]

I'm interested to see how you as a couple plan to establish more control when you as a person get off via an overwhelming, unsympathetic loss of it.

[willingtoo]

Good Morning,

Before I start, Mike wants to know if the pictures like that of the condo, yacht, my clothing, and videos of the way I perform sex is wanted. He just thinks that if he were reading my posts with erotic interest, he'd want illustrations like that to enhance his imagination. Solstice had problems finding one of the videos. Mike came up with a few other search titles to try. "Bailey's POV sex" or Bailey Brooke on different search machines. I can see his point about enhancing your imagination. The videos of her and Foxy di do give an accurate presentation of how I give oral and display my feet.

Please respond to the above for Mike. You guys have not said much either way.

Mike spoke with Aaron last might and he told Mike he was leaving for Vermont on Oct. 15 and would like to "Have me again" before he left. Mike said not next weekend for sure. He told Aaron they had some things to discuss before another "Date" would occur. Aaron said he understood and tried to apologize for a couple things and Mike just brushed his attempt aside and repeated that he has some things to discuss and agree upon before we move forward. He didn't accept or even acknowledge the apology. They will talk sometime this week.

I need to get back to normal things like decorating the new house and my Dad needs more support than I have been giving him. We've also neglected our friends and are hearing about it from them. Thank God my job hasn't suffered, I am up to date with all the projects I've been assigned and that's all he (my boss) cares about.

I want a chronological description of Saturday for my journal, so after I last posted I started this entry. I have a strong need to journal and I have so much to journal about.

It was even more erotic than I thought. An unbelievably sexy and interesting experience. So much happened, again there is no way I could describe everything in detail so I will try to stay with the most exciting and memorable and what I think will be most interesting to you guys and add to my journal. Also there will be more conversational descriptions because unlike Frank and Tom there is much more conversation with Aaron.

I went to bed early Friday night because I wanted to be totally rested and at my best so could enjoy the day and endure whatever he did to me. I woke up early, very much ready for sex, already full of erotic feelings and thoughts. Feeling pretty sure Aaron would leave the other man choice up to me which he did in a way. It didn't make us too nervous but would now since Aaron has revealed his devious ways.

The limo showed up right on time at 8:00. Mike was nervous, but still wanted me to pose my legs and feet before I left. As always Mike said "Give him your best." I assured him I would. It was the same driver as Saturday night. I was nervous as well, but extremely excited. I wore navy blue shorts and a loose fitting, sleeveless plain white top and deck shoes. I also took sexy sandals that match my new bathing suit and carried my Beach Bag with extra bathing suit, beach wrap, sun lotions, sun block and my only Lifeline...... my phone. I had a light sweat shirt with sleeves tied around my neck.

He is a member of the Coral Ridge Yacht Club in Lauderdale and we arrived about 9:00. Aaron was waiting and led me to the dock where the boat was ready to go and greeted me with, "Great to see you gorgeous," and gave me a kiss on the cheek. He seemed really happy and excited. He was dressed in typical boating clothes, tan shorts, Tommy B. shirt and deck shoes. Although not that good looking, he is tall and masculine.

The attendants had the boat gassed up, cleaned inside, decks washed and ready to go. The Cater had already delivered the food. He called and asked what I would like yesterday. He asked if I wanted to have breakfast at the club and I said I'd just like a McDonalds sausage, egg and cheese biscuit and coffee. Sure enough, I noticed later, it was in a McDonald's bag on the galley counter. He stepped into the boat first, took my bag and sweat shirt then took my hand and helped me into the boat.

He took me on a tour of the boat. Wow, beautiful, big and very impressive. It looked new but he said it wasn't. He said, "Let's warm up your sandwich and pour you a cup of coffee." Then he took me to the steering area and we sat next to each other in the matching leather captain's chairs in front of the console. He started the engine, the dock attendants shoved us off and we were on our way. I was officially his to do with what he wanted and no choice!

He took me on a tour of the Fort Lauderdale intercoastal. I enjoyed my coffee and biscuit as we slowly cruised the area. Beautiful huge homes, luxury condos, huge yachts, beautiful clear blue water and much more. He pointed out certain homes and yachts and told me who owned them. He said he was, "Small potatoes compared to some of those people."

He had really great soft rock music playing throughout the boat. Not loud, but loud enough to help make it an exciting environment for a cruise. There is a 360 degree from steering, unobstructed view from where were sitting. I've lived in Florida all my life and still am impressed when I see one of these wealthy enclaves from the water. I was having fun already.

There was no mention of Anthony until much later in the trip. I am sure now, knowing him better that he just wanted to increase my anxiety over the decision. But it was the "Elephant in the Room." or boat that is.

Eventually he turned out to the Ocean and headed out about 2 miles. "Come Sail Away" by Styx was playing right on cue. On the way he described the navigational equipment and how he used it. Very interesting. He said we were now in the Gulf Stream. He headed south for a few miles and then stopped. We were still sitting side by side in the captain's chairs. He turned to me and said, "I think it's time to take off your deck shoes because I can't take it anymore." I gave him a sexy smile and said, "Of course!" I turned my seat and put my feet in his lap. He removed each shoe individually slowly revealing more and more of my feet until they were bare. like a foot strip tease.

He said, "God, your feet are so moist and soft." Just as Mike predicted he would. "Just so fucking sexy." he continued. He started massaging and fondling my feet. He started to gently manipulate my toes and feet in different ways. Then he asked me to pose them different ways. "Point your toes, then flex and pull your toes back." He kept saying things like, "I can't believe how sexy your feet are, how fucking beautiful. So soft and moist." He stared kissing, sucking and licking my toes. He was obviously really turned on. Then he said, "I can't wait to fuck you." Adrenalin rush for me.

My feet looked so small in his large hands. It made me feel like was a little fantasy girl with her feet being fondled by an evil old man. I started getting really strong feelings in my pelvis and vagina. His huge hands around my feet made me feel small, vulnerable and helpless. He held and fondled them for a long while, describing every little part of my feet that turned him on. There is no doubt Aaron is a foot man.

Some may not realize how small a 5'2" woman is when with a man who is 6'2" - 6'3" Size 6 feet are really small compared to the hands of a man as big as Frank and Aaron. Physically they overwhelm me in every way. Aaron was 21 when I was born. I think that's what turns me on most about these men I am drawn to. Their size, age and physical dominance. I love being taken and used by these men. I do feel like a helpless little girl.

This is the first time I ever paid close attention to a man handling my feet besides Mike. Many did at the Foot Night party but None that I remember held them, in my mind anyway, so forcefully. Then...……...

"Why don't you go down and put on your bathing suit?" I said, "ok" in my usual submissive little girl tone of voice. I was all-ready playing the helpless submissive victim role.

I do feel like a little girl with the aggressive Alpha men. I must journal about that soon and figure out why I feel like that with these men.

I went down and changed and came back to the steering console. (excuse my lack of boat terms). He was impressed and said, "wow, you look gorgeous. What a knock out bathing suit." I was bare foot. "Stand over there and let me have a good look at you." I did my sexiest bathing suit poses on my toes and gave him a smile like, "it's all yours." He said, "Come over and sit beside me again." He was not even in full Evil Alpha Mode and had me scared and wet because I knew what was coming eventually.

He said, "Take the chair and we'll get going again." I was two miles from shore and the closest boat, besides a freighter, was miles away and just a dot on the horizon of the Gorgeous Blue Ocean. It dawned on me again how isolated I was knowing the other Aaron would reveal himself. Just a matter of time but when.

(As I'm writing, I realize that if I don't summarize even more of this I will be writing all morning and you guys will fall asleep.)

We started cruising slowly southward along the coast about 2 miles out. He started asking me again about my interest in classic literature and history. We discussed both topics for what seemed like a couple hours. All the while he is obviously checking out my feet and body but engaged in the conversation. He is not well versed in either topic, but enough to contribute and ask questions. He was truly interested. That's about 2 hours of the day in a short paragraph. I'm doing good LOL!

He asked me if I wanted to steer the boat. I responded like the little girl I felt like. I said, "Oh yes, can I?" It was fun and he showed me navigational information from the instruments as I steered. I learned a lot. He stood behind me as he explained, lightly kissing my neck, blowing in my ear and massaging my shoulders. It felt great and was very erotic. He was keeping me on edge. Aaron knows what he's doing. I wasn't totally wet, but very damp.

We were nearing the Miami coast and he took back over and turned West toward the coast.

He stopped about 100 yds. from the beach in an area where there were no other boats and anchored. The he suggested we go out on the back deck. He offered me pot and I quickly accepted. He had a beer and cigar and after I was sufficiently baked, he said, "Why don't we take some pictures of you with your phone to send to Mike. I agreed.

He told me to pose sitting on the couch-like bench. I laid back on cushions, put my legs up and started some sexy poses. He took a few then said, "Take off your top." I did and he took pictures. Then he wanted me to remove the bottoms and I did. He took more pictures as I posed on the bench/couch with my back to the shore. The he took some close ups of my feet and legs. Toes pointed as Mike Loves. One he took of his hands around my foot. He just sat across from me, drinking a beer and staring at my feet and body as I smoked more pot.

He told me to text the ones that would rive Mike Crazy. I picked a few and texted them to Mike. He texted back, "OMG I"M DYING !!" Then a few minutes later, "I'm hard as a fucking Rock!" I texted, "Good, I'll contact you later." He texted, "Did he Fuck you yet?" I replied, "Not yet but I think soon." That was the end of our communication at that point.

There were some boats approaching our area and I asked him if I could put my suit back on. He agreed. He just sat across from me, drinking a beer and staring at my feet and body as I smoked more pot which of course heightened my erotic feelings.

Out of the Blue, he asked me if I have had "Rape Fantasies." Huge Rush ! I tried not to show my shock, instead smiled and said, "Yes I have." he said, "Tell me about them."

I told him about my late nigh walk alone in college. He thought that was incredibly sexy. He asked questions mostly what turn me on about it. I could tell he was aroused by the story. He asked about other rape fantasies I had and listened intently and asked a lot of questions. He was obviously aroused. Too much to write about now in detail.

Mr. Hyde finally showed up. He said in a mean demanding tone, "Get below now!" Apparently the rape fantasies awakened the evil, Alpha Aaron and I was seriously scared but crazy turned on and wet.

I went down to the lower deck as he demanded. He took me to the bed room. He commanded me to, "Take your bathing suit off and lay on the bed."

I have to stop because of time. From here begins the most erotic experience of my life. I tried to finish, and I am sorry I can't, but will do my best to continue as soon as I can. I probably shouldn't have posted this until I was finished because it may frustrate some of you.

I have read every single post and message you guys sent. Most more than once and several 3 times. They are GREATLY appreciated, but I can't respond properly to all of them but I'll try to respond to as many as I can even if it is brief.

Carrie

[solstice]

I did find that Pornhub video with the information you gave, they were some showing of her: She was very talented with he mouth, I like that it parallels Mike and your play, From Mikes description I bet your feel are much prettier than hers!

[sadie]

Lovely update Carrie, I wish we could chat in person, however you convey the nuances beautifully, your writing doesn't suffer for condensing the account where necessary.

Great cliff hanger as well ;-).

[solstice]

, beach wrap, sun lotions, sun block and my only Lifeline...... my phone.

What no condoms? People speak of the bag that they carry as their survival kit!
It is good, as far as the dates are concerned that Aaron does not have it all his own way, I think his not being completely truthful has worked to your advantage, indicated by Mikes wanting clear understandings.

One of the things that impress me about you both is your truthfulness and open nature. Obviously there will be things that you choose to remain private, but you paint such a vivid picture in your writing.
I know your time is precious and you are mindful of the importance of your dad, so if I post to much, please tell me and I will be content just reading your posts with the occasional comments

[willingtoo]

, beach wrap, sun lotions, sun block and my only Lifeline...... my phone.

What no condoms? People speak of the bag that they carry as their survival kit!
It is good, as far as the dates are concerned that Aaron does not have it all his own way, I think his not being completely truthful has worked to your advantage, indicated by Mikes wanting clear understandings.

One of the things that impress me about you both is your truthfulness and open nature. Obviously there will be things that you choose to remain private, but you paint such a vivid picture in your writing.
I know your time is precious and you are mindful of the importance of your dad, so if I post to much, please tell me and I will be content just reading your posts with the occasional comments

No condoms exactly. I've allowed Aaron and now Anthony cum inside me and probably time to get tested again.

Your posts are great. Please continue.

[hotwifelover31]

As I’ve said before this is yours and Mike’s incredibly arousing erotic journey and the collective we (me in spades) are cock-hardening thrilled you’ve allowed us to ride along with you. It doesn’t matter whatsoever, Carrie, how many posts it takes for you to grant us the captivating privilege of devouring every morsel of your most erotic day ever! More more more, please, at your leisure!

[TheHammer]

Could you post a pic of your sexy feet?

[willingtoo]

Could you post a pic of your sexy feet?

This is Mike. I'd love to post pictures of her feet but not sure I can. I could take pictures of Carrie's feet and place a sign indicating the date, time, OHW, her name or anything else to prove they are her's. I'm sure she'd be ok with that, but nothing more. Doubt anyone would recognize her feet.

Would that be acceptable guys? Anyone know?

[shall54]

Your stories are well written as always and extremely hot! What an adventure you are going through. I was wondering, with all of the photos being taken, would there be any way to block out your face & any other identifying features and share them with us? Thanks!