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by willingtoo » Sat May 05, 2018 4:49 am
All I can say is Wow ! I'm more Sexually Submissive than I ever imagined.
This is going to be long because Mike wants me to be very descriptive both for you guys and for him to reread over and over. He wants all my thoughts and feelings recorded while they are fresh in my mind.
Mike said he wished there had been rain, dark skies, thunder, lightening, and blowing wind last night. I do as well. A perfect scary environment for a submissive girl to be Taken ! Imagine Thunder Crashing, Lightening Flashing and wind howling outside as I was in complete submission to Frank ! PrimitiveTantric Sex Music as well. Scary, but erotic as hell ! Perfect !
It's raining and dark this morning.......
Maybe a girl thing........environment. For me environment like light, music, scents, the mood etc. makes a big difference in my sexual response and enjoyment.
I mention the music so often because of the way it makes me feel. I immediately feel sexy as hell. I fantasize being a helpless girl being taken as a sacrifice to the Angry Sex Gods who demand an innocent girl be fucked and used by the Big Mean High Priest of some primitive culture. Sounds stupid I know, but it really puts me in a very submissive, want to be Taken mood.
Here goes!
I practiced my stocking tease for Mike and he was extremely turned on. Mike left, I smoked more pot and waited for Frank. I was feeling sexy and excited. I was wearing silky black PJ's, sheer dark stockings, sexy shoes, bra and thong. I had my hair pinned up so I could just pull the pin and my hair would drop.
I had the candles lit and the Tantric Sex music on.
When I greeted Frank at the door he just looked at me and said, "Damn you are so fucking sexy"
In my submissive little girl voice that automatically kicks in when I see him I said, "Thank you"
He immediately took me by the hand and led me to the bedroom. The music was perfect volume and the candles were perfect as well.
He said, "Strip for me and make it good" Jolt! He was in his Dom role and I was his little submissive.
The demand for a strip tease obviously set up by Mike.
Music already playing, I started to move slowly in my sexiest way and smiled at him trying to look pretty and innocent without over-doing it. I was taking my time and I danced that way for 5 minutes slowly turning as I danced showing him my front and back side.
Then I pulled the pin in my hair and it dropped perfectly (the way I practiced) to my shoulders.
Next I sat in the chair (I'm sitting the entire time for the stocking tease) and just cross and slowly swinging my leg for 10 seconds or so. Then I cross them the other way for another 10 seconds. Taking my time.
Lots of eye contact with Frank, licking my lips slowly with a sultry look on my face that says, "Fuck Me"
( I worked on that look in the mirror the night before. Mike said it was outrageous!
First I slowly I took my shoes off one at a time. 3 inch, peep toe, mule slides.
Then I pull my knees up, feet off the ground and put the right leg straight up and point my toes. The left leg I kind of have knee bent with my foot near my pussy. There is a clear view of my crotch.
Then I put both legs straight up in the air, spread my legs and pointed my toes. I reached to the outside of my shorts and rubbed my pussy with my hand real slow for 15-20 seconds or even longer. Then I lowered each leg, one at a time. I pulled my knees up one at a time, put my legs together pointing my toes.
Next I began more sexy posing of my legs and continually pointed my toes for at least a few more minutes. Then very slowly, pulling one leg up the other straight. starting at the top of the stocking and I removed each stocking one at a time pointing my toes.
Once the stockings were off, bare feet and still sitting, I spread my legs and rubbed my pussy again. My toes are on the floor but my now bare heels are up like I'm wearing heels.
Then I closed my legs, got up on my feet and start to dance bare footed. I reached inside my shorts and began to pleasure myself with one hand and feeling up my breasts with the other. Still moving my hips to the music.
Frank was sitting in another chair across from me expressionless, making light moans and rubbing himself. He was still fully dressed.
I began slowly unbuttoning the top of my PJ's still moving my hips. One slow button at a time. I took off the top and dropped it on the floor then I began to take off my bra.
Once the bra was off, I began to slowly rub my breasts and feel them up as I danced. Then down to my stomach and lower stomach then back to my breasts still dancing, moving my hips slow and sexy. My hands moving slowly up to my breasts and down to my stomach. I could feel my nipples getting real hard.
Finally I began to take off my PJ bottoms (shorts) again slowly and teasingly with both hands. I stepped out of the PJ shorts and now only wearing my thong.
Then I slowly lowered the thong and stepped out. I was totally nude.
He said, "Get over here" I walked to where he was sitting and he said, "On your knees" He took off his pants, sat back down then I went down on my knees between his legs at his chair and began gently touching his cock.
It was so hard. His cock really turns me on. It was so big and hard with gorged veins that I find extremely sexy. I began to softly kiss and lick it teasingly. Licked his sensitive area a lot. Then I started taking it into my mouth little by little. He was moaning deep and masculine.
Then I took it deep all the way to his balls. I could feel it throbbing in my mouth. I gave him maybe the best oral sex I have ever given a man. ( I described my technique in another Date description.) I kissed and licked his balls. I kept it up for a good while until he said stop. I'm pretty sure I tasted pre-cum.
He told me to lay on the bed on my stomach. He stood at the bottom of the bed and grabbed my ankles and roughly yanked me down so my feet were hanging off the bottom of the bed soles up. I knew what was coming. Mike had left the silk rope, padding and the other things he needed somewhere in the bedroom I found out later.
I didn't fight at all and said nothing. He began to tie my ankles to the foot of the bed using padding so it would be more comfortable. It took a few minutes. When he was done, the rope was really tight but not uncomfortable. I couldn't move my legs in any direction except for my feet which could point and flex. (he had obviously practiced and/or watched video.)
Then he handed me a vibrator and told me to put it between my clit and the bed. Again the music was so erotic! I remember the music at that point. The vibrator felt great.
The vibrator felt so good and I was enjoying the sensations when I heard a lighter click. It was the Hot Wax coming. The first drop on my soles shocked me and made me react and point my toes. There is a little pain with hot wax. Just enough to enhance the feelings I was having from the vibrator. I'm amazed at the connection between pain and pleasure combined. He continued to drop wax different places on the soles of my feet for quite awhile. The pain was almost pleasurable and my feet kept reacting.
When he was done, he picked off the cooled off wax which kind of tickled. Again, tickle and pleasure combined. Totally new to me. More intense than it was when Mike did it.
Next I felt something sharp running slowly up and down the soles of my feet. Just hard enough to feel that it was sharp and could cut. It scared me but he didn't cut. (still don't know what that was)
Silence,
then Wham. A stinging pain. It was the small whip Mike used before with Falaka. I gasped !
A few seconds later when I wasn't expecting it Wham.....an even more painful sting. I gasped again and made a soft whimper or cry in the submissive voice I always use with Frank!
There was no way to anticipate the next slap but I knew it was coming. Wham another sting a bit harder. My instinct was to struggle, but there was no way to avoid the whip. All I did was reactively point and flex my toes and gasp.
But the vibrator made it confusing. The combination of pain and pleasure was something I had never experienced. It was so erotic and I can't explain but want to experience it again.
I was ok with continuing.
Then without notice a fourth sting worse than the others. I pleaded, "Please no More Frank" there was silence. I had forgotten the safe word "Red"
Before I could remember the word there was a last slap that really hurt bad. Immediately I said, "Red, Red, Red!" I was actually crying tears. He said nothing.
Then it stopped. In a minute or two, after some silence he began to untie the ropes.
When he finished freeing me from the ropes he said, "Rollover on your back" I did.
The he said, "Now pretend you are being fucked. Spread you legs and show me how you fuck a man and use the vibrator."
My eyes closed, I really got into acting like a man was fucking me because I not only wanted to please him, but I was afraid not to please him. This is the first time I was actually a little afraid of Frank. It was real fear and yet I was sooo turned on and wet.
I thrust my hips up pretending a man was driving his big cock deep into me. Then pulled down as if he was withdrawing and I circled my hips before repeating the movements over and over while the imaginary man was fucking me. My feet were flat on the bed and the vibrator felt so good.
I worked up to where I was almost ready to orgasm and I pushed the vibrator into my vagina and had powerful, long lasting orgasm followed immediately by another. I was shaking and convulsing uncontrollably. The imaginary man was finished with me.
I lay there with my eyes closed still shaking.
He said nothing for a few minutes. Guess he was letting me rest.
Then he said, "Move over here on the edge of the bed." I did and he positioned me on my back with my butt near the edge. He said let me see your feet. I raised my legs to give him my feet. He held one foot in his huge hands, looked at it a minute then kissed it.
Then he put both feet on his shoulders and came down on me pushing my knees toward my shoulders. He drove deep into me and began thrusting. He has a very powerful thrust. I was so wet that he entered me easily. I wanted to make it good for him, but in that position it is almost impossible to move my hips.
His thrusts were so powerful and his cock felt so really good inside me. Frank is, without doubt a very strong man.
He thrust for maybe 3-4 minutes and then suddenly drove really hard and deep and came inside me. He was breathing and moaning in my ear and grunted deeply when he came. I had an orgasm at the exact same time, but not like the first. When I am close to orgasm with Mike, a sudden, deep hard thrust almost always makes me cum.
He just stayed on top of me for a few minutes breathing hard, cock still inside me. I could feel it softening. He whispered in my ear, "Are you OK?" I answered softly, "Yes"
When he got off me he said, "I'm sorry about the last slap. I should have known to stop. It will never happen again." I said, "That's ok Frank, don't worry"
He said, "You are amazing Carrie. Just stay there" as he dressed. He leaned over and gave me a tender kiss and said, ""Good night." He walked out of the bedroom and I heard the front door close behind him and that was it.
Still seems so strange that we don't talk before or after the sex.
I know he practices or plans these dates. It's definitely Choreographed because it goes so smoothly.
I got up and put on just my PJ's.. Again I could feel sperm and/or vaginal fluids running down the inside of my thighs. Hard to believe it was sperm since he came so deep inside me, but I could feel he ejaculated a lot of sperm.
I immediately called Mike, poured a glass of wine and told him I'd be out at the pool.
Mike took my car out for a ride (top down) and ended up at the beach. He went down on the sand, watched the ocean, took a walk, and chatted with a few people. He went to the bar long enough for a couple drinks before I called. He said the ocean calmed him down a little and he was more talkative and normal at the bar.
When he came home he came out to the pool and we sat on the couch. He put my feet on his lap and we began talking about the episode.
Mike likes to hear everything and ask questions before we have sex because he knows he will cum fast. Just before we had talked about everything he wanted to have sex and took me to bed.
It was good sex but fast because he came pretty fast. I couldn't cum but it was great and I loved pleasing him. We were asleep by 12:00
We plan to talk today about a few issues. One is the extra sex Frank wants and how to tell him we have many reasons to decline.
Another is Frank maybe liking me too much and how to deal with that.
Also I am feeling a need to maybe take a break and process what I have experienced. But I'd like to be with Frank at least one more time before vacation. Could be the last time with him.
Sometimes it's hard to believe that we are finally doing this for real
Mike wants to discuss him becoming more Dom in our sex. What things that Frank does that he can replicate. He has role played the Dom many times before and he thinks he'd like to do more of that and maybe even help me push the envelope and explore more of my submissiveness.
I know for sure I am done "pushing the envelope" for awhile. Variations of what we have done is fine for now.
I am pooped this morning and Mike is still in bed. I wanted to write this asap this morning while my memory is fresh and so you guys don't have to wait so long for my post.
We have plans to meet two other couples tonight for dinner, drinks and maybe dancing, so later I'm going to take a nap this afternoon. Hopefully with Mike. I really love Mike.
I'll write about our conversations after we have them. Maybe tomorrow.
I didn't edit this as carefully as usual so I apologize if some of it is confusing.
Carrie
