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[BallSpanking]

Hmmm... maybe you should leave some online HW stories on her laptop, just so she'll have some materials for masturbation...

[newaussiecuck]

Hi Breaker, it sounds like things are going exceptionally well. You wrote last week about how she got really upset with your performance ( or lack thereof) and that she wasn't doing it in her usual playful way. I think that's because she wasn't playing, it's real now. She truly knows she can get any guy she wants and she knows she can find someone bigger who can fuck her better. She's not just playing a game for you anymore, and that's way hotter than just playing a role for you.

I liked your last update, and I think that next time you try to initiate sex but get turned down you should use that as a huge opportunity. Maybe you can time it for when you knows she's used the vibrator. Beg her for it. Tell her how hot she is and how badly you want her. She's so hot and it's driving you crazy that you can’t her. Tell her that you love wanting her so much, and have her confirm that she loves knowing you want her too ( of course she would, who doesn't want to be wanted). But if you do it right then she'll enjoy the effect she's having on you and she will only tease and deny you further.

Convey that you really want her badly, but you also love the way it's making you feel to want her. That it's hard not to have her when you really want her but that you also like that feeling too. Ask to kiss and caress her body and then worship her body and revel in her hotness while you remain horny and denied.

[BallSpanking]

Perhaps you ought to show some concern, worry, that, since she isn't wanting sex lately, she is going wanting.
Definitely you would volunteer to help her out with what she needs, as deep as you can get, and if she needs it deeper, you can promise her to help her solve that problem. Clearly, that will happen when the larger dildo arrives, but it should definitely assume a persona, a large cocked Alpha male (that makes her wet) whose name she can call out when she cums. Preferably somebody real and close to home.

[Breaker445]

Thanks guys! newaussie that is a good suggestion that I will try.

Yesterday she brought up an idea for us to go out of town and she mentioned a hotel that had a club in it. She said this with a slight smile and a hint of a giggle to her tone as if she was making the suggestion to see how I would react on whether or not I would be interested in going to a club, yet if I said no she could have said she was just kidding or wasn't serious. I told her that would be fun and I would like that. I also checked yesterday to see if the vibrator had moved and it had not. Later in the day I sent her a text message letting her know how badly I wanted her and her response was "Hahaha stop" I replied that I had a great dream about her and that it had been awhile. Her only reply back was, "It has been awhile." Not seeming to care at all. An hour or two later I got a seductive picture from her which made me reply to her that she was hot and thanked her, she didn't text me anything else.

Today I checked the vibrator and noticed it had moved. It is certainly an exciting thought when I see it has moved. I've been telling her how hot she is today and I made suggestion I wanted to go down on her. She looked at me and said, "I know you do." gave me a kiss and walked away. Later she asked me if I thought she was hot and I of course replied I thought she was hot. I am hoping I get lucky tonight as its been more then a week now, which is way off course for our usual times.

[BallSpanking]

I hope you can reprise the wild weekend, and her stated willingness to find a guy with a bigger cock who can fuck her better.

You may want to look into that hotel and club, I think she might be testing the waters to flirt with other guys, dance with them, and ... who knows what more.

[newaussiecuck]

Yes! The night at the hotel with night club should be very interesting to say the least. She's also purposely teasing you will the possibility and checking your reaction for sure. That must be damned hot to see that vibrator move each time, especially when you want her so bad after a week now and she's choosing the vibrator over you. She's probably getting off on knowing you're wanting her. I bet that vibrator feels so good for her too.

You can't cave in now though, I'm sure this is all a part of her testing to see how serious you are about what you're wanting.

[Breaker445]

I am definitely going to look into the hotel/club thing. I agree that there is some great possibility there.

Last night I knew there were chores that needed to be done because she had mentioned how much she had to get done. I sent her a text telling her she had a secret tool she could use if she wanted the chores to get done. She texted back "Hahaha what could I use?" I told her that she could lock me up and make me do the chores and my reward for getting everything done would be to go down on her. She responded back, "Hmmm ok"

I got home and immediately put my CB6000 on and got to the chores. She came into one of the rooms I was cleaning and she put a smile on and asked, "So you're just going to start cleaning huh?" I told her absolutely as she grabbed my crotch and felt my cage on. "You naughty boy" she said as she grabbed me and then walked away. I continued to work as she relaxed. After maybe 30 minutes she walked to the room where I had been cleaning, but was currently not in it. She found me and at first teased in a demanding voice, "Get back to work." But she laughed it off and told me she was going to act like she was real mad and start cursing at me to get back to work. I told her I would have liked that and that was hot.

I continued to do chores as she relaxed, but after a bit she asked me to stop and come watch a show with her. I sat on the couch and found she was watching some show about porn. One of the segments was about some girl who does webcam things. "You'd love if I did that." She said. I told her that would be very hot. Without hesitation she said, "All those guys who would be watching me." My response to her was "yes! That would be so hot!" She chuckled and said, "You'd be over in the corner."

After the show was over she told me she wanted to go be naughty. I gladly accepted and she said, "But you have your cage on what are we going to do about that?" I told her I could use my tongue, or her toy. She smiled at me and said, "I want the real thing, I use the toy all the time." I sold surprise to her and asked, "You use the toy?!?!? You never tell me!" She smiled and said "Of course I use it, and why would I tell you?" I told her it would be hot to know she was using it and I asked her what she thinks about. She played this OMG I don't think about anything image. I told her I didn't believe her and again asked her what she thought about. Again with a light chuckle she told me she didn't think about anything. I told her it would be very hot to hear what she thought about and she just kept telling me she didn't think about anything. Now, she has told me in the past she doesn't think about anything specific, but I find that very hard to believe. And the way she was telling me I could tell she was holding back telling me what she was really thinking, that's what it felt like anyways, but maybe she really doesn't fantasize about anything?

Anyways, that led to the bedroom and she told me to take my cage off. But she demanded I put on my numbing cream. "You're going to cum in two seconds so put your cream on." It was hot to have her tell me that as just about a month ago she told me she hated it when I wore the numbing stuff. Now she wanted me to put it on. "How long do we have to wait?" She asked regarding how long until it started to work. I told her it took about ten minutes and she seemed fine with that wait and said I would just lick her until it was time. I quickly applied the numbing cream and went down on her. She was really enjoying it. After a few minutes I could feel the numbing stuff starting to work and she didn't want to waste anytime. Thankfully the numbing stuff worked well because I was able to last. Had I not used it I would have been done within seconds. I wanted to bring up what she thought about while using her vibrator wanting to have her tell me what she thinks about as I licked her but I held back just in case if I came off too pushy. Just as she was about to be brought to orgasm I felt like I too was going to reach it. I told her I was going to fill the condom up and said a little dirty talk to her. She orgasmed and asked if I did too and I told her no. She sold shock and said "What?? I thought you did!" I told her no and that I said that stuff because I knew she liked to hear it. Her response to me was, "mmmmm naughty boy."

When it was my turn she slowly rode me and told me, "You're so lucky you get to fuck me." Like before I told her I was and she was so hot. "I Could have sex with anyone I wanted." She teased me and then continued, "Any guy wants me." I again told her that was hot and then I decided to ask her, "You like knowing you could get any guy?" She responded with "Yeah" (But I think she was saying this to please me) I rolled her onto her back and asked her "You like knowing I fantasize about watching you with someone." Again she told me, "Oh yeah" But like before I felt like she was saying this to please me rather then for her pleasure. After that it did not take long for me to orgasm. But the thing was, even afterward I was still hard and told her I could go again. She was surprised and even seemed confused as to how it was possible I could still be hard. So I brought myself to orgasm. Afterward she was telling me how surprised she was that I was still hard after the first time and able to do that. "You've never done that before." I told her it was because she was so hot and that what we had just done was hot. Believe it or not I could have probably gone for round 3 if she was in the mood. I tried to see if my cuckold talk could have gotten her in the mood for a second go around, but it didn't, but she was also tired after the first time since it lasted awhile.

I really want to know what she thinks about when she uses her toy as I find it hard to believe she doesn't think about anything. She seemed almost embarrassed or shy to tell me the truth, but that doesn't make sense because I have been very open with my fantasies with her. Also, when she gets the dildo that would be another thing I would find hard to believe she doesn't think about anything when she uses that. I mean how could you not??? I am hoping I can get lucky again tonight but am hesitant to see if I should push more cuckold talk. On one hand I feel like I could be close or at least comfortable enough to introduce the cuckold talk while pleasuring her, and seeing if it gets her off, but on the other hand I don't want to overdue it to where she thinks every time we have sex or anything I bring it up. I guess I could see how the mood at the time feels. I am also curious if she will want me to wear my cage more if she knows she can get certain things out of it.

[BallSpanking]

Of course she has images in her head when she masturbates. The fact you have told her your fantasies repeatedly has little bearing on her willingness to open up, she will have to become comfortable telling you these things (or even admitting to them, her own self).

You might want to develop a little game where she points out hot guys when you are out together, and why she finds them hot. Not only will it give you further insight as to what turns her on, but she will feel more at ease sharing these thoughts with you.

Moreover, that could lead to playful challenges from you, to see if she can get one of those guys to chat her up, while you watched from a distance.

[Breaker445]

Of course she has images in her head when she masturbates. The fact you have told her your fantasies repeatedly has little bearing on her willingness to open up, she will have to become comfortable telling you these things (or even admitting to them, her own self).

You might want to develop a little game where she points out hot guys when you are out together, and why she finds them hot. Not only will it give you further insight as to what turns her on, but she will feel more at ease sharing these thoughts with you.

Moreover, that could lead to playful challenges from you, to see if she can get one of those guys to chat her up, while you watched from a distance.

That's what I think too. I don't know how one could do that without having some sort of thought, image, or fantasy being played out in their head. Maybe her not answering with "I think of you" or "I think of us doing _____" is a good sign?

I would really enjoy playing the game you mention and have thought of bringing that up like when we go out to ask her who she finds attractive or to let her know I noticed a guy checking her out and see what her reaction is.

[BallSpanking]

"I think of you", or "I think of us doing..." are both safe answers that reveal little, they might be true, but likely not, she is either shy or embarrassed to come clean.
This is why it is good to get her talking about her likes and desires, and you as her husband need to know them, so you can better please her.

[Breaker445]

I would really enjoy playing the game you mention and have thought of bringing that up like when we go out to ask her who she finds attractive or to let her know I noticed a guy checking her out and see what her reaction is.

On your next date night, point out a guy to her who's checking her out. Ask if she finds him attractive. If yes, say "I bet he wants to have sex with you…would you like to do him?" Later, the next time you're fooling around, revive that memory ("Remember that guy from yesterday that you wanted to fuck…"). Ask what she'd do with/to him ("Would you suck his cock…?"; "Would he fuck you from behind?"; "I bet he would enjoy smacking your ass…?"). Ask her to describe him ("Was he fit?"; "Did he have a nice cock?"; "Did he stretch your tight pussy?"). Query as to what you'd be doing while she's fucking him (stroking & watching?; caged & watching?; at home waiting?, etc.).

Once you're both done, comment how hot it was and how hot she seemed to get from your pillow talk. Once she admits to it, you could casually say (as you're walking out of the room to use the bathroom), "Well, I guess now you've got something to think about the next time you use your vibe…"

I would really like to try this, but feel I need to find out for sure she enjoys the fantasy for herself, otherwise I could see her pushing this off once I try and introduce it. The next time we get around to it, I want to serve her and ask her to tell me what she thinks about when she uses her toy. First see if she will tell me and then also if she does, what it is and how turned on she gets. Last night I got lucky but kept cuckolding out of it because I want to be balanced about it. Because in the past if I bring it up too often she sometimes will come back and mention that I've brought it up a lot and she likes it sometimes to be just about us with no dirty or kinky talk.

She did again talk about us getting a hotel room and making sure there was nightlife nearby. And along with that she told me she would bring the sexiest of lingerie and outfits if we went somewhere. One thin I have noticed when we are watching TV together or something she is does seem to feel more free to tell me who is attractive and who isn't. She will make very very subtle hints that someone is good looking or that someones behavior is acceptable or not. She made mention that if you were once married and dating again that sex wouldn't be that big of a deal anymore, meaning like sex on the first date.

[BallSpanking]

Actually, when you are married, and dating again, sex is the main event.
Maybe she should have girls night out on Fridays, or consider them as date nights... eventually.

[john jasson]

This lifestyle is good when you are both into it. It's even better when you are into it and she is, but deep down isn't really, but she overcomes all of that because she enjoys the sexual experiences so much. That's hot.

It's a bit difficult though when your love is really just not into it at all but she is trying to keep you happy out of love. That is uncomfortable, and I think that is what you have here. I reckon you have to decide how important this is to you. If it is more important than your relationship you are in the wrong relationship. If her love means more to you than anything else in the world then I think you have to stop pushing this. Nobody can say you didn't have the balls to tell her what you want as is the case with many wannabes. You have tried and kudos for that. But it's as clear as day that she isn't interested in pursuing it to where you want it, and pushing it is only going to drive a wedge between you. Just my view.

[BallSpanking]

Has she brought up going out of town?

[Breaker445]

Has she brought up going out of town?

Still trying to figure that out. I have been keeping track of her toy and it has moved every single day it seems.

A few days ago I went to the gym around the same time she usually does and sent her a text telling her that she should pick a new time to go. She texted back why and I told her that I noticed all the guys were checking out a girl there, and if they were checking this girl out I could only imagine they check her out as my wife was hotter. She responded with "Hahah well there isn't even any hot guys there..." I didn't push it anymore and thought I would keep the conversation like that. A little while later she sent me a text telling me she wished I was there..I told her I did too and if I was what she would want to do. She told me she wanted to have me set up the bedroom again like a dungeon as we did that one time that she really enjoyed.

I told her I would love to do that and she told me how hot it was. I told her a hot night for me would be to take her out where maybe she wears her leather skirt and in the back of my mind I know she is getting attention from all the guys, we get some drinks and then come home and I serve her. She responded, "YES!!! I would love that!" I then told her that since she liked that maybe I would push my luck and have her pick out and tell me an attractive guy she saw when we were out. She responded with, "Hahah we will see about that." I told her it would be a fun mind game and really benefit her when we got back home.

So last night was the night we were suppose to go out, but unfortunately the time of month happened to hit that morning. Nonetheless we went out on our date but she didn't wear her skirt. Although she looked stunningly hot as she wore a subtle seductive outfit, the mood didn't fit right to play the game of her letting me know who was attractive.

When we got home we sat around. We started talking and it was probably her trying to set the mood or knowing it would get me going, but she told me how she could only be with someone who worshipped her and would do ever she asked and get whatever she wanted. The mood starting to hit us shortly after she talked about that. I asked her how we were going to be real naughty given the circumstances and she said, "Maybe I'll make you suck my toes." I suggested to her that maybe I could still set the room up like I did before, she tie me up and I watch her use her vibrator. She had a smirk and said she didn't know if she could cum twice. I told her she didn't have to and just use the toy for a little bit and then use me. She happily agreed and I went to set up the room.

She came in the room and tied my hands together and demanded me to lay down on the bed. I did as I was told and she grabbed her vibrator. She started to use it and asked me if I liked to watch. I told her yes and she slowly moaned. "You're so pathetic" she whispered as she enjoyed her toy. I was laying there wishing to have her and she could tell. "You want me?" She asked while she glanced over at me. "Oh my! Yes!!" I was squirming and wanting her so bad. She even laughed at how much I wanted it. She ended her laugh with closing her eyes and having a smile as I noticed she was enjoying her toy. I kept moaning to her how much I wanted her. She would keep her eyes closed, smile and tell me, "You couldn't fuck me as good as this." The more she teased the more I squirmed, and the more I squirmed and showed how much I wanted her but couldn't, the more she smiled and deeper and harder she used her vibrator.

After awhile she said she wanted me and put the toy away. "You're going to do me tied up." She said and she started to ride me as my hands were tied. She told me how lucky I was. I told her she didn't need her toy as she had me and her response with a chuckle was, "You can't do me as good." We changed positions as she demanded and it felt like I was there for her pleasure only. Once she was done it was my turn. But she left me to jack off instead of doing her. She laid next to me ever so often giving me a slight kiss. I asked her what she thought about when she uses her toy and she told me, "I think about guys with big dicks" I asked her if she liked that and she said, "Hmmhmmm I think about them fucking me. Any hot guy." She could tell I was really enjoying the talk and continued with telling me she could get anyone she wanted. She asked me, "Do you like to know I could get any guy to fuck me?" I could barely respond to her question and orgasmed.

She clearly enjoys her vibrator and I think she really enjoyed using it while I watched because she got to see how turned on I was and how badly I wanted her. I can't wait for her to try the dildo out, because I have a feeling if she enjoys her vibrator this much she will really enjoy that. She seems to be getting more comfortable with the whole fantasy.

[BallSpanking]

Now for the tricky part, convincing her that a real flesh and bone cock could do her better than the vibrator...
Don't let her fall into using the vibrator as a replacement for what she deserves.

[Breaker445]

Now for the tricky part, convincing her that a real flesh and bone cock could do her better than the vibrator...
Don't let her fall into using the vibrator as a replacement for what she deserves.

That definitely will be the tricky part and if she gets to use these toys and she continues to see what a turn on it is for me and she seems to enjoy it, maybe it will happen. Today I was sitting on the couch just reading and she happily comes over and jumps on the couch next to me and stretched her legs out over me so her feet were next to my lap. She smiled at me and asked, "Did you enjoy last night?" I told her yes I did. "I bet you thought about it again this morning." I told her I did! I asked her if she enjoyed last night and she told me "Yeah it was good!" We sort of had nothing going on and I asked her if she was going to go to the gym since she was wearing gym clothes. She told me she wanted to go to the gym tonight. Which is the same time she usually always goes and coincidentally? the time earlier this week when I was there and told her she should go at a different time.

[BallSpanking]

People go to the gym by routine, but also when time allows, I think she will probably find out when the hot guys attend, and go then.

You should continue to needle her about which. guys she finds hot, get her thinking and talking to you about fucking other guys.

[minos_dis_crete]

I told her she didn't need her toy as she had me and her response with a chuckle was, "You can't do me as good." We changed positions as she demanded and it felt like I was there for her pleasure only. Once she was done it was my turn. But she left me to jack off instead of doing her. She laid next to me ever so often giving me a slight kiss. I asked her what she thought about when she uses her toy and she told me, "I think about guys with big dicks" I asked her if she liked that and she said, "Hmmhmmm I think about them fucking me. Any hot guy." She could tell I was really enjoying the talk and continued with telling me she could get anyone she wanted. She asked me, "Do you like to know I could get any guy to fuck me?" I could barely respond to her question and orgasmed.

She's definitely getting more comfortable playing the role of your demanding, dismissive sex goddess. I hope she's truly starting to enjoy it for selfish reasons and not just to get you off. But regardless, the way she's begun to control when you two have sex and somewhat infrequently, while pleasuring herself daily, and has several times left you to finish with your hand when she got what she wanted first is all very hot.

A couple ideas for moving forward:

You should start asking her for permission anytime you want to cum. Let her get a taste of that power, too. Like, next time you have one of those moments when you two are texting and she says something that gets you turned on. You do a good job of letting her know it does already, but try adding "wow, that's so hot. I got hard immediately when I read that. Thinking of making myself cum, but only if you say it's okay." Or something like that.

Next time she mentions fantasies about guys with big dicks, you shouldn't just respond with "really? omg" but instead reinforce it "you deserve to fuck a guy with a huge dick, baby. You're so hot you could have anyone." And when she brings up having any guy she wants, try to encourage that but also ask her what kind of guy she wants, specifically... have her this fantasy guy. Then you can talk about what he'd do to her and describe things you think she'd like from a "superior" man that she doesn't get from you; like, "he'd bend you over the table and not even ask as he buried his big fat cock inside you. I'd just hold your hand to let you know how excited I was for you to get a proper fucking." - scenes like that which she might be able to start seeing herself in and imagining when she plays with her toy.

[Breaker445]

I told her she didn't need her toy as she had me and her response with a chuckle was, "You can't do me as good." We changed positions as she demanded and it felt like I was there for her pleasure only. Once she was done it was my turn. But she left me to jack off instead of doing her. She laid next to me ever so often giving me a slight kiss. I asked her what she thought about when she uses her toy and she told me, "I think about guys with big dicks" I asked her if she liked that and she said, "Hmmhmmm I think about them fucking me. Any hot guy." She could tell I was really enjoying the talk and continued with telling me she could get anyone she wanted. She asked me, "Do you like to know I could get any guy to fuck me?" I could barely respond to her question and orgasmed.

She's definitely getting more comfortable playing the role of your demanding, dismissive sex goddess. I hope she's truly starting to enjoy it for selfish reasons and not just to get you off. But regardless, the way she's begun to control when you two have sex and somewhat infrequently, while pleasuring herself daily, and has several times left you to finish with your hand when she got what she wanted first is all very hot.

A couple ideas for moving forward:

You should start asking her for permission anytime you want to cum. Let her get a taste of that power, too. Like, next time you have one of those moments when you two are texting and she says something that gets you turned on. You do a good job of letting her know it does already, but try adding "wow, that's so hot. I got hard immediately when I read that. Thinking of making myself cum, but only if you say it's okay." Or something like that.

Next time she mentions fantasies about guys with big dicks, you shouldn't just respond with "really? omg" but instead reinforce it "you deserve to fuck a guy with a huge dick, baby. You're so hot you could have anyone." And when she brings up having any guy she wants, try to encourage that but also ask her what kind of guy she wants, specifically... have her this fantasy guy. Then you can talk about what he'd do to her and describe things you think she'd like from a "superior" man that she doesn't get from you; like, "he'd bend you over the table and not even ask as he buried his big fat cock inside you. I'd just hold your hand to let you know how excited I was for you to get a proper fucking." - scenes like that which she might be able to start seeing herself in and imagining when she plays with her toy.

This is great ideas! I wish it wasn't that time of the month for her because I was hoping to go down on her while bringing up the cuckold talk and seeing if she got into it more for herself while I served her. Although I think she does do it more for me, last night seeing how she seemed to genuinely like the fact that she was getting pleasure from her toy and seeing how much it made me want her and how turned on it made me, I think it got her to like that. I am curious if she gets into the mood tonight or if she is satisfied for a few days. Her mentioning last night today makes me think she will push for something tonight and if she does I will be curious to see if she brings up how she can get guys.

[Breaker445]

So as I thought, I didn't get any the night I last posted, even though I tried and she knew I was wanting some she rejected me. I never got around to relieving myself so going into last night it had been a day or two without any relief. And last night I got a glimpse of what I thought may lead her to finding someone else to satisfy her, there was a moment where I felt like she was going to tell me this wasn't going to be a fantasy anymore and that she was really maybe going to find someone who could satisfy her.

It started off with us having a few drinks and enjoying the night together. I probably had a few too many as I would find later in the bedroom it was a bit difficult to be fully erect. As we hung out nothing naughty was said or teased, just a typical lounging on the couch where I rubbed her feet, maybe she teased me a bit without her knowing with one point having her foot dangle on her knee just inches from my face. But eventually we both agreed to go to the bedroom.

Once there we both go into bed. Not much foreplay was done and we got right into it. She again controlled our positions, even one time directing my into her ass which she seemed to really enjoy. At one point she didn't feel I was hard enough and with a demanding, stern voice, told me to fuck her better or she would find someone who could. It certainly got me harder, but the problem was after she said that I was on the fast track to no return. I did my best to hold myself in for as long as possible but I told her I was going to cum. She told me no not yet but I couldn't help it. I came and did my best to stay hard hoping she would orgasm soon after but she didn't and I soon went soft. "What happened?" She asked confused and disgusted as she got off of me. I told her I had came and she instantly became angry with me.

I told her I was sorry and that if she gave me a few more minutes I could be hard again. She told me it wouldn't be the same and that I'm never as hard as the first time. I again said I was sorry and I couldn't help it, and that after I certain point I cant hold it in anymore. She told me, "You can't even last 10 minutes? Are you a virgin? It's unfair that you cant last." She also told me I was selfish. She also said during her rant, "So what? I have to use my toy like every night you aren't home? I get tired of that." She told me that this happens way too often and she was tired of it. She even said, "You're pathetic." At this point I was laying in bed understanding her frustrations and anger. I was also waiting for her in a complete serious tone to tell me she would find a guy. Now, in the heat of her trying to get me off, she will say some of these type of things to me with a playful teasing tone, but this was said with no intentions to get me hard, this was not said in any playful teasing tone, she was clearly mad and frustrated, this was real. It was at this time where I laid there feeling hopeless and unable to satisfy here that I got a glimpse of what she may do or how she would go about cuckolding me. I laid there thinking she wouldn't find it fun and games at first to cuckold me, it wouldn't start by us going to a club together and her hooking up with a guy in front of me for fun. No, this could very easily start with her hooking up with someone behind my back to get her satisfaction. Thinking about this in my head and the real feeling that I had, I could feel myself slowly getting back to where I thought I could perform for her. I told her that I would be hard in a minute and that was when she responded with, "No, don't even think you get to have sex with me twice."

She went to sleep completely unsatisfied and frustrated, which lead me to feeling bad because I didn't satisfy her. We both went to sleep and lead us into today. I walked to the kitchen after waking up where she was waiting. I wasn't greeted with a sweet smile or a "good morning." Instead I was met with a little downward sideways head tilt and her eyes looking at me as to express disappointment. Nothing was said about last night, and she eventually got dressed to go out and run errands. She walked out wearing super tight jeans with holes in them and a tank top. She looked super hot and her jeans really showed off her legs. I did my usual of letting her know how hot she looked and gave her a kiss. Usually I am met with a playful response of some sort of her acknowledging she looks good or a reassuring question to me that my response is she looks hot, but this time it was met with a little smirk.

Anyways, like I said, after what she told me last night all I could think about or feel was that if she does this, I could see it being done at first without my knowledge and her getting what she wants. I want to bring up the topic, but definitely feel that it is too soon to bring any of that up as she still seems upset about my lack of performance. But maybe in a few days if she is in the mood, it might be a time to bring it up and let her know she can have anyone if I am not satisfying her and she gets tired of using her toy. Or is this best left to not be brought up and just let her drive wherever it goes?

[BallSpanking]

Hmmm...
It sounds to me like this under par performance is not the kind of motivation you want her to have, entering HW'ing.
If she seeks another partner out of disappointment and frustration with her home sex life, that will leave you in a very diminished standing in her eyes.
You should at least try to be adequate, and if you feel yourself climaxing prematurely... Dive! Dive!, and then get back to penetration once you are more in control.
If you continue to disappoint her this way, she might turn to another guy to satisfy her, but the damage to your marriage could be significant if there is no intimacy between you.

She will also need to be understanding in allowing you some flexibility in choosing positions and sexual activities, if she expects you to last, maybe if you can story tell when you are muff diving, you can prolong her pleasure, because once you climb on board, it will be over quickly, it seems.

[Breaker445]

So after hours of running errands she returned home looking stunning. I found out she had gotten her hair done and it looks fantastic. I gave her a few kisses and she could feel I was hard. She smiled at me and said, "What you want me? You're just going to cum within a few seconds." I told her I did want her and that I wouldn't if she gave me a chance. I also told her that she deserved to get it good. she smiled and said you liked what I told you last night didn't you. I just smiled at her and she said she knew it and she chuckled and said that made me frustrated because I knew you liked it!! She did have somewhere she needed to be in a bit so there was a time frame. However, it didn't take much convincing to her and she lead me to the bedroom.

Once in the bedroom before we got things going she warned me about cumming too soon. She also said, "Why is it always on your time, or always about you?" This put a stoppage to what I was about to tell her that I had imagined she got her satisfaction by some guy while she was out today. I don't remember what my response was but she said to me, "It's always about your sexual likes as well." I responded to her that, "Well, you don't ever tell me what sexual things you like, otherwise I would." With a little smirk and her jaw open by surprise of my response she said, "I like a real hard cock that can actually fuck me. That's it, that's what I like."

We got into bed and my mind started to fantasy and I could feel I was nearing an end. I quickly pulled out to give it a break and with hopes to prevent another early orgasm. She was frustrated with me pulling out and said wrapped me back in. "Fuck me, fuck me, or I'll find someone else who can." She told me in a stern voice. Thinking to myself there was no way I could survive this I just went with the flow thinking I will deal with the repercussions later. As I began she continued to tell me, "I can get any guy to fuck me like I want it and they'd love to do it and they would do it right." Now there was no way I could survive two major teases and I was feeling myself ready to orgasm. But at the same time I could feel she was really enjoying it and I thought she may be orgasming soon as well. I held on for as long as I could, doing whatever possible to make it. The problem was it actually worked and I became softer. "You're not hard!" she yelled at me, telling she was frustrated I let my mind wonder into cuckold territory, just then we heard a noise by the front door. She told me to go see what it was as she thought someone may be there. I went to look but no one was there. I walked back into the bedroom and she came walking out of the bathroom with her vibrator. I gave her a little acknowledging "mmmm" as she walked past me and she responded with, "Well, this isn't working."

She laid in bed and used her toy as I kneeled in front of her. I started to slowly stroke myself as I watched her clearly enjoying her toy. It was extremely hot to see her enjoy the vibrator as her eyes were closed and I was just thinking to myself what could she possibly be imagining???? I grabbed her foot and started to smell it and after awhile she slowly slid her toe to my mouth. I started sucking her toes as I watched her enjoy her toy. She peaked out from her closed eye and saw how much I was enjoying it. She smiled and put her toy away and told me to do her. We began again and after awhile I brought her to orgasm. Relieved I had made it I got up to throw away the condom, thinking I would be left jacking off. She got up too and she asked me, "Where are you going? Are you not cumming?" I paused thinking for a moment, I told her I didn't have to if she didn't want me to. She had a huge smile and said, "Yeah, I don't want you to, I want you to feel how it feels." I smiled back at her and went on without relieving myself. She kept finding me and telling me, "You better not jack off." I told her I wasn't.

She seemed to be enjoying this power she had over me as I went to give her a kiss she could feel I was still hard. "Don't do anything about that." She also told me, "And I'm not sending you any naughty pictures or responding to any of your texts." I told her although I would love that I understood. I then explained to her that she is so hot and I cant help it. I told her that when we are having sex I have this thought that, "Wow, I am doing her." and I start to cum. She laughed and with a flirtatious tone in her response she told me, "Hmmmm I like that, not in the moment, but I like that." So she has controlled my orgasm and denied it for today anyway and she seems to be liking it.

I put her vibrator away and paid attention to how I placed it. I am anxious to see if she will use it again later tonight without me knowing.

[CoupleRendevousMhalf]

Wonderful progress update, very well written

[BallSpanking]

Nice strategy, now if you can have some input as to the narrative of the fantasy next time, you can nudge her along...