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Re: progress story

Unread post by 60dCommon » Sat May 19, 2018 7:24 pm

Wow! How did it feel to beg your wife to cuck you? How did it feel to hear her let out a long moan in response? That had to stick in her mind.

It seems she's gradually becoming more specific about what she wants - saying she deserves "bigger and longer". Like planning a vacation or anything else, the closer you get to stepping off the curb, the more detailed your plans become. Mixing metaphors, sounds like you're past baby steps and into a jog now.

Also seems like the times when your wife lets go and just gets into her pleasure - including teasing/humiliating you, but not worrying about your orgasm - those are the nights when she gets especially wet and when she tells you afterward how good it was for her. Doesn't seem to matter if it's from facesitting you and feeding you your premature ejaculation, or smothering you with her thighs as you eat her, or even a night like last night. Last night she seemed to really get of on dominating/humiliating you verbally, but the other nights she seemed just as dominant to me. Is it just me?
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Unread post by jps18 » Sat May 19, 2018 9:02 pm

You're well on your way to being cucked . Your beautiful wife knows what she wants and more in tune to getting it . Bigger and longer cock is certainly in her future . She's getting off on the fantasy of having more cock and more willing to start the cuck talk . It's just a matter of time when she will be feeling another man pumping into her wet and very willing pussy . Once she does , she won't be able to get it enough . Her eyes are wide open and she seems to have everything worked out in her head . It's just a matter of where and when . I hope everything goes well for you two . Good luck cucky !

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Re: progress story

Unread post by BallSpanking » Sat May 19, 2018 9:11 pm

it seems she is at a point now where having acknowledged her needs, she is ready to move forward with more overt HW steps. So maybe it is time for to help her setting upan Ashley Madison or an AFF account.
It is a good and logical step forward, and one that she can use in private for her own amusement.

This might be an excellent opportunity to offer taking sexy pcis of her in her sexier outfits and swimsuits. During the photo sessions you can tell her sexy erotic stories of what could happen in Vegas. It is an ideal place for her to dress sexy, and dance and flirt with other guys, while you look on rrom a distance.

Maybe you can set up a nonverbal signal from her, informing you what she wants to do. For example, if she switches carrying her clutch purse from her left to her right, she’d be telling you “This is the right bull I want. Don’t interrupt me!” LOL! ;)
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Re: progress story

Unread post by Breaker445 » Sun May 20, 2018 11:08 am

Thanks guys! she has definitely turned it up a gear recently and it is all very fun and exciting. What makes it hot is this is pretty much all her, it has been awhile since I brought up the topic.

60d - For a long time I've always tried to dig up the courage to beg her to cuck me while we were in bed, I don't know what happened for me to overcome it but finally doing it and her response was very hot, the whole night was hot and has stuck in my mind. I agree that the nights she focuses on herself is the nights she has the most pleasure. Even the nights I try to be the dominant one she quickly reverses the roles to take the lead.

jps - Seems like that is the course we are on right now, the exciting part is knowing that is the course we seem to be on right now and seeing the wheels work in her mind, and all at the same time in the back of my head remembering she told me she would do it.

BallSpanking - I would love if she created some sort of dating account. Even creating one where it was nothing more than to chat with guys and get attention. I like the idea of coming up with a nonverbal signal if we are out to let me know she likes a guy. Vegas is exciting because she will be dressed sexy and it's the perfect environment to get in the mood.

So after a really great Friday night, last night was good in a different way. It was a busy day for both of us but we hung out in the evening and had some drinks. Eventually as the night got later and after a few more drinks she told me she was tired and was going to go to bed. By the way and sound she said she was tired and going to bed I figured there was me getting lucky in the bedroom tonight, so we kissed each other good night and she went to bed. If she wanted playtime she would have suggested I go to bed too, but she didn't, making me know I was not getting lucky. Well by the time I was ready to go to bed, I don't know if it was my drinking state of mind that made me think of checking, but remembering there had been a few times she's gone to bed without me she's used her toy I figured I'd take a peak. Thinking there was going to be no way she used her toy because of how tired and uninterested she seemed when she went to bed, I was very shocked when I peaked and saw she used her vibrator. I just stood there for a moment and chuckled to myself.

So since she's told me she will do it, I have felt that she has slowly been taking steps to prepare me for the next step. Which is funny to think about since I introduced this fantasy to her, but I feel she is now the one preparing me. It also seems she has slowly tailored the fantasy to what she wants. When I first introduced this fantasy I was all for being tied to a chair and watching her with a bull as she verbally humiliated me, like you see in the porno clips. But now, I almost find it hotter and more satisfying to serve her outside the bedroom, but just knowing she has a BF to give her what she wants in the bedroom. Which by the way she has directed this, is more aimed for what she wants out of this. And to take a step back and see that, it is really exciting and hot.

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Re: progress story

Unread post by BallSpanking » Sun May 20, 2018 12:25 pm

So Breaker, why don't you set up the account for her. It seems she allows you to take the lead whenever you are starting something, and then takes over, once the game is afoot.

My guess is that she might be initially a little shocked to see the type of responses her body would get from online guys, but then, she will dive into it with her own energy and tweaks. It would definitely kickstart a more active role of her becoming a HW. ;)
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Re: progress story

Unread post by 60dCommon » Sun May 20, 2018 6:41 pm

The next time you have a few drinks around the house, maybe have some good tequila on hand. ;-) Seriously, after just a couple of drinks most people loosen up and are more willing to play around in all sorts of ways. Even just loading the Tinder app on her phone with a completely fake account so you two can flip through accounts together could be fun - looking at both men and women. Don't mean to harp on the Tinder thing - it's just the first thing that sprang to mind. Until recently, just browsing Craigslist ads was at least good for a laugh.

Didn't mention it before, but you seem to be taking your workout routine pretty seriously. Is this partly in response to your wife suggesting you could tone up a bit? When your wife is behind your workouts it can provide that extra motivation you sometimes need to avoid skipping sessions or taking it easy.

Agreed, your relationship feels like its developing into a natural FLR. The more your wife is exposed to power transfer in your relationship, in and out of the bedroom, the more she seems to like it. And you seem to adjust well to each step she takes. You say you believe you'd be OK with her having a boyfriend, and if I had to guess, that's the sort of relationship she'll want in another man - maybe not fully open, but someone she doesn't just fuck, but who she "dates." That is a HUGE step, and a HUGE adjustment for you. Your wife seems truly awesome, and I believe she'll take care of you, but prepare for times when you're crawling out of your skin but know you need to find the strength to give her some space to enjoy her experience and to process it in her own time. Maybe it'll be easy for you - I'm confident she'll only give you what you can handle.
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Re: progress story

Unread post by Breaker445 » Mon May 21, 2018 10:58 am

60d - I've always been into working out, but I would say my motivation is a little higher now than it has recently because of her and also the upcoming summer. It definitely feels like we are both naturally falling into this FLR. I'd imagine, and obviously when the time comes, that when she gets a BF I think it will be mainly for the hook ups, and I think this because of one of her concerns of falling or someone else. So that's why I would think she'd want it just to get her satisfaction in the bedroom, but again obvious conversation we need to have before it happens, and it may be time to bring up those details, but I haven't brought up cuckolding just because I have been enjoying where she has been taking this on her own.

So more of just surprises. As I've posted she has been looking for another outfit to wear in Vegas, so last night I brought up that she could get a dress that is like her shiny silver booty shorts she has, which she has worn mostly to seduce me or tease me around the house. Fully expecting she'd reply with rolling her eyes or saying "yeah right" or laugh at such a suggestion to be so flamboyant, she shocked me and said, "Hmmm maybe, I'll have to start looking!" Huh!?!? Was running through my head, I couldn't her response. So I gave an excited happy response of giving her suggestions on where to look.

Today I got a text from her saying, "I found a couple dresses!" and she sent me photos of two dresses, both are made of that shiny silver metallic material, one is a super tight dress that goes to the knees and the other is more free flowing dress that is much shorter in length that stops about 4 inches above the knee. Both were very hot, and quiet frankly will make her night of wearing her leather skirt seem tame. She ordered both to try on and see which one she likes better, so I cant wait until they arrive. I can't believe I will get to enjoy a night out with her in her leather skirt and a night out in one of these dresses, so I texted back to her after she sent me the photos that I was spoiled and couldn't believe I get to enjoy a night out with her in her leather skirt and a night out in one of these dresses. Hopefully one of the two work out and she likes them, otherwise I am sure she will keep looking if they don't. I am just amazed she looked and bought them to wear, and also seemed to eagerly do it.

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Re: progress story

Unread post by 60dCommon » Mon May 21, 2018 6:17 pm

Ha! Isn't cool to see her excited?! It takes a lot of confidence to lounge by the pool in a skimpy bikini, or to sit at a bar wearing a short, tight, silver lame dress. It's clear your wife enjoys "cucking" you and the response she gets from you, but there's also a confidence that's separate - one that has nothing to do with you. I love seeing that in a woman.

Will you be caged while you're in Vegas? Given how hard she'll be teasing you, by her outfits alone, it might help keep your arousal in check. Could also help to keep the emphasis on her pleasure. It would be a shame to limit your fun to one-and-done when you're away in a romantic location. If she can accept that you really are focussed first on her pleasure, and not your orgasm, then she might be able to enjoy long, leisurely sessions where she gets off as many times as she wants.

I imagine she'd really like a guy to do what she says she'd like - to grab her, throw her on the bed, and fuck her brains out. You both seem to understand that's not going to be you, at least not anytime soon. And, the odds of her just happening across a situation where she meets a guy who fits the bill in Vegas also seem pretty long. So, I guess that makes it your job to work with her to find ways for her to get as much pleasure as she can with you. Maybe she's figuring that out? That you're sincere in wanting to take the emphasis off your orgasm, at least for now? It can be hard to skip "your turn", and instead tell her you'll hold off To tell her you'd love to cuddle and make out, and, if she's up for more oral, to just take it and you'll be there to do her with your mouth for as long as she wants. And, if not, you'll just wait.

If you manage this naturally, you're in control. If you're caged, and she has the key, she is. No idea which she'd prefer (OK - I'd guess she'd get off on being your keyholder), but I imagine she would like to return to to having multi-orgasmic sessions - she's said as much.

One more question: When's the Vegas trip? I just browsed the previous couple of pages in your thread, and didn't see a date.
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Re: progress story

Unread post by minos_dis_crete » Tue May 22, 2018 7:45 am

She's going to Vegas for a girls' weekend.

Really good progress, Breaker. I think you should ask her if, outside of the two times a week that you get to have sex with her (for her pleasure, primarily) if she thinks you should be able to cum on your own. Wouldn't it be hotter knowing she had control of your orgasms the rest of the time, too? I think she might think so. And maybe it would lead to more of the keyholding you/we keep bringing up.

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Re: progress story

Unread post by Breaker445 » Tue May 22, 2018 11:55 am

60d - It is really fun to see her excited and its hot to see her express her confidence more. We have been to Vegas a couple times before and all times she has never been this "open" with her confidence in wearing sexy clothing where it is very clear the clothing is intended to be sexy and eye catching. I haven't brought up bringing the cage, but I doubt she'd want that, because when she will want me I'll explode in seconds after I have been locked up. The way things have been going lately and her preparation for Vegas, I really could see her doing something while we are there to take this to the next step. We are going to Vegas in July, just before her concert she is excited to go to, so it could be a very busy couple of weeks in our progress.

minos - she ended up not going to Vegas for a girls weekend because her friend had to change plans, so instead her and I are going together. I do like asking her if she wants me to cum on my own outside the two days. Maybe this could be a slow step to her enforcing my chastity and making me put on the cage. I have mentioned this before I think, but noticing the nights she uses her toy, she orgasms herself on her own more often than I do on my own, which is interesting.

Today I sent her a text saying I'd also like to buy her new sexy underwear and bra for our trip. She hasn't responded yet, but I am sure she will be all for that. Also before we go I am going to surprise her with a gift certificate to get a mani/pedi. I also am thinking of along with the mani/pedi to give her an anklet to wear while we are there. I've shared some hotwife articles with her that I know have mentioned anklets as a symbol for hotwifing and cuckolding, so it could be interesting to see if she'd wear it.

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Re: progress story

Unread post by Chaboy » Tue May 22, 2018 12:13 pm

When is your trip to Vegas?

When you go you should bring condoms for her to use while she’s there

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Re: progress story

Unread post by BallSpanking » Tue May 22, 2018 12:51 pm

It sounds as though your wife would greatly enjoy an outing in Vegas "on her own". By this I mean there are many hotels and lounges where. as a game, she could visit dressed provocatively. Possibly a cool sexy game of voyeurism, where she knows you are close by, watching, but she would be perfectly free to flirt with men on her own, accept drinks from them, dance and smooch with them, etc. All this time she would be keeping you at bay, unobtrusively, pretending you are not there, and signaling you to come get her at some point later in the night (unless she gets lucky, and wants to carry through flirting to its natural outcome, i.e. sex with another man).

I do think the trip is full of possibilities for her to determine the how and when, and where to go, with or without you as chaperone. It should make for some very interesting and creative planning, if you tell her she has a hall pass to do anything she wants, in your presence or out of it. By the sound of it, she might like the idea of keeping you close-by if she wants to be rescued, or if she gets off on showing you that she "could" actually pick up "any guy that she wants" (in her words).

In fact, you could put this in terms of a challenge. She could point out to you guy, or guys, she finds sexy, then challenging her to actually prove her repeated statements about being able to pick up any guy. "Prove it, baby"! ;)
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Re: progress story

Unread post by 60dCommon » Tue May 22, 2018 5:47 pm

Fun update! There used to be a high-end lingerie shop here in Seattle called Nancy Meyer that would have been a hoot to visit with an enthusiastic partner. I bought things from them for lovers over the years, but it looks like they've gone online only. In any case, finding a shop like that, that's set up for couples to visit so one partner can model for the other could be a ton of fun, if spendy.

About the cage: As I've conceded before, I have no first-hand experience with enforced chastity. But, I return to it for two reasons. First, in the spirit of preparing you for what's next, it might be a good idea to get used to the experience of your wife not wanting you inside her. There's another thread here on being denied penetration, and it resonated with me. Once my wife started openly seeing other men, she went from complaining about my performance to mostly denying me. I was allowed to eat her, but she more or less ignored my cock. This could easily be in your near future. Second, your wife has made it clear, over and over, that your cock doesn't really do it for her, for whatever reason. Yes, 10% of the time or so you both have a really satisfying experience from you fucking her, but it's almost always accompanied by lots of heavy cuck humiliation. That makes me believe she's getting off at least as much from the humiliation as from anything you're doing. Maybe more to the point, she's specifically not getting off from your cock inside her, but the power exchange and freedom she feels from telling you is such a rush she cums anyway. Maybe? Could make for interesting conversation, but it might be hard to hear the truth.

I don't know if it's something you two will want to pursue long-term, but experimenting with denying your orgasm as a way of further focusing your attention on her, in and out of the bedroom, could be fun. Similarly, playing around with denying you penetration might help her focus more on her pleasure. Combine the two, and enforced chastity with her as the keyholder seems like a natural way to play with it all. I imagine it might get annoying to hear the same things over and over, so I'll give this a rest. ;-)

Hope you're having a good week.
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Re: progress story

Unread post by corey22901 » Wed May 23, 2018 4:13 am

Well stated 60.

I would recommend that you approach this with her that you would like to begin chastity training, so that the time when you do become her cuckold, you are already comfortable with wearing a device and it will make her feel more comfortable denying you and giving more attention to the BF.

I'm on the small side and wifey (plus three kids) has changed her from tight to very loose. Most times, I know I'm not doing much for her, and now caged, she has reminded me of that fact. Chastity puts her in control.

Tell her that the Vegas trip is going to be fun, and you want to be prepared physically, and the only way to do that is to get used to your cage. Honestly, it does take time to get comfortable.

Good luck!

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Re: progress story

Unread post by Breaker445 » Wed May 23, 2018 11:26 am

BallSpanking - Good idea on the challenge of picking up a game she finds attractive. Seems like the easy follow up remark could be "Go ahead we are in Vegas, give it a try." I do think there will be plentiful opportunities for something.

60d - I think you describe the situation pretty well. It is becoming more and more clear that I alone can't really satisfy her, and I think she has realized that. It's part of this slow progression to her being more comfortable with the cuckolding talk and really feels like she is preparing me for something. The one thing about being in my cage is; until she cuckolds me, I know she will want my dick still for pleasure and the principle of it. If I suggest I wear my cage she will sometime reply with that she wants me in her still, and the problem is if I go all day with my cage on, when I take it off my stamina is even less, like far less. I would love for her to put me in chastity and control it, but I know until she has a bull where she can get the satisfaction of a real cock in her, she will want me to penetrate her, even if it doesn't fully please her. I think she likes the principle that she still gets her husbands cock and has a real one in her.

corey - I like the idea that wearing the cage would make her more comfortable with denying me and giving more attention to the BF. Hopefully when that time comes, I will bring that thought up to her and hopefully she likes it as well.

So from yesterday she never responded to my suggestion of getting sexy underwear and bra for our trip, but I let a little time go by before I sent her a text saying that I think of her in Vegas flaunting her sexiness in her leather skirt and her new silver dress and it makes my heart race so fast. That she responded to and said, "Hahaha I like that...."

Anyways last night I was busy, after I got home I had made plans to help a friend out with something and then afterwards since I was in the area I was going to go to the gym, it ended up creating a late night for me. But I left before she got home, so I made sure to clean up good and do some other chores, I wanted to make it noticeable that everything was cleaned and try and make it clear there wasn't much for her to do when she got home but to relax. Well it worked because she sent me a text saying "Thanks for cleaning!" I texted back, "I was trying to show you the benefits of having a cuck...I'll clean and keep things tidy to try and give you free time at night to play..." She texted back, "I love that idea" Reading that just made my heart race and I could feel an adrenaline rush. I quickly texted back, "Hmmm good!"

Like I said my night ended up getting so busy I didn't get home until after she had gone to bed. I always like to check if she's used her toy(s) at night when I am not there, and especially like to see if she's used them when we have had any sort of cuckolding talk. So I eagerly checked when I got home to see and to my pleasure I saw she had used her vibrator. Keeping mental notes she does seem to use her vibrator quiet often after any sort of cuckolding talk when I am not there.

Today her outfit of choice is a simple t-shirt but a black athletic type skirt. It's a new skirt she got to be a more everyday type wear for the Summer. So one of those just put it on to go out and run errands. But even though it's an athletic skirt, it's tight and pretty short, and it has crisscross ties down the sides (but doesn't expose skin), so it's a little fashionable. But I noticed as she was moving around it's tight enough and a little short enough that after she stands up or moves around, she has to do the little grab each sides with her hands and pull the skirt down a little because either her sitting or moving around too much as made it rise up more. Super hot given this is her skirt of choice for casual wear. She also was expressing this confident smirk all morning.

Since last night was so busy, I am hoping tonight we get some good quality time together and I feel from our texts yesterday it has left the door open for more talk tonight and seems like a pretty easy intro too.

I'll give an update here for so far: I got home early and she was already home. She told me she was going to go out and run a few errands, but as she was telling me this she caught me mesmerized starring at her in her skirt and laid back t-shirt. Although it was a casual look she added just a tad more with her makeup, hair tied back in a pony tail, and of course the "casual" athletic skirt. She walked up to me and starred me in the eyes and with a serious tone she told me, "I want this room cleaned up." I was now lost in her controlling eyes, I responded, "Yes Ma'am." I could see her confidence and realization of power grow as we continued to lock eyes. She stared more deeply at me and told me, "And I want things organized correctly." At a shortness of breath I again repeated myself with, "Yes Ma'am" a little crack in my voice. No smile, no other response, but a slight raise in her eyebrows as she walked away and left. Needless to say I've cleaned up the area and double cleaned up the area. Definitely leading to more open doors to talk more about the benefits of cucking tonight.

Continued: She wasn't gone long, and when she came back everything had been cleaned. Thinking maybe I'd get praised again for doing a good job, but I didn't. Instead, she gave me more chores to do tonight and she was going to go to Victoria Secret and buy some underwear. Saying it in a way that I knew I couldn't reject, she said, "I was thinking you do that and I will go to Victoria Secret and get some underwear." Excitedly I said "Of course!" So she must have read my text about getting sexy underwear after all, but just didn't respond to the text. I told her she was naughty and I was loving this. She just gave me this look where she gave me this ever so slightly grin and gave me her eyes that were so seductive. She just portrayed absolute confidence and control, it was so sexy.

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Re: progress story

Unread post by 60dCommon » Wed May 23, 2018 4:11 pm

Dayum, just dayuuuum! You two are really embracing this thing! Really bold of you to go all in, even calling yourself her cuck. And super cool the way you played it, almost like this is all natural now, which I guess it sort of is. Same for diving in and doing your job around the house - how does it feel? Seems like it's making you feel good - boosting your mood - to do a good job? It really is a big deal to take the initiative like you have, and to show her you're up to the task so she doesn't have to worry about whether she'll discover some fuck up that'll irritate her later.

The notion of "punishment" hasn't come up before in your thread, as I recall. No idea if you'd be receptive to that level of physical control, but I can see your wife toying with it in some form. I really love the way she's playing around with her control over you. One of you will introduce an idea, and the other will reflect it back later in something they do or say. It seems your wife is picking up on your texts and housework initiative and it's giving her the confidence to test her limits, and maybe yours, a little further. Do you think your wife has a stern streak that might come out if you slip up? How would you respond?

Anyway, thanks for relating all the detail outside the bedroom - in terms of hours occupied, it's a much larger part of a cuckold marriage than sexytimes in bed. Her outfit sounds cute, and if her legs look anything like I imagine, hot too. If/when she starts wearing that skirt with tank tops you're gonna need to be caged just to avoid embarrassing yourself. ;-)
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Unread post by Breaker445 » Wed May 23, 2018 5:05 pm

60dCommon wrote:Dayum, just dayuuuum! You two are really embracing this thing! Really bold of you to go all in, even calling yourself her cuck. And super cool the way you played it, almost like this is all natural now, which I guess it sort of is. Same for diving in and doing your job around the house - how does it feel? Seems like it's making you feel good - boosting your mood - to do a good job? It really is a big deal to take the initiative like you have, and to show her you're up to the task so she doesn't have to worry about whether she'll discover some fuck up that'll irritate her later.

The notion of "punishment" hasn't come up before in your thread, as I recall. No idea if you'd be receptive to that level of physical control, but I can see your wife toying with it in some form. I really love the way she's playing around with her control over you. One of you will introduce an idea, and the other will reflect it back later in something they do or say. It seems your wife is picking up on your texts and housework initiative and it's giving her the confidence to test her limits, and maybe yours, a little further. Do you think your wife has a stern streak that might come out if you slip up? How would you respond?

Anyway, thanks for relating all the detail outside the bedroom - in terms of hours occupied, it's a much larger part of a cuckold marriage than sexytimes in bed. Her outfit sounds cute, and if her legs look anything like I imagine, hot too. If/when she starts wearing that skirt with tank tops you're gonna need to be caged just to avoid embarrassing yourself. ;-)
For whatever reason it seems way more natural and less of feeling like I am trying to get over a hurdle with being open about cuckolding. Like I've said before, our conversation about cuckolding seems much more comfortable. It feels good doing things around the house, and I know it makes her happy so that's the bonus. I figure I want to show her I will be here, doing whatever she wants, always here for her, and I just want her to be satisfied in every way possible, and that I know her concern with going forward is becoming too attached to someone else or that it could hurt our relationship. Well, I want to show her that our relationship is strong enough and good enough that she doesn't have to worry.

As far as punishment goes, I was thinking about that while I've been doing chores. Here I am doing everything I can to just have the opportunity to serve her, be her sub and for her to feel good about going out, and actually doing this to be "punished". Meanwhile I am sure many husbands out there doing these chores to try and get lucky with their wives. So for them the punishment is getting no sex, so they do the chores to get sex. Well here I am doing the chores to be denied sex and be a sub. Funny you ask about the stearn streak, the other day she was very short, a little rude to me, and just not in a good mood, and she later apologized for how she acted and I responded that admittedly it was sort of sexy.

So she just left while I was typing this, and before leaving I told her to get whatever she wanted. She goes, "You're naughty tonight." I just told I am glad to do the chores while she is gone. She grabbed my crotch and noticed how hard I was. She smiled and said, "You'd do anything right now." I told her that was true, then maybe its the comfort in all of this with her now, or how I feel she has taken control of this, but I just started telling her what I just wrote a few paragraphs earlier in this post. That I want to show her our relationship is strong enough and that I will do anything for her. She asked what I meant and I told her, "To cuckold me." I continued on explaining I knew one of her concerns for moving forward was getting attached to another man, and that our relationship wouldn't be strong enough so I want to show her and make her feel that it is. I could see her face start to glow, almost like what I was saying was sweet and romantic? to her. She replied, "I don't think that way at all!" I said that was good! she replied with a "Mmmm" like she was contemplating something and grabbed my crotch one last time, and told me she'd be back.

So now she's out and about, lookin for sexy underwear and fresh off me explaining why I want do all the chores. Her physical reaction to listening to my explanation, adressing her concerns and being straight forward about her cuckolding me was really fun to see, and her response was a relief and a positive. So now that she's gone, with this fresh on her mind, my hopes is she sends me some sort of teasing text while she is out, and I really hope we can talk more about things tonight. She left I think very pleased with me explaining and saying what I said that I could see her bringing it up later, and right now there are so many doors open on this topic for us that it'll feel natural bringing it up.
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Re: progress story

Unread post by BallSpanking » Wed May 23, 2018 6:03 pm

She needs to turn up her flirting with other men, and perhaps you could challenge her assertions about getting any guy she wants.
Talk is cheap, baby. ;)
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Re: progress story

Unread post by 60dCommon » Wed May 23, 2018 6:53 pm

Super simple opportunity to flirt: Grab a drink at a cool bar - one that's known for it's tequila selection could be a nice touch. Sit at the bar. No need to drift away hoping something sexy happens. Bartenders can be pretty flirty. They're often around your age, and cute. More than once I've watched a date flirt with our bartender just for kicks - completely vanilla.

Engage the bartender in a conversation about tequila cocktails. Ask questions that include your wife - "Hey babe, remember that one tequila you mentioned that your really liked?" Then turn to the bartender to bring him into the discussion. All perfectly normal bar behavior, but with an extra kick for you and your wife.
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Re: progress story

Unread post by Lkncouple » Thu May 24, 2018 9:01 am

Breaker,
Since you have problems with lasting, have you thought about fucking her and cumming in her, and then going down on her and cleaning up your own creampie? When I don't last, my wife has really started enjoying pushing my head down and forcing me to finish her off with oral. Also, if you cum early, you can also bring in some of your toys and finish her off. Although, my wife like me to make her cum with her toys then fuck her and cum inside her.

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Re: progress story

Unread post by Breaker445 » Thu May 24, 2018 9:29 am

She may be more into doing a little more open flirting given the right environment.

Last night she got home and she eagerly showed me what she got. She pulled out of the bag this tight dress Summer dress. "You'll love it on me." She added, "It's really tight and short." I asked curiously, "Oh yeah?" She said back, "It looks good." She said she looked for underwear but didn't see anything she liked, but would keep looking. She does have to go to the mall soon to pick up the silver metallic dresses she bought for Vegas whenever they get in, so maybe that outing she'll find something. Given her excitement and almost persuading me how tight and short the dress was and how good it looked on, I was a bit worried that maybe this dress was what she chose to wear to Vegas rather than the silver metallic one. However that concern quickly went away after she tried it on and was trying it on with several sandals, and heels, which was letting me know this was a dress she was planning on wearing for more of an everyday wear. And she wasn't kidding, it was tight and pretty short, and became even shorter when she wore any sort of heel. As she was checking herself out, wearing a pair of heels the dress was short, and a huge tease. I told her how much of a tease it was because although it was short, it felt like a tease because if it was just a tad shorter it would enter the realm of sending a completely different message. She chuckled and said, "I like that, I want to send that tease."

While she was trying on different shoes with the dress she kept asking if she still looked good, like she usually does, and also kept mentioning she was almost 30. (I remember reading somewhere about signs of cheating that woman cheat around milestone birthdays) She asked if it looked like she had gained weight. I told her of course not and she was still hot. My comments didn't seem to satisfy her so I told her, "What I find hot is, you know how hot I think you are and how good I think you look, and that you already have me wrapped up around your finger, so who are you trying to attract?" She gave a smile and said, "I do enjoy catching strangers checking me out." I said that was so hot to hear. She then let me know that my comments of her attraction are basically meaningless by saying, "Getting a compliment from you is like getting a compliment from my Mom." She laughed at her own comment and then told me to go water the plants.

After I got done watering the plants I came back into the room to see what she was up to. Well she was in the bathroom and a moment of awkwardness happened because she heard me walk into the room and there was just silence from the bathroom, so I asked her what she was doing and she stuttered and stammered with her response and told me, "I'm uhhh trimming uhhh down ummm" She gave a short nervous chuckle and then said, "Just uhh I'll be out in a minute." Obviously she was trimming herself which I found very suprising because I have never caught her doing that, and the entire awkwardness of the moment added to like I caught her doing something.

Later in the night as we were hanging out I asked her if she thought we'd be doing anything in the bedroom and if she thought we were to give me about a 10 minute warning so I could put on my spray. She said we would be naughty and I gave an excited response. She said, "You're going to cum too early." Which I told her that was why she needed to give me a 10 minute head start to put on the spray. I told her I wanted it to be good in which she replied it was never good for her. "It may be good for you, but it's not for me, it never is." She didn't say it in a way to try and humiliate me, or in a way that she was frustrated or mad, she just said it normally and just that it is what it is. She added in the same tone, "You get to cum, so I see how it's good for you, but I don't get there." I told her I was sorry.

Some time passed and I got the sense we were heading to the bedroom soon so I sprayed myself several times, careful to not over do it because then it becomes too numb. When she said we were going to bed she was pleased to hear I had already sprayed myself so she didn't have to wait. Still to start out I gave her a little oral and it wasn't long before she demanded I fuck her. A moment of relief came over me as I could tell she was enjoying it, but I could hardly feel anything, so I had this confidence that I would last. She completely moved in ways she wanted to move and they were moves I could tell made it feel good for her. I think she could have orgasmed earlier, but I think she was taking advantage of my stamina and prolonging it. I put myself out there in humiliation, telling her after all these years of doing her she still makes me cum early, and telling her she had no idea what type of control she had over me, after saying these things she moaned out she was going to cum. It was an amazing thing to be apart of, I don't think she's orgasmed that hard with me in months, it was very intense. I was happy that she was able to have a good orgasm, but she kept riding me and she moaned some more. It was feeling she was trying to go for a second orgasm, but the problem was I started to think how hot it would be for her to have a second orgasm and that made me cum. Afterward I was thinking she'd praise that I lasted and how good it was, because again, when she did orgasm it was so intense and clearly she enjoyed it, but she didn't say much and I started to think she was disappointed she didn't get that second one and I ended before she could get to a second one.

This morning before we left she went back to trying on her dress she bought last night. This time only trying on many different pairs of heels, which made the dress look shorter. She made a comment that she wanted to get more dresses like it, which I encouraged her to do. She made it sound like she wanted to go to the mall again this evening to browse, and also to see if her Vegas dresses were in. She started talking about her Vegas dresses and how one was super tight and how she was going to wear heels with it. All awhile standing next to me in her new short tight dress with heels looking at herself in the mirror. I jokingly said I will probably need to get viagra for this trip to survive and she quickly told me, "You'll definitely need to bring your spray."

Later she was looking on her phone and she very excitedly asks, "Oh! What about this skirts?!" She rushed over and showed me what she was looking it, it was a silver shiny metallic skirt. So same material as her dresses she had ordered. Of course I told her that it was hot. She said it was advertised at a store. I asked if she wanted to go get it and her reply was, "I would love to." I suggested we make a date out of it and we could go this evening because I would love to get her it. She in a happy tone said that she liked that idea and added, "I hope they have it, I'll look around online for other stores too that may have something similar." Goodness she was so eager and excited to look for it and get it. I don't know if she is wanting it for Vegas or not, but whoa I am asking myself what in the world is she doing to me!?! All these sexy way over the top outfits are just super hot, and seeing her eagerly wanting to get them and her excitement about them adds to the hotness and excitement.

I guess we will see what today/tonight brings!
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Re: progress story

Unread post by corey22901 » Thu May 24, 2018 9:29 am

Hi Breaker,

I'll echo what Lkncouple said. I'm small and don't last as long as she would like (never have and it one unfortunate side affect of chastity is you are very sensitive - feels good, but short fuse).

Rarely does she cum with intercourse only, so early (way before chastity) it was just the way it was - we fuck and then I lick her to an orgasm. For her, she is a one and done and if she cums before me - she is too sensitive for intercourse, so I ended up jacking off.

So the routine we settled on is intercourse then oral.

At first, I avoided the cum and focused on her clit - but as she got more confident and perhaps dominant (does not like to be in the wet spot either), she moved my head and told me to clean up my mess while I'm down there. Now, on the rare times I am released from my cage, she makes a big deal out of the fact I can't last and it is my duty to clean up my mess. If only I were a man and could fuck her the way real men do she would not make me clean her.

Over time, one of her most powerful fantasies is to look in my eyes after I have cum and she tells me to clean up "his" spunk since I can't fuck her right.

You might try this when you cum early and she has not cum yet. Don't ask, just clean her up and then make her cum. Not little licks, but you need to really go after it so she knows you are cleaning her.

When she asks you why - just say that perhaps one day when she cucks you, reclaiming her will be important to both of you for your relationship - and you wanted to see how that felt and if you could do that.

Then when she asks how did it feel - no matter how you felt -- say it was very powerful for you and if she liked it, you want to do this often.

Just something to add to your portfolio of ways to moving towards you becoming her adoring cuckold.

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Re: progress story

Unread post by Breaker445 » Thu May 24, 2018 11:02 am

Lkncouple and corey - I have done that before and she seemed to like it, but she has told me she prefers me to last because she wants a full hard cock to orgasm to, but next time I end early I'll go to clean up and see what she does.

So already change of plans for this evening, she has changed it to going shopping on her own, which I don't mind because I think she'd feel more free to try on things at her own pace rather than thinking she has to rush because I am there. Also it gives a chance for her to send me some teasing texts. She also she said she is going to get some outfits for me. I told her that she can get me anything she wants and I will wear whatever she wants me to. Her response was, "Oh I'll get you what I want you to wear."

I can't even focus today, she seems to be enjoying this control to a whole new level. I can see it now in my head, that I will be doing chores while knowing she is out shopping, hopefully getting the silver shiny metallic skirt, and trying on other sexy clothes. Trying to think where the excitement and eagerness to buy the silver metallic skirt came from, when for Vegas she already has her leather skirt and new metallic silver dresses, is this skirt for Vegas too? Is it for date nights around here? If it's for date nights around here I can't remember if she has ever worn something that over the top around here, usually her super sexy outfits are meant for out of town. All going back to how much confidence she seems to be expressing lately and the feel that she is the one preparing me for something. I've had the feeling of butterflies all day just anxiously wondering what sort of conversation we will have today and tonight. Wondering what other surprise she is going to drop on me, because I never saw this excitement and eagerness over a metallic skirt coming this morning.

I'll add more here for today: She called for something and we spoke on the phone. I brought up her going shopping on her own and asked where she planned on going. Again with overly excitement she told me some store name I've never heard of and said, "It's a SUPER slutty store! I'll send you the link to their website." I heard her think aloud of how many nights we were going to be in Vegas. We aren't there for more than a couple nights so again I wonder to myself where these new sexy outfits come into play. Is she planning to day wear some sexy flamboyant outfits and change into another flamboyant outfit later in the night? Is this for date nights around town? Right now how I feel with her is that I am like one of her girlfriends that she is excitedly showing and talking about what outfits to wear out. From the talk we had last night that I told her she already had me wrapped around her finger and who else is she trying to attract with constantly trying to look hot, it goes with that feeling that she is building and planning toward something and I am along for the ride as a good friend. That is the feeling I am getting anways and it is quiet the rush. Like I said my day is practically useless right now and I can't wait for tonight to see what conversation takes place or what the bedroom may bring. Before we hung up I did tell her, "I'll clean the kitchen." I heard from the other line just a confident, "MMhhmm" like of course I would and she didn't expect anything else.

I sent her a text saying to look for sexy underwear again and to spoil herself and get whatever she wanted. She replied, "Hahaha I'll try stuff....." There is such a rush feeling because her eagerness and excitement to find seductive clothing really doesn't feel like it's for me. Like I've said I told her that who is she dressing for when she already knows I find her extremely hot no matter what she is wearing, it can be sweatpants and a t-shirt and I am drooling. Her response that she likes catching strangers checking her out, and adding that my opinion of her is comparable to a compliment from her mom, and of course the underlining of it all that a month or so ago she told me she'd cuckold me (obviously dont know when, but that she'll do it) I guess makes me feel and think she's planning something, and why I feel more like a good friend in all this preperation.

More update: Sorry, lots of writing here in a day, but instead of just constantly bumping my thread to the top with each little update, I'll just keep editing this post to add as the night goes on. She sent me a text a little later telling me she got some things with an exclamation point. I hurried home, basically wasting a day because my mind was completely occupied. I hurried to cleaning up the kitchen so when she got back things were clean. When she came home she gave me a smile and asked if I wanted to see what she got. I told her of course and she raced to the bedroom to start changing.

I walked in and there she was with a black laced bra and these black laced panties, and the back of the panties was tan and fishnet threading. She gave me a big smile and asked, "Like?" Before I could answer she excitedly said, "I love them!" I was just about melting while standing there and I told her it was unfair how hot she was. She laughed and continued to check herself out in the mirror. "These are perfect" she said to herself. She then pulled out of the bag a black cotton dress, once again tight and short. "I got this too!" She said quickly putting it on over her new bra and underwear. I just smiled and shook my head as I couldn't believe how much her willingness to taunt what she has has changed. She then started putting on heels and continued checking herself out, the heels made the skirt tighter around her butt and also made it shorter. She made the comment, "I got black because I have a lot of black heels."

A little later I caught her checking out more bra and underwear on her phone. I asked her curiously, "What are you looking at!??" She smiled and said, "Just browsing for my next purchase." Even though what she bought today was hot, what she was looking at looked even hotter and more seductive.

Further: Again, dont want to keep bumping this thread for miniscule little sentences. But so far tonight she's been trying on her night out in Vegas with her leather skirt. It seems the outfit of choice for that night is her black leather skirt, heels that have wrapping straps that go up about to her high ankle and a super tight tank top that she is wearing her new bra under. The hot thing is her a little bit of her bra is showing underneath her top. She mentioned this to me, that her bra would be visible, and her reasoning was, "It's Vegas is it's ok, right?" I said absolutely! She enjoyed herself in the mirror for awhile along with making comments aloud to, "I Love this!" and "Yeah, this looks great!" A little later as I am just hanging out I see she is doing laundry in her new black tight short dress she got today, while wearing sandals that had a little bit of a heel..When she caught me checking her out she laughed and said, "I was trying this outfit on and still had to fold some things." She however took the time to ask me if it looked good and I of course said it did. She said, "I don't know? Figured it could be for something I need to dress up for?" I said yes and suggested she could wear it out to happy hour (Her and I never go to happy hour it's always her and a girlfriend) and she perked up and said, "Yeah! true, definitely for happy hour." I got lost in a daze starring at her and thinking my goodness she would wear this out with just a girlfriend at some happy hour.

This has been a wild day so far! We shall see what tonight brings and now I can't wait to see what the weekend brings.

The night: So finally nearing bedtime came, and due to the previous night having good stamina I had this new sense of confidence, albeit a little artificial, but nonetheless excitement to last and due to what she had done all day I couldn't wait to get some action in bed, if I was lucky enough. Well I was lucky enough and as we were hanging out she starts to tease me with kisses and rubbing. She asked, "You want to do it somewhere else besides the bedroom?" She then looked at me biting her lower lip. I told her that would be fun, but to give me 10 minutes. "Oh you have to put on your spray?" She asked while giving me a hard grab. "Yes." I told her. With a little sexiness in her voice she told me, "You're pathetic." and walked by me. I quickly ran into the bathroom and sprayed the numbing spray.

While waiting for the time to pass we both sat on the couch watching TV and I was rubbing her feet. Just a little bit after rubbing her feet she raised her feet up toward my face and mouth and I started kissing and sucking her toes while she watched TV. It was incredibly hot to just nonchalantly be worshipping her feet as she watched TV. If I wasn't giving them enough attention she reminded me of my job by shoving them toward my mouth. Finally the numbing kicked in and I started by giving her oral, she was really really wet, and it didn't take long for her to tell me she wanted me. Just before I was about to enter her, she grabbed my dick and said, "You're not hard enough!" I begged to her that I was and I'd do her good. Thankfully the numbing spray worked like magic, I think I got harder as we started doing it and I really couldn't feel all that much. She had another fantastic orgasm within a few minutes. When it was my turn I asked if she wanted to orgasm again because I could last if she wanted to. She gave a short laugh and said, "No baby, hurry up and finish." Well as I was working on finishing I told her I loved being able to know I was fucking her and being able to last. She moaned, "MMhhmmm." I then told her, "She deserved to be fucked like this." In which she replied, "Mhhmmm I know" I didn't last long after that.

I am hoping with the weekend upon us tonight that she tells me she is going out to happy hour or something with a girlfriend.

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Re: progress story

Unread post by Breaker445 » Fri May 25, 2018 3:50 pm

I am anxious to see what tonight may bring for our conversations. Over the course of last night a mess started to accumulate in the kitchen and of course my luck in the bedroom (or in last nights matter outside the bedroom) to me was more important to getting the kitchen cleaned up. Well this morning she started cleaning up the kitchen from last nights mess and clearly was not in a good mood about it. I offered to help and she shot back no and that I don't do it properly. This was by no means some sort of bedroom dom talk, she was actually in a bad mood and upset with my lack of not cleaning before bed last night. Eventually she got it cleaned up and before we left for the day she got into a better mood and said in a much more sexier way, "Maybe I go shopping too much that this doesn't get done properly." She added, again with a sexual tease in her voice and her eyebrows raised, "This should have been cleaned up last night before bed" Her expression was implying I should have cleaned it up before we went to sleep. I replied with a sorry and put my head down.

She told me to stop by and get some tequila for tonight, so hoping for another eventual evening. She seems to be much more in the mood this past week than she has in awhile. I've exceeded my 2 nights per week and we haven't hit the weekend yet.

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Re: progress story

Unread post by Breaker445 » Sat May 26, 2018 9:34 am

So last night although I got us Tequila by her request, we only had one drink, so nothing crazy due to liquid courage. But she started painting her nails and toe nails. She said she wanted to get her hands and feet done before Vegas (Well there goes my surprise as I was going to get her a mani/pedi before we went). I tried to keep the surprise possibility by playing off I wasn't interested in her getting one. She looked at me and said, "You'd want me to be pampered." I couldn't argue that and said yes and then told her my plan to get her a mani/pedi gift before we left. Anyways, she was painting her nails this dark red and it looked extremely hot and seductive. I couldn't stop looking at them and told her how I wished I could paint her nails for her. To my surprise she agreed and said, "I wish you were on that level." I told her I could be, but just needed practice. She said we would have to work on that.

She does this thing now with our couch foot massage routine where she actually wants me to smell and kiss her feet. From time to time I will just randomly take a sniff and kiss, which as before it always felt like some huge jump to do that out of the blue, but now it's no big deal and if I don't do it from time to time she will raise her foot up and place it in front of my face to remind me. It is way hot, and last night the scent of her feet along with freshly applied toe nail polish was very arousing.

When we went to bed, given that we didn't have all that much Tequila, and my streak of getting lucky this entire week I just didn't think I was going to get any last night, but to my surprise when we got into bed she started kissing me and than almost out of breath herself she demanded I fuck her. Of course I did, but there was a major issue, the spontaneous of it all didn't allow me to put on my numbing spray and my lack of stamina clearly prevented her from having a good time and I most certainly think the realization to her that I am not good in bed is clear.

So like I said she demanded it and as she laid on her back, she couldn't even wait for me to take off my boxer briefs, she found my dick through the front window of the briefs and pulled it out and got me in her as fast as possible. To be honest, oddly what a thrilling sensation, it was almost a little humiliating because she was only getting part of me while the rest was covered up, also I could feel the cloth moving and rubbing both her and me. She also loved it! The problem was, the feeling along with the humiliating thought that she was enjoying this so much yet only part of me was able to do her made me about to cum and I had to stop momentarily to prevent early cumming. Well this went on for awhile, either me readjusting my position to prevent me ending early, or stopping, so she out of frustration told me to lay on my back. I did as I was told and she got on top of me, again keeping my briefs on. Well this was even hotter as I could feel the fabric rubbing her and how much she enjoyed it, to me it was almost like she was getting extra pleasure and using my briefs as a toy. So of course my mind goes to how hot it is that she needs something else to get off better than I can get her off, and what she is using is partially covering me up. Again this lead to me having to stop her or telling her to slow down so I didn't cum early. Then she said something to herself that was so incredibly hot and arousing, yet a major sting to me. As she was on top of me and very frustrated and fed up with me, she said aloud softly to herself, like she was thinking aloud and whispering, "I'm gonna have to find someone who can fuck me." She didn't say this to try and get me hard (Obviously because that was the issue, I was too hard I was about to cum) she didn't say this to try and get me to be competitive, because she saw my attempts at that and saw I was about to end early, quiet frankly I don't think she meant for me to hear her say that. It came across like she was giving up on me being able to satisfy her in bed and she was realizing this aloud to herself.

Her frustrations were clear. I told her to lay on her back and I would fuck her. Her response was a frustrated and disgusted, "Are you though? Are you really going to???" It was frustration mixed with sarcasm. I was trying to be good, I wanted to give her good sex, but again the realization was I just can't. Not unless I have the assitance of numbing spray can I at least give her a decent time, but even then I really dont know if she enjoys it all that much. So given that none of this talk from her was a D/s type teasing talk, nor did I want that at this time. When she got on her back, waiting for me to try and prove myself again, she told me sternly, "Figure it the fuck out." Again, not a tone of sexiness at all in her voice, she was genuinely frustrated and mad. Well I tried the new position and I focused so much on not ending early I would at times go a little soft. She could tell I wasn't as hard and with a groan she'd say through her clenched teeth that I wasn't hard enough. Eventually through many positions and stopping she rode me to an orgasm, I meanwhile had a ruined orgasm while she was riding me because I came just as she was ending, and all awhile i was trying to hold it in because I wanted to make sure she was done.

Afterward her disgust continued. She lectured me on lasting, along with telling me I needed to research how to last longer. To be honest I was dissapointed with myself, I wanted to be good in bed, the spontaneousness of it all and how much she loved doing me through my boxer briefs was all very hot to me. It was nice to see her enjoying something new like that and I wanted to give her a good time as it would have been fun for both of us.

She ended up just going to sleep, meanwhile her comment about having to find someone else has never felt so real and true. I kept hearing her say it over and over in my head while I laid there awake. Both feeling of dissapointment, yet with a major hard on. I started thinking, truly playing out how I could imagine her cuckolding me for the first time, that it wouldn't be to just playing out my fantasy, that it wouldn't be for us having some sexual experience together, but out of need for her to get what she wanted and what she deserved. I could imagine very realistically her breaking the news to me with a powerful and confident chuckle like, "What did you expect? You wanted me to and let's be honest, I needed it."

She ended up having to work today, leaving wearing one of her shorter dresses, so I won't see her until this evening and then we have to go to a BBQ tonight to go to. I don't know if to send her an article about cuckolding and say, "I did some research online about how to last." and somewhat make light of last night all awhile try to get her back on the topic. Her comment she made to herself last night tells me it is definitely on her mind. Either way at some point tonight I will talk about last night and the elephant in the room of my inabilities to last and really to please her. My guess is the conversation will inevitably lead to me telling her this now is one of the big reasons I want her to cuckold me, that it's not about being tied up, caged and watching while she verbally humiliates me, but just knowing she is getting the pleasure she needs and deserves, that I don't even need to be present in any of it, that I just want her to be satisfied and at the end of the day I'll be there for her. And the fact of the matter is we have been married for several years, along with having sex together even longer and my stamina hasn't increased, but decreased over that time.

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