It sounds to me like YOU are the one having some NRE...
I understand how much a husband gets excited when his wife has found a steady Man one that can do a lot of things a husband just lacks in body and desire.... How long has your sex with your wife been going down hill?
When was it you started to not have sex in your marriage? Do you think it was you that had the lack of interest? Do you think it was your masturbation that started the decline?
What will your emotions be when you get to meet him in person. His younger age must make you feel very awkward?
If you have never seen your wife fuck how do you think you will handle that? It is a huge step for both you and your wife to have you bedside... sometimes the fantasy is far different than the reality being bedside...
I have asked a lot of Q's but would really like to know your thoughts...
Sorry Mr Kixx, your message had somehow escaped my attention. I will answer your questions.
I think our sex went downhill just a year after we started having a relationship. It always had its up and downs. I think at some point we once even had half a year without sex. We have always been loving to each other, though. I have always had problems with my erections. At some point, my wife forced me to go to a doctor to get viagra, which proved to be a blessing.
I can sometimes fuck without viagra, but it is safer with it. I can even lose erection when I am rubbing my penis against her pussy just before pushing it in! It is horrible. At other times, it just works. This has led to me dread intercourse at times and avoiding the challenge, even though I crave it at the same time.
I suspect that this erection problem has to do with my strong addiction to masturbation that I simply cannot shake off. I have tried and failed several times. It is something I do compulsively since childhood. I can wank for hours till I hurt.
I am also attracted to males, but more into women. I have always enjoyed homosexual acts which I could interpret as humiliating myself. I am a total bottom and love giving blowjob until I get to drink the semen.
However, our sex has been quite good (meaning about once a week for us) before she seduced Wayne. Now it is breathtakingly excellent. You see why I prefer M to have a boyfriend on the side?
No, the younger age does not make me feel awkward at all. I have thought a lot about it, and I am very happy that my wife prefers young men. Firstly, it makes me proud that I have a wife is attractive to young handsome men. Secondly and most importantly, I can't imagine that my wife would possibly leave me for such a young man. She can have her fun, they can be friends, but I don't think they will want to have a serious relationship.
I don't think my wife will let me watch. This guy is nice and helpful, and may persuade my wife to share more of what is happening to me. My wife has already told me more details about her sex than with the last boyfriend. I am not sure i even want to watch. We will see, my wife is someone who is open to change.