Thanks to an app I’ve been cucked again

[Lockedsub]

This week AH has been extremely horny. She has been sexting with Richard, and now Michael is back in the fold almost daily. This usually leads to her getting off with her rabbit or my tongue.

As I mentioned a few days ago, she sat on my face, which I love! She rode me for a while and then told me to get the strapon ready.

I was not caged for this. Both of us were naked. My sissy clit was erect and ready to perform physically, but mentally I knew that I was not allowed that pleasure or privilege.

It's a strange feeling seeing your naked horny wife fingering herself, ready for cock, and knowing she has no desire for me to mount her that way. Dutifully I got up and procured the strapon. I went to the drawer and got the 6" dildo out, and connected it to the red graduated nub sticking out of the strapon. That's right, a 6" inch cock. Average size, yet 1.5" larger than mine. And that's what she wanted, needed.

She spread her legs as I got back in bed and I laid atop her in missionary style. She moaned intently as the cock slid inside her. Her face twisted in pleasure, her breath gasping, "Oh God, Yes." And I could feel nothing physically. Mentally I felt joy that she was being pleased. Inside though, I knew she was thinking about Richard's cock. We fucked for around 15 minutes. She stopped me, satisfied. I was told to roll over and take the strapon off and slide it on her. I did as told, and then she pointed to the cock. "Clean it off, Missy. And you can play with your clit."

She told me to look her in the eye as I sucked the cock, a tip she learned from @cuckoldobediencetraining

I licked the head and sucked the cock as best I could, with her encouraging me to go deeper. She said that she had asked Richard if he wanted me to clean his cock, and he has recently said yes. That's all it took for me to spurt on her legs and thighs. I was made to lick my sissy juice off her body and then told to return to sucking cock.

[Des 31]

Those apps are online. A website claiming "7 best apps for couples and open relationships" can be found at datingadvice(dot)com

[Lockedsub]

AH has a Fetlife account, and this weekend, she was sexting with a hot guy from Chicago. I was working on my computer about 20 feet away. She wore a light tank top, no bra, and pajama pants. She stood up and came to me and asked me to take a photo of her newest tattoo. She pulled her shirt up and handed me her phone. I took a photo of her breast and the infinity sign tattoo underneath it, so she could share this with her newest "friend."

I was wearing my nightie and cage.

Soon, she got up and told me she had to "take care of herself." She went upstairs and closed the door to our bedroom. Yes, I was leaking, knowing she was getting off, turned on by a real man. She returned about 20 minutes later and handed me her rabbit vibrator. I dutifully sucked it clean and curtseyed.

[Lockedsub]

Sitting at my computer this morning I looked down and saw how tiny my sissy clitty truly is. I reached for my cock to take a comparison photo. The cock is just an average 6" dildo but it is massive compared to me.

This morning AH rolled over next to me to cuddle on my shoulder. Her legs entwined in mine. She commented on how smooth they were and then rubbed her hand along my pubis and chest.

"Did you shave yesterday, Missy?"

"It was the day before ma'am."

"You are very smooth!" she said as she touched my body.

My sissy clit started to get excited which she noticed. "Look at that! Your sissy clit likes this."

"Yes ma'am. You haven't touched my sissy clit in weeks mistress." I answered hopefully.

"Why should I?" She said. "It's pathetic. It's sooo tiny and does nothing for me does it? It really is pathetic isn't it?"

"Yes. It's worthless mistress." I answered. The words painful but true.

Her ease at being honest with me about my uselessness as a male sexually is now second nature. It emboldens her. "I love you Missy! You are my rock. And my soulmate. You just can't fuck. Your terrible and ill-equipped for that aren't you?"

Two nights ago she had dinner with a friend who knows all about our relationship and my wife's lovers. They talk openly about their sex lives, including my submission, chastity and cuckold status. Her friend is genuinely supportive and inquisitive. AH explained to her what it means that I'm pussy free and how that affects and strengthens our marriage. Her friend is fascinated with my chastity and my wife's journey into creating an erection-free reality for me.

They talked about the difficulty of being in the South while being Kinky and how for professional women that is such a risk and how Southern men are confused by this lifestyle.

I asked AH if she truly wants me to be pussy free. Her response was simple, "Do you deserve pussy? You can't satisfy a women with that tiny thing. It confuses you and does nothing for me. So yes. You are a pussy free, sissy, maid, and cuck."

She is correct. I don't deserve pussy. It does confuse me.

[Long Lurker 34]

Sitting at my computer this morning I looked down and saw how tiny my sissy clitty truly is. I reached for my cock to take a comparison photo. The cock is just an average 6" dildo but it is massive compared to me.

This morning AH rolled over next to me to cuddle on my shoulder. Her legs entwined in mine. She commented on how smooth they were and then rubbed her hand along my pubis and chest.

"Did you shave yesterday, Missy?"

"It was the day before ma'am."

"You are very smooth!" she said as she touched my body.

My sissy clit started to get excited which she noticed. "Look at that! Your sissy clit likes this."

"Yes ma'am. You haven't touched my sissy clit in weeks mistress." I answered hopefully.

"Why should I?" She said. "It's pathetic. It's sooo tiny and does nothing for me does it? It really is pathetic isn't it?"

"Yes. It's worthless mistress." I answered. The words painful but true.

Her ease at being honest with me about my uselessness as a male sexually is now second nature. It emboldens her. "I love you Missy! You are my rock. And my soulmate. You just can't fuck. Your terrible and ill-equipped for that aren't you?"

Two nights ago she had dinner with a friend who knows all about our relationship and my wife's lovers. They talk openly about their sex lives, including my submission, chastity and cuckold status. Her friend is genuinely supportive and inquisitive. AH explained to her what it means that I'm pussy free and how that affects and strengthens our marriage. Her friend is fascinated with my chastity and my wife's journey into creating an erection-free reality for me.

They talked about the difficulty of being in the South while being Kinky and how for professional women that is such a risk and how Southern men are confused by this lifestyle.

I asked AH if she truly wants me to be pussy free. Her response was simple, "Do you deserve pussy? You can't satisfy a women with that tiny thing. It confuses you and does nothing for me. So yes. You are a pussy free, sissy, maid, and cuck."

She is correct. I don't deserve pussy. It does confuse me.

LS - As your wifes friend knows about your situation perhaps she could become your "milk maid" and be the one to relieve your 'tension'.

[Lockedsub]

Friday afternoon AH had one of her closest GFs text me letting me know that my wife was going to Nashville this weekend to get fucked. Her GF told me to do my best to get her ready. Last night I finally had a chance to talk to my wife about what was going to happen. Of course I was feeling incredibly submissive (Sissy, cuck, chaste beta male). She told me she will be leaving this afternoon and return tomorrow. We were both incredibly turned on. She was soaking wet but wouldn't let me bring her relief as she told me she is saving that for him. Lately she has been letting me know how inadequate I am as a male, as well as letting her BF know. This morning I was caned and made to take photos of her naked body which she sent to him. As she sexted him she had a very coy smile.

[Janes Husband]

Quite a thread, you guys have really gone all the way into cuckolding. Enjoy.

[snoogaloo82]

Friday afternoon AH had one of her closest GFs text me letting me know that my wife was going to Nashville this weekend to get fucked. Her GF told me to do my best to get her ready. Last night I finally had a chance to talk to my wife about what was going to happen. Of course I was feeling incredibly submissive (Sissy, cuck, chaste beta male). She told me she will be leaving this afternoon and return tomorrow. We were both incredibly turned on. She was soaking wet but wouldn't let me bring her relief as she told me she is saving that for him. Lately she has been letting me know how inadequate I am as a male, as well as letting her BF know. This morning I was caned and made to take photos of her naked body which she sent to him. As she sexted him she had a very coy smile.

I am so looking forward to hearing what happened after that. Please do tell.

[rspanked]

I miss this thread. Hope to read more soon.

[Lockedsub]

I miss this thread. Hope to read more soon.

Thank you! I always wonder if anyone reads these posts. She saw her boyfriend a few weeks ago. Plenty of updates to share. Limited time right now. I'll post more over the weekend. Hint. She loves his cock. I'm inching closer and closer to 24/7 chastity and an erection free (as much as possible) marriage.

Thank you again for reaching out!

[Long Lurker 34]

I miss this thread. Hope to read more soon.

Thank you! I always wonder if anyone reads these posts. She saw her boyfriend a few weeks ago. Plenty of updates to share. Limited time right now. I'll post more over the weekend. Hint. She loves his cock. I'm inching closer and closer to 24/7 chastity and an erection free (as much as possible) marriage.

Thank you again for reaching out!

LS - looking forward to it.

[venus-can99]

Look forward to reading your updates - they are always very descriptive

[Rockhard11]

Agreed! Also love your journey and updates.

[rspanked]

I miss this thread. Hope to read more soon.

Thank you! I always wonder if anyone reads these posts. She saw her boyfriend a few weeks ago. Plenty of updates to share. Limited time right now. I'll post more over the weekend. Hint. She loves his cock. I'm inching closer and closer to 24/7 chastity and an erection free (as much as possible) marriage.

Thank you again for reaching out!

Sounds amazing... can't wait!

[Lockedsub]

Since her last visit with Richard, the one where they fucked 5 times in 12 hours, we have had some very intimate talks related to our FLR.

My wife is successful, smart, capable, obviously sexy, yet has always felt pressure to "perform" or be at her best. This has been with her since being a child. As a female executive in a mostly male environment, in the South, she has struggled at times with believing in her self. I'm paraphrasing her words and apologies to any women who might read this and think I'm being too stereotypical or minimalistic.

She has also always been a natural flirt. Even when we met and became serious she was still a flirt. She likes the attention. Like most of you reading this, I introduced the concept of an FLR. Where we are today has been a journey, not an event. It's been a slow build. She met Richard about three years ago and they have a strong sexual connection. Very strong.

I'm a very sexual person, kinky, and willing to read and look at porn and discuss sex openly with friends. My wife, while progressive in life, was raised very sexually conservative. It wasn't something she talked about with her parents or friends. Even in college she didn't discuss sex much with her college friends. However she has a very passionate and strong need for a sexual connection, intimacy and attention. Combine that with a reluctance to discuss sex, and a strong perfectionist drive, developing our FLR was tough. Her cucking me was easy though.

I have a small penis. It's 4.5 inches long. Owning to this and a natural submissive tendency, fucking hasn't been the culmination of sex for me. It's been an issue for many of my relationships when I was younger. I'd rather go down on a girl then fuck, or be kinky in some other fashion. Part of that was a fear of getting someone pregnant but it's clear in hindsight that I'm not wired to fuck. The only times I've ever come inside my wife was when we trying to get her pregnant. She thought that maybe it was something about her!

By developing our FLR and cuckold marriage she discovered it wasn't her at all. She loves when Richard comes in her. And so does he. She had an IUD placed even though her OB knows that I have a vasectomy!

Over the years, my wife has lost interest in what we call my “sissy clit.” This coincided with her flitting and dating. As she gained confidence and experience she began to feel empowered to be a sexually confident female. Even despite her amazingly sexually delicious body I didn’t fuck her like she needed nor fucked her enough. Again it was me, not her. I did devour her with my tongue and toys though. And along the way we continued to talk about an FLR and her cucking me. She fucked her first man outside of marriage when she was on an international business trip. When she called me from his room, in his bed, and told me she just got fucked, I came in my pants.

This was the seed she needed. She began to understand the power and freedom she had and how important sex was for her. Obviously we talked about this and what led up to her finally crossing that line. During this time we also talked about our marriage and my desire for it to be an FLR. As we talked, read, and explored, she gradually stopped giving me blow jobs, then handjobs. My main source of sex was humping her hand. She enjoyed my tongue, toys, and occasionally a man or a women. Chastity was introduced, though very intermittently at first. We also began exploring feminization and discipline as part of our dynamic. Again… slowly, with fits and starts. The slowed development in part had to do with her accepting that a relationship like this was OK, that she deserved to have a submissive, cuckold husband.

In her mind, how could I be her soulmate, best friend, emotional support, while also being a sissy, submissive, cuckold, hubwife? It was something that was a years long struggle for her to internalize. Finding Richard was the needed catalyst.

[scarlettscuck]

Amazing and thanks so much for sharing your evolution. Women that discover their own sexuality and find sexual freedom are lethal! She’s amazing and you are a lucky cuck for sure. Acceptance of your role must feel liberating - to know and understand you are never going to fuck her again. Yes, it’s crazy and hot at the same time.

Scarlett is weening me off her pussy as well and taking more and more control of our marriage. It’s the best ever and I’m enjoying being her submissive. All is right in the world must say! Thanks again.

[Lockedsub]

Amazing and thanks so much for sharing your evolution. Women that discover their own sexuality and find sexual freedom are lethal! She’s amazing and you are a lucky cuck for sure. Acceptance of your role must feel liberating - to know and understand you are never going to fuck her again. Yes, it’s crazy and hot at the same time.

Scarlett is weening me off her pussy as well and taking more and more control of our marriage. It’s the best ever and I’m enjoying being her submissive. All is right in the world must say! Thanks again.

It is liberating. And crazy! And thank you for the comments.

Being told by an incredibly sexy woman, who is also your wife, that she has “No interest” in my sissy clit is hard to hear. Her having a lover who knows how to fuck her has clearly helped her confidence in making this decision. I’m also certain that seeing me in panties, nighhies and a chastity cage has also helped.

Over the past few months she has drastically decreased any involvement with physically touching my sissy cit. It’s been years since I’ve had a blow job, and this April will be our 1 year anniversary of being pussy free. Prior to last April, I was inside her twice in 2023. I haven’t had a handjob in a few years as well. My main form of sexual release with her is being allowed to hump her hand or thighs and even this has been drastically decreased over the past few months. I haven’t been allowed to do this at all in 2024. My only release has been masturbating after pleasing her, and that’s been limited.

Our marriage is quite sound and we are both happy, so I want to make sure that people understand that. We talk about Richard. I have to call him, “the man in our lives” as he fills that role. As a beta male, sissy, cuckold, that is something I can not do for her. She has made it very clear to me that she doesn’t have feelings for him, as it’s something I could see developing and that would certainly be a major discussion. She simply enjoys his friendship and his cock. He is married as well, with kids the same age as ours. His wife knows, and refers to Lisa as his “girl friend,” They have an open marriage. It’s a great situation, except he’s three hours away. Maybe that’s what makes it work?

Regarding being denied her body, we have talked about this at length this year. I needed to know that it was clearly a desire she had, and not pandering to some kinky fantasy of mine. She has made it VERY VERY clear that this is her decision. She is quite blunt telling me that I am too small for any woman, that I don’t last long enough, and that I don’t know how to fuck. I am incapable of this in her opinion. She requires me to sleep with a didlo and to carry this around the house with me if the boys are not home. She wants me to be constantly reminded of what she needs and what i simply don’t have.

Her goal is for me to fully embrace and accept being a cuckold, betamale, who is obedient to her. This is harder than it sounds, as I am obviously a male with desires. I think she is finally beginning to understand that these toxic masculine traits are not appropriate or congruent for a functional FLR. Despite my feminization, denial, and cuckolding, I still have needs and desires. We have had some very open talks about these and how they manifest themselves in our lives.

But I will save this for the next post.

[Johng1953]

Great update, thank you!

[venus-can99]

Thanks for allowing a peek into your FLR life. Interested in reading how you approach your desires and needs in RL and what has been her thoughts on this matter

[Lockedsub]

Thanks for allowing a peek into your FLR life. Interested in reading how you approach your desires and needs in RL and what has been her thoughts on this matter

I appreciate the question! Thank you.

I'm assuming that you are asking how do we manage our relationship in RL, and how do I manage sexually? If not please let me know, but I'll answer those questions now.

In RL we are a committed loving couple. We are both professionals and independent minds. In the past there was little overlap, other than chastity and my shaved body, but this year (2024) she has been realizing many of the things I've told her about being more consistent and focused on being in charge. This applies to the work place as well as it home. In her day job, she had the bad habit of delegating tasks but then not insisting on follow-up or allowing less than optimal results, and she would fill in the rest of what was supposed to occur. This was clearly a source of frustration for her, which she would bring home, and thus became an impediment to our lives. It's something we've talked about for years. It also mirrored our FLR.

This year something has changed. I think she feels more sexually confident with her relationship with Richard, and this has led to her being more confident in dominating me, and insisting on results at home and also at work. Confidence builds confidence! I am required now to be feminized 24/7 and in chastity. NO excuses. She has insisted on me wearing bra or camisole to work daily. Right now, It's a pink camisole, lavender panties, caged, painted toes, and of course a shaved body.

She created a list in our Apple Reminders app that is labeled, "Missy Rules" It lays out my expectations and she reviews these with me on a regular basis. Last week on back to back days I was disciplined (caned and paddled) for failure to put down the toilet seat.

I think to answer your question, in RL she is making sure that she is in charge. She is committed to insisting that I internalize that I am a sissy, beta male, who will submit to her. At a party last night, she told me that I needed to circle back to her on a regular basis to ask if she needed a drink or food.

So obviously I'm not curtsying in public (yet) but she expects me to understand she is in charge.

I hope that provides some insight.

[venus-can99]

Thank you lockedsub for the details. It is great to hear that she has taken charge now and you have been delegated to be her gurlfriend. Does Richard see you as another "girl" as well ? Is Richard her only bf or does she indulge with other women and males ?

[Lockedsub]

Thank you lockedsub for the details. It is great to hear that she has taken charge now and you have been delegated to be her gurlfriend. Does Richard see you as another "girl" as well ? Is Richard her only bf or does she indulge with other women and males ?

I have never met Richard. I have texted with him but that is the extent of our connection so far. He knows that I am a sissy and then I’m also caged. He also knows that I’m submissive to my wife. He is the most consistent and permanent of her lovers. She has been with five or six males and two females. She would like to find somebody local, which would certainly be a significant change to our dynamic.

With regards to seeing me as a girl, I’m not sure what his feelings are. My wife asked if he would want me to clean his cock and his answer was yes.