Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

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Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Mon Jul 03, 2023 7:40 am

We just had our 16th wedding anniversary, which also marks one year since my wife began having sex with other men. I almost can't believe its only been a year since so much has happened. But I figure I'd lay out a few observations and "lessons learned".

First, I'll summarize our situation a bit. We still have kids in the house, though they are teenagers now. That has definitely complicated things. We had played around with the idea of having a threesome with another guy for several years. We had discussed various fantasies about her being with multiple men a few times. We had watched gangbang porn and interracial porn together with her saying that it was hot and she'd like to do that a few times. But nevertheless, no real efforts were made to actually make anything like that happen. I had kind of brought up trying to make it happen a couple times but it was sort of turned down on the basis of not really knowing how to realistically do it.

Then two years ago, the kids were both out of the house for a few weeks visiting with grandparents and going to camps. We had been playing around with the idea of trying to arrange a threesome but it still kind of wasn't going anywhere. I, however, was really wanting not just a "threesome", but for her to be with another man or potentially to for her to have a threesome with other men while I just watched. I hadn't really expressed this to her.

So I had the idea of crossdressing with her and engaging in some self-feminization to perhaps get to her to want to be with another man. She is very much into masculine guys, guys in the military, pilots, etc. I have long hair, and even when we go married she said, "I never pictured myself with a guy with long hair." But we've always had a lot of fun together and honestly we had great sex. We had done some ass-play with me previously and she had been into it. So while the kids were away I talked to her about doing some ass play, and introduced the idea of me crossdressing to do it. She was hesitant and not sure but said ok if I wanted to do that. So I got some lingerie and showed it to her, but we didn't do anything with it at that time. Then that Friday we talked about doing it that night when she came home from work. That afternoon just before she was to come home from work I got all dressed up and sent her pictures. When she came home we started making out and we had some drinks and she got ready and she pounded me with a strap-on. I got her off orally and with my hand. After we lay in bed talking and again discussed setting up something for her to be with another guy and the conversation moved to her just being with a guy while I watched.

I setup a profile for her on adultfriendfinder and we talked about it and we tried to arrange something with a guy for our anniversary. We went through the guys together and she landed on a black guy with a big cock. We chatted a lot with him and had him send us new face pics of himself etc. We got a room at a B&B and arranged to meet this guy, but he didn't show up. She was hugely disappointed, as by that time she had kind of worked herself up into making it happen and was all ready for it. But, even though it didn't happen, at that point we knew it was going to happen. We've always talked a lot about sex while laying in bed, sometimes in the mornings or at night before bed, and now our conversations were moving to fantasies about her being with other guys. She talked a lot about masculine guys, tough guys, strong guys, and would say stuff about being with a guy that doesn't wear panties, etc. I encouraged her and agreed that she needed to be with a strong masculine stud.

But, with the kids back in the house nothing really happened for a full year. We talked about things a lot, but nothing was going to happen. But we started making plans for the coming summer when the kids would be out of the house again. We made arrangements with another black bull, and it actually happened this time. I posted about it here: viewtopic.php?f=6&t=66925

After that we went to a sex club that is nearby. It's actually a very nice and classy place and she had a great time there. I posted about it here: viewtopic.php?f=6&t=67136

Since then she has preferred the sex club to trying to meet guys individually on-line. After her first time there she insisted that we go at least twice a month, and we have done that. For a while we would just go and she'd pickup guys there. She still had a few other guys that she saw as well. She was with the BBC bull that we were with the first time for a while, seeing him several times. But she likes the public sex and being watched at the club. We maintained an on-line profile for a while. She had me continue to look for additional guys for her to meet as well, and we would on occasion either plan to meet guys at the club or outside the club, some guys that she really liked but that didn't want to go to the club. There was a particular black guy with a huge cock that we met at a hotel. But, also a couple more times they wouldn't show up, so we stopped trying to make such arrangements.

Bascially ever since the sex club, she' been with other men two to four times a month. I've cross-dressed with her a couple of times since the first time, but she's not really that into it. Which is fine, it's not a major thing for me either, but it worked as good ice breaker. Once she started having sex with other guys, she started talking frequently about how cumming in a girl is like marking your territory and how she needed to keep her pussy clean for other guys. So she told me not to cum in her. We still had a sex a few times and I would pull out, but this transitioned into her denying me intercourse altogether. I agreed with her that she needs to keep her pussy clean for all these other men.

But we still play together a lot. I go down on her a lot and she enjoys mutual masturbation with me. I have her sit on my face a lot while she talks about having sex with other men. When masturbating I shot myself in the face and mouth one time and she really enjoyed that. Then she started requesting that I do it. Like when we would be masturbating together she'd say, "See if you can get it in your mouth." Then I flipped my legs up over my head once and came directly into my mouth telling her I wanted to take the whole load for her. She loved that and really got off on it. Shortly after, we were showering together one night, a day before we were going to go to the club. She was washing my cock and just said out of nowhere, "I think you should just cum in your own mouth all the time now." I told her I would. After we got out of the shower we got in bed and we began masturbating I came in my own mouth for her, and I basically have ever since. Sometimes when I'm alone I don't, but I always do when I'm with her now. In fact, as I recently posted, she helped me work on sucking my own cock, which she now enjoys watching me do. viewtopic.php?f=6&t=70163

A friend from the club told us about a website called Kasidie recently. We were telling them that we were wanting to be able to meet more guys, but that on-line "dating" was such a hassle and not worth it. So they told us about this site and we checked it out and its actually really good. It's kind of like facebook and much more oriented to groups and events. So that's opened up a whole new thing for us. She had me setup a profile for her and I basically manage it all. She's said she wants me to handle it. We've met a few guys through that site at events and one-on-one. Just recently we posted an event on there for our anniversary at the sex club and multiple guys showed up. Plus more guys joined that just happened to be at the club, so for our anniversary this past weekend she got her gangbang.

She's been on cloud 9 since, and now says that gangbangs is what she really likes and wants more of.

Our anniversary was great. We went out to a nice restaurant for brunch in the morning. Of course she was all excited for that night. Several guys had responded on-line saying they would be there and one guy she had been with before had agreed to come as well. So she was anticipating a big event. She had been with three guys before, but never more than that. We talked about what she was going to wear and how the evening would go. We had rented a private room at the club and made arrangements for drinks, etc. We spent the rest of the day doing stuff around the house and trying to relax, though she was a bundle of nerves and kept getting worked up. But evening finally came. We went out for dinner then went to the club. I had ordered a "Happy Anniversary" banner for the room, so we put that up. Things didn't really kick off until about 10:00. We had been at the club for a few hours by then, just dancing and chilling and talking to people. One guy had showed up and we chilled with him a little and she made out with him, but we were waiting for more guys to get started. Then around 10 a guy showed up who knew some other guys and then more guys showed up so she started making out with one of the guys and undoing his pants and then it pretty much got wild from there. Altogether it was seven guys. Some used condoms, some didn't. She wouldn't let anyone cum in her pussy at first, but a guy came in her mouth and on her tits. A guy did finally cum in her pussy. When he pulled out I immediately began to lick her and clean her up. She put her hand on my head and said, "Oh yeah, get it all Baby." They DPed her and she took cocks in her mouth at the same time as well. Some guys left once they had finished. The last guy came in her ass. When he pulled out she had cum dripping out of her gaping hole so I sucked some of the cum out of her ass and then kissed her and told her "Happy Anniversary!" which got a good laugh from her and the guys.

We ended up leaving the club at 1:30, shortly after the last guy finished, so basically she was getting fucked from about 10:30 to 1:15. While they were banging her I was watching and masturbating. I also served them drinks and was tending to her and helped her get into positions. I would sometimes encourage guys to do stuff. I was the one that told them to DP her. Well I told her she should get on top of a guy so they could DP her and she did. Sometimes if she didn't have a cock in her mouth I'd tell them that she needed a cock to suck on, stuff like that.

The next day, yesterday, was a recovery day. We basically slept in late and just laid around the house reminiscing about the night and the year. However, she's been adamant that she wants to really fuck a lot of guys this month since the kids are out of town. So we have plans for tomorrow (4th of July), Thursday night, and Saturday night and then like two nights a week for the rest of the month. She had me sit down with her with Kasidie and the calendar so we could coordinate who she's going to fuck on which nights and how to arrange things with all these guys. She lets me know which guys she wants to fuck again and which guys she doesn't. I make all the arrangements with them. She's told me that I need to ask the guys and find out which ones are ok meeting her with other guys. Some guys want one-on-one and others are ok with more. So she's having me make arrangements for multiple guys in a single night when possible.

She talked a lot yesterday about how much she loved getting gangbanged and how fun it is to be surrounded by guys and have dicks in all her holes and hands. She always has been a sort of needy person, not in a bad way, but like even when it was just us she was always looking for attention. She always wants me to spend time with her and be with her. We've talked about swingers and swapping and meeting couples, because there are a lot of couples at the club and there are many events for couples and sometimes couples will contact us wanting to meet. But she said that she isn't into that because she likes being the center of attention and doesn't really want other women involved. Like she wants to be the only girl in any situation. And there was a time when she said she wanted to experiment with girls, and she did, but she's said that it doesn't do anything for her and she's all about the cock.

We cuddled and kissed a lot yesterday. She said her pussy was sore, so I gave it some gentle kisses. I also started masturbating when we were talking about stuff and I was getting worked up. She told me to stop because it was making her horny and she wasn't sure her pussy could take anymore right now, but I told her I couldn't so I kept going and she started masturbating too. When I started cumming into my mouth she started moaning and had an orgasm too. Then after that she said no more masturbating until Tuesday, cause she needed to recuperate so she'd be ready for the next guy.

So that's where we are. It's been a hell of a ride. But a few takeaways:

1) It's hard with kids in the mix, but she's really determined now so we are able to make stuff happen even when they are around. They are old enough we can leave them at home alone or they can do sleepovers at least a couple times a month.
2) There are real worries about STDs, more than I anticipated. I'd say that condoms are used about half the time, which we both know isn't good, but when things start happening in the moment its very difficult. It often depends on the guy initiating condom use themself. Sometimes there may just be a sense about a certain person and she or I will ask them to use a condom. But the reality is that she loves cum. She loves being cummed on and having cum in her mouth and she gets off on me cleaning her up. She really likes to talk a lot about me eating cum. She has been tested for a pretty wide panel a couple of times now, and all clear.
3) I think we are both surprised at how quickly our relationship has changed, but both love it. Prior to our first hookup last year, we had been monogamous for 15 years together. We had what I think many people would call a good sex life. I'm pretty adventurous and creative. We used lots of sex toys, we watched porn together occasionally. We got into dirty talk. Things changed back and fourth over time, but usually we had sex about once a week. Sometimes more, sometimes less. She never really expressed being such a sex fiend to me. I knew she had been with a lot of guys before me, and I knew she enjoyed sex. There were times when she wanted sex more but I was tired or something and vice versa. But it seemed like our sex life was "good". And I was the one pushing for "having a threesome", and she was a bit standoffish about it. but once it all finally happened, she has turned into a sex crazed manic. She's actually said multiple times, "I think I'm a sex addict now." I, of course, couldn't be more happy.
4) We are definitely very much in love, and we talked a lot on our anniversary about how much we love each other. She's been very appreciative and says often how much she loves me and what I do for her and how she couldn't imagine doing this with anyone else and how she really needs me to help her do this. She's said multiple times that she couldn't do this without me. And while she has on a few occasion meet with a bull she's developed a relationship with on her own, she says she prefers doing everything with me. She's said that when she's by herself she lacks the confidence and just feels too vulnerable and its a bit scary, putting herself out there like that and just hooking up with guys. But being able to do it with me allows her to relax and enjoy everything.
5) Despite point #4, she also likes to talk about being "My Queen" and how she can get whatever she wants now, and how if I'm not a "good boy" she won't let me watch. She likes to also say she's doing all this for me. That is of course all in good fun. I'll often say like, "Ok, well let's stop going to the club then." And she's say, "I want a divorce!" and then we'll laugh and make out and I'll say "Yes ma'am, whatever you want."
6) The last time we had actual intercourse was about 6 months ago. We may never do it again. I didn't anticipate that going into this, but I'm also thrilled with our current situation. We actually talk a lot now about me not being allowed to fuck her anymore since that is only for husbands who mark their territory to keep their wives to themselves. It would turn off other men if I came in her, so I can't cum in her anymore, and I may not be able to hold it, so best if I just don't fuck her at all. She's said that I have to use my own mouth as my cumdump now.
7) She's way more expressive now in talking about sex and what she wants that she ever had been before. She tells me what she likes and doesn't like about each guy. She talks about things she wants to do. She tells me very time she sees a guy that she wants to fuck. She talk about guys at work she wishes she could fuck. She's said that maybe she should get business cards to hand out to random guys she'd like to fuck. She talks a lot about my role of finding men to fuck her. And I tell her that I love my role of finding men for her as well.
8) She get's off on talking about me wanting to fuck her and her denial of me. She likes, or I would say needs, the assurance that I still desperately want to fuck her, which I do. Sometimes while she's masturbating she'll spread her legs at me and ask me if I like what I see and if I want to fuck her pussy. I'll of course say yes, then we'll talk about how I can't. I'll say stuff like about how it would feel so good to cum inside her, and she'll tell me I have to cum in my own mouth now instead so she can be ready for other guys.
9) She started waxing recently. It's funny because yeas ago something came up about waxing and she was like, "Nah I can't see myself doing that." But, about 2 months ago she said she made an appointed to get waxed because she wanted to try it before our anniversary. So she did it, and then she got waxed again about 4 days ago to prepare for her gangbang. She said the girl waxing her made a lot of small-talk and asked about what she was doing. She said she told her our anniversary was coming up and she wanted to be ready for that, and the girl talked about how it was good to "spice things up" for your husband, etc. And she was laughing in her head because the girl clearly though this was for like an intimate night alone together. She said she wanted to tell her it was so her husband could watch her get gangbanged, but she figured that would be a bad idea :p But she said yesterday that she plans to stay waxed all the time now.
10) She is very uncomfortable with pics and video. She doesn't let me take any, though I'm still working on that, as I told her I'd like to. But she is an executive with a high income. She's worried about things getting into the wrong hands or bad consequences. So for now, no pics/video :(

We don't do caging or anything like that. Not that I wouldn't necessarily, but for now that's just not in the mix and I don't really have any desire for it. But yeah, that's basically been our first year. She jumped in with both feet! As of right now, we are more in love than ever and having a blast. She has also said, multiple times now, that she regrets not having started this sooner. She also says she's not sure when she would have really been comfortable with it, and that there was a time when she would have thought something like this was crazy or disgusting, but now she wishes that we had started years ago.
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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by Cdncuck » Mon Jul 03, 2023 9:54 am

Congratulations! Sounds like a great year. Hope you have many more of the same. There is something about women and gang bangs. They either love them or hate them. There doesn't seem to be any middle ground on that. My wife did her first gang bang when we were dating. She was 19. The gang bang is her happy place.

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by Long Lurker 34 » Mon Jul 03, 2023 1:25 pm

CG69 - Um, WOW?! :shock:
-If this last year of your lives were a movie it would be called "The Fast and The Furious" and nothing to do with cars. :lol: :lol:
_ Would your wife every desire a BF who is good GB's etc.

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Mon Jul 03, 2023 9:35 pm

I should add also that there have been other setbacks and challenges along the way. There have been a couple of times that we went to the sex club and weren't able to hookup with anyone. This club has a LOT of couples because they charge like 3X more for single men than couples and women are almost free to get in. So there have been a couple times when we went out and nothing happened and she would get quite frustrated with that and it would usually end up making for a bad night. In fact, the last time we did have sex was at the club on a night when we couldn't find anyone else. Of course there are also the times that we tried to hookup with someone from on-line and they wouldn't show. One time we had even gotten a hotel room for over $200 and ended up just going home and not even staying in it.

Also there is the issue of guys that she's been with but doesn't want to be with again, especially at the club. I would call this a very interesting part of "being a cuck". The "image" of a cuck is often of a "weak", servile, and pathetic guy, etc. But in my experience it takes a good deal of strength and assertiveness when dealing with other guys. If we're at the club and someone is hitting on her that she doesn't like, there are times when I have to step in. Also there are guys she's been with that she's like, "Nope, not again," and they may want to be with her again and may approach her when we see them on another night and I often have to make it clear that she's not interested.

That's part of the reason why she says also that she couldn't do this without me, because she wouldn't really want to deal with all of that on her own. Yeah, I'd say a part of this arrangement for the guy is being able to be a bouncer.

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by wannabecUKold » Mon Jul 03, 2023 10:35 pm

Brilliant posts. Thanks

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by Flint » Tue Jul 04, 2023 4:28 am

Your post is amazing; just been catching up on the earlier ones. Your wife is truly a goddess and you are 'living the dream!' Thanks for sharing your story and in such detail; incredible.

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Tue Jul 04, 2023 6:07 am

It is important to add that everyone's experiences won't be the same, and it isn't a competition. My wife and I met in person in a Meetup group, we didn't meet on-line or anything like that. But, it was a group that was mostly men, like maybe 10 guys to one girl. It was like a science-related Meetup group. But we hooked up fairly quickly. We had sex on the second date, got married after about 2 years of dating. We didn't discuss how many people either of us had been with prior to getting married, but I did know that she had been engaged before but broke it off. But she later told me that she had been with over 100 guys prior to me, that she had slept with two of her college professors, that she had slept with a guy she was nannying for, that she had slept with co-workers (subordinates even). She had one threesome one time, but it was with another girl, and her boyfriend, not two guys.

So, she was no saint going into this. But, she also told me many times that she had cheated on every single guy she was in a long-term relationship with prior to me, and that one of the things she really felt strongly about for a long time was not cheating on me. And she had a job for several years that involved travel to employee locations, where she was in the field with other guys and could have, but she swears she never did, and she quit that job and took a different one in part because she said she didn't like the travel. But now she jokes that if she had known, maybe she would have slept with some guys in her traveling day :) I've told her that I wished she did and that if she did I'd think it was hot and she still says that she didn't.

So, my point is, obviously not every women is like that, and people shouldn't go into this with those expectations. Honestly, she has been way more enthusiastic than I had imagined she would be, which I'm thrilled with. It was actually somewhat difficult getting to the starting point. For a while I didn't think it was ever going to happen. But once it did, the flood gates opened :p

Which also makes me very glad we finally got there, because clearly she was suppressing her desires. The difficulty was that we are still from a generation (we are both in our early 50s now, but she looks 40 I swear and every guys she is with doesn't believe she's 50) where she felt ashamed of her promiscuity and when we got married she left like she really needed to work at "being a good girl". It took years of reassurance from me that I had no problem with her past. We talked about previous guys she was with and guys that she had the best sex with and I was enthusiastic about it and would get turned on when she talked about like the biggest cock she's had or the guy that could give her the most orgasms. She thought that was weird at first, saying that most guys would be jealous and didn't like talking about that stuff. But that progressed and she got comfortable with the idea that I wasn't jealous and that I liked talking about her being with other guys. I'd say that we were in that space for several years, where it just took her accepting that I was actually comfortable and turned on by the idea of her with other guys, in a way that wasn't dismissive of her or because I didn't care about her. So first that had to be established that I loved her regardless of her past and would still love her if she slept with other men. So I think that took a few years to lay that foundation before she could really be comfortable with where we are now.

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Tue Jul 04, 2023 7:13 am

A couple other tips & observations.

#1 We use Google Voice phone numbers a lot. This is helpful for being able to communicate with people while not giving out your real number.
#2 It can be very helpful to have relationships with a few well connected guys. For example there is one guy that we see from time to time, not because he's a great lover, but because he's a nice guy, he's older and he knows LOTs of people in the lifestyle. He has connected her with a few other bulls and is now setting up a large gangbang for her. So yeah, its good to make friends like that :)

And BTW, we are about to head out to meet a potential BBC bull for lunch, and if things go well she'll see him later tonight and/or Thursday. :D

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by Long Lurker 34 » Tue Jul 04, 2023 12:06 pm

cukgrl69 wrote:
Tue Jul 04, 2023 7:13 am
A couple other tips & observations.

#1 We use Google Voice phone numbers a lot. This is helpful for being able to communicate with people while not giving out your real number.
#2 It can be very helpful to have relationships with a few well connected guys. For example there is one guy that we see from time to time, not because he's a great lover, but because he's a nice guy, he's older and he knows LOTs of people in the lifestyle. He has connected her with a few other bulls and is now setting up a large gangbang for her. So yeah, its good to make friends like that :)

And BTW, we are about to head out to meet a potential BBC bull for lunch, and if things go well she'll see him later tonight and/or Thursday. :D
CG69 - Have you ever asked her if there are any guys, from her past, she would really like to meet up with to 'renew' their acquaintanceship? :shock: :shock:
- With the PDA's while she says they are fairly minor, would you like to encourage more of them or would she be open to more of them?

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Wed Jul 05, 2023 6:04 am

Yesterday was interesting. We got a text from the older guy I mentioned previously asking if she could do a gangbang with 10+ guys this Friday. I wasn't really sure what her reaction was going to be, but she was thrilled with the offer, however, we can't do it this Friday. We went back and fourth a little and he's wanting to arrange this at awkward times, like during the week. So at first she was like, "No, this isn't going to work," and then she started thinking about when she may be able to take a day off work to do it. I was a little blown away. So as of now, she had me tell him to shoot for a day in August and she's trying to figure out her schedule. She's thinking about doing it some time when the kids are in school and she can be off from work. I was a little shocked frankly.

Then we met the potential bull for lunch. That went really well. It was at a regular restaurant/bar. We just had wine and appetizers. We were there about 30 minutes early. He's an attractive guy, ex-military, 45 yo, about 6'4" 250, according to his profile. They got quite flirty and when we said goodbye she kissed him on the lips. After he left she said, "I wonder what other people thought about that? I wondered if they know what's going on?"

After that we went out to dinner ourselves and then went home, where we masturbated together and then just settled in for the night and watched fireworks and tv.

So right now I'm both excited and a little freaked. I thought she would have more reservations about the gangbang thing, or maybe only be interested if things were optimal, but she wants to make it happen, kind of no matter what, which I'm a little unsure about. I want it to happen too, but I want to make sure its the right situation.

p.s. Also, after dealing with the gangbang situation, she was like, "I'm basically a whore now, with you and other guys pimping me out."

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Thu Jul 06, 2023 7:49 am

Looks like she'll be having a new BBC for dessert tonight...

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Fri Jul 07, 2023 5:01 am

I posted a couple (not very good) pics in the Hottie forum: viewtopic.php?f=9&t=70412

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Fri Jul 07, 2023 6:32 am

After her gangbang on Saturday and her BBC bull last night, she texted me from work this morning: "Can't stop thinking about things..."

Me: What are you thinking about?
Her: Sends pic of upside down pineapple.
Me: Someone just sent you a link to their profile, you may be interested (It's a local 40 something black guy with a huge cock)
Her: I thought you were my admin assistant. Just sort through this shit and tell me what time my dates are and with whom... LOL ;)
Me: Yes ma'am
Me: Fuck, I'm going to go cum in my mouth now
Her: :)
Her: Ok, now schedule something with this guy :D

Ahhh...

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Sat Jul 08, 2023 8:51 am

Wow, so this month has been even more of a game changer than I had imagined. Today she said that we may continue meeting single guys for a little longer, but that she thinks she's really mainly interested in gangbangs. She has also started talking about me being a "cuck" for the first time. She looked up some shirts she wants me to get for us to wear to the club. One says "Slut Wife" and the other says "Cuck Boy". We were talking about our wedding and she was like, "I had no idea I was marrying a cuck, but I'm glad I did. You like being my cuck don't you?" I showed her my erection and said, "Uh huh."

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Fri Jul 14, 2023 6:31 am

As I posted here, we ended up having sex two nights ago because our plans for her to be with one of her BBC bulls last night got cancelled. But we still went out last night. We went to dinner, then to a bar and then to a strip club.

As I've said, for about one month out of the summer the past few summer's the kids have been away visiting grandparents and going to camps. During this time last year is when she first had sex with another guy and then we went to a sex club. This summer she's gone kind of wild and really gotten into fucking lots of guys even more than before.

So last night we had dinner at a very fancy place, like a $300 dinner. She kept talking about our new lifestyle and stuff. She said she thought our waiter was hot and said, only half joking, I should give him a tip and ask if he wants to fuck her. She'd say stuff like, "Wow, I wonder what all these other women do in their spare time? How many of these wives do you think fuck other guys? I can't believe I used to not fuck other guys."

Then we went to a big rooftop bar. she pointed out all the guys she thought were hot, as she always does now. She was like, "It's so weird going out now not at a sex club. If we were at the club I'd be asking that guy to fuck me already. Would it be inappropriate to just ask a guy if he wants to fuck me while my husband watches?" etc., etc.

So we were like, well we're bored with this place cause we can't fuck anyone here, so what do we want to do now? We were downtown and there was a kind of famous big strip club very near by, like a 3 minute drive. So I suggested we go there. She was like, "I guess". So we went there, and the place was pretty dead, given it was around 9:30 on a Thursday. There were like 20 strippers hanging out in the club with three stages. There were like 3 other guys in there. So she proceeds to take her panties off (was wearing an elegant dress) and put them in her purse while we are standing at the bar getting drinks.

So we went and sat kind of in the middle of the place and she proceeded to spread her legs toward me show me her pussy. We talked about various things and made out a little. I did tip one girl that was dancing nearby. But then a bouncer came over and told her she couldn't expose herself like that. She thought that was hilarious. The girls here did have panties on as full nudity is not allowed in the state. We talked some more and then she was like, "I'm ready to go, let's see if we can get kicked out of here." I was like, "Umm?" So she spreads her legs again and hikes up her dress and pulls me into her, and sure enough, in like 10 seconds 2 bouncers were there and were like, "Ok, lets go, you've gotta leave." She thought that was the most hilarious thing. She was like, "This is so great. I got kicked out of a strip club for stripping!"

So then we went home and on the way she was like, "Damnit, you're not doing a good enough job making sure I've got other guys to fuck. Now what am I supposed to do? Now I'm all horny." We couldn't go to the sex club because it closes at 11:00 on week nights and it was already like 10:30. She was like, "Text so-and-so and see if he wants to fuck tonight." I was like, "No its too late and we have to work tomorrow, so I'll have to take care of you." She was like, "Fuck we did that last night. But you can't fuck me tonight though."

So we get home and she was like, "Let's put some porn on so I can see some big cocks." So I put in a Gangland DVD. We got on the bed and she was like, "Baby what have you done to me? I'm horny all the time now, I'm getting distracted at work thinking about big black cocks and gangbangs, I want to fuck every good looking guy I meet." I was like, "I don't know baby, I didn't realize you were going to become such a sex fiend." She was like, "Yeah, I guess you didn't realize how big a whore I really was. I was always a big slut, but I like being a whore with you better. I've never been able to really be myself with someone before, so now that I don't have to hide it I'm loving it."

I was like, "I'm loving it too. I'm glad we finally figured this out." She said, "Yeah? You like being my little cuck and taking care of my pussy?" I was like, "Uhh huh," and then I went down on her and started licking her. She was like, "Oh yeah, that's a good cuck. Your cock can't satisfy me anymore, but your mouth still does." I was like, "Mmmhmmm." After licking her for a bit I started fingering her. I had just fisted her the night before so I wasn't sure if she'd be ready for it again. But when I started fingering her she was like, "Oh yeah, more." So I got some lube and started working my fist in. She was like, "Fuck yeah, I love the way to fist my pussy." I started getting more intense and she was like, "Gentle, you fisted me last night too remember? I'm still a little sore." But I just kept going. She relaxed and started really getting into it and moving her hips. Then she started grabbing the sheets and was like, "You're a good fucking cuck. Fuck don't stop, keep fisting me. Oh fuck fist my pussy, fist me, fist me, fist me!" Then she grabbed my wrist and made me stop as she screamed with orgasm.

We laid there for a little bit as she recovered and then she was like, "What about you? You didn't cum yet." I was hard as a rock and had been stroking myself since I stopped fisting her. She was like, "I want to see you suck it." So I flipped my legs up over my head and started trying to suck myself. For whatever reason I couldn't do it that well, I was only able to barely get my lips on my head, but I started stroking myself with the head of my cock touching my lips. She was like, "Oh yeah baby, fill your mouth up." Moments later I opened my mouth to take a huge load of my own cum. She said, "Make sure you get it all." I swallowed and was like, "Fuck that was a big load." She was like, "God you're such a cuck!"

Then we cleaned up and I fixed the sheets. We cuddled and went to sleep :)

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by Bones » Fri Jul 14, 2023 10:33 am

What a night! Your wife sounds (and looks) like an incredibly sexy woman.
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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by Johng1953 » Mon Jul 17, 2023 7:20 am

I think I'm in love with your wife!

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Mon Jul 24, 2023 5:57 am

She had a foursome at the sex club on Friday. They all used condoms, but all came on her tits. She picks up guys so easily, its crazy. Yes, it is a sex club, but still. She just gives guys a look and they come right over.

She did a lot of sucking two cocks at the same time, which she really enjoyed. The guys were telling her like, "Yeah, suck both of those cocks, get 'em both in your mouth. Oh that's so hot, I love how you suck both of those cocks." After she talked about really liking have two cocks to suck on at a time. She didn't do DP, but would have one guy fucking her while she sucked the other two.

The last guy got to fuck her ass and make her cum. The guy that got it started was a really tall guy, like 6'6" who said that he was there with another couple who he was staying the weekend with. But that other couple was off doing something else for a while. When he walked by she just gave him a look and he came over. They started talking. She introduced me as her cuck husband. After she introduced me, I asked him if he wanted a drink and he said sure, so I left to get him a drink. When I came back they were making out on the couch and he was fingering her. So I got them a room. We went there and some other guys were watching so I invited them to join.

When they finished I gave each guy a fist bump and thanked them for fucking her. She laid there on the bed covered in cum. I got a towel and cleaned her up. I wanted to lick it all off so bad, but figured it was a better idea not to. We went home after that. I woke up around 5:00 in the morning to her masturbating. I started caressing her and she started talking about how much she liked having two dicks in her mouth at the same time and seeing two guys in front of her shoving their dicks in her face. She talked a lot about one guy that was fucking her really hard while she was on her back and talking dirty to her while she was sucking the other two.

Then we had to go pick up a kid from camp that morning. They were just home for the day basically and we dropped them off at another camp yesterday afternoon.

We had made plans to meet one of her bulls at the club this coming Thursday, but there is another guy that wanted to meet her that day too, so we asked them both and they are both ok with it, so she'll be having a threesome this coming Thursday, assuming all goes well. When we asked her bull about having another guy he said that was a good idea so that they would be able to DP her, which got her very excited. So last night when we were going to bed she was all worked up anticipating this Thursday. We showered together. We have a little bench in the shower and she leaned back on the bench while I soaped her up and bathed her. I washed her pussy and tits and ass. When we got out I put some pink panties on and gave her a back massage and then started licking her ass and then licking her pussy. She was talking about how much she loves being with multiple guys and having multiple dicks to suck on and getting fucked by two guys at a time.

She's also getting waxed again on Tuesday, so we talked about how she's getting her pussy all ready for them and how she'll have a freshly waxed bald pussy for them. I was jacking off now laying next to her. I said those guys were so lucky cause they were going to have a freshly prepared pussy to fuck. And we started talking about my roll of taking care of her and making sure her pussy is always ready for other guys to fuck and how I couldn't fuck her anymore so her pussy would always be fresh and ready for other men. She said, "You gonna enjoy watching both of them fuck me at the same time?" I was like. "Uh huh." She said, "Yeah, you're just a cuck now so you only get to watch." She went on, "I like telling guys that you're my cuck, that way they know they can do whatever they want with me." She always gets guy's names and remembers them and talks about them by name. She said, "When I told Ken (the tall guy from Friday night) you were a cuck I could tell that gave him the green light. He was a little unsure with you right there, but when I said you were my cuck he knew he could have me." I just said, "Yeah." She started masturbating harder and said she was ready to watch me suck myself.

So I got into position with my legs over my head facing her so she could have a good view while she lay in bed masturbating. As I was sucking myself she reached over and grabbed my cock and pulled it down into my mouth more and was like, "Yeah, suck your own cock cuck. God I can't believe you suck your own dick and cum in your own mouth. Oh fuck, I can't wait for those studs to fuck me. I want to tell them that you suck yourself and cum in your own mouth." This was getting me really turned on so I started moaning loudly and stroking myself with the tip of my head in my mouth until I unloaded and she started cumming too.

After swallowing I kissed her passionately. She was like, "Oh Baby, that really got you going didn't it? I might actually have to do that." I just grinned at her and said, "Whatever you want to do."

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Wed Jul 26, 2023 5:03 am

She got her pussy fully waxed yesterday for the first time. She came home and showed it to me but told me I couldn't touch it. This morning she showered before going to work and told me to come feel how smooth it was. We were talking about how she's getting ready for her bulls on Thursday. I started caressing it talking about how lucky they were to get to fuck such a smooth pussy. I started kissing her pussy and she started moaning. She started talking about how she couldn't wait to feel their big cocks in her bald pussy.

I started licking her pussy and ass and she was like, "Oh yeah, don't stop," so I started fingering her ass and licking her clit. She asked me if I had a boner. I said I was hard as a rock. She asked me if I wanted to fuck her smooth pussy and I was like, "Oh God I want it so bad." But she said, "That's too bad, I'm saving it for Mark and Steve." I said, "I know," and started licking her harder. I kept going until she came. After she was like, "Oh Baby, I was just showing it to you, I didn't know you were going to make me cum." I was like, "I just couldn't help myself. Its so hard saving your pussy for all these other men." She was like, "I bet it is. What are you going to do about it?" I said I wanted to cum too. She said I needed to wait until after she left for work.

So when she left for work we kissed and she asked if I was going to go suck myself. I just said, "Uh huh." She gave me another a little kiss and was like, "Ok, go suck your cock."

That was about 30 minutes ago, so...

Edit: She texted me saying "horny". I texted back kissing emoji. She texted back DTFABMH. I said ??. She said DTF Anyone But My Husband. Then texted after that, DTFBBC. I said, "I know, I'll set something up for this weekend." :)

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Fri Jul 28, 2023 6:32 am

Just had an interesting night. So we had plans to meet two guys at the club. One she had been with before, the other not. The new guy had been chatting with her on-line for a while (well really "us" as we both text with guys under her name, i.e. I often text with guys with them thinking they are talking to her, which she knows and wants me to do so I can help arrange things for her, etc.). So we get to the club and the guy she had been with before was there and then this new guy walked in and he's very hot, like very hot. Mid-40s, tan, works out, probably 6'2" 225. Looks like a GQ model. So she's getting wet for him I can see.

So he comes over and we say hi and talk for a bit. Then we go outside and there was a couch that could seat three. I was walking in front and held the door for them, then I took a seat across from the couch and she sat in the middle and they both sat on either side of her. We talked, etc. He is in the medical profession. We were talking about his job and he mentioned that he was on call, and I noticed that he was drinking water. He was saying that the on-call part of it sucked and that was the one big problem with the career.

So anyway, I could see they were hitting things off and I kind of started talking to the other guy and got him to go to the bar with me, so we could leave them alone to get to know each other. we went to the bar and then he went to the bathroom, so I went back on my own and sure enough they were making out on the couch. But then the guy guy came back and he said that he had just gotten a call and had to leave.

So it was like, WTF? So, he leaves and the three of us then go to the bed area of the club and she starts playing with the first guy. And then we see a guy at the club that she's been with before and she invites him to join. The first guy was looking forward to a threesome to begin with so he was down for it. So they start tag teaming her. Then she got into position to get DPed. They were going to try to DVP her, but it was complicated and didn't work out, not that she couldn't have taken it, but it was just awkward positioning and the one guy was having a hard time getting hard enough to shove it in.

I was on the bed with them naked just holding her hand and stuff from time to time and stroking myself. So they move things around and then the first guy starts pounding her ass and then the other guy finally gets going again so they start tag teaming her ass, going back and fourth taking turns pounding her hard. She was moaning and screaming at this point, all in pleasure. This was on a bed in an open are, with other people watching. I was standing behind them watching at this point and could see her ass gaping when they would swap. Then one guy went to the bathroom to wash off and he came back and started face fucking her. The one guy came on her back. The other guy couldn't cum and she was trying to give herself an orgasm so I stepped in and started licking her and then fingering her and then fisting her pussy. She was still sucking the other guy and he was watching me fist her and then I started fisting her ass too, well not full fisting. I had a full fist in her pussy and 4 fingers in her ass. He's calling her a dirty whore and telling her what a slut she is while she's stroking his cock into her mouth and she finally makes him start cumming into her mouth and she has an orgasm finally as I'm like fisting her with two hand and maximum force.

So they had all cum and I think wow that was great. So then the other guy is leaving and then this other guy comes in. And he's attractive and my wife's laying there disheveled, completely wrecked and this guys starts talking to her and trying to make out with her. She at first was like, "I don't know if I can do any more right now. Do you come here often, maybe we can do something another time. But this guys persists." I'm thinking, No way this guy is fucking her right now, she'll turn him away. But no, then she starts kissing him and pulls him onto the bed with her. So I leave real quick to get a drink and give them a little space. I was gone for less than 5 minutes and when I got back he was fucking her missionary style of the edge of the bed. He was going at it pretty hard for a couple of minutes and then stopped and pulled out. I hadn't seen his cock yet, but it was huge. She asked him if he had cum and he said yes. She looked over at me and said, "Your turn", so I went over and got on my knees and started cleaning her up, sucking out and swallowing every bit of cum.

She was talking to him as he got his clothes back on while I was doing that. He left and we got cleaned up and went to the bar area to just chill. She was like, "Wow, what a night." But said she was also very disappointed that the other guy left and wasn't sure if he really got a call or was just using that as an excuse. And wasn't sure if he left because of her or the situation. She was talking about how hot he was and how he was such a good kisser. She said he was fingering her and telling her she was really hot and he was attracted to her, so I said, if it wasn't a real call then it was probably the situation, not really wanting to have a threesome at the moment.

This morning when we woke up she started talking about him and then I went down on her and started kissing and licking her pussy. I told her I loved worshiping and taking care of her well-fucked pussy. She started getting into it and talking about the events of last night and talking about still wanting to fuck the guy that left and hoping she'd get a chance to fuck him too. But we also already have a date setup for tomorrow night for one of her bulls with a really thick cock, so she started talking about that and how she's not sure she's going to be ready for him. But I kept rubbing her clit hard until she came. She was like, "Fuck, you're going to wear my pussy out. We've got to leave my pussy alone until tomorrow night or I'm not going to be able to fuck him."

Meanwhile, the guy that left texted her this morning apologizing for having to leave and said he wanted to see her again. So she's wet again and trying to figure out when she can see him.

And yes, I know, we've got to be more careful. We're getting tested again this month.

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by Trickydicky69 » Thu Aug 10, 2023 4:53 am

Any updates?

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Mon Aug 14, 2023 5:32 am

Trickydicky69 wrote:
Thu Aug 10, 2023 4:53 am
Any updates?
A couple actually.

Last Saturday we got a text from a guy she had been with one time at the club. We weren't planning on going out since the kids are back and school is starting soon. It was about 8:00 pm and he said, "Thinking bout gettn a hotel room with some buddies, wanna party with us?"

I get all the texts. I told her about it kind of thinking that it wouldn't happen, but just thought it was amusing. When I told her she was like, "Oh man, I want to." I was like, "We can't just leave now." She said to text him back and ask him when and where and how many guys. So I did. He said where and could be any time, and would like 3 or 4 other guys.

So she was like, "We could wait for the kids to go to bed, or I could just go." I was kind of intrigued about the idea of her doing this alone. The kids usually go to bed around 9:00 anyway, so I told her to wait until they went to bed but to go by herself because I didn't want to leave them alone. she agreed to that. She started getting ready a little, but was going to just wait until they went to bed to really get ready. So I texted him back and said she would be there around 10:00.

BTW, this guy was in his 20s and my wife is now 53, but looks much younger than she is. This would be the first time for her to ever do anything like this. So we kept texting. He said he got the room and gave me the details. He planned to meet her in the lobby and go up with her. We told him that I was going to be there too just to make it a little more secure. After they went to bed she quickly got dressed in a cocktail dress with a garter and some hose. We talked about it, I told her to text me when she got there and send me a pic of the door. When she got there she said decided to come without me after all. Also, she brought a flask with vodka in it and we agreed that she wouldn't drink anything provided by them just to be extra precautious.

So she went, she texted me when she got there and when she left. When she left she texted, "Fucking amazing!" She was gone for about 2 hours.

She said, "I was basically a free whore". She said they were all in their 20s and they treated her like a whore. No pictures allowed, she made them all put their phones away. All bareback. They DPed her, they put two in her ass at the same time. She let two of them fist her, she said they had never done it before. They came in all her holes. She said it was a huge thrill and she loved it. I told it was amazing and I was glad she was a complete whore now. She just got into bed with me and we cuddled. In the morning we masturbated together before she took a shower.

On another note, she's meeting a guy this Wednesday for coffee in the morning! It's a new guy, and she's never done anything like this either. But we wee having a hard time finding a good time to meet and he was wanting to meet her first before going further. We met him on-line and he said he's very into cuckolding and domination. We haven't really done anything with someone quite like that before. So they are going to meet in a couple of days before work and we'll see how that goes. she's never met anyone in that context before, and again I won't be there.

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by Long Lurker 34 » Tue Aug 15, 2023 10:38 am

cukgrl69 wrote:
Mon Aug 14, 2023 5:32 am
Trickydicky69 wrote:
Thu Aug 10, 2023 4:53 am
Any updates?
A couple actually.

Last Saturday we got a text from a guy she had been with one time at the club. We weren't planning on going out since the kids are back and school is starting soon. It was about 8:00 pm and he said, "Thinking bout gettn a hotel room with some buddies, wanna party with us?"

I get all the texts. I told her about it kind of thinking that it wouldn't happen, but just thought it was amusing. When I told her she was like, "Oh man, I want to." I was like, "We can't just leave now." She said to text him back and ask him when and where and how many guys. So I did. He said where and could be any time, and would like 3 or 4 other guys.

So she was like, "We could wait for the kids to go to bed, or I could just go." I was kind of intrigued about the idea of her doing this alone. The kids usually go to bed around 9:00 anyway, so I told her to wait until they went to bed but to go by herself because I didn't want to leave them alone. she agreed to that. She started getting ready a little, but was going to just wait until they went to bed to really get ready. So I texted him back and said she would be there around 10:00.

BTW, this guy was in his 20s and my wife is now 53, but looks much younger than she is. This would be the first time for her to ever do anything like this. So we kept texting. He said he got the room and gave me the details. He planned to meet her in the lobby and go up with her. We told him that I was going to be there too just to make it a little more secure. After they went to bed she quickly got dressed in a cocktail dress with a garter and some hose. We talked about it, I told her to text me when she got there and send me a pic of the door. When she got there she said decided to come without me after all. Also, she brought a flask with vodka in it and we agreed that she wouldn't drink anything provided by them just to be extra precautious.

So she went, she texted me when she got there and when she left. When she left she texted, "Fucking amazing!" She was gone for about 2 hours.

She said, "I was basically a free whore". She said they were all in their 20s and they treated her like a whore. No pictures allowed, she made them all put their phones away. All bareback. They DPed her, they put two in her ass at the same time. She let two of them fist her, she said they had never done it before. They came in all her holes. She said it was a huge thrill and she loved it. I told it was amazing and I was glad she was a complete whore now. She just got into bed with me and we cuddled. In the morning we masturbated together before she took a shower.

On another note, she's meeting a guy this Wednesday for coffee in the morning! It's a new guy, and she's never done anything like this either. But we wee having a hard time finding a good time to meet and he was wanting to meet her first before going further. We met him on-line and he said he's very into cuckolding and domination. We haven't really done anything with someone quite like that before. So they are going to meet in a couple of days before work and we'll see how that goes. she's never met anyone in that context before, and again I won't be there.
CG69 - Gee if she meets up with these guys again, under similar circumstances, when she is leaving she should ask them all for a dollar each. Then she can come back to you and say she's turned pro. :lol: :lol:

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Wed Aug 16, 2023 4:35 am

She was supposed to meet that guy this morning, but he said he needed to reschedule last night due to a work issue. We'll see.

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Re: Looking back on our first year in the lifestyle

Unread post by cukgrl69 » Mon Aug 21, 2023 2:29 pm

She hooked up with someone at the sex club last weekend and gave him our number (we use a Google voice number for playmates). He's been texting and she told him to arrange things with me. So I started texting with him. We made arrangements for him to see her again. He asked me about the type of stuff she likes and if she would be ok if he brought other guys as well. I said she would like that. He asked if she would do DP and DVP. I told him yes, she'll basically do anything. Apparently she hadn't said anything to him about me being "a cuck", because he asked, "Do you play with other women or are you a cuck?" I said, "I'm just a cuck." He said, "That's what I thought. Perfect." I said, "I don't get to fuck her, so that she can stay ready for studs like you." He said, "Perfect. We'll use her hard. I can't wait to play with her huge tits and DVP her." I texted back. "She'll be ready for you."

Also, she's seeing the guy I mentioned previously this Wednesday morning.

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