Almost there, again, maybe..

[mattyg_2671]

So my punishment. Excuse me if this is not your thing, like I said I had an internal debate whether to post this as it is more BDSM, but is is part of our dynamic. Bear in mind that she’s playing a part for me for this, I’m not sure that she actually enjoys it (apart from the face slapping, she likes that!). She says it’s more like amusement that she feels, but she plays the cruel dominatrix part very well, very convincingly.

I reminded her yesterday of how this all started. She used to straddle me and slap my face, which used to amuse her and she seemed to enjoy doing it. See the story link in The Library above for more details.

She had forgotten that completely but wanted to try it again.

She asked me this morning when I would be free. I asked her why. She said “You’ve got some begging to do, as I recall.” I feigned ignorance but she was not buying it. “Don’t act ignorant, you’re going to get your arse thrashed and I’m going to make you to beg me to do it.” I paused, swallowed nervously and told her I would be free at 10am, in 1 hour, just after a work call. “Right. 10 it is. Come and see me then.” I wondered how she was going to make me beg her to thrash my ass!!

As the work call progressed towards 10am I couldn’t keep my mind on it, my heart started to beat faster and my nervousness grew. As the call ended, I steeled myself and presented myself to her.

She ordered me to fetch one of our straight backed dining chairs and place it in the bedroom. She used handcuffs to hold my hands behind the chair and belts to bind my ankles to the chair legs. She straddled on my lap. I asked if she would consider doing it topless and she was happy to oblige, throwing her top onto the floor exposing her magnificent pert breasts and only dressed in her small jersey shorts (no panties).

She had me look into her eyes and told me not to move under any circumstances. She raised a hand and slapped my cheek, I didn’t move although it hurt. She used her left hand on my other cheek as I continued to look deep into her big brown eyes. She had a look of amusement at my acceptance of her treatment. On the next slap I glanced down at those tits bouncing as she hit me, it was beautiful to see, but she noticed and hit me harder then put her finger under my chin to tilt my eyes back to her face “Up here mister, don’t do that again.” She feigned a slap, watching me closely and laughed at me as I winced in anticipation of the blow that didn’t land. Then she quickly followed that with several in succession. My cheeks were burning a little and each slap rattled my head, but those beautiful eyes kept me enraptured.

She finished by saying sternly “Right, that’s a good start, it really got me in the mood. Face down on the bed now, let’s get you ready.”

I lay face down on the bed, she had strapped my legs together at the ankles and knees with 2 belts cinched tightly, my knees bent under me to thrust my ass into the air. She placed handcuffs around my wrists so that my hands were under my body, no way to cover my arse with them. I was totally immobile and at her mercy, this is the first time we’ve done that and it felt very intimidating. There would certainly be no flailing around and kicking legs to avoid the strokes or causing a stray blow to my balls this time.

“I want to give you an escape option,” she started, which surprised me. “If you still want the chance to fuck me on your birthday, then I want to hear you beg me for this thrashing. And you need to convince me that you want it. If I’m not convinced, or you don’t want it, then you escape the punishment but you lose the chance to have sex with me in June. I want you to know that he (her lover) still might decide the answer is “no” but at least you know the option is still currently on the table. I love to hear you begging and pleading, it makes my pussy wet. But you need to be aware that I’m in the mood to hurt you. So, what do you say?”

Fuck. That’s called a Catch-22. She had me. Genius. I really could not give up even the smallest chance to have sex with her again after so long denied, and I think she knew that. I had to do it, even knowing that her lover was likely to deny me my birthday fuck anyway.

“I want you to punish me, I deserve it.” I heard my voice say. “Please thrash me. Pleeeease, I really want you to, I need it. Pleeease!!” I sounded almost desperate, I convinced myself anyway.

She knelt down next to my head and her bare breasts were in front of my eyes again, I could see her nipples were very hard. She stroked my hair, saying in a soft voice. “Good boy. I know that sometimes the anticipation is worse than the actual event, but this is not one of those times. I can see you’re shaking, and I can almost feel your fear. I love that.”

She is a natural at this…

“Right then, how many do you deserve?” I didn’t know what the right answer was, but she had mentioned 50 at some point so I went with that. “Er, I think you said 50?”

“Beg me for it then!” She barked. I did. She made me count them out loud.

She started with my belt to soften me up, which was bad enough. She moved onto a bamboo cane which made me grunt in pain and shout out loud as I felt it cutting into my arse and the backs of my thighs.

After the cane she picked up the dreaded riding crop. “I’m going to give you the escape clause again now, before we use this. Same terms.” She waved the crop in front of my face. I shuddered. “Convince me to use it.”

I begged again, pleaded for it.

“How hard do you deserve to be hit?”

“Pleeease, very hard. Pleeease do it hard.”

I convinced her. She threw the belt onto the bed and told me to roll it up and put in my mouth to bite down on and muffle my cries. I struggled to bring my cuffed hands up to do that, before putting my face back on the bed and I clenched my teeth on the leather.

I looked in the bedroom mirror and our eyes met. I saw a little smirk cross her face as I watched her almost naked form in awe as she raised her arm and brought the crop down. The feeling of liquid fire splashed across my bottom and i yelped loudly and wriggled in my bonds, totally helpless. “Fuck, ouch, fuck, fuck, fuck!”, I cried, the belt still between my teeth, which made her laugh out loud. She paused for several seconds between each stroke, occasionally kneeling next to my head, stroking my hair again and taunting me “Are you sure you want more?” Each time I would say, with an increasingly shaky and uncertain voice, “Yes please, please give me more” because I knew to give up now have meant it was for nothing. “OK. Your decision” she would say.

I have to say that she is getting very good at measuring the pace and severity to get it just right, just at my threshold but never over it. And if she delivers a particularly hard one, she’ll pause to let me recover.

Occasionally she will stop and run the tip of the crop down the crack of my arse, pushing the end against my asshole. Sometimes through my legs to run it along my cock. This makes me push back against it and murmur in pleasure, which amuses her more. She knows that this will make me want her to give me more strokes to maybe feel that sensation again.

So, when I got to 50 I even begged her for more! She told me sternly that I deserved one more very hard one, I groaned a desperate “No”, to which she simply hissed “YES”, loudly, and duly obliged.

She released the bonds and lay me back on the bed as she stood over me.

“Right, masturbate”. She demanded.

I started to stroke my cock, gazing longingly at her tits. She reached down and squeezed my balls firmly, digging her nails into my sac. She started to tell me about her lover and taunting me about what I was missing, how good he fucked her and how much fun it is to deny me.

As I got close to cumming she slapped my balls, not hard enough to hurt badly, but hard enough to sting a bit. She almost literally slapped the cum out of them as i spurted on my stomach., as she said “That’s it, good boy. Cum for me, cum on yourself .” Which pushed me over the edge as I imagined her encouraging her lover similarly, but knowing that his cum explodes deep inside her delicious pussy with her shapely legs wrapped around him.

She told to say thank you, which i did profusely, and I told her she is my dream woman, and I mean it. She said “That’s nice”.

It felt like it an hour had passed, in reality I looked at the clock and the whole thing was over in just over 10 minutes.

We went for a nice long walk afterwards and had a nice long chat about everything, back to normal.

[elina]

Thanks Mattyg,

Really appreciate you sharing; and as you said: those who cannot understand this should just look elsewhere.

But was everything really "back to Normal"; or more like "back to a New-Normal"?

I think for every time a Dominant Lady like your Wonderful Wife does something like this to Her submissive cuck who accepts that this is what is needed to take him further down the path towards a completely devoted sub, something evolves into both the Lady and Her sub. You have been experiencing your Wife's dominance and cuckolding activities grow, She is more and more confident and Beautiful for every day that goes on.

Landmark events like these tends to be another little notch on the spiral; or is this not the case to you?

Sincerely
elina

[mattyg_2671]

Elina, yes, she made me kneel and kiss her bare feet several times and thank her, the she left me to recover and dress for our walk. And absolutely, back to normal.

[trecital]

I understand your reason for adding a warning at the beginning of your post. And I'll echo 'elina' in saying that if this isn't your 'thing', then look elsewhere.
But I do believe it belongs in the cuck forum, as it's part and parcel of your cuckold dynamic.
No reason, of course, why you can't also post it in the BDSM forum.

I must say that I enjoyed your post very much.
The part about being tied to a chair was very familiar to me. I was sat in a wooden frame chair, each leg tied to the corresponding leg of the chair, my hands tied to a cross bar of the chair behind my back. Yes, like you, my wife sat on my lap facing me, my erect cock held under her crotch......"Don't you dare try to wiggle it up into my pussy.....". And then she played with her bare tits, right in front of my face, teasing me all the time, knowing I couldn't touch them, and how desperately I wanted to. "Ahhh, poor boy. Did you want to play with them, like my boyfriend does? He loves playing with them". Used to drive me wild.
I can appreciate your situation.
Unlike you, I wasn't capable of taking a great deal of pain. And to be fair, my wife wasn't capable of giving it.

But it's very erotic to read your account. So, thank you.

Only thing I'd add....
If anyone reading this feels that they too would like to be spanked, belted, whipped etc, very hard...... do not try this if you haven't already tried milder versions of punishment.
Just because mattyg says he is capable, just, of taking this level of discipline, please don't assume that you will be able to as well. Each person's pain threshold is different. Start with mild punishment/discipline and work up slowly, over many sessions, to arrive at your threshold.

[venus-can99]

Thanks mattyG for this very erotic account of your punishment. I cringed when reading about the crop being used, but I still found it very arousing and made me very wet.

[Rogueuser1]

Love it - thanks for sharing the details! Don't be afraid to post here ---- there will always be some trolls but many of us will just be happy you are posting and sharing

[mattyg_2671]

But was everything really "back to Normal"; or more like "back to a New-Normal"?

Landmark events like these tends to be another little notch on the spiral; or is this not the case to you?

Sincerely
elina

Sorry Elina, I missed your meaning. Yes you’re right, back to our new normal!

Time will tell whether it’s another notch on a spiral. We both feel that you have to keep pushing boundaries and stretching limits if you want to avoid things getting stale.

For example, she shared some texts with her new lover last night, talking about their trip and things to do together next time to keep it exciting:

Her; I’ve been thinking about fucking you all day. Very distracting. Can’t get you out of my mind.

Him: Me too. I’ve been thinking about tying you up. Spreadeagled on the bed. Teasing you with my cock.

Her: OMG that’s hot. I’ll be begging for it. I’ve never done that.

Him: I actually brought some straps to do that last week, but I thought it would be too much so I didn’t suggest

Her: I wish you had! We need to that next time. Tie me face up, tease me. Fuck my mouth and make me gag. Lick me and finger me till I’m begging for your cock. Then you can fuck me any way you want!

Next time their going to a spa hotel so they’ve also been talking about being naughty in the pool, jacuzzi and sauna. He’s intrigued by her butt plug so she’ll take that. She wants to save new things each time she meets with him to maintain the excitement.

[Long Lurker 34]

But was everything really "back to Normal"; or more like "back to a New-Normal"?

Landmark events like these tends to be another little notch on the spiral; or is this not the case to you?

Sincerely
elina

Sorry Elina, I missed your meaning. Yes you’re right, back to our new normal!

Time will tell whether it’s another notch on a spiral. We both feel that you have to keep pushing boundaries and stretching limits if you want to avoid things getting stale.

For example, she shared some texts with her new lover last night, talking about their trip and things to do together next time to keep it exciting:

Her; I’ve been thinking about fucking you all day. Very distracting. Can’t get you out of my mind.

Him: Me too. I’ve been thinking about tying you up. Spreadeagled on the bed. Teasing you with my cock.

Her: OMG that’s hot. I’ll be begging for it. I’ve never done that.

Him: I actually brought some straps to do that last week, but I thought it would be too much so I didn’t suggest

Her: I wish you had! We need to that next time. Tie me face up, tease me. Fuck my mouth and make me gag. Lick me and finger me till I’m begging for your cock. Then you can fuck me any way you want!

Next time their going to a spa hotel so they’ve also been talking about being naughty in the pool, jacuzzi and sauna. He’s intrigued by her butt plug so she’ll take that. She wants to save new things each time she meets with him to maintain the excitement.

M# - I have to say I'm surprised there hasn't been some more feedback from those at the party for which your 'reveal' was a surprise.

[trecital]

Party? Reveal?
Did I miss something?

[mattyg_2671]

I think LL is getting mixed up with DDW’s thread!

I wouldn’t mind that party!

[mattyg_2671]

There’s not been a lot to report for the last couple of weeks until today. She’s just left for a night of sex with the guy she went overseas with.

They’ve been swapping messages and have a wish list of things they want to try.

They’re staying at a spa hotel so she wants to get fingered and fucked in the pool, the hot tub and / or the steam room.

She’s taken some of her sex toys and they both want him to fuck her whilst she has the butt plug in her ass, and they want to try the vibrating cock ring! If possible she wants to be fucked outside against a tree from behind, semi publicly with the risk of being seen, which has always been a fantasy of hers.

They also had the following exchange on WhatsApp last week:

M: I’m spending some alone time this afternoon picturing you tied to a bed and at the mercies of my perverted desires!

F: that’s hot, feel free to elaborate.

M: picture being tied spreadeagled to the bed in just your stockings, a vibrating sex toy inside you that I’m controlling remotely whilst I fuck your mouth. I’m searching for the setting that makes toy suck my cock as hard as possible. My cock is throbbing and I’m trying hard not to cum on your face, but I’m so close that my pre-cum is on your lips and running over your chin and down your neck.

F: oh fuck we need to do this. Your pre-cum will be going down my throat. Tie me so I’m on my back so you can cum in my mouth, on my face or tits, wherever you want. Use me for your pleasure however you want.

M: it’s happening next time

F: I know, I want it to happen

So she’s taken her handcuffs too!

When we started this she told me that she would be exclusive to her lovers and would not be having sex with me, EXCEPT on my birthday and at Christmas on the condition that her lover gives me permission. She’s been true to her word so I have had no PIV sex since September, but my birthday is coming up in just over 2 weeks. She is planning to ask him if I would be permitted to have sex with her for my birthday. She’s been teasing me that he’s extremely unlikely to allow it, and they’ll probably conspire together to continue to deny me. I don’t know why but when she talks like this she knows it turns me on and makes my dick hard. She laughs at me, strokes my dick and tells me that it seems like I want him to say “no” too and that maybe we should just wait till Christmas for the next chance.

Even if he agrees, she has told me that I must wear a condom (she doesn’t want my “stuff” inside her), and she’ll set a timer for 10 minutes maximum. Obviously he has full, unlimited, bare access and cums inside her whenever he wants.

She has promised she will try to get some pictures for me, and maybe even a WhatsApp call while they are going at it.

[venus-can99]

Thanks for the update mattyG. Looking forward to reading accounts of her lover fufilling her fantasies.

[elina]

Thanks Mattyg,

Off course, your Wife will now how to phrase the question to get the answer She wants Her BF to provide....
If you really want to get inside of Her for your BD, the riddle you have to solve is what you need to do to ensure this is what She wants.
Not an easy one and if you can't answer by yourself I don't think anyone can help you.....

Sincerely
elina

[mattyg_2671]

Thanks for the comment Elina. I think it’s pretty clear that she enjoys the power of denying me so I’m certain that’s what she wants to do.

On Saturday night they visited the spa pool and hot tub but it was too busy to do much more than grope and wrap her legs around him whilst kissing. When they got back to the room they fucked pretty much non-stop for 4 hours until he shot a big load deep in her pussy with a growl.

They started in the shower, he sucked her nipples and went down on her and she on him, before he fucked her from behind as she braced herself against the wall of the shower. She said there was a lot of him mouth fucking her, he didn’t cum in her mouth but she swallowed a lot of pre-cum. She said he made her gag a few times and apologised until she told him she loved it and he could be much rougher. He even took 3 great photos for me, of her lying on her back with her head off the edge of the bed and him fucking her mouth. The pics show bra half off, and her nipples erect with arousal.

He fucked her with the butt plug in her ass which he loved, she rode his cock, grinding her pussy whilst resting her head forward on his shoulder. He fucked her on top as she hooked her ankles behind him and pulled him into her as deep as possible. She said she loves looking down in this position and seeing his cock going inside her. She says his cock is a bit longer than mine but much thicker! Ouch.

Since she got back we’ve had a couple of interesting conversations which have surprised me about her current mindset. She’s started getting interested in the idea of a MFM threesome. “Great!” I said rubbing my hands. I had misunderstood that I might be one of the M’s. “Not with you silly, 2 OTHER guys. You know that it’s not for you anymore!” She always giggles and rubs my cock at this point, enjoying the teasing and knowing that I’ll be getting hard.

The other thing that really surprised me was when we talked about possibly going to a sex party. I said that she would likely be very popular and she’d need to be careful she didn’t end up as the focus of a gangbang. “Although knowing how you are at the moment you’d probably enjoy it!” I added as a joke, thinking she would be horrified. But she shocked me.

“That’s definitely something I would do,” she replied, dead serious, “the only problem for me would be that the guys would have to wear condoms and I hate condoms. But I’d love to be the centre of attention like that.”

I asked her if she was being serious. “Of course I am, I wouldn’t joke about it. I mean, let’s say it’s 5 or 6 guys at once. That would mean I’ll have only had sex with 11 or 12 men in my life, which isn’t many. So I wouldn’t be a slut, would I? Beside I imagine you wouldn’t say no to watching that would you?”

“Fuck no, that would be amazing.” I admitted. “And if you’re going to sex with a bunch of strangers then I’ll definitely be joining in!”

“Nope! Absolutely not. You’d have to wear your cage so you can’t try anything. I’d love to see your little cock bulging through the bars of your cage trying to get hard, and the frustration on your face while I fucked everyone else except you! It would turn me on even more. If you were naughty and tried anything I’d make sure you were bent over the bed and punished in front of everyone. But then you’d probably love that wouldn’t you.” She giggled, and rubbed my cock through my jeans again, admitting that she enjoys being mean and teasing me.

So those are the discussions that lead me to believe she has no intention of allowing me inside her anytime soon, even for my birthday. Since she returned on Sunday I’ve not really any sexual contact with her except for deep kisses, fondling her and her teasing me with her naked body. She wanted to save her energy as she is seeing him again tonight, another overnight. 2nd night in the last 4 nights. So i helped her get ready, choose the lingerie as she modelled it for me, and took her bags to the car. She told to expect a good ass fucking with the strap on when she returns tomorrow, and if I’m good, she’ll let me jerk off over her feet again.

As it’s the last time she’ll see him before my birthday she made me write a formal request to ask for his permission to have sex with her on my birthday. Happy to share the message if any interest.

I sent it to her phone and she read it while we were together. She couldn’t stop laughing and teasing me. She said that they would discuss it tonight, it would provide amusement for them to discuss my predicament as they fucked each other’s brains out.

She’s en route to the hotel now.

[venus-can99]

thanks for the update mattyG. Curious as to what you wrote to him asking for his permission to have sex with your wife. Looking forward to details on her return

[mattyg_2671]

Ok Venus, here is what I wrote. I’m not sure my case or argument is particularly strong:

“Dear X, I hope you are well. As you probably know, (wife) has graciously (and reluctantly I think) offered me the opportunity to have sex with her on my birthday, but only on the condition that I gain your approval! So please consider this as my formal request for your permission to have sex with (wife) on my birthday in 2 weeks. It would be amazing to enjoy her beautiful body fully once more, it has been several months so I would be very grateful. I know it’s asking a lot, so I would understand, accept and abide by any decision you make, including any conditions you may wish to apply. Thanks for considering my request.”

Let’s see what he says. I’m not sure I rate my chances very highly. As she said to me “What would you say if you were him? He’s going to want me all to himself and he’s not going to want you humping me with your tiny dick like a horny little dog.”

[elina]

Dear Mattyg,

Thanks for the updates.
It is fascinating following your Wife's evolution.

Sometime Less is More and I happen to think your note is short and to the point, I don't think you writing anything else would change anything.
And as I said before; I am pretty confident he will answer what he believes your Wife wants him to answer....

Good luck and please let us know once you know the decision.

Sincerely
elina

[venus-can99]

Thanks mattyG I agree with elina - he would want what your wife wants - likely you wont be enjoying piv sex with her on your birthday but then again would be interesting to hear what the formal answer is.