NON FICTION:Barb D, Her dating other men as a "single" woman
Posted: Mon Oct 22, 2012 12:13 am
Part 1
For those of you who have been following the true, erotic adventures of my wife Brabara and I, and with her being with other men, you are probably aware of the many erotic adverntures we had with other guys....... even before we were married and she was a long time live in girfriend .
As I previouly said, we were/are soul mates and have stood the test of time and tribulations of our lives together . We both have a blue collar background and I used to be a R&R musican
This installment concerns what transpired when we were in out mid/late 30s.
Barb was at that age (and stiil is) a sexy and feminine woman with a still slim figure who never failed to turn me on and attact other men with her 36b- 26 -38 figure. She was aproaching her sexual prime
None the less, we wound up in a bit of a rut. It was a while since she had a steady boyfriend and her dates became few and far betwen compared to where we once were.
I should point out that we had no children as it was eventually discovered that she probably could not conceive ...... long story. However, she no longer really needed to worry about getting pregnant as it was only a remote possibility.
She now became a bit moody at times and I reconized this as her behaviour in the past before she became a hot girlfriend/wife and just cheated. She was now obviously getting restless for another man. When I playfully told her that she better get a new steady boyfreind to fuck, she replied that she was not meeeting anyone she liked lately and wished we could move to the town where my new job was located because, she then could most likely meet more (and better) men there.
Barb further explained that she could even be more anonymous there with other men and have the freedom to do much more as it was a larger city. She was not presently employed then and most of our "normal" friends who knew nothing about our "other life" had moved away as had most of our families.
My new job was in a larger city about 40 miles away and I had to admitt that it was a hassle to commute .
We dicussed it for a few days and decided that we would indeed make the move and I would start to look at apartments there .
This was the shot of renewal we needed.
Our sex became like old times and became very passionate again as we frequely talked about her pending freedom to do whatever and we agreed that this was an opotunity to reivent ourselves in a new, larger city. Exactly what this reinvention would be was not discussed however....... we just were both full of excited aticipation of the erotic unknown together.
Our lease for our present apartment would be up shortly and I started to look at some apartments in the city we would move to.
I should restate that Barb was always a bit old fasioned about everything it in spite of herself. Even though she loved to be a slut at times, she feared that some would find out who she did not want to know. I shared her feelings and concerns on this.
However, in the new city she/we would not care as she would have no past to live up to and any new friends we made would know all about her from square one .
Barb also decided that she would get a job there. With her experience in retail management it would not be difficult to find somthing she liked.
I began to have a very erotic, radical idea that I constantly thought about but, I was afraid how she would react to it.
It became an obsession that kept my cock frequenty stiff when thinking about it and I had to tell her.
One part of my idea was that we would get a two bedroom apartment and she would then be able to date and bring men over to her own bedroom. I had experinmented with sleeping on our sofa bed in the past when it made erotic sense to do so, but Barb having her own bedroom would make it much easier and much more erotic.
We had decided long ago that we both love for Barb to fuck other guys in private for the most part. I do watch her get fucked on ocasion though, particularly when she has a new steady boyfrind...... just once to burn into my brain the image of them fucking.
I finally told Barb that part of my idea.......... explaining that she could decorate her bedroom anyway she liked and it would be her private, femine liar for whatever she wished to do there......her own room to bring a boyfriend to.
I would take the other bedroom and decorate as I saw fit. She was imediately all for it,
So it was settled that I would look at only two bedroom apartments...... in a good neighborhood of course .
The other part of my idea was a more radical and erotic to say the least. Those who have been folliowng my/our evolution would know how addicted I had become to my wife having steady, intmate, even romantic boyfriends, etc and I definately wanted to expand on this in a very erotic and perverse way.
I wanted my sexy wife to date and act basically as a single woman would .
Yes, we would still live together but, in seperate bedrooms. However, she/we would tell our new aquantices that our mariage had become a just matter of convience for us and were were still very amicable toward each other. We would also tell them that Barb was compleltely free to date other men with my complete approval and blessings .
A few days later I finally summed up my courage and told Barb about it. My cock grew stiff as I told her how I wanted her to date and act like a single womam and all the details about it that I had at that point.
Barb was obviously very intrigued and turned on about it but, she had some questions of course.
For one thing, she wanted to know "what would be different than the situation we now have" ?
The difference would be that while now, she had to get permission to go on a date in advance and tell me most details about what she might be doing. I would usually give it as long as we had nothing planed togerther.
I explained that the difference would be that she would no longer would have to get my permission for anything at all as long as we had nothing planed together. All she had to do was call me an tell me she was she was OK and she could tell me as much or as little as she wanted to....... it was totally up to her . I repeated that I wanted her to date and interact with men as a single woman would for the most part, with no questions asked by me. She could have any affair she wanted to and tell me as little as she wanted about it. She could keep it all a secrete from me if she wished...... she could do just about anthing she wished. I would always be there for her.
I then reminded her of having her own bedroom and she could treat it as any "single" woman would and she could invite men over to fuck her anytime she wanted and did not need my permission as long as she was "cool" about it.
I told her that I wanted her to freely enjoy her sexuallty with other men to its fullest....I wanted to experiment to see where it took us.
Being in her 30s, it was a given that she now was now more mature and no longer went in for loud partying or loud people etc. She also had shown good her good choice of men over ther years and never went for a-holes.
She never did any drugs except alcohol and cigarettes. We both smoked cigarettes back then.
Barb had to digest all this for a few minutes as we discussed it. We both loved very erotic scenarios involving her and other men.
She finally said "OK" somewhat tentatively but lustfully. She had one more question.however. "What about my wedding ring"? she asked, now getting very serious.
Yes, her ring, of course she could no operate as a single woman if she wore her wedding ring ....... I had though about that and made a previous decision.
With a stiff cock I told her that she could take it off whenever she wanted to explaining that I was serious about her dating as a single woman . My wife then coyly smiled and said in a serious but erotic tone , "If that's what you really want baby cakes, take it off my finger right now and show me that you're serious about it". She then slowly held out her hand for me.
With a somewhat trembling hand and a very hard cock, we looked into each other's eyes both knowing what was about to happen,. I then slowly, lovingly removed her wedding ring almost ceremoniously.
We were now in uncharted terrritory........ even for us! She had taken it off briefly a few times in the past with my approval but this was different This was not just for a night or weekend for a bit of temporary pretense. It was now removed for an indefinate period and for reasons that were much more profound and potentially erotic. We then kissed passionately as if to reaffirm our love for each other but, also to let each other know we were both on the same page about this..... albeit each for different reasons of course..
Now, we both were almost giddy with erotic excitement comtemplating what the future might bring as we further discussed it.
I soon found a very nice first floor two bedroom apt in a upscale apt complex in a great area. One bedroom was a bit larger than the other and off the bathroon with the other bedroom next to it . I explanined to the rental manager that we needed two bedrooms as we need some extra storage space and that I often snored too much (not at all true) and need a extra bedroom where I could sleep on ocasion so my wife could get some sleep..... and for ocasional visitors . The agent smiled and said she fully understood as her husband snored. It was perfect but, I needed my wife's input. So I put a small, none refundable deposit on it until the weekend..
That weekend, my wife and I looked at the apartment together and she loved it also, pointing out it was close to publc transportation as she just recently learned how to drive belive it or not.. Anyway, we took it and made plans to move.
Moving is a colossal haasle and I wont bore you with it.
After finally moving everything..........we started to decorate it. We had all we needed for the most part except for Barbara's bedroom So, we when shopping for its furnishings.
She didn't forget that I told her she could decorate in a feminine fashion anyway she wanted to and she went for it . She selected a feminine white dresser and lingerie chests, etc, along with other feminine furnishings like curtains etc.
Then of couse, it was time for her to pick out a bed and mattress. She first settled on a feminine, brass headboard and standard bed frame.
On to the mattress........knowing it will be only for her to sleep and fuck other men on, it was left completely up to her of course to the confusion of the salsmen. You should have seen his face when I playfully asked her if she was sure that it was OK for Barb and her boyfriend to have sex on. Her bedoom funiture was delivered and set up. Gradually, over the next few weeks, we just concentrated on making it our home and decorating her bedroom........her private feminine lair.
We then often fucked like newly weds, us not only hot for each other but, also for our new life here
We always fucked in my bedroom at this point as I wanted to keep her bedroom stictly for her and other men . I still had her weding ring and kept it in a safe place.
Eventually, we got the apartment straightend out and decided to finally embark on our intended adventure..She was anxious to get a job and meeting men ...... including perhaps getting a new steady boyfriend............ all as a "single" woman.
She started by getting a job at a local malll almost within waliking distance but, accessable by public tanspotation. She would get her own car soon anyway .
She soon met some nice guys at the mall and I guess old habits die hard as she asked for permission to go out with on of them . She explained that she asked around and found out he was a long time, well liked and respected employee and........ she was attracted to him .
I reminded her that she is now "single" and no longer needs my permission. I told her to just be carefull, use some common sense, have fun and I would support anything she does. I simply wanted her to call me if she was not comming home after work as planned for example. . She did not need to tell me much more than. She only needed to let me know that she was safe and OK She had shown through the years that she has good taste and judgment .
Barb then adimitted that she told the guy that she lived with her husband who was a reall nice guy but it was now only a marriage of convience and they slept in seperate bedrooms........ explaining that we no longer had sex (not true) and and that she had complete my complete permission to date other guys.
That was perfect I thought.. Everyone at her job, etc would know she was available and sexually starved
BTW, at her age then, she was reaching her sexual peak and was now telegraphing more than ever that she was on the prowl for a good fuck.-
We put a plan in place. She gave him our phone number (the days before cell phones) and he was instructed to call a certain time on a thursday night . I of course answered the phone and asked if it was 'XX"? When he said yes, I told him Barb was expecting his call and I would get her. I then pretended she was in the bathroom and would be on the line in a couple of minutes which gave me a chance to talk to him. I related that I hoped he was not scared off by Barb having a husband but, he was free to date her. However, I would like to meet him before he takes her her out that weekend as I was concerned about her safety. So, I would like to meet him when he picked her up...adding that I heard he's a nice guy. I then added jokingly that I was looking forward to some peace and quite alone this weekend so he should keep her busy. This was just a big hint to let him know I wanted him to fuck Barb and he did not have to return her until he wanted to.
Barb then got on the phone and they obviously were talking about me for one thing. Finally, they confirmed the date for the next night (friday) and he would indeed pick her up so I could meet him.
They would be going out to dinner and ....... who knows what else but there would definatly be some fucking. Anyway, we were on our way to our new liife
The next night after work, Barb got ready and dressed sexy and feminine but classy as always for her date in a taylored slim skit and nice blouse, etc She looked more rediant and happier than she had in a long time. Barb always needed variety in her sex life and this is what she definately needed to revitalize herself. Waiting for XX to arrive, I reminded Barb that she was now "single" and she should act acordinly. I told her to have an erotic but safe time and she should call me every day just to to let me know she is OK . I did not need to know any details that she did not want to tell me about any given date, etc . However, I would love to know whenever she got fucked whenever she wish to tell me about it.as it would of course, turn me on........ as she knew it would.
"XX" arived and he was quite handsome, well dressed and clean cut....... and appeared a bit younger than Barb. She reallly knew how to pick them I thought. iI seemed that the older she got, the younger she liked her men .
Barb showed him her private bedroom and then, mine ......... just so he knew she was not kidding.
Finally, I said to them in a playfull, goading tone, "are you two going to kiss or what" sending a clear signal to him. They kissed briefly as Barb did not want to run her makeup but, he got the hint.
As they were leaving, I just said cheerfully " have fun..... I'll see you in a day or so" They letf to disappear into the night together.
So, this was it!
The new chapter in our life together has begun.. She was now for all social purposes, a single woman and had all the freedoms that it allows her. Would she use her new freedom wisely? Would she like being "single" more than being married? Well, we have been throught a lot together and never had a "normal" marriage up to this point and we are still together . However, there are no guarantees in life and anything is possible . I admitt that it's the danger of it all that became part of the turn on for me,
OK.... XX and Barb only went out for a few times more before Barb met someone else more to her liking as she now had quite a pick of men in this new city. However the second time they went out, she came back with him unanounced late at night (saturday) and after a bit of small talk among us. Barb took him to her bedroom to fuck. Her bedroom had now been oficially christened as her private sex lair that she could bring men to anytime she pleased..........unannounced if she chose to do so.
Barb admitted that she enjoyed being free to do whatever she liked and was able to bring a man to her bedroom without asking. I admitted that I really liked it also....... more than I imagined it would, . I reafirmed that I wanted her to be completely free to fulfill herself sexually and emotionally with other men as a single woman and I would alway be here for her. I told her she should continue bring men to her bedroom anytime and as often she wanted......stressing that it was her bedroom .
However, she was stil not completely clear about what I wanted her to tell me about so, agin I told her she just needed to call only me if she would not be coming home when planned so I would not worry . She could even have a secret affair if she wanted....... go on a vaction with a boyfriend etc,,......anything at all............ no permission needed...... she just had to telll me she was going, etc...... " you are now " single".... remernber"? "I want you to completely enjoy your freedom and I will always be here for you.
It was a situation that we both loved .
Barb gradually took full advantge of it. She got her own private phone line installed in her bedroom with her own answering machine (this was before cell phones) and she would go into her room to talk in private to whoever about whatever.
Brarb's hair was aways dark brown and long. However, she soon surprised me by cutting it much shorter and bleaching it blond, saying that it was much easier to take care of and she just wated to be a blond Personally, I thought it looked a bit trashy, like a hooker but,, that only excited me.
She quickly increased her scocial contacts who all only knew her as a single woman. Barbara then brought men to her bedroom with increasing frequency as I continued to sleep in mine. I never knew when she would bring someone home to fuck her to repeted orgasms as I listened to them fuck on the other side of the wall in my bedroom
Fortunately, athough I could clearly hear what went on in her bedroom from mine, there was good sound insulation between apartments. She mainly had some regulars that came over often and they were the ones who really fucked her thoroughly half the night.
She would ocasionally bring men over for the weekend and I would just be an acomodating third wheel keeping out of theiir way.
Barb had enough sense not to bring a complete stranger to our apartment and the ones she brougt home were men she go to know a little first.and were always the clean cut "upscale" type. She also had the sense to tell the guys that they are never to come over uninvited or they would no longer get to fuck her .. Most every guy complied. and the couple that didn't were soon cut off.
One thing we both agreed on was she should not date anyone from our apartments unless she really liked him and he was very discreet about it. As the old saying goes, "you shouldn't crap where you eat"
Bab has a lot of street smarts and knows how to take care of herself.
I would not be honest if I did not say that it was an extreme, erotic turn on never knowing when she would bring a man home and then listening to them fuck!
She would sometimes just go on romantic dates and either either fuck at her date's place, at a motel, or come home with her date to fuck in her bedroom with her never telling me exactly what she might be doing.
As Barb told me, even she did not always know in advance where they would wind up fucking. The choice was usually hers and it depended how she felt at any given moment.
Other times, she would just call and tell me she would see me in a few days. etc (and would call me nightly) with me assuming she had a stud lined up to fuck her senseless for a few days. Not knowing was a exciting for me. As she never had to tell me anying she did not want to , I never knew exactly what the status of any relaionship was.
I also never knew if she was having a secret affairs . Sometimes she would get upset and tell me her date did this or that as If I was her girlfried or something and I would try to comfort her.
To be honest, I wished she would go on more romatic dates but, she was having a great time just going from man to man and getting serouus about no one.
I sometimes never knew exactly who she was with, where she went, how many men may have fucked her in any given night etc. As I said, she was reaching her sexual peak and she now became sexually insatiable needing to be frequently, sexually debauched. I did worry about her at times but I had to put my faith in her judgment .
Barb had pulled a few trains in the past and now, she she started to pull a few more again as she expanded her contacts ......... at a couple of upscale bachelor parties and at some upscale house parties, etc. She never liked the standard gang bang with many men all over her at once. and prefers to fuck her gang bang studs one at time in private.... one on one............ one after the other. She very wisely always had these supervised by a doninant, alpha stud who had her well being in mind agreeing that what she says is law.
I always made shure she had plenty of her favorate condoms with her, in her purse at all times and I took perverse pleasure in purchasing them for her.
She was now a sexy, mature slut......and more then ever, a fantastic, mult orgasmic fuck and she played the part well.
I found myself acually looking foreward to her next "gang bang." as this was an extra erotic taboo, with me never knowing how many men would fuck my wife on those nights. All she usually told me is she usually lost count of guys and orgasms after the first few guys. However, I sometimes got the feeling that she just didn't want to tell me the full truth about it, prefering to keep what happened private between her and her studs.
BTW, Barb had previously inforned me that whenever she "pulled a train", if she liked a guy, she would fuck him missionay style, her favorate position. However, if she felt any sort of adversion to any guy, she would offer herself doggy style, still giving him a great fuck.. She liked be in control. However, she admitted that she liked a really stiff drink or two before starting to remove any vestiges of her inhibitions so she could enjoy it to its fullest. So, maby she really did not always remember completely.
Barbara, my wife, the woman I love, had finally become the slut....... the strumpet....... and yes, the the whore of her dreams and was in her sexual prime! She was thuroughly loving it......... as I was, albiet for our individual reasons.
I should point out that she told me that she loves to be a slut at times, going back as far as when she first became a "hot girlfriend". She even proudly calls herself a slut .
Down through through the years, she ocasionally fucked guys for "favors" and even cash I discoverd. Barb had admitted to me years before, back when we were stiil just living together, that some of the nights when she stayed out all night, she would go to a few certain local bars and discretely "turn a trick"....... going to a motel to fuck for money........when she met an apropriate guy as she loved the excitement of it.
She admitted all this well after the fact when we first decided that she coud becom a "hot girlfried" before we got married and she bared a lage part of her soul to me.. She told me then that it made her feel very desiable and sexy knowing that a guy would actually pay to fuck her. It was strange but, as desirable and sexy as she was, she never really considered herself that sexy. No, she was not a raving beauty in the classic sense but, she has a great body with small but well proportioned breasts, a pretty face and has a very sensuous, feminine demeanor about her.
Anyway, she now admitted that she was currently doing this again........sometimes going to the local Holiday Inn or Howard Johnson lounge etc where there were usually passing businessmen at thr bar, to discretely turn a trick because, she again found it very exciting, even more exciting than before. She was actually an old pro at it like I said so, it was easy for her. She knew exactly how to handle herself and she relished the feeling she got when whoring herself as a classy hooker.
So, yes, she was now oficially a whore and I found that very excting also. It gave me something new that was perversely erotic to think about when I masturbated.........my wife, the sexy whore! Knowing how she fucked, I was shure she was a damn good whore to!
I soon convinced her to allow me to drop her off at the local Howard Johnson lounge one saturday night as she was dressed in her finery so she could turn a trick. It was extremely erotic to say the least....... dropping her off and comtemplating how I freely helped my wife to be a whore.
She then returned home about 2.00 am and told me all about it as planned, as we agreed to....... at least as much as she wanted to tell me.
However it seemed more or less about the same as she described years ago as her regular procedure
Barbara said that after this handsome busness man (who was about 40) bought her a drink and sat next to her, they of couse started talking. He eventually sensed that she might be a hooker (he was probaly looking for a hooker to begin with and he found one.... my wife) and they discretely engaged in the obligatory verbal dance around the issue with him realizing that he could indeed take her back to his room to fuck but, it would cost him..... ..... a small figure that she coyly alluded to . Barb, very discretely almost in passing, said that she should be leaving....... be getting home soon as she had to work in the morning and........that she needed the X amount of dollars (a relatively small amout) she would make that morning at work to help pay her rent.
OK.... they had an understanding even it was not overtly spoken. After he bought her a couple of more drinks, they eventually went back to his room, with the (false) pretence that he just got Barb a bit drunk and that was the only reason she agreed to fuck him. Upon entering his room together, Barb freshened up in the bathrrom as he left the money on the dresser . He then went to the bathroon as Barb did the obvious, putting "it" in her little purse. They fucked, with Barbara giving him the full, sensous hooker treatment. He was completely satsified, and and she soon left to get a taxi to take her home.. She had a great time as he did.also.
It was not about the money, it was all about the excitement of it for her.........the money was just a token amount ...... just $20.
She had previously told me that $20 was always her basic price but did ask for more depending on the situation . Don't foreget that this was years ago when $20 was worth more than it is now and the world was a safer place in general.
Of course she could not be too obvious about it. So, in addition to alternating between the lounges, she could not visit any one of them too often. Even so, vitsiting any given lounge about twice a month never raised any suspicions and there were a few upscale motel lounges around she would " visit" twice monthly . In any event, when there was crowd she would just be another gal on the prowl there.
So, for a while this became an onging thing for her... ........do the math.
She actutually liked the idea of me dropping her of at a lounge to do her "thing" and I began to do so whenrver she asked or allowed me to..
With a stiff cock, I aways asked myself to what level of perversion I had sunk to every time she got out of my car, dressed in her classy "working clothes" and walked into a motel lounge to turn a trick. I would then wonder who the guy would be tonight who would be paying her for a one night stand, what would he look like, etc and how well he would fuck my whore wife, me knowing that, at least he would experience a great fuck and how much she will enjoy being a whore for him.
Anyway, at least she just fucked them once in the relatively safe upscale motels and she never saw them again . This became one of her her main sexual outlets besides a few "regular" guys who contiued to fuck her and the ocasional pulling a train . She would tell me, " I'm not getting any younger"
She was usually a classy dresser and a well groomed "mature" lady at her job but, she was definately a sexy, muti orgasmic slut/whore none the less.
To be perfectly honest, It was not easy to accept that my wife was a whore. However, given the circumstances, it was not that different from the other things she was doing. So, it only took a short while for me to accept it. But when I did...........
Yes, I experenced perverse, erotic depraved pleasure that made my cock rock hard knowling that my wife was a whore, a prostitute, a hooker . No, not a streewalker but, a whore none the less. Don't forget, this was completely her choice, what she truly wanted to do. I was just going along for the "ride" .
She loved/loves to dress in slim skirts with a translucent blouse and high heels.
Her small but sexy breasts are often barely supported by a flimsy, sexy little bra that often does very little to conceal them. Barb has always liked knee length slim skirts saying she likes the confinement of them that makes her feel sexy and more feminine. Although she wears "sheer to waist" pantyhose, she much preferes thigh high stockings, tiny bikini panties, (sometimes with crotchless panties) when she is on the prowl or has a date, etc. This is not to say she does not get comfortable in jeans etc when it's prudent or the mood strikes her. Of course, she also liked/likes apropriate dresses.
We now lived in a larger city where she could become anonymous when she wanted to and she took full advantage of that fact, reveling in it.
We both loved the intensely eroitic, taboo, perverse aspect of it all. She was now completely in charge of her life and I was sometimes just an observer and a caring home base for her.
I took some comfort in the fact that she was always level headed, street wise and knew not to do anything stupid. I had faith in her judgment as she never showed to be reckless with her well being/safety.
She now seemed about the happiest she had been in a long time and that made me happy for her..
Actually, some weeks she just stayed home (in addition to the times she stayed home when she had her periods) and all she did was to maby invite one of her regulars over to fuck her and our lives were relatively tame and othewise "normal". By "regular" I mean they might fuck her once, rmaby twice a month. She had a couple of her regulars that fucked her bareback.
I told her that she should always be sure to have a a least one guy at all times that can cum in her and she agreed.
I aways was extra nice to those guys. and made shure Barb had a stiff drink when apropriate to "loosen" her up so she would give them the best fuck possible.
She never did get a car and always depended on the men in her life or public transportation to get where she wanted to go. One important advantage of this is she never had to worry about drinking and driving which afforded her the freedom to drink, loose inhibitions and not worry about it. I'm not saying she became a drunk, far from it. She just liked to take the edge off with a stiff drink or two removing any inhibitions and feel as sexy and erotic as possible. I should stress however that she took drinking and driving very seriously and took a taxi, maby stayed overnight, when there were no sober people around.
In contrast, other weeks, I rarely saw her and did really know what she might have been doing and with whom. She would just call nightly just to say "I'm OK"
If she was with a known gentleman who I trusted, we might agree that she did not need to call me at all for a few days etc.
As I said, at first we fucked regularly but, it quickly it became less and less often . Finally at one point we decided that we should fuck at least one a month......... just to help maintain our bonds. The rest of the time I masturbated often thinking about our situation, the multitude of men that were fucking her and what she was diong When we did fuck it was intensly erotic for me and it was more like fucking an very experienced slut girfriend or prostitute.......not really like fucking my wife as she no longer seemed like one...... in the classic sense at least ..
However, I now loved her more than ever. I was also more turned on than I ever was about my wife being such a slut. The taboo aspect of her not weaing her wedding ring was an erotic turn on for both of us that contued to grow more intense as time past.
It was at this point that I started performing oral sex on her when she ocasionally allowed it. I enjoyed it as an act of complete submission to her sexuality.
However It was not as pleasuable for me as when she had a steady boyfriend. I needed that to really enjoy it......I loved submitting orally to their relationship as her steady fucked her bareback.
I was in an almost constant state of arousal.....sometimes, never knowing what she might be doing or be with on any given day or night ... not knowing what to expect........ when she would be home... etc.. All I was sure of was she was frequently on her back, spreading her legs for men. I was in hot wife heaven thinking about all the sexual pleasure she was giving and receiving from all those men. I was so vicariously into her sex life and I did not want her to slow down. How all this turned me on never ceased to amaze me considering how jealous and hurt I once was of Barb being with another man when she was just my live in girlfriend. I often actually had to ignore what she was doing so I cound get some sleep and keep my job. There were times when I just got to sleep and I was awakened to the sounds of Barb getting fucked in her bedroom.
I wouild then be stroking my stiff cock while straining to hear every sound of the lovemaking, wondering exactly who the guy might be. Often, I never knew who it was (if i did not reconize his voice) as I was never told and I never asked . Not knowing who was fucking my Barbara right on the other side of the thin wall was always extra erotic for me..
When she was not home, I would often go into her bedroom to masturbate as I reveled in thinking about all the men who had fucked her in it. I reveled in the photos of her with other men on her dresser. I reveled in the blatent femininity of her bedroom ........all the sights and fragrances of it.
I admiit that I looked in her clothes closet, her dresser and lingerie chests, etc. I looked at all her sensuous clothes and lingerie that she wore for other men.
However, I wondered about her little locked box that was in her dresser.
When I finally admiited this to Barb, she laughed playfully and said she assumed that I was doing all that, However, she coyly reminded me of her little locked box adding that "a single gal has to have some secrets".
Yes, I wondered what was in the locked box but, I did give her free rein to act single. Admittedly, I found it exciting not knowing . BTW, I eventually found out that it mainly contained some porno photos of her and some money that she earned turning tricks.
Oh, we stiil had more or less "normal" a life together at times We planned doing various things together. We were often basically like just good friends and we frequently just held hands or cudeled on the sofa while watching TV while home alone together.
However she played the part of single woman to the hilt and enjoyed it completely, having the very best of both worlds.
Barbara was rarely mean or inconsiderate towards me for the most part but, I do not want to give the impression that it was all fun and games because it definately was not
Barb was always a dichotomy of sensual interests and emotions and that is one reason why I always loved her. However, now this just intensified and she would sometimes get a bit arrogant about her new freedom saying that I got what I whished for so what's my problem, etc. if I would try to rein her in a bit for her own good. I had to admitt that she was right of course and accept what I helped create. Through it all though, it was mainly just intensely erotic and we got along great the majority of the time.
Also, yeah, we had our little arguments as any two "room mates" would
What did the men think of me? I only know mainly what Barb told me. She said that they mostly could not understand how I would allow my sexy wife to date and be fucked by them. Some though that I might be gay at first but, soon found out that I wasn't while most thought I was just strange. However, most were very friendly towards me as they had no reason not to be. A couple of guys did get nasty to me but, soon found out that I would not tolerate it.
I was always an alpha male but, I must admitt that I grew to love being slightly dominated by Barb. No, nothing cruel or very hulmiliating but, I loved how she was completely in charge of her sex life and inteacting as a single female with me freely giving up all control over that. To be completly honest, she also had control over most of my life also . It seemed that all I did at times was to go to work, come home and vicariously live though my wife's sex life. I actully was glad at times when Barb was "away" as I then could be more relaxed and peaceful....... feeling more "normal". and eating more properly. Then she would come home and I would get all excited and turned on again ..........getting a stiff cock with that old, familure feeling in the pit of my stomach that I learned to love and hate at the same time, but it was a feeling that I was drawn to like a moth to a flame.
We never really disussed this but, I'm shure she knew.....she had to. So, the dynamincs between us did change of course.
She knew exactly what buttons to push, and what ones not to push to maintain her erotic upper hand without pushing me over the edge.
Somtimes, it was difficult for me to remember just how "normal" our life together once was before we embarked on this insane erotic odyssey together and I suspected that Barbara felt the same way.
Our former life together now started to seem like a just dream at times . Which is the real Barbara........ the "old" Barb or, the "new" Barb or, are they one and the same and always were? Will she ever need or want me anymore as a "husband" as before? After all, she originally agreed to all this quite readily. Does she has any respect for me anymore? Does she has any real respect for herself ? Do I have repect for myself ? How long can this go on?
Anyway, this was my, her, our life now and in spite of all my cocerns it stiil was very exciting most of the time.
However, something was still missing . It's been about 10 months so far and she did not yet have a steady boyfriend which was something we both loved her to have in the past . I also missed perfoming oral sex on her when she had a steady who fucked her bareback. I also thought that Bab now having a (goood) steady boyfried would be good for her.
She was having such a great time with everything else that she did not have time for a steady. Neither one of us wanted her to really stop any of her other sexuual activities though. Personally, I just wanted her to maby slow dow a bit at times .
Barb did admitt that she missed the romance and intimacy of a steady boyfriend that she did not get with the multitued of mosly impersonal lovers, even if she liked them
She just need to find a happy medium finding room and time for both. We agreed that would she would strive for that
We now had the absolutely ideal set up and arrangement for her to have one main man who would be her favorate. She now had complete freedom to date a steady boyfriend as a "single" woman and we agreed she should finally take full advanage of it. I imagined that after all that had occured, Barb having a steady, romantic relationshio would be tame in comparison . Barb having a steady boyfrind was great and erotic a few yeas ago. when she first had a couple of boyfriends . However, now, with our current lifestye and history, who knows what will happen.
Barbara decided to actively seek a steady boyfriend and date him totally as a "single" gal, telling me that I wiil never learn that I should be carerful what I wished for. She then got serious and pensive telling me that one of these days I wiil loose her forever. However she had to admiit that she loved her current lifesyle and I no longer had a real say in her life anyway unless she wanted my imput which was happening infrequenly at best anymore........ reminding me that I gave her this freedom . In spite of what she told me, I told her that I would take my chances, reminding her of all we had been through over the years and we are still together.
In any event, we also decided that we would eventually tell him how much it actually turned me on, not that we just "have a marriage of convience" as we were telling everbody so far.
Barb expressed some half hearted concern about how it might be difficult for a gang bang slut like her to find a steady boyfriend but, I told her that I suspected that it would not be that difficult at all once they fuck her a few times and she explains her proposition. "After all", I joked, "he will not want to marry you, just take you out to dinner and fuck you".
This is the end of part 1.
For those of you who have been following the true, erotic adventures of my wife Brabara and I, and with her being with other men, you are probably aware of the many erotic adverntures we had with other guys....... even before we were married and she was a long time live in girfriend .
As I previouly said, we were/are soul mates and have stood the test of time and tribulations of our lives together . We both have a blue collar background and I used to be a R&R musican
This installment concerns what transpired when we were in out mid/late 30s.
Barb was at that age (and stiil is) a sexy and feminine woman with a still slim figure who never failed to turn me on and attact other men with her 36b- 26 -38 figure. She was aproaching her sexual prime
None the less, we wound up in a bit of a rut. It was a while since she had a steady boyfriend and her dates became few and far betwen compared to where we once were.
I should point out that we had no children as it was eventually discovered that she probably could not conceive ...... long story. However, she no longer really needed to worry about getting pregnant as it was only a remote possibility.
She now became a bit moody at times and I reconized this as her behaviour in the past before she became a hot girlfriend/wife and just cheated. She was now obviously getting restless for another man. When I playfully told her that she better get a new steady boyfreind to fuck, she replied that she was not meeeting anyone she liked lately and wished we could move to the town where my new job was located because, she then could most likely meet more (and better) men there.
Barb further explained that she could even be more anonymous there with other men and have the freedom to do much more as it was a larger city. She was not presently employed then and most of our "normal" friends who knew nothing about our "other life" had moved away as had most of our families.
My new job was in a larger city about 40 miles away and I had to admitt that it was a hassle to commute .
We dicussed it for a few days and decided that we would indeed make the move and I would start to look at apartments there .
This was the shot of renewal we needed.
Our sex became like old times and became very passionate again as we frequely talked about her pending freedom to do whatever and we agreed that this was an opotunity to reivent ourselves in a new, larger city. Exactly what this reinvention would be was not discussed however....... we just were both full of excited aticipation of the erotic unknown together.
Our lease for our present apartment would be up shortly and I started to look at some apartments in the city we would move to.
I should restate that Barb was always a bit old fasioned about everything it in spite of herself. Even though she loved to be a slut at times, she feared that some would find out who she did not want to know. I shared her feelings and concerns on this.
However, in the new city she/we would not care as she would have no past to live up to and any new friends we made would know all about her from square one .
Barb also decided that she would get a job there. With her experience in retail management it would not be difficult to find somthing she liked.
I began to have a very erotic, radical idea that I constantly thought about but, I was afraid how she would react to it.
It became an obsession that kept my cock frequenty stiff when thinking about it and I had to tell her.
One part of my idea was that we would get a two bedroom apartment and she would then be able to date and bring men over to her own bedroom. I had experinmented with sleeping on our sofa bed in the past when it made erotic sense to do so, but Barb having her own bedroom would make it much easier and much more erotic.
We had decided long ago that we both love for Barb to fuck other guys in private for the most part. I do watch her get fucked on ocasion though, particularly when she has a new steady boyfrind...... just once to burn into my brain the image of them fucking.
I finally told Barb that part of my idea.......... explaining that she could decorate her bedroom anyway she liked and it would be her private, femine liar for whatever she wished to do there......her own room to bring a boyfriend to.
I would take the other bedroom and decorate as I saw fit. She was imediately all for it,
So it was settled that I would look at only two bedroom apartments...... in a good neighborhood of course .
The other part of my idea was a more radical and erotic to say the least. Those who have been folliowng my/our evolution would know how addicted I had become to my wife having steady, intmate, even romantic boyfriends, etc and I definately wanted to expand on this in a very erotic and perverse way.
I wanted my sexy wife to date and act basically as a single woman would .
Yes, we would still live together but, in seperate bedrooms. However, she/we would tell our new aquantices that our mariage had become a just matter of convience for us and were were still very amicable toward each other. We would also tell them that Barb was compleltely free to date other men with my complete approval and blessings .
A few days later I finally summed up my courage and told Barb about it. My cock grew stiff as I told her how I wanted her to date and act like a single womam and all the details about it that I had at that point.
Barb was obviously very intrigued and turned on about it but, she had some questions of course.
For one thing, she wanted to know "what would be different than the situation we now have" ?
The difference would be that while now, she had to get permission to go on a date in advance and tell me most details about what she might be doing. I would usually give it as long as we had nothing planed togerther.
I explained that the difference would be that she would no longer would have to get my permission for anything at all as long as we had nothing planed together. All she had to do was call me an tell me she was she was OK and she could tell me as much or as little as she wanted to....... it was totally up to her . I repeated that I wanted her to date and interact with men as a single woman would for the most part, with no questions asked by me. She could have any affair she wanted to and tell me as little as she wanted about it. She could keep it all a secrete from me if she wished...... she could do just about anthing she wished. I would always be there for her.
I then reminded her of having her own bedroom and she could treat it as any "single" woman would and she could invite men over to fuck her anytime she wanted and did not need my permission as long as she was "cool" about it.
I told her that I wanted her to freely enjoy her sexuallty with other men to its fullest....I wanted to experiment to see where it took us.
Being in her 30s, it was a given that she now was now more mature and no longer went in for loud partying or loud people etc. She also had shown good her good choice of men over ther years and never went for a-holes.
She never did any drugs except alcohol and cigarettes. We both smoked cigarettes back then.
Barb had to digest all this for a few minutes as we discussed it. We both loved very erotic scenarios involving her and other men.
She finally said "OK" somewhat tentatively but lustfully. She had one more question.however. "What about my wedding ring"? she asked, now getting very serious.
Yes, her ring, of course she could no operate as a single woman if she wore her wedding ring ....... I had though about that and made a previous decision.
With a stiff cock I told her that she could take it off whenever she wanted to explaining that I was serious about her dating as a single woman . My wife then coyly smiled and said in a serious but erotic tone , "If that's what you really want baby cakes, take it off my finger right now and show me that you're serious about it". She then slowly held out her hand for me.
With a somewhat trembling hand and a very hard cock, we looked into each other's eyes both knowing what was about to happen,. I then slowly, lovingly removed her wedding ring almost ceremoniously.
We were now in uncharted terrritory........ even for us! She had taken it off briefly a few times in the past with my approval but this was different This was not just for a night or weekend for a bit of temporary pretense. It was now removed for an indefinate period and for reasons that were much more profound and potentially erotic. We then kissed passionately as if to reaffirm our love for each other but, also to let each other know we were both on the same page about this..... albeit each for different reasons of course..
Now, we both were almost giddy with erotic excitement comtemplating what the future might bring as we further discussed it.
I soon found a very nice first floor two bedroom apt in a upscale apt complex in a great area. One bedroom was a bit larger than the other and off the bathroon with the other bedroom next to it . I explanined to the rental manager that we needed two bedrooms as we need some extra storage space and that I often snored too much (not at all true) and need a extra bedroom where I could sleep on ocasion so my wife could get some sleep..... and for ocasional visitors . The agent smiled and said she fully understood as her husband snored. It was perfect but, I needed my wife's input. So I put a small, none refundable deposit on it until the weekend..
That weekend, my wife and I looked at the apartment together and she loved it also, pointing out it was close to publc transportation as she just recently learned how to drive belive it or not.. Anyway, we took it and made plans to move.
Moving is a colossal haasle and I wont bore you with it.
After finally moving everything..........we started to decorate it. We had all we needed for the most part except for Barbara's bedroom So, we when shopping for its furnishings.
She didn't forget that I told her she could decorate in a feminine fashion anyway she wanted to and she went for it . She selected a feminine white dresser and lingerie chests, etc, along with other feminine furnishings like curtains etc.
Then of couse, it was time for her to pick out a bed and mattress. She first settled on a feminine, brass headboard and standard bed frame.
On to the mattress........knowing it will be only for her to sleep and fuck other men on, it was left completely up to her of course to the confusion of the salsmen. You should have seen his face when I playfully asked her if she was sure that it was OK for Barb and her boyfriend to have sex on. Her bedoom funiture was delivered and set up. Gradually, over the next few weeks, we just concentrated on making it our home and decorating her bedroom........her private feminine lair.
We then often fucked like newly weds, us not only hot for each other but, also for our new life here
We always fucked in my bedroom at this point as I wanted to keep her bedroom stictly for her and other men . I still had her weding ring and kept it in a safe place.
Eventually, we got the apartment straightend out and decided to finally embark on our intended adventure..She was anxious to get a job and meeting men ...... including perhaps getting a new steady boyfriend............ all as a "single" woman.
She started by getting a job at a local malll almost within waliking distance but, accessable by public tanspotation. She would get her own car soon anyway .
She soon met some nice guys at the mall and I guess old habits die hard as she asked for permission to go out with on of them . She explained that she asked around and found out he was a long time, well liked and respected employee and........ she was attracted to him .
I reminded her that she is now "single" and no longer needs my permission. I told her to just be carefull, use some common sense, have fun and I would support anything she does. I simply wanted her to call me if she was not comming home after work as planned for example. . She did not need to tell me much more than. She only needed to let me know that she was safe and OK She had shown through the years that she has good taste and judgment .
Barb then adimitted that she told the guy that she lived with her husband who was a reall nice guy but it was now only a marriage of convience and they slept in seperate bedrooms........ explaining that we no longer had sex (not true) and and that she had complete my complete permission to date other guys.
That was perfect I thought.. Everyone at her job, etc would know she was available and sexually starved
BTW, at her age then, she was reaching her sexual peak and was now telegraphing more than ever that she was on the prowl for a good fuck.-
We put a plan in place. She gave him our phone number (the days before cell phones) and he was instructed to call a certain time on a thursday night . I of course answered the phone and asked if it was 'XX"? When he said yes, I told him Barb was expecting his call and I would get her. I then pretended she was in the bathroom and would be on the line in a couple of minutes which gave me a chance to talk to him. I related that I hoped he was not scared off by Barb having a husband but, he was free to date her. However, I would like to meet him before he takes her her out that weekend as I was concerned about her safety. So, I would like to meet him when he picked her up...adding that I heard he's a nice guy. I then added jokingly that I was looking forward to some peace and quite alone this weekend so he should keep her busy. This was just a big hint to let him know I wanted him to fuck Barb and he did not have to return her until he wanted to.
Barb then got on the phone and they obviously were talking about me for one thing. Finally, they confirmed the date for the next night (friday) and he would indeed pick her up so I could meet him.
They would be going out to dinner and ....... who knows what else but there would definatly be some fucking. Anyway, we were on our way to our new liife
The next night after work, Barb got ready and dressed sexy and feminine but classy as always for her date in a taylored slim skit and nice blouse, etc She looked more rediant and happier than she had in a long time. Barb always needed variety in her sex life and this is what she definately needed to revitalize herself. Waiting for XX to arrive, I reminded Barb that she was now "single" and she should act acordinly. I told her to have an erotic but safe time and she should call me every day just to to let me know she is OK . I did not need to know any details that she did not want to tell me about any given date, etc . However, I would love to know whenever she got fucked whenever she wish to tell me about it.as it would of course, turn me on........ as she knew it would.
"XX" arived and he was quite handsome, well dressed and clean cut....... and appeared a bit younger than Barb. She reallly knew how to pick them I thought. iI seemed that the older she got, the younger she liked her men .
Barb showed him her private bedroom and then, mine ......... just so he knew she was not kidding.
Finally, I said to them in a playfull, goading tone, "are you two going to kiss or what" sending a clear signal to him. They kissed briefly as Barb did not want to run her makeup but, he got the hint.
As they were leaving, I just said cheerfully " have fun..... I'll see you in a day or so" They letf to disappear into the night together.
So, this was it!
The new chapter in our life together has begun.. She was now for all social purposes, a single woman and had all the freedoms that it allows her. Would she use her new freedom wisely? Would she like being "single" more than being married? Well, we have been throught a lot together and never had a "normal" marriage up to this point and we are still together . However, there are no guarantees in life and anything is possible . I admitt that it's the danger of it all that became part of the turn on for me,
OK.... XX and Barb only went out for a few times more before Barb met someone else more to her liking as she now had quite a pick of men in this new city. However the second time they went out, she came back with him unanounced late at night (saturday) and after a bit of small talk among us. Barb took him to her bedroom to fuck. Her bedroom had now been oficially christened as her private sex lair that she could bring men to anytime she pleased..........unannounced if she chose to do so.
Barb admitted that she enjoyed being free to do whatever she liked and was able to bring a man to her bedroom without asking. I admitted that I really liked it also....... more than I imagined it would, . I reafirmed that I wanted her to be completely free to fulfill herself sexually and emotionally with other men as a single woman and I would alway be here for her. I told her she should continue bring men to her bedroom anytime and as often she wanted......stressing that it was her bedroom .
However, she was stil not completely clear about what I wanted her to tell me about so, agin I told her she just needed to call only me if she would not be coming home when planned so I would not worry . She could even have a secret affair if she wanted....... go on a vaction with a boyfriend etc,,......anything at all............ no permission needed...... she just had to telll me she was going, etc...... " you are now " single".... remernber"? "I want you to completely enjoy your freedom and I will always be here for you.
It was a situation that we both loved .
Barb gradually took full advantge of it. She got her own private phone line installed in her bedroom with her own answering machine (this was before cell phones) and she would go into her room to talk in private to whoever about whatever.
Brarb's hair was aways dark brown and long. However, she soon surprised me by cutting it much shorter and bleaching it blond, saying that it was much easier to take care of and she just wated to be a blond Personally, I thought it looked a bit trashy, like a hooker but,, that only excited me.
She quickly increased her scocial contacts who all only knew her as a single woman. Barbara then brought men to her bedroom with increasing frequency as I continued to sleep in mine. I never knew when she would bring someone home to fuck her to repeted orgasms as I listened to them fuck on the other side of the wall in my bedroom
Fortunately, athough I could clearly hear what went on in her bedroom from mine, there was good sound insulation between apartments. She mainly had some regulars that came over often and they were the ones who really fucked her thoroughly half the night.
She would ocasionally bring men over for the weekend and I would just be an acomodating third wheel keeping out of theiir way.
Barb had enough sense not to bring a complete stranger to our apartment and the ones she brougt home were men she go to know a little first.and were always the clean cut "upscale" type. She also had the sense to tell the guys that they are never to come over uninvited or they would no longer get to fuck her .. Most every guy complied. and the couple that didn't were soon cut off.
One thing we both agreed on was she should not date anyone from our apartments unless she really liked him and he was very discreet about it. As the old saying goes, "you shouldn't crap where you eat"
Bab has a lot of street smarts and knows how to take care of herself.
I would not be honest if I did not say that it was an extreme, erotic turn on never knowing when she would bring a man home and then listening to them fuck!
She would sometimes just go on romantic dates and either either fuck at her date's place, at a motel, or come home with her date to fuck in her bedroom with her never telling me exactly what she might be doing.
As Barb told me, even she did not always know in advance where they would wind up fucking. The choice was usually hers and it depended how she felt at any given moment.
Other times, she would just call and tell me she would see me in a few days. etc (and would call me nightly) with me assuming she had a stud lined up to fuck her senseless for a few days. Not knowing was a exciting for me. As she never had to tell me anying she did not want to , I never knew exactly what the status of any relaionship was.
I also never knew if she was having a secret affairs . Sometimes she would get upset and tell me her date did this or that as If I was her girlfried or something and I would try to comfort her.
To be honest, I wished she would go on more romatic dates but, she was having a great time just going from man to man and getting serouus about no one.
I sometimes never knew exactly who she was with, where she went, how many men may have fucked her in any given night etc. As I said, she was reaching her sexual peak and she now became sexually insatiable needing to be frequently, sexually debauched. I did worry about her at times but I had to put my faith in her judgment .
Barb had pulled a few trains in the past and now, she she started to pull a few more again as she expanded her contacts ......... at a couple of upscale bachelor parties and at some upscale house parties, etc. She never liked the standard gang bang with many men all over her at once. and prefers to fuck her gang bang studs one at time in private.... one on one............ one after the other. She very wisely always had these supervised by a doninant, alpha stud who had her well being in mind agreeing that what she says is law.
I always made shure she had plenty of her favorate condoms with her, in her purse at all times and I took perverse pleasure in purchasing them for her.
She was now a sexy, mature slut......and more then ever, a fantastic, mult orgasmic fuck and she played the part well.
I found myself acually looking foreward to her next "gang bang." as this was an extra erotic taboo, with me never knowing how many men would fuck my wife on those nights. All she usually told me is she usually lost count of guys and orgasms after the first few guys. However, I sometimes got the feeling that she just didn't want to tell me the full truth about it, prefering to keep what happened private between her and her studs.
BTW, Barb had previously inforned me that whenever she "pulled a train", if she liked a guy, she would fuck him missionay style, her favorate position. However, if she felt any sort of adversion to any guy, she would offer herself doggy style, still giving him a great fuck.. She liked be in control. However, she admitted that she liked a really stiff drink or two before starting to remove any vestiges of her inhibitions so she could enjoy it to its fullest. So, maby she really did not always remember completely.
Barbara, my wife, the woman I love, had finally become the slut....... the strumpet....... and yes, the the whore of her dreams and was in her sexual prime! She was thuroughly loving it......... as I was, albiet for our individual reasons.
I should point out that she told me that she loves to be a slut at times, going back as far as when she first became a "hot girlfriend". She even proudly calls herself a slut .
Down through through the years, she ocasionally fucked guys for "favors" and even cash I discoverd. Barb had admitted to me years before, back when we were stiil just living together, that some of the nights when she stayed out all night, she would go to a few certain local bars and discretely "turn a trick"....... going to a motel to fuck for money........when she met an apropriate guy as she loved the excitement of it.
She admitted all this well after the fact when we first decided that she coud becom a "hot girlfried" before we got married and she bared a lage part of her soul to me.. She told me then that it made her feel very desiable and sexy knowing that a guy would actually pay to fuck her. It was strange but, as desirable and sexy as she was, she never really considered herself that sexy. No, she was not a raving beauty in the classic sense but, she has a great body with small but well proportioned breasts, a pretty face and has a very sensuous, feminine demeanor about her.
Anyway, she now admitted that she was currently doing this again........sometimes going to the local Holiday Inn or Howard Johnson lounge etc where there were usually passing businessmen at thr bar, to discretely turn a trick because, she again found it very exciting, even more exciting than before. She was actually an old pro at it like I said so, it was easy for her. She knew exactly how to handle herself and she relished the feeling she got when whoring herself as a classy hooker.
So, yes, she was now oficially a whore and I found that very excting also. It gave me something new that was perversely erotic to think about when I masturbated.........my wife, the sexy whore! Knowing how she fucked, I was shure she was a damn good whore to!
I soon convinced her to allow me to drop her off at the local Howard Johnson lounge one saturday night as she was dressed in her finery so she could turn a trick. It was extremely erotic to say the least....... dropping her off and comtemplating how I freely helped my wife to be a whore.
She then returned home about 2.00 am and told me all about it as planned, as we agreed to....... at least as much as she wanted to tell me.
However it seemed more or less about the same as she described years ago as her regular procedure
Barbara said that after this handsome busness man (who was about 40) bought her a drink and sat next to her, they of couse started talking. He eventually sensed that she might be a hooker (he was probaly looking for a hooker to begin with and he found one.... my wife) and they discretely engaged in the obligatory verbal dance around the issue with him realizing that he could indeed take her back to his room to fuck but, it would cost him..... ..... a small figure that she coyly alluded to . Barb, very discretely almost in passing, said that she should be leaving....... be getting home soon as she had to work in the morning and........that she needed the X amount of dollars (a relatively small amout) she would make that morning at work to help pay her rent.
OK.... they had an understanding even it was not overtly spoken. After he bought her a couple of more drinks, they eventually went back to his room, with the (false) pretence that he just got Barb a bit drunk and that was the only reason she agreed to fuck him. Upon entering his room together, Barb freshened up in the bathrrom as he left the money on the dresser . He then went to the bathroon as Barb did the obvious, putting "it" in her little purse. They fucked, with Barbara giving him the full, sensous hooker treatment. He was completely satsified, and and she soon left to get a taxi to take her home.. She had a great time as he did.also.
It was not about the money, it was all about the excitement of it for her.........the money was just a token amount ...... just $20.
She had previously told me that $20 was always her basic price but did ask for more depending on the situation . Don't foreget that this was years ago when $20 was worth more than it is now and the world was a safer place in general.
Of course she could not be too obvious about it. So, in addition to alternating between the lounges, she could not visit any one of them too often. Even so, vitsiting any given lounge about twice a month never raised any suspicions and there were a few upscale motel lounges around she would " visit" twice monthly . In any event, when there was crowd she would just be another gal on the prowl there.
So, for a while this became an onging thing for her... ........do the math.
She actutually liked the idea of me dropping her of at a lounge to do her "thing" and I began to do so whenrver she asked or allowed me to..
With a stiff cock, I aways asked myself to what level of perversion I had sunk to every time she got out of my car, dressed in her classy "working clothes" and walked into a motel lounge to turn a trick. I would then wonder who the guy would be tonight who would be paying her for a one night stand, what would he look like, etc and how well he would fuck my whore wife, me knowing that, at least he would experience a great fuck and how much she will enjoy being a whore for him.
Anyway, at least she just fucked them once in the relatively safe upscale motels and she never saw them again . This became one of her her main sexual outlets besides a few "regular" guys who contiued to fuck her and the ocasional pulling a train . She would tell me, " I'm not getting any younger"
She was usually a classy dresser and a well groomed "mature" lady at her job but, she was definately a sexy, muti orgasmic slut/whore none the less.
To be perfectly honest, It was not easy to accept that my wife was a whore. However, given the circumstances, it was not that different from the other things she was doing. So, it only took a short while for me to accept it. But when I did...........
Yes, I experenced perverse, erotic depraved pleasure that made my cock rock hard knowling that my wife was a whore, a prostitute, a hooker . No, not a streewalker but, a whore none the less. Don't forget, this was completely her choice, what she truly wanted to do. I was just going along for the "ride" .
She loved/loves to dress in slim skirts with a translucent blouse and high heels.
Her small but sexy breasts are often barely supported by a flimsy, sexy little bra that often does very little to conceal them. Barb has always liked knee length slim skirts saying she likes the confinement of them that makes her feel sexy and more feminine. Although she wears "sheer to waist" pantyhose, she much preferes thigh high stockings, tiny bikini panties, (sometimes with crotchless panties) when she is on the prowl or has a date, etc. This is not to say she does not get comfortable in jeans etc when it's prudent or the mood strikes her. Of course, she also liked/likes apropriate dresses.
We now lived in a larger city where she could become anonymous when she wanted to and she took full advantage of that fact, reveling in it.
We both loved the intensely eroitic, taboo, perverse aspect of it all. She was now completely in charge of her life and I was sometimes just an observer and a caring home base for her.
I took some comfort in the fact that she was always level headed, street wise and knew not to do anything stupid. I had faith in her judgment as she never showed to be reckless with her well being/safety.
She now seemed about the happiest she had been in a long time and that made me happy for her..
Actually, some weeks she just stayed home (in addition to the times she stayed home when she had her periods) and all she did was to maby invite one of her regulars over to fuck her and our lives were relatively tame and othewise "normal". By "regular" I mean they might fuck her once, rmaby twice a month. She had a couple of her regulars that fucked her bareback.
I told her that she should always be sure to have a a least one guy at all times that can cum in her and she agreed.
I aways was extra nice to those guys. and made shure Barb had a stiff drink when apropriate to "loosen" her up so she would give them the best fuck possible.
She never did get a car and always depended on the men in her life or public transportation to get where she wanted to go. One important advantage of this is she never had to worry about drinking and driving which afforded her the freedom to drink, loose inhibitions and not worry about it. I'm not saying she became a drunk, far from it. She just liked to take the edge off with a stiff drink or two removing any inhibitions and feel as sexy and erotic as possible. I should stress however that she took drinking and driving very seriously and took a taxi, maby stayed overnight, when there were no sober people around.
In contrast, other weeks, I rarely saw her and did really know what she might have been doing and with whom. She would just call nightly just to say "I'm OK"
If she was with a known gentleman who I trusted, we might agree that she did not need to call me at all for a few days etc.
As I said, at first we fucked regularly but, it quickly it became less and less often . Finally at one point we decided that we should fuck at least one a month......... just to help maintain our bonds. The rest of the time I masturbated often thinking about our situation, the multitude of men that were fucking her and what she was diong When we did fuck it was intensly erotic for me and it was more like fucking an very experienced slut girfriend or prostitute.......not really like fucking my wife as she no longer seemed like one...... in the classic sense at least ..
However, I now loved her more than ever. I was also more turned on than I ever was about my wife being such a slut. The taboo aspect of her not weaing her wedding ring was an erotic turn on for both of us that contued to grow more intense as time past.
It was at this point that I started performing oral sex on her when she ocasionally allowed it. I enjoyed it as an act of complete submission to her sexuality.
However It was not as pleasuable for me as when she had a steady boyfriend. I needed that to really enjoy it......I loved submitting orally to their relationship as her steady fucked her bareback.
I was in an almost constant state of arousal.....sometimes, never knowing what she might be doing or be with on any given day or night ... not knowing what to expect........ when she would be home... etc.. All I was sure of was she was frequently on her back, spreading her legs for men. I was in hot wife heaven thinking about all the sexual pleasure she was giving and receiving from all those men. I was so vicariously into her sex life and I did not want her to slow down. How all this turned me on never ceased to amaze me considering how jealous and hurt I once was of Barb being with another man when she was just my live in girlfriend. I often actually had to ignore what she was doing so I cound get some sleep and keep my job. There were times when I just got to sleep and I was awakened to the sounds of Barb getting fucked in her bedroom.
I wouild then be stroking my stiff cock while straining to hear every sound of the lovemaking, wondering exactly who the guy might be. Often, I never knew who it was (if i did not reconize his voice) as I was never told and I never asked . Not knowing who was fucking my Barbara right on the other side of the thin wall was always extra erotic for me..
When she was not home, I would often go into her bedroom to masturbate as I reveled in thinking about all the men who had fucked her in it. I reveled in the photos of her with other men on her dresser. I reveled in the blatent femininity of her bedroom ........all the sights and fragrances of it.
I admiit that I looked in her clothes closet, her dresser and lingerie chests, etc. I looked at all her sensuous clothes and lingerie that she wore for other men.
However, I wondered about her little locked box that was in her dresser.
When I finally admiited this to Barb, she laughed playfully and said she assumed that I was doing all that, However, she coyly reminded me of her little locked box adding that "a single gal has to have some secrets".
Yes, I wondered what was in the locked box but, I did give her free rein to act single. Admittedly, I found it exciting not knowing . BTW, I eventually found out that it mainly contained some porno photos of her and some money that she earned turning tricks.
Oh, we stiil had more or less "normal" a life together at times We planned doing various things together. We were often basically like just good friends and we frequently just held hands or cudeled on the sofa while watching TV while home alone together.
However she played the part of single woman to the hilt and enjoyed it completely, having the very best of both worlds.
Barbara was rarely mean or inconsiderate towards me for the most part but, I do not want to give the impression that it was all fun and games because it definately was not
Barb was always a dichotomy of sensual interests and emotions and that is one reason why I always loved her. However, now this just intensified and she would sometimes get a bit arrogant about her new freedom saying that I got what I whished for so what's my problem, etc. if I would try to rein her in a bit for her own good. I had to admitt that she was right of course and accept what I helped create. Through it all though, it was mainly just intensely erotic and we got along great the majority of the time.
Also, yeah, we had our little arguments as any two "room mates" would
What did the men think of me? I only know mainly what Barb told me. She said that they mostly could not understand how I would allow my sexy wife to date and be fucked by them. Some though that I might be gay at first but, soon found out that I wasn't while most thought I was just strange. However, most were very friendly towards me as they had no reason not to be. A couple of guys did get nasty to me but, soon found out that I would not tolerate it.
I was always an alpha male but, I must admitt that I grew to love being slightly dominated by Barb. No, nothing cruel or very hulmiliating but, I loved how she was completely in charge of her sex life and inteacting as a single female with me freely giving up all control over that. To be completly honest, she also had control over most of my life also . It seemed that all I did at times was to go to work, come home and vicariously live though my wife's sex life. I actully was glad at times when Barb was "away" as I then could be more relaxed and peaceful....... feeling more "normal". and eating more properly. Then she would come home and I would get all excited and turned on again ..........getting a stiff cock with that old, familure feeling in the pit of my stomach that I learned to love and hate at the same time, but it was a feeling that I was drawn to like a moth to a flame.
We never really disussed this but, I'm shure she knew.....she had to. So, the dynamincs between us did change of course.
She knew exactly what buttons to push, and what ones not to push to maintain her erotic upper hand without pushing me over the edge.
Somtimes, it was difficult for me to remember just how "normal" our life together once was before we embarked on this insane erotic odyssey together and I suspected that Barbara felt the same way.
Our former life together now started to seem like a just dream at times . Which is the real Barbara........ the "old" Barb or, the "new" Barb or, are they one and the same and always were? Will she ever need or want me anymore as a "husband" as before? After all, she originally agreed to all this quite readily. Does she has any respect for me anymore? Does she has any real respect for herself ? Do I have repect for myself ? How long can this go on?
Anyway, this was my, her, our life now and in spite of all my cocerns it stiil was very exciting most of the time.
However, something was still missing . It's been about 10 months so far and she did not yet have a steady boyfriend which was something we both loved her to have in the past . I also missed perfoming oral sex on her when she had a steady who fucked her bareback. I also thought that Bab now having a (goood) steady boyfried would be good for her.
She was having such a great time with everything else that she did not have time for a steady. Neither one of us wanted her to really stop any of her other sexuual activities though. Personally, I just wanted her to maby slow dow a bit at times .
Barb did admitt that she missed the romance and intimacy of a steady boyfriend that she did not get with the multitued of mosly impersonal lovers, even if she liked them
She just need to find a happy medium finding room and time for both. We agreed that would she would strive for that
We now had the absolutely ideal set up and arrangement for her to have one main man who would be her favorate. She now had complete freedom to date a steady boyfriend as a "single" woman and we agreed she should finally take full advanage of it. I imagined that after all that had occured, Barb having a steady, romantic relationshio would be tame in comparison . Barb having a steady boyfrind was great and erotic a few yeas ago. when she first had a couple of boyfriends . However, now, with our current lifestye and history, who knows what will happen.
Barbara decided to actively seek a steady boyfriend and date him totally as a "single" gal, telling me that I wiil never learn that I should be carerful what I wished for. She then got serious and pensive telling me that one of these days I wiil loose her forever. However she had to admiit that she loved her current lifesyle and I no longer had a real say in her life anyway unless she wanted my imput which was happening infrequenly at best anymore........ reminding me that I gave her this freedom . In spite of what she told me, I told her that I would take my chances, reminding her of all we had been through over the years and we are still together.
In any event, we also decided that we would eventually tell him how much it actually turned me on, not that we just "have a marriage of convience" as we were telling everbody so far.
Barb expressed some half hearted concern about how it might be difficult for a gang bang slut like her to find a steady boyfriend but, I told her that I suspected that it would not be that difficult at all once they fuck her a few times and she explains her proposition. "After all", I joked, "he will not want to marry you, just take you out to dinner and fuck you".
This is the end of part 1.