progter44 wrote:Would love to hear it
I will get to the rest of the story soon, I hope.
progter44 wrote:Would love to hear it
Hotwifeok wrote:Please do. The suspense of what happened is agrivating to my intestines.
I don't know if this is confidence, love, ignorance or insanity? Or some combination thereof? Oh my goodness! This is just an absolutely unbelievable story. I cannot wrap my head around this. Thank goodness this is in the past and we know how well it turned out. You are a remarkable man. And of course we all know that Lynda is a remarkable woman.rypmar7 wrote:It was in September, 2006, that we embarked on a truly shared polyamory relationship, where Lynda split up days between me and Carlos almost like a child visitation schedule. We started out the she would spend every Thursday night overnight with Carlos and then go back to his place on Sunday morning and spend that day and night there, plus Monday morning. After a week or two, Lynda decided that only two nights with Carlos was not fair, so she upped it to three. She was going on Tuesday night as well and staying over on Friday. Often, Carlos would take off Friday and spend the day with her. When we were together, Lynda was on fire from all the sex and love and attention she was getting. She kept telling me how much she loved both of us, but quickly learned that the more she talked about how in love with Carlos she was, the harder and better the fucking I gave her.
This arrangement continued into October until Lynda decided it was too much trouble to keep going back and forth and adding Monday night to her time at his place. That meant that Carlos now had her Sunday morning until she came home for Wednesday night. Thursday night she was back with him and did not come home until Friday night, where she stayed with me until Sunday morning rolled around. By mid-November, however, Lynda had decided that it was only fair that Carlos got a weekend night, too and added Friday night to his side, so That I only had her on Saturday all day until Sunday morning. Meanwhile, she was slowly moving her things from our house to his. By mid-December, she was fully moved in with him and she only came home on Saturday night to tell me about how much in love they were, about all the things they had done together, our friends that they were going out with and, of course, all of the amazing sex they were having. I was jacking off at an amazing rate and was incredibly turned on the whole time by watching my wife fall hard for another man with me permission and encouragement and then leave me for him, again with my permission and encouragement, and intense sexual arousal that I still do not understand to this day.
By January, 2007, Lynda was 100% the property, girlfriend, live-in lover, life partner and whatever else you want to call it of Carlos. Strangely, throughout it all, I always felt that this was just a fling or an infatuation and that she would eventually come back to me. I always felt my ace in the hole was that she could not be faithful to one man no matter how hard she tried and every other guy would always eventually grow tired of being in a serious relationship with a cheating slut. I knew that Carlos wanted her just for himself and now had that, but I still doubted it would last. I no longer saw her or fucked her, she was exclusively his and I am certain that I jacked off at least once every day and usually more because of that. There were still some interesting developments ahead.
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I totally agree!AlmostDoneIt wrote:Love this story so far. I admire your love for her. If only other cucks had the willpower to let their women fall in love with other men.
Hotwifeok wrote:I don't know if this is confidence, love, ignorance or insanity? Or some combination thereof? Oh my goodness! This is just an absolutely unbelievable story. I cannot wrap my head around this. Thank goodness this is in the past and we know how well it turned out. You are a remarkable man. And of course we all know that Lynda is a remarkable woman.rypmar7 wrote:It was in September, 2006, that we embarked on a truly shared polyamory relationship, where Lynda split up days between me and Carlos almost like a child visitation schedule. We started out the she would spend every Thursday night overnight with Carlos and then go back to his place on Sunday morning and spend that day and night there, plus Monday morning. After a week or two, Lynda decided that only two nights with Carlos was not fair, so she upped it to three. She was going on Tuesday night as well and staying over on Friday. Often, Carlos would take off Friday and spend the day with her. When we were together, Lynda was on fire from all the sex and love and attention she was getting. She kept telling me how much she loved both of us, but quickly learned that the more she talked about how in love with Carlos she was, the harder and better the fucking I gave her.
This arrangement continued into October until Lynda decided it was too much trouble to keep going back and forth and adding Monday night to her time at his place. That meant that Carlos now had her Sunday morning until she came home for Wednesday night. Thursday night she was back with him and did not come home until Friday night, where she stayed with me until Sunday morning rolled around. By mid-November, however, Lynda had decided that it was only fair that Carlos got a weekend night, too and added Friday night to his side, so That I only had her on Saturday all day until Sunday morning. Meanwhile, she was slowly moving her things from our house to his. By mid-December, she was fully moved in with him and she only came home on Saturday night to tell me about how much in love they were, about all the things they had done together, our friends that they were going out with and, of course, all of the amazing sex they were having. I was jacking off at an amazing rate and was incredibly turned on the whole time by watching my wife fall hard for another man with me permission and encouragement and then leave me for him, again with my permission and encouragement, and intense sexual arousal that I still do not understand to this day.
By January, 2007, Lynda was 100% the property, girlfriend, live-in lover, life partner and whatever else you want to call it of Carlos. Strangely, throughout it all, I always felt that this was just a fling or an infatuation and that she would eventually come back to me. I always felt my ace in the hole was that she could not be faithful to one man no matter how hard she tried and every other guy would always eventually grow tired of being in a serious relationship with a cheating slut. I knew that Carlos wanted her just for himself and now had that, but I still doubted it would last. I no longer saw her or fucked her, she was exclusively his and I am certain that I jacked off at least once every day and usually more because of that. There were still some interesting developments ahead.
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AlmostDoneIt wrote:Love this story so far. I admire your love for her. If only other cucks had the willpower to let their women fall in love with other men.
pwsub wrote:I totally agree!AlmostDoneIt wrote:Love this story so far. I admire your love for her. If only other cucks had the willpower to let their women fall in love with other men.
Happyjohnson wrote:I cannot wait for the next installment.
The dynamic of this affair is way beyond what I could ever be capable of mentally handling, I would be a basket case ( though I think I am one already)
CuckPride wrote:Sometimes we can't explain or even understand the things that turn us on.
D+D wrote:Whoa.....I see rough water cumming up! Why do you think Carlos invited you to join them that day? Maybe rub in your face that Lynda was his 100% now? Or was there another reason?
Hotwifeok wrote:So through all of this I would really worry that Lynda did nothing for me on Valentines Day and then acted like it had only been a few days instead of weeks. That would have been sending off vibes I didn't like... and couldn't handle. How where you actually handling it? As you said, you didn't want to lose her completely but this is what this would have been saying to me.
Very very interesting. Thank you.
CuckPride wrote:Lynda's bikini may have been very revealing, but it's still more material than she usually wears while on Carlos's boat.
Where you starting to feel you where losing her at this point or where you still OK with everything? Why was it not a good time for you if I may ask?rypmar7 wrote:Hotwifeok wrote:So through all of this I would really worry that Lynda did nothing for me on Valentines Day and then acted like it had only been a few days instead of weeks. That would have been sending off vibes I didn't like... and couldn't handle. How where you actually handling it? As you said, you didn't want to lose her completely but this is what this would have been saying to me.
Very very interesting. Thank you.
This was not a good time for me and the Valentines thing was hard. I think she was trying to be friendly to show "no hard feelings" and that she still cared, even if she had not been showing it. It was not what I expected.
Hotwifeok wrote:Where you starting to feel you where losing her at this point or where you still OK with everything? Why was it not a good time for you if I may ask?rypmar7 wrote:Hotwifeok wrote:So through all of this I would really worry that Lynda did nothing for me on Valentines Day and then acted like it had only been a few days instead of weeks. That would have been sending off vibes I didn't like... and couldn't handle. How where you actually handling it? As you said, you didn't want to lose her completely but this is what this would have been saying to me.
Very very interesting. Thank you.
This was not a good time for me and the Valentines thing was hard. I think she was trying to be friendly to show "no hard feelings" and that she still cared, even if she had not been showing it. It was not what I expected.