3rd Act Leah Part 20 - Huge Decision
We tried to get back to our normal life later that day. Leah was upset with me and I knew it. She was kind of avoiding me and I didn't want to get into it.
Later that evening I was just stepping out of the shower and I could hear muffled talking. Leah was on the phone in the next room and it seemed she didn't want me to hear. I pretended I didn't even notice but I was straining hard to hear her.
I had a sneaky suspicion she was talking to Len and I was really curious to know what they were talking about.
I didn’t want her to think I was listening so I walked right right past the room she was talking in and headed to the living room. I put on the television loud enough that I knew she would be able to hear it and to think I wasn’t listening.
I timed it just right between commercials and picked up the phone and hit mute.
Am I a jerk for listening in? Possibly… but don't judge
Listening in I heard:
Her: Did you hear something?
Him: No, why?
Her: Nevermind… so yeah we didn’t even have sex when I got home. He came all over himself when I started saying all those mean things and I wasn't even touching his penis…
Him: I’m not surprised, you are a very sexy woman, and I can’t say that I’m not happy you didn't have sex with him. I love having you to myself.
Her: I know Len but he’s my husband, I love him first, I told you that, I just feel… I don’t know… not cherished. I want him to want me. I want him to want to have sex with me. I want him to…
She was getting a little upset and I could tell she might have even been crying earlier.
Her: I just couldn’t believe he was ok with fixing your bed! I was stunned! You told me to say it was OUR bed and he had to fix it but I never thought he would go for it. I thought he would tell me it’s too far.
Him: I told you… I bet he got off on that...
Her: I know but… doesn’t he have any dignity? I mean he said he would work Saturday to pay for it… I just don't get it...
Him: I told you, he wants to serve you. He serves you by doing what you ask. He serves you by making sure you are happy getting the pleasure you want. The pleasure he feels inadequate to give you. He is so happy with you feeding his desires and his fetish for denial that he’s willing to do anything for you.
Her: Len! I called him a cum sucking faggot and he came! Len that’s… I mean what the fuck? Fetish is one thing but…
Him: Honey I get it but he has his fetish and he gets off on denial and feeling like he has to be worthy of you, that he has to do anything to keep you, that you are on a pedestal and he has to serve you no matter what… like I said you are serving him and giving him what he wants and craves by playing this game. Besides I can't say I don't get it a little, remember when you called me a pussy and I proceeded to fuck you so hard that you were walking funny?
They both laughed...
Her: Right but with Doug it’s too complicated… I’m denying him something he doesn’t want… I mean listen to that logic, he… wants… me… to… deny… him… something… he… doesn't… want. He wants this game more than he wants me… it’s crazy
Him: I’m sure he wants you, who wouldn’t, you are crazy hot and are the best lay I’ve ever had
Her: That’s not hard, there’s hardly any competition, you haven’t exactly been a stud…
Him: Hey hey, I try to do my best…
Her: You are amazing Len, you know that, you know I’ve had my share and none can compare to you, just sitting here thinking about your touch gets me fired up again…
Him: Well I’m sure Doug feels the same way, he does want you but he enjoys fighting for you, he wants you to deny him so he can fight for you and win you over and take you, I’m sure of it, how could he not? you are so fucking sexy
Her: Well it doesn’t help that you put all these rules on us, I mean what if we wanted to have sex tonight? Your crazy rules were that I could only have sex with my husband after you… It just makes it feel like your rules are trying to split us up
Him: Not at all, I have done some reading up on guys like Doug, I’m just giving him what he wants. I just laid out a foundation for what I thought would be fun. It’s your call Leah. Whatever you want. You have two men who want to serve you… consider yourself lucky!
Her: What do you mean? How are your rules serving me?
Him: Have you two ever had more lust in your marriage? Those things you call rules, but I prefer to think of as a understanding between the three of us, are only there to bring you two closer, to try new things, to bring you both to new heights. You are still the center my dear. If you aren’t comfortable with the arrangement all you need to do is say so. You can change anything you want at anytime. I’m just a facilitator for both of you to have a more intense and carnal relationship and I'm guessing Doug appreciates it.
Her: So… well… that’s nice to hear but how do I know if Doug still wants me? How do I know it’s me that he wants or if it’s just his fetish?
Him: Well I guess you need to test him…
Her: What do you mean?
Him: Well I don’t know, you know your husband better than me, give him an ultimatum and see what he chooses. The fetish or you…
Her: Hmmm I like that. I will give that some thought. But what if we decide to have sex tonight and every night this week? Are you ok with that?
Him: It’s your call… Do I like thinking about you two having sex? No, not at all… but I get it... like I say you two are the center, you are the couple, I'm just your lover. I’m here to help you guys not split you up….
There was a pause…
Her: Well you are an amazing lover and so caring and understanding. I love that I can talk to you about all this...
Him: No problem, I love this… it's the true girlfriend experience I was looking for!
Her: oh yeah I guess so…. I'm still having a tough time getting used to having a husband and a boyfriend… I guess for me it's hard to distinguish between the role of my husband in my life and the role of my lover… most women just have one guy to deal with who can serve in all departments
Him: I get that, well he can have the diapers and I will take the tough task of trying to keep you sexually satisfied
Her: You are keeping me satisfied and so much more lover
Him: So… I hate to ask but are we still having a midweek rendezvous? I know it's been only hours since we were in each other's arms but I miss you and I'm definitely going to be wanting you bad in a few days...
Her: I don’t know, I have to see how tonight goes, can I call you?
Him: My week fills pretty quick with all the ladies...
Her: Funny…
Him: Yeah of course you can call me anytime, let me know how it goes tonight… I'm at your beck and call my lady.
Her: ok I got stuff to do and come up with a plan. I will talk to you later.
Him: Ok sweetheart, good luck with Doug. Bye
I heard them both hang up and hung up the extension. I sat there for a bit thinking what was going on and what kind of test I was about to face. I knew listening in on her conversation wasn't 100% legit but I was glad I did. Walking into this test not prepared would have likely been a disaster. And besides she was my wife and I had a right to know where her heart was.
Leah walked into the living room and I quickly changed the channel. I hadn't even noticed it was on golf and she knows that wouldn't be something I would watch.
She asked what I was doing and I said just watching TV. I asked what she was doing and she said not much. She sat beside me on the couch and cuddled for a while… her and I both likely thinking about the same thing… the ultimatum that we would discuss later that night.
I knew before even hearing it that the answer had to be to choose to make love to her. None of this would work if I didn't do my part to make sure we stayed in a strong marriage and at that moment that meant making her feel secure. I was just so lucky that I overheard that conversation otherwise I know now I would have failed the test.
Leah turned to me and said she wanted us to go to bed a little early. She had something “special” planned.
As we got into bed she started kissing me and stroking me.
She asked “So was today ok for you thinking of all I did last night?”
Danger bells were going off in my head. I knew this conversation could derail quickly.
“Of course but I enjoyed having you back in my arms most of all” I responded
She kept kissing me and stroking me.
“Do you want me to keep going or would you rather I stop and make you wait?” She asked
Another land mine. Of course I liked the kissing but I like the denial too.
“My love I just want nothing more than to serve you. I love kissing you. I love waiting for you. As long as I'm your man at the end of the day I'm happy” I answered
She kept kissing…
“Should we go farther? Don't we need to follow Lens rules? What if he gets mad? Do you want to call him and get his permission?” She asked
I answered “No honey, I've always said it's our marriage. I love the denial. I love the games. Most of all I love you. I want what you want. You are my beloved. If you want anything, I want to give it to you”
At this point I was gauging her reaction. If I went overboard she might figure out I knew something. Already I was saying things I would have never said if I hadn't heard the conversation. I likely would have leaned towards Lens rules and asking him… it was the game and I loved the game...
She pulled back with her hand still on my penis and said “Honey I'm going to give you a choice tonight. I'm leaving the choice in your hands. You can't deflect or choose anything other than A or B. Got it?”
I thought holy crap this is it. I'm facing the ultimate truth. I pretended acting dumb and said “What? What do you mean? Are we ok? This sounds serious…”
“This is serious and yes we are still ok” she answered “I promise you will want A and B but you can only choose one. This wnot be an easy decision”
“What is it honey” I asked
She said “Well before I give you the options I don't want your answer immediately. I'm giving you your choices then going to have a shower. When I get out you give me your choice”
“Ok” I said but knew already which one I had to choose but it was her game and I just had to play.
She told me my options “Ok my dear option A. Option A is to make love to me. You will make love to me tonight including I will suck your penis. I can see you already have questions but I talked to Len and it's all good. You can have your way with me; take me any way you want me for as long as you want…. easy enough? I am completely yours to do what you please including my ass”
I just about fell over. “Well I believe option A sounds amazing…” I said
She cut me off “Option B. Option B is you do not get to touch me. We continue with this pussy belonging to Len. In fact on Wednesday he will come over and fuck me. I will blindfold him and put on music. You can come in the room and stay quiet and watch. I will suck his cock and show you all sorts of positions. I will even lay back on Len with him in me and you can lick my clit while he fucks me. You can't touch him or let him know you are in the room. The grande finale will be that you can be in the room and witness Len taking my ass. I'm not sure how much I can take but I will do my best. After he puts his load in me you can eat it out to your hearts delight. The clincher is that it will be in our marital bed and he will stay the night. From this day forward he will only have me in our bed and you will take the spare room. I know these are all things you have mentioned repeatedly so I'm offering them to you on a silver platter. There will be no sex for you for an entire month. You want denial, there's denial. But trust me honey I would put on such a show for you, you won't want sex!”
I was sitting there feeling like I got hit with a baseball bat. What the fuck just happened??? My cuckold shit blew up in my brain and I was instantly crazy horny. I knew instantly what my penis wanted.
She went on “Now none of that shit about you wanting me to decide or trying to get a little of both. It's either A or B”
I knew what she was really asking. Does my husband still want me or would he rather watch another man take me from him. Am I actually denying him sex or is he controlling from the bottom? Am I a puppet in his games or are we trying new things together as a loving couple? I knew the right answer but… holy shit… the holy grail was all I could think.
She got up and said “You have until I get out of the shower. I win either way and I promise I will love either answer equally… I promise there's no pressure...”
“Liar liar pants on fire” I thought but of course didn't say…