It felt like everything was happening so fast. Months ago, I admitted I liked this stuff and now Maria was showing off her tits to Gus on her phone. She seemed hesitant at first, now she seemed hooked. Maria loved the way it made me react, she loved showing off her body and I know it made Gus feel like a stud to get that picture. I mean, I get to see Maria’s boobs all the time, but when your sexy girlfriend sends your friend a picture for him to keep, it’s rough but in a good way.
Since Maria was constantly talking to Gus on FB chat now, I didn’t feel bad about bringing up this lifestyle to her. Before, I was worried she’d get sick of me bringing it up constantly. Now I could say, ask things whenever I wanted. It’s a good thing too because I was pretty nervous these days. I didn’t want to seem like I was chickening out but it was good to make sure we were on the same page.
We figured things out like, where exactly is this going?
She said she thought this was all leading up to her and Gus hooking up. I told her I was more than okay with that but
What’s going to happen after?
We figured we’d see how the first time goes and then take it from there. I was somewhat happy with that answer. She’d hook up with Gus and we’d see how we felt after that. I knew Maria wasn’t going to do anything I didn’t want her to, but I was still worried of how things may change afterwards. Then again, if I wasn’t worried maybe it wouldn’t be as excited.
Gus and I spoke to each other a few times during this period (mostly on Facebook chat). He asked me so many times if I was okay with all this. (what a good friend). I told him I was and that if I ever wasn’t, Maria would let him know. I tried to limit the amount that Gus and I spoke about this. I still wanted to be Gus’ friend, but when it comes to him and Maria, I basically wanted them to pretend I wasn’t there. I tried to explain all this and more on Facebook chat. I really appreciated him affirming that I was okay but told him he didn’t have to anymore. I think he understood.
It’s also worth mentioning that we didn’t want Gus to know our exact arrangement. All he knew is that we were in an open relationship.
Maria and I discussed a bit more about boundaries and how we were going to proceed with Gus. Deep down, I knew this was something I wanted, it’s just some days the nerves got the best of me. Talking about it with Maria made it easier, it really helps to truly trust your girlfriend. We spoke about the things we were and weren’t okay with. But whenever Maria and I weren’t around each other, I’d start overthinking things, feeling like this obsession is going to get the best of me… (that’s kinda the whole point tho, right?)
Anyways, after a week or so since all three of us hung out, we decided to meet up again, this time on a Friday night so we didn’t have work in the morning. Maria and I had a long conversation about what we were okay with happening while Gus was over. Between the two of us, we even came up with a little plan to start something going while he was over.
When I messaged Gus earlier in the week, I tried to suggest nothing was going to happen, and we were just hanging out. I told him just to show up and we may play some drinking games. He showed up with an 8 pack and a joint. Good ol’ Gus, always prepared. I let him in at the door.
He greeted me somewhat non-chalantly, maybe he was trying to go along with the whole, let’s-just-pretend-nothings-changed thing. We went upstairs, Maria was shuffling a deck of cards. She saw Gus and she gave him a hug. She closed her eyes while she held him close.
We all chatted in the kitchen for about an hour or two and then played 31 again but turned it into a drinking game. Every time someone won a round they could distribute drinks to the losers. Simple enough, some games we’d change the rules slightly, say someone has to chug their beer if they lost badly for example. After about 45 minutes, we each drank 4 beers or so. I could tell Maria was getting tipsy. 4 beers isn’t much for me or Gus but for her, it’s enough to do some damage. We decided to take a break from the game and get some fresh air. At this point, we were still just hanging out as friends, pretending there was nothing else on our minds, playing it cool. The conversation wasn’t sexual at all.
While we were out on our balcony Gus suggested we smoke the joint he brought. This I did not plan for. I was kind of anxious to accept but before I could answer, Maria said she was “totally down” to smoke a joint. We stood in a circle and passed it around, when Gus handed it to Maria, I saw them staring at each other for a while. I pretended I didn’t notice but the tension was definitely there. When the joint came around to me, I took small hits and didn’t really inhale. Thing is though, when you’ve been drinking, the effects of weed are amplified. So even though I was taking baby hits, it got me stoned. I can only imagine how they felt. They both seemed stoned but were also handling their own. Again, without fail, each time Gus handed the joint to Maria, she stared at him. It became so obvious that Gus started to look over at me. I just pretended not to notice.
When the joint was done, we went back inside. I sat down where Gus was sitting, leaving him and Maria on the couch. When she sat next to him her leg was touching his. We started to play 31 again. Except this time, we were playing with lives. If you lost, you still had to drink but you only had 5 lives. Once you ran out of lives you were out. We decided we’d play one more round then call it a night, I knew Maria couldn’t drink much more especially after that joint, but she was holding her own for now. We continued playing for drinks, the winner of each round could distribute drinks as he/she pleased. One round, I lost by a lot and Maria won so she said it was appropriate that I chug her entire beer. The next round I won, so I “got back at her” by saying she had to take off her top. She did so immediately as if calling my bluff and revealed her cute black lace bra to both me and Gus. Damn. We continued playing, this time Gus won. I kind of wanted him to tell Maria to take off her bra but maybe he didn’t wanna be too forward. Instead he made Maria and I kiss to “make up” for “fighting” earlier. We went with it, but just a peck. The next round I lost on purpose. Maria tried to make me kiss Gus.
“No way in hell” I said.
“Yeah no offence Scott but I don’t wanna kiss you” Gus affirmed.
“None taken” I said.
“Well if you don’t I will” Maria suggested.
“Alright” I said, trying to sound reluctant.
Then without saying anything else, Maria turned her face towards Gus’, put her hand on his neck and kissed him intimately. Gus put his hand on her neck, then her shoulders, I think he wanted to feel her up but was playing the gentleman. They went at it for a good 5 seconds and then she turned to me with a satisfied and smug look.
“Well you did a better job than I would’ve” I joked, then dealt out the next hand. From here on end I was losing on purpose. Maria made me chug another beer and give her a lap dance. I was soon out of the game and it was just her and Gus. Maria had two lives left but we just decided to make this the last round. I was pretty drunk and kinda high so I had no difficulties asking a very important question.
“So, what happens if Gus wins or Maria wins?”
We all went quiet for a moment. Finally, Maria spoke up
“If I win…” Gus and I both stared at her attentively. “If I win, Scott and Gus have to make out”
“Ah what? That’s no fun at all.” Gus protest.
“Pretty sure I would not enjoy that.” I affirmed.
“but if Gus wins…” Maria started. Gus and I went quiet. Then Maria looked at me and said “If Gus wins, he and I will go into the spare bedroom for 7 minutes in heaven”
At this point, Maria and Gus were both staring at me to gauge my reaction, but since I knew that proposition was coming, I was looking at Gus to gauge his reaction. He seemed stoked.
“Alright” I said, again trying to sound too drunk. They played the round, Maria lost. (on purpose)
Gus had this wide-eyed expression on his face, but then again, we were in an open relationship and rules are rules.
“Alright” I said. “I’ll wait up here”
“Are you sur-“ Gus started, but I just stared at him like “yep”.
“Come on,” Maria said and took his hand and walked him downstairs.
And that was it.
As weird as it sounds, I was eerily calm about the whole thing, at first. Maria and I planned the drinking game to go that way so I knew she would eventually propose that. The only thing I didn’t know is what exactly was going to happen while they were in there. We just decided to “play it by ear” from there. I was pretty drunk and kind of high so I couldn’t digest all that had happened so far. But then the silence started to settle in. I became increasingly conscious of what was going on. After months of convincing, weeks of planning, my girlfriend is in the spare bedroom with another guy. Not only that, she’s horny and he wants her and they’re both drunk and high. What happens in there is up to them. Fuck.
I said I’d wait up there but I after 5 minutes, I crept down the stairs. I peeked through the corner trying to get a look inside the spare bedroom. Some part of me wanted to see them lying down and making out, just harmless innocent fun. However, when I looked, the door was completely shut! The sight of that shut door killed me a little. It suggested a reason for privacy. I wanted to get closer, press my ear up against the door but I willed myself back upstairs. This time it was really getting to me. I felt so removed from what was happening. I felt left out, discarded. I tried cleaning up as a way of putting it out of my mind but I quickly ran out of trash. It had been about 15 minutes by now. I wanted to look again but was worried they catch me spying. I looked again anyways. The door was still closed.
20 minutes had passed and Maria and Gus were still in the spare bedroom. I imagined them getting more and more intimate with each passing minute. Finally, after the longest 25 minutes, I heard the door open. I heard them talking but couldn’t hear what they were saying. I went downstairs to break the ice. Maria had put her top back on and Gus had his coat on, he was getting ready to leave.
“Hey” I said
“Hey” Gus said.
“Calling it a night?” I asked? Trying to fill the silence
“Yeah, it’s late” Gus said.
Then Gus shook my hand. What a gentleman. He then gave Maria a long deep hug and left.
I was DYING to know what happened. I looked at Maria immediately after Gus left and she just stared back at me with a smug expression. I got right up close to her,
“well?!?” I asked.
She just laughed. She knew I was dying on the inside but I really wanted her to put me out of my misery and tell me what happened.
“I can show you if you want?” Maria suggested.
“show me?” I asked, not sure what she meant.
“Yeah,” she said and took my hand and started walking me to the spare bedroom. “It’s only fair”. Maria added.
Maria then slowly walked me to the spare bedroom and closed the door behind her. I was anxious to receive my reenactment, but she took her time, smiling at me and making eye contact. I was still standing up, and Maria was standing next to me. She took off her top, and stared at me for a moment in her cute black lace bra.
“I think I know what happens next…” I said, breaking the silence.
Maria just giggled and nodded with a half guilty expression on her face. Then, as predicted, she pinched the back of her bra and revealed her pretty tits to me, just like she had done for Gus not 20 minutes earlier. That did it. We started kissing passionately. I went to pull her closer in a bear hug but Maria put a hand on her breast, suggesting Gus had done so earlier. Maybe he had the better idea. I groped her and kissed her passionately for a couple more minutes until Maria broke it off.
“Wanna know what happened next?” She asked in a teasing tone.
“Yes.” I said, with my eyes closed.
Maria just giggled. She kissed me a couple more times.
“Please…” I added.
Maria giggled again. Then she went down on her knees and took off my pants and underwear. I looked down at my girlfriend, who was completely topless and had my dick in her hand.
“I think you know what happens next…” she said, right before putting me in her mouth.