True: My journey to cuckolding, SPH, denial & encouraged-bi
Posted: Wed Jun 15, 2022 4:34 pm
Part 1, how the cuckolding fantasy grabbed my wife and I
Part 2 in 1st reply, journey to related kinks of SPH (small penis humiliation), PiV denial (penis in vagina denial) and encouraged-bi
PS. Sorry this is longer than I thought it would be
Me, M46 met my wife F41 some 16 years ago when I was a newly divorced 30yo looking for a place to stay and I rented a spare room from her when she was 25
We hit it off! Straight away I liked her, maybe even loved her too, either way I became a bit obsessed - She didn't know any of this though. As far as she was concerned it was purely platonic friendship
After I'd been there a couple of months, one night she tells me she has a friend, called Jon coming to stay for the weekend. We all got very drunk together, having a great time & then later went our separate ways to bed. I went to my room, her spare room, while Jon followed her into her bedroom.
Moments later I could hear her bed creaking and the headboard banging. It had never occurred to me that when she said "friend" she meant FWB. This went on for some time and I began to masturbate to the sound of Jon grunting and her moaning!
As they were drunk they were very loud, I came multiple times in the time it took them to finish.
Then early-ish the next morning it started up again, despite not being drunk they were just as loud if not louder, I was masturbating again. She came several times and so did I in the time it took Jon to cum once
It was the best sex I'd ever had, and I wasn't even doing it. I was in a different room masturbating to the sound of the woman I really liked, maybe even loved, being fucked well & truly properly!
Soon after this they disappeared into the shower together, for a long time.
Jon then left and I went to work. Nothing happened for a few weeks, but I couldn't get what I'd heard out of my head, I was so turned on all the time and masturbated morning, noon & night over what I'd heard happen to the woman I was falling in love with.
Then we hooked up, while at a gig in another city we stopped in a hotel and I made a move, and told her how I felt - she said she had no idea I even liked her, never mind felt deeper.
But after a load of drinks & after the gig itself we got down to it when we got back to the hotel
Unfortunately, despite being drunk I came while I was trying to put it in, embarrassed I tried to hide it by going down on her & getting rid of the evidence. After she'd cum from my oral I went back up but had lost my erection and couldn't perform. She said not to worry as she had already cum and we went to sleep.
The next morning I woke up hard and we tried to have sex again and this time I managed to penetrate her. Unfortunately I was so turned on I came within a few pumps
I was super-embarrassed, she tried to tell me it wasn't an issue
When we got back home that night I felt a little awkward and went to my bedroom, her spare room. But she called me into hers. I went in rather awkwardly & nervously.
Worried I wouldn't last again I just went down on her until she came. She told me it was the best oral she'd ever had. Then she inserted my penis in her and just told me to cum. Relieved, I came almost immediately again.
This set a pattern for how sex went between us, I'd go down on her until she came... while she sensing that I was nervous told me just to cum. Which I did within seconds every time
I don't know what had happened to me, I'd never been a stallion, but I'd never cum like this in all the time I'd been having sex
I cast my mind back to the sex I'd heard her having a few weeks before, and remembered her receiving long, hard poundings where she'd cum multiple times compared to me being an enthusiastic licker but a 2-pump chump
Weeks later, I nervously brought up the fact I was a quick cummer with her and that I'd heard her having fun with Jon in several lengthy sessions.
She was a bit embarrassed that I'd heard, so I tried to reassure her by telling her that it had turned me on. Her embarrassment eased when she could see how turned on I was as I got on top of her and she told me that she loved his cock
Hearing her say she loved his cock made me cum on the entrance to her pussy before I could get it in. She pushed my head down & I had no choice but to keep it up & make her cum orally.
She was grinding away on my face so much that I found the oral difficult & she was moaning loudly a lot with her eyes closed and playing with her nipples as I licked my cum & her pussy.
She had the biggest orgasm she'd had with me. On my way back up I tried to mount her but she didn't want me in her & pulled me alongside her and we just hugged
I nervously asked her if she was thinking of Jon, she apologised and said yes & got pretty tearful. I didn't know what to do, so I just reassured her and told her it didn't upset me, if anything it turned me on
I would bring up Jon fucking her most times we had sex, this got her super in to the sex with me which made me bring him up more... This was a self-fulfilling circle of behaviour between us
Eventually I said it would be okay if she wanted to carry on sleeping with him. She didn't want to as she didn't think I would handle it well
No matter what I say & no matter how much reassurance I provide she just tells me I wouldn't be able to handle her being with someone else
A decade and a half later, this is where we are - Me trying to encourage her to sleep with others but her declining because she thinks I wouldn't like it
But the thought of her cuckolding me has become a shared fantasy of ours and we dirty talk it every time we do it, which isn't as often any more now that we're older and now that we have other shared fantasies (see part 2 in the first reply)
I just wish she'd take the plunge and actually do it, but even after all these years it's a no!
Although maybe she'd be open to intermediate steps, rather than going from monogamous to just jumping straight into bed with someone else
Part 2 in first reply
Part 2 in 1st reply, journey to related kinks of SPH (small penis humiliation), PiV denial (penis in vagina denial) and encouraged-bi
PS. Sorry this is longer than I thought it would be
Me, M46 met my wife F41 some 16 years ago when I was a newly divorced 30yo looking for a place to stay and I rented a spare room from her when she was 25
We hit it off! Straight away I liked her, maybe even loved her too, either way I became a bit obsessed - She didn't know any of this though. As far as she was concerned it was purely platonic friendship
After I'd been there a couple of months, one night she tells me she has a friend, called Jon coming to stay for the weekend. We all got very drunk together, having a great time & then later went our separate ways to bed. I went to my room, her spare room, while Jon followed her into her bedroom.
Moments later I could hear her bed creaking and the headboard banging. It had never occurred to me that when she said "friend" she meant FWB. This went on for some time and I began to masturbate to the sound of Jon grunting and her moaning!
As they were drunk they were very loud, I came multiple times in the time it took them to finish.
Then early-ish the next morning it started up again, despite not being drunk they were just as loud if not louder, I was masturbating again. She came several times and so did I in the time it took Jon to cum once
It was the best sex I'd ever had, and I wasn't even doing it. I was in a different room masturbating to the sound of the woman I really liked, maybe even loved, being fucked well & truly properly!
Soon after this they disappeared into the shower together, for a long time.
Jon then left and I went to work. Nothing happened for a few weeks, but I couldn't get what I'd heard out of my head, I was so turned on all the time and masturbated morning, noon & night over what I'd heard happen to the woman I was falling in love with.
Then we hooked up, while at a gig in another city we stopped in a hotel and I made a move, and told her how I felt - she said she had no idea I even liked her, never mind felt deeper.
But after a load of drinks & after the gig itself we got down to it when we got back to the hotel
Unfortunately, despite being drunk I came while I was trying to put it in, embarrassed I tried to hide it by going down on her & getting rid of the evidence. After she'd cum from my oral I went back up but had lost my erection and couldn't perform. She said not to worry as she had already cum and we went to sleep.
The next morning I woke up hard and we tried to have sex again and this time I managed to penetrate her. Unfortunately I was so turned on I came within a few pumps
I was super-embarrassed, she tried to tell me it wasn't an issue
When we got back home that night I felt a little awkward and went to my bedroom, her spare room. But she called me into hers. I went in rather awkwardly & nervously.
Worried I wouldn't last again I just went down on her until she came. She told me it was the best oral she'd ever had. Then she inserted my penis in her and just told me to cum. Relieved, I came almost immediately again.
This set a pattern for how sex went between us, I'd go down on her until she came... while she sensing that I was nervous told me just to cum. Which I did within seconds every time
I don't know what had happened to me, I'd never been a stallion, but I'd never cum like this in all the time I'd been having sex
I cast my mind back to the sex I'd heard her having a few weeks before, and remembered her receiving long, hard poundings where she'd cum multiple times compared to me being an enthusiastic licker but a 2-pump chump
Weeks later, I nervously brought up the fact I was a quick cummer with her and that I'd heard her having fun with Jon in several lengthy sessions.
She was a bit embarrassed that I'd heard, so I tried to reassure her by telling her that it had turned me on. Her embarrassment eased when she could see how turned on I was as I got on top of her and she told me that she loved his cock
Hearing her say she loved his cock made me cum on the entrance to her pussy before I could get it in. She pushed my head down & I had no choice but to keep it up & make her cum orally.
She was grinding away on my face so much that I found the oral difficult & she was moaning loudly a lot with her eyes closed and playing with her nipples as I licked my cum & her pussy.
She had the biggest orgasm she'd had with me. On my way back up I tried to mount her but she didn't want me in her & pulled me alongside her and we just hugged
I nervously asked her if she was thinking of Jon, she apologised and said yes & got pretty tearful. I didn't know what to do, so I just reassured her and told her it didn't upset me, if anything it turned me on
I would bring up Jon fucking her most times we had sex, this got her super in to the sex with me which made me bring him up more... This was a self-fulfilling circle of behaviour between us
Eventually I said it would be okay if she wanted to carry on sleeping with him. She didn't want to as she didn't think I would handle it well
No matter what I say & no matter how much reassurance I provide she just tells me I wouldn't be able to handle her being with someone else
A decade and a half later, this is where we are - Me trying to encourage her to sleep with others but her declining because she thinks I wouldn't like it
But the thought of her cuckolding me has become a shared fantasy of ours and we dirty talk it every time we do it, which isn't as often any more now that we're older and now that we have other shared fantasies (see part 2 in the first reply)
I just wish she'd take the plunge and actually do it, but even after all these years it's a no!
Although maybe she'd be open to intermediate steps, rather than going from monogamous to just jumping straight into bed with someone else
Part 2 in first reply