V finally has a friend.

[all4fun]

"You could be opening Pandora's Box. What if I like it so much I don't want to stop"

These words now echo in my head. It was like V knew what could happen and was warning me. This wasn't just one time, but she had repeated these words or similar phrases many times throughout the past 6 and 1/2 years.

I have posted about V and our situation several times in the past. One thread died due to lack of activity, and another popular thread was removed by me. This happened this past summer in the beginning of August after I left OHW open in a browser on my phone and V saw it. She was aware of this site and had visited it many years ago. The thread originated with some pics my wife had used, and still has posted, on a few profiles, including the profile pic. As the thread progressed, I posted more photos and information than she had known about. I had posted a lot more recently as she had really opened up the discussion of actually doing it. Not just the R rated pics she had approved, but some X rated pics of her with very large toys. She read through the entire thing and was upset when she saw the additional pics and info. I reactively had everything removed immediately even though she did not ask me to.

I have still lurked around the site but have not posted or commented anything. Also, a few people I was corresponding with ended up being fakes. It was a good time to fade into the shadows.

To get you all up to speed. Me, 46, V, 43.

Many of you on this forum have seen pictures of her, and not just her but some with her big toys too.

V takes great care of not just her body, but her skin as well. I can't even name all of the things she does to her skin, but it's a lot. It's certainly not cheap, but totally worth it as she could pass for someone at least 10 years younger. V is 5'3", about 115 lbs. with olive skin and dark hair, sometimes highlighted, often dark though. She has enhanced DD boobs and is a workout junky as am I and has a bubble butt. She looks like a cross between Mila Kunis and Sandra Bullock. She is always the hottest woman everywhere we go. So many guys were jealous when I landed her. We have been together for 24 years.

I have long had the fantasy that she fucks other guys, going back to even our early days together. This is a topic for an entirely different discussion, but back in my 20's even though I found the idea hot, it made me jealous and self-loathing, so I forced it out of my mind. Why would I want my hot young girl to fuck other guys. Something was wrong with me. Good thing I never pursued it back then. She may have eagerly done it in her younger, wilder times, and I doubt we were mature enough to make it through.

I finally brought it up to her in March of 2017. She was shockingly hot on the idea at the beginning, and started messaging and sharing pics with men, and we almost met someone, but it was a missed connection. I was actually surprised at how eager she seemed. Another thing that was surprising was that Vs fantasy guy was a large dominant younger muscular black guy with a huge cock. She had a BBC fantasy and a thing for black guys. Seriously, she was not even considering a white guy for a potential mate. She was very dialed into her fantasy mate. Tall, muscular, huge cock, and black. She's always had the J-Lo type booty, and black guys have always seemed to be drawn to her. Her father would never have approved of her dating anyone but a white guy, which I think added to the taboo for her. She would often tease me saying things like, "You know what they say, once you go black, you never go back."

Besides the hotwife/slutwife fantasies, I have always had a huge dildo/pussy stretching kink, and loved V loose and sloppy when we have sex. V very much indulged this, and at my urging started using big dildos early on in our relationship. V discovered she absolutely loves, and I mean LOVES, size and being stuffed full. We have been playing with large dildos for many years, with V often playing solo, and she is an expert at taking a huge toy or cock. A huge cock, even though fake, touched her in places I never could and gave her more and stronger orgasms than I could, and over the years, her big sex aides were part of our everyday sex. To be blunt, her big dildos spend a lot more time in her pussy than I do. She was excited about the prospect of having sex with a real huge cock as she had never experienced one before, only fake ones.

As with many wives, she ebbed and flowed with the idea, sometimes being all about it, and other times being pissed or annoyed by it. It also came to light that very night V had slept with a lot more men than I knew about. V ended up getting very drunk (I think she was a little upset about the missed connection), which led to an admission that the 5-6 guys I had thought she had slept with was closer to 25, and many of them the year before we met, all while she had a boyfriend. She had been cucking her boyfriend for over a year. He did not know. In a way she had been cucking me with big dildos for years, often using them without me and/or when I was gone. She also admitted how she used to go out all of the time with her girlfriends to hip hop clubs and find black guys to dance with and grind on. This happened when we were together and living in the city. This was a typical girl’s night out. No wonder she would always come home horny and wanting sex. Over time, I also learned that V had some cuckoldress in her. There were things she'd say and do. Sometimes when in a mood teasing me telling me I was not allowed to fuck her when she was with her imaginary boyfriend, I'd just have to watch. She also once said when bloated that she looked pregnant. I rubbed her stomach and told her it was hot. She commented and said "Yeah, I'm pregnant with my black boyfriend's baby."

Since my hotwife admission, we have watched hotwife porn, and done a lot of role-playing scenarios, ranging from me pretending to be a stranger, to her fucking huge dildos and making me watch and jerk off, to more the extreme stuff of her fucking multiple men. She is fun, adventurous, and even dirty in the bedroom. She always has been. One drunk night long ago when we first started dating, she asked me to fuck her ass, and then proceeded to suck my cock after.

After a week or so to cool down, we resumed the hotwife discussion. "You really want me to do this don't you?" She asked.

"Yes, I do. I want you to experience something new, thrilling, and fun. I don't want you to do it for me. I mean, I want you to do it, but I don't want you doing it for me to be the reason you do it."

We went on to discuss what she wanted. While much of our talk in the past had been about a possible threesome, or me being there and involved, she admitted that she would want to go alone, at least at first, as she would be too inhibited with me there. She also told me how she needed to feel a connection, a chemistry with someone, and does not really want to sleep around, but would be more inclined to find a trustworthy partner.

We started talking a lot about her being a hotwife. Her finding the updated thread was finally the catalyst. There was one response that really stuck with her. Someone mentioned that his wife viewed it as a sexual vacation. This totally resonated with her. This also coincided with some issues with multiple parents, making her realize life is short. Whatever the reasoning, V was back on the potential hotwife train.

I had always envisioned it as more of a threesome scenario where a guy and I take turns on her, but if she wanted to go it alone and have a fuck buddy she sees, then so be it. Afterall, this was supposed to be for her. I was now at the point where I wanted her to be a hotwife so bad, I did not care how it went down, and would let her be the driver. I just wanted her to take the plunge. She was also very clear that I was never to even think about touching another woman and she found the thought enticing that I was off limits to other women, but she could have sex with other men.

V is incredibly picky. One of the things V hated with the hotwife thing was the sheer number of guys we had to screen. I told her would do all of the prescreening, and only connect her with guys that were real, and fit her description. I was in our profiles the next day updating and reactivating. It had been a few years since we had been active in them. When we are active in these profiles the amount of messages V receives can be overwhelming. After reviewing many profiles and messages I reached out to a few dozen guys and found several suitors over the next week. We had done this before, so I had a system down. It's still a ton of effort though. In the past, we had only looked for men between 30-60 minutes from our home. We did not want anyone too close, but also not anyone too far. I changed the limit this time to include guys closer to as far as an hour away.

I showed the line-up to V. I had narrowed it down to 6 guys that matched V's criteria. Every guy was over 8 inches and thick. If I got to help pick, any guy fucking V was going to be hung like a horse. Afterall, a big part of my fantasy was V fucking someone so big that she was sent home to me so stretched out she could barely feel me. This was not new; we had played this scenario over and over again with her huge toys throughout the years. I knew she had the BBC fantasy, but threw in one buff, hung, and good-looking white dude just to see. She did not even give him a second look. V reviewed them and our brief exchanges and picked 4 of the guys to engage in conversation. Over the next week, she narrowed it down to 2 guys. She is very picky about both appearance, and personality, and one wrong statement can send a guy packing. One guy lived an hour away, and the other only about 15 minutes. She traded messages with these guys over the next few weeks and Darnell, the guy who lived closer, pushed all her buttons. He is mixed race, 28, 6'2", clean shaven with a buzzed head, had a muscular bodybuilder type build, and a huge cock. He also seemed to be very dominant in bed, at least from his words, and was well spoken and educated. The dude was perfect. This is where V is a bit of a contradiction. In her everyday life she is strong-willed and opinionated. Yet, her ideal fantasy sexual partner was a dominant force. We had discussed this deeply. Could she really submit to someone given her often confrontational personality? This is where the big and muscular type came into play. Given her petite stature, she thought she would find it much easier to submit to a guy who could manhandle her.


We had been down this path before, and every time V eventually found something wrong with her suitor and the hotwife thing fizzled out. I did not think she would go through with it. We discussed her going to meet him for drinks, just to see if there was a connection, and they set a date. She surprised me and they met at a place close to where he lived. Maybe she was finally ready. I cannot begin to describe the angst that you feel when your wife is out with another man. My stomach was in knots, I could not eat, yet my cock was hard. She exchanged a few short texts with me and was home about 3 hours later. I was dying to know what happened and how it went. She came home and immediately wanted sex. I had not seen her this horny in a long time. She told me they hit it off and they had a hot make out session when he walked her to her car. That was it though. It had only been a month and a half since the forum discovery "discussion" and V decided to try it, but she had finally gone on her first date and kissed someone.

We had sex and were talking about her fucking Darnell, which she admitted she thought she wanted. When we were done and lying in bed, she asked me again. "Is this really what you want? It can't be undone, you know, and will change our relationship forever."

"Babe, I love you more than anything in the world. I trust you and know you love me. I know you would not run off with another man. I want you to experience a sexual vacation though, as long as that is what you want. I think my hot milf of a wife deserves a young play toy."

"Yea, but what if I like it, I really like it, and want to do it again. Can you handle that? Are you prepared to share me? You have to accept what happens here. Once the genie is out of the bottle there is no putting it back in you know."

We had a lengthy discussion again about her wants, with lots of reassurance from me and the decision was made that she was going to go out with Darnell again. The next week sex was on fire. We also indulge in porn more than usual. As you can imagine it was interracial porn featuring a petite brunette.

V met Darnell again the next week. She had just started her period, so there was definitely not going to be sex involved, but she wanted to continue their courtship, and bond, and see if the connection was really there. I had that crazy feeling of angst and jealousy again as they were out. When she came home, we retreated to our room to speak privately away from the kids. She definitely had a good buzz on. "I was naughty. Do you want to know what I did?"

My cock was rock hard, and my mind was racing. "Fuck yes. How naughty?"

"I gave Darnell a blowjob in the car in the parking lot."

She relayed to me a quick version of what happened. They had a nice time, then went to say goodbye and started making out. They got into the back of our SUV to make out in private and she started stroking his cock. She then took it out to feel it and decided to suck him off. He came in her mouth. V has always swallowed. Later that night V told me about it in detail and how big his cock was. Her period was heavy so no sex, but she used a vibrator on her clit to get off as I jerked off. "You like jerking off thinking about me sucking Darnell's cock." You want me to fuck him?" She asked.

"Yes, baby, that would be the hottest thing ever."

"Good, because I am going to. You wanted this; you got it." She said.

She came fast and so did I. We discussed her date with Darnell a little more. She told me that Darnell was not looking to just sleep around and wanted a connection and a safe steady friend with benefits. Darnell loved older women and got off on the idea that he was pleasing another's man's wife. V and Darnell messaged every day. They certainly had chemistry and set another date for the following week. V was not sure about going through with it yet and they planned to meet at the same restaurant. I offered her a hotel room, but she declined. I told V we should not have sex between now and then, so she was horny and wanting it by the time of her date. Also, I would be so horny by the time she was done with her date I would be exploding. I swear to God my cock was rock hard all of the time those next several days, and my stomach in knots. Her fucking Darnell was all I could think about. It had been a long 6 1/2 year wait. Actually, way more than that. I had thoughts of V fucking someone else since the early days in our relationship, but it took me until 6 1/2 years ago to finally admit it. Now, it appeared as though it was finally going to happen. She was ready.


The day of her date I informed her that I had booked a hotel just in case the date went well and to meet Darnell at the bar there instead. It was paid for and if she wanted to use it, fine, and if not, who cares. I had a ton of Bonvoy points and did not care. V got ready. She looked amazing, wearing a long tight sundress that showed off her perfect body, with a light sweater over it as the Fall nights were getting chilly. She looked into my eyes one last time. "Are you sure this is what you really want, because you cannot take it back?"

"Yes, I want this for you, if this is what you want. I love you."

During a previous discussion we had agreed that if she does go through with it, and wants to continue, she is allowed to see him alone at first to get comfortable, but I would need to be there, at least occasionally, for it to work for me. I was really having my doubts. I was about to let my beautiful wife have sex with a well-endowed younger guy that she was very into. I knew if I backed out though, this would kill any chance that she ever does it. I almost stopped her. Was I crazy? I was sending my beautiful and sexy wife, a woman who had been faithful to me for 24 years, to go have sex with a hung muscular stud who would likely fuck her brains out. I stayed the course and kept my doubts to myself. I kissed her and told her I loved her and to go have fun.


She smiled wickedly and left. I felt like I was going to pass out and had to sit down. Would she really go through with it? She had not been with another man in 24 years. What the fuck was I thinking. I had just sent my gorgeous wife to go have sex with another man, a younger, more muscular, and much more endowed young man. When I regained my composure, I gathered the kids for dinner, and we went out. It would be a welcomed distraction. V was going to check into the hotel, drop some stuff, and then meet Darnell for drinks and a few appetizers. If the date went well, she would take him up to her room, have fun, and then return home to me. I gave V her space but texted her asking how it was going while at dinner. An hour later after I returned home, she texted me back. "Great, we are going up to the room, are you sure you want this?"

"I love you more than anything. Go have fun."

Again, I felt my heartbeat in my head, and was lightheaded. I was having serious doubts. V was going to fuck someone else. The next few hours felt like infinity. Did I fuck up? Was this better left in fantasy land? At times I would convince myself that she could not go through with it. I had waited about an hour after the last message to text her. "Hey baby, I love you. I hope you are having fun. Let me know when you are done and heading home."

Another hour later a text came through. "Hey baby, I love you. Are you okay?"

"Of course. I'm so fucking excited to hear about your night. I love you so much. Did you do it?"

"I did it. I am a hotwife."

"Holy fuck. Wow! I love you. I need to hear all about it."

"We'll talk when I get home."

When V got home, she hugged me tightly. "I love you, let's go upstairs so we can talk."

Once upstairs in our room with the door closed, I kissed her deeply. She looked at me. She was not drunk, but definitely a little buzzed. "I love you so much, are you sure you're okay?"

"I've wanted this for so long. I'm so worked up and excited. Are you okay?"

"I'm good. I can't believe I did it."

"How was it, was it good?"

"Yes, it was really good. Holy shit! I can't believe I just had sex with someone else."

I wanted to throw her on the bed right then and there. She said she was going to change and come downstairs. As she removed her dress, I closed in on her, but she pushed me away. "You have to wait. After the kids are in bed."

An hour later the kids were in their rooms, and we retreated to our room. I stripped her down and was all over her. I could smell and taste sex on her. As I licked her still open pussy, I told her to tell me about it. I wanted all of the details. She responded immediately, and was still very horny, with her clit still swollen. She relayed the details of their courtship including when she texted me to ask permission. She even admitted she was worried I'd say no and abort, adding, "I'm not sure I could have stopped myself at that point anyway, you might have had a cheating wife."

The truth was out. I had set V up to fuck another man, a stud of a man. Even if I had changed my mind, she was gonna do it anyway. I’m definitely not in control here.

"What do you want to hear, you want to hear how he fucked me twice. How big his dick was?" She teased me as I sucked on her clit.

"Yes." I responded.

"His dick was huge baby. It filled me up so much. I can still feel where it stretched me."

"Did you like it?" I asked.

"Mmm, she moaned, what do you think?"

"I bet you loved it." I said.

"Yea, I loved it. You want to hear how big and strong he was, that he manhandled me."

"Yes."

"He did, he picked me up and fucked me in every position."

"Did you come?" I asked.

"Oh course. He made me orgasm 4 times."

"Fuck, that's so hot. Tell me more." A strange ping of jealousy hit me. V usually came once with me before she was done and that was almost always with the help of a vibrator. I did often make her have several orgasms, but it always included the use of toys.

"You want to hear how he came on my ass, and then in my mouth. I sucked him dry. I sucked his huge cock so much. It was so big and heavy."

"Fuck, that's so hot baby."

"You want to hear how he fucked me bareback with his huge black dick."

"You did what, you went bareback?" I asked.

This was not the plan. Even though Darnell had produced a recent STD test, we thought it better to play safe for now. Plus, V is not on birth control.

"Yes, I told him not to cum in me. We used a condom the first time, but the second time we did not. It was so much better without it. I came 3 times the second time. I probably need to go on the pill though."

"Oh, does that mean you'll be fucking him again?"

"Is that what you want? You want him to be my lover?"

"Yes, I want you to have a lover baby, if that's what you want?" I was very caught up in the moment at this point.

"What do you think I want?"

"I know what you want. You want to fuck Darnell again, and again." I said.

"You want Darnell to be my boyfriend? Does it turn you on to know your wife has a younger black boyfriend?"

"I wouldn't say boyfriend, but fuck buddy or lover sounds good."

"So, you want your wife to have a young lover?"

"If that's what you want?" Again, I played along in the heat of the moment.

V was now very worked up as I continued to suck and lick her engorged clit. "How often do I fuck him? She asked.

"As much as you want." I told her.

"What if I want to fuck him every day."

"Is that what you want?"

"It is right now." She said.

By now my cock was dripping. I moved on top of her and slid my cock into her pussy. I regularly got Vs pussy after she had been worked over by a huge toy and loved the feeling of sliding into her used pussy. It was so much better this time though, knowing that her pussy had been loosened by a real cock this time. I fucked her hard and passionately for as long as I could last, which was only a few short minutes. I could feel her arms trying to pull her deeper into her, as she often does. All I could think about was V wanting it deeper, wanting the feeling that she had just experienced a few hours ago of her lover's much larger cock. I was not surprised by the attitude and words that V used. Like I said before, I've learned over the years that V definitely has some cuckoldress in her, and if we went down this path, I should be prepared for her to possibly "take control."

It was a well needed and explosive release. V hadn't orgasmed yet, so I got her vibrator. It did not take her long to cum once the vibrator hit her swollen clit.

After we relaxed and were lying in bed, we talked. By the time we were done, V had received a text from Darnell checking on her and telling her how much fun he had, and he could not wait to see her again. As we came back down to earth we had a more real discussion. The fucking everyday talk we just had during sex was just that, talk, and seeing Darnell every day would not be possible, or healthy for us. We needed to set a cadence that we were comfortable with and would fit into our life. Afterall, a sex vacation every day is no longer a vacation. Plus, we had two busy teenagers not quite old enough to drive. The one thing that was clear was that V was going to continue seeing Darnell.

We agreed on a few things. First, V would not see him more than once per week, and likely less than that given schedules. While she had slipped up and fucked him bareback, we needed to play it safe as we did not know for sure who else he was fucking and could not just take his word for it. We also said that after she got comfortable with him, and no more than 5 times, I would join them. I would just watch at first and if she was comfortable, we could double team her. V was very upfront with Darnell about me being there to watch and participate, which he was okay with. My life was about to change. My beautiful wife was going to take a lover.

NRE is real my friends. V and Darnell texted throughout the day. A few days later lying in bed at night V admitted she could not stop thinking about Darnell. She was worried it was not healthy. I told her it was normal. She just had new and exciting sex with someone, that it was NRE, and that she just needed to make sure that no true feelings beyond lust developed. If so, she had to end it. She agreed. They messaged a lot at the beginning. Darnell would message her asking her when he could see her again, but with our schedule, and our once-a-week agreement, he had to wait.

The next week she had another date with him at a hotel. Again, V returned home and admitted they did not use a condom. "We need to talk. Darnell has agreed to not only get tested regularly, but to be exclusively bareback with me. I should probably go on the pill."

I decided to give a dirty compliment to V. "Wow, looks like you've got him pussy whipped already."

The following week nothing as she had her period. The week after, they had another date. V took him bareback again and brought home her first ever creampie. V was now on the pill and Darnell came inside of her. I did not go down on her and lick her, but I could see his come on her panties, and when I fucked her, it coated my cock.

The very next week we broke a rule, and she had sex with him twice. The first time it was in a hotel, but two days later it was at his apartment. It's not like I didn't know as I allowed for the second date when V asked. Another discussion followed that date. "So, Darnell has agreed to be exclusive with me. No more other women for now. He would like to see me more than once per week though. Are you okay with that?

"Is that what you want?'' I asked her.

She immediately answered "Yes. I just want to make sure you are okay with everything."

"So, you really like fucking Darnell huh?"

"Yes, I do. I'm not going to lie, the sex is great, babe."

"If it makes you happy babe."

"It does, does it make you happy to know your wife has a young black lover?"

"It's so dirty babe. I love it." I said.

"Good, I love it too. I told you you might regret it."

"If he's giving up other woman you must really have him pussy whipped." I told her.

"I'll just say we're a great fit for each other. You using all of those huge toys on me and stretching me over the years made me a perfect fit for him." V told me.

The next week she had sex with him three times at his apartment on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Friday. My head was reeling a bit at this point. Tuesday was planned ahead of time, but Wednesday and Friday she more or less just told me, she did not ask. I told her that she could go, but I at least needed proof. I told her I wanted at least one picture of her fucking or sucking him. She brought back a few pics. One with his giant cock above her gorgeous ass, another with his head in her pussy, and another with him buried balls deep, bareback in her pussy. He's really big. We broke another rule, she had now had sex with him 8 times. 5 was supposed to be the maximum before I was there. Each time she came home she was well stretched and had some marks on her. V often likes it rough. I had pressed her for details, but she always gave me generalizations, and never a play by play. Friday her ass was quite sore and she admitted she had let Darnell fuck her in the ass. She said it took lots of lube but once she got used to it she loved it. I could tell Darnell was giving her a hard fucking each time. She would tell me bits and pieces about how he slapped her ass, tits, and face, and choked her. Again V loves this.

Friday night after she returned home, we discussed the situation and our rules and my feelings. I brought up all of the rule breaking we had done so far. Bareback right away, more than once per week, 5 times maximum. We had not followed any rules. This, my friends, is easy to do when you are caught up in the moment. V admitted she was a bit caught up in the excitement of it. "If Darnell is my boyfriend, sorry, fuck friend, I don't think we should limit how much we do it. I told you that whatever happened with this you would have to live with. I promise to keep an eye on how I feel about him. I love you, only you, but I love having sex with my new toy. If you want me to stop, we can stop, but I don't know that I can do this again if it makes you this jealous. I love you and don't want to make you jealous or hurt you. If I am having sex with other men, why does it matter if it's once per month or once per day? You either want this or you don't. If I'm allowed to fuck someone else, I want to be able to fuck them when I am horny. If you cannot handle it, we should probably stop. "

"No, I don't want you to stop. I am excited and turned on by the fact you like having sex with Darnell. I just need to be involved more. You having sex with other men without my involvement is just not going to work for me. I mean, you can have sex with Darnell without me, I just need to be there sometimes and be involved."

It was time for me to finally watch and be involved. V was certainly nervous and hesitant about this.

"You're my husband and I love you. It just feels weird to have you watch me. I don't want to hurt you. What if you get mad, or jealous? What if you get sad? What if you can't handle it and want me to stop?"

"Baby, I love you so much. Of course, I will be jealous. That's part of the attraction of this for me. I won't get mad, and I won't ask you to stop or flip out. I promise. This is something I have fantasized about for so many years, you know that. You had sex with someone else. The hard part is done. Plus, I need this. For me to feel like we are doing this together, I need to be involved. I think it would wear on me and I'd be too jealous if I was not involved. You know how much I loved watching you play with yourself with big dildos. I think you are the hottest woman ever, and watching you have sex, especially with a big guy with a big cock, is so fucking hot to me."

This calmed V's nerves a little. Just V and I had a date night on Saturday and after a good amount of wine, she opened up. She said with Darnell it was animalistic fucking. She admitted she thought about fucking Darnell every day, multiple times throughout the day. She even said at one point, "I never knew sex could be this good."

She backtracked a little after this statement. "I don't mean sex; I love sex with you. You know how to push my buttons, but just flat out fucking though. Not sex and love and the other things I feel with you, but just flat out fucking, you know?"

V was hooked, but I needed to be involved. One benefit was that with sex on her mind, we were having sex a lot more often. Before meeting Darnell, we had fallen into a rut of 3 to 4 times a month, maybe 5-6 on a good month. When she first started courting Darnell, it was almost every night, something we had not done in years. Over the last few weeks, it was still 3-4 days per week though. V was horny a lot. We talked this through and the next week we booked a hotel room for Sunday night, and I was going to join them. V had sex with Darnell two more times that week leading up to our Sunday night date.


Finally, the night I had been waiting for, seemingly all of my life, arrived. It had been almost two months of V fucking Darnell, and she had done it 10 times so far, way past the 5 time mark we had set. In fact, her frequency with him had increased, and she had fucked Darnell 5 times in the past two weeks.

V and I went to an early dinner, and D met us for drinks at the hotel bar at 7. I had messaged with Darnell, but had not met him in person yet. It's very strange to meet the guy who has been dating and fucking your wife for the last few months. I could feel eyes on us from other patrons. V was very nervous to have her husband meet her young lover. She quickly sucked down two drinks. It was impossible not to be jealous as I saw Darnell touching her, and making her laugh, seeing the connection between them. I told them to head up to the room without me to get comfortable and relax, and I would give them a head start and get the check. I watched as my wife walked away escorted by her younger black lover, noticed by several people who looked back at me knowingly. So, this is what a cuckold feels like. I could not wait long and less than 5 minutes later I entered our room to see V laying naked on the bed sucking Darnell's huge cock as he lay back. She just looked at me and giggled. She stroked his shaft and looked at me "It's so fucking huge baby, look at this."

I had seen pictures of Darnell's cock, but it looked massive in person. V's petite hand did not even fully wrap around it. "Oh god. Okay” she said, likely because she could not believe this was happening and was psyching herself up.

She was hesitant at first, but I watched V's mouth return to her lover's huge cock, her pouty lips stretched wide around it. "You love that black cock, don't you?" He asked her. I took a seat in a chair about 6 feet from the bed.

V just giggled and slurped away. "C'mon, tell me what you want, you little slut?" Darnell said.

V giggled again. "I want your big black cock."

Darnell slapped her ass. "Tell me you love that black cock?"

"Easy with my husband here." V said.

This turned her on. The more she sucked his cock though, the more she got into it. I could tell she loved it.

Darnell rose up and easily flipped her on her back, positioning his huge body over hers. She started to rub his cock over her pussy lips. V moaned, grabbed him, and tried to slide him into her.

"If you want it, you better ask nicely." He said.

"Please, I want it." She said as she again frantically tried to pull him inside of her. I had not seen her this excited to take my cock in a very long time.

"You want what?" As he continued to tease her.

"I want your big black cock."

"You love it, you love my big black cock."

"Uh huh."

"Tell me you love it and ask nicely."

"I love your black cock, now please fuck me."

With that, Darnell eased the entire length of his massive shaft into her. V moaned with pleasure, letting out a loud "Yes."

His mouth met hers and they started kissing passionately as he started to pump her. The contrast of his thick black shaft sliding into my wife's pussy was amazing. Better than any porn I have ever watched. Pretty soon, he was full on fucking her. For the next 25 minutes I watched Darnell fuck the hell out of V. When she looked at me, she would smile and talk to me a bit. "You like watching him fuck me baby? Is this what you imagined? Your wife cumming on a huge black cock?"

He was large, strong, and athletic. He slapped her ass and tits. Not hard, but enough to leave marks. He lightly choked her and pulled her hair. He talked dirty to her. I could tell V absolutely loved fucking Darnell. He made her orgasms twice and ended up groaning and seeding her pussy. When I watched Darnell cum in my wife's pussy for the first time ever, it was such a turn on I could not even touch myself. If I rubbed myself even a little, I probably would have shot my load. As soon as he pulled out of her she started sucking and cleaning his cock. She never did that with me anymore. I could see his load leaking out of her pussy and onto the bed. I removed my clothes and got behind her.

I dipped my fingers into her pussy. 3 fingers easily slid in, coating them with Darnell's cum. I put them up to V's mouth, just to see what she would do. She nastily slurped the cum off my fingers. I slipped my cock into V with her barely noticing or giving much reaction. Even though I was very worked up, the looseness from Darnell's assault on her pussy, combined with the wetness, combined with the drinks I had, made me last longer than I expected. She continued to suck Darnell's cock as I fucked her. I flipped her over and continued to fuck her as we kissed. Darnell got off the bed and went to the bathroom at this point. I could taste the remnants of his cum on her lips. As I started to groan, a sure sign for V I was about to cum, she told me to pull out and cum in her mouth. I pulled out and she swung her body around to suck my cock. It was certainly an intense orgasm.

About 30 seconds after my release, I started to feel remorse. What the fuck were we doing. I was in a hotel room with my wife and another man, a much younger and well-hung man, who had been fucking her for almost 2 months now. As I lay next to V, she seemed oblivious and also full of bliss. She threw her leg over my leg and kissed me telling me she loved me. I could feel Darnell's cum leaking out of her pussy and onto my leg. Darnell returned from the bathroom, his magnificent cock (it certainly was magnificent) hanging between his legs. I felt subconscious about my cock that was limp and rapidly shrinking to flaccid size.

Darnell started to engage in conversation. "I just wanted to say thanks for being so open minded. V is beautiful and any man is lucky to be with her. Just wanted to say thank you and I'm happy to spice up your sex life and give her something she cannot get at home."

"Sorry, I am sure this can be awkward talking to the husband. Our marriage and family come first, but V having some hot extra fun is okay by me. It was my idea after all."

"I know,” she told me. Most of the time it is the husband's idea." Darnell told me.

This started a conversation about his past and how he started in the hotwife world. Darnell sat down in the chair, his long cock dangling between his legs. I already knew from V, but he told me how he used to be in the swinger scene but found that he was more comfortable having a relationship with a couple. As we talked briefly, V went to the bathroom to freshen up a bit. When she returned, she lay back on the bed next to me. She kissed me, her mouth now minty clean from a quick brush or rinse of mouthwash. She looked up at Darnell and patted the bed next to her. He lay down on the other side of her. She grabbed my cock, and as I looked down, she did the same to Darnell's cock, stroking both of us. His cock looked three times the size of mine in her hand. She was comparing us. She did not need to say it, but she was. It was no contest. She leaned into me and kissed me again. She moaned in my mouth as Darnell started to caress her perfect DD tits. This lasted for a short minute until she turned back towards Darnell and started kissing him. Her left hand just held my cock as her right-hand stroked Darnell's thick member. I now had access to her pussy and slipped a few fingers into her. She moved her head down and started to suck Darnell's cock.

I had a clear view of my wife's pouty lips stretched wide around Darnell's thick head. She moved completely on her side as one hand stroked his shaft while her lips worked his head, he ass facing me. My cock was relatively hard again, and with V's pussy still very much wet and loose, I guided my half hard cock inside of her. I could not believe this. I was again fucking V as she sucked a massive black cock. I pumped her from behind, my cock stiffening. I could lift my head and see Darnell's huge cock fully erect again. Without saying a word to me, she removed her mouth from Darnell and said, "I want you inside of me again."

I don’t think she even cared that I was fucking her. She wanted Darnell’s hug cock to fill her up. V slipped her pussy from my cock and rose above Darnell, grabbing his shaft, and sinking down on it completely. She shuddered and let out a moan. She looked at me, wide eyed. "I love you. I love this. Thank you."

I moved up to her and she turned her head to kiss me. I was making out with V as she rode her lover. She turned her head back and had her hands on Darnell's chest as she rode him. She looked at me again, just kneeling there watching her fuck. "You like watching me fuck him. You like seeing his huge black cock in my married pussy. He's so fucking deep baby, it's like I can feel it in my stomach. Jerk off for me. I want to watch you jerk off while I fuck."

This was not completely new to us. V had watched me jerk off many times while she rode a huge toy. This was our first time doing it with a real person though. V watched me as I jerked my cock. "That's it baby, jerk your little dick while you watch me get fucked."

Ouch, little. She had said stuff like this before, but never in front of someone. It was used in play with big toys. We had rehearsed it though. I could not be surprised. V was into it now and getting more vocal again.

"You like watching don't you. Watch me fuck my big black boyfriend while you jerk off. He's so fucking deep inside of me. It's so fucking good. He fills me up so much. You want to watch him cum in my pussy again. You want to watch him breed me don't you. He's gonna make me cum again. Ah, it's so fucking good."

V continued to moan and spit out words. I was furiously stroking my cock. Best porno ever. I knew she was close to orgasm again. I could tell by her body language and the way her hips bucked up Darnell, rubbing her clit into him. She screamed, "Ah, fuck, ah, I'm cumming, oh, fuck."

I watched her body convulse on top of Darnell, my orgasm about to blow as well. I started to groan. Both V and Darnell looked at me. "That's it baby, jerk off, cum. Watch me fuck. Cum for me."

I groaned and shot my load on the bed. I felt remorse again, even worse than last time. At least last time I was fucking V when I came. This time I was jerking off pathetically as she rode her lover. V continued to slowly move her hips on Darnell as he caressed her tits. She bent down over him, and they started kissing again. Me and my deep loathing got up and grabbed my clothes. I pulled my underwear on and sat in the chair. I now felt really awkward. All of my angst and horniness was gone. I was just an observer. V was gently riding Darnell and still making out with him. I dressed. I had to get out of there for a minute. "I'm going to the bar to grab a quick drink; do you want anything?"

"What, okay. No, I'm good." V responded.

Of course, D spoke up, "Sure, I'll take a TNT."

"Oh, on second thought I'll take a Prosecco." V added as she continued to softly ride Darnell.

I popped into the bathroom to take a quick look into the mirror. As I left the bathroom, I could now see Darnell on top of V with her legs in the air, pumping deeply into her. V saying, "Yes, fuck, yes, fuck."

I left the room and the door shut behind me, the faint sound of my wife getting fucked spilling into the hallway for a moment. Part of me wished someone was walking by and could see my wife getting pumped by a large black guy. The hallway was empty though. I went to the bar. Some of the same patrons and the bartender were there. I can imagine what they saw. Couple with a hot looking wife meet a big black guy at the bar, the wife leaves with the black guy, the husband shortly after, and now the husband is back down at the bar. It was so obvious to me it was mind numbing. To be honest, it was a turn on though. The place was busy, and I really don't know if anyone really noticed or went there, but it snapped me out of my funk and turned me on. I wanted to tell someone. "Yes, that hot woman is my wife, and she is upstairs fucking that huge young black guy." I did not.

I ordered a shot of tequila and a beer. I sat and watched football highlights on the TVs as I finished my beer. I ordered 3 more drinks, one for me and the ones for V and Darnell, before closing the tab and going back upstairs. I was gone for maybe all of 15 minutes. As I approached our room, I could hear V grunting from outside the closed door. Again, no one around, but anyone who walked by was getting an earful. I opened the door, the much louder sounds of fucking spilling outside for a brief moment again. I shut the door silently. Darnell was holding V in the air by her ass and was pounding into her pussy. I just watched the onslaught on V's pussy. No fucking wonder she was worn out and stretched out when she came home to me. This lasted for another few minutes before he dropped her on the bed, flipped her over, and started fucking her from behind. This time he held his hand over her neck as he fucked her with long hard strokes. V's hand found her clit and she rubbed it as Darnell continued to fuck her. Several more minutes of this and V stated she was going to cum again. "Can you cum, cum in me." V demanded.

"Go on cum with me. Fill me up." V said.

Darnell continued pounding V's pussy as she shook and climaxed. As V was going limp Darnell groaned and thrust his hips into V, clenching his ass and dropping another load into my wife. Even though I had cum twice, my cock twitched and stiffened a little. V rolled onto her side, as Darnell dropped next to her. Her face was near his crotch, and she instinctively started sucking his cock clean. I had been standing in the distance the whole time and made myself known as I put the drinks on the table. I looked at V's beautiful, freshly fucked body, and made my way toward her. She was flush and covered with the smell of sex and sweat. They had been fucking hard for at least 30 minutes now. I moved between her legs and started to kiss her thighs. Something drew me to her pussy. I always said to myself I would not eat a creampie, but knowing that along with Darnell's cum, my own was mixed in there along with V's sex juices made it seem okay somehow. I pushed her back and started to open her thighs. V looked at me. "Are you sure, I'm really messy."

"I don't care." I said.

I pushed her onto her back, and she spread her legs. Her pussy gaped open hugely, a mix of sex leaking out of her. I started licking her pussy. I had eaten my cum and her juices from her before, and this did not seem all that different. V loves her clit sucked as you finger her. I slipped, 2, 3, then 4 fingers into her pussy as I sucked on her hugely swollen clit. I could have easily fisted her, which is something we have done many times over the years, but I did not know how she'd react to being fisted in front of her boyfriend. Many people see this as extreme.

She and I were both happy with my 4 fingers. I continued to focus on her clit as I massaged her G spot with my fingertips, making a sort of half fist in her pussy, which was squishy and sloppy sounding. A few minutes of this and she was ready to explode, and she was focused on what I was doing to her and no longer sucking Darnell's cock. Afterall, I knew how to make V orgasm. I had been doing it for a long time. V bucked her hips and came again.

I moved up on top of her. I leaned in to kiss her. She kissed me back tasting all of the sex that the three of us had made. We made out for a moment, swapping juices. "I love you."

"You're nasty, you know that." She said.

"Me, I'm not the one getting fucked all nasty."

She laughed. It was a brief moment between us as though we were in the room alone.

Darnell was now sitting on the couch, his cock still dangling, and sipping his TNT. "Thanks for the drink."

"Thanks for fucking my wife."

He laughed. "Anytime."

"I'm pretty sure that's true." I said joking, not joking.

V got up and disappeared into the bathroom. God, she looked beautiful. Darnell and I talked a bit more. I was still fully clothed and sat on the chair as Darnell was naked which was a bit awkward. Darnell did not seem to mind. Afterall, he was built like a god with a cock that hung down his thigh, even when soft. I probably would not wear pants if I was packing that thing. He asked if we were sure we'd never done this before as V returned wearing a robe and sat on the couch next to Darnell, kissing him and grabbing her prosecco. "So, here I am with my husband and my boyfriend. Never thought I'd be saying that." She joked.

Darnell again commented on how easy going we were and that we seemed natural. V admitted she was very nervous before the night started. "I'm great now though. I realized he loves watching me get fucked." She turned and said to Darnell as she kissed him and massaged his cock.

"Good, you can watch as much as you want. Well, maybe not as much as you want but you can watch me most of the time." V said as she turned to me.

"I'm not gonna lie, I was really nervous about having sex in front of you, but I loved it. I loved you watching me." V said.

"Did you love it babe? Was it all you had imagined?"

"Yes."

V just laughed. She had quickly finished her prosecco. "I need to take a shower. I am dirty."

V got up and grabbed Darnell's hand. "C'mon."

V and Darnell disappeared into the bathroom. A moment later I heard the water running. I sat enjoying my cocktail for a moment, still in shock as to what was happening. Strangely, I felt at ease. It was definitely the alcohol. It was just after 9:00 now, and I tuned into Sunday night football. After a few minutes I went inside the bathroom to take a peak. They were in the shower together, talking and laughing. V had Darnell's cock soaped up and was fondling it, as he did her gorgeous tits. I only watched for a moment and returned to the couch to watch the game. Darnell and V left the bathroom after another 5 minutes or so. V was in a robe carrying lotion. Darnell followed with just a towel around his waist. She always puts lotion on her skin after a shower. "Who wants to lotion me?" She asked.

Darnell and I both approached her. "Why don't both of you do it." She told us.

V lay on the bed in the middle, and Darnell and I started to both rub her body at the same time. She seemed excited and happy to have the attention of both her lover and her husband. First, we did her back and legs, then she rolled over. When she rolled over, Darnell kneeled up by her head, and allowed his towel to fall free, his cock dangling in V's face. She started gently sucking on his cock as Darnell rubbed her stomach and tits, and I worked her legs. As she continued to suck Darnell's cock, I finished by rubbing her feet, and then put the lotion aside to make my way to her pussy. She spread her legs a little as I started sucking her clit and licking her still open pussy as she moaned. I guess we were not done yet. Her clit and pussy were still swollen, and even after the shower, V still had some sex juices leaking from her pussy.

I looked up to see V and Darnell now making out. "I want your ass." Darnell told her.

V giggled. "We need to work up to that."

With that V rolled over and up and off the bed. She retrieved a bottle of lube from her bag on the floor and moved back to the bed.

"I can't wait to see this." I said.

V just flashed me a fiery look with her dark eyes. "You, can sit over there and watch." she said motioning towards the couch.

I moved to the couch. V squirted the lube onto her hand and started stroking Darnell's cock, getting it rigid again. She worked it for a minute before laying back on the bed and spreading her legs. "My pussy first. Warm me up." She told him.

With the lube and the fucking V had already received that night, Darnell easily slid balls deep into my wife's pussy.

"Ahh." She groaned in pleasure. "I love this cock."

"You love this black cock, don't you?" Darnell told her.

"Yes, I love it. I love your big black cock baby. It's so fucking good. Fuck my married pussy."

Whatever hangups V had about fucking Darnell in front of me were apparently long gone. Darnell was now fully stroking in and out of V's pussy a rhythmic motion.

"Yeah, your pussy loves my cock, don't it."

"Uh huh." V responded.

"My cock want's you ass now slut. Let me fuck that hot ass."

"Okay, go slow." V told him.

I watched intently as Darnell withdrew his long dark shaft from V's pussy, her defeated pussy lips not even closing around her open hole now. V reached for the lube on the bed, squirted it in her hands again, and massaged it into Darnell's cock. "Let me get on top." She told him.

V rolled over as Darnell shifted to lay on the bed. V then straddled his body, lifting herself up, and grabbed his cock, lining it up with her tight asshole. She slowly guided herself onto his cock. His thick head popped into her asshole. V squealed a little, and Darnell groaned. "Fuck, that ass is so tight."

V started to ride him a little, slowly taking his cock deeper into her ass, until his balls were resting against her ass cheeks. It was slow and methodical. I had fucked V in the ass many of times, and she always starts really slow, allowing you to work up to full on fucking her ass. The difference was that she was not used to fucking something as big as Darnell in her ass. Her pussy, with all the big toys we had, sure, but she only ever put my cock, or small toys and plugs into her ass. Darnell was a lot bigger than she was used to. Darnell moved his hands to her hips and ass and V started riding his cock. My cock was stiffening at the sight of Darnell's thick black cock in my wife's jiggling ass. V was warmed up now and feeling it. She has been able to have orgasms from anal before. I still remember the first time it happened, and she surprised herself. That was many years ago.

I moved towards the bed and reached around V, grabbing her tits, and kissing her neck. She turned to me and kissed me. "I want to fuck you too. I want to DP you."

"What?"

"I love you baby. I don't know if we'll ever get the chance to do this again. I've always wanted to do it."

"Ahh." She groaned. "Okay."

"Let's double her. That good to you." I told Darnell.

"Fuck, good by me." He said.

"I want to keep Darnell in my ass." V told us.

Lucky for me, I knew V loved a good DP and it is nothing new for us. We have been using toys and plugs to DP her since the early days of our relationship. Not just DP, but DVP as well. I told you she has always been kinky in bed. She steadied herself and with Darnell's help started to rotate to reverse cowgirl. Darnell's cock was so long that she could do this without him falling out. She giggled a little as his cock twisted inside of her. As she did this, I quickly ripped my clothes off. V's other leg swung over Darnell’s, and she leaned back onto his hard stomach. My cock has mostly hard again. This was impressive. I am 46 after all, and usually after 2 good orgasms I am spent for a while. What an aphrodisiac it is to watch you wife fucking another man though. I dipped the head of my cock into her pussy a few times to lube it up and slid into her. V moaned in pleasure. Her pussy felt a lot tighter with Darnell's huge cock up her ass. I started to thrust her as Darnell lay motionless below us. He started thrusting too, and it was awkward at first, but we eventually got into a rhythm. My cock slipped out a few times, but it worked pretty well. I was kissing V and telling her I loved her. I was getting that raunchy feeling again.

"You like two cocks in you, don't you slut."

"Yes." She said.

"Yeah, let's do this again. Maybe Darnell has some friends how want to do this to you."

"Shh." V shushed me.

"I'm sure he does. You love two cocks inside of you don't you." I told her.

"Uh, huh." V moaned.

"Let's do it. Maybe we can find another guy to make you airtight." I told her.

"You've got friends, right Darnell." I said to him.

This was much a game for us that we had played before. I held nothing back with V. My fantasies about her doing gangbangs and all. We had talked dirty about this many times. As I have told you, V can get feisty with me, and she took the bait.

"Shut up. Is that what you want you perv. You want to watch Darnell and his friends fuck me? You may just have to watch, you know. Maybe you don't even get to touch me at all. You can just watch and jerk your little cock while they fuck me."

Bingo. V had responded exactly how I had hoped. She was predictable though. She would take any challenge and fight back. She once fucked an impossibly huge dildo to prove me wrong. I had gone overboard with this thing, and it was 4 inches wide, yes, 4 inches, that's 12 1/2 inches in circumference. I challenged her and told her she was not woman enough to fuck it. Oh, she did. It left her pussy sore for days. I wanted Darnell to see and hear this. I wanted him to know that V was a slut and at his invite would fuck his friends.

"I can arrange that." Darnell told her.

"Is that what you want baby? You want Darnell and his friends to fuck you?"

"No, that's what you want, you fucking cuckold. Just shut the fuck up and fuck me."

V had snapped back to her senses, but mission accomplished. Darnell had now seen her love for DP, and her opening the door to inviting other men. Another monumental moment though. V had talked and even asked me about the cuckold thing before, but she had never actually called me a cuckold. She just did for the first time. I grabbed V's hand and put it on her swollen clit. She started rubbing it, getting even more worked up. We continued to fuck and the sight of V in front of me along with the image in my mind of her fucking several other men set me over the edge. I groaned and shot what was left of my cum (not much) into her pussy. My cock softened almost immediately and fell out. I rolled off and stood and watched for a minute before rounding up my clothes again. Darnell now started fucking V's ass in pace again and then easily picked her up and moved her into a doggy position. He once again had his hand on the back of her neck as he started giving her ass a good pounding. V was now grunting in unison with the thrusts from Darnell. V was rubbing her clit again. "Can you cum soon?" She asked Darnell.

"I'm gonna cum soon, but I don't know if I can take this after I do. Can you cum with me?"

"I'll try." Darnell said.

"That's it baby, cum in my ass. Fuck my ass." V told him.

Darnell continued to fuck her ass, groaning now.

"You ready, fucking cum for me." V told him.

"Ah, here it comes."

"Ah, that's it, cum in me." V said as she furiously rubbed her clit.

Darnell thrust deep and grunted, shooting his last load of the night up V's ass. "Ah, don't move, just stay here." V told him as she maneuvered her clit.

Darnell lay still for another few moments as V moaned and rubbed her clit. "Ah, fuck, I'm cumming again." She announced as she quivered.

V slowly stopped shaking and Darnell started to pull his cock out. V squealed. "I hate this part. Oh god."

Darnell's cock popped free. She rolled over and immediately got up to go to the bathroom. Darnell was laying on the bed, his slimy cock, coated with my wife's ass juice hanging on the bed in front of him. His cock, as expected, left a slight brown goo on the sheets. He had been deep in my wife's colon after all. The sheets were fucked anyway. They were so messy and stained. Poor housekeeping. We looked at each other. "Fuck, that was awesome. Thanks man." Was all about all I could muster up to say at the moment.

"Sure thing. Thanks again for letting me spend time with V. She's a hot one. I want you to know I'm not here to get in the way of your life or anything. I'm happy to be the marital aide for ya'll. Just trying to be clear that I really like V, but I'm not trying to take her or anything like that. I like the part I play. I like the sex."

V returned shortly and tossed a towel to Darnell. Darnell grabbed the towel, started cleaning his cock with it as he stood up. I was fully clothed again. "Do you want to get home while the kids are still up? I'm ready to get out of here."

"Yes, I'm exhausted." V said.

It was a strange exchange. We were going back home to our teenage kids as though it had been a normal night out. Back to our married life and V as a regular mom. V and Darnell were getting dressed. I was mentally exhausted. The highs and lows of the night were crazy. I was feeling pretty low at this time. All of the angst was gone, and I was left to face the reality of what we were actually doing. I was ashamed of what I had done. My wife had a lover, a really good lover. One that she was likely to keep seeing unless I asked her not to.

If I did ask her to stop seeing him, I assume she would ready my jealously and not go down this road again. Still, there is this area of self-doubt that can creep in. What if I told her not to and she kept fucking him anyway. What if this had opened the door to her just fucking who she wants and not telling me. Nothing she had done or said should make me think this, but your mind can do unpredictable things. It was clear V and Darnell had a strong physical connection.

Darnell had gotten dressed quickly and was ready to leave. My mind was made worse when Darnell went over to tower above V and gave her a deep passionate kiss and a hug. "I'll see you this week." He said.

"Um, at some point. It's Thanksgiving, so I have a lot to do. Let's talk tomorrow." V told him.

V continued to get ready, focused on rounding up her things. I felt trapped in that room. We needed to get out of there. There was to be no reclamation sex or reconnection. We were both exhausted and V was totally worn out. My ego was bruised. Darnell was tall, good looking, well spoken, charming, in great shape, and had a huge cock he knew how to use. A total stud, and he's now fucking my wife. V was soon ready, and we were out the door. Even though it was a 15-minute ride, she dosed off in the car.

We chatted with the kids for a bit and told them we were off to bed. V was in bed quickly in her jammies. I snuggled up next to her, my cock not getting hard, but definitely twitching thinking about what I had seen. Even in my tired state, I could not fall asleep for hours. I finally did. V had fallen fast asleep. I woke up to visions of Darnell fucking V and a hard cock. I relieved myself in the shower looking at the big bottle of body wash that was thick like Darnell's cock, comparing it to my cock. No fucking wonder V liked fucking him so much.

The visions were fresh, and my cock was hard a lot last week. I was not allowed pics or videos of the night, but there will certainly be time for that. I have my own fantasies about V becoming one of the Onlyfans wives who post their adventures. This is a total pipe dream though, V likes being private and would never in a million years go for it. Trust me, I've tried for years to get her to take and post pictures and videos of her playing with big dildos. Shot down every single time. It has been like pulling teeth to get her to post pictures on her various profiles. I asked her to post the few recent pics of her fucking Darnell. A way to show proof on her profiles that she is the real deal.

On Tuesday the week of Thanksgiving, V had plans to get all of the food shopping done, and also have a visit with Darnell.

"Where's Mom?" Our son asked when I got home around 5:30 on Tuesday.

"She's out shopping for Thanksgiving." I told him.

I knew by now her shopping was done, and she was at Darnell's house. V was home by 6:30 with the food.

"Good trip? Did you get all the stuffing you needed?" I asked her.

V just laughed. That night, when we went to bed, I could not wait to reclaim her. "Clean my pussy. I want you to taste him on me." she demanded.

I obliged and licked and sucked her pussy making her orgasm. When I was done, I slipped into her already fucked pussy. I liked flipping her doggy style and watching Darnell's cum coat my cock. I definitely had some cuckold in me. I loved knowing Darnell was cumming in V. We had a great Thanksgiving. V ran out in the morning on Friday to do some shopping. Before she left, she whispered in my ear. "I'm going to stop by and see Darnell. It's black Friday after all."

My son and I played in an annual touch football game early that afternoon. All I could think about was V at Darnell's that afternoon. As tradition, we went to our friends house afterwards who organizes the game. I texted V letting her know we were going over there and told her to stop by and grab our daughter on the way. Our kids are close in age, so they are all friends. Less than an hour later V showed up. I kissed her. I swear I could smell and taste her boyfriend. I wanted her again that night, but she informed me her period had just started during her session with Darnell.

Monday afternoon I received a text from V. She said she was going to visit Darnell on his lunch break. She admitted that night she met Darnell while he was at lunch and gave him a blowjob in her car. That, my friends, happened just three days ago. Her period is almost gone, and she is going to see Darnell again today. I don't doubt I will be cleaning my wife's cum filled pussy again tonight.

This is my life now. I begged and pleaded for her to do this. She was perfectly happy and satisfied before. I must now live with the consequences though. V and Darnell text every day. My 43 yo wife has a 28 yo boyfriend/fuckfriend/boytoy, whatever you want to call it. He's closer to our daughter's age than to V's. Let that sink in.

He even invited her to an upcoming Christmas party as his date. The party is in our closest large city, almost an hour away. It would either be a night were they take a car service, or possibly get a hotel and spend the night together, which would be a first. I find it kind of hot for V to be out in public with her young boyfriend.

Their relationship is still new, as are we to this. We are still new, only 2 ½ months since V and Darnell's first date. I have no idea where this is headed, but I just need to buckle up and enjoy the ride. I had it pictured in my head as though I would have control. I pictured picking out and setting up men. Maybe some dirty group sessions with 2 or 3 guys. Maybe even a gangbang. Parading V around as my little sex toy.

The truth is that I have no idea what will happen. V is in control, and she realizes that now. I don't know how long the relationship with Darnell will last, but my guess is he will not be her only or last boyfriend moving forward. I'm sure V will have some young hung boytoy from here on forward. Nor sure if they will all be black guys. It doesn't really matter, but she knows what a queen of spades is and has made some jokes about it over the years. In the back of my mind I always though that someday she would do it. I never imagined when she started doing it she'd be so eager to with no signs of stopping for now.

I am still filled with self-doubt. We have a beautiful life together, and I know I am her person and her other half. I do worry about the cock drunk effect Darnell has on her though. Of course, her fist young black lover had to be a total stud. I am pretty sure she is going to be chasing that now that she has experienced it.

I will also add that since she has been fucking Darnell, she seems to have more men drawn to her. It's only been a few social occasions, but maybe it's her confidence and making eye contact, but it just seems like something has changed and other men can sense she is available. She's commented about guys hitting on her in public just out and about too. Another thing to note is the developing cuckoldress in V. Never seriously, but she has commented a few times in friendly banter about me behaving or not getting her pussy anymore. One time laughing and saying, “I can get all the sex I need.”

I really think there is something to it. Who knows. Maybe I'm paranoid. I have caught her checking out younger black guys we come across though. She just seems more sexual now. Another thing I will point out is that she has been in a great mood lately, so much so that even the kids have commented.

As we started playing with huge toys and V discovered she was a size queen, I realized that my cock alone was not enough to satisfy her. I satisfy her with the entire sexual package. When you know your wife prefers cocks much larger than your, you make up for it in other ways. You try harder. Years ago, she told me that she did not need another cock, she had a drawer full of huge cocks to satisfy her.

More recently she has also repeatedly said things like, “If anything ever happened to you, my next guy would be hung like a horse." And, when looking for guys, "If they are not really hung what's the point."

It makes me wonder if we were to meet for the first time at this point in our life, would she still pick me. Given what she seems interested in lately, I don't think she'd fuck me. Again, there’s the self-doubt.

[Jaxbchcuck]

A fascinating and well told account of your adventures A4F. It will be interesting to see what direction your relationship goes in? Denial? More outward exposure of the relationship? More men? I could feel the range of emotions you experienced while reading and I look forward to reading more from you!

jbc

[Greg_N_Shelley]

Wow. Very big wow! That's quite a story. I've been curious what's happened to you since you last posted. Seems quite a bit!

Shelley was a size queen too, although she rarely admitted it to me directly. It usually only came out when she was chatting alone with other guys, being fucked into oblivion, or teased by her fuck friend into admitting it in front of me (similar to how Darnell teased V into a similar admission about loving his cock). I suspect she was always afraid of making me feel inferior somehow.

I would't think too much about 'what if' scenarios or whether she would be with you if she had meet guys like Darnell earlier. First, 'what if' stuff is nothing more than mental masturbation. Moreover, you've given her the jackpot...a rich life with a loving husband and soulmate, children, and the freedom to indulge her wildest sexual desires. And she's given you a gift in turn by satisfying your wildest desires at a level that maybe you never imagined.

As the wise men say--All is Good!

IMHO, the only thing that could possibly be better is if V gave you permission to post more pics of her delicious, intoxicatingly-beautiful body! Your wife is off-the-chart, insanely hot!!!

[54321]

Dear All4Fun,

Thank you for your frank, honest, beautifully written and perfectly expressed post.

Also, thank you for the photo's of the sensationally beautiful V that you have posted in the Hotties Forum.

Every good wish to you both,

54321

[afagehi7]

Ho lee fukk! I just lost my chit! I'm literally speechless...

[noreaster]

Very well written. Some of the things you described brought back memories. Like after you came and started wondering what the hell you were doing not only letting, but encouraging, your wife to have sex with someone else. The self doubt. And knowing if you say anything to her it could all come crashing down since it was your idea to begin with. Funny how that eventually goes away only to be replaced with the desire again.
And then being around family knowing your wife was just enjoying another man not that long before. Pretty powerful memories.

I wish you the best on your continued journey.

[venus-can99]

A4F love your detailed description of the interaction between V and Darnell. Looking forward to hearing more about the Christmas part with Darnell

[Oneillfranko]

Such a hot story. And the photos are off the charts. The angst you are experiencing must be unreal

[magnus]

One of the hottest, if not the hottest adventure I've ever had the pleasure of reading here. Thanks so much for sharing.

[livinginsin]

Amazing story telling and photos. Thank you for sharing. And have a happy and hot holiday season!

[Magellanic29]

That was an awesome story! Wow was so hot and sexy. You are such a lucky man. I can't wait to hear more about you two.

[all4fun]

While it may be cold outside here, we are heading into 2024 with the hotwife life heating up. I am both excited and surprised (although not 100%) by V's behavior.


For me, having a hotwife so far is much like living on a constant yoyo of emotions. At times, I am so filled with angst and excitement my cock strains against my pants thinking about it. Other times I am so filled with self-doubt and loathing that I hate myself. I cannot believe how much more sexual and open-minded V has become in the past 4 months. She has now had sex with another bull. More on that in a bit.


I have always had a fantasy that she would want a cock bigger than mine. It's a turn on knowing she prefers large size cocks and dildos. When we met, she already had a dildo just as large as me, which she said was perfect. I wanted to see her with something bigger, so I got her the first "big" dildo. It was a tight fit and left her sore. She had huge orgasm from it but said it was too big to use all of the time. It was like a switch flicked in her head though. This was about 22 years ago. V was 21. Gradually, she started to request it more until it started to be used regularly, and not just between us, but when she played by herself.


At first, I think she was trying to spare my feelings, but eventually she admitted that she loved the stuffed stretched feeling. She said she "Just feels full, and that it hurts, but it's a good hurt." For years, I would give her a newer, slightly bigger toy every 6 months or so. It was the same reaction from V each time. "It's huge and will only be a once in a while thing."


Within a few months it was not once in a while but nearly every day, with or without me. V admitted to using it solo and that it was now her favorite toy. As V propensity for huge toys grew, so did my cuckold fantasies and tendencies. I love working V over and making her orgasm with huge toys, and getting sloppy seconds after she is satisfied and worn out. By the time V was 26, she had worked up to some huge dildos. It took her years to admit she was a size queen, but she eventually embraced it. I encouraged her too. We always used them when we had sex, and I would clean them and know exactly where and how they had been put away. I would be so turned on after returning from being away for a few days for work and checking on V's dildos to see if she had been using them. While I was away my little wife had been fucking her huge silicone boyfriends without me. I noticed the difference too. When we first met, I would have to warm V up and ease my cock into her, but by then I could just drop balls deep into her. V noticed too. Many times, fucking V she would tell me harder or deeper, even when I was balls deep in her already.


After our first was born she became hooked on size. We graduated to truly monster dildos and started fisting. Like I have said before, V is very kinky. Her favorite toys were girthy, I am talking 8 1/2 t to 10 inches around.


I still remember, clear as day, the night after she fucked a monster toy to orgasm, moving on top of me, and sitting on my cock. She told me "Fuck me, put it in me."


She did not know my cock was already inside of her. It was humiliating and exhilarating. My hot little wife could not even feel me. I knew at this point that she would someday be a hotwife. Someday she was going to find a boyfriend with a huge cock and get the satisfaction she needed.


Even though V has just started cucking me for real recently, she has been cucking me with huge toys for decades now. I have had more sloppy seconds than most men and have repeatedly suffered the humiliation of not being able to get her off and having to use a huge dildo to do it. Another thing that came out in time was V faking orgasms early in our relationship. Once she realized I loved toying her, or watching her toy, that changed. She would tell me she had not cum yet and I would then proceed to watch her explode on a fake cock two to three times the size of me. I would often pleasure her orally while doing this. This always made her orgasm.


V was not afraid to admit that most of the time she needed more than I could give her to really get off. It's amazing that V waited this long to go fuck a hung guy. Now that she has that freedom though, I don't see her stopping. I know I have not fully satisfied V for many years. She is getting that now.


Someone asked how big Darnell's dick is. Darnell is 8 1/2 long by a thick 8 around. I'm about 6 long by 4 3/4 around. I'm a math/numbers nerd and here is some hard truth. At first glance it does not seem like all that much difference, but the volume there is about 11 cu to 40 cu. Each time he is balls deep in her he is giving her almost 4 times as much cock as I can. I even made the mistake of telling V this which she has relayed to her best friend. She told her best friend, Kim, about her boyfriend and how I am okay with it, capping it off by telling her his dick is 4 times bigger than mine. I think she relayed this to Darnell too. I'm not sure what else she told her, but Kim is divorced and has never been with a black guy, and now she wants to fuck a black guy after conversations with V. V is not willing to share Darnell. She may see if Darnell has a friend for Kim. Unfortunately, she does not look like V. I'm not worried about Kim talking, she does not blab, and V tells her just about everything, and vice versa. V even told her about her threesome with the two men (read below) which was not that big of a deal since Kim has done them before. Kim is calmer now but was single for a long time and was a bit of a slut at times. When we were much younger two of my friends double teamed her one night and I know of several other friends that she has fucked, many after just meeting. Another interesting tidbit, V has made out with Kim several times in the past, but not since they were much younger.


A drunk admission from V recently further bruised my ego but confirmed what I already knew. After a night out with friends in which V rarely drinks too much, some things came out. 1. V loves fucking Darnell. 2. She thinks about it every day. 3. She has never had sex this good or been so easily multi orgasmic. 4. He is more dominating over her when I am not there.


She had fun with our threesome, but admits Darnell held back. His dominating personality is one of the things that drew V to him. Her fantasy always included submitting to her lover. We haven't dissected this, but somehow, I feel it makes it easier for her to have sex with someone else.


While V has been having sex with big toys for many years, I thought that a real huge cock would be an extension of the play toys, and not that much different. I was wrong. I am now paranoid that if I were to call quits to this, V would not want to stop and just keep fucking Darnell or another horse cock stud behind my back. I have not hinted at wanting to end it yet as I see how happy and fulfilled V is, and I am enjoying the ride, but this haunts the back of my mind. V will not say it, but she'd rather have sex with Darnell than me. I just know it. I'm married to a size queen and her boyfriend just happens to have a donkey dick.


V has been a happy and satisfied wife seeing her boyfriend. We have both been calling Darnell her boyfriend now. Crazy to think that my wife actually has a boyfriend. It used to be just meet for drinks and sex, or just sex. The relationship has evolved, and they have actually gone on a few longer dates before they have sex. One dinner date and one lunch date. She enjoys his company outside of the bedroom too.


I had mentioned Darnell's Holiday Party. We decided V was going to spend the night at a hotel with Darnell after his party. Her first night away with her boyfriend. A huge step for us newbies. We have only known Darnell since September.


The party was 3 weeks ago and was held at a hotel in the city which is about an hour from our house. V looked amazing, wearing a tight black gown that showed her nicely toned body. It was classy yet hot. Her hair and makeup looked stunning. She was sure to turn heads anywhere she went. She was quite nervous going and meeting a bunch of people as Darnell's date. She thought for a minute she was crazy for doing this and was worried she may run into someone that knew her or us. She's felt the same when out on dates with Darnell. She admits the excitement of being in public with someone that is not her husband is an aphrodisiac. Seeing how good she looked made me jealous.


V had asked Darnell if anyone knew about her. Darnell admitted that his boss, a man named Derek, was aware of her situation. Darnell explained that he had become a mentor to him in not just his professional, but personal life, and he had confided in him about their relationship and the fact she was married and dating with her husband's permission. Darnell said Derek was trustworthy and would not tell anyone and was in the lifestyle himself.


I'll try to break down the night from what V has told me.


Derek immediately introduced himself to her, kissed her hand, and made a comment about how she was even more beautiful than Darnell had described her. V said Derek's hand engulfed hers and he had a presence about him that could not be denied. He was in his mid-50's and was a large dark-skinned man. He was at least a few inches taller than Darnell and was thick and broad. V admitted she immediately found him attractive.


V spent the dinner and the early part of the evening with Darnell and Derek. She estimates that there were about 200 people there, and it was a ton of fun. It is a marketing company that focuses on sport so there were quite a few "local" sports figures there, including several big muscular athletes, including a few giant basketball players. V admitted her attraction to them. She really likes tall/large men. She said Derek was attentive to her all night and had a way about him that made her feel completely coveted. The night started with a formal dining experience and was followed by an open bar and a dance floor with a DJ.


She learned that Derek was a former D1 college football player, who made it to the practice squad for an NFL team, but never made it past that. V danced with both Darnell and Derek, even sharing a slow dance with Derek. Apparently, the smoking hot milf V, was garnering a lot of attention. Trust me, I have been used to this my whole life. I had to learn to quell my jealousy early on. In large party settings, she is constantly hit on. She downplayed it saying that there were lots of beautiful women there.


There is just something about V's exotic looks though. She stands out, even in a crowd of pretty women. V met a lot of men, including one well known former professional basketball player that tried to get her phone number. It was not just men introducing themselves, but men also asking Derek or Darnell to introduce them. V admitted the sexual tension had been building between her and Derek, and Darnell did not seem to mind him making comments and hitting on her. She said when they danced, he pulled her in close, and she could feel the outline of his cock against her stomach. He just looked at her and smiled.


Derek repeatedly commented on her beauty and towards the end of the party when dancing with him he shocked her a bit when he told her, "I know that you are a married woman, and here on a date with Darnell. I think you are smart and beautiful, and I also think that you are too hot and too much woman for just one man to handle. That's why you date right, a beauty like you should have her pick of men. I would love to take you out sometime."


V explained that she was there with Darnell. Derek told her that he did not think Derek would mind and that he has a lot of experience. He then asked her if she had more than one boyfriend. He told her that he could feel her pressing against him and he knew she was curious if it was as big as it felt. V was a little shocked by his directness. She was not used to guys being this direct and aggressive. The dance ended and she broke off from Derek to find Darnell. She did admit she was pressing her body against his cock on purpose.


She told Darnell that Derek was trying to fuck her. Darnell dropped a bomb on V and told him that he was expecting that. He should have told her earlier, but Derek was also his mentor when it came to the hotwife scene. He had introduced him to the idea and the lifestyle 4 years ago. He then said, "We have shared a few women."


Keep in mind here, we are very new to the whole swinging/hotwife scene. V's first ever date with another man was only months ago. And while you can read/hear about it, once you are faced with it and living it, it can be daunting. V asked him if anyone else knew about her? He said no. Darnell asked her, "Do you want to get wild tonight? Do you want both of us? You know you do."


V asked if he had planned this. Darnell told her absolutely not but once he saw how well she and Derek hit if off he figured he would see where the night took them. He also told her that he knew once Derek saw her, he was going to want her. V told him that her first threesome had just happened with Darnell, her, and I a few weeks ago. Darnell asked if she liked it. She said yes. He then told her. "This will be even better than that. You will have two very experienced guys with this stuff. We will take you to new heights. I've been watching you with Derek. I know you want this. Trust me, he has a big dick too and knows how to use it. He's even bigger than I am. Can you handle it, are you ready for two big men?"


V told him okay. Keep in mind I knew V would be busy that night with Darnell and the party, so I had given her plenty of space. I had no idea any of this was going on. I would not find out until the next day. V had a few more drinks, continued to dance, and when they called the party retreated to Derek's suite with him and Darnell. She said they fucked on and off for a few hours. She took both of them bareback and both men came in her pussy.


They even DVP'd her. She wasn't sure she could handle it but said having both of them inside of her at once made her feel full. Derek was longer than Darnell, but not as thick. As I have stated before, V has a lot of experience with huge toys. Her favorite toy is 10 inches long by 9 inches around, and she once rode a monster, 4-inch-thick dildo in front of me, so taking two large men inside of her was not that much of a "stretch", pun intended.


Everything that you think two men would do to a hottie like V happened. When they were done, she and Derek went back to their room. They had sex again in the morning and took a late checkout before grabbing brunch and heading home. V had some prosecco at lunch and sucked Darnell's cock in the car on the drive home. Her pussy was pretty sore, which does not happen that often. She still let me fuck her, she just wanted me to be quick though.


It certainly sounds like V may end up spending more time with Derek, as he has already been asking her to come down and be his date for another event sometime. She has not said yes or no yet. I think she is feeling me out. I've expressed my apprehension but am also excited about this. I have not met this guy or know his intentions. He just did a nasty double team on V so he might be the type of guy to help her let her inner slut out. My fantasies include V being very slutty and doing gangbangs and stuff like that.


On top of that, Derek reached out to her and said she made quite the impression on some of his friends and had more than one guy asking about her, including the basketball player, who V admits she is quite curious about. She's never had sex with someone famous.


V just had her first ever threesome without me, said she loved it, and just happened to meet a bunch of new suitors. I don't know Derek at all, but I know he is a lifestyle guy who just fucked my wife. I can only assume her "secret" is out with the men that Derek knows.


V did have one date with Darnell the following week, but she did not see him for almost two weeks. We were just too busy. Besides travelling for a few days, we had plenty of family stuff going on and V was battling a cold. We just got back Monday, and V already met with Darnell yesterday. She was itching to see him. I had my first of likely many sloppy seconds of 2024. We are planning to have another night with the three of us this weekend. It will be the second time I get to watch V have sex. Should I ask if Derek is available, or is that pushing it? Also interesting is the fact that Darnell has asked V if she would like to meet another friend of his, and it is not Derek.


We had an interesting drunk exchange on New Year's Eve. When discussing resolutions, I told her that one of Her’s should be to fuck 12 more guys this year, 1 per month. Her response. A laugh followed by "You would like that wouldn't you, you little perv. I might like that too if I find more guys like Darnell and Derek."

[Magellanic29]

Great update! Sounds like things are going good for you two. I'm happy for you. That's awesome that she seems to really be enjoying it all. Crazy she already had 2 men. Curious to see how this will go. Sounds like Derek can easily find more big cock for her. How are you feeling about it all?

[54321]

We had an interesting drunk exchange on New Year's Eve. When discussing resolutions, I told her that one of Her’s should be to fuck 12 more guys this year, 1 per month. Her response. A laugh followed by "You would like that wouldn't you, you little perv. I might like that too if I find more guys like Darnell and Derek."

What an exciting year ahead!

54321

[Statein88]

Enjoyed it!

[all4fun]

How am I feeling about all of it? Good. It’s certainly not without some up and downs and feelings of what the fuck are we doing. There has definitely been a slight shift in our sex life. We’re now 4 months into this and it’s hard to wrap my head around the fact that after almost 25 years together, we are no longer a monogamous couple. I've forever had cuckold fantasies, even dating back to my teen years. Nothing crazy but imagining and fantasizing my girl having sex with other guys.

This was exacerbated by some experiences I've had with girls, including one girlfriend breaking up with me and then fucking a guy with a known horse cock basically in front of me and everyone else at a party. It was not out in the open, but inside a car, but everyone knew what they were doing. I was trying to get back with her and she was fucking this guy in his car and ended up fucking him over the entire summer until she moved away.

In my younger years there was no way I was mature enough to handle V fucking someone else. I think this is something that comes with maturity. I want V to experience something I cannot give her and also support her desires, whatever they may be. It's certainly not 100% altruistic on my part as I get off on her fucking someone else.

I can say that like many couples, V started down this path for me. She definitely started doing this for me but is now doing it for herself. V and her boyfriend have great sex. They have great chemistry.

In my last post I wrote that I was not 100% surprised by V's behavior. I think it makes sense to add some context about both V's and my past here. Otherwise, it may appear like an otherwise normal wife has snapped and gone crazy.

I will try to keep it as simple and brief as possible. I had posted all of this on past threads, but they are gone.


- V and I met when she was 19 1/2. I am 3 years older. I thought she was a "good girl" and had just recently broken up with her boyfriend and had only slept with 4-5 guys.


- Here is the truth. V had been fucking guys behind her boyfriend’s back for the past 14/15 or so months when we met, and it was close to 20 in that time, some one-night stands, but others fuck friends she kept at the same time. I did not first learn this until almost 18 years later, one night shortly after I had admitted my hotwife fantasy to her and the same night we almost met up with someone. She ended up getting really drunk that night, after we missed the connection with guy she had been chatting with and likely ready to fuck and did not remember telling me everything. I also learned that during this promiscuous time she had as many as 3 fuckbuddies overlapping and on occasion had sex with more than 1 guy in a day, even as many as 3 including her boyfriend in a 24-hour period. 1 hookup, 1 fuck buddy, and her boyfriend. Also interesting is that her boyfriend’s little brother found out she was cheating and tried to coarse her to fuck him and his friend. She called his bluff and denied him. As for her ex-boyfriend when we met, they were not 100% broken up yet and she finally dumped him for good when we started dating. I am not 100% sure and she'd never admit it, but when we first started dating, like the first week, I think she may have still been fucking other guys.


- V went to Canada when she was 18 and to a strip club. There, she saw a black dancer who had a "cock to his knees" according to V. This prompted V's curiosity in both huge cocks and black guys. She tried to fuck a black guy at a party right before we met. He was a football player with an apparent horse cock, and with a condom with no lube was not able to fit his cock inside of her. We met shortly after that night and have been together since. Since that night, V developed a curiosity and fantasy to fuck a well hung muscular black guy. This was fairly obvious over the years in her comments. She would more often say that she thought black actors or athletes were "hot" over white guys and would also comment how big black guys dicks are. She usually commented on white guys that were musicians with good voices. She finds that hot as well. She used to go clubbing with her friends and dance/grind with black guys, but swears she never cheated or did more than that. I believe her since it took years of urging and conversations to get her to fuck someone else. These nights only fueled her attraction and fantasy, and now that she has lived out that fantasy and is loving it, she is not even considering a white guy for a playmate, at least night now.

- V had a few normal sized toys when we met and has always loved masturbating. I knew about her big dick curiosity, and also prompted by my own big dildo fantasy, I bought her a big toy. A 9-inch-long by 2-inch-thick realistic dildo. She fell in love with this toy and a size queen was born. It was interesting. In one breath she tells me she did not want to use the toy too much because it was going to stretch out her pussy, but then I would come home from a business trip to find out she had been stuffing it in her pussy all week. We added more toys over time, each time getting a little bigger. Over the years the toys got huge, and we even started fisting. V eventually admitted she is a size queen. She has been cucking me with huge toys for many years and long ago admitted she needed more to get off, often faking orgasm in our early days, only to please herself with a big dildo or vibrator later. After this admission, our sex life got better. I was more attentive to Vs needs, and would always bring V to organs, usually with very big toys, or my fist, and get sloppy seconds after.


- V has also experimented with other women before we met. She has made out with a few, and even went further with one. They fingered each other and the other girl went down on her. No surprise this girl was a lesbian and had a fancy for V. V has sworn she is not attracted to other women, and this was a one-off lesbian experience. She likes cock and muscles too much. As for making out with other women she sees that as more playful and just messing around.


I write this because it matters. V is not some regular boring wife that has all of a sudden created a new personality. Much of what is happening with her makes sense because it is her past, it has just been recently awoken. Almost as though V is picking up where her sex charged 19 1/2-year-old self left off, but now at 43. Both exciting and scary.


When I last posted V had recently been double teamed by Darnell and his boss/mentor Derek. I had visions of V becoming a cock drunk slut and starting off 2024 hot to go and possibly another meet with Derek or a new bull or two by now. It has been far tamer than that.

We did have another night together with Darnell just after the New Year, and one more night at the end of January. The most exciting news is that V was ready to meet another bull. This is a friend of Darnell's. If you recall, during our first threesome Darnell mentioned he may have some friends for her. This came up during our night together just after the New Year as Darnell and I double teamed V. I brought it up this time dirty talking V as we spit roasted her asking if she'd like to meet Darnel's friends. V said she wanted to, granted it was in the heat of the moment. We did discuss if after the sex was done and Darnell said he had a friend in mind. V agreed to at least meet him for drinks with Darnell to see if they hit it off. She was excited and nervous about the prospect of two other men again. She admits her night with Derek and Darnell was a bit alcohol induced and she'd like to be clearer headed this time. Seems like my little slut may like threesomes. She did mention one night how haughty it felt to be sucking one cock while another one was fucking her, knowing neither was her husband. This is so encouraging for me. My biggest and longest running fantasy is for V to do a gangbang. Another threesome with two guys that are not me is a step in the right direction.

Needless to say, a few days later Darnell told V that he did not think it was a good idea. He admitted that he did not want to share her with him and was still a bit jealous that she fucked Derek. Even though he was the one who proposed it to her that night, he is now saying that he wishes she had said no. This is total bullshit. For one, it was his idea, and second, although we joke about her being his girlfriend, she is in no way committed to him. I am a little worried that he is too attached to V. To me, this is not how a proper bull should act. If V wants to fuck his friends, he should arrange it, not keep her to himself. His job is to take her places sexually that she wants to go to. Granted in a safe manner. We are not asking him to take her to a room full of strangers. It's just meeting with another potential bull for some adult fun. Am I wrong? I don't think so.

On to the last weekend in January and our second meeting with Darnell as a couple for the month, and third as a couple overall since V started seeing him. V did meet him solo a few times over that past month as well, but probably not as much as either of them would like. This last time I sat and watched fully clothed as V and Darnell had sex. I did not take her until after he was gone. This time was different from the past two meetings. Not only do I just enjoy sitting back and watching the pleasure he gives V, but also the angst and humiliation. Watching V tell him to cum inside her pussy is probably the hottest thing I have ever seen or felt. He fucks V better than I ever could, and probably better than most men. This is just something you have to deal with, I guess. If you let your wife guck other guys, there is going to be someone who is better.

I will say that they are very much in tune with each other and have great chemistry now that they have had sex a few dozen times with many solo encounters. It's gut wrenching watching them make out passionately as they fuck. Anyone who has watched their wife knows the moments I am talking about. The gentle fucking with the deep kissing that more resemble love making. It's painful yet exciting to watch. I am worried that he is falling for V though. I mean I get it. She is gorgeous, worldly, smart, funny, sexy, and a dynamo in bed. I am wondering if their relationship has gone on too long.

I think it is time V finds another lover, and let's Darnell know that she is not going to be monogamous with just him. He needs to get used to the fact that V is not, nor ever will be his. Okay, on from the negatives.

There are positives to V having a studly young boyfriend. I try a lot harder now. Not just in the bedroom, but out of it too. I'm more romantic than I have been in years. I am also working out harder than I have recently. I always work out but get lax on the intensity or sometimes take days off for no reason. Not the last few months though. There is something to worrying that these men are going to try to steal your wife that makes you try harder to be a better husband. Another positive is that she is just in a better mood most of the time.

As for the shift in our sex life I mentioned, it is more of a reinforcement of what we have been doing most of the time for years. It goes without saying that I get her off first every time now. This includes me going down on her and fucking her to orgasm with a big dildo, or a big cock sleeve I have. I have not had anything but sloppy seconds, whether it's from Darnell of just a dildo, in months.


Derek has been messaging her, trying to set a date with her again. Nothing has come of it yet, but they message a lot. She has really gotten to know him, and I hope they will make it happen soon. He has a busy schedule, travels a lot, and also lives over an hour away. V has been saying she wants to feel his cock again. It left quite an impression on her, or should I say in her. It's a little strange that she had a threesome with Derek upon meeting him, and is getting to know him now, but who can predict how the lifestyle will go. To be clear, I am all for V having more than one regular lover.

Personally, I feel too much time with one guy and no one else, Darnell in this case, is just not a good thing. I think if she had 2-3 guys she knew and trusted it would be better and safer. I see that formula works for many a hotwife here on OHW. Plus, I am 100% on board with V being a little naughty and promiscuous. Her having a handful of guys she plays with just does it for me, but it's not up to me.

[readyy2009]

Nice update all4fun...You write so well...I am becoming obsessed with the feelings of the Husband side of hotwifing...I understand the turn on part of this but the part where you have thoughts of these Men stealing your Wife away...Does V try to lessen your concerns? Do you discuss this with her? Do you feel closer to her and her to you since this started? I think the closer bond is part of what attracts me to this and I would love to hear your thoughts on this...Also is the fact that Darnell is so powerfull sexually something that adds to your fear or angst?

[readyy2009]

Nice update all4fun...You write so well...I am becoming obsessed with the feelings of the Husband side of hotwifing...I understand the turn on part of this but the part where you have thoughts of these Men stealing your Wife away...Does V try to lessen your concerns? Do you discuss this with her? Do you feel closer to her and her to you since this started? I think the closer bond is part of what attracts me to this and I would love to hear your thoughts on this...Also is the fact that Darnell is so powerfull sexually something that adds to your fear or angst?

[54321]

Personally, I feel too much time with one guy and no one else, Darnell in this case, is just not a good thing. I think if she had 2-3 guys she knew and trusted it would be better and safer. I see that formula works for many a hotwife here on OHW. Plus, I am 100% on board with V being a little naughty and promiscuous. Her having a handful of guys she plays with just does it for me, but it's not up to me.

I think most people on this forum would agree.

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[Greg_N_Shelley]

Personally, I feel too much time with one guy and no one else, Darnell in this case, is just not a good thing. I think if she had 2-3 guys she knew and trusted it would be better and safer. I see that formula works for many a hotwife here on OHW. Plus, I am 100% on board with V being a little naughty and promiscuous. Her having a handful of guys she plays with just does it for me, but it's not up to me.

I don’t see an issue with exclusivity, but I think concern about Darnell may be merited if she's seeing him privately on a very regular basis and he's now expressing jealousy.

From my perspective, jealousy is a major alarm bell in hotwife play. And that's true for both of them (hotwife and bull). If anyone starts getting possessive, that seems to be an indicator of emotional attachment, desire for something more in the relationship, or unfair expectations. Either way, it's 'bad mojo' in my book.

After my girl met her favorite lover, Bret, she had little interest in finding other guys. He won the award for “Best Fuck in Her Life” and she was very satisfied with him as her exclusive lover after that. He fucked her regularly for 12 years and never once did a concern arise. That's possibly due to the intermittency of their play dates or because I joined them much of the time. But I believe a big part of it was just mindset. They were very content being fuck friends and never felt desire for something more in their relationship. And never did either of them express jealousy about what the other was up to.

[all4fun]

V had a date with Derek last weekend. Over the past few months, Derek has stayed in contact with V and had been asking her to various events as his date. I had been encouraging her to say yes. She has gotten to know him better and schedules finally jived, so she he finally accepted his invite. We booked V her own hotel room for the night in case the date did not go well. Darnell was aware and said he was okay with it. This is certainly different from Darnell's last reaction when we approached him about V meeting his friend. A few things at play here. Derek is not only Darnell's mentor, but his boss. I do not think he is going to tell him no.

We are learning here, and trying to understand the rules of the lifestyle, especially lifestyle bulls, but Darnell is not allowed to claim V, since she is married to me, and is free to date whoever she may like as long as she and I are okay with it. That is the tone of the conversations V, and sometimes I, have had with Derek. Yes, I have chatted with him but obviously not met him in person yet. I prefer to remained involved with any bull B is talking too. 1. To keep tabs on them. 2. To have a relationship where I can join in and watch when possible. At this point we don't have many rules. V must be open and honest about everything she does and feels. Hide nothing. No secrecy. Trust.


V was clear with Darnell after his last reaction that although she was going to continue seeing him almost exclusively, there would likely be other men. The agreement had always been to play safe and get tested regularly and be open and honest about other partners. Granted, V has not tested much as she has not needed to, just after that first night with Derek. Darnell has had some other women recently. He has another hotwife that he sees on occasion, but not regularly.


V has admitted this does not necessarily make her jealous, but competitive. She tries to fuck his brains out, so he wants her the most. Not to mention the random blowjobs she has given him. Hard to imagine my hot little suburban wife and mother of my kids meeting her boyfriend to suck him off in his car, but it happens. This whole hotwife life is really a strange arena at times. As much as Derek may be dominant in bed with V, he does not have any say over what she does outside of the bedroom (no one does, not even me, she can be as stubborn as a mule), and I think he is afraid of losing her. Just a hunch as I still think his feelings for V are running deep. Something to watch for sure.


I have been a long-time follower of Ky_Da. While we certainly have major differences as to what we like and want from the lifestyle, I have always found his writing exceptional, possibly the best on OHW, and full of great information and insight. I stole an idea from him right after reading a recent thread and downloaded some interracial hotwife books for V. V has read several erotic books over the years and likes them. She went on an erotic book kick for a while after reading 50 Shades. My thought process here? Get her used to and comfortable with the idea of having more than one lover and just "being" a hotwife. Did it work? She rifled through three books in a week, and something edged her to say yes to Derek's latest offer. So, yes. Thank you, Ky!


V's night with Derek. It was another gala type of event with some local sports and media celebs. It ended early, and they went to a high-end bar with table service. She said that she was surrounded by several athletic black guys, including the former NBA player who was smitten with her from the last event. She danced and had fun with a few of them. Nothing major happened, but she had her tits and ass groped and was rubbing up against their cocks. She felt like Derek enjoyed showing her off.


Derek asked her if she would like a few of the men to join them for the night. It certainly appears Derek was lining V up for a gangbang, or at least a double team, and testing the waters. She refused and he did not bring it up again, at least until later, when they were fucking. V loves dirty talk and rough sex when she is in the throes of passion. You can call her names, and lightly choke and slap her. Well, not always light with the slapping. I have smacked her ass so hard before her tattoo actually raised and felt like braille. While they were fucking Derek was dirty talking her, with lots of name calling, and it went to her fucking other guys with him.


She may have told him if he found the right guys, and they were vetted and tested, she'd fuck his friends. This is not uncommon for V. Years before she took the plunge I used to dirty talk her into fucking other guys, and even gangbangs when we were having dirty sex. She always confirmed after that it was just talk though, but non the less she has told me repeatedly that she would fuck every single one in a room full of guys. Far from ever happening, but it' still a step in the right direction. Keep watering that seed.


V ended up spending the night with Derek in his room. They fucked that night for hours. They ordered room service for breakfast, had sex again, checked out late, and she came home to me. The sex with Derek was great. He is huge. She told me, "A girl could get used to that. If I get too much of him, I'm not gonna want anyone else." I could not wait to fuck her and after her teasing me with denial a little, she relented. V is never tight for me, but she was very well stretched. I'm not even sure she could feel me, and she teased me quite a bit. When I slipped inside of her, she giggled, "After my weekend you're not gonna do much with that little thing. Can you cum quick, my pussy is a little sore."


My take on Derek. I think this was a test of some sort. He does not know V well, but knows V is married, fucks other guys, and she did fuck he and Darnell at the party when she was Darnell's date. I also think Derek is "the man” and being a long-time lifestyle guy may be trying to show everyone he is the man by sharing the hot little toy he has with him. Granted, he has been pursuing V hard. Who knows, maybe V needs a man like that to allow her to really open up and be a slut. I know this represents some red flags, as we should tread lightly with him, but it also represents opportunity. Part of my hotwife/cuckold fantasy is to have a wife who is also a bit of a slut. I fully realized this back when V admitted to her promiscuous phase and fucking all of those guys right before meeting me. After learning this, I was hotter for her and more attracted to her than I had been in years. There is just something in my brain. Knowing all that cock had been in her pussy made her even more desirable. Her body count is now twenty-eight. The twenty-five before me, me, and the two guys since we started hotwifing. I imagine how I would feel if it was forty, then 50, then 60......it's a huge turn on!

For all of V's quirks and her often stubborn nature, she has long fantasized about a man who dominated her, a guy who just owned her and she could not say no to. I think if the right type of guy came along and could fill this role, V would fuck whoever he tells her to. Is Derek this guy? Who knows? I am thinking he might be. It also may be something that sounds good in her head as fantasy and theory, but in practical life is just not feasible or what she thinks it will be. As for a gangbang, you all know where I stand on this. I have held nothing back from V about my perverted fantasies. It has to be the right situation though, planned with vetted guys, not a random night with unknown men. V is open to the idea in the right situation. Baby steps though.


I often wonder what these new other men think of V. I know her as the normal suburban mom of two kids, but to these other men she is a wild fun sexual woman. I think that is part of the allure of the lifestyle for many women. They can be whoever they want, and something completely different from their everyday life when they are with their lovers.


V continues to date Darnell, although the NRE thing has worn, and it is less frequent. Part of this is that it is not new anymore, and he is jealous. After this past date with Derek, Darnell admitted he was jealous of V going out with Derek again. I think the relationship with Darnell may be nearing an end. If he is going to get jealous of V with other men, he probably cannot stay around. I have again suggested it is time for V to look for a new lover. Derek is great, but it is just not possible to see him more than every month or two. We both want someone, or someones, V can see regularly. I was able to join them once this past month. I sat and watched again, even leaving the room for a while to give them privacy. We have now discussed this in length, and V feels more comfortable and less inhibited when I am not there. On the other hand, I have to be there at least sometimes for me to feel fully involved and satisfied. I also absolutely love watching her get fucked too. What works best for us is for me to just sit back and watch, and not be involved.


When asked if she had any regrets after she had a few glasses of wine Sunday night, V's response was "I regret not doing this sooner. I should not have waited so long."


Also Sunday night, as we debriefed her sex fueled night with Derek, she also admitted that her saying no to Derek bringing the other men to their room was harder than she made it sound. Her body was telling her yes, but her mind was telling her it was not a safe or smart thing to do.


"I kind of wanted to know what it was like to be surrounded and taken by three or four big men. To feel completely powerless. God, I sound like a slut. Does that make me a slut? Do you think I am one?"

"No, I think it makes you hot. A woman doing it for the wrong reasons, like attention, or to fill a void, is slutty, but doing it for your own sexual gratification makes you a sexual goddess. In my book anyway." I told her.


"You really are fucked up. You really wouldn’t mind if I had fucked Derek and his friends?"


"My cock is hard right now, what does that tell you? I want you to fill every sexual desire you have, whether it's dirty or plain vanilla."


One last admission from her during that discussion. "I gave my number to the basketball player. I've never been with anyone that was famous before. It's a bit of a turn on."


In full disclosure, he was not an A list player, but was around the NBA for a while. No, I am not saying who.

V's confidence is high right now. For someone as beautiful as V is, I have never thought she had the self-esteem you would expect. Being in her 40's has bothered her, like maybe she was not as hot and desirable as she used to be. Hotwifing, and men lusting over her is certainly a fix for that.

Also of note, her best friend Kim, who is divorced and currently single, and who V has been confiding in for months, recently had sex with her first black guy. V had been telling her everything. Apparently she had a great time and has been hooking up with this guy now.

[54321]

"I kind of wanted to know what it was like to be surrounded and taken by three or four big men. To feel completely powerless. God, I sound like a slut. Does that make me a slut? Do you think I am one?"

"No, I think it makes you hot. A woman doing it for the wrong reasons, like attention, or to fill a void, is slutty, but doing it for your own sexual gratification makes you a sexual goddess. In my book anyway." I told her.

Yes, indeed!

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[Trvlman7]

Just read your whole thread in one reading. Very well written and certainly "heartfelt " and deliciously sexy. I too have a long term hotwife who absolutely loves BBC, actually we found over time black guys are much better at not getting too clingy and developing romantic desires for the wife. Others when they get regular access tend to "fall in love" ( think it is really falling in love with great pussy) but nonetheless still "developing fellings" and ruining the fun.
Additionally, black guys tend to understand the wife's desire to feel "used" after play. Especially during gangbanging parties which we both love.
I get your angst, it gets easier with years, but you two seem to already have the number one thing to allow a successful and highly enjoyable hotwife marriage. Total communication and commitment to each other. As long as no secrets and totally open about dates, then the wife can truly enjoy other men.
I too LOVE to watch her play, and my lady actually is more open and much wilder in front of me then alone with a guy, though she does like to tease me when we have house guests, by taking them to a guest room and closing the door to fuck, or tuck them in for the night. Of course she always brings me back a well used sloppy loose pussy to reclaim, such a loving wide.
As to gangbangs, nothing is as hot as sitting back and watching your lady enjoying and satisfying multiple well hung men, hopefully several times each. We prefer groups of at least 5 extra guys per wife in attendance of a party, don't like the ladies having to "wait" for guys to get it up again.
Sounds like you guys are well on your way to wonderful fun. The marriage gets so much better, married to an active hotwife.
Enjoy your sexy lady and truly support and enhance her fun and pleasures.

[shamed411bee]

Wonderful story.

[all4fun]

Not sure where to start so I just will.  I’ve been working on this for days and updating it as the week has progressed.  It’s a lot of work to review and edit so it is clear and makes sense.  I could write a lot more, but I’m trying to capture what have been the biggest moments.

V is on fire and continues to amaze me.  Again, surprised, but not 100% surprised.  I am taken aback by her behavior.  I knew she had this side to her.  She is embracing the hotwife life to the fullest.  She has also been rifling through her interracial hotwife books which has without a doubt had a huge impact on her behavior.  I believe they have really helped.  Thanks again Ky.

I am feeling a bit apprehensive and regretful at this time. Vulnerable.  I thought I knew V and how she would act and handle this.  She has a mind of her own and is way more into this than I could have anticipated.  Any thought I had of being the one in control here is gone. V did warn me that I would have to accept what happens. I read a thread between V and her best friend pertaining to her recent dates, amongst others.  Eye opening.  More on that below.  

Right after my last post, V had a talk with Darnell about his jealousy after his response to her date with Derek.  He promised to not be jealous anymore.  We decided V would test him.  V told him that she had a date with someone new coming up.  Well, he told her not to go out with him in an upset fashion.  That was it.  He failed.  We decided that it was time for V to find some new suitors.   She was more into the idea than I expected.  I will add that any chance I get to bring up her college days of her having multiple fuck friends I do, and I make sure to tell her how hot I think it was.  Now that she has had sex with a couple of guys and has seen I am 100% in support of her, she has been more open to the idea of having more than one friend recently.  After all, she had done this before, it was just a long time ago.  Once again back on the sites and searching.  I did most of the leg work as V hates that process.  Her instruction to me. "Try to find at least 8 inches or bigger, and thick too."  

"Black and white, or just black?" I asked.

"I think you know."  V laughed.

Listen, I fully understand that cock size does not matter to many women here, and that it is more the whole package.  V is looking for not just the whole package, but guys that are hung and can fill her up.  I know there are some size queens who get it, while many that are not, would not understand.  When we were experimenting with huge toys I would ask V if it hurt.  She would tell me yes, but it hurt in a good way.  Some women just like that feeling.  V has said to me when looking for suitors since day one, "If they are not hung then what's the point?"  She will flat out tell you that she loves huge cock and the bigger the better.  


I also get that some people don't understand the interracial thing.  I don't think I fully did at the beginning either.  Sure, V wants to fuck a black guy because she never has, I thought.  Sounds hot.  There is more to it than that.  V has admitted things like the skin contrast and taboo of her being a suburban "soccer mom" (our kids don't play soccer but it's the cliche) turn her on.  She has also admitted now that she has been having sex with black guys (one regularly) for over six months that they are just different, and the sex is amazing.  Granted we are still newbs, but with what I have seen and learned recently, it appears V's lovers will be black.  

The huge cock requirement really narrows the pool a lot.  It is a ton of work finding and screening guys.   I spent hours per day.  Between SLS, SDC, AFF, and other sites we use, I was able to find some good candidates.  Not every guy was built like an adonis though.  Given her criteria for cock size I included some guys that before might not have fit her "looks" department.  Two of the men I picked were because they had the biggest dicks I could find.  I hand-picked 8 guys total.   This time she engaged in conversation with 4 of them.  2 of the guys looked much like Darnell.  Over 6 feet, athletic, and full of muscles.  

One of the other two was very tall, 6'6" and skinny, and the last one was 6', but stalky and built like a powerlifter, with a comically thick cock.  Think of the Barry Wood meme.  Dude could be his brother.  As she messaged them and got to know them, she narrowed it down to 2, and would go out on at least one date with both of them.  There was a chance that things didn't work out with Darnell, and one or neither of the new guys may not work out.  We had already made the decision that it was probably better for her to have more than one steady lover.  

There was the 6'6" African guy, tall, lean, and very dark skinned.  He had a disproportionately thick cock, but long enough to match his body.  She also picked the Barry Wood looking guy.  These guys just happened to have the two biggest cocks.  Interesting coincidence I thought.  The cuck part of my brain went wild.  Is V really just picking the men with the biggest cocks she can find?  She really is a size queen.  Fuck!

The Barry Wood guy interested me.  He was not great looking, but man did he have a powerful build and a cock like a tree trunk.  He was also a bit older and closer to our age.  This process took us about 3 weeks and in the 4th week she had set two dates.  Both guys were relatively local, within 30 minutes.  During this time, she continued to see Darnell for a few dates.  Even though the jealousy bothers her, she loves the sex with him.  She has now said two different times that she thinks she is done with him, only be back fucking him a few days later.  The sex is that good.  I was only there with them once again this past month in mid-March.  

This last date I was present for I just watched for a short time before leaving the room.  They were not even fucking yet and V was sucking his cock.  This time however, after I left the room and went for a drink, I returned shortly after and could hear then from the door fucking.  I quietly let myself into the room and watched from an angle at a distance, so they did not know I was there.  I have status with Marriott, so we always get upgraded to suites when they are available.  This was a big room with a separate bedroom, so it was easy to let myself in and spy unnoticed.  Once I saw the size and set up of the room, I planned this.  I wanted to witness what they were like when they thought they were alone.  I know V does not tell me every detail.  

V was very vocal.  The shit I heard coming from her mouth.  She told him it was his pussy.  Told him she loved his cock.  Told him no one fucks her better.  Told him how big he was.  How deep he was.  It went on.  Repeatedly told him she loved black cock.  Much of it was egged on by Darnell.  He baited her into saying she was made for black guys.  White guys didn't deserve her.  White guys couldn't satisfy her, etc.  It was so fucking crazy to hear this coming from her mouth.  I have not told her I was in the room or what I heard.  I get that V likes to role play and can get caught up in the moment, but this is some mind-bending shit to hear.  I just stayed there, hidden around the corner.   When I heard Darnell announce he was going to cum I quietly let myself back out of the room and disappeared for a few minutes. When I came back again, I let myself in loudly and they were lying in bed.

Okay.  The week of her dates, the first week in April.  She was set to go out with the tall 29-year-old African, Amari, on Wednesday, and Brian, the 38-year-old Barry Wood looking guy on Thursday.  She had a date with Darnell on Tuesday.  After they had sex, she told him that she was going on a date the next night.  She did not even mention Thursday to him.  He immediately begged her not to go out with someone else.   This led to a heated discussion, and it ended with V leaving with Darnell upset.  Darnell was messaging and apologizing to her the next few days, retracting his statement.  It did not stop V; she was going out with Amari.  I have encouraged this though.  I actually want her dating more than one guy.  Thursday, V met Amari at a restaurant about 25 minutes away, closer to where he lived so as to not be caught by someone we know.  

The nervous feeling of angst and jealousy, both making me nauseous and excited, was present all night.  I thought I was going to pass out when V texted me next.  I had given her more space this time around versus her early dates with Darnell, texting her less.

I texted her once, about 30 minutes into the date, asking her how it was going?

Nothing for an hour.  Finally, a response.  "Hey babe, it's going great.  I think I found a new lover.  He's really sweet, and his accent is sexy."  V texted.

"That's great.  Are you going to fool around with him?"  I responded.

Nothing from V for another 30 minutes.  "We already have.  I'm in the car with him now."

"Wow, that's awesome.  Make out, blowjob?"

"Yes, both.  He’s huge.  My mouth is sore."  

"That's so hot.  You coming home soon?  I can't wait to fuck you."

"We're gonna get a room.  There's a Courtyard just down the street.  I just booked it on the app."

Now, my heart was racing.  She was going to fuck him already.  

"Really.  Are you sure?"

"Yes, is that what you want?  You want your wife to take a new lover?"

"Yes baby.  I do.  Be safe."

"Okay, love you."

Two hours later, V texted.  "Leaving now.  Be home soon."

30 minutes later V arrived home.   It was 11:30. The kids had already gone to be.  I was in bed waiting for her.  When she came in, I approached her.  "I love you.  I need you so bad."

I grabbed her and kissed her.  I could smell him and the sex on her.  She kissed me back and pushed me on the bed.  Without saying a word, she took off her pants and underwear, and pushed me on my back.  She straddled me and moved her pussy over my face and sat down on me.  "Clean my pussy baby."

Her clit was still swollen, and her pussy was open.  I could taste the salty cum and sex running out of her.  I sucked on her clit, a move that I know she loves.  She was moaning and loving it.  A few minutes of this and I picked her up and threw her on her back.  When I did, she grabbed my cock.  You want to fuck me?"

"Yes, please."

"Beg then."

"Please, I have to have you."

"I don't know.  I'm pretty satisfied.  What do you think you can do for me?"

I ripped off her top and her bra, so she was naked.  

I slipped inside of her.  She was loose and sloppy just like I love.  So slippery.  "You like that don't you?  You like sticking your little cock into my pussy after it's been stretched."  She teased me.  

"I do.  You feel so fucking good baby. I love it.  Keep talking."

"What?"

"Keep talking to me.  Talk shit to me."

"Oh, you like that huh?  You like your wife stretched out by her boyfriends.  You like sticking your little cuckold dick in my pussy after a real cock has been in me.  Are you even in me?"

"Fuck yes, that's hot."

"You're lucky I even fuck you.  I'm only spreading my legs for you because we're married."

I fucked her for another minute before adding my cum to Amari's.  What a night.  Before everyone loses their shit about V taking Amari bareback.  Part of the vetting process was the testing discussion.  We had decided if guys were not on the regular testing train, that they would not be considered.  Amari had produced a recent test prior to this date.  V also had to use judgement.  If she felt a guy was a player and fucking everything that moved, she would not consider him either.  I do have to say it feels like V is reading a "how to" guide on cuckolding your husband.  She has made some serious leaps in her attitude lately.  When we started this, I had envisioned more of a hotwife situation, but V is proving she likes to be a cuckoldress, and I am starting to like it and have told her so.  She’s getting pretty good at it.  

Not only that night, but the next morning Darnell was all over V, texting her and wanting to know about her date.  She told him the truth, that she had sex with someone else.  Darnell, as expected, did not take it well.  On top of the drama with Darnell, V was supposed to have a date with Brian that night.  This had originally been planned the week before, but the first date greet turned sex with Amari had thrown a wrench in the mix here.  We discussed her cancelling with Brian.  We would just tell him that she had come down with something and they had to postpone.  We felt bad as we know how bad it sucks to be cancelled or flaked on.  I told her she should still go.  After all, it looked like she may need to replace a jealous Darnell.  She needed to meet other men.  She kept the date.  

I was home in time to watch her finish getting ready for her date and then she was out the door to meet a new potential bull.  A few hours later she texted me.  "I am going to be naughty tonight, very naughty."

"Really?"  I responded.

"Yes, is that what you want?"

I thought for a moment.  Was she going to have sex with her second new bull in two nights?  It sounded like it.  I was a combination of turned on, nervous, and scared.  I had fantasized about V being slutty for a long time.  Now that it was actually happening, I was a bit taken aback, almost shocked.  She was transforming.   Now was not the time to get cold feet.  

"It would be so hot baby."  I responded.  

"Okay, don't wait up."

Unlike the night before, instead of going to a hotel, she followed Brian to his place.

I just gave her space.  I texted her a few hours later checking in.  

Finally, she texted me that she was on her way home.  

V came home.  After saying goodnight to our kids who were both in their rooms she and I headed straight to the bedroom.  She was almost standoffish.  

"So, do you think I'm a slut now?"  V asked.

"What, why?"

"I just had sex with 3 men other than my husband this week.  I'm not exactly sure how I feel about it, but I feel like a slut."  

"Do you think I’m a slut?"

"No, I think you're naughty.  I love naughty.  I also think it makes you powerful.  You control the flow of sex here.  Baby, you are so fucking hot that guys would be lining up the block to have sex with you.  You get to control exactly with who and when you have sex.  That is power. Does it feel different than when you were younger and fucking all those guys?"

She shot me a look.  "Fuck off, that was a long time ago and I was naive and rebellious."

"I know, I think you are the one in control now.  You are the queen, and these men are here to serve you."

"If that's so, then you need to serve me.  My pussy is dirty, clean it for me you fucking cuck."

V has been calling me a cuckold more and more recently.  

She pushed me back on the bed and removed her pants and underwear.  She immediately straddled my face.  I did not have to ask, she had fucked Brian bareback, and he had seeded V's pussy.  I lapped at her open pussy and sucked on her clit.  My cock strained.  After a few moments, she removed her pussy from my face.  

"Do you need to cum now?"  She asked me.

"Yes, so bad."

I removed my clothes and started to move on top of her.

She pushed me back, "Not tonight, I'm exhausted.  Jerk off for me."

I obliged.  I started jerking my cock standing in front of her.  Again, this was not new territory for us.  On many occasions we have done similar play with dildos.  Sometimes I would jerk off watching her fuck a toy, and other times I would jerk off after having pleasured her with toys.  

"You like jerking off thinking about me fucking my bulls huh?"

"It's so hot baby, I love thinking about you fucking those men, and all the ones from the past too.  Show me your pussy."

V lay back and spread her legs, showing her still red and open pussy to me, it still leaking some of Brian's cum.

"You like looking at your wife's pussy all stretched out from her big black lover.  His cock was so thick, baby, can't you tell.  You will never fill me like they can."

"It's so fucking hot."  

A few moments later I was spurting my cum all over her stomach.  She ordered me to go get a towel and clean her up.

The next day I was out to my office early.  V was still sleeping.  I was waiting all day to hear about the events of the last two nights.  V had just gone from 30 mph to 100 mph in the last few days.  My head was spinning.  I needed a real debrief of where her head was at.  

She texted me that she was going out with Kim, her BFF for drinks after Kim got out of work.  I'd have to wait.  About 8:00 she texts me she's going to see Darnell.  They really need to talk.  No ask, just tell.  She finally comes home at 10:00 and is completely fucked out.  Yes.  She fucked Darnell, Amari, Brian, and now Darnell again in four consecutive days.  Her story was she had to meet up with Kim so they could talk and Darnell had been blowing her up for the last few days.  She went to meet him at his place to "talk" and one thing led to another. She was exhausted and was not up for sex.  She falls asleep immediately.  

V leaves her phone in the bathroom plugged in overnight.  When I went to wash up I was curious about what had been happening this past week.   We both have access to each other's phones as we are completely transparent.  I used to read more communication between V and Darnell, but it kind of became white noise.  I had not looked through her phone in a while.  Anyway, I picked up her phone and didn’t see much.  I looked in deleted threads.  V tends to delete messages from Darnell or other guys quickly so the kids don't see them if they happen to see her phone.  They are teenagers and spend most of their time staring at their own phones, but there is no harm in being cautious.   V is not that tech savvy and does not know you can recover deleted texts.  I did just that.  I found a treasure trove.  I started reading a thread between V and Kim.  I read threads between her and some of the guys too.  I took some screenshots and sent them to myself before deleting the threads again.

Kim.  I've written about Kim before.  Kim and V have been best friends since junior high.  They talk/text all of the time, and go out together about twice per month.  She is basically her sister as V is an only child.  I've known her for so long and so well she's like a sister to me too.  Our kids call her aunt.  V tells her everything and she has known about this from the start.  Reading through the texts it's clear that Kim knows every detail.  She knows literally everything, probably even more than me as V tells her "girl" stuff.  Kim even offered her advice to be cautious when I first brought it up years ago.  Kim is no stranger to danger and although is super nice, has always been a bit of a slut.   She is long divorced with no kids.  She was involved with a married couple for a while as the third, so she knows a bit about this stuff.  While she is not nearly as hot as V, but she keeps in good shape and has a pretty and young face.  She does not look in her 40's either.

Kim has been hooking up with a younger black guy named Devin for the last month.  After talking to V she wanted to try BBC.  Or maybe it was V convincing her.  Kim and Devin aren’t just fucking, they are dating.  Kim, V, Devin, and Darnell have even gone out as couples one night.  Devin knows V is married to me and dating Darnell.  I'm fairly confident Kim told him that V fucked Derek too and before long he will know about Brian and Amari.  And I have hung out with Devin.  What's with the D names anyway?  Anyway, he has been to our house.  Strangely, he has not said a word about V dating Darnell even though he knows I know.  I'm not sure he knows what to say.  Personally, I think he wants to fuck V.  V would never do that to Kim though.  Looking at Devin though, I am also fairly certain if Kim wasn’t dating him V would have fucked him by now.  

Since it is not possible to post pics on this thread, I posted screenshots on the photos thread. 

Here.
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My stomach dropped reading these.  Not just this thread but other messages gave me insight to Vs mind.  I know she is not completely honest with me as to not hurt my feelings but seeing how she really felt was a blow.  Bottom line.  V is way more dirty than I imagined and really into this hotwife BBC thing.  There was even a thread with Derek about setting up a gangbang.  She has mentioned this as something he has "asked" her about.  It's further along than that.  It seems to be in the works.  He even talks about "training" her.  

I have not told her I have read through her phone.  The happenings of this past week are even more telling.  I don't have time for everything now but we have agreed that V now has open dating rights to see these guys when she pleases.  Given she does not work and our kids are socially and athletically busy teenagers, she has "time" on her hands.  She is going to be seeing all 3 local guys regularly for now.  I have wanted V to do this for so long that I have given her space to figure out what she wants.  I did not want to impede her in any manner, as I was worried jealousy and doubt would cause her to retract, but now I am wondering if I need to step in before she becomes a total whore for BBC.  

Yet, part of me just wants to see what she will do.  I am confused.  Wanting this and fantasizing about it for so long, so long.  Now that it is happening though.  Wow.

For starters I have an idea.  Prior to these new men, she had settled in to seeing Darnell once to twice per week.  But with these new guys she’s likely going to be more active.  Just in the last week she had sex with all three again and was active Monday- Thursday.  5 dates in 4 days.  She had a date with both Brian and Darnell on the same day Thursday.  Brian in the afternoon and Darnell in the evening.  She was exhausted Thursday night.  She even told Darnell she had sex with Brian earlier.  Apparently, he has been “rough” with her lately knowing she is fucking other guys.  V likes it rough.  She came home cum filled.  Including me she just slept with 4 men in a week. She has not done anything like this since her “slutty” college days when she had a couple of fuck friends besides her boyfriend.  She lived in a large coed high rise dorm.  From what I know she fucked quite a few guys in that building.  This pace is not sustainable, but she is on fire right now.