The wedding night fantasy

[stevens4fun]

Hello everyone! I had to change the names and a few details but this discussion did happen. Only it happened long after we married and long after her long-term boyfriend moved away from where we live. Although we kept this fantasy under control, it could easily have happened if we had communicated a bit better.

It's not easy carrying on these types of relationships due to "reality" (family, work, etc.) but it can be done and we did it throughout our marriage. And I truly believe that those of us who enjoy the benefits of another male in our marriage relationship (and our bed) will have this discussion at one point or another. We waited too long and during her 9 year relationship we were more concerned with preventing pregnancy than with encouraging it. I still wonder about that, sometimes, but somehow a little kernel of maturity managed to prevail.

Inviting another man into the marital bed has always been a rush for my wife Linda and I. She’s just gone through the dreaded “change” and now we are finding it is indeed a change. We are glad we are not still raising children at this age! We were in bed. Our conversation had moved on from “the change” to how we met, had our first sex and began sharing her with other men. When we married she was 29 and I was 39. We were both divorced. Linda was divorced (for six yeras), dating and having sex with four men, two of them regularly, and two of them on and off as the opportunity presented itself.

Flash forward to today: We were laying in bed as we chatted, - I’d just fucked her and as usual she hadn’t orgasmed with me so I was preparing to go down on her and finish her that way. Although she’d spent the night with her lover 4 times over the previous year, this was my first time inside her in well over a year. It had been so long and was my first time in her bare in a couple of years – at this moment it was just electric and I lasted about 5 minutes before letting go inside her. As we grew into our 50s, there was no need for condoms any more, much to our delight. We just didn't want to be raising children in our 70s, but the risk was slight.

I’d been cuckolded from a point about six months after we married, but not in the sense we read about here. It was the 1990s and there was no cages. And I was never cut off although Linda did ask me to wear condoms most of the time – especially if she had a date coming up. And I didn’t become a “house-husband” serving her every need as some of the extremists here like to fantasize about. We both worked and traveled for work from time to time. My role was simply to do everything I could to facilitate her having sex and orgasms with her other man. This wasn’t a “size” thing. I’m over 5” and the two guys she really enjoyed weren’t that much bigger than me – her guess was 6-7.” “Mike” was her longest term lover and she said he “just felt better inside than you do.” That of course kept me thinking about it all the time. And we both found the idea of Linda having orgasms with other men to be erotic and pleasing. It enhanced our sex lives and kept me horny all the time. Linda expertly took advantage of my needs. I loved it.

And enjoying this lifestyle isn’t easy – unlike in the porn vids we watch and the stories we read, there’s family, work schedules, travel and all the other distractions of life that constrain one’s ability to play. And sometimes it’s just plain inconvenient having another man in the house all night or weekend. That’s part of the allure (and the angst) for a cuckold husband, I suppose as it is a part of surrendering the wife’s body and affections over to another man. The two of them may in fact be in love and she may in fact conceive with him. It’s not just sex they are having, they are making love. It’s unsettling at first but I found this situation to be a turn on as it developed into something deeper than just sex. I was getting hard again as we talked. What worked best for our marriage was a long-term lover for Linda, who could join us in our home on a regular basis. Not easy to find players who can do this. It was a married coworker who filled the bill for us.

Back to our discussion. I’d been laying on my side behind her that morning after I softened and fell out. She lay on her side facing away from me as we lightly chatted about sex and what we’d do different if we could go back and start all over again. I had the most beautiful view. I have loved this view of a woman since day 1, I think! My cum was running down her buttcheek to the sheet and as we talked I lightly rubbed my fingers in it, sliding my middle finger up to her slippery labia. If that doesn't stiffen a man, nothing will. She turned onto her back and asked me to lightly pinch her nipples while we talked. She was just as beautiful as ever and I would again be in a state of maximum arousal if this continued long enough - it takes a while at our age. Linda didn’t have a lover any more and so that morning had invited me to enjoy her bare. At this point in our lives we knew we would live the rest of our lives as a couple without guests in the bedroom. Reality is a bitch! But at this point, a couple can be more frank than ever.

Our chat continued:

Linda (smiling): We’ve had quite a ride, haven’t we? Still love me?

Me: God yes! More than ever! Sorry I didn’t last very long. It just overwhelmed me.

Linda: I loved it, but I need an orgasm. Will you please take care of me? (meaning give her oral or anal – while she has never orgasmed with me in her vagina, she almost always cums when we have anal. Today she’s wanting oral without reciprocation. Later, after a nap, I know she’ll give me a prostate massage BJ if I’m still horny).

Me: I’m hard already. I can’t wait to taste you.

Linda: Honestly, if we were starting all over again, what would you do differently? You could have had more sex in a more conventional marriage.

Me: Well, I’d do it all over again but……..

Linda: C’mon, you can tell me, we’ve heard and done everything and I’m not going anywhere.

Me: Oh, I’m so hard sharing this with you. Hope you don’t think I’m a freak.

Linda: C’mon, I want to hear it – perverted as it might be.

Me: (chuckling a little but we have eye contact and I’m moving my left hand between her lets to lightly rub her slippery and soaked labia) well, for starters, I would have wanted another man to take you first on our wedding night – to spend the whole night with you, make you pregnant. And then he takes you one more time in the morning and leaves. In my fantasy you do not clean up for me. You share with me that you might be pregnant, you are sorry but it was so good you couldn’t stop. See how hard I am now, 23 years later.

Linda: What did I say? Or what did I do then?

Me: You didn’t say anything. I did. I said “we’ll be starting our family then?!” It was an exciting and arousing time in my fantasy.

Linda: but I’d be pregnant. My belly would be swollen, - I’d get huge. Not sexy!?

Me: this man does. Extremely sexy!

Linda: and then what happens to our marriage?

Me: it’s all good. In my world, I’m aroused all the time around your sexy PG body and Mike continues seeing you in our home.

Linda: you’d let him have sex with me again?

Me: I’d want him to have sex with you on a regular basis. And you’d want that too wouldn’t you?

Linda: Every night. But we'd need some privacy. Where would you be?

Me: I’d love to sleep elsewhere while Mike spends the night with you, but I’d want to join you from time to time too, especially to clean the two of you after he finishes in you, or help get him hard to fuck you again. I’d want to have seconds, too. Then I’d go sleep in the other bedroom. That’s now my fantasy goes. Would you have liked that?

Linda: I wish you had told me that….I wanted it and fantasized about it all the time.

At this point, Linda is pulling me on top of her and into her – I get to go bare again! But as I’m older now, I’m unable to cum a second time in her nor is she cumming with me.

Linda: That’s alright baby, we’ll take care of you later. Please hand me my Hitachi. I pinch her nipples and kiss her neck and ears as she brings herself to orgasm and we nap together.

Later, she excels at what some women are so good at: although she’s totally “out of the mood,” she feigns interest and takes care of me. This is how I know she really loves me! She has me strip, lays me on my back in our bed, lubes her middle finger with Vaseline and inserts it into my anus. I’m not even fully erect yet! Lightly touching my prostate with each stroke, she gets me hard again - with her other hand she’s stroking my cock. I exploded a small geyser (very small). And lovingly, she finishes the afternoon by licking me clean. It’s been a very good day for us.