TriangleTangle wrote: ↑Sat Sep 17, 2016 1:34 pm
I love my wife and have no desire for any other woman. We always have great sex, but it goes from great, to mind-blowing, after she has had sex with her boyfriend. I think I am simply wired that way. I once had the typical conventional boring sex life and divorced. Many years later I remarried to my present, wonderful wife with whom I am madly in love. She is the quintessential, pretty, petite, sparking-eyed girl-next-door with a perfect figure and a baby face that makes her look years younger than her actual age. She turns heads all the time and doesn't even notice.
I had been in the swinging lifestyle for several years in intervening relationships, but when swapping as couples, I could hardly keep my eyes off of my partner while she was having sex – and less interested in fucking the other guy’s wife or girlfriend. Don’t get me wrong, fucking another woman was great, and I got off, but I just couldn’t wait to get back home to fuck my own partner after another man had sexually taken her. When I met my present wife, I was open adn explained my past swinger experience, and proceeded to tell her about my desire to watch her being taken by another man. Of course she was shocked, and was highly suspect of my motives, but she soon learned that I truly wanted to be totally monogamous on my end, but her own non-monogamy was my kink.
Fast forward. We’ve had amazing experiences over the past few years. She’s had few select men, and one I’d consider her on-again, off-again boyfriend, but far too infrequent due to his own commitments. She’s now about to have a first date this week with a really good looking, well-built stud she met on a swinger dating site. It's been far too long since she's had a date. He is single, which we both prefer for several reasons. Why, does that excite me even more? Maybe it’s the heightened risk he’ll want her totally for his own, and I welcome that because I know her commitment to our marriage and growing old together is unbreakable, but I’d enjoy knowing he wants her that much; it heightens the competition, which is a huge turn on.
I love when she gets fucked by another guy, and I love fucking her after she has a date, whether she goes to the other guy’s place and they fuck there, or whether he comes to our home and he fucks her in our marital bed, or even a straight MFM with me as the third wheel. And I don’t want them to just fuck either, I want them to ooze carnal desire for one another. I want to know she’s deep into the new relationship experience (NRE) and basking in the glow of it. I want her to want him physically and emotionally, with a strong romantic connection, deep passionate kissing, powerful sexual magnetism, and frequent multi-orgasmic, convulsive fucking. The only requirement I have is that we are always open and truthful to each other, always disclose and share everything, she inform be before and after she ever has sex with another, and we have sex afterwards. I am fine if she develops some degree of emotional attachment that she can manage, and it is even better if she does. She's quite familiar with NRE, and knows how to manage it having been around that block before, and there is nothing wrong with her enjoying that to the fullest for however long it lasts. If it became a lasting relationship, that would be fine too; I've experienced polyamory before. I want her to covet his body and his cock, and crave his sperm as he frequently and repeatedly unloads his love seed deep into her pussy, making her body his, and experience her unbridled desire wanting him to own her body while they are together.
She’s pretty much beyond child bearing years, and I am cut, so there is no chance she can bear another child we me. The chances another man could impregnate her are extremely remote, virtually zilch, but I love seeing her actively try with her lover, at least in spirit. Both of us would love to have and raise another child, and the trying is fun, even if she doesn’t or can't conceive. The thought of fucking her for nine months while her belly shows the evidence of her infidelity after being bred by another man gives me a perpetual erection. I've loved it in the past when she'd come home from a date with her former BF with cum-soaked panties. I go out of my mind with desire to fuck her brains out when she pulls them down and informs me of the obvious that another man has just unloaded inside of her two, three, or four times. Revealing the evidence of her infidelity in a smug, playful, taunting way, knowing his virile seed is up in her belly - and could knock her up, is enough to make me explode even before sinking my own large and capable cock between her perfect legs. I love feeling the silky, slippery wetness of their sex as my large hard cock slips effortlessly where his just occupied. I love how his cum gushes out of her love nest as I plunge my cock deep inside my horny little vixen. I unload again and again as she tells me repeatedly how well he fucked her. When I am about to cum, she sends me over the top when she tells me, in taunting detail, how it felt when his cock stiffened up and became huge just before he came, how she felt his cock pulse as he released inside her, that she loved the felt of his warm cum filling her, and how he now owns her body as long as she carries his seed.
I don’t fear losing her. If she ever did want to leave for another man, I’d let her go, because I want her happiness above my own, and she knows that. She can start and stop playing whenever she wants, I never push her, but I open the door to make it possible, and encourage her if she so desires. That is true unconditional love, but I know her love for me, and her commitment to our marriage, as well as mine, is unshakable. That makes is all that much more amazing. Why does it turn me on so? Why do I want my wife to sleep with another man? As I’ve said many times before, compersion - the sheer excitement of knowing my wife is experiencing and enjoying extreme pleasure, sexually, and emotionally, to the greatest amount and extent possible, and experiencing her intense desire and pleasure vicariously, through her. Because I know she is getting that with another man, as well as with me, I see her as The Total Woman that she can be, and that she is - smart, sexy, fun, and loving. I can still feel the angst every time she chats with another man, every time she has a date, every time she fucks - and that is the best part of all, because that is the very fuel of my own sexual arousal. She is at once my partner, my friend, my lover, and my wife, but she can also be my submissive, my dominant and my equal at different times. She is her own woman, and I love and respect her more than words can express, because she is.
TT