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Mike just submitted the first Nomination:
"Evil Aaron's Workbench"
"Evil Aaron's Workbench"
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Can't match Mikes wicked sense of humour, my feeble attempt, the foot worshipper's playground: I trust it is easy wipe leather!
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How about, "Foot Lovers Playground" I Like it!solstice wrote:Can't match Mikes wicked sense of humour, my feeble attempt, the foot worshipper's playground: I trust it is easy wipe leather!
Yes, I checked. It's "Sperm Proof"
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For your British fans it's called a modular sofa.
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Sperm proof
Mike will need to improve his aim, I'm evangelically against waste.
Mike will need to improve his aim, I'm evangelically against waste.
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Where are all the Carrie cognoscenti? didn't know they had siesta In the US
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Well first is, it should be called a 'Sextional' especially when mentioning it to your friends....
I also suggest a map of each part of it you get fucked on, by whom, and in what manner.
I also suggest a map of each part of it you get fucked on, by whom, and in what manner.
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I think since it's white and came from your "work" out on the ocean you should call it Moby Dick. You even have a Captain Ahab and a Queequeg and large harpoons! THAR SHE BLOWS!
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The"Bastinado"
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Watching FSU vs Miami...….. trying to be sweet to Mike yet secretly HAPPY at this point ! Maybe some sex after with Anthony fantasies will make him feel better if my Seminoles win!
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SutterKane wrote:The"Bastinado"
Sounds Evil doesn't it?
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Mike was a guaranteed winner yesterday and every day he gets to relive you being the sweet submissive sexy-footed hotwife. No doubt the Canes cumback buoyed his spirits and warranted a little Carrie punishment for rooting for the Noles. Although I’m not optimistic, hopefully our ‘Fins keep his winning streak going and you cumming!
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I was feeling a little chilly this evening in the Highlands, and I checked the temperature here (8 degrees C with a biting wind) and then Florida 28C, mostly sunny: Call me envious, but there you are with a devoted husband, and hot running fuck buddies, who are waiting for your call. Can it get any better for you?
Alex.
Alex.
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I read your letter and can empathize.I have been in same situation. I am a tall mid 50s male.Very patient and understanding. Be glad to converse .
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I was thinking that without the focus on your feet, much of this would never have come about. Plus, having friends over and telling them to "Please have a seat on the Bastinado" would get you both off on knowing how it was paid for.willingtoo wrote:SutterKane wrote:The"Bastinado"
Sounds Evil doesn't it?
"Women and cats will do as they please,and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea"-Robert Heinlein
"Gratitude is riches and complaint is poverty and the worst I ever had was wonderful"Bro. Dave Gardner
Dum Vivimus, Vivamus!
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No doubt about it. A last minute e-mail from Foot Night Parties led to everything.SutterKane wrote:I was thinking that without the focus on your feet, much of this would never have come about. Plus, having friends over and telling them to "Please have a seat on the Bastinado" would get you both off on knowing how it was paid for.willingtoo wrote:SutterKane wrote:The"Bastinado"
Sounds Evil doesn't it?
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Quick check in......Mike received several pictures from Aaron. Pictures of his huge, beautiful Log Home in Vermont and two of what we think is my counterpart in Vermont. Cute, tiny, much younger than him. I assume she is submissive, has sexy feet and is intelligent. Mike wants to know if I'm jealous LOL!
Carrie
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It is amazing long story
I lost a little bit, does Aaron pay for you ?
I lost a little bit, does Aaron pay for you ?
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Good Morning,
Mike and I talked about many things the other night, (after we got home from BBQ with friends and watching the Dolphins implode). The new level of submissiveness and excitement I have experienced with Aaron and Anthony and many other related things. My attraction to strong Alpha men that are much older than me. The feelings of being a "Little Girl" during these encounters. The erotic pain pleasure I've experienced etc.
I am really surprised at how submissive I am becoming in these sexual situations with these men. Seems the danger and unpredictability with Aaron is as erotic to me as the actual sex. He crossed lines, but in retrospect nothing that was harmful. Mike and I did get off on those violations. They say the mind is the sexiest organ in the body. No doubt I understand that now. The actual sex is great, but what's going on in my mind as they are fucking and using me is what makes it so extremely exciting and sexy.
We don't want to totally eliminate the scary and unpredictable nature of things with Aaron or Anthony, but not sure how to get some control. We both are looking forward to him pushing things further but how far is the question. I love being uncertain and scared in these situations.
I never thought my feet would make me feel so sexy but they do. When I see that my feet arouse these men so much, it makes me feel so very feminine and desirable. When I saw my small feet in Anthony's massive hands, I felt so feminine, helpless and sexy. Being pinned, totally helpless under his huge muscular body and then forcefully penetrated by his unbelievably big thick cock, made me explode like never before. I love turning on men with my feet and Anthony absolutely loves my feet. They were a focus of everything he did to me.
I want to explore the roots of this new ultra submissive me and why men wanting my feet makes me feel so sexy. Why pain has become sexy. I will be journaling about these topics and more during this break with Aaron.
Originally It was something I did for Mike. I never gave my feet much attention before Mike. I did have a few adults and girl friends over the years mention that my feet were cute. But it was Mike that started me thinking of them as sexual. Over time I began to appreciate the sexiness of my feet and showing them more prominently became a more conscious effort on my part.
Since Frank, I have become more and more turned on by making men desire my body and that evolved into my feet being part of that desire to make men crave me. Sexy that men want me that bad and I do it to them with my feet and body. Since the foot Night attention by so many men and now Aaron and Anthony's really focused attention, my feet make me feel as sexy as any other thing about me. My small feet in their hands, their expressions of how sexy they are and how they almost worship them is what really woke me up to the sexual attraction of my feet. Overall I think I have a cute/sexy body but nothing exceptional.
As for bastinado, the pain/pleasure with a vibrator also in play is vey sexy. Again, I know it turns Mike and these other guys trememdously and that makes me feel sexy. Mike explained that the way my feet react to the pain is erotic to them. It also makes me feel helpless and vulnerable. Taken with no choice. It's more the psychological thrill of being used, abused and being helpless.
I want to think about the older alpha man attraction. I'm not sure where that comes from but I have some ideas I want to explore in my next journal entry. Why do I feel like a "Little Girl" with these men and so totally submissive.
The decorating is moving right along. Fabrics and design for window treatments have been chosen for the most part. The paint colors for each room is also getting close. Much more left to decide, but those are the biggies. The sectional final cost (Taxes, shipping) is just $150 over what I have from the Foot Night Party and Aaron.
Carrie
Mike and I talked about many things the other night, (after we got home from BBQ with friends and watching the Dolphins implode). The new level of submissiveness and excitement I have experienced with Aaron and Anthony and many other related things. My attraction to strong Alpha men that are much older than me. The feelings of being a "Little Girl" during these encounters. The erotic pain pleasure I've experienced etc.
I am really surprised at how submissive I am becoming in these sexual situations with these men. Seems the danger and unpredictability with Aaron is as erotic to me as the actual sex. He crossed lines, but in retrospect nothing that was harmful. Mike and I did get off on those violations. They say the mind is the sexiest organ in the body. No doubt I understand that now. The actual sex is great, but what's going on in my mind as they are fucking and using me is what makes it so extremely exciting and sexy.
We don't want to totally eliminate the scary and unpredictable nature of things with Aaron or Anthony, but not sure how to get some control. We both are looking forward to him pushing things further but how far is the question. I love being uncertain and scared in these situations.
I never thought my feet would make me feel so sexy but they do. When I see that my feet arouse these men so much, it makes me feel so very feminine and desirable. When I saw my small feet in Anthony's massive hands, I felt so feminine, helpless and sexy. Being pinned, totally helpless under his huge muscular body and then forcefully penetrated by his unbelievably big thick cock, made me explode like never before. I love turning on men with my feet and Anthony absolutely loves my feet. They were a focus of everything he did to me.
I want to explore the roots of this new ultra submissive me and why men wanting my feet makes me feel so sexy. Why pain has become sexy. I will be journaling about these topics and more during this break with Aaron.
Originally It was something I did for Mike. I never gave my feet much attention before Mike. I did have a few adults and girl friends over the years mention that my feet were cute. But it was Mike that started me thinking of them as sexual. Over time I began to appreciate the sexiness of my feet and showing them more prominently became a more conscious effort on my part.
Since Frank, I have become more and more turned on by making men desire my body and that evolved into my feet being part of that desire to make men crave me. Sexy that men want me that bad and I do it to them with my feet and body. Since the foot Night attention by so many men and now Aaron and Anthony's really focused attention, my feet make me feel as sexy as any other thing about me. My small feet in their hands, their expressions of how sexy they are and how they almost worship them is what really woke me up to the sexual attraction of my feet. Overall I think I have a cute/sexy body but nothing exceptional.
As for bastinado, the pain/pleasure with a vibrator also in play is vey sexy. Again, I know it turns Mike and these other guys trememdously and that makes me feel sexy. Mike explained that the way my feet react to the pain is erotic to them. It also makes me feel helpless and vulnerable. Taken with no choice. It's more the psychological thrill of being used, abused and being helpless.
I want to think about the older alpha man attraction. I'm not sure where that comes from but I have some ideas I want to explore in my next journal entry. Why do I feel like a "Little Girl" with these men and so totally submissive.
The decorating is moving right along. Fabrics and design for window treatments have been chosen for the most part. The paint colors for each room is also getting close. Much more left to decide, but those are the biggies. The sectional final cost (Taxes, shipping) is just $150 over what I have from the Foot Night Party and Aaron.
Carrie
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Carrie I'm simply glad you're finding new and deeper expressions of your sexuality.
I have a lot of thoughts about BDSM and how you're going there first I think was with Frank, also Mike and now with Aaron. I can tell you as a top I'm always trying to avoid pushing adrenaline because after a big adrenaline rush the body goes into a state of physiological shock, and extreme fatigue is generally included.
This is why I never want a bottom to safeword, it's my responsibility as a top to read their body well enough that they're not thinking about what's happening at all, and to move them towards simply experiencing. That progresses to frankly unable to respond, and at that point the top really has assumed all responsibility.
What I *am* pushing is a buildup of endorphins, and this takes time, really good scenes don't unfold in less than a couple of hours.
All of that is outside the scope of what you've described as Aaron's style of play. Usually the control you're talking about is that your safeword is inviolate, however imo/imx when you start playing with truly experienced tops / dominants the safeword is effectively moot (again, a skilled top working with a submissive who trusts them can easily move to a state where the sub really isn't doing that kind of process thinking).
You said a few days back that you think Aaron is the epitome of what you're looking for and within the context of you want someone reasonably local and it's certainly nice playing with someone who's got deep enough pockets to make the entire ride very easy. That said I can name a dozen people between San Francisco, NYC and New England. As BDSM players you guys have barely scratched the surface.
I also btw know my share of extremely well off tops and like Aaron they use that privilege to attract a steady stream of young and pretty partners. None of these guys sports any special skills (my partner Alice has played with a couple of them).
Best wishes, so glad you are taking the time to reflect and get back to the fun of your regular life!
I wonder if you and Mike would like to start a hotties thread with your feet posed on your new sectional? I'm pretty sure you'd establish a first in this site, as far as I know there's no home-decor porn posted yet ;-).
<3 <3
I have a lot of thoughts about BDSM and how you're going there first I think was with Frank, also Mike and now with Aaron. I can tell you as a top I'm always trying to avoid pushing adrenaline because after a big adrenaline rush the body goes into a state of physiological shock, and extreme fatigue is generally included.
This is why I never want a bottom to safeword, it's my responsibility as a top to read their body well enough that they're not thinking about what's happening at all, and to move them towards simply experiencing. That progresses to frankly unable to respond, and at that point the top really has assumed all responsibility.
What I *am* pushing is a buildup of endorphins, and this takes time, really good scenes don't unfold in less than a couple of hours.
All of that is outside the scope of what you've described as Aaron's style of play. Usually the control you're talking about is that your safeword is inviolate, however imo/imx when you start playing with truly experienced tops / dominants the safeword is effectively moot (again, a skilled top working with a submissive who trusts them can easily move to a state where the sub really isn't doing that kind of process thinking).
You said a few days back that you think Aaron is the epitome of what you're looking for and within the context of you want someone reasonably local and it's certainly nice playing with someone who's got deep enough pockets to make the entire ride very easy. That said I can name a dozen people between San Francisco, NYC and New England. As BDSM players you guys have barely scratched the surface.
I also btw know my share of extremely well off tops and like Aaron they use that privilege to attract a steady stream of young and pretty partners. None of these guys sports any special skills (my partner Alice has played with a couple of them).
Best wishes, so glad you are taking the time to reflect and get back to the fun of your regular life!
I wonder if you and Mike would like to start a hotties thread with your feet posed on your new sectional? I'm pretty sure you'd establish a first in this site, as far as I know there's no home-decor porn posted yet ;-).
<3 <3
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Carrie,
I think I can say with certainty that if you wanted to start posting your shopping lists you would find a steady supply of readers here. I know I would be one. It's the way you write, drawing the reader into your world. The openness and vulnerability that you express when you put your thoughts down and share them with us. You have a talent for it. You could being in a nice second income on Amazon.
Best wishes for you and Mike,
Sutter
I think I can say with certainty that if you wanted to start posting your shopping lists you would find a steady supply of readers here. I know I would be one. It's the way you write, drawing the reader into your world. The openness and vulnerability that you express when you put your thoughts down and share them with us. You have a talent for it. You could being in a nice second income on Amazon.
Best wishes for you and Mike,
Sutter
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Dum Vivimus, Vivamus!
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Dum Vivimus, Vivamus!
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Sadie, I always like to see your responses to postings on the forum. I respect your input.sadie wrote:Carrie I'm simply glad you're finding new and deeper expressions of your sexuality.
I have a lot of thoughts about BDSM and how you're going there first I think was with Frank, also Mike and now with Aaron. I can tell you as a top I'm always trying to avoid pushing adrenaline because after a big adrenaline rush the body goes into a state of physiological shock, and extreme fatigue is generally included.
This is why I never want a bottom to safeword, it's my responsibility as a top to read their body well enough that they're not thinking about what's happening at all, and to move them towards simply experiencing. That progresses to frankly unable to respond, and at that point the top really has assumed all responsibility.
What I *am* pushing is a buildup of endorphins, and this takes time, really good scenes don't unfold in less than a couple of hours.
All of that is outside the scope of what you've described as Aaron's style of play. Usually the control you're talking about is that your safeword is inviolate, however imo/imx when you start playing with truly experienced tops / dominants the safeword is effectively moot (again, a skilled top working with a submissive who trusts them can easily move to a state where the sub really isn't doing that kind of process thinking).
You said a few days back that you think Aaron is the epitome of what you're looking for and within the context of you want someone reasonably local and it's certainly nice playing with someone who's got deep enough pockets to make the entire ride very easy. That said I can name a dozen people between San Francisco, NYC and New England. As BDSM players you guys have barely scratched the surface.
I also btw know my share of extremely well off tops and like Aaron they use that privilege to attract a steady stream of young and pretty partners. None of these guys sports any special skills (my partner Alice has played with a couple of them).
Best wishes, so glad you are taking the time to reflect and get back to the fun of your regular life!
I wonder if you and Mike would like to start a hotties thread with your feet posed on your new sectional? I'm pretty sure you'd establish a first in this site, as far as I know there's no home-decor porn posted yet ;-).
<3 <3
"Women and cats will do as they please,and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea"-Robert Heinlein
"Gratitude is riches and complaint is poverty and the worst I ever had was wonderful"Bro. Dave Gardner
Dum Vivimus, Vivamus!
"Gratitude is riches and complaint is poverty and the worst I ever had was wonderful"Bro. Dave Gardner
Dum Vivimus, Vivamus!
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Would you say that Anthony, with his large and thick cock overcome his lack of understanding your submissive needs, to the same degree as Aaron,
or does his build, and vigour of his fucking make the encounter equally pleasurable when compared with Aaron's understanding of your triggers.
Sorry for my clumsy framing of this question.
or does his build, and vigour of his fucking make the encounter equally pleasurable when compared with Aaron's understanding of your triggers.
Sorry for my clumsy framing of this question.
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Has more than one of your friends noticed the subtle changes in your flirty nature.
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Has your new home got a swimming pool, I note that you need the temperature to be 82 degrees before venturing in, Have you thought of a wet suit, they can look a quite sexy?