New here, our journey so far
Posted: Mon Jun 03, 2024 2:17 am
Hi folks,
My wife and I have been together for 25 years, now in our early 40s. She has only had three sexual partners including me, while I have had about 25 (primarily women, some men in my youth). My primary sexual fantasies have always centered around group sex, partner sharing, and lots of cum since I was in my teens. It took me until about 7 years ago to admit these things to my wife, which actually improved our sex life tremendously as she was surprisingly open, although a bit confused and a little concerned initially. She pretty much turned down the idea that she would ever be with another man, though...at least initially.
We started cranking up the experimentation after my admission, and it wasn't long before we were roleplaying sharing her and building a collection of high quality dildos. Over the last 3 years, the dynamic has changed significantly: she admitted she was mostly attracted to Black men and asked that I prune all the porn that didn't include them from our collection. I had already been buying her dildos of all colors, but she showed a preference for the dark ones, so I began buying larger and larger black cocks for her from Mr. Hankey's Toys. During our journey she has discovered she is a size queen with a very dominant streak.
Little by little, our one on one sex has morphed into a true cuckold dynamic, bordering on the pussy-free, but the actual deed has yet to be done. She has a fuck machine she uses to make me watch her get fucked. We began buying condoms--larger ones for a potential playmate--the smaller ones for me as that is usually how I am allowed to fuck her in an attempt to keep me from cumming as fast. I have a strap-on that supports some very large, girthy cocks in the 9-10" circumference range, which she ALWAYS makes me use during our sessions now. After years of trying to find a good chastity cage, we finally found one which has made it much more comfortable for me to remain locked up for days and weeks at a time (with daily cleanings, of course). She takes great joy in locking me.
She actively browses sites like FetLife and AFF looking for potentials (although she is very shy about reaching out or showing off), comes up with many surprising scenarios to tell me about, shows me the men she follows, tells me about the men that she catches checking her out in public--or the men she was checking out. She shows me the jerkoff videos she masturbates to. She has finally even started enthusiastically stating she wants us to have a threesome.
Of course, I have steadily assisted with escalating these fantasies, as I am completely on board with her fucking others. I was usually the one that suggested and introduced new toys or kinky roleplay scenarios, but increasingly the tables have turned over the last couple years. She constantly surprises me with the level of degeneracy she shows, and it's made me push further myself. She now makes me go without penetration sometimes for a month at a time. She slaps my balls frequently. She requests I drink a glass of her piss nearly every time we have sex, she fucks her cocks for 90% of the session (which go for hours), and even if I do get to fuck her, she rarely lets me cum. I have cum inside her only three times this year so far.
She dresses sluttier than before--never wearing bras and rarely wearing panties anymore. I decided to put her in full control of finances, so now my paychecks go into her personal account and I am given an allowance. I continue to encourage her to keep me pussy free so her future bull(s) can have her pussy exclusively. She likes that idea, but still says she loves my dick and will need it from time to time--but I will be relegated to fucking her ass mostly until she is used to it enough to take bigger cocks. I am also going to have a cock sleeve for when I do finally get out of pussy free mode, so my cock feels bigger but also isn't actually touching her insides ...this was her idea btw.
I'm not sure what else there is to do at this point other than her actually taking a boyfriend or fuck buddy and rolling with it. The fantasies used to be fairly timid, but now she loves to talk about how she is going to need to fuck these guys alone a few times to make sure they are compatible before we have an actual threesome or she has me watch. Which again, I am completely up for this sort of play. I have always wanted to be a cuckold, and the number one way for me to cum while masturbating is to think of her getting group fucked by hung black men, bareback, while I am removed from the action, caged, and completely banned from fucking her. Together, we have completely reshaped our brains to turn this into what is clearly an FLR-cuckold dynamic. I never could have considered not fucking her 3 years ago, but now...now I want her to have multiple sexual partners, and if I am not one of them, all the better. She has only stoked the flame, which I love.
We are madly in love with each other, and I recognize that she needs this as much as me, to help solidify her ability to dominate and lead both sexually and outside of our relationship at work and in social situations. She was always the shy girl, the quiet one that didn't want to inconvenience people. I was always the loud one, the leader, the dick swinger. But now, we are almost trading roles, and I think it is the sexiest thing ever.
She has given me some lead time for the next step. Now I am regularly stretching my asshole to prepare for my new role as her piss-drinking bottom bitch. She wants to start fucking my ass while the fuck machine fucks her. I am a little afraid that this is going to become the new normal, but I am also excited by the thought that she may actually start getting really desperate for some actual cock to penetrate her and give her the cum she has been lacking. This all seems a little backward, as it's usually after the wife has been fucking other men for years that she takes all these steps toward cutting off and limiting the cuck's access, but it's way too hot to worry about.
That's my intro, I really just needed to express everything that's been going on and hear the thoughts of others that may have been in a similar situation. Thanks for reading.
My wife and I have been together for 25 years, now in our early 40s. She has only had three sexual partners including me, while I have had about 25 (primarily women, some men in my youth). My primary sexual fantasies have always centered around group sex, partner sharing, and lots of cum since I was in my teens. It took me until about 7 years ago to admit these things to my wife, which actually improved our sex life tremendously as she was surprisingly open, although a bit confused and a little concerned initially. She pretty much turned down the idea that she would ever be with another man, though...at least initially.
We started cranking up the experimentation after my admission, and it wasn't long before we were roleplaying sharing her and building a collection of high quality dildos. Over the last 3 years, the dynamic has changed significantly: she admitted she was mostly attracted to Black men and asked that I prune all the porn that didn't include them from our collection. I had already been buying her dildos of all colors, but she showed a preference for the dark ones, so I began buying larger and larger black cocks for her from Mr. Hankey's Toys. During our journey she has discovered she is a size queen with a very dominant streak.
Little by little, our one on one sex has morphed into a true cuckold dynamic, bordering on the pussy-free, but the actual deed has yet to be done. She has a fuck machine she uses to make me watch her get fucked. We began buying condoms--larger ones for a potential playmate--the smaller ones for me as that is usually how I am allowed to fuck her in an attempt to keep me from cumming as fast. I have a strap-on that supports some very large, girthy cocks in the 9-10" circumference range, which she ALWAYS makes me use during our sessions now. After years of trying to find a good chastity cage, we finally found one which has made it much more comfortable for me to remain locked up for days and weeks at a time (with daily cleanings, of course). She takes great joy in locking me.
She actively browses sites like FetLife and AFF looking for potentials (although she is very shy about reaching out or showing off), comes up with many surprising scenarios to tell me about, shows me the men she follows, tells me about the men that she catches checking her out in public--or the men she was checking out. She shows me the jerkoff videos she masturbates to. She has finally even started enthusiastically stating she wants us to have a threesome.
Of course, I have steadily assisted with escalating these fantasies, as I am completely on board with her fucking others. I was usually the one that suggested and introduced new toys or kinky roleplay scenarios, but increasingly the tables have turned over the last couple years. She constantly surprises me with the level of degeneracy she shows, and it's made me push further myself. She now makes me go without penetration sometimes for a month at a time. She slaps my balls frequently. She requests I drink a glass of her piss nearly every time we have sex, she fucks her cocks for 90% of the session (which go for hours), and even if I do get to fuck her, she rarely lets me cum. I have cum inside her only three times this year so far.
She dresses sluttier than before--never wearing bras and rarely wearing panties anymore. I decided to put her in full control of finances, so now my paychecks go into her personal account and I am given an allowance. I continue to encourage her to keep me pussy free so her future bull(s) can have her pussy exclusively. She likes that idea, but still says she loves my dick and will need it from time to time--but I will be relegated to fucking her ass mostly until she is used to it enough to take bigger cocks. I am also going to have a cock sleeve for when I do finally get out of pussy free mode, so my cock feels bigger but also isn't actually touching her insides ...this was her idea btw.
I'm not sure what else there is to do at this point other than her actually taking a boyfriend or fuck buddy and rolling with it. The fantasies used to be fairly timid, but now she loves to talk about how she is going to need to fuck these guys alone a few times to make sure they are compatible before we have an actual threesome or she has me watch. Which again, I am completely up for this sort of play. I have always wanted to be a cuckold, and the number one way for me to cum while masturbating is to think of her getting group fucked by hung black men, bareback, while I am removed from the action, caged, and completely banned from fucking her. Together, we have completely reshaped our brains to turn this into what is clearly an FLR-cuckold dynamic. I never could have considered not fucking her 3 years ago, but now...now I want her to have multiple sexual partners, and if I am not one of them, all the better. She has only stoked the flame, which I love.
We are madly in love with each other, and I recognize that she needs this as much as me, to help solidify her ability to dominate and lead both sexually and outside of our relationship at work and in social situations. She was always the shy girl, the quiet one that didn't want to inconvenience people. I was always the loud one, the leader, the dick swinger. But now, we are almost trading roles, and I think it is the sexiest thing ever.
She has given me some lead time for the next step. Now I am regularly stretching my asshole to prepare for my new role as her piss-drinking bottom bitch. She wants to start fucking my ass while the fuck machine fucks her. I am a little afraid that this is going to become the new normal, but I am also excited by the thought that she may actually start getting really desperate for some actual cock to penetrate her and give her the cum she has been lacking. This all seems a little backward, as it's usually after the wife has been fucking other men for years that she takes all these steps toward cutting off and limiting the cuck's access, but it's way too hot to worry about.
That's my intro, I really just needed to express everything that's been going on and hear the thoughts of others that may have been in a similar situation. Thanks for reading.
