New here, our journey so far

[DripDripDaCuckMayne]

Hi folks,

My wife and I have been together for 25 years, now in our early 40s. She has only had three sexual partners including me, while I have had about 25 (primarily women, some men in my youth). My primary sexual fantasies have always centered around group sex, partner sharing, and lots of cum since I was in my teens. It took me until about 7 years ago to admit these things to my wife, which actually improved our sex life tremendously as she was surprisingly open, although a bit confused and a little concerned initially. She pretty much turned down the idea that she would ever be with another man, though...at least initially.

We started cranking up the experimentation after my admission, and it wasn't long before we were roleplaying sharing her and building a collection of high quality dildos. Over the last 3 years, the dynamic has changed significantly: she admitted she was mostly attracted to Black men and asked that I prune all the porn that didn't include them from our collection. I had already been buying her dildos of all colors, but she showed a preference for the dark ones, so I began buying larger and larger black cocks for her from Mr. Hankey's Toys. During our journey she has discovered she is a size queen with a very dominant streak.

Little by little, our one on one sex has morphed into a true cuckold dynamic, bordering on the pussy-free, but the actual deed has yet to be done. She has a fuck machine she uses to make me watch her get fucked. We began buying condoms--larger ones for a potential playmate--the smaller ones for me as that is usually how I am allowed to fuck her in an attempt to keep me from cumming as fast. I have a strap-on that supports some very large, girthy cocks in the 9-10" circumference range, which she ALWAYS makes me use during our sessions now. After years of trying to find a good chastity cage, we finally found one which has made it much more comfortable for me to remain locked up for days and weeks at a time (with daily cleanings, of course). She takes great joy in locking me.

She actively browses sites like FetLife and AFF looking for potentials (although she is very shy about reaching out or showing off), comes up with many surprising scenarios to tell me about, shows me the men she follows, tells me about the men that she catches checking her out in public--or the men she was checking out. She shows me the jerkoff videos she masturbates to. She has finally even started enthusiastically stating she wants us to have a threesome.

Of course, I have steadily assisted with escalating these fantasies, as I am completely on board with her fucking others. I was usually the one that suggested and introduced new toys or kinky roleplay scenarios, but increasingly the tables have turned over the last couple years. She constantly surprises me with the level of degeneracy she shows, and it's made me push further myself. She now makes me go without penetration sometimes for a month at a time. She slaps my balls frequently. She requests I drink a glass of her piss nearly every time we have sex, she fucks her cocks for 90% of the session (which go for hours), and even if I do get to fuck her, she rarely lets me cum. I have cum inside her only three times this year so far.

She dresses sluttier than before--never wearing bras and rarely wearing panties anymore. I decided to put her in full control of finances, so now my paychecks go into her personal account and I am given an allowance. I continue to encourage her to keep me pussy free so her future bull(s) can have her pussy exclusively. She likes that idea, but still says she loves my dick and will need it from time to time--but I will be relegated to fucking her ass mostly until she is used to it enough to take bigger cocks. I am also going to have a cock sleeve for when I do finally get out of pussy free mode, so my cock feels bigger but also isn't actually touching her insides ...this was her idea btw.

I'm not sure what else there is to do at this point other than her actually taking a boyfriend or fuck buddy and rolling with it. The fantasies used to be fairly timid, but now she loves to talk about how she is going to need to fuck these guys alone a few times to make sure they are compatible before we have an actual threesome or she has me watch. Which again, I am completely up for this sort of play. I have always wanted to be a cuckold, and the number one way for me to cum while masturbating is to think of her getting group fucked by hung black men, bareback, while I am removed from the action, caged, and completely banned from fucking her. Together, we have completely reshaped our brains to turn this into what is clearly an FLR-cuckold dynamic. I never could have considered not fucking her 3 years ago, but now...now I want her to have multiple sexual partners, and if I am not one of them, all the better. She has only stoked the flame, which I love.

We are madly in love with each other, and I recognize that she needs this as much as me, to help solidify her ability to dominate and lead both sexually and outside of our relationship at work and in social situations. She was always the shy girl, the quiet one that didn't want to inconvenience people. I was always the loud one, the leader, the dick swinger. But now, we are almost trading roles, and I think it is the sexiest thing ever.

She has given me some lead time for the next step. Now I am regularly stretching my asshole to prepare for my new role as her piss-drinking bottom bitch. She wants to start fucking my ass while the fuck machine fucks her. I am a little afraid that this is going to become the new normal, but I am also excited by the thought that she may actually start getting really desperate for some actual cock to penetrate her and give her the cum she has been lacking. This all seems a little backward, as it's usually after the wife has been fucking other men for years that she takes all these steps toward cutting off and limiting the cuck's access, but it's way too hot to worry about.

That's my intro, I really just needed to express everything that's been going on and hear the thoughts of others that may have been in a similar situation. Thanks for reading.

[leggysman]

Welcome to the site, I think you'll fit right in; perhaps the Cuckold forum which is very active.

Sounds like it's only a matter of time. Be patient - I think she's got this

[elina]

Dear DripDripDaCuckMayne

Thank you for sharing how Your Wonderful Wife is in the process of becoming more dominant, and highly aware that She deserves BBC to satisfy Her; absolutely wonderful to see how you have supported Her development into a Dominant Cuckoldress so far.

I agree with Leggysman that it seems like you have done everything right. Probably the key thing for you to remember now is to allways accept Your Superior Wife's decisions and obey Her without question to demonstrate your love and devotion for Her. If you do that, I am sure this wonderful Dominant Lady will start to engage with black lovers when She decides the time is ripe and that She has found the right male for Her.

Please keep us posted, even if "Nothing interesting really happened"

Sincere regards
elina
(submissive male envious of your position)

[DripDripDaCuckMayne]

Thanks for the warm welcome. Today is day 9 since the last time she let me both bareback and cum inside her (as a reward for crossing some significant career milestones). Our sex this past weekend went for a total of about 14 hours between Friday and Sunday, but not once did my cock feel her hole. She made me put a condom on my fingers before using them to trigger her squirt. I was agreeable to it because it also prevents any chance that a sharp nail could hurt her interior and stop her from stretching to our largest dildos. She barely even let me lick her pussy (in fact, now that I think about it, the only time she has me go down on her for more than a minute or two for lube, is when she is on the bloodiest days of her cycle).

As she makes abundantly clear these days, she needs penetration--but not from my cock or fingers. I know she means it is time to strap up and stretch her to easily accomodate the BBCs thicker than my forearm.

Next the swapping begins between me and the machine. We also usually slap a throat-training cock on one of the custom stands I've built her so she can test her gag reflex, as we both know she is going to need to improve her depth for the eventual black cocks that she gleefully teases about letting facefuck her.

I spent most of the weekend locked in my cage except during a short stint she let me semi-free in a lockable cock ring because my constantly erect, swollen cock turns her on. We were to begin my anal training in earnest, but life got in the way. I look forward to the next attempt.

We went to a home improvement store late, her in a dress no bra, no panties. When black men were nearby, I made sure to slip my hand up her dress and grab her ass a few times, hoping they may notice--which she loved.

I didn't get much sleep. I had a number of chores to finish late. I also have been excruciatingly horny. Today I sent her fave type of videos--men with big cocks jerking off, throbbing cocks ejaculating, and fine ass white women getting bred by grunting black men. When I said it is going to be very hard to go until her stated July date without cumming, she told me to suck it up and deal with it. And that this will be the month of discipline that I will thank her for later. Then she asked if I would like to give her a back rub and use the strap-on? Of course, I enthusiastically agreed. At least it's something.

She is adamant about verifying my cage's status daily. She no longer grants unsupervised breaks from the cage except 30 minutes to shower. I've noticed a shift in my personality due to my desperation to cum. I am eager to handle chores and run errands. I am not argumentative. I am completely docile and willing to submit to her.

I am also torn. Part of me wants to snap out of it and take that pussy back, but I know it will get old, the sex stale as I will cum in less than 10 minutes and fall asleep. The rush of dopamine and other brain chems from being denied is far more satisfying...I can only imagine the level of addiction we will both fall to once she starts taking on regular lovers. I have a feeling once she gets a taste, she is going to fire on all cylinders and we're both going to wonder why we didn't start 15 years ago.

[elina]

Thanks for updating.

I admire your Superior Wife's persistense in the way She prepares Herself to ensure that She will fully enjoy and be able to thoroughly please Her future black lovers.

Also, your willingness to support your transition to a submissive cuck for Her.
Chastity will be important for you going forward and if you are desperate for release now, just wait towards the end of June if your Wonderful Wife persists on keeping you chaste untill July. But don't try to cheat on Her....

Sincerely
elina

[DripDripDaCuckMayne]

We stayed up late into this morning on a worknight after I asked her if she'd like a massage and to get fucked by our BBC dildos. Zero entry for my cock all night long. I wrecked her pussy really good with some of our largest cocks, had her squirting a storm as I whispered "you love keeping your pussy reserved for big black cocks to stretch and cum inside you, don't you?" To which she would nod yes as she'd squirt. Then I'd ask, "are you going to keep me pussy free because you know it's a waste of everyone's time when I cum in 30 seconds?" And she'd say, "you're not going to get in this pussy until I'm filled airtight with black cock." To which she'd roll her eyes and squirt again, pushing the XL 10" circumference Hankey's cock from her gaping hole.

She'd get up to fill a goblet of piss for me to drink, only to tell me, "ok, i need a bigger cock." I'd size up the next level, and start going to town making her squirt on these BBC. Eventually she'd want me on top of her pressing the dildo inside of her, telling me she needs to feel my weight on top of her, the dildos aren't enough, she needs real cock, but "not your cock, because you cum too fast and I like it when you're my horny slut willing to do anything to make me cum."

I want to watch this woman take nothing but big black dicks, folks. She wants it, too. She looks perfect with BBC stretching her out. Petite, pale blonde with B-cup tits and a big ol' ass. Pussy is always tight and wet, even when she's been blown out. If she isn't squirting she isn't cumming. But she cums a lot. She is insatiable, and I am convinced once she finds one good big dicked black lover, she is never looking back and will slut herself out to the best. Submitting has never felt so right. Any Black men that can keep up with her stamina and need to cum 40-50x times, will get exclusive rights to my wife's holes. If she even lets me fuck, it's gonna be into a condom, and we have discussed not even allowing that, but only a jerk off on to her open hole after her black lovers are done with her.

I'm ready to embark on the journey of endless pussy free edging for her ultimate pleasure.

[elina]

Thanks,

I love the way your Mistress demands you drink Her Golden Nectar whenever She decides to give you some,
no doubt who is in charge in your relationship.

Please continue your updates.

Sincerely
elina

[snoogaloo82]

Sounds like you're on your way to a wonderful adventure! I can't wait for her to finally get some real BBC!! She totally deserves it don't you think?

[DripDripDaCuckMayne]

Thanks,

I love the way your Mistress demands you drink Her Golden Nectar whenever She decides to give you some,
no doubt who is in charge in your relationship.

Please continue your updates.

Sincerely
elina

Without a doubt. I have always had a kink for watersports in both directions. If I had my way, she would allow me to piss inside of her, but I don't and she doesn't like the idea of being the one pissed on. Piss wasn't her idea, but years ago I brought it up in the hopes we could ease in to wider play, but it's ended up with only me taking her golden showers. I don't foresee that changing at all, either. And I'm okay with that, as I love being pissed on by a woman. And I am especially fond of drinking her fresh, warm piss direct from the source.

Sounds like you're on your way to a wonderful adventure! I can't wait for her to finally get some real BBC!! She totally deserves it don't you think?

Definitely. Which makes it all the more important that her First is an excellent experience. She says now she wouldn't want to fuck them more than on a rare occasion, to keep it special, but she has said basically the same thing about everything else we have introduced to our sex lives, but eventually it becomes the new normal.

I gave her a good tease yesterday over our chat about my fantasy where she finally meets a potential FB, and I decide to let her go solo for her first meet and greet as to not be that weird floating husband cuck making things awkward. She could include me later if she would like, but if she feels more comfortable alone then we can go that route. Then instead of just meeting each other, she can't hold back and decides to fuck him on the first meeting. I'm getting a little worried because she is non-responsive past our agreed-upon pickup time. Finally, I receive a single photo on my phone of her panties pulled down to reveal a cum load smeared all over.

I pick her up, keep the small talk to a minimum, she says it went well, but she needs to stop at wal-greens before we reach home. We get home, with my expectation we are gonna fuck raw and I will get some fresh sloppy seconds. She turns around over the bed, pulls her panties to her ankles, and hands me a condom she bought from wal greens. She's decided she only wants big black dick bareback, and if I do get to fuck her, it will always be while wearing a rubber. For one, so she can get a little more time from me, and two, she doesn't want to dilute her Black lover's cum with mine.

When I sent her this, she absolutely loved it and said she was thinking almost the exact same thing.

So, I am hoping that means she will be more likely to fuck without me around. As much as I want to watch and even participate with her, I have really come to enjoy the highly cerebal mental climaxxing of absolute denial. It's real hot to think of her taking on a lover that will fuck her 2-3 times per week, solo or with his buddies, no rubbers ever, and even doing things with them she'd never do with me, like giving rim jobs and drinking his piss.

Frankly, if she becomes a total slut for Black men, I support her decision.

[snoogaloo82]

Sounds like you're on your way to a wonderful adventure! I can't wait for her to finally get some real BBC!! She totally deserves it don't you think?

Definitely. Which makes it all the more important that her First is an excellent experience. She says now she wouldn't want to fuck them more than on a rare occasion, to keep it special, but she has said basically the same thing about everything else we have introduced to our sex lives, but eventually it becomes the new normal.

I gave her a good tease yesterday over our chat about my fantasy where she finally meets a potential FB, and I decide to let her go solo for her first meet and greet as to not be that weird floating husband cuck making things awkward. She could include me later if she would like, but if she feels more comfortable alone then we can go that route. Then instead of just meeting each other, she can't hold back and decides to fuck him on the first meeting. I'm getting a little worried because she is non-responsive past our agreed-upon pickup time. Finally, I receive a single photo on my phone of her panties pulled down to reveal a cum load smeared all over.

I pick her up, keep the small talk to a minimum, she says it went well, but she needs to stop at wal-greens before we reach home. We get home, with my expectation we are gonna fuck raw and I will get some fresh sloppy seconds. She turns around over the bed, pulls her panties to her ankles, and hands me a condom she bought from wal greens. She's decided she only wants big black dick bareback, and if I do get to fuck her, it will always be while wearing a rubber. For one, so she can get a little more time from me, and two, she doesn't want to dilute her Black lover's cum with mine.

When I sent her this, she absolutely loved it and said she was thinking almost the exact same thing.

So, I am hoping that means she will be more likely to fuck without me around. As much as I want to watch and even participate with her, I have really come to enjoy the highly cerebal mental climaxxing of absolute denial. It's real hot to think of her taking on a lover that will fuck her 2-3 times per week, solo or with his buddies, no rubbers ever, and even doing things with them she'd never do with me, like giving rim jobs and drinking his piss.

Frankly, if she becomes a total slut for Black men, I support her decision.

It's funny...since my sweetie is black all she wants is white men! lol But she'll take a black man, too. Their first night together they had sex 4 times all missionary style. She likes things traditional. I'm trying to get her to try doggy...cross your fingers that they do doggy tonight!

Take care,
Rik

[DripDripDaCuckMayne]

Nice, I never had a preference for race up until she repeatedly expressed her interest in Black men. The more she mentioned it, the more I became interested in seeing her with only black men. One day she said she wanted me to delete all of our porn with white guys. If there weren't as many or more black men to white men in a porn, we weren't watching it. Around that time she also quit using all of our white dildos except for ass play because they are smaller.

After two or three years of her pushing for Black men only, it's all I want for her, too. The idea of her becoming so sexually specific as to only allow cock of particular race or ethnicity fuck and cum inside her, while her husband isn't allowed the same is absolutely electrifying. She really is built for BBC though.

Best of luck to you and yours. I must admit, I would be keen to fuck a black woman. I had a couple trysts with black girls years ago, and my, they were amazing and passionate. I also seem to just naturally pull them in. They love to flirt with me. If my wife granted me a pass, I would definitely use it to go black myself.