OldDomTXViking Newbie
Posted: Sat Sep 21, 2024 5:14 am
OK - shorter intro, Last one got lost.
Last wife put the interracial sex thing into my brain. Don't get me wrong, it intrigues me without that - but does make it a more personal string that gets twanged every time I watch an IR movie. Like, what if that woman is my wife?
I am now widowed and wonder if I find a relationship with a BBC whore, what am I going to have to put up with versus the benefits.
To that end, understand the closest I would place me is that of a (what you all call) a Stag. This imaginary future wife would almost certainly have to be Bi. Reason being once my other half gets basted inside and out, the clean up person needs to be another female. I certainly am not going to do it.
Every guy I know, likes to see their wife happy. Oddly enough, among the hubbies I know, there are limits. I have been at the bottom of the social pile so long and "beat up" mentally and physically that I absolutely go into an anger mode when someone tries to put me down.
I even watch a few videos on a Dom/Sub relationship and the Dom's "caring" was enough to invoke a session of expelling of stomach contents on my part.
FYI: I keep my emotions in a shoe box. So, this is a "how do you all deal with this" adventure.
Last wife put the interracial sex thing into my brain. Don't get me wrong, it intrigues me without that - but does make it a more personal string that gets twanged every time I watch an IR movie. Like, what if that woman is my wife?
I am now widowed and wonder if I find a relationship with a BBC whore, what am I going to have to put up with versus the benefits.
To that end, understand the closest I would place me is that of a (what you all call) a Stag. This imaginary future wife would almost certainly have to be Bi. Reason being once my other half gets basted inside and out, the clean up person needs to be another female. I certainly am not going to do it.
Every guy I know, likes to see their wife happy. Oddly enough, among the hubbies I know, there are limits. I have been at the bottom of the social pile so long and "beat up" mentally and physically that I absolutely go into an anger mode when someone tries to put me down.
I even watch a few videos on a Dom/Sub relationship and the Dom's "caring" was enough to invoke a session of expelling of stomach contents on my part.
FYI: I keep my emotions in a shoe box. So, this is a "how do you all deal with this" adventure.