Hotwife passed away

[Leapfrog11]

We were just becoming comfortable with the hotwife lifestyle, really enjoying new partners and how it drew us closer together when my wife became ill. After several terrible months in and out of the hospital she passed. I didn't want to live for quite some time, was pissed to be left behind. And the thought of another relationship, the possibility of losing someone again, was too much. So I stayed single, moving a lot. I had a couple of friendships with couples, one long term. I loved the friendship as much as the sex and I really loved the sex. But my travels took me away and now I am traveling in South America, planning to come back to the states at some point early next year. I miss the closeness possible with a couple as I am orally bi. Most of all I am jealous of those of you who still have a woman you love and want to pleasure with another man. Maybe I'll meet another couple or even a single woman for friendship, maybe not, but it is sure on my mind.

[Shiphead]

Sorry for your loss. I hope you find what you need.

[snoogaloo82]

If you ever find yourself in Kenya let me know

[armyguyot1]

WThe women in Argentina are amazingly beautiful. The women in Colombia are not only beautiful but love to fuck. Make sure you stop in Bogota and go to the Tee Square and night and see if fun doesn't find you. It isnt hard to get laid or married.

[Shadnaster]

So sorry

[UnbelievaBullFun]

I'm really sorry for your loss. Grief affects every person differently, but I'm happy to read that you seem to be coming out on the other side ok.

There are a lot of great grief support resources online if you do need anything or ever find yourself in a bad headspace.

[fredfred2]

So sorry . I know how it feels after mine past away. Now married to a Brazilian and couldn't be happier

[SCBlknNsty]

We were just becoming comfortable with the hotwife lifestyle, really enjoying new partners and how it drew us closer together when my wife became ill. After several terrible months in and out of the hospital she passed. I didn't want to live for quite some time, was pissed to be left behind. And the thought of another relationship, the possibility of losing someone again, was too much. So I stayed single, moving a lot. I had a couple of friendships with couples, one long term. I loved the friendship as much as the sex and I really loved the sex. But my travels took me away and now I am traveling in South America, planning to come back to the states at some point early next year. I miss the closeness possible with a couple as I am orally bi. Most of all I am jealous of those of you who still have a woman you love and want to pleasure with another man. Maybe I'll meet another couple or even a single woman for friendship, maybe not, but it is sure on my mind.

I too would add my condolences. My wife and I had been in the lifestyle 7 years when she passed away after being together 16 years and two pre-teen girls. I chose the lifestyle rather than think of or try to bring another woman into THEIR home. At times it seems like I'm still married to her even though she's been gone over 25 years...she still gets the last word!

I don't know where you are in dealing with the trauma of her loss, but should you ever need to talk to someone who's been where you are by all means reach out!

[FloridaMe]

My deepest sympathies for your deep loss. I pray that your soulmate is with you always, even from the other side.