Hey there. Since February also officially "cucked".

[MaybesoonACuck]

Hey from mid Europe.

We are a married couple (me early 40; she is mid 30s) and since the end of February also into these lifestyle.

She had known about my kink to share her for almost a year, but was long time like "Nice imagination, but... no, never darling."
But as weeks went by, she was getting more and more Open to this.
A coincidance helped us, as a sportspartner of her flirted heavily with her, even touched her several times lightly on her arms, tights and back.
So, it went a few weeks like this, as "the day" came.
The words sehe said to me in this evening, I will never forget:
"Your fantasie had become reality." ... and gave me a big smile.
...
She had much reservations after that, about her feelings and what I was thinking about her now.
But, I was possible to make her feel fine, with lots of cuddling and kissing, and no pressure to her.

Now, more than a month later, she is with him whenever it is possible, which is a huge turn on for me, but I am also highly frustrated because of very less sexual interactions with her in these past weeks.
But, her lover pleases her in a very good way, as far as she is telling me.
I am proud of her... because she tried it and love it now, and because of how sexy she is, and found a lover who is able to satisfy her in every way.

But I think I have to speak with somewone about this, cause of the rolercoaster inside my head.

It feels good to write this down, and to be here in this community.
cu

[elina]

Thank you for sharing,

Although your login name no longer seems appropriate since you have now become a real cuck.

I admire your ability to keep supporting your Wife and allowing Her to spend time with Her lover.
Does your Wife fully communicate with you how Her Lover satisfies Her in ways you are unable to?
Are you still allowed to make love to your Wife as before, or is She restricting you sometimes to save Her for Her lover?

Looking forward to follow your thread and communicate with you.

Sincerely
elina
(submissive male - also from Europe)

[MaybesoonACuck]

Hey elina, thanks a lot.

Yes, my login name has passed away faster than I believed it could happen.

I support her in every situation, because everyday-life can be a real turnoff for us.

She did communicate in detail after the first dates, but unfortunately it decreased in the past two weeks.
She is a very lovely wife and isn't into humilation (for me), and also never wants to hurt me in any case.
I told her everytime to be honest with me and to speak out open what kind of feelings she has.

I think there is something she realised when having sex with him now, and getting more comfortable with the situation... to let her mind fall free.
She was very chaty in the beginning (and I jerked off next to her; was the first time she saw me doing this) but actually she didn't want to tell me details. Maybe there is something she's thinking of getting me hurt with.

Our lovemaking wasn't that much before. She gave me mostly handjobs.
I am not a real lover, cause I am submassive and... lets say ... very fast when entering her. The feeling to be in her, and to watch and to feel her sexy body is blowing my mind every time, even with condomes.

We made love two times since they dated the first time. She loves my oral abilities on her, so this is 90% of our intercourse then.
But also no handjobs anymore.
I noticed the last days that she even didn't want to touch my hard on. When she did, as we were cuddling, she removed her hand fast, as if she did something vorbidden.

And yes, she was one time saying to me, that she didn't like to have sex with me, right after she was with him or is going to see him.
But, she is with him nearly every day, so it is heavily an up and down for me. Aroused to maximum but I didn't want to release myself.

As I said, she don't want to be dominant to me, and is still very lovely to me, with hot kissing me and saying me how much she loves me.

The hole situation makes me crazy.

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum MaybesoonACuck. Does he know that you know and encourage her?

[MaybesoonACuck]

Welcome to the forum MaybesoonACuck. Does he know that you know and encourage her?

Thank you, armyguyot1.

He is informed about it by my wife, yes.

But as far as I know from my wife, she told him that it is an open marriage for her. Rather not that I encouraged her or that it's turning me on a lot.
But this Info is also from the 2nd week.

She sometimes came out with details a few days later, even some dates I was told days later.

[Coolcalm]

Maybe she is falling in love with him.

[MaybesoonACuck]

Maybe she is falling in love with him.

Hello coolcalm.

She told me in the beginning, she had feelings for him. But without these, she wouldn't bei able to start something with a guy. And she have to find out to what those feelings lead.

Later on, she promissed that she felt lucky to have me, and the feelings for him are not that much to fell in love with him.
There were some situations in wich she was sure, it is only the sex with him.

[Restarting]

I noticed the last days that she even didn't want to touch my hard on. When she did, as we were cuddling, she removed her hand fast, as if she did something vorbidden.

And yes, she was one time saying to me, that she didn't like to have sex with me, right after she was with him or is going to see him.

How did that make you feel?
Did you ask her why she removed her hand?
Did you tell her how you feel?

Communication is good.

[MaybesoonACuck]

I noticed the last days that she even didn't want to touch my hard on. When she did, as we were cuddling, she removed her hand fast, as if she did something vorbidden.

And yes, she was one time saying to me, that she didn't like to have sex with me, right after she was with him or is going to see him.

How did that make you feel?
Did you ask her why she removed her hand?
Did you tell her how you feel?

Communication is good.

Hi Restarting.

Surprisingly it felt hot.
I ask her yesterday when she came home from him, If she knows about how hot this all is for me.
She said, she couldn't understand it.
So I think, she isn't aware of how exiting it is for me.
I explained it and we talked, but she was really satisfied and tired, so we cuddled and fall asleep.

Now, only 6 hours after she was with him, shes meeting with him again.

[Maddie_Hippychick]

Are you familiar with the term New Relationship Energy (NRE)? It might be good for you to read about it then discuss it with your wife. When a relationship is young, there is a lot of excitement and hormones and feelings. It’s easy to get caught up in it. It’s important to have some perspective so that you don’t make any major decisions that could be problematic long-term. Just something to be aware of.

[Long Lurker 34]

I noticed the last days that she even didn't want to touch my hard on. When she did, as we were cuddling, she removed her hand fast, as if she did something vorbidden.

And yes, she was one time saying to me, that she didn't like to have sex with me, right after she was with him or is going to see him.

How did that make you feel?
Did you ask her why she removed her hand?
Did you tell her how you feel?

Communication is good.

Hi Restarting.

Surprisingly it felt hot.
I ask her yesterday when she came home from him, If she knows about how hot this all is for me.
She said, she couldn't understand it.
So I think, she isn't aware of how exiting it is for me.
I explained it and we talked, but she was really satisfied and tired, so we cuddled and fall asleep.

Now, only 6 hours after she was with him, shes meeting with him again.

MSC
- As she spending what seems to be a fair amount of time with him, has their time together also started to include public vanilla dates as well?

[MaybesoonACuck]

Are you familiar with the term New Relationship Energy (NRE)? It might be good for you to read about it then discuss it with your wife. When a relationship is young, there is a lot of excitement and hormones and feelings. It’s easy to get caught up in it. It’s important to have some perspective so that you don’t make any major decisions that could be problematic long-term. Just something to be aware of.

Thanks a lot for this advise (NRE).
It helped me to understand her possible view to those things.

[MaybesoonACuck]

I noticed the last days that she even didn't want to touch my hard on. When she did, as we were cuddling, she removed her hand fast, as if she did something vorbidden.

And yes, she was one time saying to me, that she didn't like to have sex with me, right after she was with him or is going to see him.

How did that make you feel?
Did you ask her why she removed her hand?
Did you tell her how you feel?

Communication is good.

Hi Restarting.

Surprisingly it felt hot.
I ask her yesterday when she came home from him, If she knows about how hot this all is for me.
She said, she couldn't understand it.
So I think, she isn't aware of how exiting it is for me.
I explained it and we talked, but she was really satisfied and tired, so we cuddled and fall asleep.

Now, only 6 hours after she was with him, shes meeting with him again.

MSC
- As she spending what seems to be a fair amount of time with him, has their time together also started to include public vanilla dates as well?

Yes.
Sometimes they meet to drink a coffee, just for relaxing or have a talk.
But it is not that much.