Just another wannabe

[Tony1093460]

Hello

I am a 47 year old very happily married man married to an absolutely stunning 45 year old woman. I have been married for 17 years, together for 20. Through all that time I I have been aware of how I am wired just a bit different in regards to my lady. Before I even knew what a hot wife was come a little of a stag or a cock or any of the other terminology, I knew that I loved, absolutely loved how men lusted after my wife. I love hearing about it. I love watching them want her. I knew for the longest time I wished to see them with her.

To make a 20-year long story short, I told her about my desire for her to be a hot wife, to be sexual with other men with my encouragement, with me watching, with me participating, or with me just receiving videos about it later, she did not recoil. In a spectacular fashion she was very graceful, but really knew nothing at all of the lifestyle and did not consider it something that was within the Realms of reality. Her upbringing has informed her that sex is a sacred thing, especially when married, and while she finds the idea of very very exciting, in fact incredibly arousing, there are moral doubts and hesitations.
I have been given many little Windows of Hope and slow little steps forward over the last 5 years but sometimes it the goal feels as far away as it does close. She's starting to feel normalized about it, which I think is a good thing, but I really have no idea which is ever going to be something that occurs or not. I desperately wanted to, but we shall see. In the meantime I am married to the most beautiful woman I've ever met and we live a very good life so I can't complain, but I am here in the one of these forum sharing my story with you, so I guess we always want a little more don't we?

I will post a picture of my beautiful lady in hotties, but I appreciate the camaraderie, any insights, then just speaking to people with like my and so I am pleased to have found this space.

Tony

[Her number1]

Welcome, Tony.

[Fearlesspain]

Welcome Tony! Can't wait to see your beautiful Wife and enjoy your journey with you! I'm in the same boat with my wife. We're exploring some new kinks together and things are going as good as can be. If there's anything I've learned from being here it's to be patient and open. Like you said yourself, you've got a very good life, so enjoy the ride!

[Bogdan]

Welcome Tony, your story is something many of us can relate to, thank you for being a part of this little community