Wannabe cuck

[Wiggy]

Hi all, I recently found this forum and have thoroughly enjoyed reading everyone's posts. I have wanted to be in a cuckold relationship for years so reading these posts has been nice cuz its nice to know you're not alone. I brought the idea up to my wife about her being with another man about 3 years ago and was immediately shut down. Since then, she will dirty talk to me about her "boyfriends" and what they do together and we do chastity play as well. Just the other day, for the first time ever, she sent me to work in my cage and wearing a dirty pair of her panties. It was crazy erotic.

I love it when she does this and she has gotten more comfortable with the dirty talk and chastity but as time has gone on, it's also leaving me wanting more. I do respect how she feels about cuckolding/hotwifing and I'm not at all mad or upset that this won't happen, but it sucks to have an itch you know will never be scratched. I respect how she feels and would never pressure her into doing something that she doesn't want to do.

It took a long time for me to accept this of myself and I struggled with the "why do I want this" and "am I gay/bi" and I have come to terms with it. There is nothing wrong with me and no I'm not gay/bi but the thought of cuckolding/hotwifing turns me on to no end. I agree that there is no shame in liking what you like and you should let know one ever shame you for it. Only my wife knows I want this, I haven't told anyone else. She doesnt know the extent that I want this, only that I think it'd be hot to see her with another man. I figured if she shot down that idea, she'd lose it if she knew the full extent that I want.

I know people say "never say never" but I've come to the realization that yea, this'll probably never happen. How do you deal with it? How do you accept that you'll most likely never get something that you want so badly? I appreciate all feedback and look forward in talking with you all. Thanks for reading my story.

[Bogdan]

Welcome Wiggy, seems to me you are already in a good place. Enjoy what you've got, try to find the maximum enjoyment in what you can or can't have and go from there, it only can get better for you and your wife?

[Flcuck4herand]

I will say never say never. We were like that for years until one day I told her she really deserves this and she started thinking. Then we went from fantasy to trying it out and the rest is history as they say. Don't push her but don't let it go either.

[Wantingcuck77]

Same here. Stories of well endowlovers while being edged in a cage. I want to see her ride what she describes.

[Wiggy]

It's hard man. The things that come out of her mouth gets me so turned on. If she did even half of the things, I wouldn't know what to do with myself. It's good to know I'm not alone.

[Wantingcuck77]

My wife I can yell during sex her pussy wants more. I want her to have it.

[Tamilcuck]

Hi Wiggy. I think she will eventually agree. My wife is very conservative and although looks very pretty, no one would think she would be a hotwife.

When I first told her about my desires she was very upset. Was crying for a few days. Took me 2 years to convince her. Tell her how good it would be for her to have a bigger penis. Eventually my wife gave in but it took a lot of convincing.

Today and for the past 12 years, her younger bf has been balls deep in her with his very big penis every few days and I get watch them very often. Do not lose hope. Do you also have a small penis?

[Wiggy]

I don't have a small penis per se, it's about 5.5" erect however as of late I've been having a problem. I'm on Testosterone therapy and have been for 3 years now and for the past month and a half I have a very difficult time staying hard and/or cumming. 9 times out of 10 when we have sex, the only way I can cum is for her to jerk me off and it has taken upwards of 20 minutes for me to cum. I haven't had this problem before. We don't even have penetration sex anymore cuz I either can't stay hard or can't finish that way. My wife is a good sport and says it's fine cuz we're still being intimate together. This problem makes me feel bad for her and unfortunately fuels my desires for her to cuckold me cuz I feel that she deserves a man who can keep it hard and finish the job.

[Tamilcuck]

I see. Your penis size seems normal but there are other things. Do not lose hope. It would be good if you can find a bull and after you check and confirm he is okay, you can convince your wife to chat with him.

My wife prefersnto text anyone than call them as she is a quiet person so the texting with the first bull worked and he was able to come over and open her pussy the first night. After that there were no more obstacles.

What do you think of this idea?

[Wiggy]

My wife were probably prefer to text as well but she still won't go for it. As of now, she does not want to sleep with other men

[Tamilcuck]

I see. Do not give up. There will be a way to convince her. For my wife once i put the idea in her head, she started thinking. Also I was very bad with sex as I kept slipping out because of the size. Eventually the frustration got to her nad she agreed to chat with the bull. This took 2 years. Be patient.

You will be rewarded wonderfully.