hubudig2 wrote: ↑Sat Aug 16, 2025 3:04 pm
Hi John,
I'd love to hear more about your situation.
How and when did the fantasies start?
Was it something that's always turned you on or has it come about more recently?
Is it specific to your best friend or do you fantasise about other guys too?
Do they find each other attractive?
Does your wife know about your fantasies? Does he know?
I used to get drawn into cucking my friends when I was younger, before I knew that cuckolding was a thing. It was a confusing time but also felt quite natural. A few years after I lost contact with them I figured it all out, I wish I could relive those times knowing what I know now but such is life.
Hi hubudig2, and thanks for your response.
In reply to your questions....
I had a friend from school, from the age of about 12, and we became 'best friends', helping each other on many issues. As we got into our late teens (16+) we naturally both became more interested in girls. My friend was always much more confident with girls. Then, I had a short relationship with one girl who was very attractive. But it faded out. We never got to a sexual stage, so I remained a virgin
However, some months later my friend started going out with her. He did the decent thing, and waited a respectable amount of time before being with her. He would always tell me about his various girlfriend's. He went through them quite quickly!
Inevitably he told me the details (after asking if I wanted to know....of course I did!). He soon started fucking her. Of course, I didn't ask him what she might have said about me, but she must have told him that I wasn't very pushy in trying to have sex with her. I think that was the beginning of my cuckold thoughts, although I never realised it at the time.
I did used to imagine him fucking her, doing the things I should have done.
Then, with subsequent girlfriends I would think "I wonder what Greg (my friend) would say and do to her". I sort of held him as a role model of how to persue girls.....but without his success! I stayed a virgin until I met my wife, at university.
It wasn't long after losing my virginity that I started getting thoughts in my head about how Greg would 'enjoy' my girlfriend, soon to be wife.
I tried to resist these thoughts, thinking I was some sort of pervert for having them.
Then I started looking on the internet, to try and understand my 'perverted' thoughts, and came across websites like this. It was a relief to know that I wasn't alone. Yeah, still a 'pervert' or 'weirdo', but at least I knew I wasn't the only one!
Gradually, and inevitably I suppose, my fantasies of Greg, and sometimes other men, having sex with my wife became more and more lurid. When I masturbated to these thoughts and fantasies I had very powerful orgasms.
Now, university is behind us, and Greg is still my best friend. My wife and I meet up with him (and whatever girl he's going out with) quite regularly, and she gets along with him very well. She knows he's good with women.
So far I've not mentioned my fantasies about her and Greg. But the urge to tell her, or him, is very strong.
My wife is aware of some of my sexual fantasies. She found out a long time ago about me visiting this website. But she doesn't really understand about cuckolding. I told her that my interest in hotwifing/cuckolding was just curiosity. I've kept my usage of this site more discrete since then.
And I certainly haven't mentioned Greg's role in my fantasies.
I'm just trying to work out the best way forward.
I was interested in your comment about you being drawn into cucking your friends when you were younger. Could you explain a little bit more about that? That is a hot thought, especially that it sounds like you did this more than once, maybe with multiple friends. I'm curious about how you say that it felt quite natural.
