I'm new here, but I fit right in

[Fearlesspain]

*UPDATE*

My plans worked, but not as intended. She did control when I could release, but she waited much longer than I anticipated. She held off for a few days and then "that time" showed up. I was expecting things to pick back up in a week so that I didn't explode, but that was not in her plans. I think she realized that I wasn't going to make the first move so she played it intentionally slow and used it to build my anticipation to an astronomically high level. During this time she instructed to me to rub her down with lotion. She also wore increasingly short shorts. You may think this is a coincidence, but she wore them to one of my family members house and positioned herself on the couch in such a way that I could get a clear view of her ass cheeks hanging out, but nobody else could notice. She saw me sneaking some pictures and she gave me a naughty smile and lifted her leg over so slightly so that I could get a better view and then right as I was about to get the perfect picture she closed her legs and gave me an even more mischievous smile. She ended up denying me for 3 weeks and during that time she wore her most sexy panties and would practically molest me by grabbing my cock through my pants or dry hump me from behind. At night she would curl up next and have me caress her whole body gently as she would squeeze my cock and balls to drive me crazy and then leave me with the worst case of blue balls as she drifted off to sleep. As she was squeezing me and driving me crazy I couldn't help but fantasize about another man with a nice thick cock sliding into her from behind. I just keep dreaming of how much she would enjoy him sensually sliding in and out as she moaned while she squeezed my cock and balls. If she only knew what she was missing and how badly I want to give it to her!

Here's where things get a little interesting, for me they got a lot interesting. If you've read my previous posts then you know I love to caption her sexy photos and in some of them I made a caption where she was feeding me my own mess as a punishment for finishing early. I can't prove that she saw it, but what unfolded makes me feels as though she had.

Last weekend I cracked open a decent bottle of whiskey and drank way more than I intended. I ended up being ready for bed and to my surprise she practically chased me to the bedroom and proceeded to climb on top of me and ride me as fast and as hard as she could. I was getting close to finishing within a few minutes and she could tell, so she looked dead in my eyes and said "Don't you finish. This isn't for you. It's for ME!" That alone made me start to cum, but I had a good case of whiskey dick and only had a partial. I felt the first shot fire off, but then nothing so I froze. I can't prove if she felt it or not and I haven't had the courage to ask, but what happened next was nothing short of a dream come true. She looked at me and said "scoot down...farther....farther...keep going. Then she climbed up my body and sat on my face in a way that forced me to bury my tongue deep inside her freshly fucked and partially creamed pussy. I have no other way to put it. I tongue fucked her like my life was on the line. We were both in ecstasy and then she slid back down and hopped on my cock and proceeded to ride me again, only this time I had a good reset. She started riding me as hard as she could and started making noises I've never heard her make. After about 5 min I blew my full load in her, but the whiskey didn't care and my cock stayed rock hard she she just kept going. She came 3 times and before she'd had her fill and then she simply rolled over and went to sleep. I'd be lying if I said I didn't want to slip my head between her legs and finish what I had started earlier as she drifted off to sleep, but I didn't want to press my luck.

The next morning we started our day as normal, but at one point, as I walked by, she grabbed my cock and pulled me to the bed and just held me firmly and said, "tell me what happened last night." I sheepishly recounted the previous night with her continuous prompts of "and then what..." She made sure to focus on when she sat on my face. Maybe she knew I came. Maybe she didn't, but she made sure I relived the moment all the same. At the end I had a moment of pride when I made a comment about how long I lasted. She said, "you had too much to drink, I knew you did and that's why I did it because I knew you would actually last longer". That seemed to linger in the air. She had planned it. She had executed her plan for personal satisfaction to a "T". It was exactly what I had dreamed of. It was the FLR I was hoping for and I can honestly say that I can not wait for the chance for her to use me again.

[Fearlesspain]

*UPDATE*

Things have turned very cold and vanilla. I don't know if it's due to the weather or just the business of life. The holiday season came with it's own stresses and when she's stressed she's just not in the mood.

Sex is non-existent right now. Maybe 1 or 2 times a month. She's not interested in even using any of her own toys so I'm trying not to take it personal.

I've thought about posting a few pics of her, but I'm trying to decide if I want to take the risk of losing that element of being anonymous. Once it's on the internet it's there forever.

[PussyFiller]

Just read your string. Hope February brings more success…

[PussyFiller]

Just read your string. Hope February brings more success…

[Fearlesspain]

*UPDATE*

February was a bust. We were super busy and V-day just wasn't in the cards. We had some good quality time, but nothing sexual happened.

In March things are starting to pick back up again. Over the past several weeks my wife has been getting really close with one of her friends and she divulges some of their private conversations with me. She said they talk a lot about sex and how her friend's husband isn't interested in her. She will do all kinds of things to get him to fuck her, but he's just not interested. My wife asked if she wore lingerie and even showed her some of the stuff she wears for me. I've noticed since she's been talking to her friend she's seems to be more turned on and last week she put two pairs of her creamy lacy panties in my closet. She's also been wearing super sexy clothes around the house just to tease me. The couple I was talking about came over and my wife is usually very reserved, but at one point said she likes wearing less clothes, but can't get away with it locally. She's also been VERY interested in getting a Brazilian butt lift and I joke that if she gets it, she'll have to show it to me more often. She said if she were happier with her body I'd have to start telling her to put clothes on. I love the idea of her getting it done so that her self confidence will go up along with my chances of being a cuck...

She's hard to understand. She loves dressing proactively when out of town. She loves being kinky like when we had sex on the beach or when she played with herself on our road trip, but then she doesn't like any of that or anything close to it if we're within 100 miles of our house.

She doesn't seem to even be interested in the lifestyle, but I've explained to her what an anklet can represent and she knows I get turned on when she wears it and she enjoys wearing it just to tease me. I also made a joke that I was gonna use a promo to get a photo from her Boudoir session blown up and hang it in my closet and she said "you should." I don't understand. Usually, if I made a joke like that she'd say "whatever...

It's like she's 2 different people!!!

On a different note, things are going well on the FLR / FEMDOM front. A few weeks ago she had me rub her down with lotion after we got out of the shower. While I was rubbing one leg, she'd kick my cock playfully, but firmly with the other foot. She then told me to get dressed and then she subsequently denied me for a few more days to drive me crazy. This week I woke up horny so I started massaging her and she wrapped her hand around my balls and if I stopped massaging she'd squeeze them so hard. It turned into a game for her and eventually she decided she'd rather have fun with me. The sensations were insane. She'd pull and shake them to the point where I couldn't take it. It hurt and felt soooo good all at same time. She eventually made me finish without even touching my cock, then she kinda did the little laugh / smile and then made me wash the sheets.

I don't know if I should give up on the cuck fantasy and just enjoy the FLR ride or if I should hold out hope for more.

[elina]

Thank you for an interesting update,
Just a few comments below.

*UPDATE*

........

She's hard to understand. She loves dressing proactively when out of town. She loves being kinky like when we had sex on the beach or when she played with herself on our road trip, but then she doesn't like any of that or anything close to it if we're within 100 miles of our house.

She doesn't seem to even be interested in the lifestyle, but I've explained to her what an anklet can represent and she knows I get turned on when she wears it and she enjoys wearing it just to tease me. I also made a joke that I was gonna use a promo to get a photo from her Boudoir session blown up and hang it in my closet and she said "you should." I don't understand. Usually, if I made a joke like that she'd say "whatever...

It's like she's 2 different people!!!

Off course, She is a Lady.
Submissive males like us should never pretend to understand a Lady, we should just try to figure out how to please them and make them feel good about themselves.

On a different note, things are going well on the FLR / FEMDOM front. A few weeks ago she had me rub her down with lotion after we got out of the shower. While I was rubbing one leg, she'd kick my cock playfully, but firmly with the other foot. She then told me to get dressed and then she subsequently denied me for a few more days to drive me crazy. This week I woke up horny so I started massaging her and she wrapped her hand around my balls and if I stopped massaging she'd squeeze them so hard. It turned into a game for her and eventually she decided she'd rather have fun with me. The sensations were insane. She'd pull and shake them to the point where I couldn't take it. It hurt and felt soooo good all at same time. She eventually made me finish without even touching my cock, then she kinda did the little laugh / smile and then made me wash the sheets.

I don't know if I should give up on the cuck fantasy and just enjoy the FLR ride or if I should hold out hope for more.

There is NO contradiction between an FLR and being cucked. To the contrary, it will be much easier for the Lady to cuck you when She feels that She is in complete control and that you see your role as submitting to Her and pleasing Her.

But you need to accept that this needs to happen at a pace that the Lady is comfortable with. Patience and consistent servitude is the key to both!!

Good luck,
and please keep us posted, especially when "almost nothing interesting happens",
Just keep thinking about how you can serve Your Wife with even more eagerness and demonstrating how much you Love being denied, twisted around Her little finger, licking Her pussy asking nothing in return, asking if you can please serve Her coffee and then if there is anything else you can do for Her......

Sincerely
elina
(submissive male)

[Fearlesspain]

Thank you for an interesting update,
Just a few comments below.

*UPDATE*

........

She's hard to understand. She loves dressing proactively when out of town. She loves being kinky like when we had sex on the beach or when she played with herself on our road trip, but then she doesn't like any of that or anything close to it if we're within 100 miles of our house.

She doesn't seem to even be interested in the lifestyle, but I've explained to her what an anklet can represent and she knows I get turned on when she wears it and she enjoys wearing it just to tease me. I also made a joke that I was gonna use a promo to get a photo from her Boudoir session blown up and hang it in my closet and she said "you should." I don't understand. Usually, if I made a joke like that she'd say "whatever...

It's like she's 2 different people!!!

Off course, She is a Lady.
Submissive males like us should never pretend to understand a Lady, we should just try to figure out how to please them and make them feel good about themselves.

On a different note, things are going well on the FLR / FEMDOM front. A few weeks ago she had me rub her down with lotion after we got out of the shower. While I was rubbing one leg, she'd kick my cock playfully, but firmly with the other foot. She then told me to get dressed and then she subsequently denied me for a few more days to drive me crazy. This week I woke up horny so I started massaging her and she wrapped her hand around my balls and if I stopped massaging she'd squeeze them so hard. It turned into a game for her and eventually she decided she'd rather have fun with me. The sensations were insane. She'd pull and shake them to the point where I couldn't take it. It hurt and felt soooo good all at same time. She eventually made me finish without even touching my cock, then she kinda did the little laugh / smile and then made me wash the sheets.

I don't know if I should give up on the cuck fantasy and just enjoy the FLR ride or if I should hold out hope for more.

There is NO contradiction between an FLR and being cucked. To the contrary, it will be much easier for the Lady to cuck you when She feels that She is in complete control and that you see your role as submitting to Her and pleasing Her.

But you need to accept that this needs to happen at a pace that the Lady is comfortable with. Patience and consistent servitude is the key to both!!

Good luck,
and please keep us posted, especially when "almost nothing interesting happens",
Just keep thinking about how you can serve Your Wife with even more eagerness and demonstrating how much you Love being denied, twisted around Her little finger, licking Her pussy asking nothing in return, asking if you can please serve Her coffee and then if there is anything else you can do for Her......

Sincerely
elina
(submissive male)

Thanks Elina! I appreciate your comments and you're totally right. It's phenomenal when she drops me to my knees and has me lick her and then stands me up and squeezes my balls as a reward. I love getting to serve her!

[Fearlesspain]

*UPDATE(S)*

I've got some updates to share. To me they're pretty big, but then again I'm also still a wannabe.

I'm gonna break them up into a few posts so this one doesn't go too long.

Here goes the 1st one. It starts off kinda spicy, but don't get too excited.

Two weeks ago my wife and I had a sitter. I thought we were going on a date, but she said that her friend was going to come over instead.

Not one to make waves, I said okay.

Her friend said she was on her way so my wife said she was getting in the shower and to let her in when she arrived.

Her friend arrived and as I answered the door I found her standing there with a bottle of Tequila/Marg mix and a bouquet of flowers for me wife.

I walked her to the kitchen and got vase for the flowers. She set the bottle on the table and we small talked.

After a few minutes my wife came down the hallway. I spotted her first as her friends back was turned. I could not believe what I was seeing!

My wife was carrying an oversized flannel shirt, but was in skin tight leggings and a sexy black corset from Victoria Secret (I'll put the link at the end of this post for a visual).

I said "your friend is here" as a way to warn my wife incase she wasn't prepared for her to be there yet. She said "OK" and smiled a sexy smile as she walked the rest of the way into the room and I'm telling you she looked drop dead gorgeous. I have a picture of her in the outfit I've been thinking about posting in the hotties section.

She then walked over to her friend and asked if she'd help remove the tags from the corset. There was no question that my wife wasn't trying to hide anything at this point.

After the tag was removed I expected her to put the shirt on. She did, but not in the way I expected. She left it completely unbuttoned. My cock was so hard, but I played it cool.

I started cooking dinner and the two of them started in on the marg mix. They put on some 90's and 2000's greatest hits and started dancing. If you were around then, there was some great bump and grind songs and my wife really got into it and would dance on me and her friend would dance on her own.

We were all having a good time. My wife kept squeezing my ass which she doesn't really do in front of anybody. I figured it was fair game so I began doing the same and I would also slide the shirt off her shoulders and rub her neck and back and at times would let my fingers creep down the front of the corset near the edge of the lace. Usually she'd push me away, but she didn't. It seemed like she wanted more and would pull my hands back onto her until I had to pull myself away to make sure dinner didn't burn.

Her and her friend sat side by side, almost shoulder to shoulder at our bar while we ate dinner. After a while we had talked and they had polished off the marg mix, they opened another bottle and got out a card game with some innuendo themes. A term came up that he friend was unfamiliar with. She googled it only to see blurred out images that indicated adult content. She said she didn't know what it was, but now she doesn't wanna know.

I was standing behind my wife rubbing her back and without thinking I said "that's probably for the best." My wife turned her head and gave me a look of surprise and then asked "how would you know?!?"

I replied "I had a life before you." Without a moments hesitation my wife reached behind her and shoved her hand forcefully down the front of my shorts and grabbed my by the balls while she sat right next to her friend. She then squeezed them and said "had a life before me...that's right...had". She then squeezed them as hard as she could until I started to double over and then she slipped her hand out as quickly as she put it in.

If her friend had leaned back 2 inches she would have seen my wife squeezing my balls right there in the kitchen!!!

To be honest I would have loved for her to see it. I know my wife and her share intimate sex life details and I'm curious to know if my wife has told her about some of my kinks.

Eventually her friend had to leave so we headed towards the bedroom. I had to pee so I went to do my business and my wife followed me in. Between the alcohol that I had and the activities of the evening I was pretty hard. She commented on how hard it looked and that she wished it was like that more often.

She then left and went to the bed while I finished up in the bathroom. I was expecting some action, but to my surprise she just cuddled up and went to sleep. She left me rock hard and because she owns my cock, I wasn't allowed to make myself finish. I freaking loved it. I loved being denied and she'd never done it to that level before.

That's all for this post. The next one will be what happened the next morning.


Corset Link
https://www.victoriassecret.com/p/1000x ... Y_OM_S.jpg

[elina]

WOW

Your Wife is clearly demonstrating the proper attitude of a Mistress who will be in charge.

Can't wait to see your next post on the next morning.

Sincerely
elina

[Fearlesspain]

WOW

Your Wife is clearly demonstrating the proper attitude of a Mistress who will be in charge.

Can't wait to see your next post on the next morning.

Sincerely
elina

I completely agree. She's amazing. I want her to fully embrace it, but I know she'll need time to be secure in this role. She's very traditional and I know she's testing the waters. I hope she is finding them to be as enjoyable as I do!

*UPDATE* as promised

I woke up the next morning to the sound of my wife coming out of the bathroom. She was completely naked (how she prefers to sleep) and looked absolutely delicious! I was instantly hard when she climbed back into bed. I couldn't get the thought of her denying me from the night before out of my head. I have been reading on another forum about FLR and found a thread where a guy devoted himself to serving his wife and was intentional to not "top from the bottom". His post resonated with me and I found myself wanted to love and serve my wife regardless if I got to finish. So I determined that was what I was going to do. I asked my wife is she'd like a morning massage and she said "no", but I could tell she did. I started to gently pet her and just really focused on being gentle and loving. I did this for about 30 min and then asked if she'd like me to massage her hands (she says they're always sore). She said "yes" so I started rubbing them and was able to confirm my suspicion that she had wanted a massage and I assumed she was just being polite. The intentionality of focusing on her and only finding fulfillment in her enjoyment took me to a whole different level!!! After rubbing her hands I got up and retrieved the massage oil. My dick was so hard and I was leaking pre-cum to the point where it looked like I had wet my underwear. My wife saw it and smiled with pride at the state she was keeping me in.

I then spent the next hour in bliss focusing on my wife and listening to the noises of contentment she made as I continued to devote myself to the task of pleasing her.

At the usually point where I would make my move to get some action I laid down gently beside her and pulled her into my arms and just held her and kissed her soft skin. She had the best smile and let out a sigh of bliss.

After another 10 minutes of so she figured out that I was only loving on her. She said she'd like to take a nap because she was so relaxed. She asked if I could leave the room so that she could rest uninterrupted. I felt just like the man described in his FLR thread! I felt more turned on than ever and simultaneously more satisfied in knowing how happy and relaxed my wife was at that moment. She knew how bad I wanted her and she actively denied me for her own pleasure. That gave me even more pleasure!!!

She woke up to the dishes being done, laundry in the wash, and a fresh cup of coffee in her hand. I was finding more thrill and enjoyment at serving her than if she'd allowed me to finish. My orgasm was being delayed in a way that was so much more satisfying than the 30 seconds it would take for her to finish me off.

At the risk of screwing everything up, I decided to have the courage to actually talk to her for a change....except I was worried my mouth would screw it up so I text her.

Here's a link to the screenshot of the text: https://postimg.cc/7Gbf2xzb

So there you have it! She did want a massage, she just didn't want sex. She wasn't trying to be polite to me. She was denying herself pleasure so she didn't have to have sex. I hate that she chose to do that and will endeavor to never her make that choice again!

A few hours later I was sitting on the deck. She came outside to tan and was wearing a coral tanktop and some sexy cutoff shorts that let her butt cheeks hang out just a little.

She was outside for only a minute and then want back through the door to our bedroom.

30 seconds later I got a text that read "I need your assistance". When I got inside she handed me a bottle of coconut oil and then laid down on the bed and assertively gestured with her head and eyes for me to apply the coconut oil to her body. She had me instantly rock hard again!!! I finished rubbing it in on her legs and then in a very matter of fact manner she said "you can go now".

It was so erotic. I was so turned on. She knew it. She was loving it. She then came outside a few minutes after me with her cheeks hanging out of her shorts and her belly button ring peaking out under her tanktop and she proceeded to tan as if nothing else had happened and she never even acknowledged I was there. She knew I was drinking in the sights and throbbing in my pants.

About 20 min later I was surprised by a sudden notification on my phone that my mom had stopped by for a visit. As my mom walked to the back deck my wife adjust her shorts to hide her cheeks, but ordinarily she would go inside and change into something more conservative. That was not the case today. The next conversation that ensued would have dropped my jaw to the floor if I wasn't able to keep myself composed.

For the next 15 min my wife explained to my mother that she needed a mommy make over and that I was going to spend the 30k to buy her one that included a Brazilian butt lift. My wife is ALWAYS reserved! WHO IS THIS WOMAN AND WHERE DID SHE COME FROM!?! She was actively dominating me in front of my mom by telling her how she was going to spend 30k of our single family income on her some perkier tits and a bouncier ass!!! My mom already knows that my wife runs all of our finances but this was on a WHOLE different level.

I would occasionally look over at the two of them talking and would watch as my wife gauged my reactions. I didn't make too much eye contact and I didn't talk. One reason was because they were both in charge. The other was because with right look from my wife and a breeze I would have nutted in my pants!

Later that night her friend came back over and I prepared dinner again. My wife was still wearing the same sexy outfit and was quite apparently quite comfortable in it. After we ate we then all went to sit on the couch. Both of them talked about how good dinner had been and how full they both were.

Suddenly my wife unzips her shorts and talks about how much better it feels having them open. She looked at me as if everything was completely normal and her friend thought nothing of it, but I was gobsmacked. I snapped a picture in disbelief! I may share it one day when I get the courage.

As I was working to wrap this post up I didn't realize until just now.... I cannot tell you about when she finally gave in and allowed me to finish. I know it happened but I can't recall any of it.

Finishing was such a let down from the exhilaration of the build up that I don't even remember it, but two weeks later I can still recount every detail of her dominating me.

She was made for it and I was made for her. If I get this much excitement from her dipping her feet into FLR, I can't imagine what life would be like if she made me her cuck and embraced the hotwife she could be!

[Fearlesspain]

I have one more spicy update to share, but it's late tonight. I'll write more tomorrow.

[elina]

Thank You Fearlesspain,

You seems to be a very good-boi to your Wife, hopefully She will soon learn how to be more strict and demanding in Her training to make you an even better and more useful boy.

I am not sure if I cought the conclusion on your Wife's discussing Her mommy makeover with your mother.
Did your mother eventually end up supporting this or at least accepting it?

Is it something your Wife will go through with?

Sincerely
elina

[Fearlesspain]

Thank You Fearlesspain,

You seems to be a very good-boi to your Wife, hopefully She will soon learn how to be more strict and demanding in Her training to make you an even better and more useful boy.

I am not sure if I cought the conclusion on your Wife's discussing Her mommy makeover with your mother.
Did your mother eventually end up supporting this or at least accepting it?

Is it something your Wife will go through with?

Sincerely
elina

My mother was surprisingly supportive.

My wife is definitely going to be going through with it. This morning she told me she had a dream where I cheated on her.

The message read "I was heart broken. I left you. Then you were heart broken. I was glad."

I reassured her that cheating on her was something I would never do.

She said, "I'm just going to keep getting sexier and more confident so ya, you better hold onto me. "

[Fearlesspain]

*UPDATE*

Thursday night my wife had a margarita with a decent amount of Vodka. I had several pours myself and was feeling pretty good.

We went to bed and she slid her lower body towards me. I knew exactly what she wanted and stood up and dropped my underwear to the floor and as I stood up I went down on her in once swift motion. She was so wet and delicious. She then took my hand and guided my fingers inside her. I took my time and worked her to a nice warm up by licking her while gently massaged her G spot. She squeezed my head between her thighs and pushed away as she finished. She quickly recovered and eagerly pulled me back in for more.

After a few minutes she pulled me up and slid me inside her. She guided me through 3 or 4 slow thrusts then shoved me off and grabbed my head and practically smothered me. She forced my tongue deep inside her. She was delicious and so wet.

She then pushed me off into the floor and climbed off the bed and took my head between her legs again. This time she wanted my fingers again but I could tell it was going to be different than before.

She pulled my top half of my body up so I could kiss her neck and body while I used my hand like my cock. I focused on her G spot and she pressed hard against my fingers as I worked them faster and faster.

I felt her tense up as she started to experience a strong orgasm. She knew she was going to start squirting and tried to hand me a towel she had set aside to clean up after, but instead I went down and took every delicious drop straight into my mouth as I continued with my fingers until she fully finished.

She then pulled me on top of her and slid me inside her again. She controlled the motion and said several times “You better not finish’. Every time she said it, she could tell it turned me on because I could feel my dick getting harder and harder every time.

She again shoved me off and had me finger her and lick her and again she squirted, but this time she didn't go for the towel and instead buried my face between her legs so I couldn't miss a drop.

At that point I knew I was close and she had given me specific instructions so I went and put my cock ring on so that I could continue to please her. As I walked away to the other room to get it I told her to continue to play with herself and I would be back in a moment.

When I returned, I found her playing with her clit. I climbed on top of her and slide in deeply. I could tell she was in a state of bliss as I slowly and consistently slide in and out.

She was making noises of pure bliss and then said "I'm going to be pissed if you finish, so you better not finish!"

With that, I took another break to use my mouth to ensure I honored her wishes. She enjoyed that for a few moments then had me take her from behind, all the while saying ‘not yet... not yet’. At one point I couldn't take it anymore so I had to pull out.

I took the opportunity to eat her from behind and the act of doing that almost made me finish as well because she was SO juicy and delicious.

I have a fantasy that one day she'll reach back when I'm doing that and force me to tongue fuck her ass. She's disgusted by that idea, but maybe one day? For now I'll just have to live with the fond memory of the one time she was passed out from drinking too much and I licked her ass until my tongue was numb and I had cut my lingual frenulum from trying to bury it inside her as deep as I could.

But I digress, back to the story. She then changed the position and climbed on top of me and rode me hard, but with one hand she squeezed my balls so hard I thought she might bust them. She used that to control me as she would let me enjoy her and then squeeze me so that I wouldn't be able to finish.

After she enjoyed all that she could handle she ripped of my ring in a way that had me thinking she tore my sack off. She put us in her favorite position, the lazy lotus, where she pulls me up to her and sits in my lap. She then proceeded to grind us both to the most blissful climax we've had it years!!!

The next morning we woke up to a thunderstorm and I was rock hard. She told me to roll over and she would scratch my back but I placed my dick in her hand to show her how hard I was.

She then spent the next 20 minutes stroking and teasing me but never letting me finish. I asked her if she was going to let me finish and she said "maybe later!" and then threw her hand dramatically into the air and didn't touch me again!!!

It's been driving me wild ever since and she still hasn't allowed me to finish. It's that time of the month so there's no chance anytime soon. She doesn't find me finishing enjoyable and really just lets me finish to keep me from being fussy. I hope she'll cage my cock up and make it all about her and then tells me to get over it!

Later in the morning she told me that the night before was fun because of “how fast I dropped my panties". She said it like she was a college jock and I was a slutty girl. She never calls them panties. It's ALWAYS undies! She then said, "you should drop them like that more often..."

I'm torn and I don't know what to do about that. I text her that I liked how she said that and that she should say it more often. She told me that she didn't want to have to say it and that's why she liked it.

[Fearlesspain]

I am not sure if I caught the conclusion on your Wife's discussing Her mommy makeover with your mother.
Did your mother eventually end up supporting this or at least accepting it?

Is it something your Wife will go through with?

Sincerely
elina

I had a few encouraging follow ups on this today.

This afternoon I told her I had went shopping and gotten some more form fitting clothing.

Here is how our text conversation went
Me: I got some better fitting clothes for work today.
Her: YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! Can't wait to see you in something smaller!
Me: You're REALLY small.
Her: I'll FEEL really small once I donate my belly to the clinic trash can!
Me: I can't wait for you to feel more sexy and confident!
Her: Me either too!

Tonight I sent my wife a selfie with a filtered background of the beach. I didn't have a shirt on, but you couldn't see my lower body.

Here's how that text thread went
Her: BABE! This is not a nude beach-put your clothes on!!!
Me: I was just hoping you'd follow my lead!
Her: Right after my nip tuck
Me: I'll book the trip
Her: We have the consultation scheduled!!!

I a couple things away from all this.

1. I WILL be paying for her surgery. It's a non-negotiable at this point. I make the money, but she determines how it's spent and she is going to get what she wants. She also informed me that I'll be going with her to get lip filler put in next week.

2. In the past the thought of me being at a nude beach would repulse her and she'd never make that joke. Over the past few weeks the topic of nude beaches have come up. I told her I didn't want to go because I know that would stress her out, but that she was welcome to go on her own. The one she briefly visited in the past is beautiful and I know she'd love it and would be able to relax and unwind since it's secluded and peaceful. She said she didn't really want to and that she wouldn't know what to do and would just have to keep moving her head to not see naked people. That was a few weeks ago and now she seems to be getting more comfortable with the idea. She also alluded that if her body looked better then she'd go. I know there's a good chance she's probably joking, but I think she may equally be testing the waters on the issue. She knows I'd love to get a sexy picture from her on the beach while I'm back at the hotel keeping myself busy. What she doesn't know is that I'm equally interested in her taking in more than just the sites while she's out there. I'd love for her to not only get used to, but enjoy seeing other men's cocks. With her openness to her friend she may even find excitement in the ladies while she's there. What I wouldn't give to get a selfie of her holding a stranger's big cock in her hand wearing nothing but an anklet, a smile, and a load of cum!

While I'm writing this I'll hit on just a few more notes I want to get written down for my own digital diary.

1. She literally stayed in bed all day today. She only got up to use the restroom when needed and to eat one time. In the past that would have frustrated me. Now it's almost a turn on to know that I can provide that for her. She got to do what she wanted and I was able to provide that. #FLRGoals

2. I tried something interesting and told my son on the phone (with my wife in earshot) that if he gets a gorgeous wife like mine he better be ready for her to tell him that he's going to have to buy her a mommy make-over, a new Lexus, and move her to the beach. My wife had a Cheshire cat grin and a cheeky laugh and then frankly said "Yep".

3. Yesterday she was outside again tanning. This time she wore her sexy cut off shorts and her bikini top. I took several screenshots from our backyard camera. I'm going to recommend that she tan earlier in the day when nobody is home so that maybe she could work on her tan lines by slipping out of those shorts and/or that top.

[elina]

Thanks for the updates,

Nice progress.....
Seems like the Lady of the House is enjoying herself!

Sincerely
elina