Young Wife May Start Again

[brandiandme]

Wow.  Lot's of speculation.  No other reason than I just haven't been to the forum.  Thanks for the concern.  The comments don't really bother me.
Some are quite comical, and occasionally there is good advice among them. We are doing okay.  Things are just a little different now and seem to still be changing.  Just out of curiosity, what is the reason people usually disappear?  My guess is a not so happy ending.  

After the weeks leading up to Sam and the weekend with him, I was seriously questioning my sanity.  The sex games had consumed us.  Brandi was hypersexual before with a tendency for slutty behavior, but it had really escalated.  In fact, guilt and commitment to me was mostly what was holding her back.  Before.  Now, I, who was sort of the check system before, was not only encouraging and provoking her behavior, but I was now thinking up dirty games to challenge her.  My "wife" had transformed in the last 6 months.  First it was one hung boyfriend, then multiple, then gangbangs, now had steady bulls using her pussy almost every other day, now fucking random guys minutes after meeting them, and then it was capped of by her basically making love to a giant man with a horse cock, who is old enough to be her father, who she'd been fantasizing about fucking for almost 2 years.  It certainly escalated quickly.  I couldn't imagine going to my brother, or even a friend like, Mike, Jason, or Joe, who had actually had sex with Brandi.  They'd think I was insane. 

Where have I been?  Between this forum, others I read but don't post, and lots of porn, I thought I needed to step away from all of the outside things that were influencing and encouraging my decision.  When I wasn't working, I was watching Brandi have sex, or I was reading about sex, discussing sex, or watching porn.  We were not going to stop the sex games, but I needed to get away from the constant positive reinforcement.  I was wondering if always being surrounded by influences that conveyed it is okay and perfectly normal for my wife to be slutting around and fucking other guys might be clouding my judgement. I decided to quit all online porn activities for a month.  Porn, forums, stories, anything to do with sex for exactly one month.  

I suggest everyone do this once in a while just to get away.  Anyway, I'm back, and being away didn't change much.

We continue to evolve and are working out a routine, and to no surprise it involves Brandi having sex with hung men.  There has been a lot of Sam and Martin, each playing different roles.  She definitely prefers the older more experienced guys over the younger ones, and having a huge cock helps as well.  Sam was back over again 3 days later.  He had brought flowers for Brandi and they had sex in our bedroom.  He was back again Friday.  In the month since I've posted, 3 of 5 Friday nights were at home dinner dates and overnights with Sam.  Sam has now been over a few nights during the week as well.  I've been keeping track for the most part, it's what I do.  By my count, that's 7 dates with Sam, more than any of her other bulls.  That includes 5 days where she had her period and did not have sex.  So, she's fucked Sam 7 out of an available 30 days.  It's been a hard adjustment for me given that Sam more makes love to her, where most her bulls in the past were just fucking, if that makes any sense.  Three months ago I had no idea this guy existed and Brandi had fantasized about having sex with him for the last few years.  He's also the only bull she's had a solo date with in the last month.  I'm not involved as much either which adds to the angst.  I'm sitting and watching or sometimes just listening in another room while her giant older bull makes love to her in our bed.  Don't be confused, he's still very dominant with her, and with his size can easily toss her around, but there is more tenderness to it than with her other bulls.  I'm really torn on this one.  While I don't love my lack of involvement, the entire scenario really turns me on.  She's fucking a guy twice her age, and no where near her league, strictly for what he can do to her sexually.  It's like beauty and the beast.  It adds to the dirtiness and wrongness of it all.  Add in the fact he talks about breeding her and it's a whole other level of taboo.  

2 Saturdays have been with Martin, and always include others guys.  She has definitely submitted to Martin, and he seems to enjoy sharing his young obedient hottie with his buddies.  It's clear he's in charge of her pussy when he is here, which is a weird feeling for me.  Not one of her 5 dates with Marin was solo, another 3 included one other bull, one included 3 guys, and one of those Saturdays it was Brandi with Martin, D, and 2 other guys.  All guys were hung and older, with lots of dp and dv, and they all came tested and in her pussy.  She has fucked D 3 more times as well.  Once with Martin, he was at the gangbang, and he brought his friend over last week that she was supposed to meet in April.  D has said he has some more friends he would like to introduce to Brandi, so she's found another bull who will be sharing her pussy.  She has had 2 additional workouts with Tre and Brandon.  The three of them will work out together and then have some sexual fun.  She's a fiend for having her pussy stuffed and is regularly asking for two guys in her pussy.  It's amazing how quickly her pussy stretched to not only comfortably accommodate Sam, but the double vag from very hung guys.  Tre's roommate has been out of the picture, and Chris and a friend have happened twice.  It has been the same friend with Chris, who was the guy he brought that was not comfortable with the husband there.  He is very large and has instantly become one of Brandi's favorites.  So, for all 4 dates they have had, I've hid in the gym bedroom and listened.  It adds a different kink to it.  All of her regular guys are tested and bareback now, and all very well endowed.  So, add it all up and that's 18 dates and 8 total different guys over the month plus.  It's 14 days of actually playing though as 4 of the days included multiple dates.  So, she's playing about every 2-3 days on average. The most guys in one day was 4 (5 including me), which was the day of her gangbang.  She's also had a few days with multiple dates with multiple guys.  

Sam is the big (pun intended) story.  He told his wife everything.  She did not even believe him at first that he had been out having sex with a married 24 year old white girl.  Here's the crazy part, she is okay with it.  She said she didn't want to have sex with him anymore anyway.  She's a few years older than him and since menopause she said sex has hurt with him and she has little sex drive.  They want to stay together, and she does not mind him having a sex friend, especially one that is much younger and married.  She'd be more concerned if it was a single women their age.  People are funny.  I did not see that coming.  His kink is him "breeding" her.  The whole breeding thing has brought up the unwanted pregnancy topic.  That would be bad.  We don't want kids yet and with several regular bareback bulls, the likelihood is that it would not be mine.  We both know that birth control is not 100%.  She has said she does not know what'd she'd do if she got pregnant.  Hopefully it does not happen.  She will not let them cum in her when she's ovulating, but nothing is guaranteed.  I guess it's just part of the risk associated with the lifestyle.  The pregnancy risk, as "risky" as it is, is quite a turn on.  

I've already seen a change in her behavior.  There has been a transformation and I have not been able to stop it.  Not that I tried, in fact I have been encouraging her.  Near total submission and the way she begs for it and says she loves it with her bulls, especially Martin.  She's told him she will fuck whoever he wants.   It's not acting.  She means it.  While this whole thing was a game in the beginning, a dangerous one at that, it's like something clicked inside of Brandi.  
 
I am sure everyone on here is wondering why I am letting this happen.  I can only sum it up this way and someone mentioned this.  It's like a drug in some ways, it's really addicting, and it's not entirely up to me anymore.  The crazy part is that Brandi and I are super good right now.  We spend so much time together we can nearly complete each others thoughts.  We are super intimate and kiss, cuddle, and are touching each other all the time.  I feel as she's given more of her body and sex to her bulls, she has given all of her emotion and love to me.  I love her.  I love her like this.  It's weird and fucked up and I do not expect many of you to understand.  My sex life has dropped a little.  It also involves a lot more toys and fisting.  I know this will disappoint many, but I don't spend a ton of time in her pussy.  I'm by far the smallest guy she plays with.  It goes to show that love is more than just sex.    

I'm still involved, but spend plenty of time watching her, and am comfortable with her alone with her regular bulls now if I'm busy.  There haven't been a lot of new guys, just 2 in the last month, both older guys.  One was another friend of Martin, and one was the new friend of D.  In the last 3 months, she's fucked 35 new guys , and 39 total, other than me.  I would have thought 50 plus guys in 7 months was unreasonable when we started this, but they add up pretty fast with gangbangs.   True to form, Brandi had no idea of the above stats, and seemed a bit surprised by them.  I've tried to dig down and understand the whole interracial thing with her.  She said she knew something was different the first time she had sex with Tre, and it just snowballed from there.  I feel like the race thing shouldn't matter, and even discussing it feels wrong is some strange way, especially with all of the shit going on right now.  What difference does it make?  None really.  I've tried to understand the fascination with older guys as well.  She's made comments about it feeling more naughty with older guys and things like "can you imagine if my Dad found out."  She also brought up the day she had the train run on her by Chris and his friends in his apartment a few months ago and how exciting and wrong it was, but how it turned her one.  I could see a possible repeat of that.  

I'm adjusting and doing better than last time.  I need to keep reminding myself, I wanted this, I actually begged for it.  Now that I have it, and although it's not exactly how I pictured, I need to appreciate it.  I'm still very turned on and focused on the number of partners she'd had and her acting as whoreish as possible with her bulls.  I'm strangely turned on by the changes to her pussy too.  Where Martin and Sam used to be a bit of a "stretch", they just seem to fit now.  I don't know, you like what you like.  My role has changed.  It's much more of a cuckold role now than I imagined it would be, but I just love being married to such a dirty girl.  She's my own personal porn star and I most enjoy it when she's with multiple guys.  There is something insanely hot about one bull sliding out of her pussy and another one taking his place.  Only 2 new guys in the last month though. So in some manner we've "slowed down".

I'm fairly sure it's too late to turn back.  The genie is out and there is no putting it back.  Guess we'll just see where it goes.   

Updated hotwife stats.

Total all time 102
since starting hotwifing on 11/2/19 she's fucked 53
16 total gangbangs 

[js117]

Welcome back and thanks for the amazing update! I'm happy to hear that you and Brandi are healthy and doing well. I think it's great that her sexual freedom has improved your emotional intimacy with each other as well.

Just curious: since you enjoy tracking Brandi's stats and find yourself approaching more of a cuckold role, why not track your own stats in comparison to everyone else's? It sounds like Brandi's getting lots of cock, so why not add your weekly participation numbers alongside hers? Would that be something that interests you?

[BallSpanking]

Welcome back.
Sorry to hear about the train wreck. Hopefully some sane, workable outcome can be found.
It is understandable if she needs larger men, but her promiscuity verges on suicidal, and is very risky. If she can limit herself two a couple of hung Bulls, she will lower her risks.

Oh, and being willing to fuck anyone her bull tells her to, is an abdication of her own responsibility. She needs to have enough self-esteem to fuck ONLY whomever SHE wants to fuck. It is not anyone else's call.

[Terrycart79]

Oh, and being willing to fuck anyone her bull tells her to, is an abdication of her own responsibility. She needs to have enough self-esteem to fuck ONLY whomever SHE wants to fuck. It is not anyone else's call.

I'm not defending them at all, but isn't that the point of having someone playing the part of a Bull? A person dominating the hotwife and her sex life? I'm sure he's going to respect her though. That's just an assumption but it already sounded like Martin was a decent dude.

[bull2you]

Oh, and being willing to fuck anyone her bull tells her to, is an abdication of her own responsibility. She needs to have enough self-esteem to fuck ONLY whomever SHE wants to fuck. It is not anyone else's call.

I'm not defending them at all, but isn't that the point of having someone playing the part of a Bull? A person dominating the hotwife and her sex life? I'm sure he's going to respect her though. That's just an assumption but it already sounded like Martin was a decent dude.

Theoretically you are right Terrycart79. Although I think the reality is different in this case. From a view as a "bull" I would say most of these men take advantage of Brandie (without speculating about her psyche) in a destructive way. For them, Brandie is an easy and free BBC pussy/whore. They treat her as "disposable" for their own sexual needs and with a very little regard for what happens to her (or OP).

Anyway, that's how I think about the situation.

b2y

[insertomit]

If anyone here is disposable it is her fuck buddies. It seems like Brandi is using them and they are doing whatever it takes to keep her coming back. A woman like Brandi is a unicorn and they would be stupid to go past Her boundaries.

[brudan13]

I am glad you are back and that you are still enjoying Brandi's activities. Martin mentioned to you before that he would like to take Brandi & you to more sex parties, is this still a possibility? I read that you are still interested in Brandi getting her numbers up, I assume you want her to do more gang-bangs. Are most of her partners now doing her bareback? How often is Brandi being tested?

[MaxCargo]

I know you aren't that keen on answering questions, but can I ask you this, when Sam or Martin, but first and foremost Sam, when he comes over to your place, does he stay the complete night until the next morning, sleeping together with Brandi in your marital bed, while you stay in the guestroom?
If that really should be the case, oh man, for God's sake, at least this you shouldn't do or allow, you really shouldn't allow that Brandi sleeping in the arms of another man. But if you don't realize the importance of the act of sleeping in eachothers arms, then it's probably to late anyways.

[interested123]

Hi great story! 1st post!

Of the 53 you mention black a fair bit. Any other race? Is this by design or these guys have their buddy network it seems lol?
You said hung too is that a requirement or does she like average sized cocks? Do you want her to have all cock sizes? Curious what level of input you have or if you even want any input.

If it were me i might want her to try it all big and small ..all races and etc...but we all have our own motivations. Seems like this is more about numbers and big black cock then variety of cock, race and size. Maybe im reading this wrong?

Its not a knock i think its great just trying to understand the deal since that's what it seems perhaps.

You said the one guy was ugly and then you said she has fucked guys after 10 mins of knowing a guy. Has she turned down anyone? What is her criteria? If looks is not the factor is it black and big horsecocks? Curious to know more on this and what you think is going on here.

What about short tall thin fat and those aspects? She seems quite open I assume she has her dislikes and likes after 53 would love to hear more about that.

Thanks for your posts good stuff

[brudan13]

I am wondering what does Brandi wear around the apartment when you are alone?
Who arranges her dates?
Is it assumed that everyone who comes to your apartment is going to fuck her?
Has Brandi ever expressed to you that she wants or needs to be gang-banged?
Does Brandi ever say she wants to have new and different men fuck her?
The week before Brandi had Sam as her 100th different man was pretty hectic, do you want to see another week like that happening again?

[Terrycart79]

Wow.  Lot's of speculation.  No other reason than I just haven't been to the forum.  Thanks for the concern.  The comments don't really bother me.
Some are quite comical, and occasionally there is good advice among them. We are doing okay.  Things are just a little different now and seem to still be changing.  Just out of curiosity, what is the reason people usually disappear?  My guess is a not so happy ending.  

After the weeks leading up to Sam and the weekend with him, I was seriously questioning my sanity.  The sex games had consumed us.  Brandi was hypersexual before with a tendency for slutty behavior, but it had really escalated.  In fact, guilt and commitment to me was mostly what was holding her back.  Before.  Now, I, who was sort of the check system before, was not only encouraging and provoking her behavior, but I was now thinking up dirty games to challenge her.  My "wife" had transformed in the last 6 months.  First it was one hung boyfriend, then multiple, then gangbangs, now had steady bulls using her pussy almost every other day, now fucking random guys minutes after meeting them, and then it was capped of by her basically making love to a giant man with a horse cock, who is old enough to be her father, who she'd been fantasizing about fucking for almost 2 years.  It certainly escalated quickly.  I couldn't imagine going to my brother, or even a friend like, Mike, Jason, or Joe, who had actually had sex with Brandi.  They'd think I was insane. 

Where have I been?  Between this forum, others I read but don't post, and lots of porn, I thought I needed to step away from all of the outside things that were influencing and encouraging my decision.  When I wasn't working, I was watching Brandi have sex, or I was reading about sex, discussing sex, or watching porn.  We were not going to stop the sex games, but I needed to get away from the constant positive reinforcement.  I was wondering if always being surrounded by influences that conveyed it is okay and perfectly normal for my wife to be slutting around and fucking other guys might be clouding my judgement. I decided to quit all online porn activities for a month.  Porn, forums, stories, anything to do with sex for exactly one month.  

I suggest everyone do this once in a while just to get away.  Anyway, I'm back, and being away didn't change much.

We continue to evolve and are working out a routine, and to no surprise it involves Brandi having sex with hung men.  There has been a lot of Sam and Martin, each playing different roles.  She definitely prefers the older more experienced guys over the younger ones, and having a huge cock helps as well.  Sam was back over again 3 days later.  He had brought flowers for Brandi and they had sex in our bedroom.  He was back again Friday.  In the month since I've posted, 3 of 5 Friday nights were at home dinner dates and overnights with Sam.  Sam has now been over a few nights during the week as well.  I've been keeping track for the most part, it's what I do.  By my count, that's 7 dates with Sam, more than any of her other bulls.  That includes 5 days where she had her period and did not have sex.  So, she's fucked Sam 7 out of an available 30 days.  It's been a hard adjustment for me given that Sam more makes love to her, where most her bulls in the past were just fucking, if that makes any sense.  Three months ago I had no idea this guy existed and Brandi had fantasized about having sex with him for the last few years.  He's also the only bull she's had a solo date with in the last month.  I'm not involved as much either which adds to the angst.  I'm sitting and watching or sometimes just listening in another room while her giant older bull makes love to her in our bed.  Don't be confused, he's still very dominant with her, and with his size can easily toss her around, but there is more tenderness to it than with her other bulls.  I'm really torn on this one.  While I don't love my lack of involvement, the entire scenario really turns me on.  She's fucking a guy twice her age, and no where near her league, strictly for what he can do to her sexually.  It's like beauty and the beast.  It adds to the dirtiness and wrongness of it all.  Add in the fact he talks about breeding her and it's a whole other level of taboo.  

2 Saturdays have been with Martin, and always include others guys.  She has definitely submitted to Martin, and he seems to enjoy sharing his young obedient hottie with his buddies.  It's clear he's in charge of her pussy when he is here, which is a weird feeling for me.  Not one of her 5 dates with Marin was solo, another 3 included one other bull, one included 3 guys, and one of those Saturdays it was Brandi with Martin, D, and 2 other guys.  All guys were hung and older, with lots of dp and dv, and they all came tested and in her pussy.  She has fucked D 3 more times as well.  Once with Martin, he was at the gangbang, and he brought his friend over last week that she was supposed to meet in April.  D has said he has some more friends he would like to introduce to Brandi, so she's found another bull who will be sharing her pussy.  She has had 2 additional workouts with Tre and Brandon.  The three of them will work out together and then have some sexual fun.  She's a fiend for having her pussy stuffed and is regularly asking for two guys in her pussy.  It's amazing how quickly her pussy stretched to not only comfortably accommodate Sam, but the double vag from very hung guys.  Tre's roommate has been out of the picture, and Chris and a friend have happened twice.  It has been the same friend with Chris, who was the guy he brought that was not comfortable with the husband there.  He is very large and has instantly become one of Brandi's favorites.  So, for all 4 dates they have had, I've hid in the gym bedroom and listened.  It adds a different kink to it.  All of her regular guys are tested and bareback now, and all very well endowed.  So, add it all up and that's 18 dates and 8 total different guys over the month plus.  It's 14 days of actually playing though as 4 of the days included multiple dates.  So, she's playing about every 2-3 days on average. The most guys in one day was 4 (5 including me), which was the day of her gangbang.  She's also had a few days with multiple dates with multiple guys.  

Sam is the big (pun intended) story.  He told his wife everything.  She did not even believe him at first that he had been out having sex with a married 24 year old white girl.  Here's the crazy part, she is okay with it.  She said she didn't want to have sex with him anymore anyway.  She's a few years older than him and since menopause she said sex has hurt with him and she has little sex drive.  They want to stay together, and she does not mind him having a sex friend, especially one that is much younger and married.  She'd be more concerned if it was a single women their age.  People are funny.  I did not see that coming.  His kink is him "breeding" her.  The whole breeding thing has brought up the unwanted pregnancy topic.  That would be bad.  We don't want kids yet and with several regular bareback bulls, the likelihood is that it would not be mine.  We both know that birth control is not 100%.  She has said she does not know what'd she'd do if she got pregnant.  Hopefully it does not happen.  She will not let them cum in her when she's ovulating, but nothing is guaranteed.  I guess it's just part of the risk associated with the lifestyle.  The pregnancy risk, as "risky" as it is, is quite a turn on.  

I've already seen a change in her behavior.  There has been a transformation and I have not been able to stop it.  Not that I tried, in fact I have been encouraging her.  Near total submission and the way she begs for it and says she loves it with her bulls, especially Martin.  She's told him she will fuck whoever he wants.   It's not acting.  She means it.  While this whole thing was a game in the beginning, a dangerous one at that, it's like something clicked inside of Brandi.  
 
I am sure everyone on here is wondering why I am letting this happen.  I can only sum it up this way and someone mentioned this.  It's like a drug in some ways, it's really addicting, and it's not entirely up to me anymore.  The crazy part is that Brandi and I are super good right now.  We spend so much time together we can nearly complete each others thoughts.  We are super intimate and kiss, cuddle, and are touching each other all the time.  I feel as she's given more of her body and sex to her bulls, she has given all of her emotion and love to me.  I love her.  I love her like this.  It's weird and fucked up and I do not expect many of you to understand.  My sex life has dropped a little.  It also involves a lot more toys and fisting.  I know this will disappoint many, but I don't spend a ton of time in her pussy.  I'm by far the smallest guy she plays with.  It goes to show that love is more than just sex.    

I'm still involved, but spend plenty of time watching her, and am comfortable with her alone with her regular bulls now if I'm busy.  There haven't been a lot of new guys, just 2 in the last month, both older guys.  One was another friend of Martin, and one was the new friend of D.  In the last 3 months, she's fucked 35 new guys , and 39 total, other than me.  I would have thought 50 plus guys in 7 months was unreasonable when we started this, but they add up pretty fast with gangbangs.   True to form, Brandi had no idea of the above stats, and seemed a bit surprised by them.  I've tried to dig down and understand the whole interracial thing with her.  She said she knew something was different the first time she had sex with Tre, and it just snowballed from there.  I feel like the race thing shouldn't matter, and even discussing it feels wrong is some strange way, especially with all of the shit going on right now.  What difference does it make?  None really.  I've tried to understand the fascination with older guys as well.  She's made comments about it feeling more naughty with older guys and things like "can you imagine if my Dad found out."  She also brought up the day she had the train run on her by Chris and his friends in his apartment a few months ago and how exciting and wrong it was, but how it turned her one.  I could see a possible repeat of that.  

I'm adjusting and doing better than last time.  I need to keep reminding myself, I wanted this, I actually begged for it.  Now that I have it, and although it's not exactly how I pictured, I need to appreciate it.  I'm still very turned on and focused on the number of partners she'd had and her acting as whoreish as possible with her bulls.  I'm strangely turned on by the changes to her pussy too.  Where Martin and Sam used to be a bit of a "stretch", they just seem to fit now.  I don't know, you like what you like.  My role has changed.  It's much more of a cuckold role now than I imagined it would be, but I just love being married to such a dirty girl.  She's my own personal porn star and I most enjoy it when she's with multiple guys.  There is something insanely hot about one bull sliding out of her pussy and another one taking his place.  Only 2 new guys in the last month though. So in some manner we've "slowed down".

I'm fairly sure it's too late to turn back.  The genie is out and there is no putting it back.  Guess we'll just see where it goes.   

Updated hotwife stats.

Total all time 102
since starting hotwifing on 11/2/19 she's fucked 53
16 total gangbangs 

Thank you for taking the time to write this update, it was a good one. You seem to be in a better place emotionally since the last few times we heard from you. I hope things continue to go well for both of you. As the country and economy continue to "open back up" maybe Brandi will have more opportunities for kinky games.

I'm not trying to be a bad influence but I was thinking of what other things Brandi could get into aside from moving on to fucking a tree log next...

1) Bang more old guys (sorry, fun fetish)
2) Bang some lucky 18 year old guy
3) Play with some young adult girls
4) Get a personal trainer for a few weeks and then bang him
5) Try to seduce a cougar (woman not the animal)
6) Once social distancing is not as prevalent, banging an Instacart/DoorDash/Uber Eats employee could be fun (if you get lucky enough for it to be someone doable). I won't even suggest a typical stereotype UPS/FedEx/USPS delivery driver because they're too busy to just stop for a while and bang chicks.

Sorry, you're probably sick of getting ideas & suggestions. This is just coming from the twisted mind of a married man who has been trapped in sexual prison for 13 years cause my wife's sex drive disappeared when she became a mom.

[Terrycart79]

On a side note, not getting political here, but I cracked up last week when I saw a meme of black people protesting and the one dude was holding up a sign that said "Your daughters love every inch of us, why can't you??" LOL Brandi sure loves every inch and then some.

[bull2you]

On a side note, not getting political here, but I cracked up last week when I saw a meme of black people protesting and the one dude was holding up a sign that said "Your daughters love every inch of us, why can't you??" LOL Brandi sure loves every inch and then some.

Best and funniest comment I've seen here at OHW!

[subtoall]

On a side note, not getting political here, but I cracked up last week when I saw a meme of black people protesting and the one dude was holding up a sign that said "Your daughters love every inch of us, why can't you??" LOL Brandi sure loves every inch and then some.

I saw a pic of a young white girl in a T-shirt that said: "Don't open your mouth for black dick but keep it closed on black issues"

[Terrycart79]

On a side note, not getting political here, but I cracked up last week when I saw a meme of black people protesting and the one dude was holding up a sign that said "Your daughters love every inch of us, why can't you??" LOL Brandi sure loves every inch and then some.

I saw a pic of a young white girl in a T-shirt that said: "Don't open your mouth for black dick but keep it closed on black issues"

Haha damn

[realcucklife]

Glad to hear your both well.
And enjoying the lifestyle, the small doubt is the edge that makes it all so hot.
Is the winding back of penetration something your talking about?
Is she still talking back only? Is it her agenda or her bulls?
Will chastity cages play a part in your game?
Given your heading further down the cuckold path does she now have you cleaning her pussy?

[brandiandme]

6/22/20

Holy-fucking-billion questions.  I'll try to address in order.

A - Yes, her bulls (combined) get her pussy more than me.  I'm good for a few a day but just sitting back and watching and beating off takes one or two outta me sometimes.  I feel less pressure when she gets a good dick down.  She's happy, I'm happy.  Plus I'm not gonna lie.  Some of her guys have way more staying power than me.  

B - She is not a doormat.  She will fuck who she wants.  She just kinda wants to fuck everyone, and there is excitement in someone new.  If she does not like someone, she has, and will, shoot them down.  Submission, to a select few bulls, is a game we enjoy.  If they show up with a loser than all bets are off.

C - Who is using who?  She seems to use guys for a bit (many only once) and then move on.  Tre is fading into the background already.  Yes, she may be any easy fuck to them, but they are an easy fuck to her.  It's not like she's walking around begging for dick.  Quite the opposite, guys are (literally) lining up to be with her.  I've always told her that it's way easier for hot girls to get laid.  Even if I wanted too and was single, It'd be nearly impossible for me to go out every night and fuck a new girl.  Not to be arrogant but I'm a very in shape and good looking dude.  Her on the other hand could easily go out and fuck one or more guys every night she wanted to.  It really is a weird double standard.  If a guy goes out and fucks 100 girls he's a stud.  If a girl does it she's a slut.  Even though the guy had to work 10 times as hard for those 100.  I've recognized and resigned to the fact that a girl like Brandi will never keep just one guy around. If you want to be with her for the long term than you better get used to her experiencing other guys.

D - Yes.  I love the sex party idea.  The best porn ever is watching your girl take on a bunch of horny guys.  No, most are not bareback.  Recent testing is a must now, and regulars are.  This was Martins good, and well advised idea.  Other than Sam.  But he's safe.  He fucks no one else.  The guys know she's playing the field and most are as concerned for STD's as her.

E - Brandi sleeping in bed for the night is not okay with me.  Yes, Sam, and Martin have both slept over, but when the fucking is done they sleep on the couch.  That does not mean they have not stayed up really late fucking or are not fucking again in the morning, but cuddling/sleeping is only for us.

F - Race?  Why does it matter.  Yes, white guys, and lots of black guys.  We don't typically get into national origin and are not doing genealogy testing.  Yes, a few are not "American" if that's what you ask. Dominican, Cape Verde, and Puerto Rico too that I know of for sure.  Looks?  My assumption, and I have not gone too far down the rabbit hole with her, but, it seems looks are helpful with initial attraction but not everything.  Overall persona and physical stature seem more important.  Guys that bulls have brought have fucked her for sure, but she's turned down some in the past.  Yes, some have been shitty fucks.  She does not ask them back.  Surprises too.  You expect some young jacked stud to fuck the daylights our of her.  Not always true.  She thinks experience counts. (We have discussed this).  Case and point D.  Older, nothing special to look at, but he knows how to push her buttons and now has friends fucking her.  Horse cocks?  Yup, not gonna lie here.  Brandi is a size queen.  A guy with a huge cock has a pretty good chance of fucking her regardless of age, weight, and looks.

G - Now that the weather is getting nice,  Brandi is usually scantily clad.  Tank top with no bra and short shorts is the usual attire.  Yes, any guys that are brought to our apartment are not there to play cards.  Want a gang-bang, yes.  Needs one, no.  New guys, yes.  Part of her excitement is the "experience" of a new guy.  Another week like the week with Sam.  Who knows.  It was a ton of work and exhausting.  

H - 1) Bang more old guys (sorry, fun fetish)  - Personally love this idea.  Something hot about her getting down with some old men.  Retiree gang bang would be hot.  Unfortunately this does not turn her on as much as me.
2) Bang some lucky 18 year old guy - Pretty much already has.  
3) Play with some young adult girls - Not a lot of interest in girls from her.  
4) Get a personal trainer for a few weeks and then bang him - Cool idea.  Easy for sure.  
5) Try to seduce a cougar (woman not the animal) - Not into girls.  
6) Once social distancing is not as prevalent, banging an Instacart/DoorDash/Uber Eats employee could be fun (if you get lucky enough for it to be someone doable). I won't even suggest a typical stereotype UPS/FedEx/USPS delivery driver because they're too busy to just stop for a while and bang chicks.  - This is on our (mostly my) sex challenge list  

I - On a side note, not getting political here, but I cracked up last week when I saw a meme of black people protesting and the one dude was holding up a sign that said "Your daughters love every inch of us, why can't you??" LOL Brandi sure loves every inch and then some. 

This is a hilarious comment.  Brandi is just doing her part to keep up race relations.  In all seriousness though, it shouldn't matter.  I hate politics (they are all criminals in my view).   I will leave it as there are certainly some issues that need to be addressed in this country though.  In another 100,000 years of evolution we will all be a shade of brown, so it won't matter.  

J - Winding back penetration.  Not really discussed but it's happening naturally.  I've thought about it.  Sometimes the idea turns me on.  Black only? I hate this discussion and the whole race thing.  It does not matter.  If it somehow turns you on to know, her last white bull was Billy and that was almost 4 months ago.  I thought I'd never consider a cage, but have wondered about that too.  I don't necessarily clean her pussy, but have gone down on her after and gotten a little taste.  Her last gangbang was the most extreme example of this so far.  It was hard to go near her pussy and not come in contact.  

Okay folks, that concludes today's Q&A (not to be confused with T&A) session.  What have we been up to?  

Brandi had a good sized gangbang with 6 guys, 7 including me, recently.  Martin organized him and 5 of his hung friends to take care of her.  It had been over a month since her last gangbang, and I was pushing her to do this.  She did it for her, but also for me.  IMO she was spending too much time with Sam lately, and I was feeling like she was getting too serious with him as a steady lover.   She went almost 2 weeks with almost only having sex with Sam (besides me).  They fucked just about every other day for a few weeks.  I was getting jealous and needed more.  NRE for sure for both of them.  Hot but confusing.  This giant, older, not that great of a looking guy is fucking the shit out of my young hot pretty little wife.  One glance at the two of them together and you'd think no way.  She is way out of his league, but yes he's getting that pussy steadily.  I don't think I gave him enough credit at first though.  The guy can fuck, and last a long time.  We've sorta implemented a B-A-F (bring a friend) with guys she likes and wants to see again.  She agreed to meet D and a couple of friends as well.  D has now introduced her to 2 new guys, and one of D's friends brought another new friend. 

I am glad I pushed her and we did the gangbang.  It reminded her how much she likes group sex, multiple guys, and new guys.   From the ganbang, 2 guys were from the sex party she went to a few months ago and 3 new guys.  All hand picked by Martin and all very hung.  Smallest was 8 inches.  Brandi was in heaven.  All I can say is wow can my little hottie take some serious cock.  It was well planned in advance and every guy had a recent test, could be vouched for, and all went bareback.  I have to say one of the most exciting things for me to see is when one guy pulls out of her and another one quickly takes his place. It is such a hot moment. I love it. She had so much cum in her pussy by the end of the night.  It was not just in her pussy but everywhere.  All over the bed, her legs, her ass, her stomach.  She was messy.  After they left I fisted her with tons of cum sloshing out around my hand.  I even got an additional 4 fingers in next to my fist.  She was wide.  We have discovered that for a small girl, Brandi has a large vagina, capable of a lot.  When I pulled my cum coated hand from her pussy, she cleaned it with her mouth.  Nasty.  

She was totally submissive but stood up for us when it mattered.  One guy tried to go down the humiliation road.  He tried to get her to tell him how much bigger his dick was than her husbands and some other shit.  She told him, "Are you going to fuck me or just run your mouth about your dick."  She shut it down.  I can handle a little humiliation from Brandi, but from her bulls is not for me.  Martin knows this and most guys are usually respectful of our likes.  

Brandi recently continued the workouts with Tre and Brandon, and the occasional meeting with Chris and his friend.  She's agreed to no more than 2 days a week with Sam, and I have been joining a little so I'm not feeling left out.  Friday night with Sam seems to be a regular thing, and he's been visiting one weeknight for a shorter session.  A slight change in our game and also a new development is that Sam and Brandi went out on a "date".  Restaurants are open for outdoor service.  Brandi wanted to go "out" with him in public.  I had gone out as well with a good friend of mine.  We had to go to a few different places since there is a seating time limit.  We just got light fare and drinks at each.  It was a crazy mixture of angst and excitement.  First, my friend had no idea my wife was out with her older "boyfriend".  Second, I knew they were out in public as a couple and there is a slim chance she gets "caught" by someone we know.  Third, as time ran on with my friend, I knew they were no longer out to dinner but back at home fucking.  Sure enough, when I got home they were in the bedroom going at it.  It's a strange sensation walking into your own home and hearing your wife in your bedroom having sex with her bull.  Sam really is massive and it's fun watching little Brandi handle his huge "chocolate stick" they both call it.  Being raised in the deep south the racial play thing is his kink, which feels kind of weird with all the racial stuff going on.  Part of his turn on is clearly fucking a young white girl.  He also has her call him daddy.  He will take Viagara and fuck her for hours.  He doesn't fuck her hard often as he doesn't want to make her sore and he is so fucking big he doesn't need to.  She cums buckets with him  The whole Sam thing plays into the daddy issues almost perfectly and Brandi appears hooked on the entire experience.  I don't think it will last, just like everything else.  But it seems to be her fun new exciting toy.  


Our sex life has evolved quickly and I'm taking more of a cuckold role than I had imagined.  I still know how to make her orgasm,  just with other tools.  I don't remember the last time she came on my dick.  Her pussy is definitely different.  She has not, for a while, even gotten sore anymore from Martin or Sam's huge cocks.  It is certainly easier to fist her now and she really enjoys it.  We both really enjoy stretching her and it's another little added game. 

On a side note, Brandi has reconnected with the plastic surgeon she had contacted before the whole virus thing, and is planning to get her boobs done, as long as everything works out, next month.  I'm happy with her breasts either way.  She wants to do it though and has thought about it for years.  Some of the girls she used to work with had phenomenal boobs according to her.  

[JustWantToWatch]

Great update!

[realcucklife]

Thanks for the effort required for that update.

[brudan13]

It sounds like you had a fulfilling month. Are Brandi's dates arranged through you or does she make all the arrangments? Do D and his friends bring recent tests and do her bareback? It sounds like You and Brandi enjoyed her 7 man gang-bang, are there plans to have her gang-banged more often? Were there Dp's, DVP and split roasting? Does Brandi enjoy have her pussy full of cum and being messy?

I miss the update list with the number of men Brandi fucked, how many new men and how many gang-bangs.

[sterling94803]

she has phenomenal boobs now!!! thanks for the updates! this is a great thread! anxiously awaiting more updates and would love some pictures. she is a gorgeous woman!!!!!

[lionbrand]

Has your neighbour left you in peace or has the husband come for more? Any chance for your parents neighbour's son to get a new chance to fuck your amazing wife? Brandi is the hottest chick around.

[Orson2]

Wooooow! Thank you, brandiandme.

You and your wife have become accomplished lifestylers in a short time Congratulations ! How exciting. How wonderful.

Although you have many years of fun, thrills, adventure and yes some drama to cum, I’m wondering about “taking the show on the road?” Do you have a list of plans about that, yet?

Group sex on a borrowed boat, to a gangbang party at a remote lake cabin are the immediate and easy options. Holiday time at a nudist, sex resort? How about visiting nudist beaches and the college spring break flesh pits? - Lake Havasu, Ozarks, South Padre, there are so many from close to distant!

To use your hobby for reaching long-term shared goals like down payment on a house, for example, a beauty like Brandi who enjoy the exhibitionist side of sex, together with gangbangs, there is even the option of large paydays for VegasStyle adult fun! (Drop me a PM so I can share what I know about this.)

Beyond mere thanks an congrats, you ought to know that this 26th page finds you finding your way together. And your response and answers have been nothing less than majestic, astounding, and enviable to your readers. Articulate and authentic, is only the least that needs be said.

As Obi Wan might say, you have done well, my little one. You are on the road through life’s ultimate mysteries, and gaining true mastery of libertinism.

I doubt that the “time out” you’ve done is needed for every fellow traveler. But given what you describe, and with living on the edge of losing control, then a period of abstinence — a ‘time out’ to gut check and reorient ones bearings and reassess desires, wants, needs — is a wise decision, indeed This pleases old Obi wan.

As others have said or implied, merely having a few agreed guardrail rules, when play time seems like being a kid unleashed without a budget at the candy store, can be grounding enough. Many of the longest and most admired lifestylers will agree that that’s how they conduct themselves.

Obi wan again: “Very impressive!” Love is the drug, but sexual success by excess is only a tool. The goal is life’s enhancement and happiness.

Wash, rinse, reassess, and repeat! While some (or many) believe we get out of life (in some sense) alive, no one knows this. Meanwhile, you have chosen the path of enlightened adventurous hedonism! So, yeah, woooow!

[brandiandme]

Thanks for the comments and concerns everyone.

I've been keeping count, just did not update it.  There was not a lot to report of in the month of May.  One small gangbang and only 2 new guys.  Sorry to disappoint.  Lot's of sex with her new toy Sam to be honest.  June is a bit better though.  6 new guys and the 7 man gangbang.  This past week was slow with her period, but it should be gone today or tomorrow.  Just in time too because we have another gangbang scheduled for this weekend.   I can't wait.  I've been helping her get ready and will do so Saturday.  It adds to the build up helping prep her for her bulls to use her body.  

I have not seen the older neighbors at all.  They are pretty much full time at their beach house since the virus hit.  Same with my parents neighbors son, we have not seen him. I don't think Brandi would fuck my parents neighbors son even if we had seen him.  Pretty sure he was a one and done.  It was more for the dirtiness and excitement, at least IMO.  She might fuck the old guy upstairs again. I find it kind of hot. Not sure when we'll ever see them. They are full on living the quarantine thing. As for bareback, yes, a few of D's friends have provided tests.  Regulars bareback are Martin, Sam, Tre, Chris, and D.  The gangbang.  Yes, all of the above, and yes, I want to see many more.  I like to watch her in triple penetration.  2 guys in her pussy and one in her mouth is so porn starish.  The only thing almost as hot is when guys rotate quickly.  I love it when one pulls out and another one enters her.  Add a rotation of 4-5 guys to the mix where they each fuck her for a minute or two and switch, it's fantastic.  Yes, Brandi likes it better bareback and likes when her bulls come in her.  It adds to the naughtiness of it when they fill her pussy.  Even though she's on the pill, just thinking another man is trying to breed her, especially in front of her husband, does it for both of us.  

I agree on her boobs, they are already great.  Well only a B cup they are nice and perky.  She shows off what she has with push up bras and tops when she's out.  

Love the idea of taking the sex show on the road.  We were supposed to go to Jamaica a few months ago.  There is no doubt she would have found some playmates there, especially with Martin having a friend that lives there.  A Vegas sex party? That sounds interesting. We had an experience a few months ago where a friend of Chris', R, offered her to be the paid entertainment at a party.

I was thinking about the last 8 months and how different things look not only with our sex life, but in how I see Brandi.  8 months ago I thought my wife was relatively innocent and unexperienced.  Sure, she had fucked 3 of my friends, but I was under the assumption that she did it for me and her being "wild" was behind her now that we were married.  If you remember, I thought she had only been with 9 guys total.  Now, here we are just under 8 months later, and not only has she fucked 59 guys in that span, but it also came out that she had fucked 41 more guys I did not know about before and while we were together.  On top of that she worked as a stripper and dabbled in prostitution, all while dating me.  My innocent little wife is not innocent at all.  The perception of only 9 guys 8 months ago to the reality of 108 guys today is a trip.

In a lot of ways I am glad I did not know this, and we did not start this when I was younger.  I don't think I would have been mature enough 5 years ago to deal with it.  I would have thought that you need to marry a nice innocent girl.  I guess in some ways Brandi is both.  She can play the nice, sweet, innocent girl, and does around my family and friends, but also be a total dirty slut.  I'm happy it worked out the way it did.  I don't think I would have established the deep connection and gotten to know her had I known what a slut she was when we first met.  It's sad to think I might not have gotten out of my own way. It's just something to ponder.  

[toshare]

Looks like you've evolved too. Id say for sure youre comfortably in the cuckold camp. Not a bad place to be at all, enjoy