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Unread post by sadie » Thu Mar 14, 2019 8:10 am

Thanks for putting so much time into writing this so clearly. I know I haven't .. or choose not to prioritize the time to writing as well as you do -- other obligations are eating me alive right now also.

I'm really glad you're writing about a dominant guy taking pleasure in the prospect of seeing his partner having sex with others! I know from my experience that sharing isn't tied to submissives the way that some assume. Also it seems clear that what Anthony is getting from this isn't what Aaron took -- which was pretty clearly about power exchange that wasn't properly negotiated.

As always, great update!

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Unread post by rascalnvixen » Thu Mar 14, 2019 8:46 am

Carrie, I'm short on time right now but I wanted to let you know that I thoroughly enjoyed this part immensely. Very sensuous!!! I've never mentioned this because I didn't want to over step and offend you or others, but last night before bed I was re-reading your account from yesterday and got excited enough I had to rub one out, thinking about you and A and Mike reclaiming you. How you were posed and the grunts both of those very lucky men were making while giving you their best!! Thanks for todays update. Great as usual!!!
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Unread post by hotwifelover31 » Thu Mar 14, 2019 8:47 am

Carrie & Mike,

While I may not have been as prolific or expeditious in my comments and questions as sadie, solistice and a few others, I have been as captivated and enthralled as any with your amazing erotic journey and your cock-hardening sexual and submissive awakening. The “wank worthy” inspirations from yours and Mike’s tireless efforts to include us have been amazing and endless. As I noted from your earliest journal entries, your authenticity and willingness to reveal yourself to us is what pulled me in hook, line and sinker.

You are so much sexier, hotter and more attractive than you may ever allow yourself to acknowledge, but it is your intelligence, self awareness and ability and willingness to reveal yourself (with just enough mystery) that makes Mike, Anthony, Aaron (sorry if that opens wounds), me and many others to be totally smitten and infatuated with sweet little Carrie!

The journaling you do for us is truly unbelievable and a craving you have fed magnificently. It is understandable if you feel it has become a chore and perhaps overwhelming at times. It would be a disheartening loss if you decided to curtail your journaling for us. But you would never lose my adoration and affection. I would just hope you and Mike kept us apprised of your well-being and snippets of where you are on your truly amazing journey.

I would be remiss if I failed to comment on your Palm Springs trip. You’ve gone and done it again...simply blown us away with your splendid and brilliant retelling of the fabulous and cumtastic weekend you had as Anthony’s girlfriend. I was curious if anyone other than Kelly (and her guy) knew you were a “hotwife.” If Anthony hadn’t been developing more than sexual feelings for you, he wouldn’t be worth the trust you and Mike have extended to him.

As we all saw coming, Anthony’s desire to share your sexiness and submissiveness was inevitable. When men let go of their egos and the possessiveness ingrained by social and religious conditioning, they want to celebrate their gratitude for greatest source of happiness and pleasure life has bestowed on them, which just happens to be you for Mike and Anthony (and undoubtedly others who are granted the privilege of experiencing your sensual and submissive sexiness)! I’m leaning towards the Couple as the winners of the Carrie jackpot!

In perpetual lust & awe, HWL31

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Unread post by Observer1931 » Thu Mar 14, 2019 9:08 am

Another great coverage of the week end. How many times did he fuck you in the desert? Did he do it after lunch too.
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Unread post by SutterKane » Thu Mar 14, 2019 9:31 am

Carrie, as always, you tell your story so very well! It sounds like you are getting off more and more on being Anthony's fuck toy. If Phil and Kelly invited you to join them for some play, would you be up for that? Or maybe "The Couple"? I know that this would be a new thing for you, but I sense that the thought of being with another woman is starting to enter your head and maybe, just maybe, get you wet. It would be a counterpoint to being consumed by the beast. Beauty and the Beast, as it were. If Anthony or Mike wanted to see you with another woman, would that help you to let go and enjoy putting on a show for them? Or would being owned and used by "The Couple" be enough on it's own for you? Or am I completely off base and Anthony's big black cock is all you need?
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Unread post by solstice » Thu Mar 14, 2019 9:41 am

I never considered myself a slow reader,but you have to be joking about five minutes to read your piece: Have your stop watch at the ready! I have to savour every word, phrase, sentence, paragraph, and complete opus. I have to to treat your prose with respect, and maybe pause for a wank at the juicy bits. sorry for under playing your oeuvre; . :lol:

Really bad grandpa. :oops:
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Unread post by 6inches » Thu Mar 14, 2019 10:26 am

C&M

Well, Well, Well, our little Carrie has really become quite a lady!!! LOL, It seems as thought your trip to PS was really what everyone expected, but none the less hot!! I think a lot of your readers like to read, and are to intimidated to reply, there are a lot of lurkers. Also a lot of people don't have the opportunity to read daily, so maybe only once or twice a week.

It is concerning about how A is becoming more emotionally attached to you, if it got to bad you wouldn't want him stalking you, maybe its time to maybe back off a little or slow it down. Just my 2 cents. Enjoy the ride. "6"

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Unread post by conflictedhubby » Thu Mar 14, 2019 11:42 am

Wow. I read the latest instalment this morning while getting ready for work and that's the only thing I could think of to say as I was blown away by how hot it was. I'm at work and don't have tIme to dedicate as to how incredible I find your retelling but I had to at least spend a couple of minutes to mention how amazing it is to read.
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Unread post by hotwivesforever98 » Thu Mar 14, 2019 11:44 am

Carrie,

Your writing skills are second to none, for me as a husband, Anthony sharing you with his friends would be the ultimate high. Please continue to keep us informed on your journey.

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Unread post by solstice » Thu Mar 14, 2019 2:13 pm

As you know I am one of your more cautious contributors, however if one of his friends do make the cut, it may work against Anthony's advantage as the provider of the ultimate sexual experience: If another of his friends introduces you to divergent and exciting encounters.

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Unread post by subtoall » Thu Mar 14, 2019 3:44 pm

Wow. What a detailed and revealing description of that part of your trip. I'm so pleased that the Palm Springs experience turned out so wonderfully for you. I think your husband endured it magnificently also. Thank you for putting so much into it. I think I can speak for others and say that we are so, so appreciative of how much time, effort and care you put into chronicling your experiences here for your fan club.

I'm curious what it was like for you to spend all that non-sexual time with Anthony also. I imagine you at least consider him to be a friend at this point. Flying together, driving out and back to the desert, sharing meals and a room together for 3+ days is a lot of time with someone. If you're interested in sharing about those times too, I, for one, would love to hear about them. Do you converse together well? What do you think about when you are with him at such times? How does he behave with you around others? etc.

On another note, if you do agree to permit Anthony to share you with another man or men, I wonder if you would enjoy allowing him to choose whom it would be with. As I see it, as long as he abides by the limits and guidance that you and Mike give him (and why wouldn't he?), allowing him to choose who it would be with is another sexy way for you to demonstrate your submission to him, and I think we all love that dynamic!

Many thanks for all you do for us here by allowing us to share so deeply in your intimacy.

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Unread post by seductionrules » Thu Mar 14, 2019 5:21 pm

Hi Carrie
Thank you for all your detailed writing that really lets us into your mind.

My wife doesn’t verbalise what she is thinking or feeling saying only it was wonderful, but I never really know what it is like for her.

Keep it up for us please.

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Unread post by solstice » Thu Mar 14, 2019 7:40 pm

One of the things I am conscience of in your writing is your obvious enthusiasm for this odyssey, and your words have such intimacy as if they were addressed to each of us as individuals. I hope you never get discouraged by the apparent lack of response.

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Unread post by solstice » Fri Mar 15, 2019 8:39 am

Hi Carrie.
I am reading again the desert and after instalment, and Anthony's thoughts on your relationship, he says all the right things and I have no reason to doubt that he means them. saying you are his when you are with him, may indicate that he does not wish to leave Mike out of the equation. It is surprising that with his experience your total submission to him is unique. Not so keen on his statement of manipulation, does anyone like to think they are being cynically controlled?
Are you able to identify in your mind which individuals of the group have desires for you?
In my nice Dr Jekyll character, no doubt in later posts I will be the evil Hyde.
Alex

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Unread post by willingtoo » Fri Mar 15, 2019 9:19 am

Mike here- There is no date with Anthony this weekend. He wanted one but I said no. Carrie was willing as usual because she didn't want to disappoint him. Carrie wanted me to write to you guys and explain my feelings. Apparently some of you wanted my side of things.

The weekend was harder than I led on. I didn't want to make her feel bad or worry about me. I couldn't sleep much. I kept waking up in a panic because of dreams of her being taken by somebody. Probably three or 4 times. I masturbated and watched videos a lot. Your support is very much appreciated but in the end it's a do it yourself kind of thing. I couldn't get her off my mind.

There were two videos that got me the most and you will probably be surprised. One was Bing Search: "Blacked Remy Lacroix teen girlfuck big dick interracial fuck"
The kissing in the beginning and the blowjob after. The beginning with the music is so sexy because Carrie is every bit as sexy and it gives you an idea of how sexy she really is. She could be as sexy as Remy was in the beginning. he music and watching Carrie blows my mind!

The other was Bing Search: "Remy Lacroix- fobidden affairs my wife's sister"
It is very much like she and I have sex especially from 16:18 to the end. His size comapred to Remy is very close to the size difference between Carrie and me. Remt points her toes constantly like Carrie does. Her feet are cute but not nearly as cute and sexy a Carrie's. If you like Remy's feet you'd go crazy over Carrie's. I wish some of you guys were into feet because it would be fun to share that aspect with other foot guys.

Anthony did a great job of describling Carrie:

He started by telling me that I had no idea how special I am. That I was not only pretty with a sexy little body and gorgeous little feet, but that my personality is amazing. That people are drawn to me. That I project a sweetness and innocence that is very appealing yet a sexiness at the same time. An unpretentiousness, submissive innocence but also a seductive aura. I have a beautiful and inviting smile that is sensuous but endearing as well. He said it's difficult to describe how extremely attractive I am in so many ways especially to an Alpha or dominant man.

I didn't expect this and began to wonder where things were going. He seemed so serious.

He said he had reached the point that he was feeling like I was his when I am with him. Not that he loved me but had some romantic feelings. He said it's obvious that Mike and I have an unbreakable bond, but that I make him feel like I'm totally his in the short times we are together. My total submission is something he has never experienced with another woman and it's irresistible and has thrown him off his game as Kelly told me.

The obvious conclusion is that he is beginning to have romantic feelings for me not just carnal. He didn't say it directly, but he may as well have.

He talked a long time but the bottom line is he wants to share me. Not on this trip but soon.

I'm not going to stop it yet but I'd be lieing if I didn't say I was concerned. Even though I know she would never leave me it still scary when another man is in love with your wife and she is having sex with him.

I am leaning to go along with her being shared by Anthony but the guys from out of town are out for now. The couple has no appeal to either of us. So probably Anthony's friend but I will have to meet him and also Carrie. Limits made clear but we still aren't sure. She is 100% but not me. I agree with her that it isn't much of a risk but we have gone so far already we may as well. Something new.

Anthony told her on the plane that he didn't tell her about the three guys that arer part of the Foot Network he is part of. He didn't want to scare us off so in essence he was lieing. He didn't know if they would have girls with them and the possibility of giving Carrie the option of being shared was there. He said he would never force her but would have let one or two of them have her if she was willing. Sexy to think about now but it still pisses me off but not Carrie. I asked her if she would have done it and she said probably. Two of the guys were her type. They were obviously into feet. She said the girls they were with were cute and had sexy feet. The guys gave her their cards so the possibility is still there but a long shot at least for now.

I look at her and think what man would give such a pretty, sexy little wife to other men? But the thrill is beyond explanation. Erotic agony. Massive turn on with fear at the same time. She gave me awesome detail as we had sex. She gave me great sex and the detail as I fucked her was beyond erotic. She always gives me her best when she returns from these other men.

She is working on the last part but not near finished. Mike

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Unread post by solstice » Fri Mar 15, 2019 9:37 am

Hello Mike,
Thank you for revealing a little of the anguish you were feeling when Carrie was out of your loving care, have you both thought of restricting it to a matter of hours rather than days when you are apart. does the thrill really sit well with the agony of lengthy separation? A once a week "date" would surely keep both Carrie and Anthony happy especially if others are added to the equation.
It's hard to calculate what it does to your mental well being, although you appear to be so strong. must be wonderful to have her safe in your arms again.
Alex.

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Unread post by Observer1931 » Fri Mar 15, 2019 10:24 am

Mike, thanks for your input. There was a moment I wondered from what you posted just how you were doing. Like when she did not say more about the sex or call more often but thought it might be the plan, To keep up the angst for you or that it was agreed that when they are together she is his. Think your concerns are valid. Did not Know what ground rules U gave A before going. Would U care to share what they were.

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Unread post by willingtoo » Fri Mar 15, 2019 10:41 am

Thanks Observer1931 - I didn't want explicit detail while she was gone. My imagination does enough to give me tremendous anxiety. The ground rules were no sharing but apparently he was going to leave it up to Carrie if one of the Foot guys was unaccompanied by a woman. Carrie said she probably would have but not sure she would. When she is with him she is his but the limits still apply. Mike

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Unread post by solstice » Fri Mar 15, 2019 10:45 am

Just watched the Remy/interracial fuck video again, such a good video both in quality and for Remy's performance, I know she is an actress, but it looked as if she loved it for real.

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Unread post by willingtoo » Fri Mar 15, 2019 10:52 am

solstice wrote:
Fri Mar 15, 2019 10:45 am
Just watched the Remy/interracial fuck video again, such a good video both in quality and for Remy's performance, I know she is an actress, but it looked as if she loved it for real.
The first part with the music gives a little insight as to how sexy Carrie can be. Carrie has all the looks and moves that Remy does. That is the part of Carrie that is hard to describe. I'm looking for more. The part where she is kissing the guy is so sexy to me. The blowjob is fantastic and later when he is on top consuming her! It was the most exciting video for me this time. I think Remy does enjoy having sex in front of the camera- Mike

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Unread post by Tongue4Kitty » Fri Mar 15, 2019 11:06 am

willingtoo wrote:
Fri Mar 15, 2019 9:19 am
Mike here- There is no date with Anthony this weekend. He wanted one but I said no. Carrie was willing as usual because she didn't want to disappoint him. Carrie wanted me to write to you guys and explain my feelings. Apparently some of you wanted my side of things.

The weekend was harder than I led on. I didn't want to make her feel bad or worry about me. I couldn't sleep much. I kept waking up in a panic because of dreams of her being taken by somebody. Probably three or 4 times. I masturbated and watched videos a lot. Your support is very much appreciated but in the end it's a do it yourself kind of thing. I couldn't get her off my mind.

There were two videos that got me the most and you will probably be surprised. One was Bing Search: "Blacked Remy Lacroix teen girlfuck big dick interracial fuck"
The kissing in the beginning and the blowjob after. The beginning with the music is so sexy because Carrie is every bit as sexy and it gives you an idea of how sexy she really is. She could be as sexy as Remy was in the beginning. he music and watching Carrie blows my mind!

The other was Bing Search: "Remy Lacroix- fobidden affairs my wife's sister"
It is very much like she and I have sex especially from 16:18 to the end. His size comapred to Remy is very close to the size difference between Carrie and me. Remt points her toes constantly like Carrie does. Her feet are cute but not nearly as cute and sexy a Carrie's. If you like Remy's feet you'd go crazy over Carrie's. I wish some of you guys were into feet because it would be fun to share that aspect with other foot guys.

Anthony did a great job of describling Carrie:

He started by telling me that I had no idea how special I am. That I was not only pretty with a sexy little body and gorgeous little feet, but that my personality is amazing. That people are drawn to me. That I project a sweetness and innocence that is very appealing yet a sexiness at the same time. An unpretentiousness, submissive innocence but also a seductive aura. I have a beautiful and inviting smile that is sensuous but endearing as well. He said it's difficult to describe how extremely attractive I am in so many ways especially to an Alpha or dominant man.

I didn't expect this and began to wonder where things were going. He seemed so serious.

He said he had reached the point that he was feeling like I was his when I am with him. Not that he loved me but had some romantic feelings. He said it's obvious that Mike and I have an unbreakable bond, but that I make him feel like I'm totally his in the short times we are together. My total submission is something he has never experienced with another woman and it's irresistible and has thrown him off his game as Kelly told me.

The obvious conclusion is that he is beginning to have romantic feelings for me not just carnal. He didn't say it directly, but he may as well have.

He talked a long time but the bottom line is he wants to share me. Not on this trip but soon.

I'm not going to stop it yet but I'd be lieing if I didn't say I was concerned. Even though I know she would never leave me it still scary when another man is in love with your wife and she is having sex with him.

I am leaning to go along with her being shared by Anthony but the guys from out of town are out for now. The couple has no appeal to either of us. So probably Anthony's friend but I will have to meet him and also Carrie. Limits made clear but we still aren't sure. She is 100% but not me. I agree with her that it isn't much of a risk but we have gone so far already we may as well. Something new.

Anthony told her on the plane that he didn't tell her about the three guys that arer part of the Foot Network he is part of. He didn't want to scare us off so in essence he was lieing. He didn't know if they would have girls with them and the possibility of giving Carrie the option of being shared was there. He said he would never force her but would have let one or two of them have her if she was willing. Sexy to think about now but it still pisses me off but not Carrie. I asked her if she would have done it and she said probably. Two of the guys were her type. They were obviously into feet. She said the girls they were with were cute and had sexy feet. The guys gave her their cards so the possibility is still there but a long shot at least for now.

I look at her and think what man would give such a pretty, sexy little wife to other men? But the thrill is beyond explanation. Erotic agony. Massive turn on with fear at the same time. She gave me awesome detail as we had sex. She gave me great sex and the detail as I fucked her was beyond erotic. She always gives me her best when she returns from these other men.

She is working on the last part but not near finished. Mike
Mike and Carrie,
Your writings are truly brilliant and captivating! You have us hanging on every word!!

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Unread post by solstice » Fri Mar 15, 2019 11:33 am

scary when another man is in love with your wife and she is having sex with him.

There are a few women on HW who say they love their sex partner and it is not uncommon, but explain it as a different king of love, which I don't understand, but Carrie doesn't seem too happy that he is displaying in love symptoms.
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Unread post by rascalnvixen » Fri Mar 15, 2019 11:43 am

Mike,

thanks for jumping in here and sharing your thoughts and perspectives. Remember, doms rarely force things, they influence things. So, he may not force her to do anything but he will try to coerce and/or convince her to do his bidding.

I too was concerned about your noted lack of presence during the weekend. But like you said, you have your own demons to fight in your own way.

Always in your corner!!

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Unread post by solstice » Fri Mar 15, 2019 12:04 pm

I agree with you Rascal, It may be work pressures that keeps Mike going along with Carrie, although that weekend away would seem to be mixing business with pleasure, If in the future more in the holiday setting Mike could be there as he was last year, for reasons of the partner being too much of her type, she declined to see him again. Sorry Mike and Carrie, hope it isn't disrespectful referring to your private life with another member.

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Unread post by samlowen » Fri Mar 15, 2019 12:24 pm

With Carrie’s beautiful writing and Mike’s videos for us to watch, I feel we have all fallen for Carrie. It’s no surprise that Anthony has too. How could he resist?

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