Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
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Jared probably had what we call "nerves". Been there too. Performance anxiety and remember his first real hello to mrs. reese was a foursome! It's a lot to take in.
I've been lurking on this thread since pg 40 I think. It will definitely be a great memento piece for them when they are 90!
Not to drool or anything, but mr. reese is right, she is hot!
I've been lurking on this thread since pg 40 I think. It will definitely be a great memento piece for them when they are 90!
Not to drool or anything, but mr. reese is right, she is hot!
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Hey prairie fire, thanks for expressing your thoughts bro.
Tonight my wife is spending the night with me. She wants to watch Vicky, Christie Barcelona. I am a big hard on fan of Penelope and Scarlett..so I wont have any problems watching. Her other man..robert told her that she reminds him of the character played by Scarlett Johansen. I am curious now...so I will watch.
Nothing better than laying in bed with my wife as she cuddles up to me.....of course, i will be trying to control my hardon.
SO far.....so good.....I am not sure what happened with her conversation with ROBERT.
She wont tell me...I am to read on line.
She is playing a game with me....being very discreet.
She is into playing the cheating wife right now.
As she informed me...she isnt in the cuckoldress mode right now.....she wants to play the cheating wife as she has discovered Jared's cock...and trying to manage Robert....a lot going on with my hotwife.
Tonight, I plan on enjoying her as my wife...something tells me that I will be struggling to keep her in OUR bed this week.
Tonight my wife is spending the night with me. She wants to watch Vicky, Christie Barcelona. I am a big hard on fan of Penelope and Scarlett..so I wont have any problems watching. Her other man..robert told her that she reminds him of the character played by Scarlett Johansen. I am curious now...so I will watch.
Nothing better than laying in bed with my wife as she cuddles up to me.....of course, i will be trying to control my hardon.
SO far.....so good.....I am not sure what happened with her conversation with ROBERT.
She wont tell me...I am to read on line.
She is playing a game with me....being very discreet.
She is into playing the cheating wife right now.
As she informed me...she isnt in the cuckoldress mode right now.....she wants to play the cheating wife as she has discovered Jared's cock...and trying to manage Robert....a lot going on with my hotwife.
Tonight, I plan on enjoying her as my wife...something tells me that I will be struggling to keep her in OUR bed this week.
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"
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Ok time for an update.
Robert is ok with all of this. He spent time away this past weekend with family. He told me that he spent some time with an ex that he hasnt seen in a long time. Yes, HE had sex. Protected sex. I believe him. I told Robert that he must always remember that he holds a place in my heart, but my husband is the only man in my life who I answer to. I told Robert that I want him to be in my life as my friend and lover and that is all! I am comfortable with our talk. As a matter of fact, Robert and I plan on spending lunch and the evening together Wednesday night. As for Jared, I havent talked to him yet. He did send me a text message yesterday thanking me for Sunday. I plan on telling Jared to go to the doctors and have tests with proof performed. I do want to feel his yummy cock inside of me unprotected. But I will be patient and wait for the results first. As for cucking Robert and hubby or Jared with other men/ Ballspanking my good friend. I dont think so. I have too much on my plate right now. I plan on just taking things one day at a time.
Robert is ok with all of this. He spent time away this past weekend with family. He told me that he spent some time with an ex that he hasnt seen in a long time. Yes, HE had sex. Protected sex. I believe him. I told Robert that he must always remember that he holds a place in my heart, but my husband is the only man in my life who I answer to. I told Robert that I want him to be in my life as my friend and lover and that is all! I am comfortable with our talk. As a matter of fact, Robert and I plan on spending lunch and the evening together Wednesday night. As for Jared, I havent talked to him yet. He did send me a text message yesterday thanking me for Sunday. I plan on telling Jared to go to the doctors and have tests with proof performed. I do want to feel his yummy cock inside of me unprotected. But I will be patient and wait for the results first. As for cucking Robert and hubby or Jared with other men/ Ballspanking my good friend. I dont think so. I have too much on my plate right now. I plan on just taking things one day at a time.
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I AM HORNY<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
Where is one of my men when I need them?
Laying out at the pool for a while with nothing to do!
I am inside of the house now with a vibrator next to me!
Guess what I am going to do now??
I am feeling very naughty.
Thinking about Jared or Robert! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
To my husband....I am not sure IF I want sex today, I am going to use this vibrator until I orgasm 4 or 5 times!
If your lucky, maybe I will save my panties for you later!
Tomorrow! Robert!! YAH!!
Where is one of my men when I need them?
Laying out at the pool for a while with nothing to do!
I am inside of the house now with a vibrator next to me!
Guess what I am going to do now??
I am feeling very naughty.
Thinking about Jared or Robert! mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
To my husband....I am not sure IF I want sex today, I am going to use this vibrator until I orgasm 4 or 5 times!
If your lucky, maybe I will save my panties for you later!
Tomorrow! Robert!! YAH!!
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A vibrator - What a waste of good horney pussy! 4-5 cums is over the top by my experience. Enjoy don't spend all those cums without saving some for Robert.
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Yup!
Next time, challenge yourself..., wait ´til Jared gets free, then pounce on his nice cock! lol!
Next time, challenge yourself..., wait ´til Jared gets free, then pounce on his nice cock! lol!
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I met with Robert for lunch and fun in the evening. We settled his indifferences right away. He understands that he has a place in my heart, but sometimes I need to be a true hotwife and play without him. Hubby encourages me to be free and independent. At times, I lose that with Robert. He understands. He told me that he is one very lucky guy to have a couple like my husband and I in his life. To be able to have me in his life as his friend and lover is a dream come true. More or less, that is how Robert felt during our conversation.
It felt good making love to him. After lunch, I drove in his car to his office. I pulled out his cock while he was driving and performed oral sex on his very BIG cock. It was so naughty doing that. He took a picture of me sucking him and sent it to hubby. I found that very hot! We had sex on his office desk with Robert cumiing deep inside of me.
Robert is fortunate that he is able to fuck his hotwife in his office. I am very aroused when we have sex in his office.
Hubby goes crazy when I call him from his office and have him guess what happened.
We hung out for a while talking. Robert left early and we shared a nice dinner. After dinner, he drove me back to my car and I went home. Hubby was home with my child. I asked hubby to come into our bedroom for a second, took off my clothes and panties, layed on the bed with my belly to the bed, raised my legs and butt and asked hubby to clean me while I fingered myself to an orgasm. Hubby's lips and tongue felt wonderful as he licked me deeply. Once I orgasmed, i rolled over and asked that hubby clean my pussy of my cum. I reached for hubbys erect cock and sucked him. He orgasmed very soon. I was content and happy for the moment!
It felt good making love to him. After lunch, I drove in his car to his office. I pulled out his cock while he was driving and performed oral sex on his very BIG cock. It was so naughty doing that. He took a picture of me sucking him and sent it to hubby. I found that very hot! We had sex on his office desk with Robert cumiing deep inside of me.
Robert is fortunate that he is able to fuck his hotwife in his office. I am very aroused when we have sex in his office.
Hubby goes crazy when I call him from his office and have him guess what happened.
We hung out for a while talking. Robert left early and we shared a nice dinner. After dinner, he drove me back to my car and I went home. Hubby was home with my child. I asked hubby to come into our bedroom for a second, took off my clothes and panties, layed on the bed with my belly to the bed, raised my legs and butt and asked hubby to clean me while I fingered myself to an orgasm. Hubby's lips and tongue felt wonderful as he licked me deeply. Once I orgasmed, i rolled over and asked that hubby clean my pussy of my cum. I reached for hubbys erect cock and sucked him. He orgasmed very soon. I was content and happy for the moment!
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Home for lunch, WIFE tanning outside. I am so horny watching her. SHE accurately described our last encounter.
Sticky wetness all over her....licking her clean is so damn erotic.
I think i am going to convince her to suck my cock right now by the pool. As mentioned, it is isolated and covered by landscape. She realizes that I came home for a quickie. I know that she wont want to come inside b/c she is covered in tanning stuff all over her body. But kneeling in front of her as she lays out and inserting my cock in her hotwife mouth...YEP..that is what I want to do right now to my slutty/ cock craving wife!
I can predict that when she is doing this...she will be telling me how badly she wants jared or roberts cock.
Of course she will tell me that she prefers their cocks over mine to get me off!!
I love how hard I get just talking about her. I am addicted to HER!
Sticky wetness all over her....licking her clean is so damn erotic.
I think i am going to convince her to suck my cock right now by the pool. As mentioned, it is isolated and covered by landscape. She realizes that I came home for a quickie. I know that she wont want to come inside b/c she is covered in tanning stuff all over her body. But kneeling in front of her as she lays out and inserting my cock in her hotwife mouth...YEP..that is what I want to do right now to my slutty/ cock craving wife!
I can predict that when she is doing this...she will be telling me how badly she wants jared or roberts cock.
Of course she will tell me that she prefers their cocks over mine to get me off!!
I love how hard I get just talking about her. I am addicted to HER!
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"
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I think it might be interesting for Reese to comment on whether having Jared around makes it more or less stressful for him with respect to Michael type issues around Robert. The dynamic at play here seems healthy as long as Mrs R can keep all the balls in the air (pun intended) and not loose her mind.
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I spoke with Jared today. He asked if I still wanted to see him. I am off to a party on saturday night/ girls only.
I am thinking about having Jared meet me at the club where we will be at. I am a little cautious b/c most of the girls do not know that I am a hotwife. Two of my closest friends( L will be there) know that I hotwife. But the others have no idea.
I am not sure what to do.
Hubby says go for it/ not to worry what everyone else thinks!
What do you think?
I am thinking about having Jared meet me at the club where we will be at. I am a little cautious b/c most of the girls do not know that I am a hotwife. Two of my closest friends( L will be there) know that I hotwife. But the others have no idea.
I am not sure what to do.
Hubby says go for it/ not to worry what everyone else thinks!
What do you think?
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Tonight should be a lot of fun. Jared will be meeting up with me around 12. The girls have rented a hotel room suite. I told some of them that it may be very eventful later in the evening. They kind of know that I can be very wild/ I am thinking maybe I will sneak jared into my bed later when everyone is sleeping. Hubby is rock hard thinking of this scenario.
I am thinking that after meeting Jared, most of the girls will have a look of shock on their faces as we dance and maybe kiss. I love shocking some of them. Most know that my hubby and I share a very FUN life/ but they will be suprised to see all of this in real life. A lot of sexy possiblilites, L will be with us. I hope the girls can handle all of this! LOL.
One thing is certain, I will look very sexy for Jared, and all the men tonight.
Hubby has been taken care of/ a quickie b4 my shower. He is still like an animal with his penis/ and wondering how this evening will shape up.
I am thinking that after meeting Jared, most of the girls will have a look of shock on their faces as we dance and maybe kiss. I love shocking some of them. Most know that my hubby and I share a very FUN life/ but they will be suprised to see all of this in real life. A lot of sexy possiblilites, L will be with us. I hope the girls can handle all of this! LOL.
One thing is certain, I will look very sexy for Jared, and all the men tonight.
Hubby has been taken care of/ a quickie b4 my shower. He is still like an animal with his penis/ and wondering how this evening will shape up.
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The more a woman cums, the greater capacity she has for orgasms and sustained orgasms. I'd say the record I have experienced has been 10 squirting orgasms in 2 hours. Unlike us guys, the more a woman cums, the more she can cum. So I vote against Mrs. Reese saving any orgasms up for anyone. It doesn't work that way for them.aemn611 wrote:A vibrator - What a waste of good horney pussy! 4-5 cums is over the top by my experience. Enjoy don't spend all those cums without saving some for Robert.
Sharing your partner is a very loving act. Double her pleasure; double your fun.
Kevin Foster, The Three Marriage Enigmas: ". . . sex with a man other than her husband is simply the most erotic sex possible for a woman."
Kevin Foster, The Three Marriage Enigmas: ". . . sex with a man other than her husband is simply the most erotic sex possible for a woman."
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Dear Ms Reese,
I hope Jared got himself tested, and you are able to take his loads of cum bareback!
If the girls are too shocked, you and L can get a room for yourselves, and have Mr Reese, or better yet, Robert pay the bill!
LOL!
Have fun!
I hope Jared got himself tested, and you are able to take his loads of cum bareback!
If the girls are too shocked, you and L can get a room for yourselves, and have Mr Reese, or better yet, Robert pay the bill!
LOL!
Have fun!
Schwiiiiing ... Thud! (Projectile erection becomes vicious uppercut KO!)
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PS-
As regards a woman´s ability to orgasm, I once had a girlfriend that used to cum and squirt hard too.
One night after seeing and feeling her orgasm numerous times (at least 12) I began to keep count. Without including the previous orgasms, I counted her orgasming 52 times in the remainder of that night...
We fucked until dawn, and some of her orgasms were either orally or manually induced.
The bedsheets were soaked, we changed them twice that night, and the poor girl felt exhausted and dehydrated... lol!
Have fun!
As regards a woman´s ability to orgasm, I once had a girlfriend that used to cum and squirt hard too.
One night after seeing and feeling her orgasm numerous times (at least 12) I began to keep count. Without including the previous orgasms, I counted her orgasming 52 times in the remainder of that night...
We fucked until dawn, and some of her orgasms were either orally or manually induced.
The bedsheets were soaked, we changed them twice that night, and the poor girl felt exhausted and dehydrated... lol!
Have fun!
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I just received a text from my wife at 245am. She has ignored a few texts i sent earlier asking how her night was. I hate being ignore ...as well as denied. At this moment...i look at her xrated pics on my computer...i sit hard...wondering if I should jack off to her panties and worn nylons that she has worn many times for me(capturing her scent). But I also wonder why I continue to put myself thru this.....NOT having my most precious woman....anyway, her text made me realize why I endure this incredible angst.....
Sorry baby, having a lot of fun....love you lots.....ps...jared is in my room with L. call you tomorrow.
Fuck! I can not ever turn back. I want her so badly..she is free....independent..more sexual than any man could ever imagine...and she is still my hotwife....full of life and sexuality.
Oh well....time to go into my bedroom and pull our the ky jelly along with her sexy worn panties and nylons....capturing her scent as I stroke my cock to YET another orgasm thinking about young jared as he pumps my wife's pussy full of his cum!
goodnight!
Sorry baby, having a lot of fun....love you lots.....ps...jared is in my room with L. call you tomorrow.
Fuck! I can not ever turn back. I want her so badly..she is free....independent..more sexual than any man could ever imagine...and she is still my hotwife....full of life and sexuality.
Oh well....time to go into my bedroom and pull our the ky jelly along with her sexy worn panties and nylons....capturing her scent as I stroke my cock to YET another orgasm thinking about young jared as he pumps my wife's pussy full of his cum!
goodnight!
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"
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Ok, After I texted hubby, i shut my phone off for the night. I thought I would make him suffer in cuckold misery. Afterall what kind of hubby would allow his wife to constantly seek other men and have sex with them? Before I talk about Jared, I just want to say, he is young and fun and that is all. Jared came into my room. L was drunk and using her vibrator. She teased jared about not getting hard last time and that she hoped he was ready. Jared announced to us that he was loaded with Viagra again! I still dont know what to think of cheating like that from a guy 20 yrs younger than hubby.
Jared pushed me up against the wall and started grabbing my hair while kissing my neck. I started to grind my butt against his already hard cock. He started talking dirty to me, calling me a whore and telling me to suck his cock like the sexy wife bitch that I am. He started telling me that I am such a good cocksucker for a wife, that he needed more of my mouth.
I was so excited, dropping to my knees in my usual submissive manner and sucked his wonderful cock. L was begging for us to come to the bed. We stopped! Went to the bed, sitting on L's face she started licking my pussy. Jared watched and stroked his cock. L wanted to taste Jared. I moved from her face and watched as Jared entered her mouth. I started to lick her pussy until she orgasmed. I pulled Jard off L and kissed him deeply, exchanging L's cum in his mouth. I told Jared that I wanted to feel him fuck me. L moved from the bed and I layed on my belly. Jared fucked me from behind while L put her dildo in my tiny butthole. I was getting dp'ed by both of them. I orgasmed very hard a few times. I was exhausted! Jared didnt cum. He fucked L and I am not sure what happened next. Having a few too many drinks, and sexually exhausted, I awoke the next morning. Jared was gone. L was asleep. I picked up my stuff and headed home. I knew hubby would be waiting for me.
And that is another story.
Robert and I have a lunch date Wednesday.
Jared pushed me up against the wall and started grabbing my hair while kissing my neck. I started to grind my butt against his already hard cock. He started talking dirty to me, calling me a whore and telling me to suck his cock like the sexy wife bitch that I am. He started telling me that I am such a good cocksucker for a wife, that he needed more of my mouth.
I was so excited, dropping to my knees in my usual submissive manner and sucked his wonderful cock. L was begging for us to come to the bed. We stopped! Went to the bed, sitting on L's face she started licking my pussy. Jared watched and stroked his cock. L wanted to taste Jared. I moved from her face and watched as Jared entered her mouth. I started to lick her pussy until she orgasmed. I pulled Jard off L and kissed him deeply, exchanging L's cum in his mouth. I told Jared that I wanted to feel him fuck me. L moved from the bed and I layed on my belly. Jared fucked me from behind while L put her dildo in my tiny butthole. I was getting dp'ed by both of them. I orgasmed very hard a few times. I was exhausted! Jared didnt cum. He fucked L and I am not sure what happened next. Having a few too many drinks, and sexually exhausted, I awoke the next morning. Jared was gone. L was asleep. I picked up my stuff and headed home. I knew hubby would be waiting for me.
And that is another story.
Robert and I have a lunch date Wednesday.
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Actually I think it would have been great when I was twenty. I always had a soft cock with really good looking or challenging women. I am sure Mrs Reese is in that catagory. The reason my first love had to get her cherry popped by a strange guy was that I couldn't keep a hard dick when I first tried to fuck. The other problems were being in the middle of a group room at a swingers party with all the guys fucking every woman in the room, including my wife and I couldn't get a hard on even with really hot wives sucking me. The only sex I had was cleaning up after the other guys. I wish I could have fucked a hot woman just once without jello cock.
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mrwolfman, maybe you should try viagra! It sounds like your happy being a faithful cuckboi! xoxo!
I just heard from Robert. He asked that I save my pussy for him only till wednesday.
Of course I will!
Poor hubby has to go without his most prized possession.
Baby, when you read this, be ready to go without. I miss robert and his way! I want to be tight and horny for him Wednesday. I have been wearing your favorite panties and hosiery all day for you.
Have fun the next few days, I hope my scent is enought for you.
I just heard from Robert. He asked that I save my pussy for him only till wednesday.
Of course I will!
Poor hubby has to go without his most prized possession.
Baby, when you read this, be ready to go without. I miss robert and his way! I want to be tight and horny for him Wednesday. I have been wearing your favorite panties and hosiery all day for you.
Have fun the next few days, I hope my scent is enought for you.
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Yesterday my hotwife spent the afternoon and evening with Robert. It's so weird for me....at one time a while ago, I used to fantasize all the time about this happening. I would have the most intense orgasms thinking of this denial scenario occurring.
Now...its a weekly thing. I have learned to adapt to missing my hotwife. I have learned to control my impulses of a constant hardon needing relief.
Last night...I discovered an inner peace within myself......only because I blocked out my wife. I didnt think about her or where she was at. I didnt think about her loving Robert....kissing him...sleeping with him.....I didnt think about his cock fucking her...or both of them saying, "I love you baby" in the heat of the moment. (my wife has admitted that they do exchange "i love you's" during their fuck sessions.....it makes roberts orgasm more intense she says).
Last night....I learned another coping mechanism.
I was lonely....missing her badly...missing her scent and taste...her flavors all over her body.
Last night....I survived.
Today...I question why I do this again.....and again....and again......
Soon...I will become horny knowing that I will have my wife tonight!
Life of a hotwife husband.......ITS not as easy as you think!!
Now...its a weekly thing. I have learned to adapt to missing my hotwife. I have learned to control my impulses of a constant hardon needing relief.
Last night...I discovered an inner peace within myself......only because I blocked out my wife. I didnt think about her or where she was at. I didnt think about her loving Robert....kissing him...sleeping with him.....I didnt think about his cock fucking her...or both of them saying, "I love you baby" in the heat of the moment. (my wife has admitted that they do exchange "i love you's" during their fuck sessions.....it makes roberts orgasm more intense she says).
Last night....I learned another coping mechanism.
I was lonely....missing her badly...missing her scent and taste...her flavors all over her body.
Last night....I survived.
Today...I question why I do this again.....and again....and again......
Soon...I will become horny knowing that I will have my wife tonight!
Life of a hotwife husband.......ITS not as easy as you think!!
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"
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Reese, this is why I am still a bit unsure about the whole thing, hearing guys like you say these things. But at the same time, regardless of the consequences, I feel my wife SHOULD do this. But I have a feeling I will have at least some jealous, regretful type feelings about it. Were you the same way before you started?
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X Marx Despot
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lol, as you wrote this I was reading it (page 17), very hot! I will be reading all of it!
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Xmarx,
I want to be completely honest with you.
I still go thru a shit load of pain.....big time! The wrenching agony that I feel when she is gone...the emptiness....the weird feelings jumbling around my gut....it never ends.
I envy most men here who write and describe how they love when their hotwife is gone....b/c he can get things done..or b/c he has time alone...or b/c he wants her to be completely happy...and b/c he is totally unselfish and all his pleasure is derived from his wife's happiness..and if that means he has to give up her pussy than so be it!
My point is that I hate that feeling...but I also crave it. I love when my wife is sexy...slutty...seeking cock..denying me her body and soul.......only a hotwife husband will understand this fact of life for those who live in this lifestyle.
There isnt ONE moment when I find peace with this....when I dont have my wife...I go thru such a roller coaster ride of emotions....the ups and downs...the 45 degree angles..getting tipped upside down...feeling that euphoric excitement...and that PIT in my stomach at the same time.
I do not ever want to live without this.....but at the same time...its making me crazy!!
LOL........once your hooked..there is no turning back.
I dont think that my wife could really ever turn back also.
SHe loves meeting men...loves being with Robert....l
And if SHE did turn back....life wouldnt be the same for either of us!
Kjeld my friend...how are things with you and your hotwife??
I want to be completely honest with you.
I still go thru a shit load of pain.....big time! The wrenching agony that I feel when she is gone...the emptiness....the weird feelings jumbling around my gut....it never ends.
I envy most men here who write and describe how they love when their hotwife is gone....b/c he can get things done..or b/c he has time alone...or b/c he wants her to be completely happy...and b/c he is totally unselfish and all his pleasure is derived from his wife's happiness..and if that means he has to give up her pussy than so be it!
My point is that I hate that feeling...but I also crave it. I love when my wife is sexy...slutty...seeking cock..denying me her body and soul.......only a hotwife husband will understand this fact of life for those who live in this lifestyle.
There isnt ONE moment when I find peace with this....when I dont have my wife...I go thru such a roller coaster ride of emotions....the ups and downs...the 45 degree angles..getting tipped upside down...feeling that euphoric excitement...and that PIT in my stomach at the same time.
I do not ever want to live without this.....but at the same time...its making me crazy!!
LOL........once your hooked..there is no turning back.
I dont think that my wife could really ever turn back also.
SHe loves meeting men...loves being with Robert....l
And if SHE did turn back....life wouldnt be the same for either of us!
Kjeld my friend...how are things with you and your hotwife??
Reese!!!!
"I think therefore I am"
"I think therefore I am"
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X Marx Despot
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wow, thanks for sharing your honest feelings about this, I have read most of your posts in this thread so far.
I have a question for you if you dont mind:
Lets say that you could somehow magically determine the fate of another couple, take me and my wife for instance, knowing that I am very interested in hotwife/cuckold lifestyle and my wife is intrigued by it as well. Lets say you could flip a switch and we would NEVER do it, or go the other way and we would do it and our experiance would be identical to yours. What would you do? Are the "high" times worth all of this that you would inflict the same thing on another husband?
I have a question for you if you dont mind:
Lets say that you could somehow magically determine the fate of another couple, take me and my wife for instance, knowing that I am very interested in hotwife/cuckold lifestyle and my wife is intrigued by it as well. Lets say you could flip a switch and we would NEVER do it, or go the other way and we would do it and our experiance would be identical to yours. What would you do? Are the "high" times worth all of this that you would inflict the same thing on another husband?
Re: Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?
Great Question!