Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[reese]

Ballspanking...again your responses are excellent. It makes me think.
I want to give one last update until probably Monday evening.
My hw called me recently and told me that D and E tried to fuck her again.
D was not as pushy as E.
D finally gave in at E's urging and told her that they want to fuck her one more time.
My hw told both of them that she is too sore to fuck anymore and that tomorrow is my turn.
I am taking my child home early.
My hw and I are meeting at a hotel to share a hottub, pool and enjoying the luxury of a downtown hotel that caters to couples.
That wasnt the original plan, but I asked her if she would like that....she told me she would love to share a day in a hotel with me.
I figured the spa, sauna, hottub would be good for her.
I am proud of her...she wouldnt lie to me.
Of course I will ask E if anything happened.
I doubt it....because she asked me if she could shut the boys up and suck them off b/f she goes to sleep.
She told me that if she does that...then they will leave her alone tonight.
Of course I told her that I love when she is naughty like that.
She swallows both of their cum....she told me that E is E....but sucking off D is so hot for her...she loves the way he tastes...she loves feeling him cum.....his cum is sweet she told me.
She asked if it would be ok to sleep with both of them.....I told her thanks asking.
I couldnt give hold off any longer...NO I didnt tell her that E and I had a little game going on.
I told her..............if she wanted to fuck D one more time to go ahead tomorrow morning.
She told me that E is a 3rd..joining in at times. but she thinks that E has gotten the clue...both my HW and D are really hitting it off.....constantly kissing....touching....she and D took a few showers together.

I made it though the weekend, I am so relieved!

I can have my HW back again tomorrow.
D will be with her all day on Friday, so I will have 4 full days with her.
She asked me if she could spend the night with D on Friday...I will be working late...I told her that would be hot!
Saturday morning, she told me that she wants to help D look for an apartment.
She asked me if I am ok again....with D wanting to spend a lot of time fucking her and hanging out with her....I asked her if this is what she wants.....SHE TOLD ME YES!!

I am happy..........finally!

[wifewatcher1001]

Far be it from me to throw a blanket on this. I've been following the journey like everyone else & it's extremely hot & a complete turn on reading of your & Ms. Reese's exploits. But, about halfway through, I started getting a red flag going off in my head. I haven't said anything because (a) with all the advice & encouragement that's been given, no one likes a negative messenger, and (b), the knowledge my so-called "red flag" might be completely off-base. I was hesitant to say anything, not knowing it was good advice or not.

But the whole "D" thing: the apartment & "if you'd been here, you'd have wanted me to come home now," etc etc, bolsters what I'd felt earlier. Maybe you need to consider going slower or even taking a break.

I wouldn't want to see you get devasted. I lost a longtime GF doing some of this stuff years ago, but my circumstnaces were very different, I made some mistakes you clearly haven't made, & as many attest here, this can often work out wonderfully.

Again, I could be totally wrong. Recommend you search your feelings (sorry for obvious the StarWars reference), to see if this is also some of what you're feeling. If it's not, then just disregard the suggestion.

Good luck Reese

[o1sunbeach]

My wife sees her boyfriend alone, usually for a 2 night stay once a month. It should give you a sick feeling in your stomach knowing what will be going on. I help her pick out clothes and carry her bags to the car. I have mixed emotions as I kiss her goodbye knowing it will be 2 days before I see her again. The second night is the hardest because they are able to spend more time together socially. She dresses as he wishes for their dinner date which is hard for me .(also turns me on) There also seems to be more cuddling on the second night. She is also exclusive to him.

[laura]

Compared to your wife, I’ve moved at a snail’s pace along this same path of dating alone without my hubby. I’m even a little envious: a weekend away with two adoring boyfriends at once. I’d love to try that someday. And my hubby would love it for sure. Even when I’m away on a date, I keep him very involved.

I’m enjoying sharing in the excitement of your adventure (and with over 8000 hits, obviously, I'm not alone)!
Kisses,
MrsFunseeker

Compared to her I've also taken the slowest train of dating singly only.

I almost mistakenly wrote that I have never had a weekend or even an all-nighter away with a hot guy-but it isn't true, how could I forget years ago with hot guy #1?!? and the weekend we spent holed up together in a motel someplace along the beautiful Oregon coast where we fucked and sucked so many times that the number also has slipped from my memory? One memory is clear however, and it's almost (read: is) embarrassing to admit this, but there was one thing I wanted from hot guy that weekend-one little piece of foreplay that was going to turn me on like no other and set our sex-making up just right for the two nights we would spend together...

...I wanted to sit in the bathroom and watch him shave. Odd isn't it? Even now with current hot guy I occasionally daydream of him shaving...

Anyways, what a weekend for you! I am also enjoying your thoughts and feelings as things progress.

Laura

[BallSpanking]

Treat her gently, my man...

She deserves some pampering for being such a hot, good HW this weekend.

If you have a chance to post some more pics, I'd love to see them.

Thumbs way up for Ms Reese!

Cheers!

[Softail]

Ih,


WHY do HW hubbies go through such torment!
WE are crazy!
WE are like drug addicts!
We are like alcoholics!


BUT it is so much safer!

Never Fuck and Drive.
BTW - Your insight and others on this board is awesome.

[reese]

We are home, and I have a wonderful story to tell.
I need to take care of some things at home, I will be sure to write very soon!
Thanks for the wonderful comments and words of caution!
Every comment that I receive, I truly appreciate and take into very serious consideration.
WOW....is all I have to say...I cant wait to tell you everything!

[reese]

Hello everyone!
Happy Memorial Day to all my American friends.
Not to sound too patriotic...but today, I will take a moment to comemorate all our soldiers in the military and to give a moment of silence to our fallen soldiers who fought for our freedom!

I dont want to disgrace this moment, so I will write my story with my next post.

[BallSpanking]

Hi, Reese,

Glad to hear you are all back home.
Can't wait to read about Ms Reese's adventures!

Cheers, buddy!

PS-

Pics are always welcome! lol

[reese]

Here it is,

My hw....so damn missed this weekend........met me at a very upscale hotel.
I reserved the room and was in it already.
On her way, we didnt speak, just texted. I told her the room number and awaited her arrival.
I was hoping there would be no more suprises....no D or E, just us!
I was watching a ballgame, dressed very sexy, flowers at the bed, her favorite drinks at the mini bar, and going crazy with anticipation. I felt like we separated and didnt have contact for years! My heart was racing, my lust was ridiculous....the hotel clerk who checked me in........I was ready to ask her to my room so I could seduce her...of course I was only thinking of that possibility in my mind.....LOL!
I heard her knock at the door.
Oh my god.........there was my wife, dressed in hot shorts(it was very warm outside), very sexy scandals(the ones that drive me crazy...leather soles....meaning incredible scent)and a very sexy halter top(not sure what they are called...looks like the one Jessica Simpson wore in the Dukes of Hazard, but not as country ho down).
Her hair was perfect, her toe nails were freshly painted, her face was very tanned, she had light make-up applied to her face, and her scent was beyond intoxicating.
SHE didnt say a word.
She walked up to me, put her hands over my face and gave me the most intimate kiss that she has ever given me.
That kiss was filled with LOVE....nothing more or less!
The feeling that I felt was so intimate and passionate.
I stepped back and told her that I loved her.
She put her finger to her mouth and told me............SHHHHHHH!
She walked into the room, took my hand and led me to the bed.
She slowly undressed me.
She whispered to me in the fucking TOO SEXY voice...."baby, I am so in love with you, I want to make love to you all day and night".
She kissed my body as she undressed me.
I have not seen her this assertive ever!
She knows how much I love to be aggressive...NOT HER...but at this moment, she was a goddess to me....the perfect woman!
She kissed my neck...sending chills down my spine, she licked my softly...taking off my shirt, she kissed my nipples....licked my belly button, and slowly started to touch my cock.
I lay on the bed and she was down at my navel, she looked up at me and gave me that look...you know the look men....her eyes filled with lust...every hot lady knows the look. \
She was orally licking my cock with her eyes.......looking into my eyes, she told me that she was a very very bad girl and that she wants me to experience what D and E did over the weekend.
She told me that while she was with them, her urge to BE with me was overwhelming.
Again, before I spoke, she SHHHHHHHHHHH ed me!
Unbuckling my belt, total seduction!
I was so damn firm.........whatever I felt, the Viagra manufacturers should've been able to test my blood levels and marketed another pill.....b/c NO drug would have had the same effects as the erection I had building up in my wife's presence.
I was zoning out...........I was entering into my own twilight zone.....euphoric sensations....I have never taked estacy, but I am sure that I felt some of the effects that I have only read about.
She took my cock in her hands and started to stroke my married cock.
I was sure to save myself, knowing I had a nice load of hot cum for her.
She didnt want that at this moment.
She wanted to control me...tease me to that point of NO RETURN!
If I thought my hotwife controlled my libido...at this moment she OWNED IT!
I lost complete control over my sexuality to her....at that very moment!
She sucked, stroked, licked and loved my cock for a few minutes.
She took her fingers and inserted them in her pussy....making me lick her fingers....I immediately came back to reality and wondered if I was also licking D or E's cum.
Her pussy was sticky...very sticky and of course not much taste....maybe a hint of sweetness.
I licked her fingers like a desperate animal........like I have never licked anything so delicious in my lifetime.
SHe told me that she wants my cock.......NOW!
I wanted to be resistant...to hold back and tease her but I couldnt.
I loved this moment. I was in another world.
I was reaching my NIRVANA!
She sat on top of me....quickly removing her hot pants....
She immediately sat on my cock...riding me with reckless abandon....fingers ripping and tearing the skin on my chest.
She orgasmed so hard at this moment.
Dripping all her sweetness, she removed herself from my cock and sat over my mouth.
I was licking up every ounce of my wife's pussy.
Again, I could'nt help but think to myself if I was also licking up her lovers cum.
My cock was so hard.....while licking her pussy, she bent down and swallowed my cock.....greedily sucking me....so deep, I wanted to cum.............but I also wanted her to work for ME!
I stopped myself, toying with her...teasing her.....licking and sucking her clitoris....telling her how bad and naughty she is.....talking to her and telling her that she is a slutty wife that loves cock so much....she was starting to scream for my cock...I was worried that there would be a bang on the door........but I continued talking to her as I licked her pussy.

ALL of a sudden......my wife stopped sucking me...removed herself from my mouth and lay next to me(we had a king sized bed).
She did the unthinkable.....
SHE started telling me how much she loves fucking D.
She told me that his cock is as hot as mine.
She told me that she loves his cum.
She told me that she wants his cock so badly...and no matter what I say, she is going to fuck D whenever she wants.
She told me that he is in the parking lot..and as soon as she finishes fucking me...she is leaving to go spend the night with D.
SHe told me that D gave her permission to fuck me....only this time....and that she has no more rights to her pussy...ITS D'S pussy now baby...and we can not do anything about it1
She told me that D will be her fulltime lover...and that I will only fuck her when D gives her permission.
She told me that I am only allowed to jack off to her feet and lick her pussy clean at all times.

I FUCKING ORGASMED SO HARD.................I lost my mind.
I shot my cum so hard into her...while she was telling me this...I was aggressively fucking her pussy...trying to take control of it as mine!
I orgasmed so hard!
Oh my god!

Once I had orgasmed, she held me tight and kissed me.
She released her pussy from my cock and went into the bathroom and told me that she will talk to me tomorrow, she has to get back to D who is waiting in the car.

At this moment, she ran out of the bathroom and jumped on top of me and told me, "GOT YA"!

She then said, "baby, did I make the fantasy real for you"?

I asked her if everything she said was true, she gave me a very silly look and told me NO!
She thought of that on her way to the hotel.
She wanted to give me a very memorable orgasm!
She was here to stay!

Part 2 later....
I will write about everything else that happened after my orgasm.

[BallSpanking]

Hi, reese!

As Napoleon once said......

"Nnnnnrrrrrgggghhh!!!"

Fuck!

I can't wait to hear about her weekend!

Cheers, mate!

[reese]

Part 2;
There is so much to write about..I will try to shorten the details if you all dont mind.

After she got off me, she told me how much she missed me, how she was confused at times...about WHY all this is happening to her........is this the way life will be in our marriage.....how much she craves D and how this confuses her.....how she WILL not lose me........how she gets SO HOT over my manliness, my ability to give her this freedom and still make her pussy wet by my strength.........how turned on she gets when I let her go....turned on bc SHE feels pressure to PERFORM for me...and if I ever have an inability to cum b/c of our lifestyle, that that will devastate her!
I was suprised, I thought that I would be the "one" in our marriage to WORK for her after her 1st weekend fucking 2 men without me! I was in FEAR..........not knowing if I "really lost her". I write about losing her to E or D and how hot that is.but in my mind...I know that I really didnt lose her...I just lost her pussy............I lost her body and a little of her mind for a moment..but I DO realize that I really do HAVE HER! Following me?
But my wife being afaid of losing me..............I loved hearing that........I felt like THE MAN............after fucking 2 hot men....and starting to fall for D........or be captured by him........I expected my HW to tell me how much she loved her weekend............how much she wants HIM........but she was long winded telling me that most of the weekend...all she could think about was ME..........not my cock..not my body..........but just ME and how much she loved me and didnt want to lose me. She told me that she could drop D and or E in a second..and that they are only part of her HW world...and that world is basically MAKE BELIEVE.......she admits to me that that world is not real.
I am her man...........and she firmly needed to know that and have me re-assure that to her!
I had to re-assure her that I wasnt going anywhere...and that she is MY WORLD!

WOW..............all that worrying for what?
My HW was the one that needed to be re-assured!
I was suprised!
DO you want to know the details of the weekend with E and D?
Do you want to know if she fucked D when I asked her not to?

More later.

[BallSpanking]

Hi Reese,

That's extremely hot, my friend.

Perhaps you should underscore for her that she has NO reason to fear losing you, as long as she continues being so HOT.
As long as she continues to explore her own sexuality with lovers like D (and E), and better yet, a well hung athlete (with lots of stamina) that can take her places she's never even dreamed about!

It is truly sweet that was so concerned for you during her wild weekend, but in future, I think she will even have a MORE amazing time if you can lay that anxiety to rest.

Explain to her that you love her incredibly deeply, and that is precisely why you are able to give her this extraordinary freedom to play with other guys!

As long as she continues to be your loving HotWife, and fucks other guys for you (and naturally, for her) she has no reason to fear.

Explain that it's natural for her to feel a little confused (particularly in that this was her first time alone, with two guys), but as she gets into it, those emotions will diminish and allow her to really concentrate on her lovers, and give it her ALL, without any fear of losing you!

I can't wait to read the rest!

Cheers!

[BallSpanking]

PS-

The reason this is "all happening to her" is that she is so INCREDIBLY HOT! lol

She's only now beginning to tap hat potential!

Amazing!

[reese]

Ballspanking,
Thanks again, I will try to get some pics to you soon.

[reese]

Part3,
The juicy stuff!
Ready?
Too much to remember.
We talked about all the stuff that happened, and while she was giving me details of the sleeping arrangement, I was so hard....I had to fuck her again. This time she was hurting. Her pussy was very sore, and with my banging it like a 18yr teenager, I am sure that I was hurting her.
She asked me to lay with her in bed after room service.
We talked about us before she got into details again.
She told me that she loves living her life like this but by no means does she want this to consume our marriage.
She felt that it was.
She felt that I was eagerly pushing her away and she wanted to make sure that I was completely devoted to our marriage.
It took some time to finally make her content but she finally was ready to talk in more detail.

Here it is, but first I want you all to know that I am sorry if I do not make it read like a novel or some penthouse forum article, but I am tired and my mission is to be accurate.....I just dont have the energy to put too much effort in the way I make it appear in this forum!

Drive to the cabin........D and my HW drove together, E drove alone.
My hw and D had a nice heart to heart talk and she made a point to tell him that HE better not underestimate OUR love for each other....and that if she ever felt that HE was causing any tension to our relationship, that she would end it with D.
D was very cool about everything. He thinks I am a unbelievable husband and kind of admires me b/c I have HER and I must have some incredible thing going on with her to find such a sexy/perfect woman like her.
D assured her that there IS no way that he wants anything more from her than SEX and companionship.
HE is devoted to her kids...and is fighting a custody/divorce battle..so he needs to keep things on the DL.
He wants to take a long break from relationships..so she is perfect for him.
E and D are good buddies...long time friends.
After my hw was convinced that D WILL NOT be a threat, she played with him a lot....teasing him...and playing with his cock a lot...kissed him a lot....put her fingers inside her pussy and had him lick her fingers...she does that a lot to me also.
THey were at the cabin...and after unpacking....E and D asked my HW to join them in the hot tub.
She went in naked...
They all fucked each other in the hot tub.
She thinks E and D might be bi...they didnt shy away from helping her do the cock play.
She didnt go into detail about that...I didnt care anyway.
E was a lot of fun..fucking her in odd positions in the tub.

After the hottub..they ate...relaxed...had a lot to drink and went to bed about 2am.
She slept in the middle of both of them..and everyone passed out no action in bed.
Once awake in the morning....E was in the shower again...and D was sound asleep.
She was feeling very naughty and woke him up by sucking his cock........he woke up and loved it.
He didnt want to cum...telling her that he needs to build up his stamina.
MISTAKE!
My wife rode his cock..touching her breasts and making him within minutes as she tells me.
E went into the room and while my hw was riding his cock....he stood up and she sucked his cock while he was cumming.
They all took a break and just hung out.
They drank a lot again, We texted a lot...and she and her lovers smoked some funny stuff and really went into a zone.
THEY WANTED TO DP HER.
She told me that E fucked her pussy while D and his cock fucked her butt.
She orgasmed a lot while they were doing this..and she told me that she loves doing that.
They fucked a lot...and were very tired after that.
I talked to E later that night and if you remember, I asked him to try to fuck my HW.
As much as I want to tell you that they DID fuck around and that my HW went against my request NOT to fuck them anymore....SHE DIDNT.
I Love her so much for that!

D and my hw talked a lot...he respected her decision to save herself for me.
NO more fucking.

When she left to visit me at our hotel............they both were in the bedroom while she was getting out of the shower..stroking their cocks........

Asking her to suck her off wasnt fucking....and she greedily sucked them off.
She told me that she knew that I would find that HOT....not fucking them gave me the control........but sucking their cocks gave it back to her while keeping her promise to me.

More to come soon.

[BallSpanking]

Dear Reese,

As you can, please make it as long as you think it needs to be.
It's so hot it just about burns up the monitor!

She is outstanding!

Cheers!

[Open2it]

Reese,
You're both beyond hott! Give your sweet wife a kiss and tell her she has more fans than she knows. You've done an outstanding job of detailing the emotional rollar coaster of hotwifing. If you can get her to put down her thoughts as well it could be a best seller (or at the very least belongs in the OHW's Library as a must read). Enjoy and thank you very much for your (her, E, & D's) efforts!!!
O2

[MrsFunseeker]

Reece,

I would encourage your wife (so Sweetie, this is really from me to you – from one HW to another) to write down what happened in her own words to whatever level of detail she decides. The more detail the better, though. But don’t necessarily do it for the forum or even for your husband (although he’d love reading it, I’m sure)! Do it for yourself because some of the details may fade from your memory after awhile. Some of the intense emotions will be forgotten as you become more seasoned in this Lifestyle. Imagine how wonderful it would be, years from now, to be able to re-visit the entire episode if you had written it all down.

I did that very thing and I’m so glad I did. My “story” story happened a year and a half ago and it is amazing to go back and read my own words.

Just a suggestion – you are such an amazing Hotwife!!!!!! You inspire us all, Mrs Reece!

Kisses,
MrsFunseeker

[reese]

OPEN2IT,
Funny you should request that my hw puts her thoughts down for all to read.
I asked her to do that and she agreed.
I will attempt to have her write very soon.

More from this past weekend:
After she gave me a detailed account of the sex that was shared between everyone, we took a break, and decided to share a few drinks at the hotel bar.
I knew that she had a very challenging weekend, so I decided that having a few cocktails would allow her to speak freely.
I knew that there was something that she wasnt telling me.
She was more nervous than I was with this weekend of hot wife play.
She was very insecure with the fact that her actions would possibly change "us" forever!
I dedicated some time to express my happiness to her.
I told her how much I admired her; for having the courage to "live outside the box" as she added an incredible stimulus to our relationship.
I told her that most men only dream of their wives becoming a hotwife; having sex with other men and sharing all the details with their husbands.
I told her that we have become good at balancing our marriage with hotwife play and dedication to our individual happiness.
I told her that this will always be fantasy play; that even though our lifestyle is real, our actions are only fantasy fulfillment.
She told me that she needed to hear that from me.
She told me that once she learned to relax, playing with E and D was something that she never would have dreamed about.

The best was yet to come.
As she started to relax, I told her that I tested her by asking E to attempt to have sex with her.
She laughed at me in amazement as she told me that she thought "I was up to something".
She told me that before she left, it was very tempting...she wanted to fuck both of them one more time, but she wasnt sure if I was playing around with the NO sex thing, so she decided to not take a chance.
She also told met that E is a trusting friend. He sensed that she was really into D and he knew just when to join in and when to leave them alone. He was constantly asking her if she was comfortable and talked about how she admires the way I trust her.

My wife told me some interesting stuff in regards to D.
He was very much into her.
He was very adament wanting to be with her a lot.
He asked her about how I would feel if he lived near our home.
He told her that he respected me and that he would ask my permission to fuck my wife on a regular basis.
He told her that no matter how he feels, if I am uncomfortable, he would back off!

He said all the right things to my wife.
She asked me if I was comfortable fucking D a lot more than once a week.
I told her that would turn me on very much!
That was our goal, finding a regular fb/boyfriend for us.
I asked her if we would be engaging in mfm sex with her, or did she want him fulltime without me being present.
She informed me that D has all kinds of ideas, that he wants me to enjoy the fact that he is fucking my wife, and in that regard, he wants to suprise me with a lot of erotic encounters with and without me being present.

MY hw told me that D is really sexy to her.
That her mind wanders off a lot and she outlines his body in her mind.
She gave him a pair of her panties as a sign of her need to fuck him more.
She told him that she knew that I would be very excited about the fact that he would live close to our home.
She told me that she will share her pussy with him and myself.
She wants to give him as much of herself as she gives me, knowing that this would make me happy.
She loves the fact that this man goes crazy over her.
She texted him a few times last night, first asking me if it was ok to do that.

I set some ground rules that she agreed to, and they are:
She has unlimited access to D.
Whenever she feels the need to be with him, I am ok with that.
If either she or I have any problem with this lifestyle, we are obligated to immediately talk about it to the other partner.
She can spend the night with D whenever she chooses.
She must always dedicate herself to our marriage first and foremost, everything else comes second in her life in regards to D.
She agreed to all of that.
I promised to always give her that freedom that she now desires.
WE both agreed that we would find another man, whether it's E or another man to mix things up......so D is not exclusively her only fb.

Finally, my HW told me that she wants D to be a part of her life....not for friendship but for sex only.
I told her, why wait for Friday?
I encouraged her to meet with him after work today to help him apt shop.
She agreed and texted him last night to set up their evening.
She promised me that she would have sex with him...........and I can not wait!


More to come!

[reese]

Mrsfunseeker,
I will be sure to request to my hw that she reads your post.
Thanks again for your kind words and support.

[voyeur]

WOW!!! Very Hot!!! Thanks for sharing Reese.

[reese]

My hw is up and getting ready for work.
She goes in later this morning and she agreed to write briefly her thoughts.
She told me that she is nervous about people reading her words.
Be patient with her everyone, she isnt into displaying her thoughts to the public; she is a very private person when it comes to her life and shared info.

One more thought from me though..........Knowing my HW hungrily wants to fuck D.....I love that feeling, knowing she is independent, liberated and is thinking about fucking another man often.
Knowing her body will be held by another man.....her pussy is shared....knowing he is going to cum inside her this week....I am so happy right now.

I thought that I would be a wreck right now...knowing that my hw is actively into another man....more than any other before, knowing she has spent a few days alone with him.....WOW....I am handling this better that I expected.

One more thought to share.........my hw is now ready to have sex without worrying....her she has taken the pill for close to 3 wks now and has the go ahead with to have sex without a condom.

I cant wait for that to happen..........knowing another man is cumming in her....his cum will be filling her pussy...our lifestyle is going to another level.
She is excited about this added feature as well.

One more thought................SHE and I will be spending the evening together.
She will be with D later this afternoon to look at an apartment building and hopefully a quickie....I will be out till around 7pm and my hw promised me that she will be home around that time to spend the evening with me.

I know some of you probably think that we should spend the whole wk together w/o E or D....but I encouraged this....i am very happy with the time we spent the past 2 days together....and the more involved she is with D the hornier I am!

Plus....I cant wait for the moment she comes home to tell me that HIS cum is leaking down her leg.....there is something about that............reading from the other threads...knowing my HW has fucked a man and his cum is inside her.....that to me is very hot and erotic!


I am hoping she writes very soon.

[reese]

Hello to everyone out there.
Ok, so my husband really wants me to write to you.
I feel very funny about this, but will give it a try. Be patient with me,whoever is reading this.
I am not a professional writer, but my husband will proof read this for me.

What do you want to know?

I love my husband more than words can explain.
He is my best friend and my perfect lover.
I love everything about my life when I am with him.
I tell him often that he is my world.
He has my heart always and forever.

I have read some of his comments but I dont have time to read all of them. He is at the computer a lot more that I am.

He told me that everyone already understands what led me to the point in my life that I am at now with my lover.
I have been told to keep their names only at their initials.
One thing that he told me is to speak freely.
I will admit, it is easier writing how I feel than talking face to face.

I am still not sure what to say, my time away this weekend was wonderful.
I was very nervous but excited.
My husband was so generous to me.
I could not do that, give him to another woman for a weekend.
He scares me at times because he is so confident and willing to take chances.

I was with d and our good friend e.
I will say, I was much more comfortable with e. But d was full of mystery to me.
My husband knows how I feel about d.
He is like my husband in many ways. Somewhat younger, built the same with very masculine features, nice abs, and a cute butt. He is very sexy and confident. He is on my mind a lot and that makes me nervous at times. I need to balance both men in my life and feel like I am cheating my husband when I think of d too much. This is all new to me, and at times, I have a very difficult time with this. Spending too much time with d could cause problems and that I do not want.
My husband allows me the freedom to spend as much time with d now, and as much as i want to, I will be very careful.
My husband teases me telling me that we better not be the couple that loses each other ever since we started living our new life. That worries me. If I lost my husband, my life would not be the same forever.

One thing that he doesnt talk about is the emotional connection that I am developing with d.
I need that. I can not just have sex with a man repeatedly without feeling anything. I warned my husband that I am starting to feel more with d. He assured me that this is normal. Is it? Am I supposed to feel this way and still maintain a loving marriage? This confuses me.
I really like d. When we make love, I am confused. I feel myself coming closer to him. I am very attracted to him. What happens if I fall in love? My husband has never heard me utter those words, when he reads this, he will finally know that I am very worried about this happening. I can not just have sex. Women are made up differently.
I will be spending a few hours with d today. I will tell him the same thing. That we all are taking a chance on falling in love.
What happens to all of us if that happens? I do not want to lose my husband. Can a woman fall in love with her lover and maintain a loving marriage at the same time? This is so new to me.

There, I told you how I feel.
Sorry for not writing as well as my husband. I can not write about the details, they are more private to me. I do not mind reading his account of my experience. I actually love reading some of his messages on how my time with d and e happened.

Thank-you.

MY husbands hotwife.

[BallSpanking]

Reese,

You are THE MAN!

And Ms Reese is THE babe HW!!

Kudos to you both!

Can't wait for the upcoming developments.

BTW, you are the best arbiter of how much time, and 'when' to spend your time together with your wife, our opinions are just that, opinions.

Please thank your wife for having the courage to live 'outside the box' (though perhaps the term 'the box' is a bit of a double entendre here, lol), and for having the sweetness in her disposition, and the attentiveness to care for her marriage and her lovers at once.

She is, in a word, sublime.

Cheers, mate!