Hotwife going out alone/why is it too difficult for me?

[mrs_reese]

I wonder what it's like for a man to not know when his wife will be bad and wild? What goes thru his mind during the course of his life. My hubby tells me that its a constant rush. It keeps him on edge all day. It becomes so overbearing that he has to focus on something other than me. He tells me that he LOVES to be suprised.
Well!

Justin just left and I am leaking his cum all over my husband favorite leather chair. I think I will leave my mess on his chair
Young hot stud cum and my sweet pussy juices on his fav chair.
I hope you read this sometime today honey, b/c I am not going to tell you that YOUR wife just got layed in your bed with her young hot sexy 20 something lover.

John and I will be spending the night together tomorrow.
I am excited about the gift he has for me.
He claims that this gift will finally make me decided to commit to him entirely as his trophy wife.
We will see!

[BallSpanking]

John would be SOOOO lucky to eat Justin's cum from your sweet pussy...
Will you be packing Justin's creampie for your date with John tomorrow, sweetie?

PS-
Any chance we might see some new pics of you in the hotties section?
It's been too long!

[bubbajack]

Squirm all you like, Mr. R!

Your hotwife's deep devotion to you has not been compromised - not even nicked - by ANY of the extramarital delights of which she has partaken so far ...

But virtually unlimited money and power - will it get to her?

My guess is that she will soak John for as much of the fun and thrill of "being owned" as she can induce him to dish out for her enjoyment but in the end he will have to be content with having the memory of an expensive but temporary taste of the mighty Hotwife Pussy!

(At least I hope so ... )

[Aynsley]

Very HOT, Mrs. R.
Very HOT!!

[mrs_reese]

Hi,
I had a bit of a pregnancy scare last weekend.
Everyone kindof freaked out, but I am negative.
I will report more soon.
Sorry about not being around lately/
I miss u all.

[mrs_reese]

so last Friday, if I remember after Justin left, I left my mess on hubby's chair.
That was a funnier moment, hubby was so hard looking at his chair, soon afterwards we were fucking in bed. I have grown very fond of having my husband's penis inside of me after having sex with my lover. It feels so different. I am much more slippier and sticky and I like how it feels.

Saturday morning I freaked out b/c I realized that I havent had my period when I normally do.
Without getting into all the craziness of the moment I am ok now! But we did have a scare. I have BC so I really doubted that I was pregnant, but I was very worried bc of the timing of everything.

I cancelled John on Saturday b/c of my eveything going on.
We have talked quite a bit and this weekend, we will attempt to spend Friday night till Sunday morning together.
John wants me to spend the weekend at his house. I am excited about that! It will be a new adventure for hubby and I.

[mrs_reese]

So after a bit of a scare last week, I will attempt to have a fun weekend with John.
He and I plan on spending the weekend at his house.
This will be a 1st for me.
I am looking forward to the solitude of his house where we can really get to know each other without all the obstacles of hotels, restaurants and bars.
Hubby is nervous as he believes that I am starting to "fall" for John.
I like the mystery of not knowing what to expect next.
I wont be with Justin this weekend.

I wish I had more excitement to post but that is all that is happening right now.
More after this weekend.
I miss all of you.

[here4u]

Sounds very exciting to me and the poor hubby sitting at home. I hope we get some updates over the weekend. You will have fun for sure!

[sedvuslad]

Sounds like a HOT weekend ahead!!
But what of 'the gift' last Saturday?
I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who's curious as to that significant gift could have been.
Please let us hear about it.
SEDL

[Aynsley]

Oh great.
Now I'm going to have images of Mrs. R.'s sexy bod,
walking around John's house...Totally Naked all weekend...
...what a lucky bastard.


Can't you just see Mr. R., getting a text, Saturday afternoon:
"Hi Hun. Everything's fine. John's been very sweet and he Loves the fact
that I'm hanging out at his house, naked. I haven't had a stitch on me, since last night."

And, she'll probably take a page from JANE, and do it while
wearing sexy heels. There's Nothing like 'Nude in Heels'
to drive a guy crazy.

[mrs_reese]

Hmmm, Aynsley, I do have some very sexy shoes.
I DO plan on being naked a lot.


I cancelled our date last weekend.
I had other problems that I wrote about a few posts ago.

Im hoping hubby gets on line as I send him texts.

[54321]

Naked in a pair of strappy stilettos. Oh, baby!

Best wishes,


54321

[mrs_reese]

You should see how sexy my feet look in these bright RED sexy hi-heels.

John will be here around 3pm, he cant wait to see me and made me cancel my afternoon with hubby to be with him early.
Hubby will never admit this, but whenver I cancel a date with him for a lover, he goes crazy with lust and jealousy.
I am showering now, preparing for John all weekend.
Poor hubby, he will be left alone with his Hotwife care package. Worn shoes, stockings and my panties from Last night.
xoxo.

talk to you in a few days.
Wish me luck.
I am curious to what John has for me.
HE told me last wk that his gift will finally convince me to be owned by him.
We will see!

In the meantime. I told hubby to make sure to write when I post some texts to him tonight.

[reese]

My wife suggested that I post my thought today as she prepares for her date with John.
I havent been writing lately as my wife has hijacked this thread! LOL!
She has finished her shower, packed an overnight bag and has her outfit picked out for John.
My thoughts are all filled with lust and sex!

Watching a woman who captivates every sexual feeling that I possess prepare for her overnight date with her lover is an out of control experience for me. If you have a hotwife and you are able to watch her prepare for her fuck session you will share my feelings. Losing her; knowing that at this moment, you are not the emphasis of her life. You are second. She has mentally put you aside as she focuses on pleasing her lover. Her sexuality is shut down toward you and is opening up to accept her lover on this particular moment in her life.

As I watch her apply her slutty make up, texting John telling him how wet her pussy is already, I realize that she really wants this. There was a moment in our marriage when she started playing hotwife for us that I suspected that my wife played for my enjoyment. I used to grow impatient and wonder if all of this was worth the emotionally unpredictable experiences if her heart was'nt "in it". Those days are long gone now. When my wife prepares to meet her lover, she is doing this for herself.
I don't think I could ever tell her NO anymore! Now dont get me wrong, if I told her that I was worried or that I had a bad feeling about a particular lover, I know in my heart that my wife would stop! I know that our marriage is 1st in her life.
But she has learned to go into "shut down mode"!
She can do what men do best! Compartmentalize and live for the moment. In my opinion, most men will have an affair because they can shut down.....place their normal everyday life so far back in their minds and live for the moment. After sex.....men can usually go back into marriage mode....and for a while, live life in this compartmentalized world.

My wife is doing just that.....she can put aside the wife and mother...and live her life as John's lover.
I become very jealous with this type of existence. My wife understands this and she strives to go deeper into that shutdown mode for me!

I need everyone to understand that watching her is an amazing adventure but over the past few years, I have become less jealous watching her. I almost think to myself that I just want that moment of sex with her lover to end so that I can have her all to myself. I find myself doing everyday things...not worrying anymore if she is really into her lover...not worrying if he fucks her better than me!

I find myself needing that emotional fix much more than the physical fix of watching her fuck a man.
This is my new challenge....our challenge actually!

I encourage her to push the boundaries more and more toward a reality!
If she really wants to be owned by John than that really fuels my emotional fix!
I want those boundaries challenged when she goes into hotwife mode!
Does this make sense to you?

I know in my heart that my wife will never leave me! Why would she? She had the best of both worlds!
But for me personally, my sexual stimulus is fueled by the reality of my wife really wanting her lover much more than me and really desiring to be owned by her lover.
As I am denied, I am challenged to reclaim her no matter how much she resists.
That situation is the ultimate sexual nirvana for me right now!

Thanks for reading everyone!
I welcome your opinions.

[bubbajack]

My opinion: She will remain elusive and forever free because she is better at "this" (whatever you want to call it) than ordinary people can hope to be - she is a true genius!

You may very well find yourself again and again wondering what comes next, but you will have the satisfaction of knowing that she chooses to be with you. I sense that you are getting to be less worried about her and more in awe of her prodigious powers - which is as it should be!

She is very special and you should continue doing your best to give her what she needs to be her best!

Your (Both of you!)admirer,

Bubbajack

[sedvuslad]

Could we see a pic of those sexy red shoes?
It sounds like they may be the only things you'll be wearing this weekend.
SEDL

[mrs_reese]

Thanks BJ
Sedl, sorry maybe later, I am in a hurry.

Ok, I am leaving in 10 min. I have hubby waiting in our spare entertainment area as John will be here in 5 min.
I think I will kneel in front of John as he enters my husbands home and look up at him and ask if he would like for me to give him a hot blowjob!
Hubby will be able to hear me if John accepts my request.
I am soooo horny for John to own me!
I loved reading my hubby's post, that is why I love him so much.

Oh you should see me/ Black mini, sexy accessories and my RED shoes with bright red toe nails.

Did I tell that I jacked off hubby earlier, about 30 min ago?
I denied him my body as I made him put my panties to his face as he orgasmed fast for his hotwife.

i am feeling very very naughty right now.

[54321]

Go Mrs_Reese!

Pictures?.. please?.. pretty please?

54321

[greg1]

Reese, we can't wait to hear. Did he take her up on her offer of a blow job?

[aemn711]

You know, the whole scenario of the owned hotwife is pushed to the limit for most hubbys if the man who owns them has her parade around his house nude in heels most of the time. This would be especially powerful for Mr R if in fact Mrs R plans to do that alot. It is also a good way for Mrs R to feel owned as opposed to housewife mode where she's probably dressed most of the time. Should be an amazing weekend for Mr and Mrs R. Mr. R, can you say cucky angst over this and go beat off another 5 times?

enjoy

[reese]

Unfortunately my wife didnt send any pictures last night.
I could'nt endure the emotional and sexual highs and lows last night and decided to hang out with a few good friends and visit our favorite adult establishment.
It was so good to forget about my hotwife and have fun. I was able to put my mind at ease and enjoy some sexy gorgeous bodies rubbing against me.

One thing that was hard to impress upon me was the fact that I was with some good friends and gorgeous beauties but that my wife was with a man who is working hard to control her and make her his possession.

I kept checking for text messages and I have to admit that not hearing from her after a few hours made me edgy and nervous.
I am sure most hotwife husbands understand that empty feeling. Those thoughts of abandonment and rejection filling your mind. Those questionable thoughts of wondering "what in the hell is wrong with you" as you realize that your most perfect partner is with another man. Or how about thinking to yourself that your wife is completely flawless...have you ever had those thoughts? At this point, your wife is the most perfect woman to have ever entered your world!

So as I sat there at the girly club, I realized that no matter how sexy these girls appeared to me, nothing in the world could replace my wife and her delicious body and attitude.

Around 1am my wife texted me and told me that she had a lot to tell me. She told me that John is an amazing lover and that she really appreciated that I allow her to be controlled by him. She told me not to text her anymore that she wants to focus on John.
I asked her one time if she was fucking him a lot and if she was indeed naked in his house as she promised.
She replied....................Yes and Yes.

That was it! She kept me hanging on a thread all night. Ignoring me. I was confused,wondering if she was ignoring me because it fueled my sexual attitude or if she ignored me because she had let herself go and now was John's possession.

Later when I was home, I looked over videos of her in action, I looked in her closet and smelled her sex and body scent as I opened the door....I kneeled on the floor in her closet, put her panties and some sexy high-heeled leather shoes to my face and breathed in her scent....jacking off like a mad man who has just discovered a hard-on!

I let go...........and immediately felt horrible...missing my wife...completely alone and wondering if I am pushing her too far!

Its almost noon....and NO response from her.
I texted her...NO response....
She is with him still....probably laying in his bed....sitting on top of his cock....I can almost guarantee you that she has been fucked many times as she wanted to prove to him that she wants to be his possession.

I am left to assume.....lonely but suddenly horny again as I finish this post!!

Time to go back into her closet and jack off while my wife and her lover probably share more amazing sex!

[greg1]

Thank you for sharing your deepest thoughts and feelings with us. What a superbly written post from the heart. I'm hoping you'll be all over her as soon as she walks in the door.

[Aynsley]

You Da Man, Mr. R...You Da MAN !!


I'll be brief with my post.
Yes, I can relate to your angst from last night.
I've been there...tempted by others but can't take my mind of my HW,
and also anxiously waiting for the next text.

And no, I don't believe she spent all day with John in bed.
I'll bet she got up, naked, put on her sexy red heels,
and cooked John breakfast wearing only an apron.
...just to drive him crazy.

[aemn711]

You Da Man, Mr. R...You Da MAN !!


And no, I don't believe she spent all day with John in bed.
I'll be she got up, naked, put on her sexy red heels,
and cooked John breakfast wearing only an apron.
...just to drive him crazy.

+1 - I also think Mr R's post was excellent - what balls of steel. But you know the next gotcha is "Honey he fucked me so hard and so often that I am too sore to be touched probably for a week - and thats what john wants too when he will have me again"

[Aynsley]

Hey Mrs. R.,
you can't leave us hangin' like this ...