afagehi7 wrote: ↑Thu Jan 27, 2022 1:58 am
crystalhusband wrote: ↑Wed Jan 26, 2022 7:01 pm
BallSpanking wrote: ↑Wed Jan 26, 2022 12:45 pm
I can assure you he has DEFINITE plans.
I can bet on it. Crystal might be hotwife but she’s not that easy. Well they went for drinks and movie in AMC. He brought her back home before half an hour. They went for drinks then they watched Nightmare alley.
They made out in the parking lot, some kissing and he played with her tits and gave her long finger fucking and he took a souvenir - her panties. What a shame the most expensive I’ve ever bought - La Perla Maison.
I hope they’d meet again so I’d ask her to get her panties back that’s a good reason for next date , isn’t it ? Even I’m really concerned he’s exactly the type we want to avoid - Bull. With Crystal recent cuckoldress inclinations I’m feeling conflicted and aroused at the same time. Not that I don’t want to dip a toe in the water just I don’t know I don’t want us to loose control over the situation.
Augment your marriage don't destroy it. Sounds like you aren't ready yet. There will be other opportunities.
Attention: It's not one of my hot posts.
Of course, he's not ready, we're not ready yet. That's why we just talking about it. We're conflicted not only from the cuckolding part but from the lifestyle itself. It's like an addiction, it's toxic to your physical and mental health but you continue because it brings some kind of pleasure despite its destructive nature. You can't stop even you want to stop. It's like gambling, smoking, and alcohol the only dynamic is different. We want it. We love it. We want more of it.
Bill's desires to be cucked are there, and they ain't going anywhere. I'm not forcing or manipulating him into this, it's not healthy. That's why we're talking. The lifestyle itself makes life complicated, choosing to be a hotwife or cuckold it's not a choice at all.
So we talked a lot for the past 2 weeks. We both have an interest at least to explore. It wasn't me bringing the subject to the table, it's Bill. He spilled the bean we might explore the dark side of this lifestyle like it's no big deal. He was like let's try it and see if we like it.
Sometimes I'm conflicted too. I wanted to leave the lifestyle at least 3 times for the past year. Not because I don't love the power, freedom, and control. I wanted to leave because I felt like a whore deep inside. I love every aspect of being a hotwife, but I just couldn't stop feeling guilty about my sexual adventures. I can't speak for other hotwives but that's my feeling.
We want to avoid situations where one wants to take the dynamics one step further than the other is comfortable with. Mistakes happen, lines get crossed.
I can talk a lot but I don't want to get into pointless arguments. Anyone is more than welcome to share thoughts on it.