Does accessibility/circumstances make us who we are

[Desiplayer]

Does accessibility define us ? Life circumstances?

We started this lifestyle mid 20s now 33. from hotwife to now cockhold and variation of poly …since being in this life style it has been all about the wife…….

As result of becoming bi/gay cuck now …when I look back I have had more men in bed and hook ups than being with other women …I can count maybe 15 over the time …but since being in this cuck bi/gay lifestyle I have served many of my wife lovers to some of my own hook up…when I look back, I have had over 50 men I had pleasure of intimate bi/gay sex or jus cock experience….,


I find men are more accessible for quickies or are open for mm easier then women and also being in cuck lifestyle makes us this was as well..

How about others ?

[AZPainter]

I understand this very well, as I went through this after a lot of dating and a few relationships including one of them a 12 year marriage to a woman. Men are much more accessible sexually than women and usually with no games or strings attached. That is not to say some are looing for long term relationships. I gave a more detailed reply about the bi/gay preference in another of your posts. I lived the cuckold lifestyle with a wife and had monogamous relationships with women but now it has become a more gay active life for the last 25 years or so. I am 84.

[Desiplayer]

I understand this very well, as I went through this after a lot of dating and a few relationships including one of them a 12 year marriage to a woman. Men are much more accessible sexually than women and usually with no games or strings attached. That is not to say some are looing for long term relationships. I gave a more detailed reply about the bi/gay preference in another of your posts. I lived the cuckold lifestyle with a wife and had monogamous relationships with women but now it has become a more gay active life for the last 25 years or so. I am 84.

Thanks for your feedback and sharing your experience. I’m sure many cuck are in this situation may not admit or want to share. It took me couple of years of battling identity crisis and now I feel good wanting to be in mm relationship or hook up. Few years at early stage when i craved cock , I would feel guilty being straight or bi…now I feel super proud of myself being bi/gay more leaning on gay as solely supporting my wife …not pussy free yet. Get some, not active as we used ……as we are deeply into this life, slowly wife is kept busy with her current lovers, looking after the past and looking for new…lol