First GF

[tributeb20]

A few years ago I started dating a young girl. I was her first boyfriend. She was a truly virgin. I always had a huge desire for her, but there was a problem: my cock is small. Since we had to see each other in secret most of the time, we didn't have a place to explore our relationship and get to the penetration. In fact, I was always afraid of getting to penetration because of my small dick. I always played with her pussy but I didn't let her touch my dick out of embarrassment.

She was very naughty, we played in public places like emergency stairs and she always got very wet. I even asked her what her desires were and she said she felt like having sex with two people one day. We dated for about 3 years and, believe it or not, we never got to penetration. I took advantage of her body during oral sex but I only let her touch my dick a few times, most close to the end of our relation. Not even a blowjob. We tried penetration once but because I was nervous about getting caught I couldn't continue.

At the time she was already a hottie, everyone wanted her. Skinny, white, dark hair, delicious breasts, a angel face but deep down a real slut. We broke up and I couldn't fuck her. My biggest regret. If you could see how wet she got just from kissing...

To this day I have a huge desire for her and after I found out she started dating again I started masturbating myself imagining her having a real big dick fucking her, doing everything she couldn't do in the 3 years we were together, ridiculing the fact that she dated a guy for all that time without even having fucked her. Everytime I see a photo of her in a party or with some guy I already start to jerk a lot. How I wish to get her again only to tell her I need to see she fucking big guys.

I have her nudes and some photos and I end up sharing them on some sites so that several guys can see her wanting her and I end to masturbate myself. This happens a lot in these years. How I would love to see her fucking, that wonderful face receiving so much pleasure. Just writing this makes me almost cum.

Does anyone have a similar story? Or any comments to talk about this? Any question? I've always wanted to tell about this story but never found a place, until now.

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[PlzFuckMyHotwife]

I have her nudes and some photos and I end up sharing them on some sites so that several guys can see her wanting her and I end to masturbate myself. This happens a lot in these years. How I would love to see her fucking, that wonderful face receiving so much pleasure. Just writing this makes me almost cum.

Does anyone have a similar story? Or any comments to talk about this? Any question? I've always wanted to tell about this story but never found a place, until now.

I don't have a similar story to share, just some comments...

It's not okay to share her pics online (or anywhere for that matter) without her consent, I find that part of your story disturbing. Depending on where you live, that may be outright illegal. If it's not, it's certainly unethical. Her pics, while legally yours, are for personal consumption only.

[namitha157]

Sounds like my main bf.
He has a small dick.

I have never touched it. Hes never touched or seen my pussy I do let him jerk off around me. In a condom nowdays- he got cum on me once. I love him, he is really sweet. Just dont want it to be sexual. I have other guys for that that are good. And they have big dicks. Man dicks. They bring my pussy alive. They make me want to jerk off. I am still a virgin, but Ive done everything else pretty much. Just not with him.

Im so mean arent I

[jratt85]

I used to talk to "women" I met on Myspace back in ~2006-16 and this obviously was before "catfishing" was a thing, at least that anyone used the term for it. One girl I did actually talk to on the phone, see on cam a couple times, and she was black by way of Panama & Belize and I always joked that she was South-Central American, only made funnier (to me) by the fact that she was from Inglewood CA. (she did not find it funny AT ALL) We were each other's first phone sex and she was the first I "Dommed" and I introduced her to a lot of kinks that she'd (if she was telling the truth) later get to experience with several partners while I was left behind. She was/is three-four years younger than me. She met an older guy on Myspace that had a thing for young teens, she didn't see the problem coming, and she ended up marrying him to get out of an abusive household.. He promised her a lot of things and never delivered and quickly started talking to other younger girls while he had her to fuck as much as he wanted. Eventually she took off and went in the Navy and found freedom and soon decided to start fucking around meeting a bunch of older white guys that she was into (oddly built a lot like me but shorter) and supposedly ended up gangbanged and doing watersports and doing a bondage shoot in a closed prison and all this other stuff.. Meanwhile I was left behind and she started getting mad at me that I'd get turned on and jack off while she was telling me about these things she was doing as if it was the most mundane thing on Earth and it shouldn't be turning me on.. We talked off an on for over ten years until in my desperate need for attention and companionship I said something fucked up and scared her off for good.

In the meantime I had talked to other "women" from myspace, a couple close to my age that strung me along for years, would tell me all these slutty things they were supposedly up to, tease me about what they could get me to do to have the chance to be with them, and neither one of them ever once even let me talk to them on the phone, let alone meet them. So 20-30 I was strung along by these supposed women from Myspace just wishing they'd actually want me. And between that and reading my dad's Penthouse Letters in my teens, I think you can tell where my interest in cuckolding came from. It was during this time that I also got into showing off taking toys in me on cam for them.

I definitely miss having someone teasing me about the things I'd do just to be allowed to even eat her pussy, even if it was full of someone else's cum.. just for the chance to spend some time with her. Unfortunately the days of randomly finding women to talk to online seem to have disappeared for me, and at 30 I was diagnosed with a brain defect called Chiari Malformation Type 1, and figured out at long last that I'm autistic, and that's part of why I will say things I don't mean when I'm super desperate. Also in all these years (I'm 39 now) I still have never actually found a woman that wants to spend any sort of time with me. I settled when I was 21 for a short fat girl listening to my mother's voice in my head that looks aren't everything, but it turned out she had read my profile and said exactly what I wanted to hear and was 100% lying to me the entire time as to what she was into and what she'd be willing to do.. Despite giving her literally hundreds of orgasms with my fingers, she never once even stroked me off, let alone blew me.. The one time she got close she just like hovered over my head and blew hot air on it until I pushed her away realizing she had no intention of actually trying to make me feel good... and she ended it two days later. 18 years later, still no clue how to meet anyone, still never had anyone do anything for me.. not even give me toys to help me take care of my own needs or show off for them.


Going back to the brown (she said brown not black) girl I used to talk to.. I would've given/done anything to have seen a video of her deepthroating multiple guys and getting her little pussy pounded.. let alone the bondage shoot.. if it actually ever happened. I still wonder how much of what she said was real and how much was her just trying to make me jealous for some reason that only she knows. I would've sucked her clit while 100 guys pounded and creampied her if it would've meant that she would've given me head even once.. let alone rode me, same with the other "women" that I never got to talk to, let alone meet.

So yeah, I 100% get your need to see her getting fucked.. even if I don't have a tiny dick.. but as Brad Williams says "a small dick in a pussy beats a big dick in your hand." And it definitely does.. a big dick is pointless if no one ever wants it.