First sexual experience was with another guy.

[namitha157]

It just seems a feminine trait to have a penis put inside you.
To me it feels like its something a woman would want. Like, I want a penis inside me.
I accept the role that a man is going to penetrate my ass with his penis. Or in my mouth.

Would it be a continuation of this role? To continue to want to be in the accepting to be the woman in the relationship.

I guess this does not apply if you are the one putting his penis into another man.
Because you are taking the mans role of using his penis to penetrate.

Sorry, I am new to this.
I don't fully understand how it all works.

You need to be attracted to this to get an erection right? You can't become hard unless something has made you hard.

[isinlarsa]

My own experience was when I was about 15. A school mate invited me to overnight at his house. When I got there, he was sitting out on his house's roof, accessible from a bedroom window. He was much more sexually precocious than I, but no more experienced. He started talking about sex, and I got hot by his stories. It was all heterosexual, although he did get into some stories he read in magazines like Penthouse of two men on one girl. So in a sense, he primped the pump.

Later, when we went to bed in twin beds in his bedroom, he continued the sex talk. Then he asked me if I was hard, and I admitted I was. Then he asked if he could feel my cock. Reluctantly, I agreed. I was feeling very nervous but all the verbal sexual stimulation lowered my inhibitions. I let him. He did nothing more than put his hand around my cock; he didn't try to jerk me off. Then he asked me if I wanted to feel his cock.

At this point, I was torn. It didn't seem right to my then-religious teenage self, but I was curious. At this point it didn't occur to me that this might be homosexual. I gave in and reach over and touched his cock. Of course, I had touched my own hard cock before, but somehow this felt different to me -- and intriguing. He coaxed me to wrap my hand around his cock and squeeze it. I found it was exciting.

Next, he asked if he could put my cock in his mouth. Why I didn't say no, I can't say. I think I was in a bit of a sexual fog, where I was past resisting. He moved over to my bed, pulled the covers off me, pulled my briefs down, and took my cock in his mouth. His mouth was warm and wet -- a totally different experience from me masturbating. Next, he tried to take my balls in his mouth, and I stopped him.

He went back to his bed, but he wasn't finished yet. With mixed feelings, I moved over to his bed. His covers were off and he had taken his briefs off, so he was naked from the waist down. Gingerly I took his cock in my mouth. In retrospect, I realized it was more exciting to suck him than to have him suck me. Unlike him, I didn't try to feel his balls. Looking back on the experience, I think it scared me that it excited me. I didn't go any further, and retreated back to my own bed. Then next time I sucked another cock was 40 years later.

He then said, let's jack off together. So, we each masturbated. I didn't last long. All the sexual stimulation was too much and I went off like a rocket. He lasted a bit longer. After that we both went to sleep.

The next morning, we didn't say anything about what we did the night before. He did continued to talk sex, and said that he was going to find a girl he could fuck.

After that, I felt guilty and scared -- scared that I had enjoyed the experience, and if that meant I was gay (that was before we used that word for homosexual.). I didn't go over to his house again.

I wish I had. I'm sure my sex life would have started a lot earlier than it did. (It was six years later before I fucked a woman.). If we had continued to spend the night together, I'm sure we would have continued to have sex. Now, I realize that a man can have sex with another man without being exclusively homosexual. Also, given his sexual precociousness, I'm sure he would have found a gi

[isinlarsa]

My own experience was when I was about 15. A school mate invited me to overnight at his house. When I got there, he was sitting out on his house's roof, accessible from a bedroom window. He was much more sexually precocious than I, but no more experienced. He started talking about sex, and I got hot by his stories. It was all heterosexual, although he did get into some stories he read in magazines like Penthouse of two men on one girl. So in a sense, he primped the pump.

Later, when we went to bed in twin beds in his bedroom, he continued the sex talk. Then he asked me if I was hard, and I admitted I was. Then he asked if he could feel my cock. Reluctantly, I agreed. I was feeling very nervous but all the verbal sexual stimulation lowered my inhibitions. I let him. He did nothing more than put his hand around my cock; he didn't try to jerk me off. Then he asked me if I wanted to feel his cock.

At this point, I was torn. It didn't seem right to my then-religious teenage self, but I was curious. At this point it didn't occur to me that this might be homosexual. I gave in and reach over and touched his cock. Of course, I had touched my own hard cock before, but somehow this felt different to me -- and intriguing. He coaxed me to wrap my hand around his cock and squeeze it. I found it was exciting.

Next, he asked if he could put my cock in his mouth. Why I didn't say no, I can't say. I think I was in a bit of a sexual fog, where I was past resisting. He moved over to my bed, pulled the covers off me, pulled my briefs down, and took my cock in his mouth. His mouth was warm and wet -- a totally different experience from me masturbating. Next, he tried to take my balls in his mouth, and I stopped him.

He went back to his bed, but he wasn't finished yet. He asked me to suck him. With mixed feelings, I moved over to his bed. His covers were off and he had taken his briefs off, so he was naked from the waist down. Gingerly I took his cock in my mouth. In retrospect, I realized it was more exciting to suck him than to have him suck me. Unlike him, I didn't try to feel his balls. Looking back on the experience, I think it scared me that it excited me. I didn't go any further, and retreated back to my own bed. (The next time I sucked another cock was 40 years later.)

He then said, let's jack off together. So, we each masturbated. I didn't last long. All the sexual stimulation was too much and I went off like a rocket. He lasted a bit longer. After that we both went to sleep.

The next morning, we didn't say anything about what we did the night before. He did continued to talk sex, and said that he was going to find a girl he could fuck.

After that, I felt guilty and scared -- scared that I had enjoyed the experience, and if that meant I was gay (that was before we used that word for homosexual.). I didn't go over to his house again.

I wish I had. I'm sure my sex life would have started a lot earlier than it did. (It was six years later before I fucked a woman.). If we had continued to spend the night together, I'm sure we would have continued to have sex. Now, I realize that a man can have sex with another man without being exclusively homosexual. Also, given his sexual precociousness, I'm sure he would have found a girl to fuck, and perhaps he would have shared her with me. I might have had a MFM threesome much earlier than I actually did. It was my first sexual missed opportunity.

[KevKevKev]

When I was 12 or 13 I had a friend who used to sleep over a lot. This was the early 90s.He had older brothers who had porno mags and my friend snagged a few. Initially we would look at them and touch ourselves without exposing our cocks. That progressed into jerking off next to each other, which progressed into him jacking me off and eventually into sucking me off. I never felt like it was gay. We didn't have an attraction to each other. It was like another form of masturbating. We did this for a couple of years, but after we got to high school and got girlfriends we stopped.

When I was in my 20s I stumbled into an adult bookstore that had preview booths. Porno tapes were expensive at the time, so it only made sense to watch them for a bit to see if it was worth the price. I was naive and didn't know that people would go there to give or receive blowjobs, so imagine my surprise when a guy opened the door and asked if I wanted a blowjob. I was already hard and jerking off, so it only made sense to let him suck me off. I ended up going back to this place a lot. I could jack off at home or I could go get a blowjob instead. As far as I was concerned, getting one of those guys to suck me off was about the same as masturbating.

I don't consider myself bi or pan or whatever because I don't have an attraction to most men. I am attracted to femme guys and had a regular guy I'd see who was kinda femme and pretty. I guess I'm more attracted to femininity than anything else.

[bradisalpha]

When I was 12 or 13 I had a friend who used to sleep over a lot. This was the early 90s.He had older brothers who had porno mags and my friend snagged a few. Initially we would look at them and touch ourselves without exposing our cocks. That progressed into jerking off next to each other, which progressed into him jacking me off and eventually into sucking me off. I never felt like it was gay. We didn't have an attraction to each other. It was like another form of masturbating. We did this for a couple of years, but after we got to high school and got girlfriends we stopped.

When I was in my 20s I stumbled into an adult bookstore that had preview booths. Porno tapes were expensive at the time, so it only made sense to watch them for a bit to see if it was worth the price. I was naive and didn't know that people would go there to give or receive blowjobs, so imagine my surprise when a guy opened the door and asked if I wanted a blowjob. I was already hard and jerking off, so it only made sense to let him suck me off. I ended up going back to this place a lot. I could jack off at home or I could go get a blowjob instead. As far as I was concerned, getting one of those guys to suck me off was about the same as masturbating.

I don't consider myself bi or pan or whatever because I don't have an attraction to most men. I am attracted to femme guys and had a regular guy I'd see who was kinda femme and pretty. I guess I'm more attracted to femininity than anything else.

KevKevKev,

It sounds like you might be leaving out some of the more personal details of your friend in school as well as your feminine friend later. Normally those experiences lead to you sucking them off also. Admitting that doesn’t make you any more gay.. simply shows your excitement in the situation and further progress in becoming a cuckold. If you have left anything out, this might be the time and place to expose your experiences and accept your desires.

Just assuming….

Brad

[KevKevKev]

KevKevKev,

It sounds like you might be leaving out some of the more personal details of your friend in school as well as your feminine friend later. Normally those experiences lead to you sucking them off also. Admitting that doesn’t make you any more gay.. simply shows your excitement in the situation and further progress in becoming a cuckold. If you have left anything out, this might be the time and place to expose your experiences and accept your desires.

Just assuming….

Brad

I didn't think my story was that interesting, so I didn't add many details. My friend from school remained my friend for about a decade. We fooled around mostly in middle school and after that it was less than a handful amount of times. I blew him about as often as he did me. It was fun to experiment with him. We never once talked about it. I guess maybe talking about it would have been gay or something. Who knows.

My feminine friend was a lot of fun. He was a cute waiter from a restaurant I worked at. He was a Latino twink and he was a cool guy to hang out with. One day after work we went across the street to get a beer together. I told him that I had experimented with guys before and he asked if I wanted to go back to his place so we did. He was a really good kisser and it didn't feel weird kissing him like it did with my other friend. We blew each other and I went home. We hooked up another couple of times after that, but I ended up moving away and never got to see him again. Which was too bad because we had a lot of fun together.

[bradisalpha]

KevKevKev,

It sounds like you might be leaving out some of the more personal details of your friend in school as well as your feminine friend later. Normally those experiences lead to you sucking them off also. Admitting that doesn’t make you any more gay.. simply shows your excitement in the situation and further progress in becoming a cuckold. If you have left anything out, this might be the time and place to expose your experiences and accept your desires.

Just assuming….

Brad

I didn't think my story was that interesting, so I didn't add many details. My friend from school remained my friend for about a decade. We fooled around mostly in middle school and after that it was less than a handful amount of times. I blew him about as often as he did me. It was fun to experiment with him. We never once talked about it. I guess maybe talking about it would have been gay or something. Who knows.

My feminine friend was a lot of fun. He was a cute waiter from a restaurant I worked at. He was a Latino twink and he was a cool guy to hang out with. One day after work we went across the street to get a beer together. I told him that I had experimented with guys before and he asked if I wanted to go back to his place so we did. He was a really good kisser and it didn't feel weird kissing him like it did with my other friend. We blew each other and I went home. We hooked up another couple of times after that, but I ended up moving away and never got to see him again. Which was too bad because we had a lot of fun together.

As I had assumed. Have you had experiences since then? Are you a cuckold ?

Brad

[BBCuck]

How many cuckolds have had experience with mm play BEFORE becoming a cuckold or before desiring to be cuckolded? My first sexual experience was with a guy my age (I won’t say how old). We had a few drinks and it was his idea to jerk off together. It was only a few minutes later that he had his dick in my mouth and I was bobbing on it. After that I blew him whenever we had the chance to be alone, which wasn’t often. He also fucked my ass a few times. I loved it. Loved feeling submissive. I have no attraction to men but would love to have more of these experiences. I’d love for my wife to watch. She has pegged me and we role play about it sometimes.

My first sexual experience was with a much older boy. although I was not really interested in male sex, it was exciting and better than no sex. I ended up enjoying it and for a long time it was the only sex I had. I still find male to male very natural . probably that was my first experience

[KevKevKev]

As I had assumed. Have you had experiences since then? Are you a cuckold ?

Brad

I'm a wannabe stag. I haven't been able to get my wife to take the plunge yet.

I haven't had MM experiences in a long time. I tried Craigslist and Grindr and had an experience from each, and both times were disappointing. The guy from Craigslist put me off it for a while. The guy from Grindr was okay, but I couldn't get off with him. I think I would be more into all of this if it was as easy as it was at the adult bookstore. I would go there and start jerking off and someone would open the door and ask if I wanted a BJ. They would suck me as I watched porn and then they'd leave. I didn't know any of them and I rarely even looked at them. It was entirely about getting my dick sucked and there was a certain freedom about the whole thing because of that.