I then brought up the idea of her being a hotwife and I being her stag and letting me watch. She opened up to the idea of being shared but not my watching. She liked the idea of cucking me.
We used lots of fantasy talk during sex for a few years until the fateful night were she acted upon it for the first time with a neighbour and then a second time a couple of years later with someone else.
The neighbor flirted with her often when I was away for work. One day he asked when was she going to invite him for coffee. She told me and I told her if she wanted to she could. She did that evening. I was overseas for work and would not return home for a couple of weeks. The wait was erotic torture.
The second was someone she met through socialising when out with her friends who pursued her. He asked her out one day and she asked me if she could go out with him. I said yes and she went out that night.
She came home and told me that she had slept with him and asked me to take her to bed where she told me the details while I reclaimed her. She told me where he kissed her, how he touched her and how he fucked her. Erotic bliss
The last encounter was five years ago and although she liked the idea of cucking me, took no action to make it happen. We continued to use fantasy about it during sex on a regular basis.
I constantly encouraged her to indulge herself when I was home and away for work but she still did not. That was until last week.
She has been teasing me a little about things during texting while away and then out of the blue asked me "And if I get pregnant?". The question came out of left field as we were not talking about anything sexual. I queried her but she shut down my line of questioning. I was due home in three days. She continued to tease me but never outright said she had cucked me again.
Once I got home she admitted to me she had cucked me and has been slowly sharing the details with me. This has kept me on edge for the last six days. She has still to revealed all the details and is enjoying teasing me.
She has admitted that "something in me waking up, I can't tell what it is, but I like it". We have kids and she is a sahm and always put them first. I think now she is starting to allow herself to address her needs, and look after herself.
I don't know if this thread will end up dying like the last or if over time I will be able to add to it and out journey and her adventures will continue.
Here's hoping
