I'm Ky, and I'm a cuck-oholic

[elina]

Thanks Ky,

Sometimes the most interesting things happens when "nothing new" happens.
For me this is definitely true here.

Thanks for sharing, this helps a lot in understanding both you and Jamie (and a very slight bit of Lexie) in a broader perspective.

Is Joanna simply back to a normal role also enjoying a period of normality?

Sincerely
elina

[Rogueuser1]

Great update - hopefully anal has gotten at least a little easier for her since anal-only november!

[venus-can99]

Ky, just a thought - from update it seems that Lance is in ATL/NYC. So perhaps when you are vacationing in FL in May perhaps that might be an interesting opportunity for Jaimee to take his "Lance" and for you to enjoy ?

[ticklemang]

I wonder how long until Sipho and Lexi have Ky back in a charge as punishment for something

[mundyman]

Well Doctor Freud, and by that I mean Dr. All4fun, this right here explains an sweful lot, doesn’t it…..

“Jaimee’s mum? That’s a raw nerve I won’t prod too deep. They’re stitching something fragile together lately, spending more time side by side, but it’s a rocky path paved with old wounds. Boarding school fucked her up—shipped off year after year while her brothers got the cozy family life. She’s carried that resentment like a stone in her gut, and I’ll leave it there—private, messy, hers.”

[RGS22]

A book by Hope Edelman, Motherless Daughters: The Legacy of Loss. Not trying to be an arm chair psychology expert. But I found this read very enlightening.
Heres to your health and success Ky.
RGS22.

[mick_flow]

Thanks Ky,

Sometimes the most interesting things happens when "nothing new" happens.
For me this is definitely true here.

Thanks for sharing, this helps a lot in understanding both you and Jamie (and a very slight bit of Lexie) in a broader perspective.

Is Joanna simply back to a normal role also enjoying a period of normality?

Sincerely
elina

Thanks for the update ky! As always it’s great to hear from you. I had the same question about Joanna and how she’s doing in the periods of normality.

It’s actually great to hear about the down time too. It provide some contrast and context for the more emotionally charged times. - there is a boiled sweet in the uk called “rhubarb and custard”. It’s a boiled sweet (candy) which is a melt of two flavours. The rhubarb is tart and sour and honestly the most exciting part to eat. The custard is plain and well vanilla. But we, ans kids, almost all experiment with all rhubarb and no custard and discover that it’s just far too sour.. you need the vanilla to make it all work.

Looking forward to the next update

[mundyman]

Hey all,

This week’s been a dull thud after months of relentless heat, and fuck, it’s been a relief. The game—our twisted, pulse-pounding dance—had been roaring at full throttle for so long that when the wind finally dropped, it was like the world exhaled. No one pushed to keep it going; even Sipho, with his insatiable appetite, seemed content to let it lie. Jaimee clocked a few days at the office, her heels clicking on corporate tile instead of sinking into some lover’s sheets. At home, it was just us—games, dishes, the mundane hum of family life. I didn’t crave her writhing under someone else, didn’t feel that familiar ache in my gut. My cock stayed soft, my mind blissfully free of lust’s clawing grip. It’s been good, damn good, to just breathe—to let the storm settle without forcing the next lightning strike.

But even in this lull, I owe you some answers, so let’s shift gears. I’m not throbbing with need right now, so I’ll keep it sharp and spill some details before I wander off into other thoughts.

Jaimee’s nipple rings—God, those wicked hoops. They started years back as 14-gauge CBRs, delicate little captives glinting against her creamy skin. She’d slip them out for stretches, letting the holes flirt with closing, but she always slid them back in, keeping her nipples primed. Then came the escalation—8-gauge beasts, 3.2 millimeters of thick, unyielding steel. With nipples as plump and ripe as hers, they could take it, but fuck, the tenderness lingered for weeks. I’d catch her wincing as the heavy rings tugged, her breath hitching when they brushed her bra. Now, they’re impossible to hide—bold, shameless outlines straining against every top, screaming Lexi’s presence. I’d watch her adjust them, her fingers trembling with a mix of pain and pride, and even in this quiet week, the memory of that sight still stirs something primal in me.

Some of you keep nudging about Lexi staying with Sipho longer—weeks, maybe months, lost in his dark, commanding orbit. It’s a fantasy that sets my pulse racing, picturing her splayed across his bed, his thick South African accent growling orders as she melts into him night after night. But with kids at home, it’s a line we won’t cross. I’d be lying if I said the thought didn’t drench me in that cuckold sweat, imagining her gone, her scent fading from our sheets while Sipho claims her fully. But no, it’s a hard stop. Family trumps filth, at least for now.

Jaimee’s mum? That’s a raw nerve I won’t prod too deep. They’re stitching something fragile together lately, spending more time side by side, but it’s a rocky path paved with old wounds. Boarding school fucked her up—shipped off year after year while her brothers got the cozy family life. She’s carried that resentment like a stone in her gut, and I’ll leave it there—private, messy, hers.

Anal-only November? Not much to tell. Jaimee aimed to ride that wild challenge, her tight ass taking Sipho’s relentless thrusts for a couple of weeks before she tapped out, panting and sore. Post-clitoral hood piercing, she stretched it further—those extra days of gasping, her body quivering as he filled her—but it’s too much. She’d limp around after, needing days to recover, her whimpers a mix of exhaustion and unspent hunger.

I’ll get back to the Lexi diary soon—those pages dripping with her descent—but for now, my mind’s drifting to the heaviest hits I’ve taken in this game. Finding out she was pregnant with Wade’s twins? You’d think it’d be the ultimate cuckold high, but fuck no—it was a gut punch that left me hollow, ice creeping through my veins. No rush, just dread, a sick weight I never want again. Then there was Brian snatching her from that private club, her dress riding up as he led her out, our friends’ jaws dropping—that burned hot and sharp, a knife-twist of lust and shame I’d kill to relive.

But one that still lingers, a few months back, hasn’t hit these pages yet. Jaimee swung by my office with lunch, the boys in tow, all grins and chaos. I’m showing them blueprints—proud dad shit—when Lance strolls in. He’s a tall, broad-shouldered Black guy from Atlanta, now up in New York, scoping out a project flush with Chips Act cash. We’ve built a growing friendship over the last few years, swapping beers and shop talk. He clocks Jaimee’s spade tattoo peeking from her capris, that black ink stark against her ankle, and his eyes flicker with recognition. He doesn’t linger—family’s there—but the next day, he corners me. “That spade mean what I think, Ky?” I shrug, heat creeping up my neck, and mutter, “Yeah, we play around.” His grin splits wide, voice low and smooth: “If you ever need a third, I’m your man—discreet, no bullshit.” No pressure, just an offer hanging there, ripe and heavy.

That night, I spill it to Jaimee—Lance saw, Lance knows, Lance wants in. My chest’s tight, cock twitching despite myself, but I warn her: he’s a client, a fucking HR minefield. She doesn’t flinch, just smirks, her voice dripping with that Lexi edge. “If I fuck him, Sipho decides, not you, Ky. You handed me over that night his ink marked me—your rights are gone.” Her words slam into me, a velvet-wrapped fist to the gut. My wife, my Jaimee, casually stripping me bare, her power over me absolute. Nothing’s happened—Lance hasn’t pushed, and Sipho’s leash holds—but fuck, the thought of him peeling her open, his dark hands on her pale skin, that spade tattoo winking at me as he takes what I can’t? It’s a cuckold fever dream I can’t shake, my balls aching with the tension of it.

We’re coasting now, tired but content, savoring the quiet. Stay well, all.

Hi Ky,
Given the slow down in activities this month, good for you all!!!, where does that leave her breast augmentation, tattoos, and piercings????
Are those on the back burner for now also????

[tattoousagain]

Wow. Stretching to 8-guage is definitely not for the faint of heart. I am glad she made out ok.

What is the diameter of the ring? How big is the hoop?

I hope everything continues to work out well for both of you.

[txrockdog]

I won’t lie Ky, large gauge nipple rings on a woman, particularly with breasts on the smaller side are a big turn on for me, as is seeing them on a woman out in public who is otherwise just doing her thing and not actively trying to show them off. Just imagining your wife doing ordinary tasks with the family and unable to truly hide her piercings is HOT!

Regarding the lull in current activity, do uou feel like it evolved naturally? Or do you think there was some comparing of notes between Sipho and your wife that led to an agreement to back off a bit to avoid overwhelming you? If so, I think it shows that your mental state and enjoyment of the game that isn’t a game anymore matters to both of them and that they don’t want to pursue their own fun without you enjoying it too.

[txrockdog]

She gave a sad smile, acknowledging the truth in my words. "You're probably right," she admitted, her voice tinged with a hint of regret. "I might have gotten carried away. I think I've got an addictive personality, not for the usual vices like drugs or gambling, but for sex and tattoos." Her eyes met mine, seeking understanding. "I have one more appointment scheduled to finish some of the line work on my side, but after that, I'll pause. We can talk more before I proceed."

So what happens if Lexi comes home from that last appointment and it turns out the “line work on her side” was a Slave Registry bar code tattoo announcing her ownership by Sipho?

J/k Ky. Hope yall are having fun and getting back some of that balance with each other.

[Trickydicky69]

It’s a great thread, although I do lurch from thinking they’re having a great time to is there going to be a car crash? Then back again! Brilliant writing.
But they’re experienced players, even if not this deep before.
Quick question- is he allowed PIV again 1st May or 31st? Because if the former, it’s obviously only 8 weeks away.
And if somehow, Lexi or Sippho decide that no PIV will continue or more ink is involved or the boob jobs etc, will he then use the safe word?
I feel like he is getting to the limit of this game and wants to be “husband and wife with Jaimee” again. No Lexi or Sippho. Can she give it up? Also sounds like Sippho is aware that maybe it’s time to stop?

[txrockdog]

I don’t sense that Ky is ready to throw in the towel on the lifestyle or letting Lexi strut her stuff with other men. I do think he wants to slow the pace of her doing semi-irreversible things like not easily hidden qos themed tats or boob jobs until after he and Jaimee detox in Florida for a while. His natural inclination to pull back on the throttle when he senses they are headed too fast into the unknown seems to serve to protect them both at times.

I do have to wonder though, with how he describes the thrill he gets from such intensely humiliating moments like having his wife led away for the night by another man while out with friends; it would seem he would crave more of those intensely humiliating kinds of thrills (like sucking a dick for Jaimee). But he really seems to want her to force those kinds of moments rather than gently leading him to them, while she wants him to go along/do it more willingly. I think playing a bit with a FLR would be one helluva ride for both of them.

[mick_flow]

Hey Ky! Hope the week went well?

Re-reading your last post about normality, what does that look like now? - with Sipho still in charge of the bedroom I mean? … is it ever really “normal” when your wife reminds you that she belongs to another ?

I’m just wondering if thats become normality ? You recounted the story with Lance, but does some of that still happen at home, wanting each other but not giving?

Looking forward to the next update! - even a continuation of normality!

[Trickydicky69]

I don’t think he wants to stop the lifestyle but I do wonder about pulling back so that Lexi is an occasional visitor rather than almost taking over Jaimee?
And Sippho will obviously find a replacement so no need to feel sorry for him!
After all, they have had many great moments but sometimes the last straw could break the relationship without them having realised they’ve gone past the point of no return.
But they both know that- just that Lexi is enthusiastically going along with Sippho and the safe word has been used recently so it suggests that subconsciously, Ky is getting to his limit, even if not Jaimee.
He has stuck to his word and given her free rein until May but it wouldn’t be unreasonable for him to say that it’s now time to stop this intensity- for the sake of their whole family.
What with her mother, the tats, the neighbours finding out about the LS at the club etc, the boys getting older and their paternity- a lot of stuff going on which could all unravel and hindsight is always a wonderful thing!

[walter2000uk]

Post by walter2000uk » 07 Feb 2025, 08:27

Even so, being Lexi and becoming a whore more and more often for a Dominant man like Sipho is very addictive for a wife-next-door like Jamie/Lexi , just knowing other men will pay to use her in ANY way Sipho dictates is very thrilling and the sex gives her so many orgasms too.
Sipho will in no way relinquish his firm hold on Jamie/Lexi and Lexi will not want to b released anyway, so Ky has to learn to enjoy being the cuckold hubby with a whore wife that he no has become.
My wife. Lily, is a Hotwife, has boyfriends, and is a whore too, and I have learned to enjoy the situation that is never going to end now.
Sincerely, wimp hubby walter and whore wife Lily xxxx
walter2000uk@yahoo.co.uk

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My Wife Lily, From Naïve Wife to Whore and Then Hotwife, with cuckold hubby Walter.

It is not 100% clear to me as to whether Sipho actually pimps out Lexi as his whore, and whether Sipho has other Men pay to fuck Lexi?
What does everyone else think is the answer?
And, does Ky mind, either way?
(Not that Ky has much say in the matter anyway)?

Photographs of my wife Lily, 1-15 available free by email
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[mick_flow]

Missing Ky’s regular weekly update. Maybe work has kicked in with vengeance ?! - hope all is well Ky!

[mick_flow]

Hey Ky,

I hope everything is good at home. We're coming up on half way through March. It's not that far to May now. I hope work hasn't consumed all of your time? Hope things are still going strong at home. Did Sipho and "Lexi" resume their meetings? How's Joanna doing? Any new tattoos for Lexi? Did you guys end up scheduling or having the breast argumentation appointments?

Looking forward to the update!

[Ky_Da]

Hey all,

I haven't posted as frequently lately, and that's been somewhat intentional, and somewhat just not sure if I want to continue. And when I say not continue, I mean writing on here as much as I mean the lifestyle and our game. My wife has gone further than I would have ever imagined. She's been gone more than she's been at home lately, and I've been sleeping with Joanna almost every night. But while this might seem a dream, it's become something of a nightmare, and I know I need to end it all. The question is how.

The other night I received a new video, taken from my wife's phone and sent to me by someone who was filming her being fucked. She was being taken by four men. Her eyes were glazed over in lust, appearing completely delirious. The phone was moved to the person who was fucking her from behind. She was on her hands and knees, sucking a guys cock while this guy was burying his cock in her ass. From the cameras view, I could see Jaimee's back, and I saw that she had new tattoos. I small intricate chain running from the nap of her neck down the center of her spine. As I followed the chain back to her neck and looked closer, I saw another tattoo. The camera jostled and moved away, but not before I saw the word "LEXI" just below her hairline.

It all became too much at that point. I realized how lost in lust we both were, and if we didn't make a change, my wife would be too far gone to come back to me. There's a part of me that worries she might already be there. But I won't be letting go that easy. One way or another, we'll come out on the other side of all of this. It's time we focus on things that actually matter. Our kids, our families, the things that will be with us for longer than an orgasm or two, the things of actual substance and good. It's time we right the ship and castoff the chains of lust that fog our minds and our feelings of love toward each other.

I'm tired of letting lust control so much of my thoughts and energy. It's time to make a change.

This probably isn't the kind of erotic reading people want, but it's where I'm at. I want to accomplish more than what I'm doing now. And while I'd like to think that we can 'lightly' play the game in the future. It seems we're incapable of half measures. One way or another, we always end up in the deep end of the pool.

I wish all of you the best. For myself, I want to find a better path. There has to be more to life than what we've been doing the last number of years. We have a beautiful family, we live in a nice place (politics aside) and we have so much potential for a great future. But not if we stay our current course. I'm off to fix the things that aren't working for us anymore. I have a lot of work to do.

[Pecannut]

Hope things goes well with you and Jaimee. All the best!

It would be great to hear every now and then how are you doing.

[Cuckcuckgoose1]

Good to hear from you Ky. My hopes for you are that you get your family back to where you want them and need them to be. Of course I would be lying if I said I didn't want to hear about just how far Jaimee has gone....but that's up to you. Whatever you decide I'm behind you 100%. Take care of what is important. Don't be a stranger.

[txrockdog]

Ky it sounds like you have found the edge, now you need to grab Jaimee by the hand and pull her back. Honestly, the descriptions you have given of her recently, while hot to think about, also re-raise the question of whether she has been drugged, with or without her consent to feed and grow her addiction to the men she is being passed around to. It would explain her getting more tattoos even after telling you she would stop. Maybe check around for some of the home drug test kits and ask her to take one. Find out for sure if she is being manipulated. It might help you bring her back if she finds out it was more than just lust they had her addicted to.

[Goodboy66]

Eyes glazed over in lust, that will be cocaine or E's. She's been gone almost every night. Not much of a mother to the kids. Wishing you luck in recovering from this erotic ride but ultimately a car crash .

[cyw]

Hi Ky,
Thanks for the update. Although I enjoyed reading your erotic tales, I totally support your decision to pull the plug. After following you from the beginning of your post, we all fell in love with Jamie and only want the best for you both. I have hope that you will be able to fix the things like other times. Remember Jamie was willing to immerse to this addictive lifestyle and totally let loose because she counted on your support. So your position and subsequent actions now are very decisive. Please share any news when you are ready.

[txrockdog]

Ky something else you may want to look into if you have access to her phone is who else is receiving messages with these videos from her phone. Who and what she is texting may give some hints about what else she may have gotten involved with voluntarily or otherwise.