I'm Ky, and I'm a cuck-oholic

[David52]

Ky, have you considered forcing the issue by asking Joanna to leave your home and Jaimee to leave her job?

[out_of_ideas]

First of all let me say Thank you to KY for taking us on this journey for many years. I have been an often reader by limited commenter on this site for a long time. I wish you nothing but happiness in however this ends up. This does remind me of a couple that some of you might remember from at least 10 years ago and the previous site before everything went haywire for a few weeks. I believe they were out of Texas and he might of even had a military affiliation Hard to remember. Regardless, his wife "fell under" the spell of another man and began a long destructive path. Needles to say it came out that they were mixing in narcotics to her drinks unknown to her at the time and that helped in creating the dependency. I think his final post before he asked for the thread to be removed was something like he had to get his wife out of there as fast as he could in order to save something because she had become "addicted". Not saying this is happening but it is always something that I have thought about over the years with out own personal situations.

Thanks!

[mundyman]

I’m curious as to what type of affection Jaimie and Sipho share with each other. What words and actions do they give to each other. Yes he treats her as the whore she’s become, but every Master loves their Sub, and I’m curious how they show that when they are alone.

[butthurt]

Ky. Thank you for your eloquent telling of your story, my introduction to this site was Jaimie’s posts about her and I think his name was Derrick. Then it was on to your posting of your adventures with Wade. One thing, my recollection of that time was there was a lot more in your posts of the dialog between the two of you, this seems to be missing in this thread. Also it looks like there is no safe word anymore. About safe words, it seems like people feel that they are weak for using them when I think at times it may be strength needed to use them.

[txrockdog]

What kind of dialog are you talking about? Because I would guess of the top of my head that greater than 70% of Ky’s posts in the last few months where he wasn’t just answering questions have included some level of dialog between he and Jaimee. And he posted about using his safeword as recently as a few weeks ago. Now whether Jaimee is honoring his use of the safeword or just deciding to do what she wants anyway is a subject that is probably ripe for discussion between the two of them.

[Wistful]

“To the Edge . . . and Back” was a long multi-chapter piece of fiction Ky_Da worked on several years ago. As I recall he planned it to be a story of an extreme husband/wife cuckold adventure taken to the very limit of disaster, but where the couple would somehow pull back secure in the end.

To my knowledge Ky never completed the story. The fictional couple were doing some wild things, but nothing so extreme as Ky and Jaimee have now lived in real life. Ky and Jaimee are closer to the lip of a far greater chasm than the story ever achieved.

But I so hope Ky and Jaimee can now manage an “ . . .and Back” ending in real life.

[viking53]

There are two alternatives for the future: Ky, Jaimee and the kids and Joanna goes or Ky, Joanna and the kids and Lexi goes. In either alternative there is no place for Jaimee/Lexi or Lexi/Jaimee. The third alternative which is a continuation of the situation today, Ky, Joanna and Lexi/Jaimee (note the order) leaves no room for the kids so where do they go?

[wannabecUKold]

Sorry about the double post

We thought you were accepting your own wager.

[DarrenZ]

Ky, this is probably a good time to remind you that you can mute those you are tired of being insulted by using the “foe” tool.

There was no like button, but yes, this.

[FamilyCuckold]

Ky, this is probably a good time to remind you that you can mute those you are tired of being insulted by using the “foe” tool.

There was no like button, but yes, this.

Yes this x2.

[NWUK]

I’m curious as to what type of affection Jaimie and Sipho share with each other. What words and actions do they give to each other. Yes he treats her as the white she’s become, but every Master loves his Sub, and I’m curious how they show that when they are alone.

It appears that Sipho is turning Jaimie into a chav judging by her language.

[Ky_Da]

I sat there, staring at this thread, and it hit me—I’m done. I know I’ve got problems, fucked-up knots I need to untangle, and I’m going to work on that, figure out how to climb out of this hole. But I’ve hit the end of what I want to spill here; the judgmental pricks slinging their sanctimonious shit, acting like their lives are spotless, have sucked the fun out of it. I don’t enjoy this anymore—sharing personal bits just to get sneered at. In the end, it’s a matter of wanting something better, a life where lust doesn’t choke me every damn day, and I need to make some changes to get there. I’m hoping Jaimee’ll come with me, that we can claw our way back to something real together, but either way, this is where I sign off. I know I’ve tried before, but this one will take. I won’t be coming back, so I wish all those who’ve sent well-wishes, positivity, and optimism the best. Live your best lives, seek joy over happiness, and meaning over fleeting thrills. This is what I'm going to seek. Goodbye.

[viking53]

Ky, I wish you and Jaimee the best and really hope that you both manage to sort this out together and move on with your family intact.

[BigHotMess]

KY

You seem like a nice guy who has found himself in a pickle due to poor impulse control and a wife who has not prioritized you. Both are solvable. Continuing on a site like this in your situation is like holding a AA meeting at an open bar.

I truly hope that you find peace.

BHM

[venus-can99]

Thanks for giving us a glimpse into your life Ky and wish you and your family the best.

[Cuckcuckgoose1]

Ky right now there is lots of emotions going on. Hard to make any lasting decisions when in that state. I'm not talking about this site and your contribution to it. I'm talking about your real life situation. Focus on that my friend because that is where the value is, the reward. We are just a side note in the grand scheme of things. Work on you and Jaime. Live your life. Don't mind us. We'll be fine. We want you to be fine. If by chance you feel an update is something you feel is important enough you have plenty of supporters here that care about you and would want to know what's going on with you. Remember to block the haters. Best of luck to you. I hope to hear from you again. Right now...work on you.

[Bsod83]

Thank you ky for sharing your increadbly story. I have followed it mostly as a silent observer.

I hope that you can mend your relationship with your wife, and heal the wounds in your heart.

[Goodboy66]

Toys out the pram.

[Pecannut]

KY all the best to you and your family. You are amazing guy and you write so well. It has been amazing to follow your life here. Thank you so much for sharing your experience with us! You rock!

[coastalkid]

Even though I'd love to read about the struggle to return to some semblance of normal, I understand how the judgemental posts would take the joy out of your wanting to share. You need to put all your focus on what you want the most. Thanks for your story. I'm a "Pollyanna" kinda of guy and I was pulling for a happy resolution. Best of luck to you Ky!

[shadowtantra]

Like most here, we thank you for sharing your story and being vulnerable to a group of anonymous readers. Your writing is intense and powerful and hope that in whatever you do and wherever you go in the future that you continue to write for you! Focus on You, Jaimee and the family and hope that you can find a pathway to happiness, joy, love and contentment.

[path22]

Hi Ky, how sad it makes me think that because of maladjusted people, incapable of dissenting without having to attack, insult, and belittle others, many of us will never hear from you again, Ky. I've read your entire thread from the beginning and have followed your story over the years, always waiting for an update to find out how you and Jaimee are doing. I wish you the best and hope that when the dust settles, you'll see fit to post new updates. Thanks for everything. Hugs from across the ocean.

[fgare]

KY

You seem like a nice guy who has found himself in a pickle due to poor impulse control and a wife who has not prioritized you. Both are solvable. Continuing on a site like this in your situation is like holding a AA meeting at an open bar.

I truly hope that you find peace.

BHM

These sentences here are very apt. I agree. Particularly this thread in February of 2024 is - informative. Ky, I truly hope you can regain your wife. you chose, poorly. I've returned to check on this thread out of pity because you are a lust junkie monkey jumping at any chance to get off, while your wife is an opium addict in a den chasing the dragon until the apes rule the world and Heston is screaming on a beach in front of the Statue of Liberty. Grab Jaimee, grab your kids, run full speed into a new life, away from any and all things in this current one, especially Sipho. He is, and always has been or will be, fucking toxic. Simply look back to Wed Sep 04, 2024 4:19 pm. Sipho always claimed he wasn't about splitting marriages, but it's exactly what he was about. Not overtly - in this case, force Jaimee to become Lexi, completely subservient and obedient to Sipho yet does not care about Ky, Jaimee's husband. Sipho is fucking toxic.

[tfx]

Hell of a ride.
Yeah take your life back. It could never last forever and you're doing the right thing.
Jamie will come with ya... there is no future with Sipho and that lifestyle, but there is with her family.
She can't possibly think when she gets into her older years that the drive will still be there and the outer beauty as well. I'm sure she's outstanding but life leaves its scars and will be harder to compete with Siphos new toy when he decides to move on.
Good luck and happily ever after.
Pop on in a year or two and let us know some good news in a sentence or 2. I already know things are gonna work out for you guys.

[Bboy]

Ky. Thanks for sharing your journey.

My best wishes go to you and Jaimee, and most definitely also to your Kids. They have never had a say in all the fun choices, but frequently missing the attention and love of their mom must be tough.

I believe you have chosen to do the responsible thing now. It may be an uphill battle at first, because we see signs of addiction. But strong conviction you are on the right track and perseverence will make you come out on top.

I wish you all a sea of happy tears!