It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[ResponsibullCummings]

Is there any chance at all she continued to see him without your knowledge after Connecticut and that's when they did it in the car? If so it would it have been before or after you gave her permission to cheat? I don't see why they would have been together in the car in Conneticut when they had a room to use. I am guessing he would have driven to your town and she'd have met him somewhere private when they could hook up in the car.

[leander99]

Yes, I was also wondering if they met again after Conneticut. But it seems a bit unlikely

[airhorn]

She's never done anal and has always maintained that she really isn't into it.

It comes to me, it's entirely possible that while she's not 'into anal', she might well be into 'being a bad girl' or is responding to the strong come-on Adam's giving her. That is, it could be that anal doesn't interest her, she might be actively disinterested, but she's horribly turned on by doing it anyway.

Many years -- a few decades ago -- a girl I knew did something I won't name here, to prove she could let go of control enough to do it.

"How was it?"
"It was scary and it hurt and I felt bad."
"But you liked it?"
"NO! I hated it. So much. But I came harder than I ever have before."
"Do you want to do it again?"
"No... but I want to go again where it took me."

So... yeah, it might be that because Lana isn't into anal, she might 'want' to do it... not because of the physical sensation, but the mental and emotional feeling.

For that matter, I just realized another friend of mine feels almost exactly the same way about anal. She doesn't 'like' it, because it is/was often done badly (i.e. her ex-husband did it because she hated it, and he made sure she hated it), but she find the feeling of being taken absolutely delicious... even more so because she's being taken in a way she doesn't otherwise like.

[w770]

Is there any chance at all she continued to see him without your knowledge after Connecticut and that's when they did it in the car? If so it would it have been before or after you gave her permission to cheat? I don't see why they would have been together in the car in Conneticut when they had a room to use. I am guessing he would have driven to your town and she'd have met him somewhere private when they could hook up in the car.

I don't think so. We both work remotely and I would notice if she left the home for any amount of time. I think it's more likely that they just found it exciting to fuck in the car , but I'll definitely need to ask her about this.

She's never done anal and has always maintained that she really isn't into it.

It comes to me, it's entirely possible that while she's not 'into anal', she might well be into 'being a bad girl' or is responding to the strong come-on Adam's giving her. That is, it could be that anal doesn't interest her, she might be actively disinterested, but she's horribly turned on by doing it anyway.

Many years -- a few decades ago -- a girl I knew did something I won't name here, to prove she could let go of control enough to do it.

"How was it?"
"It was scary and it hurt and I felt bad."
"But you liked it?"
"NO! I hated it. So much. But I came harder than I ever have before."
"Do you want to do it again?"
"No... but I want to go again where it took me."

So... yeah, it might be that because Lana isn't into anal, she might 'want' to do it... not because of the physical sensation, but the mental and emotional feeling.

For that matter, I just realized another friend of mine feels almost exactly the same way about anal. She doesn't 'like' it, because it is/was often done badly (i.e. her ex-husband did it because she hated it, and he made sure she hated it), but she find the feeling of being taken absolutely delicious... even more so because she's being taken in a way she doesn't otherwise like.

You could be right. From when we first met, it's not like she's been "not interested" in anal, but rather "very against" doing it. But Adam may have an influence on her in such a way that she may just want to please him, regardless if she likes the act or not

Update: Lana is leaving for the city in about an hour. She's been getting ready for the last 30 min. After she got out of the shower, she called me into the bathroom to give her my opinion on what to wear to dinner. As I was entering the bathroom, I saw her quickly pull up her black thong, catching a glimpse of her shaven pussy for a split second. In a way, it felt really humiliating yet hot helping her get dressed up for another man.

[tojanman]

How tempting it must've been to see her pussy. You should try to fuck her one last time before she leaves. When she turns you down it'll be the final rejection to truly start off your weekend of celebacy.

Is a thong her typical underwear of choice? Or does it seem like she's more "dressed up" than usual for a night out?

[TheHammer]

Does she regularly keep her pussy shaved or are there stretches where she has a few days of stubble?

Question is, will that black thong make it back home…

[MonkeyKing]

Serious question (not a fetish question). What would you do if she decided that she would rather have a child with someone else than with you?

Passionate sex has a way of changing people’s feelings.

Please feel free to ignore if that question is too much.

[w770]

How tempting it must've been to see her pussy. You should try to fuck her one last time before she leaves. When she turns you down it'll be the final rejection to truly start off your weekend of celebacy.

Is a thong her typical underwear of choice? Or does it seem like she's more "dressed up" than usual for a night out?

She normally is in some kind of silk panties, but will wear a thong when she's wearing a dress.

Does she regularly keep her pussy shaved or are there stretches where she has a few days of stubble?

Question is, will that black thong make it back home…

She usually shaves bare when she anticipates that we're going to make love. But since we started in this lifestyle, she's been shaving every day.

Serious question (not a fetish question). What would you do if she decided that she would rather have a child with someone else than with you?

Passionate sex has a way of changing people’s feelings.

Please feel free to ignore if that question is too much.

Well we've had conversations about starting a family for a while and she's repeatedly said, even after Shawn, that she wants our child to be just like me, which I take that to mean that she wouldn't want anyone else's sperm.

We both know this has been quite the fantasy we've been living out, but ultimately I think she understands that there's line not to be crossed, and when the subject surrounds that of a child, I don't think she would walk that line with someone like Adam.

Update: As suggested by Tojanman, I made subtle gestures that we could squeeze in a quick love making before she left, and as predicted, she denied me, saying she doesn't want to be late for dinner.

She told me she would text me once she got to the restaurant, which should be in about 35-45 minutes depending on traffic. I'm also keeping an eye on one of her friend's social media in particular as she tends to document everything on FB and IG. And now... cue the angst.

[TheHammer]

Play it cool when she texts you this weekend, remember, you are cheated on unknowingly so stay in character.

Hope you have a project around the house or other things to do this weekend to keep your mind occupied.

Did she state when she would be back home?

[Topnotch]

This is good. Turn on the music!

[MonaLisaOverdrive]

You could be right. From when we first met, it's not like she's been "not interested" in anal, but rather "very against" doing it. But Adam may have an influence on her in such a way that she may just want to please him, regardless if she likes the act or not

I think this is probably the correct assumption. There is a thread in the cuckold section called "My young girlfriend." by user y_guy. His gf has an older lover whom she calls Daddy (Freud would have a field day with this thread). She does anal with him and only him, because she does not like it at all. Yet she wants to please him greatly, so Daddy gets anal whenever he wishes. Our young protagonist has never been allowed anal since his girl started doing it, so anticipate that just because Lana lets Adam take her that way that doesn't necessarily mean she will let you.

[falzar]

If my memory serves me correctly, the last time you and Lana made love was this past Sunday. So I figure Adam will be getting some tight married pussy (if not more) very soon. It will be interesting to see how Lana finesses her time with Adam while ostensibly spending the weekend in the City with her girlfriends.

[parmaham55]

A few points I believe from a distant perspective:
1. There's no way she's starting this weekend by meeting a girl friend. She's going straight to him. So either take that as one of her lies, or her playing the game, depending how you want to look at it.
2. Whatever Lana has said to you, she started this earlier than you think, and also in those gaps where you think she didn't meet Adam (eg in the car) - that's what she did regarding Shawn, she covered up, so she's got form aplenty. Please just enjoy that and don't kid yourself otherwise.
3. There's no real evidence of all this anal interest. That's just this forum getting carried away. Yes. he's teased her, but that's not real life. More likely they'll make mad passionate love lots of times. And you know now that you can deal with that after the love of and for Shawn. It's all part of it. I think she'll return with her anal cherry intact.
4. Worry more about Sunday. Lana's never stayed away two nights - never truly one whole night really - this weekend is a massive step. Lana may be too sore to accept you reclaiming her on Sunday. It won't be like her slippery pussy coming up a flight of stairs from Shawn after a night of sex. She will be tired, exhausted and emotional and need a different kind of support from you than before. Be ready to show true love and patience to win her back.
Just my thoughts.

[parmaham55]

PS: Don't forget that they can't have sex the entire weekend. They'll be dining together, going to bars together, walking hand in hand in public, kissing in public, chattering over the trivia of a love life, exploring each other's depths, perspectives and feelings together.
Sorry to point this out, but that could be more of the real angst than the actual sex itself.
If I remember right, many times you mentioned that Shawn was not a deep person, but you've not the same knowledge of Adam?
Sorry to add to your angst.

[tojanman]

How you hanging in there W?

[w770]

Play it cool when she texts you this weekend, remember, you are cheated on unknowingly so stay in character.

Hope you have a project around the house or other things to do this weekend to keep your mind occupied.

Did she state when she would be back home?

Well I have this vertical garden I've been meaning to put together for the balcony, so that's my project this weekend. I hear gardening is really meditative.

She said she plans to be back Saturday night, as she plans to go out for drinks with her friends after they get their haircut followed up with an early dinner. But I'm absolutely expecting her to give me some reason for staying over Saturday night as well.

You could be right. From when we first met, it's not like she's been "not interested" in anal, but rather "very against" doing it. But Adam may have an influence on her in such a way that she may just want to please him, regardless if she likes the act or not

I think this is probably the correct assumption. There is a thread in the cuckold section called "My young girlfriend." by user y_guy. His gf has an older lover whom she calls Daddy (Freud would have a field day with this thread). She does anal with him and only him, because she does not like it at all. Yet she wants to please him greatly, so Daddy gets anal whenever he wishes. Our young protagonist has never been allowed anal since his girl started doing it, so anticipate that just because Lana lets Adam take her that way that doesn't necessarily mean she will let you.

That would make sense as her and I have never really entertained the idea and she's always maintained the position that it'll never happen. If Adam does break her anal cherry, it'll be quite the milestone that he alone will likely ever experience.

If my memory serves me correctly, the last time you and Lana made love was this past Sunday. So I figure Adam will be getting some tight married pussy (if not more) very soon. It will be interesting to see how Lana finesses her time with Adam while ostensibly spending the weekend in the City with her girlfriends.

I believe you're correct. And given our recent frequency of making love, she's probably starving to get it. Their first time this weekend will likely be completely wild.

PS: Don't forget that they can't have sex the entire weekend. They'll be dining together, going to bars together, walking hand in hand in public, kissing in public, chattering over the trivia of a love life, exploring each other's depths, perspectives and feelings together.
Sorry to point this out, but that could be more of the real angst than the actual sex itself.
If I remember right, many times you mentioned that Shawn was not a deep person, but you've not the same knowledge of Adam?
Sorry to add to your angst.

This killed me, not only because of your accuracy but because I know there's nothing I can do at this point. I almost kinda hoped that they would be having sex all weekend but the reality is much harder to stomach.

How you hanging in there W?

Well...

Update: I'm having a hard time at the moment and drinking my way through this. Mostly because it's raining pretty hard in the city right now and I have an affinity for walking in the city at night in the rain. There's something about it that's always seemed comforting to me, and now Adam will likely be doing that with my wife.

I couldn't help myself and I tracked her location. She's at a restaurant right now. And I just poured myself another drink.

[eventfire]

The fishing pole has been yanked out of your hand and is in the ocean. That has to be tough. You're a bold man.

[TheHammer]

Just remember how strong your marriage is and she will be coming home in 48 hours max and then she will be all yours for as long as you want.

Just remember Adam is an ass and Lana just likes his cock. She will be sick of him come Sunday (except his cock).

Remember, Lana is just playing the game you two wanted. You need to do the same.

Don’t drunk call or text!!!

[Fred_Garvin]

I would hate to feel what you're going through now.

But I desperately want to feel what you're going through now.

I appreciate all you have shared with us, and would love to hear any more insights and revelations you have.

[shawnm]

...

Update: I'm having a hard time at the moment and drinking my way through this. Mostly because it's raining pretty hard in the city right now and I have an affinity for walking in the city at night in the rain. There's something about it that's always seemed comforting to me, and now Adam will likely be doing that with my wife.

I couldn't help myself and I tracked her location. She's at a restaurant right now. And I just poured myself another drink.

W, I would really recommend that once she comes back, both of you reconnect and stop this cheating wife game. I don't mean cheating wife game with Adam, but hiding things between you guys. I feel it should be like Shawn times where you are 100% on-board and in the know of what's exactly happening and also being their in person for half of the encounters.
In this episode, everything that she is doing is in secrecy. In her mind, she doesn't know that you know she is likely meeting and spending night with Adam (assuming that is true) and will be doing things that you won't mind aware about.
So basically you are also being totally cheated. Whether this is roleplay or not is irrelevant as done couple of times will become a habit. Don't go there yet, else you will spend such lonely drunken nights. If you want that, then that's another story, else post this weekend, every sexual encounter or stuff with 3rd party should be known to you as well (not under the guise of knowledge that you have access to her chats anytime, I mean actual communication).

Else you yourself are leading her on a path to cheat on you and this will be like a ticking time bomb in future. Why jeopardize your awesome relationship and stay out of the know always.

As for a thought that this is how cucks are supposed to behave, I totally don't agree! There is no University of Cuckold which has a syllabus on how cuckold are supposed to behave. You do what feels right for you both in your relationship while experience cuckoldry.

Hang in there and once you guys reconnect, please establish new rules and boundaries for a healthy relationship. Else both parties will just be cheating each other.

[Mattmattiass]

...

Update: I'm having a hard time at the moment and drinking my way through this. Mostly because it's raining pretty hard in the city right now and I have an affinity for walking in the city at night in the rain. There's something about it that's always seemed comforting to me, and now Adam will likely be doing that with my wife.

I couldn't help myself and I tracked her location. She's at a restaurant right now. And I just poured myself another drink.

W, I would really recommend that once she comes back, both of you reconnect and stop this cheating wife game. I don't mean cheating wife game with Adam, but hiding things between you guys. I feel it should be like Shawn times where you are 100% on-board and in the know of what's exactly happening and also being their in person for half of the encounters.
In this episode, everything that she is doing is in secrecy. In her mind, she doesn't know that you know she is likely meeting and spending night with Adam (assuming that is true) and will be doing things that you won't mind aware about.
So basically you are also being totally cheated. Whether this is roleplay or not is irrelevant as done couple of times will become a habit. Don't go there yet, else you will spend such lonely drunken nights. If you want that, then that's another story, else post this weekend, every sexual encounter or stuff with 3rd party should be known to you as well (not under the guise of knowledge that you have access to her chats anytime, I mean actual communication).

Else you yourself are leading her on a path to cheat on you and this will be like a ticking time bomb in future. Why jeopardize your awesome relationship and stay out of the know always.

As for a thought that this is how cucks are supposed to behave, I totally don't agree! There is no University of Cuckold which has a syllabus on how cuckold are supposed to behave. You do what feels right for you both in your relationship while experience cuckoldry.

Hang in there and once you guys reconnect, please establish new rules and boundaries for a healthy relationship. Else both parties will just be cheating each other.

He says everything I am thinking but better. Couldn’t agree more.

[johnstevens555]

Well...

Mostly because it's raining pretty hard in the city right now and I have an affinity for walking in the city at night in the rain.

It’s always raining when you’re getting cucked.

[shawnm]

W, be prepared to received some vids and if he picks her cherry, then that too. But he will most likely saw these are past ones.

[tojanman]

Some alcohol is fine. Just don’t go too crazy on the whiskey.

[Novice1980]

You stop drinking and that right fucking now.

Angst and drunk don't mix well....

Do the garden, jerk off, walk the dogs till they want to sleep. Go to you friends or family