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by SailorGuy » Mon Jul 12, 2021 7:06 am
I've been totally replaced as my wife's lover, and I am deeply turned on by this. My wife lives with me maybe 50% of the time, the other half with her lover. I am not allowed any sexual contact with her, not even kissing. When she is feeling generous she will stretch out on our bed and let me gaze at her longingly while I masturbate. I refer to it as my need to be "milked", a phrase I picked up in this forum. My wife hates it, but I love it because it is exactly what is going on.
Back when we were lovers I spent most of my energy on rubbing kissing and licking my beautiful wife all over her luscious body. She enjoyed this of course, but ultimately wanted me inside her. I did my best to not cum the second I was inside her, lasting at best maybe two minutes. Our form of birth control was for me to pull out just before cumming and rub myself to orgasm next to her on the bed. The entire process, from the kissing and licking to the fucking was intense prelude to my masturbating next to her. My orgasms were lights-out fantastic.
I referred to my wife as my "masturbatory fantasy" back then, meaning it as a great compliment. I didn't know, however, I was laying the foundation for a cuckolded marriage, where my wife has her other lover and I have my great masturbatory sex life.
So now I am unabashed about my need to be "milked", knowing my wife gets her great sexual fulfillment with another man and her distaste for my sexual needs. No matter. So now she lays there - my wife still, my former lover - and tells me a bit about her lover, or a bit about how I will never ever have the pleasure of making love to her, and I just swoon with delirium and cum in mere seconds, squirting my cum all over my belly and chest and feeling I'd died and gone to heaven.
Of course when she is gone at her lover's I masturbate every night alone in our marital bed. Though I do miss her intimate companionship sometimes I have to admit that my sex life now is far better than when I was her lover. In those days we were making love maybe 2-3 times a week. Now I passionately masturbate at least 5 times a week and have tremendous orgasms thanks to her inspiration.
I have chosen to embrace the fantasy-turned-reality and our new relationship. She somehow wants to stay married to me, and I am happy to be a fulfilled cuckold.