Poll: Cucks, when did you first realize what you were?

[cthubby]

still while we were dating. guys hitting on her in school was my best fantasy. ditto engagement.. realized it was "ok" after we were married..then took a bit before I was comfortable sharing that with her..then for her to realize I wasn't gaming her. soo..somewhere betw 18-21

[WifeKnowsBest]

Really I was 16, I just did think about it as there was no word that I knew of then.
My wife was my best friend girl friend in high school. They would come over to my house and fuck in my room. I would sit on the floor outside the room and jerk off. Including the night Jerry took her virginity on my bed, with me outside door.

Technically It was not cuckolding me at the time, but I was in love with her then and I was still a virgin. She later took my virginity a few years later and she is the only woman I have Fucked.

I guess it sounds a bit creepy, but I couldn't help myself.

[long4her]

I was 56 and spending 2 weeks in India on business. I’d lost a pile of weight and stopped masturbating entirely and on the first night there watch a real amateur cuckold porn on Xvideos. I was hooked. I had never seen anything so hot and I knew right away I was a cuck … at 56. I couldn’t masturbate the whole time there and watched more videos every night. By the time I got home I devoured my wife’s sweet pussy, and told her that’s what I wanted for us. Much to my surprise she didn’t shoot me down but kind of got into it. She’s never been with another guy in the ensuing 5 years but the pillow talk is scintillating.

[desertsub]

I couldn’t masturbate the whole time there and watched more videos every night.

How come you couldn't masturbate?

[long4her]

I couldn’t masturbate the whole time there and watched more videos every night.

How come you couldn't masturbate?

More correctly I had quit masturbating so my wife’s pussy would be my only release. That was taking a killer amount of restraint.

[4incheslong]

I had a GF in college that had a gone out one night with her GF's. She met her ex at a bar and he suduced her and took her to his car to fuck. She came in my room later that night and tearfully confessed. I pushed her onto the bed and could see she had no panties on. I asked her about it and she said she couldn't find them in his car after fucking. I assumed he either kept them to show his buddies or she never had any on. Either way very humiliatingly hot. I asked her if she had sucked him, she had. I started to mount her and she asked if I was sure I wanted to fuck her since another guy had just fucked her. Of course I plunged into her used pussy, I asked her where did he cum and she said "inside me". This was super hot since she was not on BC. I added my sperm inside her unprotected pussy after just a couple of strokes. It was the most intense thing I had ever experienced. At the time I wanted her to be pregnant and not know who the father was like a total slut.

She didn't get pregnant and we talked. She was faithful for a few months until she sat me down and said she was going to have fun while in college and fuck lots of other guys. I could stay if I wanted. I did and she cucked me lots of times. Everyone knew and I had a hard time with it all. We went our separate ways at graduation.

She has actually contacted me on FB and wants to meet up. I might just cuck her husband for a big turn of events.

[andrew1]

I read a story in Penthouse Letters about a guy who came home and heard his wife fucking another guy in their bed. He instantly got aroused and was hooked. I got so hard reading this and it was all I could think about - watching or listening to my young wife enjoying sex with another guy. The rest is history ! She’s had many lovers since I convinced her all those years ago.

[armyguyot1]

Welcome to the forum andrew1.

[Severin_lyon]

Hello,
When my girlfriend (we were living together) told me that she had done something "stupid" with a guy from college.
I simultaneously felt a terrible injury and incredible excitement.
Playing the released guy I told him I didn't mind ...
She told me that she didn't want an open couple, that she was very jealous ...
Then she asked me if she could continue to see him.
I said yes.
She told me again that she, she was very, very jealous ...

[tosaintsfan]

I was in my mid 60's when I realized I was a cuck.

I have a slight handicap that has no large impact on my life, but made me very self conscious and shy as a kid. I started to get interested in dating around 15 but was awkward around girls. My first girlfriend was probably a slut, but I didn't realize it at the time due to my naive inexperience. Anyways she was two years my junior and had already fucked 5 guys. I was 17 or 18 at the time. I wound up fucking her, then she dropped me about 2 weeks after.

I went through a stage where I would date a girl and after 2 or 3 dates was told she would like to be just friends. Pretty ego busting.

I met my first wife at 21 and we dated 4 years before getting married . We had a vanilla sex life but would talk occasionally about having a threesome or me watching her from the closet. Never came close to happening, but I would masturbate to that image.

We divorced when I was 50 and I didn't date at all for 15 years. My sexlife was masturbating thinking about sluts cheating on their husband. I met Marla, and within 6 months she wanted me in a cock cage when we weren't together to prevent me from masturbating. Pretty soon after, she posted an ad on Craigslist asking for computer help, with dessert available. So I witnessed her blowing about 4 guys within a month and the rest is history.

So I thought for years I was a voyeur but was likely always destin to be a cuck.

TO

[trecital]

I voted 18-21. But at that time it was more about 'swapping' rather than wanting someone else to fuck my wife. But I'm not sure at what age I first thought about 'sharing' rather than 'swapping'.

[PANTIES]

When he asked me if I wanted a taste, this was a red line for me. After I sucked his cock I was committed to becoming a cock sucker. I have only one regret that I didn’t do it sooner.

Pauline

[lonecuck]

I left my GF at home while I was away for threem months totally out of touch. When I returned, she confessed that she had been fucking a friend. I broke up with her on the spot. Later, as I wanked alone, I thought about her getting it from him, and realized I'd f'd up. I decided that I wouldn't make the mistake again.

A few years later I was 27 and newly married. My wife wanted sex more than I did, which was a lot. She got me started cross dressing, then told me I was too feminine to turn her on any more. As her bestie girlfriend, I encouraged her to date other men. We fantasized but she was adamant that it wouldn't happen. All that changed when I offered to help her hook up with my best friend.

[tractorman2]

I met my girlfriend as she turned 16. She was tall, 6ft slim and a fine wearer of skin tight jeans encasing her 33 inch legs and small curvy bottom, with 2 little mole hills in her jumpers and very pretty. She had a tomboy figure and attitude to life. I was her first real boyfriend i was just shy of being 22. She had been bullied at lot at school because of her height but at 16 became very confident and outgoing as she left school.

Within a short period i noticed and enjoyed other men looking at her, she did not like this one bit. I liked others looking at her young body, a body i had yet to touch but as soon as she permitted this i enjoyed standing in pubs with her carassessing her buttocks and seeing men looking. Months later freed from her virginity she cheated on me going out with a man in his mid 30s, in his car she bottled going further once sat there topless, she admitted this immediately. I was very annoyed but forgave her. I knew she would want to explore her newly found sexuality and was popular with the men.

That christmas she posed for my camera topless in her jeans showing her 32B firm breasts, looking very genuinely nervous.

As she turned 17 she asked me if i would go on holiday, i couldnt, my friends said i was mad to let her go with her best friend, that she would be a magnet for the boys and would get fucked. I knew this but knew that as she was young it was her body to explore so if it happened there it could happen at home anyway. A naughty bit of me wondered would she????

As i picked her up from the airport i got my answer as she burst into tears, she had got drunk carried away and laid by a lad, he fucked her then she left, she appeared devistated. Stopping the car i made love to my upset girfriend telling her it was OK, quite why i didnt know even them. She knew it too and later said she thought it a strange reaction.

From this she told me she loved me and wanted me as her husband, soon she was wearing high heal boots when out making her 6ft 2, sometimes with suspenders underneath for me and soon posed naked for my camera. So unknowingly the mould was already set for our marriage which happened when she was 18. Years later she wrote on this site that really i was always destined to be her cuck husband.

So to answer the question she was 16 and i was 22.

[castman45]

We were in our mid 20s when we got married. I felt proud to have married such a beautiful woman who happens to have ample tits, (42DDs), which other men, obviously, like to look at. Rather than making me mad, I liked it, because they were looking while I was having them, both of them. It fueled our sex, the hots other men had for her. She caught on to it, of course, and asked me straight up early in our marriage if I was turned on to other men looking at her. I admitted it did. She smiled and said, that really turns me on.
We had balls to the wall sex after that admission and just a few months later, she says, I'm going to cheat on you. It was with a guy at work, the first of many boyfriends she has had in over 15 years of marriage.

[dinoo]

Part 1
I went to university (1966) and wanted to break up with my girlfriend because I was sure I couldn't stay faithful to her.

To my surprise, she said, “I understand you completely. But that's no reason for me to break up with us. Feel free to do whatever comes your way.”

So I went to college like I didn't have a girlfriend. But my honesty compelled me to tell her all the events. So she kept abreast of all my escapades. Hard but I think the basis for the mutual trust to switch to a different lifestyle 40 years later.

One day she phoned me and told me that she had gone rowing with an intern (from the university in the city where we were both born) on the river that crossed “our” city. To which I naturally asked how she was dressed and what had happened.

I had bought her a particularly beautiful and expensive bikini. And she had a beautiful cleavage.
She: “I was wearing that Bleyle bikini” was her answer.
Me: "And has he played with your breasts" was my question to that?
She: “Yes, but especially with my nipples. But otherwise nothing special happened. Tongue kissing isn't anything special, isn't it?"

The following weekend, I traveled to my hometown to reclaim her. After some insistence she told me the whole story.
When she finished her training as a nurse, she came to the city where I studied to work at the university hospital. We were therefore often each other's visitors.

I had an attic with a roommate. Each has a room and a very large one for us together, with a bar and 6 bar stools.
So it happened that my roommate unexpectedly came in while we were walking around naked. My girlfriend quickly wanted to put on some clothes but my roommate quickly convinced her that this was not necessary by praising her body and breasts.
When she slept with me, she walked around naked or in small underpants. My roommate couldn't keep her hands off her breasts. She would cuddle up to him and keep looking straight at me as he played with her breasts and nipples.

Already a stag/cuck at a young age.

[Nobby285]

For me it was when my second serious girlfriend and the first that I moved in with and lived with as a proper couple was unfaithful to me. She had always made it clear that she would leave me if I was unfaithful to her and I kept up my end of the bargain priding myself on resisting temptation to maintain my fidelity. Then, one week she was away on business and returned home on the Friday night. We had sex and while she was on top of me, she said that she had been a very naughty girl. I asked her to tell me about it and she feigned shy but it didn't take too much to get the full story out of her. I expected to be furious and angry and upset but I found myself becoming incredibly aroused and we had the best sex that night that we ever did. I have thought about it lots since then and while my interest in hot wifing (I am a Stag / Vixen guy vs. Cuckold), has a lot to do with my closet bisexuality, I think it also has to do with dealing with the betrayal of this girl. By hot wifing I am controlling or allowing it to happen, encouraging it if you like vs. pretending that it won't happen to be again.