Hi everyone it's been a while since last update we both are very busy in our lives. Well I asked to move my thread to cuckold forum from hotwife, so from now on future updates will be on cuckold forum.So I will continue from where I left last time
We both were still trying to work on our relationship. I was trying to recover from the dark truth I learned about Mae.
At some point I decided never to talk about B.
Once when I was fucking Mae I asked her who is better in bed me or him Mae told me ,
" It's you and you are thicker down there compared to B and B could only fuck for few mins where you sometimes do me for half n hour"
I never asked any more details that time
finally we had a long conversation about my mood swings
Mae- " So you want me to leave "
Me- " No I don't but it's not easy for me to absorb this "
Mae- " I know it's not but give me a chance I really do love you "
Me- " I told you everything about my fantasy and so on why you did this to me "
Conversation was long I will not go in detail, finally at some point we reached a conclusion let's be realistic and we will only tell truth to each other and here Mae starts telling me about everything that happened in past before me
Mae- " See I was young and I Was into several flings I don't even know the number if you ask me, how many "
Me "so how many relationships you had been into before me "
Mae- "If you meant serious relationships then I had only 2 "
Me - " Who was the first one? Was he B "
Mae- "no he was A( first boyfriend) but I had a long-term relationship with B "
Me -" Did anything sexual happened with A "
Mae- " No we only had foreplay, he never fucked me. "
Me - " Did he saw you nude "
Mae- " As I said foreplay so of course "
Me - " Was he good at it "
Mae- " No "
Me - " Why "
Mae- " He was not good at anything "
Me - " Okay what about B "
Mae- " He was better then A, he was tall muscular and he was broad "( I didn't ask much about B here, but this answer intrigued me though I never liked the face of B)
Me - " Any other relationships"
Mae- "no others were just flings "
Me - " How many flings? Tell me be specific "
Mae- "many! I don't know the exact count but did you remember that person L "
Me - " Yeh? Your boss "
Mae- " Yeh I had something with him "
Me - " What actually happened"
Mae- "we didn't slept it was just some casual fun kisses and so on"
Me - " Did you ever had a fling while being in relationship with B "
Mae- " Yeh I did it "
Me - " Really? "
Mae- " Yes because he was not in country he went away I was all alone it was a long distance relationship"
Me - " You ever told him anything about it, ever confessed? "
Mae- "those were only flings, I flirted with lot many guys and I was not ready to settle I was having fun, I used to drink, party that was my lifestyle"
After this conversation I realised that I was calm even after I learned about my girl's past debauchery but it didn't hurt me anymore, I think Mae also realised speaking the real facts was no harm and for both of us communication improved.
Once when we were intimate during that moment I asked her what B used to do to her she without any filter started telling me everything before I proceed further I would like to mention a flashback, it happened when we were on our honeymoon .
We both were in bathroom taking shower together, we both got into mood , Mae was ready and wanted to get fucked really hard so she turned around and faced mirror and bent down over basin table keeping her one leg over the wash basin slab and asked me to enter
Now I tried my best to enter her but was unable to succeed it was Mae's perfect round sizable ass that my dick was not enough to reach her pussy, after few attempts Mae herself told me you are not able to perform let's go and do in bed. So we fucked in bed
Now fast forword and continue from when we were intimate, I asked her
Me - " tell me the best fucking experience of your life "
She looked at me and then without any excuses she tells me looking right in my eyes
Mae- " It was with B "
I was curious now and getting harder , she could have said it was with me but she was now speaking raw truth, which is exactly what even I wanted to hear.
Me - " Really, tell me about it when? "
Mae- " It was after Pandemic( Mae in those days after being at home had put on some good mass in the right places her ass was really nice even bigger then now what she had on our honeymoon)"
Me - " So what happened "
Mae- "well B and I mostly used to do in missionary this time he wanted to do it in different position"
Me - " So? "
Mae- " So it was a hotel room we went into the bathroom I was facing the mirror he bent me down while he was standing behind me I kept one leg on the basin table "
Me - " And? " ( I remember it was the same position she was trying with me during honeymoon and I was unable to reach inside her)
Mae- " He likes my boobs , but he adored my ass too ,actually my ass got even bigger in those days because of home stay during pandemic "
Me - ( I basically now wanted to know what happened )
Mae- "then he finally entered me, as I was bent,it was good sensation as he was entering me,we never tried this position before "
Me - "really? He was able to enter you in that position? "
Mae- " Yeh very easily "
Me - " Then? "
Mae- "he started fucking me and then he started giving it to me harder and harder his strokes were increasing with amazing speed I loved looking myself in the mirror the way my boobs were bouncing ,it was so hot, I literally orgasmed "
Me - " Wow
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"
Me - " We tried similar position during honeymoon "
Mae- " I know "
Me - " But we were unbale to perform,"
Now the main reason Why B was able to enter Mae, it's because he was definitely Bigger then me I am not giving size any importance I am Just giving basic facts. As mae told her ass was even bigger that time, while with me it wasn't big like that but still I was not able to perform the moment I entered half a inch whenever I tried to give strokes , it came out. But with B though she had bigger ass that time he was still easily able to enter her and not only enter but fucked her really good as well with intense deep strokes.
I tried entering Mae sometimes while making her lay on her stomach but she has complained every time that she doesn't enjoy that position very much as she couldn't feel penetration from me.( my dick doesn't go deep inside when Fucking in such positions, whereas Mae likes to feel deep strokes)
So I asked Mae
Me -" How much bigger was B, what's his size "
Mae-" I don't know I never measured him "
Me-" Was he bigger than me "
Mae-" Yeh certainly"
Me-"when you used to hold his shaft how much of it remains outside off your grip"
Mae-" This much "( what she hinted it described his shaft would be easily more than 2 inches remaining out of her palm grip where as with me her palm grip could easily cover almost my entire dick)
Me-" Can you tell with rough idea on your
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palm from fingers to upto where was length of his dick? "
Mae-" Yeh its upto here "( she pointed from the tip of her longest finger point 'A'upto the particular point 'B' which was on her wrist)
Me-" Wait I am coming back "( I immediately got the 12 inch
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ruler and when I measured I couldn't believe )
Me-"
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fuck Mae it's almost 8 and half inches "( something so Big I had only seen in porn)
Mae-" Yeh he was average thick not too thick but was bigger than you without any doubt"
my cuck feelings took over This comparison gave me such a instant hard on I fucked Mae rethinking about it again and again. It took me hardly few minutes and I came instantly.
I don't know about other women everyone is different but if it's about me and Mae SIZE DOES MATTER
I still cannot perform on her in various positions because of my size I can fuck for hours I mean it but sometimes stamina is not enough . Women sometimes want to get fucked in different positions so average to small sizes sometimes are not enough to perform in those positions. In our case leave cuckolding aside ( though it's my ultimate fantasy to see my girl with a BWC) but Size still matters. Even Mae has learned the importance of it and I cannot deny it.
Every women as I said is different so is Mae, if we watch porn she doesn't like to watch woman with small tits and Man with small cocks. Her preference is completely opposite so is Mine.
I am taking things slow as I am completely new to this lifestyle but we Will continue to update our journey here from time to time