It might actually happen after years of telling me no.

[realcucklife]

Bump

[BurstLily27]

Hi w770, since you’ve been perusing them, would you mind giving some play-by-play of some of your favorite of Adam’s videos? (If you have time of course) I always found that aspect of your adventures very enticing, the fact that he was ostensibly cheating but was fully willing to potentially ruin that situation just to have oneupmanship on you

[BallSpanking]

Hi w770 ...
I am hoping there might be an update soon of Lana letting her hair down an cuckolding you with another bull ...

[Anonimoose]

Hi, have just finished reading thus far. Am very envious of you and hope you're enjoying every bit of it.

[bufaker]

Hi W770

I finished the whole thread. Took me a few days but it was a great journey. I hope you are having good time and dealing with promotion well. Looking forward to reading more exciting updates

[w770]

Hey everyone. It's been a while. In short, things have not been great with Lana and myself. We've been fighting quite a bit, which is very much a change of pace for us since we used to never fight. None of the fights have revolved around the lifestyle but moreso parenthood and she attributes a lot if not all of it to postpartum depression, and she was taking all of it out on me. But we've made a lot of progress and things are back to normal now and we're definitely getting along better again. We haven't really made love for months as it was hard to be in the mood when you're arguing with your partner. But since we've been better lately, at least we've been talking about intimacy again lately - but for anyone with young kids knows, the baby's schedule is your schedule. And since actual intimacy hasn't really been possible lately because of scheduling and work, Lana's been teasing me with texts lately, knowing what really turns me on. For example, during the work day while I'm in the office, she'll send me screenshots of her past text message conversations with Adam. She would also tease me with messages about her threesome with Adam and Evan, and how they took turns with her, how these two hot guys will always have that story to talk about with each other and how they both had her at the same time, how Evan took her for his own in the middle of the night, etc. She'll also send me a picture of two bananas with no other context.

I honestly don't know if we'll ever go back to the lifestyle again seeing as it just seemed so consuming, with time and emotions as well.

I saw someone ask about my favorite videos that Adam has sent me. There are a few that stand out, namely the one he sent me to prove to me that he had taken her with his bare cock while he was telling her "take that dick, Lana" while he would slowly thrust into her, even when he was all the way in, he would push even further into her while she begged him to go slow. "Not used to getting fucked this deep?" "No...." Another one he sent me that stands out is one where he was recording himself flicking me off, then down at his cock, obviously drenched in Lana's juices, and then showing me that behind him was Evan on top of Lana, her legs on his shoulders as he pounded her into the bed.

I hope to have more time to update, but it's been incredibly difficult as the baby is more active than ever and it's hard to keep up, especially when I have to commute into the office more these days because of work obligations. Hope everyone is well.

[rascalnvixen]

w770, It's really good to hear from you!!! Thanks for the update of how you two are doing. Yes, the kids do dictate your own life style a lot!! I don't know that I would say never to the lifestyle again. Lana obviously thinks about it enough to send you teasing texts. I just hope she doesn't want to get back to the last adventure, which I shall not name. Good luck and keep the communications flowing in both directions!!!!

Rascal

[w770]

w770, It's really good to hear from you!!! Thanks for the update of how you two are doing. Yes, the kids do dictate your own life style a lot!! I don't know that I would say never to the lifestyle again. Lana obviously thinks about it enough to send you teasing texts. I just hope she doesn't want to get back to the last adventure, which I shall not name. Good luck and keep the communications flowing in both directions!!!!

Rascal

Yeah I don't think if we ever do go back into the lifestyle, that it would ever be with anyone we've been with before. Being as it is summer and we live in a beach town, I've been teasing Lana whenever we're out about the younger guys that are staring at her. She always asks me "is that all you ever think about?" It's funny but I really just don't know how we would ever incorporate it into our lives again given how guys tend to obsess over Lana and it's hardly ever a one time encounter it seems.

[tattoousagain]

I always said that life as you knew it ceases to exist when you have children. Not better or worse, just different. Accept it and you will be fine.

Given how guys obsess over Lana and the fact you live in a beach town, perhaps one night stands will be the thing you may try (with all the necessary precautions, of course). Leave your child with grandparents for the night while you and her can go to a club. You can sit away from her and watch the guys hit on her. Maybe try to pick her up yourself if the night is slow. If someone interests her and you give the approving nod from afar, they can go back to his place (never your place). You can be close to ensure her safety.

You both obviously enjoy her seeing others. You just have to adjust to make it work with your situation.

Good luck and have fun.

[coastalkid]

The three horsemen of the sexual relationship apocalypse, conservative religious upbringing, postpartum depression, and menopause. Those three things came in waves for us, one after another. It was a living Hell for us. We managed to stay together (47 years of marriage) but I feel like those three things robbed me of my best sexual years of my life and left me emotionally scarred. I was completely unprepared for the challenge each of those things presented and how much they would build upon each other.

[w770]

I always said that life as you knew it ceases to exist when you have children. Not better or worse, just different. Accept it and you will be fine.

Given how guys obsess over Lana and the fact you live in a beach town, perhaps one night stands will be the thing you may try (with all the necessary precautions, of course). Leave your child with grandparents for the night while you and her can go to a club. You can sit away from her and watch the guys hit on her. Maybe try to pick her up yourself if the night is slow. If someone interests her and you give the approving nod from afar, they can go back to his place (never your place). You can be close to ensure her safety.

You both obviously enjoy her seeing others. You just have to adjust to make it work with your situation.

Good luck and have fun.

I know what you're saying is the smart thing to do about it never being at our place, but we both found it incredibly hot whenever she would give herself to another man in our bed. But you're right, for safety reasons, it would be better to avoid that.

The three horsemen of the sexual relationship apocalypse, conservative religious upbringing, postpartum depression, and menopause. Those three things came in waves for us, one after another. It was a living Hell for us. We managed to stay together (47 years of marriage) but I feel like those three things robbed me of my best sexual years of my life and left me emotionally scarred. I was completely unprepared for the challenge each of those things presented and how much they would build upon each other.

Yeah it's been really rough and we fought more than we ever have in the last few months. But we're in a better place now and I'm just hoping that it isn't just a temporary reprieve.

[Dream Weaver]

Everybody here who's had kids knows that the early years can easily be the hardest on a marriage. So many couples split up (they shouldn't IMO, but they do). It has nothing to do with the variant of sex. It's all about lack of sleep and the permanent change in life stye. You're not kids anymore.

[coastalkid]

Yeah it's been really rough and we fought more than we ever have in the last few months. But we're in a better place now and I'm just hoping that it isn't just a temporary reprieve.

I'm glad that you feel like you're in a better place. My wife's postpartum depression lasted almost three years. I was frustrated beyond belief. After the first year I timidly suggested counseling and got shot down hard, slammed maybe more accurate. I realized the best thing I could do was hunker down and ride out the storm. I had to learn to suppress my reaction both verbally and non-verbally. I'm surprised I have a tongue left after having to bite it so often to keep from saying, "What the fuck! This is fucked up!"

I can say that we're in a much better place now. Hang in there! Keep your "Spidey Sense" alert!

[w770]

Everybody here who's had kids knows that the early years can easily be the hardest on a marriage. So many couples split up (they shouldn't IMO, but they do). It has nothing to do with the variant of sex. It's all about lack of sleep and the permanent change in life stye. You're not kids anymore.

Yeah our arguments were always about being overworked, not getting any sleep, and she fully admitted that she was just taking everything out on me and that I didn't deserve that.

Yeah it's been really rough and we fought more than we ever have in the last few months. But we're in a better place now and I'm just hoping that it isn't just a temporary reprieve.

I'm glad that you feel like you're in a better place. My wife's postpartum depression lasted almost three years. I was frustrated beyond belief. After the first year I timidly suggested counseling and got shot down hard, slammed maybe more accurate. I realized the best thing I could do was hunker down and ride out the storm. I had to learn to suppress my reaction both verbally and non-verbally. I'm surprised I have a tongue left after having to bite it so often to keep from saying, "What the fuck! This is fucked up!"

I can say that we're in a much better place now. Hang in there! Keep your "Spidey Sense" alert!

3 years??? That's an eternity away.

Update: It sounds stupid, but Lana and I are having the baby watched by her parents this Friday and Saturday. I responded with a "oh?" followed by 3 winky face emojis, something that has meant that some sort of experience into the lifestyle to which she responded with "maayybee....."

Then she sent me a few screenshots of her conversation with Adam in which he was telling her to sneak off to the bathroom and get naked for him. She sent him a series of pictures, each of them followed by him demanding more. "now the bra.. Fuck I love those tits.." followed by her obliging him, and on and on, until she was completely naked for him, pleasuring herself while he sent images back to her of him stroking himself. "Where is he?" "He's on the couch." "Lol fucking cuck has no clue what his wife is doing..."

Although Adam had become a sensitive issue at one point, she still knows that it turns me on, so she'll definitely tease that out of me sometimes.

[venus-can99]

Glad to hear from you again W. Hopefully you and Lana have managed to work thru her post-partum depression (it can be debilitating) and at least start teasing each other again. Hope all 3 of you are well and you manage to get a break from crushing work schedule to be more present with Lana when you can.

[w770]

Glad to hear from you again W. Hopefully you and Lana have managed to work thru her post-partum depression (it can be debilitating) and at least start teasing each other again. Hope all 3 of you are well and you manage to get a break from crushing work schedule to be more present with Lana when you can.

"Debilitating" is a great way of putting it. It was so all encompassing and it's been the worst stretch of our relationship.

Update: we've been texting a little more about this weekend and if she was serious as it pertains to possible lifestyle related fun. She responded with "I'm not saying no..."

[venus-can99]

"Debilitating" is a great way of putting it. It was so all encompassing and it's been the worst stretch of our relationship.

Update: we've been texting a little more about this weekend and if she was serious as it pertains to possible lifestyle related fun. She responded with "I'm not saying no..."

That sounds like some fun is in the offing over the weekend? I thought Adam now had a serious gf and was laying low?

[w770]

"Debilitating" is a great way of putting it. It was so all encompassing and it's been the worst stretch of our relationship.

Update: we've been texting a little more about this weekend and if she was serious as it pertains to possible lifestyle related fun. She responded with "I'm not saying no..."

That sounds like some fun is in the offing over the weekend? I thought Adam now had a serious gf and was laying low?

Right so this weekend will be fun. Adam will definitely not be involved as he was too extreme to a negative extent and yes, the last we heard from him, he had a really serious gf.

I texted Lana that the screenshots she sent me of her text messages with Adam got me rock hard. She responded with "He fucked me better than anyone ever has.... Giant asshole but gave the best dick ever."

[sandy691196]

W770.. glad you are back. Sorry about all the hard times you had conjugally..

Do you it was a good idea to resume your romantic life (after your marital 'nam) with talks of other guys straight off the bat?

Lana did comment - "is that all you think about?"..
Getting back to a good place romantically and sexually between the two of you... before wading into the choppy waters of the LS may have been better?

[w770]

W770.. glad you are back. Sorry about all the hard times you had conjugally..

Do you it was a good idea to resume your romantic life (after your marital 'nam) with talks of other guys straight off the bat?

Lana did comment - "is that all you think about?"..
Getting back to a good place romantically and sexually between the two of you... before wading into the choppy waters of the LS may have been better?

I actually had a similar thought and Lana and I discussed it. We're going to do a romantic and sweet date night tomorrow night, and she said who knows what will happen on Saturday night. She did say that maybe I'll get something I really want for Father's Day.

[StandingO1984]

Great to hear from you W770. As one whose kids are adults now, I encourage you to work hard on your relationship with Lana. Nothing is more important for your child than for her to know her parents love each other. It pays huge dividends later, I promise. And never let the joy of being a dad pass you by. It's a lot of work but lots of fun. Be strong. You got this.

[Rogueuser1]

Nice - glad to hear things are on the upswing hopefully you two find time to get back to having sex regularly.

It isn't romantic but having two scheduled sex nights per week was a real life saver for us when the kids were young. Having something that says, oh yes - we should have sex, so you don't forget about each other and your marriage really helped us. Of course sometimes life gets in the way and it doesn't work out... but you have to try something.

Good luck this weekend! Maybe you will get some ass

[BallSpanking]

Does she know you'd love her to bring a creampie?
Maybe her Texas cowboy is back in town ...

[sandy691196]

W770.. glad you are back. Sorry about all the hard times you had conjugally..

Do you it was a good idea to resume your romantic life (after your marital 'nam) with talks of other guys straight off the bat?

Lana did comment - "is that all you think about?"..
Getting back to a good place romantically and sexually between the two of you... before wading into the choppy waters of the LS may have been better?

I actually had a similar thought and Lana and I discussed it. We're going to do a romantic and sweet date night tomorrow night, and she said who knows what will happen on Saturday night. She did say that maybe I'll get something I really want for Father's Day.

I was thinking a whole month of exclusivity

[Midnight Joker]

W770.. glad you are back. Sorry about all the hard times you had conjugally..

Do you it was a good idea to resume your romantic life (after your marital 'nam) with talks of other guys straight off the bat?

Lana did comment - "is that all you think about?"..
Getting back to a good place romantically and sexually between the two of you... before wading into the choppy waters of the LS may have been better?

I actually had a similar thought and Lana and I discussed it. We're going to do a romantic and sweet date night tomorrow night, and she said who knows what will happen on Saturday night. She did say that maybe I'll get something I really want for Father's Day.

Ever thought about swinging vs. cuckolding? You can spice it up a bit...but together.