I'm Ky, and I'm a cuck-oholic

[wannabecUKold]

What a joy for you to come to England, Ky old chap.
Will your lovely wife be able to team up with her sexy girlfriend from school again?

[R_H_NC]

Congrats Ky. Both for the news of a lovely girl coming and the pending move.

[Ky_Da]

What a joy for you to come to England, Ky old chap.
Will your lovely wife be able to team up with her sexy girlfriend from school again?

I’m looking forward to the change. I’ve been to England fairly regularly since we got married, but I generally only stay for a week at the most. It’ll be interesting to experience living there full time.

As to the old girlfriend, I’m sure they’ll connect, but I know nothing will happen there. After what happened last time they were together, Emilia’s wife won’t be leaving her unsupervised. I’ll probably have to go as a chaperone too. They live way up north as well, so I doubt we’d see them too frequently. But maybe I’m wrong about that. Here in California, a 3 or 4 hour is nothing, we do it all the time, so maybe we’ll get up there all the time. It would be fun to explore the area. I’ve never gone up north.

[Ky_Da]

Congrats Ky. Both for the news of a lovely girl coming and the pending move.

Thanks R_H

[Mlody111]

welcome to Uk. I propose to visit the south of England

[insertomit]

Tell her it is a cricket hat

[Ky_Da]

Good luck Ky,

Congratulations on getting a Baby Girl. I am sure that She and Her mom will keep you plenty busy in the next couple of years, so not a bad idea to have the grandparents close.

Many males, cucks or not, sooner or later discover that it makes their Wives very happy to live close to Her family.
Maybe you will discover after three years that you love it there and will find permanent opportunities there?

Also, the English is horny lot, you should know from your Wife.
So if She wants to take up cuckolding again, She will find equally good opportunities in the UK!!

Welcome to Europe!!

Sincerely
elina

Thanks elina, I think your comment is on the mark, my wife’s been in higher spirits ever since we made the decision to make the move. She’s been on the phone a lot with her mother lately, and I mean a lot.

[Open2it]

Congratulations Ky! Soon you’ll be speaking like a Brit too. It’ll be fun. Enjoy it.
O2

[dorsetben]

You'll have to get used to warm beer and rugby Ky. Will be good to have you both in God's own country!

[JustWantToWatch]

Read through all 38 pages of your journey! Thanks for sharing your experiences with us! One heck of a read!

[Ky_Da]

Read through all 38 pages of your journey! Thanks for sharing your experiences with us! One heck of a read!

It was certainly an interesting chapter in our lives. I don’t know if we’ll ever open that book again, but fuck, what a journey. These days I get my cuck fix by writing in the library, and it seems to be working.

[vmb69]

Read through all 38 pages of your journey! Thanks for sharing your experiences with us! One heck of a read!

It was certainly an interesting chapter in our lives. I don’t know if we’ll ever open that book again, but fuck, what a journey. These days I get my cuck fix by writing in the library, and it seems to be working.

Once the kids are all grown up, could you see yourself going back?

[Ky_Da]

Read through all 38 pages of your journey! Thanks for sharing your experiences with us! One heck of a read!

It was certainly an interesting chapter in our lives. I don’t know if we’ll ever open that book again, but fuck, what a journey. These days I get my cuck fix by writing in the library, and it seems to be working.

Once the kids are all grown up, could you see yourself going back?

That’s a question I frequently think about, and candidly, I have no idea, but a growing part of me thinks not. I know I’ve mentioned this recently, so forgive me for repeating, but there’s a closeness, an intimacy that we feel we’ve been able to recapture since we stopped. We had some hard shit to work through, but we’re in a good place now, and I worry that I might lose that progress if we were to ever start again.

[vmb69]

Read through all 38 pages of your journey! Thanks for sharing your experiences with us! One heck of a read!

It was certainly an interesting chapter in our lives. I don’t know if we’ll ever open that book again, but fuck, what a journey. These days I get my cuck fix by writing in the library, and it seems to be working.

Once the kids are all grown up, could you see yourself going back?

That’s a question I frequently think about, and candidly, I have no idea, but a growing part of me thinks not. I know I’ve mentioned this recently, so forgive me for repeating, but there’s a closeness, an intimacy that we feel we’ve been able to recapture since we stopped. We had some hard shit to work through, but we’re in a good place now, and I worry that I might lose that progress if we were to ever start again.

after our 2 year run with a friend we stopped. It's been over 10 years and my wife and I lately have thought about starting up again, but nothing as long term as last time, maybe find a potential long term but not as frequent, or build the relationship we had last time.

[desertsub]

Read through all 38 pages of your journey! Thanks for sharing your experiences with us! One heck of a read!

It was certainly an interesting chapter in our lives. I don’t know if we’ll ever open that book again, but fuck, what a journey. These days I get my cuck fix by writing in the library, and it seems to be working.

Once the kids are all grown up, could you see yourself going back?

That’s a question I frequently think about, and candidly, I have no idea, but a growing part of me thinks not. I know I’ve mentioned this recently, so forgive me for repeating, but there’s a closeness, an intimacy that we feel we’ve been able to recapture since we stopped. We had some hard shit to work through, but we’re in a good place now, and I worry that I might lose that progress if we were to ever start again.

My wife stopped cuckolding me when our kids started getting a little older. when the youngest moved out she decided to try it again, with my blessing. She has been back cuckolding me now for about 7 years and it's great! The dynamic is totally different this time though. It isn't as frequent as it was when we were younger and she says it's more about just having fun and experiencing the variety of having sex with different guys. She almost never has sex with a guy more than a couple of times before moving on, and doesn't really want any intimacy involved. Even though she doesn't get intimate with them or let it go longterm she is much more into denying me and controlling my orgasms now.

I think that as we mature we develop different outlooks about sex and intimacy and cuckolding can be something totally different than what it was when we were young. That has certainly been the case with us.

[vmb69]

It was certainly an interesting chapter in our lives. I don’t know if we’ll ever open that book again, but fuck, what a journey. These days I get my cuck fix by writing in the library, and it seems to be working.

Once the kids are all grown up, could you see yourself going back?

That’s a question I frequently think about, and candidly, I have no idea, but a growing part of me thinks not. I know I’ve mentioned this recently, so forgive me for repeating, but there’s a closeness, an intimacy that we feel we’ve been able to recapture since we stopped. We had some hard shit to work through, but we’re in a good place now, and I worry that I might lose that progress if we were to ever start again.

My wife stopped cuckolding me when our kids started getting a little older. when the youngest moved out she decided to try it again, with my blessing. She has been back cuckolding me now for about 7 years and it's great! The dynamic is totally different this time though. It isn't as frequent as it was when we were younger and she says it's more about just having fun and experiencing the variety of having sex with different guys. She almost never has sex with a guy more than a couple of times before moving on, and doesn't really want any intimacy involved. Even though she doesn't get intimate with them or let it go longterm she is much more into denying me and controlling my orgasms now.

I think that as we mature we develop different outlooks about sex and intimacy and cuckolding can be something totally different than what it was when we were young. That has certainly been the case with us.

I asked if she wanted to stop, but she said no, she just wants to wait a bit to feel better about herself, we have been working out a lot and she wants to do a mommy trifecta. But she said no matter what she is perfectly fine with me being a cuck, and working more o. chastity play, and has no plans to want to stop that. We both agree that long term may be dangerous for intimacy and to maybe keep more than 1 regular or switch more often. For now she said I should work on getting used to being a cuck, and denied, given my past with angst sometimes taking over, she wants to make sure we will be on a good path to be more serious about cuckolding.

[Ky_Da]

It was certainly an interesting chapter in our lives. I don’t know if we’ll ever open that book again, but fuck, what a journey. These days I get my cuck fix by writing in the library, and it seems to be working.

Once the kids are all grown up, could you see yourself going back?

That’s a question I frequently think about, and candidly, I have no idea, but a growing part of me thinks not. I know I’ve mentioned this recently, so forgive me for repeating, but there’s a closeness, an intimacy that we feel we’ve been able to recapture since we stopped. We had some hard shit to work through, but we’re in a good place now, and I worry that I might lose that progress if we were to ever start again.

My wife stopped cuckolding me when our kids started getting a little older. when the youngest moved out she decided to try it again, with my blessing. She has been back cuckolding me now for about 7 years and it's great! The dynamic is totally different this time though. It isn't as frequent as it was when we were younger and she says it's more about just having fun and experiencing the variety of having sex with different guys. She almost never has sex with a guy more than a couple of times before moving on, and doesn't really want any intimacy involved. Even though she doesn't get intimate with them or let it go longterm she is much more into denying me and controlling my orgasms now.

I think that as we mature we develop different outlooks about sex and intimacy and cuckolding can be something totally different than what it was when we were young. That has certainly been the case with us.

I agree completely that we develop different outlooks as we get older. It’ll be interesting to see what the future holds for us. Part of the challenge I’m finding recently, is that while cuckolding isn’t important to us right now, and we’re actively avoiding it while raising the kids, it would be so easy to fall back into it. Once you’ve crossed that line and actually had the experience, it’s an easy line to cross again, and again, and again. The more times you do it, the easier it is.

That’s one of the reasons I’ll never be an advocate for this lifestyle. I’d hate for any of my posts to be used as a reason to try it, or a way to do it. I consider is to have been extremely fortunate that we managed to come out on the other side and still be married and in love. Some people are just able to make it work, others aren’t. And you can’t know which you are until you do it, but then that might be all it takes to ruin a marriage. And as I’m getting the experience of raising kids, I’m starting to see the power of a traditional, nuclear family. I know many will disagree, but that’s my experience. Take care all

[SamWarrens]

Bump

[lookingiansa]

Once the kids are all grown up, could you see yourself going back?

That’s a question I frequently think about, and candidly, I have no idea, but a growing part of me thinks not. I know I’ve mentioned this recently, so forgive me for repeating, but there’s a closeness, an intimacy that we feel we’ve been able to recapture since we stopped. We had some hard shit to work through, but we’re in a good place now, and I worry that I might lose that progress if we were to ever start again.

My wife stopped cuckolding me when our kids started getting a little older. when the youngest moved out she decided to try it again, with my blessing. She has been back cuckolding me now for about 7 years and it's great! The dynamic is totally different this time though. It isn't as frequent as it was when we were younger and she says it's more about just having fun and experiencing the variety of having sex with different guys. She almost never has sex with a guy more than a couple of times before moving on, and doesn't really want any intimacy involved. Even though she doesn't get intimate with them or let it go longterm she is much more into denying me and controlling my orgasms now.

I think that as we mature we develop different outlooks about sex and intimacy and cuckolding can be something totally different than what it was when we were young. That has certainly been the case with us.

I agree completely that we develop different outlooks as we get older. It’ll be interesting to see what the future holds for us. Part of the challenge I’m finding recently, is that while cuckolding isn’t important to us right now, and we’re actively avoiding it while raising the kids, it would be so easy to fall back into it. Once you’ve crossed that line and actually had the experience, it’s an easy line to cross again, and again, and again. The more times you do it, the easier it is.

That’s one of the reasons I’ll never be an advocate for this lifestyle. I’d hate for any of my posts to be used as a reason to try it, or a way to do it. I consider is to have been extremely fortunate that we managed to come out on the other side and still be married and in love. Some people are just able to make it work, others aren’t. And you can’t know which you are until you do it, but then that might be all it takes to ruin a marriage. And as I’m getting the experience of raising kids, I’m starting to see the power of a traditional, nuclear family. I know many will disagree, but that’s my experience. Take care all

Ky

I read your whole thread in a night. I don't remember or read, if all forms of cuck play have stopped. Like is she trying to cage you, deny you, getting you to suck a cock again, that kind of thing? Or are you guys completely back to the way it was before you got cucked? Has she gotten used to just you for sex or does she still crave guys like Wade?

I can see the plusses of each monogamy and group play. And I think it would be very hard once you tasted the dark side to go back to vanilla In my case from a married bull/bf prospective going back to just my wife who is not a hotwife but rather a cuckqueen gets boring and I crave hookups with hotwife and cuckold couples or just hotwives.

I do commend you and her for putting the needs of your kids above play as they are growing up.

I also love your fictional story, "To The Edge and Back"

Mr. Lookingiansa

[SamWarrens]

Bump

[SamWarrens]

Ky: Never say never.
Cuckolding is a powerful drug that comes back at unexpected times.
Take care.

[SamWarrens]

Love the story to the Edge and Back.
Love how its loosely based on your wife's story.

[randomrick123]

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[Guhunkadorn]

Earlier in this thread you relate how your wife cut her hair for Wade and that triggered a memory of a similar action my wife took when she was 'involved' with her workout buddy.

We'd been married appx. 18 years - now at 28 years - and I was initiating intimacy shortly after she got into bed. My hand reached her pussy, under her panties, and I discovered she was completely shaven down there. She sort of froze a bit as she knew I was processing this change. I knew immediately she shaved for him. We'd never discussed me - or her - wanting to shave all her pubic hair.

As I recall we just proceeded to have sex and the issue was not discussed.

[PANTIES]

My wife has changed everything including wearing his ring rather than her wedding rings. She told her mother when asked about her rings this past Xmas she told her she had a lover. That’s why she looks different from clothes, hair, makeup and that her and I no longer sleep together. Her mother asked her how long had this been going on and she told her mother since March 2019.

I’m married in name only, my wife is devoted to her lover who at one time was our FWB. The only time I get her is when he has finished and tells me when he leaves she’s waiting for me to clean her. I get her when her pussy is puffy, red and full of his cream.

I’m a cuckold-oholic who wears women’s panties.

Pauline