I'm Ky, and I'm a cuck-oholic

[DavidnDaria]

Ky,

You, Jaimee and Wade have a Happy Thanksgiving.

Take care of yourselves and your soon-to-be little one.

Dave

[Kim2233]

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I think the problem with us guys is we only see things through a mans point of view. I would argue that only 20% or maybe less is sexual and the 80% is just daily normal life stuff. 80% is what Ky excels at and owns. Remember when Jaime was tired of dealing with Wades shit when Ky was away. Well real life is just that and Ky and Jaime are fit for dealing with this and for most of that other 20% as well. I really don't think Ky needs to worry and i think Jaime wants Ky to stop second guessing that fact. Sure she gets all hot and bothered thinking about other dudes... but when all that burns out and has lost its shine... she will still want the security of her man Ky... she wants to know he'll be with her when they grow old together and this cuckold thing was just a footnote in their lives.

I'm grateful for your comments tfx. Seriously, thank you.

You came close to touching on a topic my wife and I have talked a lot about, and that's the fact that this 'game' we like to play could very easily turn into a situation where she falls in love with another man and gets to a point where she would leave me - let's call it 'trading-up'.
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I'm glad you mentioned what you did about my wife getting tired of Wade's bullshit, haha. She really loves having sex with him, they're good friends, but they would quickly drive each other insane if they were ever to try a long-term relationship. And that suits me just fine.

Reading all of your posts Ky, I can't help but feel that you and Jaimee have a really solid relationship - that you communicate well and both really love each other. So I don't see much to worry about. While it is always theoretically possible some amazing guy could come along and steal her away, I just don't see it happening.

When Jaimee first started playing and the two of you hit a really dangerous place, she was, I think, much more naive about NRE and more vulnerable to getting consumed by it and losing perspective. I don't see her making that mistake again. She's learned and grown.

And look at what she's got now. She has a husband she dearly loves who gives her long-term security, is really compatible with her in that "80% of life", and... let's her fool around with hot guys on the side to get her rocks off. What more could she want? How could she "trade up" from that place? If she were to divorce you and marry some hot alpha male, would he let her play around? Not likely. And would that place somehow be better than where she is now? I can't see it. And I suspect she's savvy enough at this point to view things just about that way.

All that said, the one way I could see things go wrong would be if your relationship with her were to degrade over time. Communication is key to avoiding that, and I think you're doing well there. But I have one word of caution I'm inclined to offer.

Emotions are contagious. If you are around happy people you get happier, around sad people sadder. There are a few times in your posts where you've described a situation that got too intense or scary for you and you pulled back, safeworded, or something else. In those situations you've often described Jaimee as being a little frustrated with you in that moment. And I sympathized with her on several of those occasions. I had the sense you weren't, in that moment, putting enough confidence in the strength of your relationship with her. You were being too nervous about the risk of losing her.

If you have confidence in your relationship with Jaimee, that confidence can be contagious. If you worry about how things are between the two of you, that can easily put at least subconscious seeds of doubt in her mind as to whether things are good between you. So the advice is try not to "over-worry".

[offendedgame]

If you have confidence in your relationship with Jaimee, that confidence can be contagious. If you worry about how things are between the two of you, that can easily put at least subconscious seeds of doubt in her mind as to whether things are good between you. So the advice is try not to "over-worry".

Like "Self-fulfilling prophecy"
Google it, Ky.

[ddriver86]

Hey Ky,
I am not sure if I am writing this for you or your wife, but I remembered this from a wife's post a couple of years back and thought it was incredibly HOT!

This is what she posted "Matt (lover) has even become more comfortable with Alex (husband). He still doesn't really like the physical contact but he will allow Alex to suck him clean after he has cum in me on occasion and I even got him to pull out once and shoot a load in the back of Alex's mouth. I swear that I have never cum so hard in my life from wanting a man to take me. Matt seemed so dominant and powerful standing over my husband, who was on his knees, and stroking his penis and grunting when he let go. His leg muscles were all tight and his butt was clenched. Alex looked mortified and ready to gag and Matt just grabbed Alex by the hair and jammed his cock straight to the back of Alex's throat and left it there for about fifteen seconds while his tremor's subsided. Alex was turning blue with Matt's penis shutting off his airway and his nose pressed up against Matt’s hairy pubis. I wrapped my arms around Matt's shoulders and told him I loved him loud enough for my husband to hear and then Matt shuddered one last time and pulled out of Alex's mouth. My husband just crouched over coughing and trying to catch his breath.
I'll tell more about that later, but it is really the only time Matt has done that. I would love to find a play partner that does not mind making my husband suck his cock but that seems to be a tall order."

As you can see the wife was very excited about her husband's situation.

Hope all of you are doing well!!

[Ky_Da]

These last few days have been just what I needed. Just me and the wife, dinner with my family, eating way more than I should, and no thoughts about work. My parents live far enough away that it’s easier to stay the night. My mom and my wife have been non-stop talk about baby stuff. I have some older siblings that have all beaten me to the punch in producing grandkids, but it doesn’t seem to diminish my mom’s excitement. Visiting family throws my reality a little out of focus these days. It’s so weird to be visiting my parents like everything is normal. If they only knew half of the stuff we’ve gotten up to this last year, I think their heads would explode. They see my wife as such a perfect example of a chaste and virtuous woman. They hold her on such a pedestal. They have no idea of the cock-hungry slut she truly is.

Thanksgiving evening was perfect. Stretched out on the couch, holding onto my wife, near the fire, it was great. Life was good.

I caught my wife looking at herself in the full-length mirror on the closet door. She still works out, but maybe not quite at the same intensity. Her arms, legs, ass, etc. still look in-fucking-credible, but she’s lost some of the definition she was just starting to get in her core. A month ago, you could still see slight lines of abdominal muscles, but not anymore. Her breasts are larger, her bra looks almost too tight. She still wears the nipple rings, but she’s said a few times now that she may need to take them out soon because her nipples are too sore.

We hadn’t talked much about Ryann over the holiday. It wasn’t that either of us wanted to avoid the subject, it’s just that it’s been nice to step away from everything for a few days and only think about us and the baby. Now with the holiday behind us, however, we were both itching to discuss it more.

“You’ll meet with her then, yeah?” asked my wife as she slid naked into bed under the covers. She pushed my boxers down and touched my dick. I wasn’t really thinking about sex at all during the day, and we’d had some great sex the couple of previous nights, so I was soft when she touched me. I hate it when I’m not at least a little hard because my dick is way too small otherwise. I hate it when she touches me when I’m completely soft… it’s humiliating. But I know by now I should be comfortable with it. After all, she knows me, right. She was kind of rolling my dick in her fingers, trying to get some life into it, but I wasn’t responding. Which of course just adds to the pressure and makes it even harder to get it up.

I nodded at her question, resisting the temptation to push her hand away. I didn’t want her to stop, but not much was happening down there. “She already knows about us, so I guess it can’t hurt to answer a few questions,” I said.

“What are you going to tell her?” she asked, still continuing her ministrations.

I shrugged, “Depends on the question.”

I could tell she was thinking for a moment. She then asked, “What would you tell her if she asks you why you let your wife have a boyfriend?”

This time I thought for a minute. What would I say? I’ve got a thousand reasons, but what would I tell Ryann? “I guess I’d simply say that it turns me on.”

My wife shook her head slowly, “She won’t be satisfied with that answer I’m sure. She’s going to want more detail than that. She’s going to want to know why it turns you on… What specifically turns you on?”

“What do you think I should tell her,” I asked, truly interested to know what my wife might say.

“You’re asking me?” she said a little surprised. I nodded, and she thought for a moment before answering, “I think seeing a real man’s cock makes you randy,” she said with a smirk. Before I could rebut, she said, “Think about it. Your little guy here gets rock hard every time you see my boyfriend’s cock come out.”

I laughed a little at that, “You’re incorrigible,” I said, “of course you would spin it that way.”

“You asked,” she said wryly.

We were quiet for a minute and then I answered more sincerely, “I would tell her that I don’t think I could give my wife as much pleasure as her boyfriend can, and it turns me on to see my wife moaning and crying out in pleasure. I love my wife having sexual freedom and allowing herself to have these experiences.”

I saw my wife’s skin flush as she heard my answer. Just thinking about it was enough to make her horny, too. She smiled and closed her eyes in thought, “Yes, I like that, too cuck-boy.”

“I would say that I find some peace in it as well. I usually get all the sex I want, but you want a lot more than I do. Having multiple lovers lets you have as much sex as you want, but I don’t have to stress about my own performance all the time. I can make love to you when it feels right and not because there’s an expectation of a certain number of times we’re supposed to have sex each week.”

I then asked her what she would tell Ryann and she reminded me that she’s already told her pretty much everything, but she indulged me in retelling it again.

“I told her that I’ve found the experience very empowering. I can keep my mind open when I talk to other guys, and I don’t have to think about sending the wrong or right signals to a guy. If I feel like chatting a bloke up, then I can chat him up. But I did tell her that Wade is the only guy I’m going to be with for a while, so I’m not looking to pull any random guy at the moment.”

“Was she worried you might try to get with Bennett again?” I asked.

She shook her head, “Not now, she said that she trusts both of us now that we won’t be sleeping together while they’re together.”

“So, their back together?” I said, I wasn’t really sure from the last conversation I’d had about those two.

My wife shrugged, “I’m not sure, but I think it will work out, yeah.”

“Will you miss not being with Bennett.”

“Of course,” she replied quickly, giving my dick a squeeze, “His cock isn’t as amazing as Wade’s but it’s still a lot more than I have to work with here.” She looked me in the eye as she said it, then said, “Don’t take that to mean you’re less of a man, Ky. Just take it for the truth that it is. Your dick is a lot smaller. You can’t satisfy me like they can, but you’re comfortable with the man you are and the truth doesn’t demean you. You just accept the truth for what it is and enjoy the feelings it brings.”

“Okay,” I agreed. “I’ve been thinking a lot about this, and I’m ready to trust you.”

She was about to say something, but I could tell she changed her mind as she shook her head. Finally, she just said, “It’s about bloody time.”

“So, what’s this mean,” I asked.

My wife waggled her eyebrows at me and then jumped out of bed. I watched her rummage through her overnight bag until she found what she was searching for. The cage. Of course, the cage. She quickly got back into bed and buried herself under the covers. She hates the cold. I didn’t resist as she locked me up and then set the key on the nightstand. I was still dressed in a tee-shirt and boxers, while my wife was naked and lying next to me.

“You’ll be wearing this,” she reached and grasped the chastity device, “a little more often. Not for months at a time, but between the times when you and I have sex.” I was going to object when she threw a question at me. “Did you have a wank today?”

I had to nod my head, “Yeah, once, this morning,” I confessed.

She gripped the cage more tightly in her hand, “And now I’m more likely to start a fire by rubbing your dick than I am of having sex tonight—you have no self-control, Ky. This will help with that,” she tugged on the cage.

She snuggled in closer to me and I ran my fingers over hear breasts, over her stomach and up and down her arms. It was a different experience wearing the cage. Knowing I’m not going to get laid, but still wanting to feel sexual pleasure, I find it heightens desire just to be near her, just to touch her. “I could just promise not to masturbate,” I said, “wouldn’t that basically be the same thing?”

She shook her head, “No, I don’t you could resist, and besides, trusting me will mean the occasional denial of my pussy, but only so I can build up the anticipation. Ky, I will deny you at times, but overall you’ll be having more sex.”

“How does that math work?” I asked, “You’re going to deny me sex but I’ll be getting more?”

“Yes, because it will be more with me and less with your hand.”


Ah, okay, now I get where she’s going with this. “Anything else?” I asked, referring back to me trusting her more.

She inhaled deeply and let out a sigh, “It definitely means that you’ll be gagging on Wade’s cock.” I swear she nearly orgasmed as she said that.

She gripped my wrist and guided my hand down to her pussy, and with her hand over mine, used my fingers to bring herself to orgasm. She fell asleep quickly after that, but I didn’t. My dick was finally deciding that he wanted to participate. ‘A little late buddy.’

We drove home the following day. My wife wore a very conservative, long dress with a wide leather belt that hugged her waist. She looked very beautiful. A flurry of texts were sent in the early part of our trip, but then we had the time to ourselves and enjoyed the ride. As we neared our house, I noticed her start to fidget and squirm in her seat. I thought she was just getting restless from the long drive, but then I saw her boyfriend’s car in front of our house and it clicked why she was having a hard time sitting still. She gave me a meaningful kiss as soon as I stopped the car. The kiss felt sincere and her focus was only on me, but I could tell that focus had changed as soon as we broke apart.

We greeted each other at the door and entered together. As soon as we were inside, Wade picked her up and they were kissing deeply and passionately. I went back outside and collected the mail and grabbed our luggage. The front door was still open. I closed it as I passed the threshold and was greeted by an extremely erotic site. My wife was bent over the arm of the couch, laying on her stomach. Her dress was pulled up enough so that Wade could enter her from behind. With one hand, Wade was holding onto her belt, using it as leverage to pull her back with additional force. My wife’s moans turned to screams of passion. Her feet came off the floor and were kicking in mid-air as Wade continued with his onslaught. For the first time I worried the neighbors might actually hear her.

It never ceases to amaze me how easily she can take Wade’s cock now. It enters her like the cliché hot-knife-through-butter. Wade slowed slightly and slapped her hard on her ass. I looked down expecting to find her panties, but they were nowhere to be found. Was she not wearing any this whole time? Wade then ran his fingers into the hair on top of her head, where it’s still long, the sides and back are still cut very short. Pulling her hair and forcing her head up, Wade leaned forward, “It’s time you start growing your hair out again cunt,” he let her hair go and used that hand to slap her ass again. “Did you hear me bitch?” he said forcefully. My wife whimpered but nodded.

Wade then turned her over so that her shoulders were supported by the couches arm, her head tilted toward him at an angle and at the perfect height to suck his cock. Her lover hadn’t cum yet, so he was still hard. He inserted the tip of his cock between her lips and pressed forward. I watched as her lips stretched and thinned as he pressed himself into her. Her eyes widened when she realized he wasn’t pulling back out. He only had a few inches of his cock in her mouth, but it didn’t look like anymore would fit. However, her boyfriend seemed to think she was capable of more. He held himself here for several long seconds while my wife breathed heavily through her nose. Wade them pressed himself in deeper. My wife made a noise, but didn’t stop him. He was now at the top of her throat. Be pulled out an inch or so and she breathed in again through her nose. Her mouth was open as far as it possibly could be. Wade pressed forward again, only this time with more force. He stopped when half his cock was passed her lips, far more than I’ve ever seen before. He pulled out and I saw another first. My wife’s throat had moved. I concentrated on her throat as her boyfriend pushed his cock in yet again, and sure enough, it bulged out as the man’s cock was forcing its way in.

Fucking incredible. I’ve never seen anything like that except in a couple of pornos I’ve watched online. My wife’s hands were seeking purchase on anything they could grab. Her fingers found and gripped the couch cushions. Her body was a taut wire and every muscle was tensed. Finally Wade shot his load, and he did so while almost three-quarters of his cock was buried in her throat. She couldn’t have tasted a thing because that load went straight into her belly. He pulled out and my wife gasped for air. Long stings of sperm and saliva ran between the end of his cock and her lips.

My wife reached up and gripped his cock in both her small hands, “god I love this thing,” she said as she panted for air. Slumped into the couch and Wade sat down next to her. She still wore her dress, but she now wore that defiled freshly-fucked look. Her lips were red and puffy, I knew her pussy had been wrecked in the same way.

My wife looked at me, a happy smile on her face. “Do you trust me?” she asked. I inhaled deeply and then nodded. Her smile grew. “then get my lover’s cock hard again. Just use your hand this time. I need to teach you how to suck a proper cock before I let you try that again.”

I hesitated as I looked at Wade’s cock. It was still slick from my wife’s pussy. A small dribble of cum was oozing from the tip as his cock laid limp across his thigh.

“Just do it, Ky. She’s been relentlessly busting my balls about this, too. Trust me, we’ll both be better off if we keep her happy.”

I heard my wife giggle in pure joy. She turned her body and sat up so that she could see us clearly. I closed my eyes for a brief moment. At least it was only a hand job. My arm felt like a lead weight; heavy and almost non-responsive. I reached out and tentatively wrapped my hand around his shaft. Wade leaned his head back against the couch so that his gaze was looking up upward now. That made it easier that he wasn’t watching me debase and emasculate myself. His cock did feel very different than I would have imagined. It was soft, yet firm. Deciding it was better just to get this over with, I began to move my hand up and down his length, using the remaining juices and cum residue as lubricant. Slowly, I felt his cock begin to swell and stiffen under my grip.

“Very good, cuck-boy,” my wife complimented. “Now grip him a little tighter, he likes a little more pressure than that,” she coached.

His cock continued to grow, making it easier to stroke. I had a flash of my bending down and sucking on it. Whoa! Where the fuck did that come from. My wife’s dam mind games are starting to get to me. Jaimee was still laying on the couch, her feet at Wade’s side, she shoulders propped up by the arm of the couch. She pulled up the front of her dress and spread her legs. I was right, her pussy was also red and puffy, and slightly agape.

“Now guide him into me cuck-boy,” she directed. And I did. Keeping my hand on his cock, Wade moved into position. I aligned the tip of his cock wither her pussy and he pressed himself forward, burying it again in one smooth motion. My wife sighed heavily in satisfaction. “You see, cuck-boy,” she said, directing her gaze to me, her features filled with erotic pleasure, “You could have had my pussy last night, but you didn’t want it. You only wanted to touch my body… But my boyfriend’s cock likes my pussy. That’s why my pussy belongs to him and not you.”

[NC-hotwife-hubby]

I am busting my cage reading this... More, more

[sabya167]

Boy, does it get any hotter than this? Well, it does.Will be waiting for that special update. Can't thank you enough for continuing to update Ky.

[wannabecUKold]

We hadn’t talked much about Ryann over the holiday. It wasn’t that either of us wanted to avoid the subject, it’s just that it’s been nice to step away from everything for a few days and only think about us and the baby. Now with the holiday behind us, however, we were both itching to discuss it more.

“You’ll meet with her then, yeah?” asked my wife as she slid naked into bed under the covers. She pushed my boxers down and touched my dick. I wasn’t really thinking about sex at all during the day, and we’d had some great sex the couple of previous nights, so I was soft when she touched me. I hate it when I’m not at least a little hard because my dick is way too small otherwise. I hate it when she touches me when I’m completely soft… it’s humiliating. But I know by now I should be comfortable with it. After all, she knows me, right. She was kind of rolling my dick in her fingers, trying to get some life into it, but I wasn’t responding. Which of course just adds to the pressure and makes it even harder to get it up.

I nodded at her question, resisting the temptation to push her hand away. I didn’t want her to stop, but not much was happening down there. “She already knows about us, so I guess it can’t hurt to answer a few questions,” I said.

“What are you going to tell her?” she asked, still continuing her ministrations.

I shrugged, “Depends on the question.”

I could tell she was thinking for a moment. She then asked, “What would you tell her if she asks you why you let your wife have a boyfriend?”

This time I thought for a minute. What would I say? I’ve got a thousand reasons, but what would I tell Ryann? “I guess I’d simply say that it turns me on.”

My wife shook her head slowly, “She won’t be satisfied with that answer I’m sure. She’s going to want more detail than that. She’s going to want to know why it turns you on… What specifically turns you on?”

“What do you think I should tell her,” I asked, truly interested to know what my wife might say.

“You’re asking me?” she said a little surprised. I nodded, and she thought for a moment before answering, “I think seeing a real man’s cock makes you randy,” she said with a smirk. Before I could rebut, she said, “Think about it. Your little guy here gets rock hard every time you see my boyfriend’s cock come out.”

I laughed a little at that, “You’re incorrigible,” I said, “of course you would spin it that way.”

“You asked,” she said wryly.

We were quiet for a minute and then I answered more sincerely, “I would tell her that I don’t think I could give my wife as much pleasure as her boyfriend can, and it turns me on to see my wife moaning and crying out in pleasure. I love my wife having sexual freedom and allowing herself to have these experiences.”

I saw my wife’s skin flush as she heard my answer. Just thinking about it was enough to make her horny, too. She smiled and closed her eyes in thought, “Yes, I like that, too cuck-boy.”

“I would say that I find some peace in it as well. I usually get all the sex I want, but you want a lot more than I do. Having multiple lovers lets you have as much sex as you want, but I don’t have to stress about my own performance all the time. I can make love to you when it feels right and not because there’s an expectation of a certain number of times we’re supposed to have sex each week.”

I then asked her what she would tell Ryann and she reminded me that she’s already told her pretty much everything, but she indulged me in retelling it again.

“I told her that I’ve found the experience very empowering. I can keep my mind open when I talk to other guys, and I don’t have to think about sending the wrong or right signals to a guy. If I feel like chatting a bloke up, then I can chat him up. But I did tell her that Wade is the only guy I’m going to be with for a while, so I’m not looking to pull any random guy at the moment.”

Fabulous post as ever, Ky. thanks

With Ryann it seems to me that your key objective is to get her over the wire to join the gang, whether through experiencing the joys of Sappho with Jaimee or the joys of becoming Bennett's cuckquean with her or both.

You will have your work cut out to achieve this, but she has probably fantasised about both these scenarios already. After all she must have imagined Bennett and Jaimee together when she learnt they had had sex, and her pussy must have got wet when she heard about J's skills with pussies.

Ryann has probably also imagined herself in your seat, watching your wife have sex with another man.

Although Ryann will try to remain professional in the conversation, you can emphasise to her how arousing it is for you to watch your loved one having sex. Suggest that as a psychologist she may like to watch you watching Jaimee and Wade fuck.

If that would be too visible for her, she could sit and listen in another room and you would join her (to watch her masturbate).

Or alternatively recommend she let Jaimee - in strictest confidence - seduce her, as Jaimee seduced your next door neighbour Melanie.

Do whatever is necessary is to get Ryann to take that first step over the line. You are now her friend in cuckoldry, whose partners have had sex with each other. She should work closely with you.

[vmb69]

Glad my wife let me out if my cage. this would have been painful to read otherwise. As always great update Ky.

[ballextender3209]

This was a really hot post Ky, thank you!

[Xalar11]

Can I ask how often does Wade stop by at your house or meet with Jaimee in a about a week, currently?

Your posts are always intriguing, thank you for sharing.

[realcucklife]

She is gonna pick up on your reaction to wades cock, even more she is going to nail you on your public admission.

[offendedgame]

“Now guide him into me cuck-boy,” she directed. And I did. Keeping my hand on his cock, Wade moved into position. I aligned the tip of his cock wither her pussy and he pressed himself forward, burying it again in one smooth motion. My wife sighed heavily in satisfaction. “You see, cuck-boy,” she said, directing her gaze to me, her features filled with erotic pleasure, “You could have had my pussy last night, but you didn’t want it. You only wanted to touch my body… But my boyfriend’s cock likes my pussy. That’s why my pussy belongs to him and not you.”

oh man

[Ky_Da]

She is gonna pick up on your reaction to wades cock, even more she is going to nail you on your public admission.

I agonized over how much of my thoughts I should write. I actually wrote a draft that eliminated the whole touching-Wade's-cock experience, but I rewrote it after giving it some thought. I decided I wanted to try and be as honest as I can be with my thoughts and feelings through these experiences. My wife hasn't been on here as consistently lately, but it's only a matter of time before I see that I-told-you-so smirk. The experience ranks right up there with one of the most erotic things I've ever done. It was such a mixed bag of angst, humiliation, shame, desire, intense adrenaline, etc. I have more to write about that experience, but that update was getting a little long and so I posted what I'd written. I'll try to get the rest out soon.

[Ky_Da]

Can I ask how often does Wade stop by at your house or meet with Jaimee in a about a week, currently?

Your posts are always intriguing, thank you for sharing.

It varies week by week, but I think on average, they fuck at the gym or at his house a couple of times a week. And Wade's over at our house about once a week for dinner. Thanks for reading along and taking time to comment.

[offendedgame]

I agonized over how much of my thoughts I should write. I actually wrote a draft that eliminated the whole touching-Wade's-cock experience, but I rewrote it after giving it some thought. I decided I wanted to try and be as honest as I can be with my thoughts and feelings through these experiences. My wife hasn't been on here as consistently lately, but it's only a matter of time before I see that I-told-you-so smirk. The experience ranks right up there with one of the most erotic things I've ever done. It was such a mixed bag of angst, humiliation, shame, desire, intense adrenaline, etc. I have more to write about that experience, but that update was getting a little long and so I posted what I'd written. I'll try to get the rest out soon.

waiting..

[Ky_Da]

We hadn’t talked much about Ryann over the holiday. It wasn’t that either of us wanted to avoid the subject, it’s just that it’s been nice to step away from everything for a few days and only think about us and the baby. Now with the holiday behind us, however, we were both itching to discuss it more.

“You’ll meet with her then, yeah?” asked my wife as she slid naked into bed under the covers. She pushed my boxers down and touched my dick. I wasn’t really thinking about sex at all during the day, and we’d had some great sex the couple of previous nights, so I was soft when she touched me. I hate it when I’m not at least a little hard because my dick is way too small otherwise. I hate it when she touches me when I’m completely soft… it’s humiliating. But I know by now I should be comfortable with it. After all, she knows me, right. She was kind of rolling my dick in her fingers, trying to get some life into it, but I wasn’t responding. Which of course just adds to the pressure and makes it even harder to get it up.

I nodded at her question, resisting the temptation to push her hand away. I didn’t want her to stop, but not much was happening down there. “She already knows about us, so I guess it can’t hurt to answer a few questions,” I said.

“What are you going to tell her?” she asked, still continuing her ministrations.

I shrugged, “Depends on the question.”

I could tell she was thinking for a moment. She then asked, “What would you tell her if she asks you why you let your wife have a boyfriend?”

This time I thought for a minute. What would I say? I’ve got a thousand reasons, but what would I tell Ryann? “I guess I’d simply say that it turns me on.”

My wife shook her head slowly, “She won’t be satisfied with that answer I’m sure. She’s going to want more detail than that. She’s going to want to know why it turns you on… What specifically turns you on?”

“What do you think I should tell her,” I asked, truly interested to know what my wife might say.

“You’re asking me?” she said a little surprised. I nodded, and she thought for a moment before answering, “I think seeing a real man’s cock makes you randy,” she said with a smirk. Before I could rebut, she said, “Think about it. Your little guy here gets rock hard every time you see my boyfriend’s cock come out.”

I laughed a little at that, “You’re incorrigible,” I said, “of course you would spin it that way.”

“You asked,” she said wryly.

We were quiet for a minute and then I answered more sincerely, “I would tell her that I don’t think I could give my wife as much pleasure as her boyfriend can, and it turns me on to see my wife moaning and crying out in pleasure. I love my wife having sexual freedom and allowing herself to have these experiences.”

I saw my wife’s skin flush as she heard my answer. Just thinking about it was enough to make her horny, too. She smiled and closed her eyes in thought, “Yes, I like that, too cuck-boy.”

“I would say that I find some peace in it as well. I usually get all the sex I want, but you want a lot more than I do. Having multiple lovers lets you have as much sex as you want, but I don’t have to stress about my own performance all the time. I can make love to you when it feels right and not because there’s an expectation of a certain number of times we’re supposed to have sex each week.”

I then asked her what she would tell Ryann and she reminded me that she’s already told her pretty much everything, but she indulged me in retelling it again.

“I told her that I’ve found the experience very empowering. I can keep my mind open when I talk to other guys, and I don’t have to think about sending the wrong or right signals to a guy. If I feel like chatting a bloke up, then I can chat him up. But I did tell her that Wade is the only guy I’m going to be with for a while, so I’m not looking to pull any random guy at the moment.”

Fabulous post as ever, Ky. thanks

With Ryann it seems to me that your key objective is to get her over the wire to join the gang, whether through experiencing the joys of Sappho with Jaimee or the joys of becoming Bennett's cuckquean with her or both.

You will have your work cut out to achieve this, but she has probably fantasised about both these scenarios already. After all she must have imagined Bennett and Jaimee together when she learnt they had had sex, and her pussy must have got wet when she heard about J's skills with pussies.

Ryann has probably also imagined herself in your seat, watching your wife have sex with another man.

Although Ryann will try to remain professional in the conversation, you can emphasise to her how arousing it is for you to watch your loved one having sex. Suggest that as a psychologist she may like to watch you watching Jaimee and Wade fuck.

If that would be too visible for her, she could sit and listen in another room and you would join her (to watch her masturbate).

Or alternatively recommend she let Jaimee - in strictest confidence - seduce her, as Jaimee seduced your next door neighbour Melanie.

Do whatever is necessary is to get Ryann to take that first step over the line. You are now her friend in cuckoldry, whose partners have had sex with each other. She should work closely with you.

No one would love to see Ryann naked in bed with my wife, or even better, joining me in being cuckolded by their spouse. But even in my wildest of dreams, I can't see myself ever being that lucky. Erotic as hell to think about though.

[Suchen Zucker]

We were quiet for a minute and then I answered more sincerely, “I would tell her that I don’t think I could give my wife as much pleasure as her boyfriend can, and it turns me on to see my wife moaning and crying out in pleasure. I love my wife having sexual freedom and allowing herself to have these experiences.”

I saw my wife’s skin flush as she heard my answer. Just thinking about it was enough to make her horny, too. She smiled and closed her eyes in thought, “Yes, I like that, too cuck-boy.”

“I would say that I find some peace in it as well. I usually get all the sex I want, but you want a lot more than I do. Having multiple lovers lets you have as much sex as you want, but I don’t have to stress about my own performance all the time. I can make love to you when it feels right and not because there’s an expectation of a certain number of times we’re supposed to have sex each week.”

With your dick locked up, I think you can scratch the idea of making love to her "when it feels right", or did you mean to say when it feels right to her?

If Jamee wants you to masturbate less, why doesn't she just be a good wife and suck you off, or give you a handjob when YOU need to get off? You say she wants sex more often than you but I doubt that. It sounds more like she is not taking care of YOUR needs while making you think you are the one with the problem. You are bending over backwards to allow her sexual freedom while yours are being restricted or even perverted to meet her fantasies.

Why don't you insist that Wade will have to suck your dick for you to agree to suck his? Wouldn't that be double the pleasure for her? Seeing how they react to that idea will give you a clue to how they will view you doing it. Act very serious when you ask, and make sure both of them are there when you do.

Tell him that you were thinking of requiring him to suck your dick if he wants to continue fucking your lovely wife. Would he do it or walk away?

I then asked her what she would tell Ryann and she reminded me that she’s already told her pretty much everything, but she indulged me in retelling it again.

“I told her that I’ve found the experience very empowering. I can keep my mind open when I talk to other guys, and I don’t have to think about sending the wrong or right signals to a guy. If I feel like chatting a bloke up, then I can chat him up. But I did tell her that Wade is the only guy I’m going to be with for a while, so I’m not looking to pull any random guy at the moment.”

Did your name not enter her mind when she made this statement?

Perhaps you need to flex your power every now and then or risk actually losing the ability to wield it in your relationship. Don't be a "Mike" if you know what I mean.

You are undergoing a lot of treatment designed to put you in your cuck space and I have to wonder what permanent effect it may have. If something happened and you and Jamee split up, how do you think this experience would effect your self confidence with meeting, dating and having sex with other women? Do you think you will forced to find a dominant woman who will cuck you to be happy again, or do you think you would look for a woman who would be satisfied with what you alone have to offer her?

Finally, have you asked Wade if he thought it's possible that he impregnated Jamee? Pulled out too late, busted rubber, he and Jamee got carried away a few times, etc.

What is Wade and Jamee telling their gym friends about her pregnancy?

I love your writing and it is erotic as hell to read. I know I must sound negative to the life style but I'm not actually. You are living my fantasy dude. Best wishes to you and Jamee.

[viking53]

[quote="wannabecUKold]
Fabulous post as ever, Ky. thanks

With Ryann it seems to me that your key objective is to get her over the wire to join the gang, whether through experiencing the joys of Sappho with Jaimee or the joys of becoming Bennett's cuckquean with her or both.

You will have your work cut out to achieve this, but she has probably fantasised about both these scenarios already. After all she must have imagined Bennett and Jaimee together when she learnt they had had sex, and her pussy must have got wet when she heard about J's skills with pussies.

Ryann has probably also imagined herself in your seat, watching your wife have sex with another man.

Although Ryann will try to remain professional in the conversation, you can emphasise to her how arousing it is for you to watch your loved one having sex. Suggest that as a psychologist she may like to watch you watching Jaimee and Wade fuck.

If that would be too visible for her, she could sit and listen in another room and you would join her (to watch her masturbate).

Or alternatively recommend she let Jaimee - in strictest confidence - seduce her, as Jaimee seduced your next door neighbour Melanie.

Do whatever is necessary is to get Ryann to take that first step over the line. You are now her friend in cuckoldry, whose partners have had sex with each other. She should work closely with you.

No one would love to see Ryann naked in bed with my wife, or even better, joining me in being cuckolded by their spouse. But even in my wildest of dreams, I can't see myself ever being that lucky. Erotic as hell to think about though.[/quote][/quote]

Although I can understand the erotic attraction of this, I think there is instead a serious risk of loosing her friendship if you pushed for this. It's a relatively new relationship and, although Bennett might be open for a hotwife in the long run, I don't think he would be interested in the cuckold lifestyle. For both you and Jaimee I think it would be a great support to have a friend who knows about your lifestyle but who is not directly involved, someone you can talk openly with. Remember what an incredible support Brooke was when the Derrick catastrophe happened!

[realcucklife]

She is gonna pick up on your reaction to wades cock, even more she is going to nail you on your public admission.

I agonized over how much of my thoughts I should write. I actually wrote a draft that eliminated the whole touching-Wade's-cock experience, but I rewrote it after giving it some thought. I decided I wanted to try and be as honest as I can be with my thoughts and feelings through these experiences. My wife hasn't been on here as consistently lately, but it's only a matter of time before I see that I-told-you-so smirk. The experience ranks right up there with one of the most erotic things I've ever done. It was such a mixed bag of angst, humiliation, shame, desire, intense adrenaline, etc. I have more to write about that experience, but that update was getting a little long and so I posted what I'd written. I'll try to get the rest out soon.

Good for you ky!
That is truly great, your taking the leap and trusting her.
It will only open up another level of fun.....

[sabya167]

Only you are privy to all the information,Ky, so,you are the best judge of whats going on.Do we have reasons to worry about your marriage or is it all in good fun? I have the feeling that you are still in control but loosening the ropes to accomodate Jaimee's happiness.

[Rover68uk]

I can only say that we are all so so lucky that you Jaimee allow us this insight into your life(style).
When so much of what we see online is fake, fantasy or manufactured, to be allowed to see how you have developed as individuals and as a couple in real life, well that is something truely special.
It is the thought, the common sense, and the communication and then the sexual liberation that makes your reality so magical for us all to read.
THANK YOU

[Ky_Da]

We were quiet for a minute and then I answered more sincerely, “I would tell her that I don’t think I could give my wife as much pleasure as her boyfriend can, and it turns me on to see my wife moaning and crying out in pleasure. I love my wife having sexual freedom and allowing herself to have these experiences.”

I saw my wife’s skin flush as she heard my answer. Just thinking about it was enough to make her horny, too. She smiled and closed her eyes in thought, “Yes, I like that, too cuck-boy.”

“I would say that I find some peace in it as well. I usually get all the sex I want, but you want a lot more than I do. Having multiple lovers lets you have as much sex as you want, but I don’t have to stress about my own performance all the time. I can make love to you when it feels right and not because there’s an expectation of a certain number of times we’re supposed to have sex each week.”

With your dick locked up, I think you can scratch the idea of making love to her "when it feels right", or did you mean to say when it feels right to her?

If Jamee wants you to masturbate less, why doesn't she just be a good wife and suck you off, or give you a handjob when YOU need to get off? You say she wants sex more often than you but I doubt that. It sounds more like she is not taking care of YOUR needs while making you think you are the one with the problem. You are bending over backwards to allow her sexual freedom while yours are being restricted or even perverted to meet her fantasies.

Why don't you insist that Wade will have to suck your dick for you to agree to suck his? Wouldn't that be double the pleasure for her? Seeing how they react to that idea will give you a clue to how they will view you doing it. Act very serious when you ask, and make sure both of them are there when you do.

Tell him that you were thinking of requiring him to suck your dick if he wants to continue fucking your lovely wife. Would he do it or walk away?

I then asked her what she would tell Ryann and she reminded me that she’s already told her pretty much everything, but she indulged me in retelling it again.

“I told her that I’ve found the experience very empowering. I can keep my mind open when I talk to other guys, and I don’t have to think about sending the wrong or right signals to a guy. If I feel like chatting a bloke up, then I can chat him up. But I did tell her that Wade is the only guy I’m going to be with for a while, so I’m not looking to pull any random guy at the moment.”

Did your name not enter her mind when she made this statement?

Perhaps you need to flex your power every now and then or risk actually losing the ability to wield it in your relationship. Don't be a "Mike" if you know what I mean.

You are undergoing a lot of treatment designed to put you in your cuck space and I have to wonder what permanent effect it may have. If something happened and you and Jamee split up, how do you think this experience would effect your self confidence with meeting, dating and having sex with other women? Do you think you will forced to find a dominant woman who will cuck you to be happy again, or do you think you would look for a woman who would be satisfied with what you alone have to offer her?

Finally, have you asked Wade if he thought it's possible that he impregnated Jamee? Pulled out too late, busted rubber, he and Jamee got carried away a few times, etc.

What is Wade and Jamee telling their gym friends about her pregnancy?

I love your writing and it is erotic as hell to read. I know I must sound negative to the life style but I'm not actually. You are living my fantasy dude. Best wishes to you and Jamee.

You make some good points SZ.

As far as sex being on her timetable more than mine; yes, you're right. It is basically when she wants, but she wants it often enough, that I'm not too worried about going without. I guess unless I piss her off too badly, then well, we'd have to see. But as far as me wanking too much, she did offer almost exactly what you wrote. She wants to be the one to get me off so that I'm not masturbating as much. If I ask, she's agreed to let me out and make me cum. The only caveat is that she gets to decide how to get me off.

If I told Wade that he needed to suck my cock if he wanted to keep fucking my wife. I'm pretty sure that he'd refuse, and then I'd have a very upset wife. If I want to end this whole thing, that would be an effective kill switch, but it comes with some collateral damage. I'd be better just to tell her I want to end the game.

Next: your question about if my name came up when my wife said she only wanted to play with Wade during her pregnancy. I didn't think about it when I was writing it, but I can see how you interpreted it the way you did. We're not playing the denial game, except for maybe a night or two in order to heighten desire. We still plan on having as much sex as we can during her pregnancy, but other than me, she's only planning on sleeping with Wade. I get what you mean by saying, "don't be a Mike." I think about that often. I've admitted a number of times that we like a number of ideas from the Mike and Jen stories, but there are certainly things that those two fictional characters do that we would never touch. I'm still collecting my thoughts on this topic, so I'll write about it in more detail soon.

lastly: the potential of Wade being the bio... it's a very small possibility. I have a hard time even thinking about it, much less talking to him about it. My wife and I don't include her pregnancy in our game because it's too sensitive of a subject. What I mean is that for a lot of cucks, the idea of their wife getting pregnant is the ultimate thrill. I've indulged in that fantasy a time or two. But now that it could be a possibility, however slight, I find that I have no desire to hear my wife tease me about the child being someone else's. It's soul crushing to think he could be the father, so no, we haven't talked about it at all. Maybe I am being a pussy about it and just need to man-up and deal with it. And I will if that's how it plays out. Fuck, I can hardly even write about it. My thoughts go to shit when I even consider it. She is going to start to show soon though, and the people at the gym are already starting to speculate. They know that she's pregnant. Until now, my wife has been very vague and non-committal when she's asked about the pregnancy. People want to know, but so far they've been too polite to pry.

Thanks for the comments. I will eventually write more detail about some of the things above, we need to make some hard decisions soon on a number of fronts. I think I've purposfully been kicking the can down the road on some of these decisions, but the end of the road is nearing ever closer.

[Ky_Da]

[quote="wannabecUKold]
Fabulous post as ever, Ky. thanks

With Ryann it seems to me that your key objective is to get her over the wire to join the gang, whether through experiencing the joys of Sappho with Jaimee or the joys of becoming Bennett's cuckquean with her or both.

You will have your work cut out to achieve this, but she has probably fantasised about both these scenarios already. After all she must have imagined Bennett and Jaimee together when she learnt they had had sex, and her pussy must have got wet when she heard about J's skills with pussies.

Ryann has probably also imagined herself in your seat, watching your wife have sex with another man.

Although Ryann will try to remain professional in the conversation, you can emphasise to her how arousing it is for you to watch your loved one having sex. Suggest that as a psychologist she may like to watch you watching Jaimee and Wade fuck.

If that would be too visible for her, she could sit and listen in another room and you would join her (to watch her masturbate).

Or alternatively recommend she let Jaimee - in strictest confidence - seduce her, as Jaimee seduced your next door neighbour Melanie.

Do whatever is necessary is to get Ryann to take that first step over the line. You are now her friend in cuckoldry, whose partners have had sex with each other. She should work closely with you.

No one would love to see Ryann naked in bed with my wife, or even better, joining me in being cuckolded by their spouse. But even in my wildest of dreams, I can't see myself ever being that lucky. Erotic as hell to think about though.

[/quote]

Although I can understand the erotic attraction of this, I think there is instead a serious risk of loosing her friendship if you pushed for this. It's a relatively new relationship and, although Bennett might be open for a hotwife in the long run, I don't think he would be interested in the cuckold lifestyle. For both you and Jaimee I think it would be a great support to have a friend who knows about your lifestyle but who is not directly involved, someone you can talk openly with. Remember what an incredible support Brooke was when the Derrick catastrophe happened![/quote][/quote][/quote]

We are of a like mind on this. We want what's best for Ryann on this one. We're willing to do the interview and answer any and all questions, but we're not going to push even a little bit. We just hope she'll remain a friend.

[Ky_Da]

Only you are privy to all the information,Ky, so,you are the best judge of whats going on.Do we have reasons to worry about your marriage or is it all in good fun? I have the feeling that you are still in control but loosening the ropes to accomodate Jaimee's happiness.

I think it's healthy that we all worry about our marriages a little. I think it's trouble when we start to take them for granted. In our case, what's going on is meant to be fun and fulfill each other's fantasies, but line between fantasy and reality in the cuck-kink is blurred at best. The feelings grow to be real, the desire and expectations are real, and most of all the danger is very real. We're both having to learn to give up some degree of control and 'loosen the ropes' in order to make this all work. But we seem to be in a good place right now.