Not a Cuckold, but Thought I'd Share My Situation

[jratt85]

Yep, it definitely sounds like the gravity of the emotion side of things has finally hit you. You were denying it for so long and just focusing on your kink and blocking out reality, sort of like how Donna wanted all that sex on That 70's Show to cope with her parents' marriage being pretty much over.. You were trying to drown your sorrows in sex but the little bastards learned to swim! Many people end up as sex addicts because they have issues with intimacy and sex is just easier for them to get. Right now the sex is available but you're emotionally raw.

The first thing you should do is lay it all out on the line for her.. Channel me and be blatantly clear and brutally honest about it, not only for her to understand you better but also to get it all out of your head and heart for your sake. If it pisses her off then you'll know it's not going to work, if she's comforting then you've at least got a chance.

I honestly believe you've pushed yourself WAY too hard WAY too quickly. You're kink isn't healing your heart, it's just covering up the truth.

I can definitely get the whole fear of inadequacy thing though.. with my lack of experience and all my medical issues I know I'll never be able to compare with the people that whoever I finally meet will have been with.. if I ever meet her.. It's definitely not an easy thing to get over. (not trying to make this about me, just trying to relate) The only suggestion I have on the four hour fuck session.. use toys, tie her up, deny her orgasms, edge her over and over and over, fuck her brains out with the toys and leave her a goey mess begging to cum but don't let her... walk away and then come back and do it again, and again, and again.. then when you can't take it anymore fuck her yourself and cum where you want.. By doing that you should not only have a chance against that other dickhead but even make a more lasting impression that'll blow him out of the water..
It's what I'd do lol.

[drstrangelove]

Thank you for all the replies!

Yesterday we took a long walk on a beach and I shared with her everything I was feeling. She was incredibly receptive and understanding. My anxiety melted away entirely throughout the day. We then got back to the hotel room
and had a fun sex session.

We also discussed my kinks during the chat. She wanted to know if the lifestyle/sexlife change was really what I wanted. I told her that I’ve been having so much fun with her and wanted to keep exploring it and digging in. She apologized that she sometimes gets nervous about it—thinking she’ll say the “wrong” thing and hurt me. I tried to calm her fears, but I relate to them entirely—I’ve been an emotional mess at times, so it must feel very scary for her to say seemingly cruel things to me.

She also noted it’s taken some time for her to get on board with everything—and certain things aren’t for her (she doesn’t want to sleep with other men, peg me, etc.), but she has realized certain things she really likes.

She loves that I like when she stops sex after she cums. It’s been really hard for her to get accustomed to it because she is largely a people pleaser, so the idea that I’m turned on by not getting to fuck her to completion confuses her, but on her end, she loves it. She’s spent her life with sex being determined by the man’s orgasm, so it’s been great to just have sex on her terms and not have to worry about getting dry or dragging on a session after she’s done.

She also likes the cage—she’s still working through it, but she likes that she has this very personal bond with me and all the control over how and when we have sex. Again, she struggles to understand how I’m ok not masterbating on my own anymore because she suspects it’s something I was doing often, so the people pleaser in her feels like she’s hurting me, not helping me, but she’s come to understand that I genuinely don’t want to masterbate on my own and I has been able to lean into it more.

Lastly, she loves that I want to eat my cum. She thinks it’s really hot. I wasn’t expecting that one, so she said it’s easy to understand and asked me how I liked it when she licks her toys clean after she comes. I told her it was incredibly hot—and she said “exactly.” She added that she wants to see me lick all my cum off her stomach and really wants me to jerk off on my own face and try to aim the cum in my mouth.

Overall, her feedback was a bit surprising. I had the feeling I might be pushing my kinks on her, but it seems I was just picking up on her nervousness about hurting me instead.

Last night, we had a big dinner and way too much to drink—I was also on very little sleep. She initiated again back at the room with a very gentle handjob. I then fucked her missionary until she came. Right on queue she asked me to stop—she told me we could go to bed or I could jerk off.

I was taken aback—thinking she was going to lean into the idea of an all night sex session to feed my ego. Instead she did what she wanted and it turned me on. She played with my balls and I stroked. She talked dirty to me and told me now was a good opportunity to give myself a facial. She reinforced that she wanted to teach me to like the taste of my cum—and she thought going forward, with how much more I’ll be caged and how heavy my balls would be, I’ll be begging to swallow it just so she’ll let me out.

She added that most husbands fuck their wives until they cum and their wives lick it up—she asked if I’d miss her licking up my cum in our new sexlife.

It was all so hot, but I was too drunk and tired to cum—especially considering I had just cum a few hours earlier. She suggested I stop trying and that it was a good opportunity to get more accustomed to having blue balls. She added that I could try again in the morning after I eat her out. So that was it and we went to bed.

She’s still sleeping now, but things are good. Thank you all again for the great feedback yesterday. I’ll keep you all updated!

Edit: I also meant to add—she told me if I can go two weeks straight in the cage, she’ll let me cum in her ass. I don’t think I can go that long now, but it’s a goal to build to—I’ve wanted to do that forever.

On her end, she knows if I don’t cum for two weeks, I’ll bust in a few seconds, so it won’t hurt too bad lol.

[jratt85]

Something you might want to do to keep the flavor of your cum from being disgusting is stay away from beer and pungent foods and drink/eat sweeter things like juice and fruit etc.. That's coming from a video on the subject of "how to make her like the taste of your cum" or something like that. As for pegging.. is it just the dynamic of her having to work to get you off and putting you before her or does she see it as "gay" and emasculating you? If it's the latter, you might want to have her watch this video (or watch it together) from Caitlyn V on pegging.. she just redid it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=raAejr3liZI&t=93s She's got a TON of good videos about all sorts of sex stuff.

[Mad Dog65]

Also in follow up to the pegging - ruby ryder's pegging paradise has alot of great information for the men and the women if that is something that you want to explore. My wife was resistant at first and after seeing her blog and listening to her podcast, she now appreciates that I like it even though its not something that turns her on. He gift to me.

[KevDi69]

Good luck with the two weeks in a cage. You can do. Have her put the key somewhere that she can get it in an emergency but is really inconvenient to access of takes time to get. By that I mean you can’t just say you want out during sex play because you are horny and she can let you out right away. Maybe have it hidden in the garage or basement where she would need to get dressed and go to get it. Or frozen in the middle of a gallon bottle of water in the refrigerator. That would give you time to cool down and really think about whether you want out. Just think if the reward you will get!!

[Chrislydi]

Good luck with the two weeks in a cage. You can do. Have her put the key somewhere that she can get it in an emergency but is really inconvenient to access of takes time to get. By that I mean you can’t just say you want out during sex play because you are horny and she can let you out right away. Maybe have it hidden in the garage or basement where she would need to get dressed and go to get it. Or frozen in the middle of a gallon bottle of water in the refrigerator. That would give you time to cool down and really think about whether you want out. Just think if the reward you will get!!

And in an emergency if you yourself did need it in double quick time it just wouldn't be possible.

Chris

[NSA6715]

Really happy to hear that you spoke your mind to her. Sounds you have very good self control to be able to say your piece without hurting her. I noticed that a comment above me mentioned a pegging video.

I have a suggestion that may help convince her as effectively or, if you're lucky, better than the video.

Buy an Aneros and learn to use it. Maybe you've heard of prostate orgasms, or maybe you haven't, but they're incredible and can be had without touching your dick. In other words they're cock cage friendly. Best of all, your wife can't really help you much with achieving them, so they fit in with both of you two's kinks. She wants to make sure you're have a good time, you want to be denied.

Well, let me tell you, Aneros is simultaneously ridiculously pleasurable (seriously, it's practically a spiritual or psychedelic orgasm) and very much an exercise in denial. You can have as many prostate orgasms as you want, but you won't feel satiated the same way you do when you ejaculate. Not to mention, if your wife ever DOES cuck you, you can watch her while caged and having endless orgasms if you're good enough at it.

If you ever manage a prostate orgasm, I imagine there would be a good chance of your wife becoming enamored of the idea of trying to peg you to orgasm (difficult, but I hear it's possible for experienced men).

Aneros requires true dedication to learn, and succeeding at it is very difficult. You essentially learn meditation along the way, and many give up after trying for weeks or months. But you're already interested in caging yourself. You said two weeks doesn't sound doable, but one of the requirements to learn to have a prostate orgasm is to drastically cut back on ejaculatory orgasms, preferably abstaining all together until you are reliably able to have the "Super O". Couldn't this be a motivator to get to two weeks or beyond.

Finally, if your wife is squeamish about you trying anal play, you could try telling her the upsides of using a prostate massager during sex. Personally when I use one, I get much MUCH harder and cum a lot harder and ejaculate more, as well as being able to last longer by clenching on it. Also, you feel much more empty after ejaculating with a prostate massager, which is both satisfying and sexy feeling.

I highly recommend trying it.

[NSA6715]

Ah, thought I'd mention that, in reference to my post above, if you decide to get into prostate massaging, you should probably read reddit or the Aneros forum to find the best instructions and troubleshooting data. Mine was a bit uncomfortable, but looking through Reddit for a description of my problem fixed this, and the multitude of posts by experienced users are very helpful, since no one can truly explain how to reach something as subjective and ineffable as the experience of the Super O

[drstrangelove]

Sorry for the lack of updates—we have been traveling a lot and then I caught a cold.

The anal never happened—she hasn’t let me stay locked. She wants sex from me fairly frequently, so I’m never going to finish that bet. She has stuck to her word lately about not letting me cum from sex though, so our sexlife has become relatively routine.

She starts with one of her toys (or sometimes my mouth) and likes when I jerk off watching her. Once she cums, she wants sex immediately—usually missionary. Once she cums from that, we’ll lay connected for a bit, but she’ll have me pull out and jerk off if I want to cum.

There have also been times where she doesn’t want sex after her toy and tells me to cum anytime I want from watching her. I really like the arrangement and I’ve let her know that, so I told her I’d get her a full facial/manicure if she can do this the rest of the month. She was great with it: “So you don’t cum from sex and I get a manicure? Done.”

Lastly, she’s still very interested in me eating my cum—it turns her on. So after I cum, if she was using her hand, she’ll have me take a lick and then she’ll do the same. I still don’t love it once I’ve cum, but she feels confident she’s going to get me to a point where I love it—she likes the idea of me always swallowing my loads going forward, but she’s doing baby steps.

Bottom-line, on the sex-front, she’s on fire. She wants to fool around more than I do for the first time in our relationship. And her go to is her toys now. I’ve still made jokes about how I’d like her to sext with a guy, etc., but in her mind, she doesn’t see a difference—she feels like she is cucking me with her toys already. She doesn’t feel bad about relying on them anymore because she knows I like it and it’s clear they’re her preference.

Lastly, I briefly considered the idea of a loyalty test from someone on Reddit—having him msg her and see how she responds—but I’m fairly sure she’ll shut it down right now, so I’m thinking I’ll give it a bit more time.

[Rogueuser1]

Love the dynamic you guys have developed even if it does mean you won't ever get anal . Thanks for the updates.

I doubt you'll ever love consuming your semen from her body or hand like that. It isn't nearly as appealing as consuming it from her freshly fucked pussy. Have you tried cumming on her breasts and then licking it off of there? That might be easier for you.

[Chrislydi]

Thanks for the update Dr S. I can only echo Rogueuser1's words as to the exciting dynamic that's developing between you, it makes for some unmissable posts, even if well spaced out. Seriously though as long as you both are enjoying the journey that's all that counts. Hopefully it might make you want to share too.

Chris

[sub01]

Thanks for the update, you have a really nice situation right now. I am happy to see that you are both improving in terms of communication with each other. It leads to good results! Although she is not interested in others, for now, you are moving forward with exploring with her. I remember an earlier post where you were talking about cumming in your underwear while eating her, she was not aware of your fantasies, and now, you are doing it together. This is a really nice improvement.
On the other end, I don't think you should move forward with the loyalty test, it would be a step back. Honesty goes both ways, doing it would be like lying to her. Being honest and having opened communication is the most important in my opinion. You already told her that she could see other men, so why would she need to hide it from you... And if she is, it might be that she is not comfortable telling it to you now but she might be in the future, hopefully, she is honest but if you ask her to be, you have to be too...

[chris]

Lastly, I briefly considered the idea of a loyalty test from someone on Reddit—having him msg her and see how she responds—but I’m fairly sure she’ll shut it down right now, so I’m thinking I’ll give it a bit more time.

UGH. Don't do this!! Stay honest. Even if you never get caught, it's toxic to you to have deceived your spouse in such a vile way. You will have to live with that secret. And if you do get caught, well you probably deserved what will happen....

[Chrislydi]

Lastly, I briefly considered the idea of a loyalty test from someone on Reddit—having him msg her and see how she responds—but I’m fairly sure she’ll shut it down right now, so I’m thinking I’ll give it a bit more time.

UGH. Don't do this!! Stay honest. Even if you never get caught, it's toxic to you to have deceived your spouse in such a vile way. You will have to live with that secret. And if you do get caught, well you probably deserved what will happen....

I'm with sub01 and Chris on this, it's a terrible idea, what could possibly go wrong? We would only properly find out when you're picking up the pieces following a failed marriage.

Chris

[drstrangelove]

Got it! No loyalty test then. Ideally one day she’ll agree to do it and I can find someone to chat with her—I feel like that’s a step she’ll do eventually.

She tends to be nervous about things at first and then embrace them fully (in all things, not just sex). Right now it’s her toys—she is using them very often and in a way almost seems oblivious to how it might make me feel lol. She just loves them. I’m leaning into it and enjoying it from the cuckold perspective.

The cage has been hit and miss—it’s been more of a sex toy than a lifestyle change.

She has seized a bit on my cum eating as I’ve mentioned, and that’s fun for me. I’ve licked some off her and she’s frequently fed it to me, but I haven’t swallowed an entire load. She wants to have me cum on my own face and possibly swallow directly like that—she thinks it would be hot to see my legs over my head like that.

When I was in college, I was able to blow myself, but I doubt I have that same flexibility—I’ll likely be a couple of inches off.

She’s at work today and has already sent me a nude pic from her office bathroom and noted how she wants to see me cum tonight—I have a feeling she may be looking to push the boundary on cum eating, but we’ll see.

[NSA6715]

Absolutely no loyalty test! If you do that, then you're just like her!

When she cheated, she showed that she didn't trust you, since she cheated on you rather than trusting you to react in a loving way to her feelings about your sex life. It was like she thought you were a math function (she put in lies about her sexual feelings, and got out a husband who believed her to be somewhat satisfied sexually and thus had no cause to reject her for her genuine feelings of sexual dissatisfaction).

Now you're considering doing the same?!? It may seem different, but it really isn't. Whether a marriage sinks or floats isn't usually based on a particular set of mistakes committed by one or both parties, instead it usually depends on who each spouse chooses to be towards the other. Please choose to be the spouse who trusts his wife. She may betray your trust, hell maybe it's even likely (I wouldn't know), but you can't behave sanely towards your wife if you turn your life with her into a Machiavellian game. Trusting someone is about humanizing them. To distrust someone is to treat them like a machine or an algorithm, which is fine if they've proven themselves hostile, but it's soul crushing in a personal relationship.

Your wife doesn't want you to think of her as mathematical function. Trying to put a "loyalty test" in, in order to get a out a feeling of security is a sure fire way to make her feel like one.

[drstrangelove]

Absolutely no loyalty test! If you do that, then you're just like her!

When she cheated, she showed that she didn't trust you, since she cheated on you rather than trusting you to react in a loving way to her feelings about your sex life. It was like she thought you were a math function (she put in lies about her sexual feelings, and got out a husband who believed her to be somewhat satisfied sexually and thus had no cause to reject her for her genuine feelings of sexual dissatisfaction).

Now you're considering doing the same?!? It may seem different, but it really isn't. Whether a marriage sinks or floats isn't usually based on a particular set of mistakes committed by one or both parties, instead it usually depends on who each spouse chooses to be towards the other. Please choose to be the spouse who trusts his wife. She may betray your trust, hell maybe it's even likely (I wouldn't know), but you can't behave sanely towards your wife if you turn your life with her into a Machiavellian game. Trusting someone is about humanizing them. To distrust someone is to treat them like a machine or an algorithm, which is fine if they've proven themselves hostile, but it's soul crushing in a personal relationship.

Your wife doesn't want you to think of her as mathematical function. Trying to put a "loyalty test" in, in order to get a out a feeling of security is a sure fire way to make her feel like one.

To be clear, I was considering the loyalty test because it turned me on—I’ve been open with her that it’s ok if she sects or has sex with other men as long as I’m in the loop. I thought the loyalty tester would be a good catalyst to having an opportunity fall into her lap, but I agree it’s deceitful to do without her involved, so forget that idea entirely.

As to the rest of our sex life, it’s been really fun this month. Multiple times we’ve had sex and I don’t cum at all during the session—other times I’ll jerk off afterwards. But we’ve established a new sex life where we both understand I won’t cum from sex and I’m honestly loving in. Sex is now entirely about achieving her orgasm.

It’s been a bit of adjustment—on my end getting blue balls often and on her end feeling like I’m being left unsatisfied, but we’re both reassuring to each other and a new norm has developed.

This afternoon we were both working from home and she wanted a quicky. I gave her oral briefly on the couch then she bent over the arm and I fucked her doggy to an incredibly loud orgasm. I was close to coming, but I stopped and just held her until she came down from hers. We then went about our day.

I’ve found a few benefits from this—for one, I love the moment of her orgasm and right afterward. I’m just there for her and not worried about finishing myself. I’m also left horny almost all the time, so with her high sex drive, I’m eager to go anytime she wants—there’s less downtime.

As for the cum eating, she has me lick a taste when I do cum typically, but I still haven’t swallowed a full load.

[drstrangelove]

So a lot has happened this month and I should have probably given a few updates.

First off, shortly after my last post we had a really fun session. We got into bed and she quickly began jerking me off. She pronounced: "Tonight you're going to swallow all your cum."

I told her that I want to do it for her, but I always chicken out once I cum. She told me that if I chickened out tonight, she'd stop giving me HJs entirely. I asked what she meant and she said that I either swallow my cum tonight or I'll have to make due with only my hand to cum moving forward.

I was super turned on, but she seemed serious--I knew if I came on my chest, I'd never be able to lick it all up in the aftermath. After about 10 minutes, when I knew I was closer, I asked if I could flip my legs up so I could just cum into my mouth directly and she said of course.

So I did that and she was elated lol. She thought it was so hot how flexible I was and how enthusiastic I was. At this point, my dick was about 1-2 inches from my mouth and I was jerking it. She positioned herself against my back/butt, held my ankles and pressed them back against the headboard. She then told me how she couldn't wait to see me explode directly into my mouth, noting how big the load was going to be as we'd fooled around a bit over last couple of days, but I hadn't cum.

She rubbed my balls at times too, telling me how I'd very quickly learn to enjoy this, adding that in no time I'll be asking to do it. She said how she still might swallow my cum on special occasions, but this dynamic will work better for us usually.

After a few minutes in this position with her dirty talk, I couldn't hold out and shot a big load directly into the back of my throat and swallowed it like a shot.

It certainly didn't taste good, but it was over immediately and way better than licking it up all those times.

**

A few days later while fooling around again, we had a really epic session. I used a toy on her, my mouth, fingers, sex--all of it. She came four times. When she was done she asked if we could stop, so I did. She asked if I was fine just going to bed without finishing and I said I was.

She felt bad though--she had such a good time and felt a little guilty, but she didn't want to play anymore, so she asked if I'd just jerk off, so I did. While I was doing it, she offered a hand if I was willing to swallow again, which was hot and connected back to the first night. I came before she jumped in though, so no swallowing. But the dynamic was hot!

[Guhunkadorn]

Thanks for the update.

You might try this: pineapple juice. You can pick it up in those small sized cans. Try drinking a can a day for a month and see if you notice a difference in the taste of your sperm.

Make it a joint effort and have your wife pick up a supply on her next trip to the store and she can present it to you as a gift.

To be clear, I don't know if this works but have read - in several places - that it does.

[SixInchDick]

Welcome to the wild and crazy world of shooting your own load in your mouth. I do it the same way, although like you I have lost a good bit of flexibility over the years. I'm 38 now, and I have plenty of days where my back is stiff, which ruins the fun. Be careful with how long you hold that pose, and try not to go further by forcing your body to bend. I have hurt my neck from doing this, which kind of scared me to be honest. Luckily it was just a minor injury & I was okay after a day or two.

For some reason, I had the urge to do this when I was just 13 years old. I have no clue what possessed me to do it, but I was flexible enough and I swallowed every drop. This was the year I started masturbating. I have done it maybe 50+ times over the past 25 years. I like it, it turns me on. You do get used to it after a while and the taste really isn't that bad once you've had it a bunch of times. On a few occasions, I have eaten my cum before I've even had breakfast, which turns me on thinking it was the first thing I've eaten today. Then sometimes after I eat the cum, I won't rinse my mouth or eat anything for a little bit. I'm not gay or anything, just a little weird. Aren't we all?

Maybe one thing you could do to extend the kink is to do some yoga and make yourself more flexible so that it's even easier to do it, or maybe at some point you'll be able to touch your dick with your tongue. I miss those days lol. In my prime (my teenage years), I could get my lips on the tip ("just the tip" lol) but could never actually suck it. Shit, I'd suck it every day if I could.

[Chrislydi]

I play a lot of rugby as you may know, and in that game there's a type of tackle called the spear tackle that's been outlawed recently because of the extreme danger of too much pressure on the head and neck area. Now I'm not for one minute equating the two but take the advice given on never holding any position where too much weight is pushed onto the neck and shoulders for any period of time, as unless you're a trained gymnast it can go wrong.

Chris

[jratt85]

Think how much hotter it would've been if you would've had an aneros in you or her fingering you at the same time..

[drstrangelove]

Welcome to the wild and crazy world of shooting your own load in your mouth. I do it the same way, although like you I have lost a good bit of flexibility over the years. I'm 38 now, and I have plenty of days where my back is stiff, which ruins the fun. Be careful with how long you hold that pose, and try not to go further by forcing your body to bend. I have hurt my neck from doing this, which kind of scared me to be honest. Luckily it was just a minor injury & I was okay after a day or two.

For some reason, I had the urge to do this when I was just 13 years old. I have no clue what possessed me to do it, but I was flexible enough and I swallowed every drop. This was the year I started masturbating. I have done it maybe 50+ times over the past 25 years. I like it, it turns me on. You do get used to it after a while and the taste really isn't that bad once you've had it a bunch of times. On a few occasions, I have eaten my cum before I've even had breakfast, which turns me on thinking it was the first thing I've eaten today. Then sometimes after I eat the cum, I won't rinse my mouth or eat anything for a little bit. I'm not gay or anything, just a little weird. Aren't we all?

Maybe one thing you could do to extend the kink is to do some yoga and make yourself more flexible so that it's even easier to do it, or maybe at some point you'll be able to touch your dick with your tongue. I miss those days lol. In my prime (my teenage years), I could get my lips on the tip ("just the tip" lol) but could never actually suck it. Shit, I'd suck it every day if I could.

If it's any consolation, I used to do the same as a teen and could suck the head of my dick. It never caught on for me though--it felt more like giving a BJ than getting one. I do find the kink a bit hot--swallowing my cum so my wife doesn't have to. It's something I'm open to exploring more and it seems like one of her go-to things for dirty talk.

As for injury risk, I'm not too concerned. I'm in good shape and very flexible (170 lbs, muscular). If I pushed it, I could certainly reach the tip of my dick with my tongue, but I didn't get too crazy--and I was only in the position for a few minutes. I like the idea of it being the inevitable outcome if she gives me a HJ.

We also had a discussion the other day and she noted of all the things we've explored, she really likes when I'm caged--to her all the other stuff is fun sex stuff, but the cage actually makes her feel more connected to me. It's not in her nature to be domineering about it, so it's on me to kind of keep at it I guess. So I've been back locked up lately and it seems worth it because she gave me an awesome BJ last night lol.

[Rogueuser1]

Awesome! Glad she is enjoy the cage so much... hopefully you are still enjoying it too!

[emily_sissy_gurl]

This is my situation... I lost my wife a few years ago to cancer. We had a vanilla sex life and i always made sure she orgasmed before me. I'm now seeing another woman who i find easy to talk to about anything. We love each other very much and always have some good laughs. She never explored kink before even though we talk about. One day i walked out wearing a small pink chastity cage. She didn't know what to think at first so i told her the benefits of having me locked in chastity. She likes to tease and seeing me locked up began to appeal to that sense. She started rubbing the tip of cock which protruded the cage and she moaned with delight as i started leaking precum. Fast forward a month or so and she playfully called me her bitch as we were talking over the phone. I moaned softly as a result which she heard. I told her that being called that by her excited me to the point of leaking. We got together last night and she teased me mercilessly. i was begging to be released which she eventually did. We had some very intense sex...and at one point, i had her bent over the bed fucking her doggy style. I asked her who the bitch is now and she replied "you still are" .. i shot my load deep inside her hearing that and then had her sit on my face so i could lick her clean and give her an oral orgasm. I dont think cuckolding will be in the cards for us but her sense of control is starting to grow.